Date: Sun, 27 Jul 2008 21:29:54 -0400
From: Dwedno Smith <dwednomail@hotmail.com>
Subject: Chapters 86 and 87 of Tunnel

Hi Nifty readers,

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   Dwedno.



Chapter 86.  Celebrating the holidays in style.



Tuesday morning came quickly as Tommy awoke before the alarm to a lit
room. For all intents and purposes Shawn slept through the night without
any bad dreams. At least that is the impression TJ got by sleeping through
the night himself without being awoken by Shawn. He looked over at his
clock and it said 7:30. The sun was obviously out and the sky had cleared
of clouds and snow from last night. Tommy thought about how good things
were last night and the time he spent with Shawn outside and afterwards
when they came back to his room for the night. He was quite content with
how things were but still in the back of his mind he was missing Jon's
affection and touch more and more. He knew tonight was going to be about
Shawn too but he somehow had to get through to Jon and tell him that
Christmas night was him and only him unless Shawn had a seriously major
problem which he was still try to work through at this time. The thought
passed as quickly as it came and he quickly got out of bed and hurried
himself along to the bathroom. After his morning leak and a wash of his
face and hands he headed out and took a look out the window. The street was
covered some with a very light blanket of snow but nothing more. He then
looked next door and everything was normal and he looked up the hill and
saw what little he could of the front of their house. Without stepping out
onto the balcony he was limited as to how far he could look. He wasn't in
the mood for a morning chill and there was a bit of snow out on the landing
so he decided to stay in for now. Outside it was easy to see up the block
and actually out towards the city and down the hill too. The balcony or
small terrace he has wraps out and around the front third of this house and
makes it easy to sit out or do anything without being bothered from anyone
below. He was an easy 15 feet off the ground if not more when outside on
it. After seeing enough he went back in by Shawn and sat on his side of the
bed. He dressed without waking Shawn so he decided since Jon was on his
mind he would go wake him and give him a morning surprise all according to
how things went.

Out the door shutting it quietly behind him he heard some noise downstairs
but wasn't interested in who was already awake at this hour. He walked down
to Jon's door and cracked it open enough to look inside. Jon was passed out
with his blankets half off him and one leg sticking out from the knee to
the shin from under them. The rest of his body was covered up to midway up
his chest. He has on an undershirt but that was all Tommy could see from
where he stood. He walked in and stood over Jon taking in his beauty for a
minute. He still loved the boy as much as he could love anyone and probably
more. He just couldn't admit it for fear of losing young Shawn in more ways
than one. He got down on his knees and was about a foot from the sleeping
beauty in front of him now. He watched for another minute as Jon's chest
rose and fell with every breath he took and then finally when done taking
in the boys beauty he leaned in and placed a kiss square on his lips. For a
moment nothing happened but after a second kiss Jon appeared to stir. His
arm moved followed by his leg which slid back under the covers. Nothing
else happened. Tommy who was growing impatient with Jon's deep sleep leaned
in once more and placed a third kiss on his lips. This time Jon moved a bit
more and finally turned his head and looked over towards Tommy. He opened
his eyes a bit and slowly focused on the person in front of him and then
without being scared or jumping one inch he broke a smile and opened his
eyes more.

"TJ! What are you doing in here?"

"I was thinking of you when I woke up and I wanted to see you right away."

He smiled and turned towards Tommy.

"I missed you too and I was so tempted to come in last night and sleep with
you but I knew Shawn was there."

"How?"

"He wasn't in the game room and when I asked someone said they saw you and
him come upstairs together. Did you two do anything special last night?"

"No, not at all. Last night was about love, sharing a moment together and
falling asleep with him leaning on me. It was a beautiful time Jon and I
want to do it with you Christmas night."

"That would be awesome TJ but I hate having to wait another night and not
spending Christmas Eve with you tonight in bed."

"I know Jon and I feel bad too but I am torn. I want to do things with and
for you but right now breaking away from Shawn with all these nightmares
isn't easy not to mention we don't need him running in to us in the middle
of having sex or anything. I told him that you and me were gonna be
together Christmas night and regardless I meant it. I am sorry but I hope
you can accept that and its also part of why I came in here now. I miss you
a lot too!"

As he said that he reached out for where he thought Jon's cock would be and
he fished around just running his hand back and forth for a moment until
Jon said something or he felt the lump associated with his member. Slowly a
lump appeared and once he found it he didn't stray far from it until it
grew into a huge lump.

"I can't take this anymore TJ!"

He ripped the covers back exposing his raging hard on poking up from his
boxers. TJ not letting the moment get away immediately grabbed for it and
began stroking, playing and doing anything he could to it until once again
Jon couldn't take it and down came the boxers. Now he had what he wanted
and as their eyes met TJ leaned in and kissed Jon square on the lips. They
made out for a bit as TJ continued to stroke away at Jon's hardness and
kiss him at the same time. As he began to feel wetness he stopped kissing
and looked at Jon's cock.

"Time for you to give me a present." TJ said.

Jon smiled and nodded his head yes. TJ grabbed Jon by his legs and spun him
so that they were hanging off the bed and his toes were touching the
floor. He got down between them and got in close. At first he licked the
tip of his cock and then when he was done playing he took the head of Jon's
cock into his mouth and swirled his tongue around and around until Jon
began to moan and squirm. From there it was just a matter of time. He began
bobbing up and down at a fast, then slow pace and waiting for the
eruption. No more then a minute later Jon bucked a few times and began to
fire away into TJ's mouth. He let out another moan and then grew quiet as
TJ licked up whatever juices he could from the head of Jon's throbbing
cock. Finally when there was no more noise, heavy breathing or movement TJ
backed off and let Jon enjoy the rest of his orgasm. It was a great moment
and TJ got up from the floor licking his lips as he sat next to Jon waiting
for him to come back to earth. Shortly Jon sat up even with TJ and leaned
in as both boys once again kissed. They made out for a bit as they both
grabbed for one another's cocks and stroked away slowly. There was magic
and sex in the air as both boys now grew hard. Jon for the second time and
TJ his first today. With Tommy now rock hard Jon got up and pushed him back
onto his bed and started pulling off his pants soon followed by his boxers
and then he gave Tommy a blow job as he lay there taking it all in, curling
his toes, breathing faster and faster and finally losing control as he
started to fill Jon's mouth with his cum. Moments later with both boys now
spent Jon sat next to TJ and waited for him to come back from his
pleasure. A few minutes later both boys dressed and decided it was time for
breakfast. They headed out of Jon's room and TJ went to check on Shawn who
was still asleep in his bed and about 8:15 they headed down to greet Ben
and Luke in the kitchen.

"Hey guys." Tommy said. "Kyle still asleep?" he said looking at Luke.

"Yeah... he loves his sleep. I was up a while ago and let Patches out for
his morning thing and then I met Ben coming downstairs and we have been
talking ever since."

"That's great. You two talk about anything special?"

"Nah, not really." Ben said. "Tommy what do you want for breakfast? I am
making eggs for Luke."

"That sounds good, how about an omelet?"

"Sure, want anything in it?"

"Do we have sausage?"

"Yeah sure all I have to do is heat it in the microwave. It won't take
long." He looked at Jon. "How about you?"

"Just a couple of eggs scrambled please."

"Sure."

Tommy got up and popped four pieces of bread into the toaster and set it
for high. They had tons of bread saved and weren't even close to running
out with a few dozen freezers full of hot dog buns, hamburger rolls and
anything else they could freeze after the comet hit. That, so far was one
of the things there was little worry about running out of. They practically
grabbed every piece of bread off the shelves after they realized what
happened and they have it frozen all over. They used the basement, next
door and even a freezer at Bryan's house. As with just about everything
eventually it will run out but there still is a lot of frozen bread,
muffins and all kinds of stuff at the store that they put away in freezers
there too. Anyway... point made and now onto the others. Slowly the house
woke and Ben began feeding the boys as they came down. The morning passed
as did breakfast time and Tommy once again grabbed all the boys and told
them today was the day the house would be decorated. So after giving out
orders and Christmas lights each group took a room and an extension cord
and started taping or hanging lights as best as could be. This went on for
hours and when the boys from up the hill showed up there was no one to play
games against so they too chipped in and helped finish the house. By midday
every working strand of lights was hanging and plugged in and all were
checked to make sure they worked or replaced with lights that worked. Their
lights came from stores, other guy's houses, or some that were just found
in the garage.

"Okay since I have everyone here. Tonight I am asking that we end the games
by midnight the latest and enjoy some quiet time as we ring in Christmas
day. I am going to start a big fire in the fireplace after dark and we can
all do whatever we want but personally I have a few DVD's of Christmas
movies and I welcome anyone who wants to join in to watch it with us in the
living room by the fireplace later tonight. I want to make tonight as
special as possible and I think hot chocolate, a nice warm, real fire and a
good movie on the wide screen TV will be great. I know we don't do this a
lot but this is my wish for tonight. I request after the movie that
everyone get their presents for one another and bring them down if not
sooner and put them as close to the tree as possible. My guess is there
will be probably close to 200 gifts if everyone gets or got someone
something. I know myself I tediously wrapped over 100 gifts myself this
month for everyone here. So before I bore all of you to death you can bring
presents down anytime you want now but I would like all presents down
before you go to bed. The only other thing is this. I know in the morning
everyone is going to want to go crazy and open gifts but I hope all of you
don't hate me when I say this. No one opens anything before 7:30."

They all started moaning and complaining.

"All right... all right... guys look I am sorry but I am sure some of you
want to open some tonight and I really can't tell you no but I would love
to make this really special so if you want to do something tonight please
limit it to one gift each. Whether you do it in private or with everyone
it's up to you but as for me I am waiting for the morning and I will be
very upset if everyone is up before 7 and opening gifts. Please guys I
worked very hard on all this to make it perfect so do this for me. Lets
wait till everyone is up tomorrow and then we can share gifts and then have
a special breakfast afterwards. Then I don't care what you guys do but I
will probably be watching another movie with the fireplace still going
strong in the living room. Thanks for listening. Its almost 4pm and dinner
will be at 6pm. Go do whatever you want now."

Everyone took off for their own place in the house and soon the game noises
were going again and everything was back to normal, or whatever normal was
in that house. Ben was in the kitchen making a special dinner for Christmas
Eve. He was roasting several hams and some baked home fries to go with them
and vegetables. By 5pm the house smelled of ham and pine depending on where
you were. The living room was awesomely lit in just Christmas lights as
darkness and nightfall reined outside. The room was lit with strung lights
all around it and a fake Christmas tree about 3 foot tall on the table was
also loaded down with lights. The logs were all set in the fireplace and
Tommy had some Christmas music on even though it was clearly drowned out by
the noise from the game room most of the time. He started the movie in the
living room after turning off the music but it quickly got drowned out by
the game room. That and the fact that no one came in to watch it within ten
minutes of him starting it put an immediate damper on what he wanted to
do. He figured he would try again later after dinner but for now he got up
and headed over to some of the movies he brought down. He grabbed Home
Alone and headed up to his room. At least there he will be able to watch in
quiet. He walked into his room and put on the DVD into the player and
popped on the TV. As he got comfortable on his bed with a few pillows he
lay on his belly and watched the opening credits. Jordy walked in a few
minutes later.

