Date: Tue, 20 Feb 2007 20:53:18 +0000 From: Tommy Evans Subject: Uriel and Jon 16 Well after sitting on my bed for what seemed to be an eternity just thinking about what had just happened between me and Oscar, I decided to get up and get a snack from the kitchen. I went downstairs and well as usual the first thing I did was look towards Jon's house. I could see the kitchen door and Jon had just sat down. I kept looking towards his house. He was just sitting there. I couldn't really tell what he was doing so I ran to get a couple of cookies and then I ran up to my room to get my binoculars. I went to my closet window which had a much better view and it was hidden so that if he were to look towards my room he wouldn't see me looking at him. I could clearly see him sitting there. He was resting his head on his hands and he was just starting at a bowl of soup. I wondered what he was thinking about. His phone started to go off and well I wished I could have stronger binoculars so I could see who was calling but I couldn't. all I saw was that he didn't pick up. Whoever it was he obviously didn't feel like talking to the person. I continued to watch him. I noticed how he didn't exactly look as happy as he seems to be when that jerk is around. Then out of the no where he started to eat really fast and soon he ran up to his room. I couldn't look into his room because he had curtains and I couldn't exactly see through them. I was a little ticked about not being able to see what was going on but what else could I do. I simply went back to my bed and lied down. It wasn't even that late. It was about 7pm. I wasn't really sure of the time and I didn't even want to bother. I was really bored though. After lying on my bed for a while I decided to go for a walk. I don't know why. But I just did. I went downstairs and grabbed my Ipod. Then I went out through the side door and entered what we called the woods. I started walking towards the club house. I hadn't been up to the tree house in a while and I wondered what had been going on. Plus from there I have a view of Oscars house and I could see what he was up to. It didn't take me long to get there. As I was climbing the tree I heard people talking. I realized it was Jon and Danny. I hoped they weren't going to try to come up because if they did they would probably think I was spying. Although I really wanted to confront this loser and put him in his place I realized it wasn't my job. No matter what I did to him its not really his decision whether Jon is my friend or not. Its just Jon's choice. I played it cool and I was really silent. "Jon, I don't really want to go up there" said Danny. "Why not?" Jon asked. "It reminds me of you and Aaron" "Why?" "Isn't it your guys' club?" "Yeah, so?" "It will remind me of him" "Well, he's not even my friend anymore so don't worry" "Was that all he ever was? Your friend?" "What else could he be?" Jon asked. I just didn't get it. Why not just tell him the truth. I mean, its not like he hasn't won Jon over already. "Nothing...Jon, tell me. If I made you choose between him or me...who would you choose?" "I already chose didn't I?" "You did?" "Yeah, and besides, he's got other friends. He has Oscar, Luis, and Uriel" "Wasn't Oscar your friend?" "Yeah, but he's a bitch. He can go with Aaron. I don't care" "It sounds like your mad Jon" "I'm not mad" "Jon, tell me. Do you really love me?" Danny asked. I knew it! He was using that shit on Jon. O how I wanted to jump down and kick his ass. "You always ask that." "And you never answer" "Well, yes. I do" "Really? You mean it?" "Yeah, I do" "So you never loved Aaron?" "He was just my friend" "I don't know what to believe" "Well if you don't believe me that's your problem" "Don't get mad baby" "Ok...then don't make me mad" "Hey, lets go buy you some ice cream. Then maybe I can get you a game." "Okay, but we always do that" "You can never have too many games or too much ice cream" "True, but still. Lets go I guess" Jon said. "Hey Jon, I was thinking. What if, we really piss off Aaron" "How?" "Does he know you're you know?" "Uh...I don't know" "Well let him know by making out in front of him with me" "How are we going to do that?" "Well make sure he's looking and make out duh!" "Well he's never around. He's always with Oscar I guess" "Hey, do you think that you know, they, are doing the same thing we are?" "NO. they can't. Oscar is straight" "What about Aaron?" "Him too" "Are you sure?" "Yes..." Jon said a little unsure. I could feel his anger building up. He knew deep inside that it was probably going on but he was in total