Date: Sun, 8 May 2011 07:50:14 +0000 From: Tommy Evans Subject: Uriel and Jon:Growing up Chapter 22 Disclaimer: The following story contains fictitious and sexual acts between characters. If this offends you in any way, please DO NOT READ IT. This is all a work of fiction. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ The next morning we woke up still all cuddled up. Except this time around, I was hugging Jon while Max was hugging me. It was weird. Me spooning Jon and Max spooning me. Wonder if Max even knew the term spooning. Either way I was hard, and I was definitely poking Jon's butt hole, and Max, well I felt him, but I didn't exactly know if it was the shorts or what. I just lied there for a bit until I felt Jon stir. I closed my eyes and eased my breathing. I felt Jon's hand touch my arm. I had my hand resting on his belly. When he felt this he instantly turned around but he did it slowly so he wouldn't "wake" me up. Little did he know I was awake. He placed my arm around his waist and then rested it right above his butt. He scooted as close as he could without touching his brothers hand which was on my stomach. Then I felt his breath on my face. We were inches apart. I waited a bit to see what he would do. This lasted for a few minutes until I felt him touch my hair lightly with his hand. What the fuck? Then he kind of caressed my face, and finally he touched my chest. When his hands began to wander lower onto my body I opened my eyes quick. He froze. I stared at him. Gave him a questioning look. He snapped out of his frozen state, which lasted a split second, and quickly leaned in to kiss me. Quick kiss. I lightly pushed him away and turned so that I was lying on my back. He looked at me. "I'm sorry" he whispered. "don't talk" I said. I looked at my phone and it was only 8 am. I knew Max and Kevin wouldn't wake up until around 10. I waited there for a bit and then decided to get up. I heard movement outside. I guess I'd go brush my teeth and wash my face. I slowly moved max off me and sat up. Jon did the same. "what are you doing?" he asked. "Going to wash my face and brush my teeth" I said. "I'll go too" he said. We both got up and headed out of the tent. My mom looked at us confused. "What are you two doing up so early?" she asked. "I couldn't sleep. Too hot" I said. "You guys made one big bed huh? Too much body heat?" she asked. "yeah...too much" I said as I glared at Jon. He shrugged at me then followed me into the little bathroom. It was small but it had one of those double sinks so we could both brush our teeth. It was a good distance from my mom so once I brushed my teeth and washed my face I kind just stood there and watched jon. "Why did you do that?" I asked. "I don't know." he answered a little confused. "that's...not right. Its homo" I said. "Uh...my bad" "yeah...I'll pretend it never happened" I said. "Ok cool." he said. We walked out of there and we helped my mom get breakfast ready. It took about an hour but once it was all done we were sent to wake up the rest of the family. Jon set the table while I went to wake Max up. It took a bit but when he finally woke up he smiled at me. Then Kevin, but he woke up the first try. Max looked so cute when he woke up. He jumped onto me and had me carry him like a monkey out of the tent. "max you're silly" said his mom as I put him down on a chair. Jon glared at Max though. I could almost feel the burn from jon's eyes. We all had breakfast, which consisted of pancakes, hot dogs, and eggs. random I know. After we ate we all sat around and did nothing but talk for half an hour. It was very relaxing to hear all the birds chirping and all the random sounds that a forest makes in the mornings. I guess this was specially relaxing for me and my parents since we had a very busy life. It was very unlike us to wake up and DO NOTHING. I enjoyed it a lot. I guess it had been a while since I did this. "Hey Aaron can we go to the arcade?" asked Max. "Sure" I replied. "Kevin...join them" said Max's mom. "umm...fine" Kevin said. It was very clear to me now that he was not a very sociable person. Its like if he didn't like being around people. Jon ended up going his own way. Damn pothead. Max, Kevin and I spent the next 4 hours walking around, eating candy, swimming, and playing in the arcade. We'd spend time in the pool, then get bored, go somewhere, dry off, then go back to the pool, and so on and so on. It was quite the cycle. In fact the rest of the camping trip went just like that. We had a routine. Basically we'd the whole swimming and random stuff, then family dinners, then camp fires at night, and sleeping together. Max and I still took most of our showers together, but we didn't really do anything. He understood that we couldn't do anything. He would look at me