"Hey Tommy."

TJ grabbed the remote and paused the movie.

"What's up Jord?"

"I was bored and felt like taking you up on the movie but when I went into
the living room you were gone so I decided to check up here."

"You are welcome to join me here I am watching Home Alone."

"Kewl, I loved that Mac kid in it."

Jordy sat down next to TJ on the bed and he hit play on the remote and the
movie began once again. This went on two more times as other boys slowly
trickled into his room after hearing the volume up and the movie
playing. By the time the movie was half over he had five boys in there all
on the bed in various spots and laughing along as the boy star slowly
planned the demise of his two nemesis adult troublemakers. Jordy, Jeremy,
Joey, Danny, and Jon were all there with him. Jon sat on the floor right
under where Tommy lay and occasionally he would reach down and stroke Jon's
hair as they watched the movie. One or two times Tommy surveyed the room
and smiled before going back to concentrate on the movie once again. He
smiled at how his plan backfired downstairs and because somewhat of a
success in his own bedroom. The movie ended and the house smelled of baked
ham as Tommy got up from the bed and turned off the TV while the others
laughed about the movie and how it ended.

"Thanks for joining me guys. After dinner I want to get another one going
in the living room and this time I am going to pull rank and either quiet
or turn off those games for tonight. You are all welcomed to bring a
blanket and snuggle together or whatever works for you as we watch A
Christmas Story. I guess since I promised we could open a gift tonight you
can all do that after the movie if you want but for now let's go down and
help out and thank Ben for making us a special gift of Christmas Eve
dinner."

They all agreed with him as they headed down to the kitchen. He had almost
everything done as the boys and Tommy entered the kitchen.

"Anything we can do for you Ben?"

"I just finished setting the table so if you want to check it and add
anything dinner will be done in fifteen minutes."

I turned to the boys and looked.

"Guys please make sure the table is full of all the glasses and anything
else we will need to eat. Jordy make sure we have enough milk and Joey
please make sure that we have enough chairs. Jon just help out Ben and keep
the others here so we don't have cold food as its ready."

"Okay TJ." he said. "Where are you going?" Jon asked.

"To round up the others so we can all get seated on time."

"Oh, cool. I'll have everything ready for you and Ben."

"Thanks."

He gave Jon a kiss on the head after pulling him to himself and the others
who saw it laughed a little before Tommy headed out of the kitchen.

"You're lucky Jon, Jeremy said to him."

"Why is that Gem?" Jon asked.

Gem being Jeremy's nickname that he is occasionally called by some of them.

"Because the big guy loves you."

Jon smiled.

"Yeah I know."

He didn't say anymore about that as he went over to offer help to Ben.

Tommy went out to round up the boys and his first stop was in the game room
where he was about to possibly make a few of them upset.

"Okay guys... game off now dinner is almost ready."

Kyle was playing against Caleb and he looked at his brother and reached
over to pause the game.

"We are almost done bro how long before dinner?"

"About ten minutes."

"Okay then can we finish if I promise to be there before ten minutes?"

"Yes KY you can. Also I want to ask all of you not to come running in here
after dinner..."

Billy, Shawn, Luke, DJ, Zack who were watching all looked at Tommy now as
he spoke.

"I want to watch a movie in the living room and while it's on this time I
don't want screams and cheering to drown it out. You don't have to watch it
if you don't want to but it would be nice to have everyone or most of you
in and around the fire place as we share Christmas Eve as a family, which
we are now. After the movie you can all come back and play till midnight
but at midnight its Christmas and I want all of you in bed. Agreed?"

Not one of them argued as he requested quiet for the movie.

"What about gifts for tonight TJ?" Shawn asked.

"Well cutie as I said you can all share and open one gift tonight if you
want. I just don't want a huge mess and celebration tonight since I am used
to it on Christmas morning."

"Kewl so we can share a gift with one person?"

"Yup." Tommy replied. "Now finish up so we can eat and the rest of you
please don't make us wait for dinner. Go wash up now if you aren't doing
anything."

Tommy turned to leave and Kyle restarted the game from where he paused it
and they all went back to hooting and cheering as Kyle and Caleb were neck
and neck in almost a tie as the game came close to the end. Tommy was now
back in the kitchen and helping get the food and drinks ready for all of
his boys so they can all eat together. He walked over to Ben.

"Thanks Ben you did great."

"Thanks Tom. I had a little help here when a few of the guys offered and I
thought that was nice but after getting it together it wasn't all that
hard. Just putting the hams and the glaze together was a big part and that
wasn't that hard. I am going to take it out now if you can grab me the pot
holder behind you."

He handed Ben the pot holders and he opened the oven and pulled out the
first ham. After placing it on the counter he grabbed the second and then
third hams and then closed the door to the oven. The veggies were all done
next so as the hams cooled he got the veggies in bowls and finished getting
the rest together. Ben was all but used to cooking for fifteen or more
hungry mouths now after being made the cook by Tommy many weeks ago. He
didn't seem to mind either now since he finally felt he had a job to do and
was finally needed by someone, something he had lacked before in private
for most of his growing up life. Ben always felt love to some extent but
oddly enough never really felt needed by anyone till he began to cook for
the boys. Tommy took the first ham and began to cut it with the electric
knife that they had and about ten minutes later every seat was full as the
boys started to bring food into the table. Tommy cut two of the three hams
and brought the meet into the room and put it on the table. It was finally
time to eat as everyone filled their plate but at Tommy's request no one
began until every plate was full. He then stood up.

"Guys... Hey guys!!"

"Before we eat I just want to say to all of you that you are now my
extended family, I love you all and I hope you all get something you really
want tomorrow, whether it's a gift here or something personal from a lost
family member> Merry Christmas Eve!"

They all replied in either a cheer or a thank you and after Tommy sat they
began to eat. Dinner went well as everyone filled their bellies and Tommy
had to cut the third ham and they ate half of that one too. Everything, the
bread, the veggies, cranberry sauce and plenty more was all eaten as the
boys ate well. Ben got up and announced a special dessert which made them
all cheer and surprised Tommy because no one knew this was
planned. Apparently Ben told Tommy later that he was planning this and he
made it early in the morning before anyone was awake. He brought out crème
and jelly filled donuts and chocolate covered cream puffs. This was Ben's
mom's specialty that she made for the family every holiday and Ben wanted
to surprise the boys with it. He also made a bunch for his brother which he
said he was planning on surprising him with tomorrow for Christmas along
with a special gift. Tommy swore the boys to secrecy so no one would spoil
Ben's surprise for Bryan. Things went better then planned and as Shawn said
nothing tastes better then a cream filled donut with an ice cold glass of
milk. His milk moustache proved that as the other boys giggled at
him. Clean up went fast as everyone helped out which included doing the
dishes drying them and putting them away and the last load was in the
dishwasher by 7:15 as Tommy went into the living room and prepared the TV
and DVD player for the Christmas movie. Other then the rocker which the
boys left open for him every seat was filled and a few boys had blankets on
the floor. Tommy started the movie on the wide 53" screen TV and with the
room echoing with Christmas music as the movie began to play and he took
his seat. He wasn't happy in the rocker so he offered it up to anyone and
after a brief argument Kyle took it to settle things and Tommy took a seat
on the couch right next to Shawn on one side and Jon on the other. Things
couldn't have been better as almost all of the boys watched the movie,
popcorn was made and the fire roared in the fireplace. A few were bored and
a few fell asleep but no one complained loudly and even one or two left
half way through but it seems like a cozy success as the majority of the
boys sat through the movie and by 9:45 it was over and as someone said `Its
time to get to the real fun now' and almost all of them headed out to
exchange a gift. Even Tommy got into it having about 3 gifts per boy and a
few more for Kyle, Jon, and Shawn he grabbed one and handed it to his
brother.

"Let's go into your room KY okay?"

"Sure."

They headed in and Tommy shut the door behind so they could do this in
private.

"You will get your main one tomorrow but for now this is something I picked
out last week for you while I was out one day."

Kyle grabbed the box (gently) from his brother and ripped the paper off and
then the cover. He pulled out a brand new .45 caliber hand gun and Kyle
grinned from ear to ear as he looked over his new protection maker.

"Thanks bro, this is awesome! I can't wait to go fire it."

They exchanged a hug and TJ kissed his brother on the cheek as Kyle went to
get his gift for Tommy. A minute later he came back carrying a box wrapped
in Christmas paper.

"I don't know if this is going to be anywhere close to what you gave me but
like you said I have another one for you tomorrow too."

He handed Tommy the gift and he began to rip off the paper. He opened the
box and reached inside. He pulled out what was a picture frame and he
looked at the picture and then at Kyle. It was a picture of the family
together from a few years earlier.

"It's not a gun TJ but its something that I know means a lot to you."

Tommy looked down at the picture of himself, Kyle, BecKy, his dad and mom
from a few years ago. In the picture they are all dressed up for the
occasion.

"Its perfect." he said as he looked at it. "I remember this day Kyle it was
a great day. Mom made us all get dressed up and wouldn't tell us what or
where we were going. Then we all left and headed out. Daddy pulled into
this lot and I remember reading the store sign, it said Jamieson's Photo's
and then I knew what she was planning."

"Yeah, I remember it even if I was only 8 at the time." Kyle said.

"Look at Becky Ky; she was so cute that day. Mom put the pink ribbon in her
hair and we had on those suits and ties and I remember my suit barely fit
me. I miss her and mom and dad so much. If we were home and together
tonight we would be having so much fun and probably drinking warm cider or
egg nog together."

Tommy looked at Kyle and he had tears in his eyes. Tommy did too as both
boys hugged and began to sob together quietly. Neither of them let go for a
time as they both remembered their missing loved one. Finally they broke
their hug and Tommy reached out and leaned in giving Kyle a kiss on the
forehead.

"I love you Kyle and I am so glad I have you."

Kyle replied in a barely audible voice as a few more tears rolled down his
cheeks.

"I love you too Tommy."

"I'm glad I made us come in here because I don't need anyone seeing me
blubber like this." Tommy said to Kyle.

Kyle broke a smile at that and Tommy took the picture and held it to his
chest.

"We might not have them anymore KY but as long as I have this they won't be
forgotten. Where did you come up with this?"

"Last time we were home I grabbed it off the mantle and figured it would be
good for something some day."

"I guess you planned it right bro because this is an awesome gift. Thanks."

They hugged again and then both decided to go wash up in Kyle's bathroom so
neither would look like a mess when they went back out to join the
others. It was getting on 10pm now as both boys finally exited Kyle's room
and headed back out to mingle with the others. Shawn immediately came over
to Tommy as he spotted him.

"TJ where have you been I wanted to share your gift with you."

"Sorry cutie I was with my brother and we were exchanging gifts together."

"That's okay TJ I was just worried about where you went. Its okay now."

"So did you have a gift for me Shawn?"

"Oh yeah a really special one but I can't give it to you until later okay?"

"Sure Shawn that's okay."

He hugged Tommy and then let go looking up at him.

"What was that for Shawn?"

"Because I love you and I wanted to let you know that. Especially tonight,
you are my only family now TJ and I need you to know that you mean the
world to me."

He fought back tears after Shawn said that and after still being very
emotional from exchanging gifts with Kyle a little bit ago. He got down on
his knees and looked up at Shawn.