denial. "Ok lets go" said danny. I started to peek through the little window we have and I saw how Danny pulled Jon to him and kissed him in the lips. I instantly clenched my fists and I was about ready to jump down and knock him out. But I controlled my anger. Then Danny started to walk and he held Jon's hand. He kept walking but Jon stared at the tree house. I knew he was remembering things, I knew he was remembering me. He kept walking but looking at the tree house and eventually he just kept walking. I was so mad. I got up and started punching the wall. Not too hard just enough to let out some of my anger. Why had did Jon chose a retarded asshole like Danny! Maybe I had to learn a lesson but either way that is just messed up. I watched them walk away and I slowly made my way down the tree house. I walked home thinking about how much it hurts to love someone so much and then be thrown away like nothing ever happened. How could Jon just throw away such a great friendship and such a great relationship. This had already happened before and we over came it. Why did this fucker have to come into our lives! When I got home I sat on my couch and just thought and thought and thought. I was just getting sadder by the minute. I didn't know what to do. My phone went off and this time I answered. My day brightened up just a little bit when I heard Uriel's voice. "Hey man. What are you doing?" he asked. "Nothing...just sitting here" I answered. "is something wrong?" "no, not wrong. I'm just tired I guess" "Ok...so I was wondering if there was any possible way of you coming over" "right now? Its like 7:30" "I know, its because I need some help with a project on the computer. I'm not good with that." "By the time I get there it will be 8 and then what?" "Then you can sleep over. Its not like you never do it" "Well yeah but we both have school tomorrow and I have to come back home in the morning" "can't you just go to school straight from my house?" "I could...but I give my friend a ride. Its okay I'll do it. I'll just get up a little earlier." "Sweet. Well let me go take a shower so that when you get here I can focus on doing my work okay" "By any chance, is this project due tomorrow?" "Yeah, first class too" "I knew it" he always waits until the last minute. "Okay see you here" he said. "Bye" "bye" there seemed to be something different about his voice. I didn't even notice at first. He seemed, happier, relaxed. I walked up to my room to get my backpack with my Pjs and I glanced over at Jon's room. Why couldn't I stop thinking about him? But then I noticed that he was downstairs in his kitchen just sitting and staring out...at my room. Shit I wondered if he saw me. O well, if he did then he can realize what he did wrong. I walked to my car and got on my way. When I got to Uriel's house it was exactly 7:59. I waited one minute and when I saw that it was 8 I rang the doorbell. Uriel opened the door. "You really meant 8 huh?" he asked. "You know me. I'm very punctual" "Right..oky." he said as he let me in. he was wearing pj pants and a regular white t-shirt. I guess I hadn't noticed how cute he was for a while. I looked at him and he looked at me. "What are you looking at?" he asked. "um...nothing." I answered. "Whatever is wrong with you it better not affect my grade" "O whatever. What are we doing anyway?" I asked. "A powerpoint" "That's it?" "Well...I wanted it to be A+++++ material so I had to bring you into it." "I want to make my own music, design my own backgrounds and everything" "And you want this done by tomorrow morning at 6am?" "Well tonight at like 3am. So that I can get at least 3 hours of sleep" "Ok...then we have a lot of work to do. Grab milk, cookies, and cereal and bring it to the study" "got it" he said as he ran to the kitchen and I walked into the study. I sat on the chair. It had been a while since I had noticed Uriel. I mean I've acknowledged him but I haven't really thought about him or looked at him much. I couldn't believe I had really forgotten what I thought was love towards him. Or maybe I did still love him but that feeling cooled down a bit. Anyway, he had moved on and I had moved. We are friends now. We worked really hard on his project. We laughed so much and we took pictures and everything. It took a long time but we finally finished his project. It was perfect I'm going to have to say. He invented his own jingle and then we created a couple of awesome backgrounds and well lets just say the actual presentation was the easiest and most boring part of the project. He was really happy. It had taken us a long