a lot when I was naked and I'd look at him, but that was it. Of course we'd both get hard looking, but we had promised not to do anything, and he didn't like to break promised. Jon didn't do anything weird anymore either, well at least until the last night. It was around 9pm and Max and I were walking to get some cotton candy at the campground store. Jon had been gone most of the day and I had a weird feeling. I don't know why. I knew where his friends campsite was at but I didn't feel like going to find him. Then out of the corner of my eye I saw Jon walking with some people to a secluded area by the lake. I let it go. We went to the store and got the candy. On the way back though, I had to just check. I had a gut feeling. "max, I need you to sit here on this bench for a little bit ok. I need to go check something" I said as I handed him the flashlight. "Umm...don't take too long" he said. There was just enough moon light to guide me through the forest. I quietly made my way. Then I stopped to listen. I heard random sounds, people whispering and giggling. Then I saw jon's friend with a girl making out by a tree. I looked around. I didn't see Jon. Then, I heard moaning. A girl moaning. I slowly walked behind a bush covered area. I poked my head around, and there I saw him. He was making out with this girl. I couldn't really see her, but I knew he had his hands down her shorts. I was very careful to not make a sound. "Jon, are you going to fuck me?" she whispered. "Uh...I didn't bring rubber" he said. "Can I suck your dick?" she asked. "uh...sure" he said. I didn't know what to do. But if I moved now it would make too much sound. There was a little gap in the bushes so I could see. I heard them move around, then, I heard a quick slurp. "DAMN" he said loudly. "I'm not gonna judge, but I've seen bigger" she giggled. "What the fuck. don't hate" he said. "its ok. You're not black" she laughed. "Just take it all bitch" he said. Then I heard another slurp. I couldn't take it. He was a slut. I couldn't deal with it anymore. I had seen what I needed to see. I took my chances and turned around and jolted out of there. I ran. I didn't even look back. I slowed down and then out of nowhere I heard running behind me. "Aaron?" said Jon. He stopped. Out of breath. He stood in front of me. I could see Max sitting at the bench, but he was far enough not to hear anything. "Aaron" said Jon again. "What?" I said. "Did you see that? Or hear that?" he asked. "No. I was taking a piss by the lake" I lied. "O..." he said confused. "See what though?" I asked. Then I saw his friends walking towards us. The girls, yeah they looked slutty. They were kind of chubby, not too chubby but the kind of girls who wear really short shorts and really small shirts, but had a little extra weight so that they looked nasty. "Oh...I see" I said as I walked away from him. "dude...I didn't do anything" he said. "Its ok man. Do your thing" I said as I walked towards Max. He didn't follow me anymore. I walked to max and he stood up. "Race you back?" I said. "Yeah!" he replied quickly and we both took off. I didn't see Jon again that night until after max and I got back from our shower. We were sitting at with the family at the camp fire. Jon came back and quickly went to take a shower. I wondered why. Then he joined the family. We ate roasted marshmallows and talked about how it was sad that it was our last day. It was sad. At least for max and I, we had made good memories here. I was a kid again. I loved it. It was mostly stress free...up until the whole jon getting high in front of me, and seeing him mess with that girl. But I wasn't going to let it bug me. At around midnight Max said he was going to bed, Kevin joined him. "I'll go later. I'm going to go sit by the lake" I said. "Okay I'll wait for you over there" he said. I walked over to the lake and lied down. I looked at the open sky. The stars were beautiful. I sat there for quite a while. I heard my phone go off, but I ignored it. I was in my own place for the moment. "Amazing sky" said Jon. He stood next to me. "a huh" I said. "can I sit?" he asked. "Sure" "Aaron,..." he said as he lied down next to me. "I didn't do anything" he said. "I didn't say you did" "But the way you looked at me, and then the girl" "Why are you so defensive?" "Aaron, I don't lie to you" "Ok..." I said. I was getting mad though. He obviously did, and was doing it again. "We talked, and they tried to get me to smoke, but I didn't" "Ok..." "I'm serious bro. believe me" he said as he got closer to me and tried to hug me. This kind of set me off. "Listen. Yes I saw you. `I didn't bring rubber', `can I suck your', `I've seen bigger' yeah I saw you. I heard it too" I said. I knew that if I said a few things I heard he would know I wasn't making