"Shawnee kid you are my family too now and I love you too, very much and I
hope you know that you mean the world to me too."

He smiled really big.

"I know TJ and I do!"

He thru himself around Tommy and wrapped his arms around his neck and they
hugged. Kyle, Jon, and about ten other boys were watching this and couldn't
help but overhear the entire conversation between Tommy and Shawn since it
happened right in the middle of the living room. It hit all of them hard
and emotionally too. It was Christmas Eve after all and every boy in the
house was missing family members more then they could say. It would be easy
to say right now that without a doubt any of the boys could be brought to
tears right now for any reason and a few have already shed a tear
exchanging gifts tonight. The house was quiet now except for some talking
and occasionally some laughing. No one played games tonight even though
Tommy said it was okay to. The living room was the meeting place and at one
time or another everyone gathered around the fireplace or shared a moment
remembering their family and loved ones. Five minutes to midnight and
everyone was awake and any gift sharing was over. Tommy got everyone's
attention as he grabbed a book and each of the thirteen boys that were
there looked at him as he began to speak. Ben had gone next door earlier in
the night to be with his brother, nephew, and Kate for Christmas Eve.

"Thanks guys for being here. I am surprised you are all awake but I am also
very happy. I want to read you all a story to bring in Christmas for
everyone. It was something we used to do at my house on Christmas Eve and I
hope you all enjoy it."

"What are you gonna read TJ?" Shawn asked.

"It's called Santa's Secret Wish."

He sat in the chair and began to read it aloud. Shawn came over and sat on
the arm of his chair right next to him as he read it.

On Christmas Eve, A young boy with light in his eyes, Looked deep into
Santa's, to Santa's surprise, And said as he nestled on Santa's broad knee,
"I want your secret, tell it to me."

He leaned up & whispered in Santa's good ear, "How do you do it, year after
year?"  "I want to know how, as you travel about, Giving gifts here &
there, you never run out.

How is it, dear Santa, that in your pack of toys, You have plenty for all
of the world's girls & boys?  Stays so full, never empties as you make your
way From rooftop to rooftop, to homes large & small,

From nation to nation, reaching them all?  And Santa smiled kindly & said
to the boy, "Don't ask me hard questions.  Don't you want a toy?"

But the child shook his head, and Santa could see That he needed the
answer. "Now listen to me," He told the small boy with the light in his
eyes, "My secret will make you sadder & wise.

"The truth is that my sack is magic. Inside It holds millions of toys for
my Christmas Eve ride.  But although I do visit each girl & each boy I
don't always leave them a gaily wrapped toy.

Some homes are hungry, some homes are sad.  Some homes are desperate, some
homes are bad.  Some homes are broken, & children there grieve.  Those
homes I visit, but what should I leave?

"My sleigh is filled with the happiest stuff, But for homes where despair
lives, Toys aren't enough.  So I tiptoe in, kiss each girl & boy, And pray
with them that they'll be given the joy

Of the spirit of Christmas, the spirit that lives In the heart of the dear
child who gets not, but gives.  If only God hears me & answers my prayer,
When I visit next year, what I will find there

Are homes filled with peace, And with giving, and love And boys and girls
gifted with light from above.  It's a very hard task, my smart little
brother, To give toys to some, And to give prayers to others.

But the prayers are the best gifts, The best gifts indeed, For God has a
way of meeting each need.  "That's part of the answer.  The rest, my dear
youth, Is that my sack is magic, And that is the truth.

In my sack I carry on Christmas Eve day More love than a Santa could e'er
give away.  The sack never empties of love, or of joys 'Cause inside it are
prayers, and hopes.  Not just toys.

The more that I give, the fuller it seems, Because giving is my way of
fulfilling dreams.  "And do you know something?  You've got a sack, too.
It's as magic as mine, and it's inside of you.

It never gets empty; it's full from the start.  It's the centre of lights,
and of love. It's your heart.  And if on this Christmas you want to help
me, Don't be so concerned with your gifts 'neath your tree.

Open that sack, call your heart, & share Your joy, your friendship, your
wealth, your care."  The light in the small boy's eyes was glowing.
"Thanks for the secret. I've got to be going."

"Wait, little boy," said Santa "don't go.  Will you share? Will you help?
Will you use what you know?"  And just for a moment the small boy stood
still, Touched his heart with his small hand & whispered,

"I will."


After TJ finished the story he looked at the faces of the boys in the
room. Some were sad, others shed a tear and some smiled as the story had a
different meaning for each of them and that mixed with the sentiment of the
night brought each of them their own special feeling. He stood up and
looked at them as he put the book down.

"I just want all of you to know that you all have a special meaning to me
and I love each of you for who you are and what you mean to me and to us as
a family. I know Christmas brings out the different feelings and emotions
that live in us and this being our first one without our closest family
members and also our first one together as our own family I hope that you
all get what you want tomorrow and got what you wanted tonight somehow. Now
I am going to turn in and call it a night and you are all welcome to stay
up or go to bed yourselves but please no games tonight and remember if you
pray to say a prayer for your loved ones when you settle in for the
night. Good night boys."

He looked around once more and saw more emotion and more feeling on each of
their faces as he broke off a smile. Some came over and hugged him and a
few left the room. The message wasn't for all of them because not all of
them understood what Tommy just offered them. If you don't know it was his
love and his wishes to be a family and hopefully have a great Christmas day
for one and all. He did his best to console and share the moment with
everyone who wanted some of his time. Then he looked at Kyle and blew him a
kiss and then walked over to Jon and whispered in his ear.

"I love you Jonathan and I can't wait for tomorrow night when we can share
my bed and make love to each other."

He broke away and Jon looked at him and smiled

"I love you too TJ... I think I just realized tonight how much."

They hugged again and Tommy kissed him on the lips before looking once more
at Kyle who had Luke at his side now and then he looked at Shawn and asked
him if he was ready for bed.

"Yes TJ I am ready for bed and to give you your special gift."

Tommy put his arm around Shawn and together they left the living room after
he reminded the last person up to shut off the lights. He locked and
alarmed the door before he headed upstairs with Shawn to call it a
night. Shawn ran ahead and by the time Tommy got to his room Shawn was in
the bathroom. Tommy shut the door and got undressed down to his boxers and
a tee shirt and sat on the bed waiting for Shawn to finish in the bathroom
so he could get his turn. As he sat waiting he heard grunts and groans
coming from the bathroom and wondered what was going on in there.

"Shawn is everything okay in there?"

"Yeah TJ its fine, I'll be out in a bit."

Finally almost five minutes later as Tommy was just about to get up and go
check in the bathroom he heard the door open. He was sitting looking in the
opposite direction so he didn't see Shawn as he walked out. Then he turned
disgustedly and looked in the direction of the bathroom and stopped cold.

"OH MY GOD SHAWN!"

In front of him stood Shawn totally naked with a hard on and a red bow tied
around it.

"Merry Christmas TJ." he said smiling.

Besides instantly growing hard in his boxers his jaw dropped open. His
dreams had been answered. He walked toward Shawn.

"My God Shawn what did you do?" he said with the hugest smile his face he
could make.

"It's your Christmas present from me, you like it?"

"Oh man..." he was practically speechless. "I love it cutie! I love it!"

He went over to the ten year old and scooped him up into his arms and sat
on the bed.

"I had a hard time getting the bow to stay on and then every time I got it,
I got soft and I guess you heard me?"

"Yeah... I heard you." Tommy laughed. "This is totally awesome
Shawn. Thanks."

He sat on the bed with Shawn now in his lap and leaned over and kissed him
on the lips. Shawn didn't shy away as their lips met and after the kiss he
just sat there in his lovers lap and Tommy reached down and felt all around
the red ribbon. Shawn's eyes closed with the excitement and pleasure he was
getting and giving at the moment.

"I love you Shawnee kid." Tommy whispered into Shawn's ear.

Shawn laid himself into Tommy's chest and enjoyed Tommy's hand as he
reinforced the hardness that already set in on Shawn's cock. Tonight one of
Tommy's dreams had come true and he wasn't sure why or how but all he knew
was the feelings and satisfaction he felt at the moment was stronger and
more powerful then any dream he had since he saw Trevor. Both boys sat and
enjoyed each other for the longest time... till Tommy's leg began to grow
numb from Shawn's weight. Nothing else happened right there except both
boys bonded on a new level and Tommy felt a new love for Shawn, one that he
didn't think he could. In the back of his mind was that same kind of love
for Jon and if things weren't so good at the moment he probably would be so
confused he wouldn't be able to think straight. Not that he really could at
this moment anyway. Finally he got up and lifted Shawn as best as he could
and after getting some feeling back in his leg he put the naked boy with
the now loose fitting ribbon still on him onto the bed. Shawn got all
comfortable as Tommy got next to him and began placing many little kisses
all over Shawn's body from head to just above his ribbon. Shawn didn't move
for the next fifteen minutes as Tommy made sweet and precious love to the
boy in front of him after finally removing the red ribbon and taking every
inch of his penis into his mouth and bringing it back as hard as it once
was before. Tommy sucked, slurped and licked Shawn from one end of his
groin to the other until the boy stiffened up and had what Shawn later
called an awesome orgasm as his body shook hard and long from the delight,
joy, bliss and happiness that Tommy gave back to Shawn after he had given
Tommy the best Christmas present he had seen in his whole life. Tommy
washed up as did Shawn and both got back into bed. It was around 1am as
both finally dozed off in each others arms.





















Chapter 87.  Christmas Day.

















Tommy awoke to a banging on his bedroom door.

"Come on Tommy!!"

"Yeah we wanna open presents its after 7:30!" another added.


They had waited and Tommy slept so well he overslept. He opened his eyes as
they yelled from the hall and looked at the clock, 7:35. Great... he
thought to himself.

"I'll be right out!" he yelled to whoever was screaming to him in the hall.

He looked down at Shawn thinking last night was a dream until he saw the
red bow on the floor. He then swung his legs over and put his feet onto the
floor. Shawn was now stirring as he got out of bed and picked up the ribbon
that he will keep and cherish forever Tommy then put it on top of his
dresser before heading into the bathroom. After washing up and taking a
leak he peaked outside and saw that it was lightly snowing.

"KEWL, A WHITE CHRISTMAS!" He said exclaimed.

He headed back to the bed and as he got there Shawn looked at him.

"Morning cute boy, Merry Christmas." Tommy said to Shawn.

"Same to you TJ how are you?"

"I couldn't be better or happier Shawn. You gave me such a great present
last night I can't wait to give you something today."

He smiled at Tommy and then got up and headed into the bathroom as Tommy
got dressed.

"If you hurry I will go wait to down with you Shawn."

"I won't be long TJ I just need to pee and wash my face."

"Okay, no problem." He said.

He went over and grabbed some clothes for Shawn and put them on the
bed. Shawn brought them in with him last night. He was still totally naked
so he had to keep his bedroom door shut for now. There was another knock on
the door and a yell and it sounded like Kyle. Tommy went and opened it.

"Merry Christmas bro," Kyle said to him.

Tommy quickly threw on some shorts and took a step out to Kyle and gave him
a hug.

"Merry Christmas Ky," Tommy said.

Then he kissed him on top of his head.

"You coming down, everyone is waiting?"