time and it was 2am. When we turned the computer off we looked at each other. "Well...we should sleep now" he said. "Yeah, I'm tired" I answered. We were both sort of thinking about what would happen now. Sleeping together was a little, hard for us now. I decided to make the best of it. I walked to him and put my arm around him. "there is nothing we can't do or create" I said. "I'm sure lots of people can find ways to challenge us though" he added. "well then it will make it even more fun." I replied. When we got to his room he just sort of stopped. I pushed him onto his bed and turned off the light and closed the door. "Now sleep we got to wake up early" I said. "Geez why be so hostile though" "I'm sorry u just looked like you need a little help getting to bed" "Ok...so aaron what is bugging you?" "nothing man. I'm perfectly fine" "No. you're not telling me something" "Ok. I'm not friends with Jon anymore" "ouch. What happened?" "New guy replaced me" "that sucks man. You guys were like good friends" "Uriel stop pretending like you don't feel happy. I know you didn't really like him" "Just because I didn't like him doesn't mean I can't feel bad for you. I know losing a friend is not good" "Uriel, I'm sorry" "For what?" "Leaving you" "its okay, shit happens" "Uriel what exactly did you do after you know, it happened?" "I just tried to not think about it. Until Angel came in, but then he moved away." "Did you really you know, love him?" "No" "What was it?" "I guess...lust" "O..." "Aaron, I haven't fallen in love with anyone else if that's what you want to know" "What do you mean?" I mean I knew what it meant but I wanted to know more. "I mean I love someone else. I've loved that person for a long time" "O, well, why don't you let that person know?" "I think he knows" he said as he looked at me. By now we were face to face just centimeters away from each other. "Does he?" I asked. I felt his hand search for mine under the cover and then he held it. "Yeah..." he said and then we kissed. It was a kiss that meant so much. Just nice, romantic, and soft. I left my eyes closed savoring the moment. When I opened them I looked at him. "Yeah, he does" I said calmly. "Aaron, I don't know why we decided to split, but I really miss you" "Because I'm fucking retarded. That's why" "Don't leave me again" "I won't" I said as I held onto him. I hugged him and he hugged me. We just felt happy knowing we were holding each other. At the moment nothing else mattered. Just him and me. I kissed his nose and he just looked at me. He knew I loved him back. He knew I was just confused. "Aaron...I really missed you" he said. "I did too. With all my heart" I said. "I missed just holding each other like this" he added. "Uriel...its late. We need to sleep. School tomorrow remember?" "Man, you always kill the moment" "Hm...okay. Well what if I do this" then I grabbed his dick. I felt both his dick and mine spring to life. He quickly pushed me so that I was lying on my back. He got on top of me and started to kiss me. Maybe I should say eat me. We were eating each others' mouths and necks. I could feel how he was eager to do this as I was too. I could feel his dick on my body and having him on top of me was just so exciting. I don't know what it was about him but it really turned me on. He started to slowly move down. He was sitting on my dick now. I was hard as a rock and he knew it. He slowly moved up and down and just knowing that my dick was right under his ass almost made me go off. He then moved down until he was close to my dick. He slowly pulled my pants down and quickly engulfed my dick. The warmth of his mouth quickly took over and I was in ecstasy. He was bobbing his head up and down and exploring every part of my dick with his tongue. I helped him bob his head with my hands and soon I could feel the back of his throat. He was going faster and faster and I could hear him gag but he wasn't just going to give up. He kept sucking and licking and soon I sent shots of my cum into his mouth. He quickly gulped it down and licked my dick clean. Then he pulled my pants back up and simply lied on top of me as I held him. His head on my chest and his arms around me. We just laid there together as one relaxing in the darkness. I felt as if some of my worries had left my head for a little bit and that nothing could ruin this very moment. I started relaxing by just feeling his breathing slow down. I pulled the cover on top of us and he snuggled on me. We fell asleep like this. When I heard my alarm go off we were still sort of in the same position, he had slid off just