it up. "O...fuck. I'm sorry" he said. But the tone of his voice changed. he knew he had screwed up again. "I'm glad you don't lie to me eh" I said. "I didn't fuck her" "That sucks. That slut really wanted it" "Slut? Are you mad?" he asked. "No dude. Why would I? that's cool. Im glad you got it in" "Aaron! Wow man. Seriously. I didn't do that. Just that bj" "Who doesn't like a bj right" I said as I sat up. "I...I...I don't care man. I fuckin liked it. She swallowed too" he said. "That's...that's a rare thing. Not all sluts swallow." "Yeah. I fingered her too. It was fuckin juicy and hot and squishy" "O damn...when did I turn into your sex talk friend" "I don't know. You asked" "NO I didn't. I'm going to go to bed" I said. "Whatever" he said. I walked over to the camp site and I said good night to the parents. Then I went into the tent and lied down with max. "Good night man" I whispered as I snuggled with him. "Nite man" he said as he kissed me. He turned away from me so I could hug him from behind and then I closed my yes. It wasn't too much longer before I heard Jon come in. I heard the tent zipper go down. Then I heard him as he lied down. I had my eyes closed so I didn't see, but I would have loved to see the reaction on his face. The next morning we only had time for breakfast and then we all had to pack up. It was a big challenge. You don't realize all the things you bring until you have to re pack them and clean up. Max and I made it a challenge though and it was kind of fun to race to see who could pack up and load up the most things. Jon was acting strange, he was quiet, but I wasn't trying to be a jerk to him so I kept small talk with him while we cleaned up. By 3 we were all packed and getting ready to leave. As we were getting into the RV to get going max stopped me. "We made awesome memories here bro." he said as he hugged me. "That's really cute. Homos" said Jon as he walked behind us and got on the RV. "Thanks..." I said as I walked in and passed by him. Max and I headed into the hallway where the bunks were and we lied down in one. It was a tight fit but it was all right. We just liked how it felt as the RV moved. It was like a relaxing motion I don't know. I had my arm around him and he rested his head on my arm. We were like this for about 10 minutes before my mom walked by and snapped a picture, as usual. Then, Jon jumped on the bunk on the other side. "So...what are you two love birds doing" he asked. "We were about to start fuckin til you came" said Max. I was kind of surprised he said this. "O really. I don't mind. I'd like to watch" he said. I looked at him. He had a sick grin on his face. Was this his way of trying to start a problem? "You faggot" said Max. "I bet you don't even know what fuckin is" said Jon. "Do you really have to talk about this with your little brother?" I asked him. "I don't know. You're the one in bed with him" Jon snapped at me. "You're a jerk Jon" said max. "I'm just saying. I don't cuddle with guys. I cuddle with girls" said Jon. "Well, Aaron's my big bro. I can cuddle. Glad he's there for me, cuz you're not" said max. "Fuck you man. I have better things to do. I'm going to take a nap" jon said as he closed the curtains on the bunk. I closed ours. "what a douche bag" said Max. "Just close your eyes. Lets sleep" I said. We slept pretty much the whole way back home. After all camping does take a lot out of you. Even if you sleep while you go camping, you are still tired when you go home. But no matter what it was a good thing, it was good bonding time for the family, and well for Max and I. When we got home we helped put everything in the garage and what not. Max and I went up to my room when we finished and just jumped on my bed and lied down. "Aaron, why does Jon say those things to me?" he asked. "He's a jerk. that's it" I replied. "yeah...cuz im a jerk" said Jon as he walked into the room. He just kind of stood there and stared at us. "sorry" said Max as he looked at me. "Why you say sorry to him. Its me your talking about" said Jon. "Dude, leave us alone" said Max. "I just came to give Aaron something" said Jon as he handed me a necklace. "whats this?" I asked. "The necklace you gave me a while go. I don't want it. Give it Max if you want" he said. It was a necklace we both bought. Matching one. I still had mine. I had forgotten. Then, it hit me. He was trying to tell me he had given up on me. My heart stopped. But why? Why did I care? "um...I don't get it" I said. "You should get it. Bye" he said as he walked out of the room. "Whats he talking about?" asked max. "Nothing" I said as I put the necklace on the nightstand. "I don't want his necklace. Its got his germs" "You're right" I said as I put my arms around him. "Whats the hug for?" "For being you" I said. I just