"Yes, as soon as Shawn is dressed we will be down."

"Oh... so that is what's taking so long?"

"Yeah sorta... that and I overslept since I had such an awesome sleep last
night!"

"Oh really, is there something you wanna share?"

"Maybe later Kyle... but not with Shawn this close."

"Okay, I'll go tell the others you will be down shortly and if they don't
like it they can go play in the new fallen snow."

"Exactly Ky, thanks."

He brushed his hair and as he watched Kyle turn and walk away. He shut the
door so he could have his privacy for a little bit longer. When he turned
back Shawn was standing there and just putting on his underwear.

"Awwww there goes my beautiful sight of nakedness," he said kidding.

With that Shawn just pushed his underwear back down so that it fell to the
floor.

"I can go get the ribbon and put it back on if ya want?"

"I'd love nothing more cutie but we have a house full of impatient boys
downstairs waiting to open their presents."

"Too bad... because I am having way too much fun in here with you..."

"Nice Shawn but it's not fair."

"Okay TJ but just remember I offered."

"Yeah and maybe after breakfast I might take you up on that offer."

He stopped dressing and looked over at Tommy.

"Anytime TJ... anytime... last night was so awesome and you made me feel
like a million bucks!! I love you..."

He smiled and pulled his undershirt over his head. Tommy walked over to him
as he continued dressing.

"And I love you too my sweet, handsome boy."

He said leaning in and kissed him on the lips.

"Come on we gotta get going."

"Almost done TJ," Shawn said.

Both boys were finally ready and they headed out to the steps. At the
bottom Caleb stood guard and as soon as he saw them he yelled into the
other room that they were coming and ran off to the room. Tommy thought
that was odd but he and Shawn just walked downstairs and headed towards the
tree. As they rounded the corner all the boys were standing there together
as a group and they all yelled out together `Merry Christmas' to Tommy. He
smiled and turned a bit red from it but accepted it. He then went over to
the boys they all shared hugs. Someone yelled out `it's about time you got
down here' and everyone laughed as they began giving out gifts. The room
was filled with the tearing of paper, ohhhh's, ewwww's and ahhhh's for the
next few minutes as the boys were handed or handed out gifts to one
another. Tommy and Jon shared a gift and Jon and Kyle did too. Ben and Luke
exchanged gifts. Tommy shared last night with his brother and they
exchanged gifts. After about thirty or so minutes of this every box was
open except for a few that were for the boys next door. While mingling,
Tommy told Kyle and Jon that he has special gifts for them and he would
share them privately in a little bit. He handed Shawn a gift last and
Shawn's eyes widened as he quickly began to rip the paper off of it. He
opened it and inside the box was yet another box and each was wrapped
individually. After this happened twice Shawn began to grow impatient as
both Kyle and Jon looked on with Tommy and laughed each time he took
another box out from the box he unwrapped. Finally, he got to the smallest
box and he opened it. He looked inside and then at Tommy without reaching
in for the gift and he smiled. By now half or more of the boys were
watching and no one had a clue what Shawn had gotten from Tommy for
Christmas as he finally reached in and grabbed the ring that was in the
box. It was a friendship ring or call it whatever you want. Tommy then
walked over to Shawn as he was slipping it on his finger. It was gold with
eight diamonds in a circle around the outside and a solid light blue stone
in the middle. Tommy told him that the price next to it was over 2000
dollars so they were real diamonds and that it was real 24 karat gold too.

"It's awesome TJ, Thanks."

"You are welcome Shawn," Tommy said as he got a hug.

The ring almost fit perfectly and Jeremy came over and asked Tommy how he
knew Shawn's ring size.

"Simple, when someone sleeps with you as much as he does with me it's
really easy to have access to his fingers not to mention lots of other
things."

Jeremy started to laugh as he got the point Tommy was making. Shawn was
showing off his gift as Tommy pulled Kyle aside and they snuck off into his
room.

"Now it's your turn Kyle," he said handing him his final of the many gifts
Tommy had gotten for his brother.

Most of them were clothes, ammo for the guns, or other miscellaneous things
that he knew his brother would like to have but never got around to getting
hold of. Kyle opened the box and inside was a gold chain. On it were two
trinkets or charms. Inside the box were several more. Several were small
gold guns that would fasten to the chain and one was a dolphin with
diamonds in it. All of then were also 24 karat gold and very expensive
pieces. He already had two charms on the chain; one was a small .45
automatic pistol and the other some type of derringer gun. In the box were
various other solid gold pieces that Kyle could add as he wanted. Once Kyle
was done looking at all of it he looked up at Tommy with tears in his eyes
and ran over the few feet that separated him from his brother and hugged
him.

"Thanks bro..." he said in a muffled voice. "This is so awesome and
something I always wanted. I love jewelry."

"That's great because I thought about that, and I wasn't sure when I picked
it as your private gift that I wanted to give you. When you are ready we
can go back to the jewelry store and you can look at the other stuff and
pick out anything else you want."

"Its totally awesome TJ thanks very much."

He handed it to Tommy and asked him to put it around his neck.

"Turn around sweet boy."

Kyle turned and Tommy put the chain around his neck. Then he had one more
surprise for Kyle when he turned back.

"One more Kyle," Tommy said.

"Another one," Kyle exclaimed?

"Yup, I wasn't too sure about this one either but I think you will look
awesome in it too."

He opened his final present. It was a bit bigger but not in thickness, it
was wider in circumference around then the other boxes he game Kyle. He
lifted the cover and it was a rope necklace, white in color and it had a
medallion hanging from it that said Kyle. Again Kyle almost lost it as he
held it up and looked at it. The gold medallion looked out of place but it
could easily be moved to the gold chain once they were done.

"This is just as awesome Tommy. I totally love these!"

"Yeah well, I think it fits you perfectly little brother. You are a really
hot looking guy and that just makes you look better. Both pieces do."

Kyle hugged his brother and couldn't wait to get out and show his new
neckware off to the other boys. Tommy followed and watched as Kyle ran over
to Shawn and with all the noise they were making the others just came over
and looked. Some loved it and wanted their own and others were just like,
wow that's cool. But it did look awesome on his brother. Tommy looked at
Jon and with all the fun going on he walked over and grabbed him and pulled
him gently as Jon followed him up to his bedroom. He shut the door and
turned to Jon.

"Guess its time I get my gift now?" Jon said boldly.

"Yeah Jon its time for yours," Tommy said.

Tommy walked over to his dresser draw and opened it and pulled out another
small box. He walked over and handed the box to Jon. Jon opened it after
ripping off the wrapping paper and looked inside.

"Oh man, it's awesome!"

"You know what it is?"

"Yup, I knew someone who had one but I never really understood what it
meant."

He said as he held it up. It was half of a charm necklace.

"It's called a broken heart necklace. You get half and I get half. It shows
our love for each other."

Once Tommy explained it to Jon that way something happened to Jon and he
broke down some and with tears in his eyes he immediately went over and
hugged Tommy. It was unexpected, especially after Jon just told Tommy what
he thought that he knew it was. Apparently, what Jon thought and what Tommy
said were two totally different things in Jon's mind. Jon held Tommy
tightly for all of a minute as he seemed to be crying over his
gift. Finally, Tommy was able to pull Jon away long enough to look him in
the face.

"What's wrong Jon?"

"TJ with everything that has happened in the past few months, and with how
I see you and Shawn together all the time, I never would have expected a
gift like this from you. Maybe between you and Shawn but not me, I always
knew you cared about me but thought that your heart was with Shawn."

He wiped his face as the tears ran down his cheeks. Tommy grabbed the
tissue box and handed it to him and then cleared his throat.

"Jon, I can't imagine how tough it's been seeing me with Shawn and Shawn in
my bed night after night. I am really sorry but I really do love him and he
means the world to me. BUT... you are who I am in love with Jonathan. So
that is why I gave you half of my heart today. I wanted you to know that no
matter what happens between Shawn and me that you are the one I want. I
can't promise you this is going to get any easier, especially the way
Shawn's dreams have been going lately, but I promise Jon this is my token
of love to you. I hope you can except it and understand that as soon as he
gets mentally strong enough, he will be back in his own bed most nights and
then you will be in mine a lot more."

"I have been hoping and praying for this day to come TJ. I know I just
heard you say it but I am still having trouble believing it."

"I will do my best Jon, I promise. But you do need to remember that Shawn
is still very fragile and his mental state isn't 100% because of his
vicious rape and the comet stuff. So all I can ask is for you to hang in
there and I will do my best to get you as much time with me as possible. I
wish I could explain it better then this Jon."

The two boys got together and looked each other in the eyes till their lips
met. They kissed for a while neither of them wanting to let go of the
other. There was little doubt there was love between them and that Tommy
did care a lot about Jon. The only problem was he loved two boys and at the
moment he was doing his best not to lie to either of them and even more
important not to hurt either of them. All he can do is hope this doesn't
catch up with him and he winds up losing one or both because he is trying
to prove to both boys they are his number one love. As of now though, Tommy
has Jon right where he wants and always has wanted him. Truth be told, if
there were no comet and life went on without the disaster the overall
chances of Tommy and Jon getting together were always better then Tommy and
Shawn but at this point none of that matters especially since Tommy saved
Shawn's life and Shawn will probably never be able to forget or belittle
the meaning of what that did for him and how he sees Tommy in his mind and
heart. Time will tell where this one goes but for now Tommy is with the boy
he loves deep down inside. The two teens kissed and made out for awhile as
their hands wandered up and down and all around each others bodies. It was
starting to get hot and another few minutes and there would have been two
naked bodies on the bed but someone knocked at the door.

"Shit!" Tommy said in a low voice.

He walked over and opened the door, it was Danny.

"What can I do for you Danny?"

"Well I um... I wanted to know if you had some time and we could talk."

"Right now isn't good but later today would be fine Dan."

"Okay, sorry I bothered you Tommy."

Without saying a word Tommy shut the door, almost in Danny's face. Then no
sooner did Tommy get back over to his still heated moment his cell phone
rang.

"Geezus! What is it today?"

Jon began to giggle and both boys stiff cocks softened as Tommy picked up
the phone.

"Hello? Yes..." He listened for about a minute. "OH SHIT...That is
horrible... okay then... right. Do they have anything planned? Oh,
okay... that's fine. Thanks for calling to tell me and if anything else
changes or you need me call me. Yes I know Bryan; I just can't believe on
Christmas that sorta thing has to happen! I know and I don't want to take
that ride either but... let's just see what happens. The roads aren't good
and it would probably take us a week to get there if we had to go
back. Okay talk to you later. Bye."

Tommy had a sick look on his face when he looked at Jon after he hung up.

"What's wrong TJ?"

"That was Bryan. He said he got a call from the mall where they were living
and something happened. Apparently after we left and Bryan followed us back
a few days later, they sorta left Cody in charge and everything was going
good. A few kids left but came back when they found out there wasn't much
better happening outside the mall and then all of a sudden today of all
days on Christmas a group of about ten half baked or whatever they were
stormed the mall and with about seven or eight boys in the mall there was a
big battle and shootout and quite a few of the half baked got killed but at
least one or two of the mall boys also got killed and two or three are
injured. There were able to keep the mall for themselves but now there is
all this mess and chaos in there and with all the broken glass at one end
the mall is wide open now and it's a very cold winter up there so even with
the heat on and everything working good only about a third of the mall is
livable because of the cold weather and the air from outside getting
indoors. Cody told Bryan that they have two of the wounded boys somewhat
stable but they bled out a lot and there isn't much any of the remaining
boys can do for them. There is probably a good chance that the two boys
that were shot may die without help." Tommy relied sorrowfully.