a bit but he was still mostly on top of me. It was almost time for me to go home. I was very tired but I knew I had to go home to pick up Oscar. Then it hit me! Once again I was falling for two boys at the same time. Funny how things work out. Then out of nowhere Jon came into my head once again. Man did I hate this. Could I possibly love each boy? Maybe I love something different about each boy. Then I looked down at who I had on my side. Uriel. He had been there since the beginning. He had been the original, the ONE who I thought I couldn't live without. Then I went a while without even thinking about him and now he comes back and seems like he's even more attractive than before. O boy was I confused. I kissed his forehead. I slowly moved my hand down to his butt. I started to massage it. He wouldn't wake. Then I slid my hand into the waistband of his boxers and massaged his bare butt, but he still didn't wake. Then I just had to. I slowly started to finger his hole. He started to twitch but didn't wake up. Then I decided to really wake him up. I stuck my index finger inside his hole. He instantly opened his eyes. "What the hell" he said. "I had to wake you up" I answered. "WEll, can't you wake me up without sticking foreign objects in my ass?" he asked as he took my hand out of his pants. "I'm sorry" I said. "It's okay. I just think there's better ways to wake people up" "Really? Wake you up? You sleep through a hurricane Uriel!" "Don't exaggerate Aaron. Besides, I knew it was you touching me so why would I wake up?" "How do you know it was me? It could have been some random guy who popped out of nowhere" "Its okay. I mean I'm already popped if you know what I mean" he said as he chuckled. "Yeah yeah you little pervert" I answered. So we both got up and got ready to go to school. I was just about to say `to hell with it' and just call and tell the nurse I was sick. I mean it would be so much nicer to stay in and sleep. But then again I'd stay alone because there is no way Uriel wouldn't go to school. And to be honest I was a little scared to think about what would happen if we had a whole day to ourselves and no one in the house. It might be just a little too much freedom for us and we might end up doing something we're not sure we want to do again. "Okay Uriel, I got to get going" I said. "O man, I really don't want to go to school. Can we just stay here and watch TV?" he asked. "No, you have to go to school. Look, dude, we'll hang again on the weekend okay?" "I guess, Aaron, are you sure I'm the only one you've been with?" "Uriel, look, we'll really talk about this another time. I have to get going" I got up and started to get ready to go. He was just lying in bed. He still had a long ways to go before he went to school. He could still take a nap. I looked him, lying in bed and it was so sexy. I don't know why. The way he looked at me. When I was ready I went over to him and kissed him. He smiled. "You're the bomb lil bro" I said. "yeah, I know" he answered. I sort of hugged him and he hugged me back but without getting out of bed. "I really don't want to get out of bed yet" he said. "then don't, I'll go out through the back okay. I'll call you sometime this week" "Okay, but you better or I'll call you" he said. "Deal" Then I couldn't handle it, I went and kissed him again and then started to walk away. "Aaron... I really care about you" he said as I was walking out the door way. "Me too" I answered softly. As I walked out I couldn't believe it. Here I was again riding the rollercoaster. But now it was between Oscar and Uriel. O great, lets see where this goes. I quickly got into my car and headed my way home. It took me not too long to get home. I pulled up to my driveway and walked into the kitchen. I had 20 minutes before Oscar showed up so I quickly went upstairs to wash my face and get ready. Then after I did all that I started to make toast and eggs. I needed a change from the cereal and orange juice. I also made a strawberry banana and chocolate shake. I sat in my kitchen watching TV just as he knocked on the door. I saw him and smiled. I opened it for him and just as I opened it I saw Jon looking through his kitchen window. My heart almost broke. I wasn't paying attention and just then Oscar gave me a hug. Right there, in front of Jon. "Well, that was nice" I said. "Just felt like hugging you" he answered. I closed slid the door shut and saw Jon put his head down and sit on his table. It was a little far away but I could see him. "Hm...smells good" he said. "I decided to change the usual breakfast" I answered. "You're