needed someone to hold. I don't know why I was feeling hurt by the necklace thing. But I was hurting. Then we heard his mom calling his name. "I got to go dude. I'll see you soon alright" he said. "I'll miss you kid" I told him. I had spent the last 5 days with him, and I was going to miss him. I was glad nothing past the showers happened though. For once I was able to hold back and not act on instinct. I was glad he trusted me enough to shower with me and be nude in front of me, but I wasn't ready to take the next step. He ran out of the room and I just kind of sat there for a bit, then I went outside and went to the forest for a little walk. About 5 minutes into my walk I heard something behind me. I looked behind me and it was Jon. He looked at me, then looked away. I stopped for a second. Did I want to talk to him? Yeah...I did. "Why?" I said as he walked up to me and stopped. "Cuz. I don't want it" he answered. "Dude, whats happening to us?" I asked. "nothing." "I don't hate you" I said. "O..." he said as he looked up at me. There was a moment of silence. "I hate you though" he broke the silence. But even though he said it, I could tell he was just angry and not meaning it. His body language told me otherwise. "You do?" I asked. "You messed me up." "I...it wasn't my intention" "You confused me" he said angry. "Jon I'm sorry. I...I wish I could take it back" "Yeah me too. I'm not like that. I hate you. I hate everything about you. I wish I never met you!" he shouted. Then he ran away. I stood there. I simply had nothing left in me. Maybe he was right. I had messed him up. Not only that, but I didn't even try to fix him. I gained my thoughts back and then ran to catch up to him. When I did I basically tackled him down. "Get off me" he said angrily. "Listen to me" I said. "NO get off me! I'll yell rape" he said. "Dude chill" I said. "Aaron get the fuck off me" he swung at me. The punch didn't really hurt. It just woke me up. I couldn't believe it got to this. I stood up. He stood up. Looked at me and then, out of nowhere, I felt a heavy hard hit on my back. Things got blurry. "What the fuck!" screamed Jon. "I heard you creaming" I heard a guy's voice. "Why'd you hit him?" asked Jon. I couldn't see well, the guy standing next to Jon was totally a stranger to me. He was Jon's size. I was knocked out, but not blacked out. "Aaron? Aaron. Look at me" Jon said. "Dude lets go. He was hurting you. Lets go" said the guy. "No man. Get the fuck out of here. You're stupid. Go!" yelled Jon. "I don't get you man. I heard you screaming." Jon stood up and punched the guy. "Get the fuck away!" he yelled. "Dude what the fuck's gotten into you. You're fucked up" said the guy. I was taking all this in even in my state. I was just...in pain. "Aaron...look at me" he said. I sat up. I stared at him. He looked worried, but still angry. "Are you ok?" he asked. "I...I don't know" I said. I checked the back of my head. No blood. Good. "He hit you with a log. Are you ok?" "Yeah..." I said. I tried to stand up but I couldn't. I knew it wasn't too bad. I was probably just winded. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that" he told me. "Its okay. Its my fault. You can go. I'm ok. I'll get up and walk home" I said as I stood up. I gained my balance again. "Dude, my friend stupid ok. I'm sorry" "I probably deserved that. I hurt you. I'm sorry. Go ahead and go" I said. "Ok. I don't hate you. I just...I need to get away from you. Forever" he said. "Sounds good." I told him. "Yeah..." "Go mess around with some more sluts. Finger some more of them. Use them condoms" I said. "Yeah...that's my plan" he said. "Sounds fun. See ya then" I told him. I turned around and began to walk away from him. I didn't turn back though, I don't know if he did. But I kept walking. Yeah I knew he got worried for me, but I also knew I hurt him. It was best to let him walk away. Plus the image of him and that girl, just...haunted me. 0-------------0-----------------------0---------------------------0-----------------------0 I spent a whole week just working and going to the gym. I still talked to Max every day but we didn't really hang out because his mom had him doing chores and doing summer cleaning. He did ask me if he could spend the night on Friday and stay all weekend. Of course his mom didn't mind and I didn't either. I had kept playing back the moment Jon told me he hated me though. It was on replay over and over again in my head. The facial expressions, his fists clenched, the way his yes glared at me. I couldn't do that again. I couldn't risk it. I made my decision. I wasn't going to let this happen to max. I was going to be his bro, his friend, his idol. But that's it. Nothing more. I went for one of my jogs on Thursday afternoon. It was the only way to