"Wow that sucks! That is just horrible!" Jon said.

"I know. Bryan was asking me if I would be interested in maybe going back
to help out some or at least see if there was anything we could do but I
told him that I wish there was something we could do... well you heard
me. I just don't know Jon, that's a long ride especially with winter and no
plowed roads up there in Minnesota. I can only imagine how deep the snow
would be and how close we would get before we got stuck or even lost if we
got caught in a blizzard or something bad like that."

"Yeah TJ, I really don't think it would be smart to go."

"Well Bryan suggested taking along a snow cat. They can get through
anything he said and he has seen them operate but the problem is they don't
go fast and they drink a lot of diesel or gas. Regardless we would probably
have to stop every hundred or so miles to fill up, that is a guess of
course, and there is no guarantee that there are that many gas stations
still working to make that many stops at."

"Yeah... I don't know TJ as much as I would love to help I just don't think
we can go or anyone should go there now. If it was summer or something..."

"Yeah Jon, I know but if it was summer it would probably be less harsh and
anything could have happened or be happening now. But it just sucks and I
wish there was something we could do to help."

"Did he say anything else?" Jon asked.

"Only that Cody will probably call back later today with more information
and he had to go because one of the boys was coughing up blood or something
serious."

"Damn, that poor kid, he is up to his eyes in crap. I don't know what I
would do if that happened to me TJ."

"I know Jon, I don't either. But I do know I am getting hungry and I smell
food so I think Ben is making that breakfast for all of us. Let's go help
or eat."

"Yeah, we can fool around later right?"

"You bet Jon. You bet."

They headed down to the kitchen to check out what was going on and Tommy
discreetly filled Ben in on the happenings at the mall as he helped him
with breakfast. The table was set and everything was ready about twenty
minutes later and all the boys sat down for homemade waffles, bacon,
sausage, pancakes, and French toast. Everyone ate well and pigged out on
the beautiful Christmas breakfast after Tommy said a small Christmas
morning prayer before they ate. Up to the point of the news from Bryan
everything was going awesome and even though there isn't much any of them
can do from here Tommy was concerned just the same. He didn't know Cody or
the other boys that well but he respected what they were trying to do and
he knew all too well about protecting your boys at any cost. For now all he
could do was try and enjoy the rest of Christmas and wait for the next
phone call from Bryan. Eventually, after breakfast was cleaned up and the
kitchen was close to normal the noise in the game room picked up and a few
of the boys from next door showed up and exchanged gifts with some of their
new friends that they made here. Games were being played so yells and
screams of fun were once again loudly echoing throughout the house as
something good or bad happened in the game room. With breakfast now a
memory and everything cleaned up it was already after 1pm and the late
breakfast also served as somewhat of a lunch which made things a little
easier on Ben and Tommy. Milk was now low and a trip to the farm would be
needed in the next day or so. Eggs were also almost all gone too.

Tommy called over to the farm and wished Cameron, Chase, and Chance a Merry
Christmas and told them they had a few gifts waiting for them when he got
over there to see them in the next day or so. Cameron told him basically
the same and asked for DJ to come with him so they could see each other
again. It had only been a little over a week since the boys last swapped
spit at the farm but the relationship between Cameron and DJ was growing
stronger and both boys were getting closer each time they got together. It
was looking more and more like the three C's might move in up the hill
after winter was over and if the land would be good enough to support
everything needed. Tommy told Cameron briefly about what happened at the
mall just to get his opinion and Cameron too agreed that a trip there now
would be a major risk of life. After they were done Tommy gave his phone to
DJ and he talked to Cam for about thirty minutes before DJ finally handed
Tommy his cell phone back. DJ was very happy and couldn't wait to go with
Tommy to the farm. It was decided that the trip would be tomorrow because
supplies were so low. They needed milk and eggs badly too if they wanted to
make anything special like favorite foods. About three o'clock the gang
from up the hill came down to celebrate the holiday and Kate brought a few
cakes and some cookies she baked so that everyone could have some Christmas
cheer and celebrate for a while. After talking with Bryan he had a special
surprise for all the boys.

"Guys... we are having a meeting in the living room to discuss a few things
so if you could all go meet in there." Bryan said as they rounded up the
gang once he and Tommy chatted briefly.

A few minutes later, everyone was together from both houses and the house
was quiet except for Ben and Kate who already knew what this was going to
be about. They were in the kitchen working on a late day snack for
everyone. Which will now totally wipe out the remaining milk, all except
for a gallon or so that Tommy had Kyle hide in the small refrigerator in
his room for a `just incase' issue. This time Bryan did the talking.

"Thanks everyone for your attention. As Tommy and a few of you know, there
was a gun fight at the Mall of American early today, actually early this
morning. A group of half baked rushed the place with guns and..."

He went on and explained everything as Tommy did to Jon before. There were
quite a few upset boys especially Caleb because Bryan now had names and who
was injured and killed since Cody had called back with the information.
Bryan continued...

"The dead are Keith Everheart who was 15 and Steven Walker who was 12. The
injured and who really are not expected to live at this time are Denny
Sillow, age 14 and Danny Fenu Jr. who is also 14. Its touch and go at this
time according to Cody who we left in charge when we came here. He said
Denny was shot in the shoulder and lost a lot of blood and Danny Jr. was
shot in the leg and also lost a lot of blood.  Cody also told me that
Calvin Hobbs who is 11 and Phil Nash who is 13 are okay incase any of you
want to know. He said so far the five of them are hold up in the far end of
the mall in the main sleep area, which is where Kate and I were staying
with Joel before we left. Cody said its warm and safe in there and so far
no one else has come back to bother them since they killed off about ten
half baked guys in the fight overnight or early this morning as he puts
it. I talked to Cody before we came here and I wanted to tell all of you as
a group about this tragedy which is why I didn't say anything back at the
house other then to Kate. Cody said he will call me again later tonight and
he is seriously thinking about leaving there now after they find out what
is going to happen to Denny and Calvin. That's all I have for now, sorry to
ruin your Christmas but I felt all of you needed to know that as soon as
possible."

"Okay guys..." Tommy said. "I am sorry that we had to start this with bad
news but if everyone would care to join me I want to take this time to
probably piss off someone very dear to me and at the same time out him for
not doing the right thing and sharing his birthday with us when it
happened. So in changing the mood from somber to hopefully happy, Happy
14th birthday Jon..."

The lights went out and everyone began singing happy birthday as Kate
walked in with a cake that had 14 lit candles on it. The background
lighting was good enough to see the shock on Jon's face as he looked at
Tommy with utter surprise. As soon as everyone finished singing the living
room light came back on and Jon was puzzled at how anyone knew. He wanted
to keep it a total secret because the previous 13 were celebrated with his
family and he wasn't really in the mood to celebrate his 14th without his
mom and dad around. He blew out the candles and accepted everything
gracefully but he did give Tommy a look that said `I'll get you for this'
after he blew out the candles. There were two more cakes in the kitchen so
everyone could have a piece which was what they all smelled from
before. Jon's birthday celebration and of course Christmas were the
original reasons why the guys from up the street came over today. Tommy's
boy turned 14 on Dec 14th and he kept it a secret all to himself until
now. Tommy got up next to Jon and asked for quiet so he could roast Jon
just a little bit. Thankfully the sadness of losing two boys has turned to
a little bit of happiness for now.

"I just wanted to say that Jon..." Tommy turned and looked Jon in the
face... "Happy Birthday my sweet friend, I don't really know why you didn't
tell everyone a few weeks or so ago when you had your birthday but I am
sure you had your reasons and I am sure from that look I got from you just
before that I will get mine later too."

Everyone started to laugh. Tommy gave Jon a hug because most of the others
didn't know about everyone being gay yet and Tommy wasn't about to give
that away tonight.

"Okay guys if you will hang for a bit we will cut the cakes in the kitchen
and I am sorry but we are almost out of milk so you can have anything but
milk to drink with your cake."

"Tommy," said Bryan "we have quite a bit back home, I'll send Todd and Ryan
up to get two gallons each."

"Okay great Bry, thanks."

With that Todd and his brother grabbed their coats and headed up to the
house to get milk and the others started to get their piece of cake from
the kitchen a few at a time. Jon pulled Tommy aside...

"I hate you!" He said with half a smile on his face. "I don't know how you
found out but I didn't want to celebrate it this year because I lost my
mom, dad, and sis and they always made me enjoy it very much."

Tommy grabbed Jon by the shoulders.

"Look you have every right to be mad but remember Jon; we are your family
now. I love you and have a special Christmas/birthday gift for you tonight
after we get in my room so please don't be too mad at me for outing you on
you're your secret."

"I'm not really mad... I just didn't feel like I had a reason to celebrate
it TJ." Jon said sadly.

"You do Jon and we are today! I love you silly boy and I want everyone to
know that some day... even our guests from up the hill... but not just
yet. We don't need that kind of problem now especially with two dead and
two near death back at the mall. Damn that pisses me off that a bunch of
half baked were actually able to group together and attack the mall like
that. Maybe they weren't half baked after all but according to Cody they
fought them off so time will tell, now Jon... okay enough sadness lets go
enjoy your belated birthday!"

He gave him another hug and they headed to the kitchen.

"Make way for the birthday boy so he can cut the other two cakes..." Tommy
said loudly as they entered or tried to enter the kitchen.

Just as everyone was enjoying their cake Todd and Ryan arrived back each
carrying two gallon jugs of ice cold milk. Now let the cake party
begin. Jon cut each of the remaining cakes and then everyone had a decent
size piece but sadly there was only enough for Jon to enjoy seconds of the
chocolate iced cake. Most of the boys put their sad thoughts aside for the
rest of the day and they all got back to enjoying Christmas and having a
good time playing around, chatting, and just hanging out. I told a few I
was going to start a movie up in my room and about ten chairs were carried
upstairs and those who wished to play a game stayed downstairs. Just about
everyone else came up and took a piece of my bed or a seat on a chair or
the floor and enjoyed Christmas on 42nd street. By the time the movie ended
it was dark out and Bryan was ready to go next door and relax some. Kate
had breast fed baby Joel and he was asleep so he wasn't a problem. The boys
were welcome to stay as long as they wanted so Bryan told Tommy he would
call if he got any news from Cody. Then they bundled up the baby and the
three of them headed back up the hill to call it an early night. All the
Christmas lights were on in the house now and a fire roared in the fire
place as a few boys gathered in there to enjoy the fire and talk about some
things while other still played in the game room for a bit longer. By 9pm
all the boys, Jose, Mike, Todd, Ryan, Matt, and Austin were heading back to
their house and I was outside for a little bit getting some fresh air and
hanging out with Jon, Shawn, Kyle, and Luke. All of us wanted some air and
the night wasn't as cold as it has been lately.  It actually felt warm but
the snow on the ground reminded us it was still very much winter.

"So guys, other then the stuff at the mall today was pretty good huh?"
Tommy asked.