the bomb aaron" Oscar said. "okay, we'll I know" I said as I served our plates and our glass full of delicious shake. We ate and talked about school and how we didn't have practice today. It was cool but the fact that Oscar had to go out of town right after school killed it. I was going to be bored unless I called Uriel. But then I remembered he too had soccer practice and that one hadn't been cancelled. When we finished eating I cleaned up real quick and we sat on the couch watching TV. I put my arm around him and he relaxed on my arm. Then out of nowhere I looked at him. He looked at me. He smiled and then I felt the urge to kiss him. As I moved in and kissed him Uriel's face came into my mind. I sort of shook. "Whats' wrong?" he asked. "I really have no idea" "Aaron, I know it's a little weird but, I wanted this too" "I know, I know, but Oscar, you're so young, and, how do we know you're not just confused" "I don't know if I am or not. But I like you so that's good enough right?" "Yeah, I guess it is" I answered. "But... I want to know, this happen with Jon too?" "What do you mean?" "The kiss, the blow job? Did you do that with Jon too?" "O no. Jon was simply my little brother." "So then why are you so mad about Danny?" "Just because I really cared about Jon and knowing that this unknown ass hole is hanging out with him is a little scary" "Yeah, I guess" he said as he lied back on me. "But we got to go now. It's late" I said as I started to get up. We both drank a glass of water to sort of wake us up. Then we walked to my car and we were on our way to school. We were both a little quiet and well I knew it was because we were both tired. Out of nowhere I felt his hand reach for mine and we were holding hands. I smiled. He smiled. "Well, that's nice. My hand was cold anyway" I said. "yeah, mine too. Its not cuz I want to hold your hand. My hand was just cold" he said. "Okay, sure" I answered. It wasn't long before I dropped him off. Sadly we couldn't hug or kiss good bye. We did our hand shake and then he got out of the car and said he'd see me in the afternoon. I said yeah. Then he walked to his friends but he looked back at me. It was funny how no one noticed. After that I went to school myself and well I was just about ready to fall asleep so I went to the vending machine and got an energy drink. I walked to my first class and I was just about ready to die. It was so boring. I managed to stay awake while the sugar kicked in. once it kicked in I was perfectly fine. My day took forever and I thought it would never end. When it was time for me to go to my last class I was so happy. I walked in and sat on my chair. Everyone was talking and I knew that if I really had to I could just fall asleep and the teacher would never even notice because he's just so damn out of it all the time. Just then Josh hit my leg. "hey you" he said. "hey" I answered. "So maybe we can hang today?" he asked. "yeah, sure, I have nothing to do for once. I don't work anymore" I said. Well I didn't because of school and stuff my parents wanted me to focus on school. The teacher began his usual speech on current events, then he passed out today's worksheet and gave instructions. We had to design a cover for a book. He said we could choose a partner and go to a lab and work on it until the end of the period. It seemed easy. So of course I was with Josh and we walked to the labs. The cool thing about the labs is that there is about 20 in our area and each lab has 1 computer and one piano. So we were pretty much alone and no one was watching. "So aaron we really going to hang today?" he asked. "yeah sure" I said. "no lying?" "no lying" I assured him. He seemed to be real excited, I really didn't understand why he would be but whatever. So we started working on it and it was simple. We did an okay job on it and we were putting some finishing touches when I felt Josh's hand touch my leg. I looked at him. He just smiled. Then I focused on the screen. I was working on the cover still and he was really quiet. Then I felt his hand go real close to my dick. "josh, what are you doing?" I asked. "o nothing. Does it bother you?" "Yeah. It's not right. Dude, I'm not like that" "Aaron, just pretend I'm a girl. I'm going to give you a massage." "Josh, if you want to hang out with me you have to promise not to do that" "You really are no fun" "no. I'm fun, I'm just not gay" I said as I finished. "okay well I'm done with this" I said. I got up. He pushed me against the door. "Aaron, don't lie" he said as he got close to my lips. He was real close. "I'm not lying" I said. I