get some of my bad emotions out of me. I was running through the park, I was half way through my 2 mile jog. I had my music going and was feeling alright, until my eyes caught a glimpse of Jon a few yards in front of me. He was in a little group. His friends were there. But he was holding this girl. She was, well, not the best looking, but that wasn't the point. I slowed down, shook my head. I couldn't let this bug me. Was I really going to get jealous over this? No. I kept on jogging. But as I got closer he noticed me. Our eyes met. I kept running. He looked at me and smirked. He kept talking to his friends. As I got real close to them one of jon's friends stood up and walked towards the path I was running on. Jon quickly tried to stop him. "Hey youre the guy I knocked out right" said this guy who was now in front of me. I stopped my music. "No man. Don't do this" said Jon as he tried pulling his friend away. "Nah man. He was going to hurt you" "Nah man. He wasn't we were just arguing" I didn't say anything. My blood was pumping though. "Jon we gotta teach him a lesson" said the guy who was making his fists. I thought it was funny. "how old are you?" I finally asked him. "18" answered the guy. "dude. Shane come on" pleaded Jon. I looked at Jon. He knew I was about to snap. "Listen, shane. Jon and I...we worked our shit out. Who are you to get into our business. I'm glad you want to help your little friend, cuz trust me he needs help. But the fight isn't against me" I finally said. "Man, don't act tough. I'll knock some sense into you" said Shane. His friends were making the ooo's and aaaa's sounds. You know like little stupid fucks. Its like this was entertaining them. They wanted a show, I'd give them a show. "I give you 3 seconds to back off and let me go on jog" I said. "ha your funny. 3 seconds" he said. In that split second he tried to punch me. I ducked his shot, jabbed him in the gut, then in his side. I hit his kidney and I hit it hard. When he was on the ground I grabbed his head and aimed with my fist. "no Aaron. Stop!" said jon as he threw his body on me. "he started it" I said. "Yeah but he's younger" said Jon. "he's of age. He attacks me. I attack back" I said angry. "Aaron, go home" said Jon. His friends were laughing at this shane guy who was now on the floor gasping out of air. I moved Jon out of the way and stood above this ass hole. "Pick your fights better next time. And, stay away from me" I said, then I walked up to Jon. "And you...Get smarter friends." I told him. He just stared at me. His little girl hugged him. At this moment, I hated myself. I had let anger get the best of me. I hurt someone for no damn reason. I could have just stopped the attack and pushed him away. But instead I wanted to prove something. The thing is, I didn't know what I wanted to prove. I looked back as I started my jog again. Jon and his friends helped that poor guy get off the floor. Jon then looked over at me and shook his head. After that I just sprinted home. But I didn't wanna go home. I went to my parents house. I sat on the back patio. My mom saw me and brought me out a bottle of water. "You okay?" she asked. "Yeah. Just ran a lot" I said winded. "Okay. Well you staying for dinner?" she asked. "Sure why not" I said. "Good. We're having burgers and hot dogs with jon's family" "Great" I said. I hoped she didn't catch my sarcasm. I looked at my phone. It was 7. Damn. I fucked up. I started to think that maybe I needed some sort of counseling. Maybe just anger management. Then I saw a familiar face running towards me. Max. with his trademark smile. He ran across the yard and then stood in front of me. "I saw you from the window" he said happily. "O you did huh? Whats up" I said. He sat next to me and put his head on my shoulder. "You're sweaty" he said. "I just ran" I told him. "O. I just did my homework. You ok?" he asked. "Yeah why?" "I don't know. You just look, pissed" he said. "O...I'm not" "Sure if you say so" he said. He looked behind us at the door to see if my mom was watching. Then he grabbed my hand. "What...are you doing?" I asked. "Holding your hand" "some one could see" I said as I pulled my hand away. "ok ok. Hey, can we go to your room?" he asked. "Like upstairs. Or at my house?" I asked. "Upstairs" "What for?" "To...hang out" he said. I knew what he was getting at though. "I kind of just want fresh air. I just ran you know" I told him. "Are you sure you're not mad at me?" he asked. "No I'm not mad at you. You're too perfect to be mad at you" I said as I put my arm around him. "Well then whats wrong?" he asked. Then we saw his family head over through their back door. "him" I said as I looked up and saw Jon. "Oh...my brother. What did he do now?" "just...one of his friends. Tried to hit me today" "He