"It was all right." Kyle said. "But TJ if no one got killed it would have
been excellent. I really love my gifts."

"Yeah I do too." Shawn said. "I am sleeping in my bed tonight TJ. I know
you already know that but I wanted Jon to know it."

"Thanks Shawn," was all Jon said.

A bit of a wind picked up after we were outside for close to thirty minutes
and a few of the guys began to get cold, so the outdoor part was over for
tonight. The sky was clear but up on the hill the winds sometimes blew
oddly and it was cold with that wind regardless of the temperature
outside. Back inside the living room quickly warmed the four boys quickly
warmed up and Ben graciously brought in some hot chocolate for them.

"I knew you guys were outside so I decided to make you something to warm
you up."

All four of them thanked Ben, especially Tommy, for all he did today to
make it a great Christmas for everyone, at least in the belly
department. Back up the hill Bryan's cell phone rang...

"Hello?"

"Bryan its Cody... I just wanted to call you to tell you that the boys are
still alive and the five of us are huddled up here staying warm and trying
to make the best of this. I don't feel safe here anymore Bryan... I am
scared... I wanna leave even if the others don't. Bryan hang on Calvin is
yelling something."

He put the phone down and he could hear some commotion in the background
and then a few gun shots. There was a scramble and then Cody returned to
the phone...

"Bryan a few of them are back, they are downstairs and shooting up at
us. Calvin saw them and without thinking began firing at them or they
probably wouldn't have found us up here."  ---More gunshots but this time
closer--- "Oh my God! Bryan there is gunfire on the steps outside this
room..." the phone made a fuzzy noise and he could hear commotion in the
background but nothing too distinct. Then more gunshots... Bryan began to
grow more and more nervous as time passed and he could hear very little
from the other end of the phone. He hung on and yelled a few times into the
phone but there was nothing heard but distant talking or yelling and then
finally after close to ten minutes of listening to all this a voice finally
came back to the phone.

"Bryan its Cody... we got them bastards! Five more came back and tried
coming upstairs to get to us but myself, Calvin and Phil, killed them all!
There is blood all over the hall and I really don't like it here
anymore..." you could hear his voice starting to break up and Bryan knew he
was on the verge of crying...

"We have to get out of here soon Bryan this isn't how I wanted to spend
Christmas... burying two of my friends in the snow out back and trying to
keep two others alive... they are alive now but I don't know if they will
make it."

"I don't know what to tell you Cody... I am sorry... I just don't know what
to say. We are so far away..."

"I don't care Bryan I would rather die trying to get to you then die here
alone and scared. Please tell me if for some reason we make it there you
will let us stay with you or some place safe? Please?" begged Cody.

"Of course Cody... I swear you can."

"Then I need directions... tomorrow when its light and I can see
better... We are going to try and find a reliable big four wheel vehicle
and head your way... as long as my cell works you can guide us in
there... please Bryan... I am begging you for help."

"Okay Cod... take a deep breath kid... if you can make it here and you can
stay here."

"Thanks Bryan... I will go out with Calvin and Phil tomorrow and we will
find something good to drive with a lot of room and then pack up what we
can and I don't care how long it takes, as long as we have some food and
the boys are okay we will head out towards you."

"Okay Cody... we will talk in the morning. You be careful Cod... and take
care don't forget to call me before you leave so we can discuss
everything!"

He hoped trying to call him by a shortened name or nickname would make him
feel more at ease.

"Thanks Bryan... and Bryan...?"

"Yes?" he said.

"I...I...I love you man... please know that... myself and the others we all
miss you and love you even if we didn't know you that well... we just want
a place where we can be safe, cared about, and sleep without being
scared... so I just needed to tell you that."

"Thanks Cody... I love you too bud."

"Talk to you tomorrow Bryan, Merry Christmas," Cody said despondently.

"Merry Christmas Cody... tell the others I said the same for them too."

"Okay I will. Good bye."

"Bye Cod."

Bryan closed his cell and put it on the table and bowed his head into his
hands and began to weep. For the first time showing his true emotions
outright... he was so scared and worried about the boys he just started to
cry and he knew there was nothing he could do from where he was but try and
keep their spirits up. Kate found him and quickly came over to his side as
he tried to compose himself.

"Bryan honey, what's wrong?" she said with panic in her voice.

As he tried to compose himself, he wiped his face with the back of his hand
and looked at Kate.

"Sweetie, those boys... I just talked to Cody; they got attacked again
while I was on the phone with him. I heard the whole thing... it was
horrible."

"Is everyone okay this time?"

"Yes, but they are kids, they are scared. He wants to just find a reliable
vehicle and start driving here. Tomorrow, when they get up they are going
to search for something to drive and then try to get here to us."

"Do you think its wise Bryan? I mean that's a long ride and the roads are
snow covered and he doesn't even know how to drive all that well."

"As far as he is concerned, any place is better then that mall right now
Kate. They can't really sleep the place is cold and they are scared. Cody
says right now anything is better then how they are living."

"I guess so but I just hope they don't get stuck and freeze to death."

"I know I do too Kate but we left him in charge he has some responsibility
and it's his call along with the other boys... I can't deny him that. He is
scared; he has to try something to protect those boys. Tomorrow I will talk
to Tommy and see what he thinks. It's good to have him close by even for
his age that kid is freaking smart when it comes to surviving! He has
proved that already by getting all of us here and keeping 15 boys alive in
one house and the house still looks good."

"I have to agree with you Bryan. He seems to know what he is doing."

Meanwhile back down the hill...

We find Tommy pulling Shawn aside as he is about to have a talk with him.

"Shawnee did you have a good day today?"

"Yes I did, it was great, and I really hope you liked your Christmas
presents."

"I loved everything that everyone got me and yours the most."

"Thanks TJ; I love the ring you got me. Are you looking forward to tonight
with Jon?"

"Yes that's sorta what I wanted to talk to you about, I wanted to make sure
you are okay with how things will be tonight and maybe for the next few
days."

"Next few days? I just thought you wanted to be with him tonight."

"Shawn, I want you to understand something okay?"

"Okay what is it?"

"I love you and would do anything for you, to protect and keep you safe,
but I love Jon too. He is very lonesome and he needs my attention too. It's
not fair to keep telling him no every day."

"Yeah I guess so, but I hope I can sleep with you again really soon."

"Let's give it a few days Shawn okay? If you have any nightmares or
anything bothers you its fine to come get me but I want you to try and
sleep in your bedroom for at least a few nights."

"Okay I will, but do you think I can get my room back soon? I mean Caleb
isn't the best person or cleanest person in the world to share a room
with."

"I'll see what I can do for you there okay?"

"Thanks TJ... and if you want me to put that ribbon on again just ask. I
put it in your dresser draw because I didn't want you to lose it."

"Don't worry about that I will have you wear it again really soon for
me. Maybe I will even get you hard and put it on there myself."

Shawn smiled and gave Tommy a hug. They hug out for a little bit and it was
soon 10pm. Jon found Tommy and hinted he wanted to go play.

"I will see you in the morning Shawnee... I love you."

"I love you too TJ, have a good time tonight."

"Thanks. You try to too."

"I don't know about that... but I'll try."

Tommy laughed and winked at him and then headed to the steps where he was
joined by Jon. It was time for some real sex now for him and his lover. It
has been awhile since TJ and Jon have done anything more then kissing or
petting but tonight for the first time in probably two months or more
hopefully something special is going to happy for the boys. They entered
Tommy's room and he shut the door.

"Umm, TJ before we get going I think I am gonna get a change of clothes so
I don't have to worry about what I wear in the morning."

"Sounds good Jon... You wanna shower first?"

"Yeah and if we do what I want, I think I should use the toilet too just to
be sure."

"Okay Jon. You can do that first or before you come back... its cool with
me."

"Okay... I'll be back in a bit."

Jon headed out and Tommy went back downstairs knowing that what Jon meant
was that he was going to want anal tonight.  That thought alone immediately
got Tommy's cock semi-hard. He thought about it as he walked downstairs
adjusting himself as he grew in his boxers. He caught Jeremy at the bottom
and now being horny he grabbed a handful of the boys cute ass knowing once
he saw who it was he probably wouldn't care.

"Hey! Oh it's you Tom... it's not every day someone does that to me even in
this house. Are you hinting?"

"If I didn't have Jon tonight I would be." He said smiling.

 "Oh... well maybe next time..."

"If you would have said something sooner Jeremy I would have considered
next time a lot sooner..."

"Huh?"

"I meant after we fooled around when you got here I wasn't quite sure if
you regretted doing it or if you wanted to go again."

"Awww, hell Tommy I'd do it with you anytime. I don't regret anything
except keeping my mouth closed now that I know..."

Both boys smiled...

"Then maybe tomorrow if there is time after I get back from the farm we can
share a private moment and then I can see how much you are really
interested..."

"Interested, how?" Jeremy said.

"Well..." Tommy reached out and patted Jeremy's ass and then looked at him.

"You mean you would want to do me in the butt?" Jeremy said in a low voice.

"Would you let me?" Tommy asked.

"I really don't know... I mean after Robert trying and all and I never
really thought about that kind of sex, but with you Tom... if you were
careful and good to me and promised not to hurt me... lets just say I will
think about it okay?"

"Sure Gem... I guess that's all I can ask if we are going to do anything at
all... think about it."

Tommy reached around in his current horny mood and with no one close by and
watching he grabbed a gentle handful of Jeremy's crotch and gave it a rub.

"That might get you thinking more" he said.

"You do that again and Jon might have to wait his turn tonight!"

Both boys laughed...

"Ya know Tommy its not like I have much going on here... I mean the guys
are cute and some are hot but I haven't had much fun with anything other
than my hand and well that one time I sorta had fun with..." he paused.

"With who?" Tommy asked.

"I don't know if I should tell you."

"Jeremy are you gonna tease me or do I have to grab something and get it
out of you?"

"Nah, I'll tell ya... I just wanted to see if you were really interested."

"Well duh... why wouldn't I be interested in that?"

"Well Billy and me... we sorta fooled around a few times but nothing more
then jerking off and some cumming... it was cool and Billy didn't seem to
care... but he stopped a while ago and I didn't want to ask because he is
with Joey so much..."

"I understand Gem, but if you want something you either ask or you use your
hand. In this house, no one is going to care unless you hurt someone else
so if you really wanna screw around with Billy just go ask him or be
alone."

"Gee thanks... you didn't have to put it that way."

"Sorry, but that is the truth and now you know it. Unless Billy and Joey
claim each other as a couple, I don't think either of them is off
limits. Lately they have been busy with their own special person... and
don't ask because even if I wanted to I couldn't tell you more."

"Okay Tom... tomorrow I am gonna find you for sure and I want us to see if
we can take things to the next level or not."

"Okay you got it. I better get back upstairs because Jon is gonna be done
in the bathroom soon."

"Yup, I understand Tom... maybe I will go see if Billy is busy now. You
grabbed my cock and got me all horny now too."

"Maybe Jon would like a three way..." Tommy said.

Gem looked at him expectantly...

"Ya think?"

"No... I don't... Sorry bud... but when Jon and me fool around it's only
us... but if you want to play go see Billy or Joey I would bet they might
want a three way... but remember that butt belongs to me, okay?"