could feel his boner poking my front. "Aaron, just once, just once let me kiss you" "No" I said as I turned away. Then he moved his hand down to my dick and started to massage it. I didn't know what to do. I really wanted to mess around with him but one we were at school and 2 I have so much going on. "josh, stop please. I'm too confused right now" I said. "look at me" he said. I looked at him. He looked at me. Kissed me. I didn't answer the kiss, just received it. He smiled and stepped off. "Thank you" he said softly. I just opened the door and walked away. I turned in the project and patiently waited for the bell to ring. It felt like forever. I tried to forget what had happened and well he was keeping his distance from me. When the bell rang I instantly got up and walked out. I didn't wait for him or nothing. I want to my locker to put my books away and as I was walking away I heard him calling my name I turned around and stopped. He ran to me and pulled me to the side. "Dude, that rocked. But what are you confused about?" he asked. "Nothing, look, lets not do that EVER again" I said as I looked away. "But, it felt so great!" "Josh, I'll see you later okay I have to go" "You promise?" he asked. "I don't make promises sorry" I said as I walked away. I pretty much ran to my car and I could have sworn I saw Danny but I couldn't really give a fuck. I was out of it. I wanted to go home and just be with Oscar for a little while. It took me at most 8 minutes to get to Oscar's school. He was barely walking to the spot where I always pick him up and he was with his friends. Then he looked at me and hurried up. He jumped into the car and smiled. "You're early today" he said. "Yeah, well I didn't want to stay at school much longer today" I answered. "Yeah, so we have an hour before I have to leave" "Cool, why don't we go home and have a snack I'm tired" I said. "Sure, works for me" he said happily. "Ok, cool" I said. "Are you okay dude?" he asked. "Yeah, why would you ask?" "I don't know...you seem like you're ticked" "I'm not, I guess I'm simply tired" "Did you run into Danny again?" "Actually I think I did, but it didn't bother me" "Well that's good" he said with a smile. "Yeah, it is. I mean I could care less. If I lost a friend then I lost a friend. It was his choice" "Aaron, Jon sent me a text message. He says he wants to hang out with you" "Well...too bad. I got plans" "So you're just not going to hang out with him?" "Oscar why should I? what danny too busy or something?" "Maybe he just misses you?" "Maybe, but I doubt it" "yeah you're right man, just ignore his calls. He's probably just looking for something to do, maybe he wants money. He's a gold digger" "Yeah, maybe" I said thinking about the past. Anyway, after that we started talking about other stuff that didn't have to do anything with my life or his life. Just school and how boring it is. When we pulled up to my house I saw Jon getting off his bus and he looked straight at me. He pulled out his phone and I saw him dial. I thought he was probably dialing Danny's number or something but then I felt my phone vibrate and when I looked at it, I saw Jon's picture. It couldn't have been. So I pretty much ignored the call and I looked at him from far away. Oscar and I walked into the house and Jon kept walking. I felt a little bogus doing that to him but sometimes you have to be rough to prove a point. Oscar followed me to the kitchen where he sat down and I gave him a coke and chips. When Jon crossed our backyards he called me again and again I ignored the call. I guess he didn't get the clue the last time. "Aaron, who called?" Oscar asked. "I don't know. Someone I don't know I guess" I said. "okay, I thought it was Jon" "No, it wasn't" I said. "So what do we do for an hour?' he asked. "Let's go downstairs" I said as I got up. We walked to the movie room and sat watching TV for a while. I put my arm around him and he relaxed with me. He was real happy that we were just holding each other. Little by little I felt an urge to do more and I kept fighting that urge. I couldn't possibly do something like that to Oscar, not right after I did something with Uriel. It wasn't long ago that I slept with Uriel, maybe a few hours. Slowly Oscar leaned more and more towards me until I was completely falling to do couch. Now he was lying on my side and well I guess pretty much on me. I turned him on his side and we were looking into each others' eyes. He smiled. I kissed him and I started massaging his ass. "Aaron, you are so good at this" Oscar said. "I guess, it just comes natural" I lied. "I