did? Did you hurt him bad?" asked max. "What makes you think I hurt him?" "Cuz you're like superman. U can beat up anyone" he said with a smile. "aw lil man. Your something else. I didn't hurt the guy too bad. Just, enough" I said. "I knew it. Well its his fault. Did jon tell him to hit you?" "No he hit me on his own will. Stop talking about it alright don't bring it up" I said. When his family came up to us his dad tapped our shoulders and went inside. His mom just stood there. I looked at her confused. "You guys look like brothers. Like, I don't now. Jon and aaron used to be like that. But you two, you look really related." she smiled. "Gee thanks mom. I'm right here you know" said Jon. "No honey, I mean, they look physically alike. it's the eyes" she said. "Thanks I guess" I said. "Well you boys behave" she said as she went inside. "So..what are you guys doing?" asked Kevin. "Chillin. Talking. Friend stuff" answered max. "o umm...I'm gonna go play in the basement is that ok?" asked Kevin. "Sure man. Have fun." I said. "Well shouldn't you go with him?" said max as he looked at Jon. "No...I'm staying here" answered Jon. "What...for?" asked Max. "Aaron, can we talk. Just us two" asked Jon. "Anything you want to tell me Max can be part of" I said. "No aaron. Not everything" he said. "Whats it about?" asked Max. "Dude go inside man. Aaron's my friend not yours" fired Jon. "Fuck you Jon! WAS YOUR FRIEND. Get it right" Max fired back. Jon walked up to him and made a fist. I stood up and stepped in front of him. "Bro, go wait in my room please" I said as I looked at max. "okay man. But don't take too long" he said as he got up and headed inside. Then I turned to Jon. "what" I said. "Okay my friends hate you. All of them" "Great news..." "Dude you can't go and beat up all of my friends" "O cuz you have great friends" "Dude they can hurt you" "I'm so scared" "No man. that's Vics cousin. He hates you already. He's got guns" "You said you weren't...never mind. Whatever man." "Aaron. I worry" "Psh...you worry. that's funny. Can I go now?" "Aaron you're not the same. You've changed" "Touche my friend. Touche" "What?" "It means...funny coming from you" "Fine, just don't act weird around my parents. They think we're good friends" "Sure. No problem" "I'll be downstairs" he said as he walked inside. I got up and followed him inside except I went up to my room. My parents were preparing stuff for the cook out with his parents so they didn't notice anything. When I got up to my room Max was sitting on the computer playing some games. "So what happened?" he asked. "O just wanted to talk about how I beat up all his friends" "O man. Well...they deserve it right" "Yeah they do. So what are you doing on the computer?" "Trying to play games but it keeps crashing. How old is this thing" "Old...I don't live here anymore man. My new one is at my house" "O yeah about that. I wanna sleep over tonight ok" he said. "I thought you said tomorrow and then all weekend" "Well mom said I can go tonight too" "Wow. She must not want you home" I joked. "She said I earned it cuz I cleaned the house with her" "O ok. Good boy. U do know I work right?" "Yeah you can take me back home when you go to work. I'll meet you back there when you get off work" "If I work both jobs?" "Can I go to work with you to the restaurant?" he asked. "I suppose you could" I said. "Good. So what now?" "Come sit with me" I said. He walked over to the bed and sat down with me. "Okay?" he said. "Promise me you're going to stay like this forever" I said. "I can't. I might grow up" "No I mean, stay this sweet. Innocent" "O yeah. Of course I promise" "Good. Because, you are one of a kind" "isn't everyone one of a kind?" "Yeah, but you're actually worth it" "Thanks bro. I hope the food is done soon because im really hungry" "yeah me too."I agreed. Just then I saw my mom and his mom setting up the table outside. "I guess we're eating outside" I said. "Aaron, do you think I'm weird or something?" "No why?" I asked. "You, haven't even held me or kissed me today" "max, we've talked about this. Its just, not right" "But, I want it" "yeah but why? Is it because its new to you or what?" "NO. its because I care about you" "WEll if you care about me, then wait ok" "Fine I will wait. You old man" he smiled. "Thanks you little munchkin" We chilled and watched tv for a bit until we heard our names being called from downstairs. We headed outside and sat down. Even though we had family dinners with his parents all the time now, it still felt weird to me. Regardless of our problems though, mine and jon's and I guess max, we still had a good dinner. We talked as a family and joked and talked about memories. Just like any other family dinner would be like. Except at times, I would meet eye to eye with Jon. Since