"Oh don't worry; I am not letting them get that close if anything
happens... I want you there before anyone at all."

Both boys smiled at each other and headed upstairs together. Jeremy headed
towards Billy and Joey's room and pass Jon in the hall as both boys said hi
and Jon headed towards Tommy who was waiting for him at the top of the
steps.

"Gem seems to be in a good mood," Jon said.

"Yeah I know...we just got done talking."

"Oh... okay... when you say that you were cockteasing him weren't you?"

"You know me too well Jonathan... Way too well!"

Both boys laughed as they headed back into Tommy's bedroom. Jon entered and
Tommy followed and then he closed and locked the door.

"I see you have a full change of clothes."

"Yeah TJ, I really didn't want to leave here in a towel again. Last time
that didn't feel too good... walking down the hall with nothing more then
dirty clothes and a towel..."

Tommy laughed.

"Might not have felt good but watching you sure looked good. Especially
since I knew all too well what was under that towel. So what do you say big
boy how about we christen your fourteenth birthday with a shower and enough
hot sex to shower again after and then maybe some bed and anything else
that happens after..."

"That just sounds hot Thomas..." With a devious smile all over his face.

Both boys stood and stripped in front of each other after Tommy's
suggestion. Within seconds both had nothing more then their boxers on and
were walking together into his bathroom. Tommy immediately went to the
shower and started to adjust the water temperature while Jon slipped out of
his boxers and stood totally naked behind him. Tommy having adjusted the
water to his liking turned and saw Jon.

"Damn you are already half hard boy!" he excitedly said reaching for it.

"No!" Jon said pulling away. "If you start now I will go off before we hit
the bed and then what fun will it be?"

"Okay, I'll give you that but I do expect you to wash my back and I'll wash
yours."

"Of course but nothing below the waist, I know you; if I let you near it we
will never get out of here without one or both of us having an orgasm!"

Tommy laughed.

"You are probably right. But I can't help it looking at that hot body!"

"Just make room or get in the shower before we both get too horny to wait!"
Jon said.

He appeared to be the only one who was thinking sensibly, or with the
proper head at the moment as both horny boys had nothing but sex on their
minds. Now in the shower, both boys took their turn under the water and got
wet. Jon washed his hair while Tommy soaped up the front half of his own
body giving himself a few strokes to excite his hormones just that much
more. Once Jon was done Tommy took his turn washing his hair and Jon did
the parts of his body that he didn't want Tommy touching just yet. After a
few more minutes of cleaning and each other sharing a back wash with one
another both boys rinsed and after Jon killed the water they got out and
dried off.

"That felt good... even if we didn't do more then taunt each other by
playing with one another's asses."

"Jon, if you would have run your finger up my ass crack once more I was
gonna get my juices flowing for sure."

"Yeah but you weren't any better I swear I almost swatted your hand away
from my ass too!" laughed Jon.

Again both boys chuckled with the idea of what was coming next. Now dry
they both headed out to his Tommy's bed. He had time to change his sheets
during the day and the bed was smelling fresh and ready to be messed now if
it got that bad.

"Tommy you do have condoms right?"

"Yes but we never used them or even thought about using them before. Why
now?" inquired Tommy.

"Because I just think you might need them."

"You wanna tell me why?"

"If I have to but it's embarrassing."

"Jon I am about to fuck your ass what could possibly be any less private?"

"Okay, okay I get the point but I just don't like talking about everything
ya know."

"Yes, I know I feel that way too sometimes." replied Tommy.

"Sometimes? You, the great `Thomas' feels embarrassed too?" Jon said
incredulously.

"Jon you know... sometimes... you know damn well you are the only person
who has ever fucked my ass and you know exactly how sensitive I get when
you try to get in me... what could be more embarrassing?"

"I dunno TJ, I just never thought about it other then being anal but this
is different..."

"Okay, how so Jon?"

"Because before when I tried to go to the bathroom I thought I had to go
but nothing came out."

"So that's why you want me to wear a condom Jon... incase you have..."

"Yes... and please you don't have to say it!"

"Its okay Jon... look when you do this sometimes stuff happens... I am not
stupid and neither are you. I know if I go in all the way it might come out
dirty and if I get going too fast or too long something could happen. That
is why we put down a towel and its no big deal. The same thing can happen
when you go in me Jon..."

"I know TJ, but it's still embarrassing for me."

"Okay point taken... do you want me to wear a condom this time?"

"It doesn't matter now. You already know what could happen and like you
said... we have towels and can we just drop this?"

Jon was turning a bit red in the face now and TJ quickly got the point.

"Sure Jon," Tommy said.

Tommy went to the drawer and grabbed the lube and some condoms just incase
and walked over to the bed and put down a towel.

"You ready?"

"I guess."

"Jon... look I am sorry if I said something wrong or acted like a jerk but
this is special man... if you aren't totally up for it then we will stop. I
can't go inside you and I can't enjoy this if you aren't 100% into it with
me, so say the word, tell me now and we will just call it off."

"I just wanted this to be perfect TJ... sex, pleasure, anal, all of
it... and now I feel... I just..."

"Jon say it," Tommy said walking over to him and grabbing his hands.

Tommy looked Jon right in the eyes.

"I love you Jonathan... if something is bothering you then its bothering me
too. I wish I could show you that more often and tell you too but this is a
totally fucked up world we live in now. I wish I just had you and a few
others to worry about, but you know who lives here. You know what I have to
do to keep everyone safe. When Bryan moved in it helped a lot. I did a lot
less worrying because I knew we had help now if anything ever
happened... but I still worry every night when I go to bed... I worry about
everyone in this house. I worry if the comet might come again. I worry if
we will be found by the wrong people and lots more I don't even want to get
into but Jon when I am with you and we are like this, the door locked both
of us totally naked and horny... I finally stop worrying. I love you
Jon... so tell me are you okay with this or do you just want to stop and
hang out together tonight?"

"I just felt dirty TJ... but after that you make me want you even more. So,
no... I don't want to stop. I want to feel you inside me... all warm and
all the pleasure you give me."

TJ pulled Jon to the bed and he let go as both boys crawled over to the
spot. He stacked two pillows high in front of the towel so things would be
okay if they needed it. Then he leaned in and brought his lips to
Jon's. They met and began to kiss. Both boys fell to the bed and
pillows. They held each other tightly as they made out. The room was now
starting to heat up as Tommy's hand wandered down to Jon's soft cock and he
began to rub it. Jon followed doing the same to Tommy and soon both boys
began to grow. Moments later Tommy was hard and so was Jon. They stopped
kissing.

"I wanna feel you in me TJ... fuck my ass..." Jon begged. "It's been too
long since I felt your warmth in me!"

Tommy grabbed the lube and poured some onto Jon's butt after Jon got into
position on all four's. His head bowed so he could try to see but unless he
was able to turn himself into a pretzel he wasn't going to see much but
shortly he would feel a lot. Tommy ran his fingers up and down the inside
of Jon's butt crack and over his hole enough so there was more than enough
lube in the area.

"I am gonna go in and lube the inside of your butt now Jon and loosen you
up some too."

"Okay TJ I am ready for it."

With a slick finger all ready to go Jon reached back and helped by pulling
his cheeks apart and all Tommy now saw was Jon's beautiful pink puckered
anus. He ran his finger over it a few more times as Jon shuddered with
delight from each pass and then TJ slid his fingertip in some, slowly
stopping for a brief second before pushing again as the rest of his finger
gradually followed in.

"How's that so far?"

"It feels great! It's been too long since we did this TJ."

Tommy pushed a little more and he felt a bit of pressure as he reached
Jon's tight sphincter muscle. Tommy's fingers not being too long he was all
but inside Jon as this happened. He wiggled his finger around as he pushed
and Jon grunted a little and groaned as the pleasure mixed with a little
pain and Tommy was able to push through this point. He quickly pulled his
finger out as Jon let out a sigh of mixed feelings.

"Wow, when we were doing this a lot I didn't have half the problems that I
just did with only your finger TJ. I am fine but that felt weird."

"Should I do it again?"

"Nah, its okay, I think I am ready for your big man meat now."

"Very funny Jon... it's not like I am about to bury 8 inches inside you."

"Yeah but what you have works just fine TJ."

  Tommy reached down and gave his cock a few strokes to harden it up once
more and he brought it to the furrowed spot he was about to enter. He lubed
his cock just a bit with some extra lube that was on his one hand before
wiping off any excess and then he pushed the head of his cock against Jon's
hole.

"Here I go Jon... tell me if it's too much."

"Go on its fine so far."

"I am not even in Jon."

"Oh." Jon replied seriously as TJ was about to push inside him.

Tommy grabbed Jon by the hips with one hand and guided his hard cock to the
hole with the other. He pushed gently as skin met skin and the head of his
cock easily plopped inside.

"Okay Jon I am in with the head of my cock. I am pushing more."

"Okay." Jon grunted softly.

With another push and pull of Jon to him by the hips Tommy's cock slide in
two inches. Jon said nothing so he kept pushing.

"Ahhhhh wait!" Jon said. "You hit that spot."

Jon had worked through the pain a while back when he and TJ were having
anal on a nightly basis or sometimes even twice a day on those rare times
when both boys were super horny but with all the happenings of late not
much has gone on between the boys and that combined with his rape at the
mall that time has left Jon more sensitive now and definitely more
susceptible to pain in moments like this even if its just until the area is
properly worked again.

"Okay Jon you tell me when I can go again."

"One sec TJ, it still stings a little from what happened at the mall."

"Sorry Jon, I forgot about that pain you had last time. You want me to
stop?"

"No... just give me a second to relax. I will be fine I promise."

Tommy backed off a little and before long Jon was telling him to go.

"Okay TJ I think I am ready now just go slowly."

"K, Jon."

Tommy pushed in and this time he hit the same spot and Jon only jumped a
bit as TJ passed through it without a problem. Two more inches and he was
all the way in.

"I am in all the way Jon."

"Good, I feel the pressure."

"You want me to pull out?"

"No you are fine now."

Without asking again Tommy pulled out and pushed in slowly. He began to
start a little rhythm after the second time in and out and no sooner then
just after that he felt a stirring in his own self as he started going a
bit faster and faster until he was set and Jon was taking him all the way
in and out without anything but pleasure moans now.

"That feels really good now TJ!"

Tommy said nothing as he started to build his way to an orgasm. In and out,
over and over, Tommy kept riding Jon for the next three to five minutes and
then he pulled out with a plop.

"Oh man I was so close."

"Why did you stop?" Jon said with surprise.

"Turn over Jon I wanna watch you as we do this." Tommy replied with a huge
satisfying smile on his face.

 "Okay TJ."

Jon went from all four's to his back and Tommy helped him lift his legs up
and onto his shoulder as Tommy scooted in closer. He wiped a little bit of
some mess off his cock and onto loose towel that was next to him for just
that reason and then looked into Jon's loving eyes as his cock met Jon's
hot pink, semi-open butt hole once again. They smiled at each other as
Tommy leaned in for a quick kiss before continuing.

"Ready?" Tommy asked.