know" he said. If only he knew. If only he knew not to long ago I was with Uriel, doing the same thing. And not only a month ago I was doing the same with Jon. We held each other and kissed each other for a while. Then I turned him to the other side so we could watch TV. I liked being like this because his ass was right on my dick and I could feel through his light shorts. I could feel his butt crack and I'm sure he could feel my dick because his ass twitched every so often. I was holding him by his stomach and I was lying my head by his head. We were so close. I loved it. I couldn't believe how lucky I was, but this luck could turn sour anytime. I mean life was perfect a few months ago. Just me and Jon, happy as could be. Then Uriel came into my life again and even stronger, and things were okay, but after that it all just went downhill. After being like this for half an hour he realized he had to go and got up. I held him in my arms, just smelling his soft hair. He was so boy like still. He held me too. I looked down at him. "I don't know what it is about you, but you drive me crazy" I said softly. "You too" he answered. I softly raised his head and kissed him. It was so sweet, so tender, so awesome. We walked upstairs to the back door and we started walking to his house. I wanted to hold his hand but I knew it'd be too risky. I chose to just walked next to him, real close and once we passed through the trees I put my arm around him. When he got to his house he turned around, we did our hand shake and he ran inside. I was a little sad because we couldn't kiss good bye but I knew it was impossible. So I turned around and started heading towards the tree house. I knew I had to get my mind off things that were happening so I decided to go up there and just relax. I was lying on my back on the floor of the tree house. It was relaxing, just hearing the birds, watching the sky, and feeling the breeze hit me. I got a little sad but I knew I had to get over it. Just then I heard someone climbing the tree house. It could only be one of 2 people, either Oscar or Jon. I waited patiently until I saw Jon pop his head through the doorway. "hi" he said. "hi" I answered back. "Can I come in?" "Sure, I'm on my way out anyway" I said as I got up. "no I mean, can I stay with you?" "well I got stuff to do" I said. "please?" he asked. "what why?" "Just because I want to be with you" "I'm sorry, in this world you can't have everything. You have Danny and that's enough" "Aaron, what the heck. Why can't you just be my friend" "I don't know, I guess I'm not good enough maybe" "Why do you say that?" he asked. "because, I had a talk with Danny, he informed me that I was no longer needed in your life and that I should disappear." "Well that's not true!" "Well its what he said and since he's your new best friend, I'm going to believe him" "Aaron, he's just my friend" "Yeah, and so was I" "o my gosh Aaron. Fine that's what you want. Its over" "Jon, it's been over" I said as I got up. "Fine" he retorted. "Okay, have a great life. I hope he loves you as much as I did once" I said as I walked away. I looked back only to see a tear run down his face. I ignored it and walked away. Just as I was walking out of the wood area I saw Josh coming down the street towards my house. Part of me was so angry that I wanted to find Danny and hurt him, and the other part of me wanted to just forget, to forget everything. Then when I got to my house I heard the door bell ring. I opened the door. Josh came in and he followed me into the living room. I sat on the couch and turned the TV on. "Want a soda or something?" I asked. "No, I'm fine" he answered. "So, what now?' he asked. "Just thought we'd watch TV, I'm bored" "Aaron, you seem a little pissed. Whats wrong?" "Nothing" "Is it still about what I did earlier today?" "No, its about something else" "So, then you don't mind what I did?" "No, I never said that" "So, okay lets not talk about that. What do we do?" "Let's go play a game. What kind of games do you like" I said as I looked at him. I gave him a weird look to let him know nothing sick. "I'll play anything, any sports game" he answered. "Ok, sounds good. How about a football game?" I asked. "Sure" So he followed me to my room because I didn't feel like playing downstairs. We sat on my couch as he looked around my room. "Wow, you have a nice room" he said. "Yeah, thanks" I handed him a controller and we started playing. Of course he was better than me because he was into football, I wasn't. We were both quiet at first but then he broke the ice 20 minutes later. "so