he was sitting next to me, it was specially awkward because this meant that we both turned to see each other at the same exact time. Then there would be the times that he would reach for something and I would too and our hands would touch. I kind still felt that electricity, but I fought it. "Hey hon, what are you doing tomorrow night?" asked my mom. "Umm tomorrow? I don't know. I work at both jobs then come home." "Could you watch the boys? We want to go out to the casino" asked jon's dad. This put me in quite the difficult spot. Could I watch the boys. ... hmm... "Actually mom I'm staying over at my Ricky's" said Kevin. Ricky was his cousin. "I'm staying at Aaron's anyway" added Max. "I'll stay with Aaron too" added Jon. Why I was surprised he said this I don't know, but I was. "Yeah that's fine" I said. I wasn't surprised about Kevin though. I guess he too felt the tension and opted out of it. "Kevin why do you always go separate ways?" his mom asked. "Cuz I have more fun there. Sorry aaron. You're cool too. Nothing against you" he said "its okay I'm not offended." I told him. "okay so its set. Tomorrow you and Jon go to aaron's house after he gets off work okay?" said Max's mom as she smiled at him. "okay" said Max. but I could tell he was a little bummed about the idea. "Man its gonna be so cool. Like the last time we both went right bro" said jon to Max. "Yeah..." said max a little thrown off. After that we finished up dinner with desert and then we sat there for a bit resting. We talked about how peaceful it is when the sunsets and about what to do for vacation. Then Max stood up and grabbed me. "We should go home. The movie were going to watch is going to start soon" he said. He confused me a little but I grasped his idea right away. "O yeah. Well thanks for dinner. It was delicious." I said. "You two stay out of trouble" said my mom. "always" I smiled. Max went to his mom and gave her a good bye kiss and then said bye. We walked around the house and then I realized I had not driven here. "Max we have to walk home" I said. "that's cool. I just wanted to get out of there before my mom came up with any more ideas of me hanging out with Jon" he smiled. So we walked the 10 minutes it took to get to my house. We talked about how to avoid trouble with Jon when he stayed over. He also came up with a plan to outsmart him. He said he was going to be nice and friendly and see what exactly Jon's plan was. When we finally got home we both went to the kitchen and drank a big glass of water. The heat was just crazy. I felt so dirty and sticky. "I need to shower" I said. "me too" he smiled. "well you take one in the hallway and I take one in my room" I said. "Why? Why can't we take it together" he asked. "Max..." "Aaron..." he challenged my look. "Okay I guess" I told him. "Good" he smiled. He followed me up to my room and into the master bathroom. I had the light settings to only come on half way so it was just the right amount of light, not too much but enough. It was kind of relaxing for me. Max quickly dropped his shorts and took off his tee shirt. He stood by the mirror looking at himself. "I feel bigger" he said. "Yeah...you're growing" I said. But I couldn't stop staring. He was beautiful. I took off my clothes and walked into the shower stall. The one thing that I kind thought was weird was that my shower stall was different. It was in the corner and it had two glass sides. Basically, it was very open. It felt as if I was taking a shower in the middle of the bathroom. It was spacious in there though. I had upgraded the shower head and it had one of those full body pressure showers. He loved that. He joined me in the shower finally. He stood there just looking at me. "I love taking showers with you" he giggled. "Yeah...why?" I asked. "I don't know. Its like in here theres no secrets" "You kind of have a point" "For example, I have to tell you. I never really had sex. Or bjs, or nothing. I lied to see what you would say" "What!?" I said as I let the water hit me. Then I moved him quickly so he could get wet. "I'm all virgin" he smiled. "I'm glad you know the word virgin. But still why would you do that" "I wanted to see your reaction." "So you never had those friends. Or the girl friends?" "I had the girlfriends. But it was a school thing. Like to just send notes to and stuff. But never like, did anything" "Damn it max. I hate liars" "But that's why I had to tell you now" We continued our shower. Even though he was super cute, what he just had told me, I couldn't even look down at his amazing body. "Aaron, dude I'm sorry. Please don't be mad" he said as he turned me around and hugged me. "the thing is. Im not mad. I'm glad. I am glad you're not out there doing stuff" "NO dude. I'm not. I only want to, but if its with you" he