Jon shook his head yes as Tommy slowly buried his cock inside Jon's ass
once again. As he slowly fucked Jon he reached out and began to stroke
Jon's hard cock bringing the excitement to a new level for both of
them. This time he went in with ease and began to build up the momentum and
pressures once more in both of them as he grew closer and closer to his
orgasm, quickly letting go of Jon so he wouldn't cum before he wanted to
after seeing the growing look of ecstasy in Jon's face.

"Pretty soon Jon... should I cum in you or pull out and cum on you?" he
asked quickly.

"On me please." Jon panted his reply as the pleasure Tommy was giving him
grew in intensity.

From having Tommy cum inside him many times before he knew if that happened
it would just stop everything while they waited for what went in to come
back out and Jon just wasn't in the mood for that right now... he wanted to
enjoy it without the problems of what Tommy cumming up his ass would bring
not to mention the pausing, cock softening, and anything else too that
could happen.

"Okay..." Tommy replied.

He said no more as he focused all his concentration on Jon now. Close to
five minutes passed with him going in and out, in and out a few dozen more
times, slowly and quicker on occasion and Tommy was now on the edge and
more than ready... he could hold back no more... two more rather hard
inward thrusts totally burying himself all the way inside Jon and Tommy let
out a some what loud moan and pulled quickly out of Jon's ass. He stroked
his cock twice and began to fire away up and down Jon's body from his own
hard cock to his belly. Four massive loads splattered all over Jon as Tommy
emptied himself all over his lover. Tommy stroked himself once more before
the orgasm totally took over and he fell to his side on the bed breathing
heavily and totally losing himself in his pleasures. A few minutes later as
Jon sat up and rubbed Tommy who was now coming back from his massive bliss
and gratification, Tommy opened his eyes and looked at Jon as the sweat
beaded down off his brow and onto the bed some.

"Oh my God, that was the best ever Jon... your ass was so fucking tight I
thought I was gonna lose my mind before I blew my load."

"I did what I could TJ to tighten up my ass muscles for you and I guess it
worked. It felt weird but pretty awesome for me too." Jon said gleefully.

Tommy finally caught his breath and got up off the bed and wiped off his
face and then his cock of any left over cum as Jon got off the bed and went
into the bathroom anyway. It wasn't planned but over the next few minutes
Jon had to take care of the pressure build up that came after Tommy pulled
out of him. Though mostly gas Jon was back quickly and feeling much
relieved.

"You okay Jon?"

"Now I am TJ... I didn't give you a mess did I?"

"Nope everything was awesome... you were awesome Jon!"

He reached out to his boy and they began to kiss. They sat on the bed and
made out for a while as both boys played with each other. Now both of them
were hard again and Tommy was ready to return the favor back to Jon. This
was the part he didn't like at all. He was most vulnerable now... he would
show Jon his pain, he would allow Jon to bury himself deep inside his ass
now... he did it because he loved Jon and he wouldn't let anyone else even
think about going inside him other then Jon. The last time Tommy did get
some pleasure from this but more embarrassment and pain than anything else,
even if he didn't let on to Jon that it really hurt. He couldn't let him
down then and even though he expected more of the same he wasn't about to
back down now and disappoint Jon as he was ready to have his fun. Even
though Jon wouldn't ever admit it to Tommy he loved this more then
anything. He was in charge now... he was about to bury himself deep inside
the boy he loved and he was about to control who gave the pain even though
he wasn't looking to cause it on purpose and there was very little he could
do to stop it other then go inside slowly.

Tommy just wasn't used to being fucked and deep down inside Jon knew he was
doing it because Tommy loved him very much. He saw the look on his face
when he entered him the last time and he knew Tommy was struggling but he
wouldn't dare let on. Now it was time to do it once again and he couldn't
wait... this time he wanted it all and he wanted to give it all to his
lover too!

"You want up or down TJ?"

"Down," he said without hesitating.

To Tommy, on his back was much less embarrassing then to be taken from
behind and not being able to see much of anything. Tommy also got off on
the facial pleasure that Jon offered as he got closer and closer to orgasm
each time and there would be no way to watch if he was on all four's. Jon
now did the same as Tommy did before and lubed up Tommy's butt hole and
then with a nod slid his finger in just a bit causing some discomfort for
Tommy even if he didn't let on. Jon went in about the entire finger length
before he started jerking his cock to make sure he was as hard as possible
not to mention properly lubed to slide in easily too.

"Okay TJ I am ready."

"Then go ahead Jon."

Tommy grabbed the bed linen with both hands and made a pair of white
knuckled fists as he felt the pressure from the head of Jon's cock push
inside him. It wasn't bad at all but with a totally accidental thrust as
Jon lost his balance, he went in a lot quicker then planned and he all but
rammed into Tommy's sphincter muscle almost making Tommy's eyes pop out of
his head. Tommy bit his lip to almost the point of blood before he couldn't
take the pain anymore and he tried pulling away from Jon's force and
extreme pressure he was giving Tommy deep inside his ass. Tommy let out a
yelp and tears came to his eyes as the pain took over full force. Jon
seeing what he had done quickly pulled out of Tommy's ass trying to relieve
the pain and pressure as fast as possible. Tommy rolled over to his side in
excruciating pain.

"I'm so sorry TJ... are you okay?"

"Give me a second..." he panted... and tried to catch his breath,
"I'll... let you know."

Tommy tried clearing his throat as tears ran down the side of his face from
the pain and he tried anything else he could do to ease that pain and total
embarrassment of what had just occurred. If he thought he was vulnerable
before now he certainly had a flood of emotions to deal with now... most of
them totally out of his hands. Jon sat back on his haunches and waited for
the awkward moment to pass as he knew exactly what Tommy was experiencing
from when he was raped. The pain was unbearable then and he could only
imagine what he has just done to Tommy totally by accident now.

"TJ I am so sorry..." he said but his words feel on deaf ears as the climax
of the pain Jon had caused was just starting to fade now, seconds after the
accident.

The pain in Tommy's face instantly brought tears to Jon's eyes as he all
but relived his past attack in his mind. Tommy, now back and almost
recovered from his pain sat up and gingerly walked into the bathroom
leaving Jon alone on his bed practically holding his breath to see what
would happen next. Tommy spend almost five minutes in the bathroom and as
Jon approached the bathroom door not being able to stand the suspense any
longer, Tommy opened the door and slowly walked back out. Both boys were
almost nose to nose and both were startled at the closeness of each other,
once again totally by accident.

"I'm sorry TJ!" Jon cried out as he lurched forward to try and hug Tommy.

"It's okay Jon..." he said hugging him tightly. "I'm fine and the pain is
gone now."

"But you were in there so long TJ..." he said as he held Tommy tightly. "I
thought for sure something bad happened."

"I did too Jon but when I sat on the toilet and carefully checked
myself. Other then pain nothing else was wrong. I don't want to disappoint
you Jon but I really don't think I can do it again tonight... as much as I
wanted everything to be totally awesome and perfect I am scared what might
happen if you went in me again."

Jon broke their embrace and looked Tommy in the eye.

"I know TJ. I totally understand the pain."

A tear ran down his cheek as Tommy suddenly realized that something really
bad must be going through Jon's head at this moment.

"Jon it was an accident. I know that, I know you would never hurt me on
purpose."

As more tears rolled down his lovers face Jon spoke out.

"TJ... I remember the pain from my rape. It was horrible and I never
thought I was going to get over it or even heal from it and when you let
out that yell it all came flooding back to me. I wanted this to be so
special TJ... I wanted..." Jon sobbed.

Jon couldn't say anymore he buried his head into Tommy's shoulder and began
to weep hard. Tommy held the boy and let him cry out his pain and
frustration. Finally, as Jon began to get himself a bit under control he
walked Jon over to the bed and both naked boys sat down together.

"It's okay Jonathan... I swear it is."

Jon said nothing. He just listened to Tommy's soothing voice.

"I promise Jon, its okay. I want to give you something special... it's
still Christmas night and my pain is gone. Please let me take away yours
now? Please?"

Jon looked up into Tommy's eyes and listened as he wiped away as much of
his wetness as he could. Tommy handed him a fresh towel and he dried off
what he could.

"Jon please come back in the bed with me and lay down. I want more than
anything to give you something special tonight. I want to make you cum Jon,
please let me turn this from pain to pleasure for both of us okay?"

Jon nodded yes and got up slowly. He crawled back to his spot from before
and Tommy cautiously followed as a little pain hit him from him from moving
oddly. He didn't let on as he got down by Jon and after cleaning Jon off
with the towel he began sucking his almost totally soft cock. He wet him
and before long the special pleasure he was giving Jon all but took over
and Jon began to grow hard. A few minutes later the mishap was all but
forgotten as Jon began to feel the pressure of Tommy's blow job build up
inside of him.

"Ohhhhh TJ that feels so good! I'm getting close!"

 Tommy didn't say a word. He knew fully well what he was doing and the
affect it would have on Jon and right now more then anything he wanted Jon
to cum and have some satisfying explosions to go off in Jon's head from the
orgasm he was trying to create. He went on sucking non-stop until Jon
bucked his shoulders, hips, back, and thrust his cock harder and harder
into Tommy's mouth. Tommy could taste the precum oozing from Jon as he
sucked harder and faster then he could ever remember before. Suddenly, Jon
started firing away without any warning into Tommy's mouth. Apparently this
was what Tommy was trying to achieve as Jon humped into Tommy's mouth two
more times before he started filling it with cum. Jon instantly collapsed
into stillness as Tommy sucked his boy's cock like never before taking
every bit of hot boy seed that he could get before Jon couldn't take his
lips on the head of his now sensitive cock any longer and he reached down
to gently nudge Tommy away. Tommy watched Jon's face contort and then
slowly as the massive orgasm died off Jon's rosy red cheeks slowly began to
come back to normal. Jon opened his eyes and smiled at Tommy but no words
came out right away. After lifting his head off the pillow he looked at
Tommy and put it back down.

"Was it that good Jon?"

"Fuck yeah! I think that was the best ever TJ!" He took a deep breath. "I
don't remember ever feeling anything so powerful before in my life! I don't
know if it was because we stopped so long or what you were doing to the
head of my cock but I swear if I didn't push you off I would have died
right there from the amazing feeling you gave me! IT WAS FUCKING UNREAL
TJ!"

Tommy smiled at him and he sat up.

"I'm glad I could give you a decent Christmas present Jon...things worked
out after all."

Jon motioned for Tommy to get closer and with both boys soaked some in
sweat from their experience they lay together and basked in each others
glow from the sex that they had tonight. It might not have been totally
perfect but it was as close as they thought they could get considering what
has happened twenty minutes before. As both boys lay together they fell
asleep and didn't wake until close to 1am. Tommy sat up as Jon lay next to
him still sleeping. He looked at the awesome, sweet, and cute fourteen year
old with his soft and incredible cock almost begging for attention right in
front of him and he reached out and began to play with it. Jon quickly woke
up and a few minutes later both boys were in a 69 position sucking each
other off as round two began. It was going to be a hot night in that room
as both horny teens went at it for the second time and then Jon being the
way he was Tommy blew him a third time before total exhaustion took over
both boys and by 3am there was nothing left but sleep. Both boys fell
asleep together and slept like never before a few feet from each other,
both totally naked and both happy and content as could be after a great
night of sex, fun and multiple orgasm overtook every single one of their
senses and put them into a deep and joyous sleep.



To be continued...



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