said. The way he said it though, it was different. Kind of like when I heard it from someone else, the first time. "that, that's something you don't want to say until you know what you're really talking about" "I guess, I know I'm little. But I like you, right now. I don't know about tomorrow, or the day after or the year after. But right now, I like you" He had a good point. A great point. I couldn't expect him to like, let alone love me for ever. He was too young. I guess the best I could expect is now. "You're great" I said. "Kiss me" he whispered. I lowered myself to his amazing lips and we kissed. Then I sat down on the little ledge in the corner. This put him in between my legs and he slowly sat on my legs. His legs were open around my legs and for some reason this really got me going. We made out. I loved the taste of his sweet young mouth. It was new. It was warm. It was eager. The water hitting both of us only made this even hotter than it was. He stopped though. He looked at me. "We can't have sex" he said. "Um...ok" I said a little confused. "I want it. But I don't know about it. So I want to wait. I don't want to be bad at it" he said. "You're going to go research it?" I asked as I kissed him again. "No. I'm going to wait until I really want it" he smiled. He kissed me. "O yeah, when will that be?" I asked. I was in the moment of heat now. "You will never know until I tell you" he said as he kissed me again. Then he stood up and started washing his hair. I couldn't believe it. He had taken control of me. Now it wasn't up to me when we did it, it was up to him. Now, I loved him. We finished our shower once we were all clean. I was amazed at how clean he liked to be I mean he cleaned everywhere, multiple times. When we got out of the shower we only had one towel so we had to share it. Then we walked back to my room naked, and into the closet. Once our jammies were on we lied on my bed hugging each other. "So...movie or what?" I asked. "No, lets just talk" "About what?" I asked. "You're not a virgin right?" he asked. "No...I'm not" "How many?" "Umm...5 or 6" I said. "Damn. And you said you were worried about me doing stuff" "Hey, I'm sorry" I said as I hugged him. "How many of them were boys" "Umm...5" "how many of them do I know?" he asked as he turned around to look at me. "umm...none" I lied. I just, I couldn't let him down like that. "Really? None? Not even like kind of know?" "Okay well, Adrian" I gave him some truth. "I knew it! What about my brother? He hung out with you and Adrian a lot" "no man. He has no clue. He used to be like my brother and he gets jealous cuz he wants to be center of attention. But never like that" "So you think he's straight?" "Do you?" I asked. I wanted to see what he knew. "Yeah and no. he talks to girls but I don't know. I guess I don't know him" "When did you find out you liked...me?" I asked him. "I guess it just happened when we kept hugging and stuff" "You kissed me first" I said. "Yeah I know. I wanted to learn how to kiss" "O so you used me" "A little. You used me too. After using 6 other people" "O okay you get me there. I'm sorry." "Its okay. So did you fuck Adrian a lot?" "No...twice. that's it" I said. "What really? You hung out every day" "max, I'm not a horndog." "Damn. What about Jon?" "NOne. I told you." "Okay okay just making sure" he said. "Okay then. Lets watch a movie" We spent the next 2 hours watching a movie and talking about little things. I had to work the next morning so I didn't want to stay up too late. Plus I needed my energy. Tomorrow night, Jon would be here with us, that was a real challenge. I was just really glad there as honesty now. Well, mostly honesty. I couldn't tell him about Jon. Not yet. In fact I don't know if I could. I couldn't tell him something like that. Its just too much for a kid to handle. But, I was really happy he was all clean. Not because I want to be the one to taint him, but because it meant he was truly innocent. Innocent, with a hint of naughty in him. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Well thanks for reading again. :D I am very happy when I get to read the emails from my readers. It makes my writing so much more meaningful to know someone is out there actually paying attention. I am also cutting down the length of the chapters. So I can dish them out faster. Well that and sometimes it feels like it drags on. It was just a good idea I received from one of you who emails me :D If its not the way it should be then let me know. Keep the emails coming. Also, I am working on editing this story. Getting rid of the errors, typos, anything like that. Thinking of sharing it on different sites. If you know any good ones that will get the story more readers, then let me know. Thanks, Tommy Tommy199212@hotmail.com