you going to talk or what?" he asked. "Dude, I've been having a rough day" I answered. "Why?" "Just friend bull shit, that's it" "And then, I didn't help much did I when I did that?" "you know, I don't know" I said. I mean I didn't know. "you mean you liked it?" he said as he looked at me. "no I didn't say that" "You sure?" he said as he got closer. "Yeah, I'm not sure but hey, don't push me. I don't like being pushed" "Okay, fine I wont push you" he said. And we kept on playing and he was teaching me how to play and we ended up starting our own team and everything. I didn't even notice we had played for over 3 hours until my mom walked in the room and asked if he was staying over for dinner. I said yeah he was and he just smiled. "Well thanks for the invite" he said. "No problem anytime" I said. "Hey, we can stop playing you know" he said as he put the controller down. "Yeah, I guess" I said. I was still a little sad about what had happened earlier with Jon. I went to my couch and just sat there, just relaxing. He sat next to me. And for once it was cool to just have someone who I knew wanted to touch me but didn't. I mean it wasn't common for someone else to want me and I didn't want them as much. "Aaron, you can talk to me you know" he said. "Josh its stuff you wouldn't understand" "It's someone you really care about huh?" "I don't even know anymore" "Well, let me see. Is it because you love someone and they don't love you back?" "No, well...yeah something like that" I said. In my mind I sort of hoped that he wasn't going to say he loved me because well...that would really not help. "Well, it happened to me a while ago. And it hurts I know. But you have to move on and realize that life sometimes plays tricks on you that you have go just, deal with I guess" "Yeah, I guess so...well this trick is a little hard to deal with" "Well dude, if you tell me I'll help you" "No, its okay. I'm sorry but this is something really personal you'd have to really get to know me" "Well, hopefully I can help you soon" he said. I was going to start telling him some stuff, but just then my mom called us down to eat. We looked at each other and I smiled. "Just play along. My parents can be weird" I said. "No problem" he said as he followed me. Well, my parents had a great time meeting my new friend. They always like to meet my friends. They always tell me which ones are going to stick around. Its funny how they've failed, like the weather people. So then they asked you know where he lives and stuff. It was aight, my parents aren't that much of dorks. So after dinner my parents said they had things to do and they left. Josh and I stayed in the kitchen talking about stuff. Then he realized it was late and said he had to go. "I'll see you around right?" he asked. "Yeah, sure anytime. Just give me a call" "Sweet, well see you in school tomorrow" he said as he walked out the door. "No problem dude, it was fun hanging" I said. "And, just stay strong. Whatever it is that is bugging you will eventually either make you happier or stronger" "yeah, I hope your right man" I said as he walked out the door. He got on his bike and started to drive off. I sat outside on a little step. I sat there looking out into the sky thinking about how me and Jon used to sometimes sit here to talk. Just then I looked over at my cell and Oscar was calling me. "Hello" I answered. "Hey, whats up" he asked. "Not much, just chilling" "O, I just got back. I finished all my homework on the way back so now I can hang out. Its like 8, want to hang?" "Sure, but what can we do, you have to go in at 9 don't you?" "Yeah, hey meet me up at the tree house" "Ok" I said. "Be there in 5 minutes" he said as he clicked. So I got up and locked the door and then walked out through the back door. I saw Jon's room and I think he was watching me leave. But whatever, he chose this. Its not like I can blame myself for this. I gave him all I could. The only mistake I ever made was falling in love with 2 people at the same time. I guess my future doesn't look any brighter since I'm falling into the same thing again. I walked slowly to the tree house. Then when I got there I felt so sad again. Why couldn't I stop feeling so sad about it. I lost him, o well. I have to move on! Why can't I! So I sat at the tree house until Oscar got there. When I heard him I felt a little relieved. "Hey!" he said with his awesome smile. "What up boy!" I answered. "Nothing nothing, just chilling." "So, we going to sit here for an hour?" I asked. "Well we can talk and stuff" "Yeah, I guess we can talk" I said. I smiled. He came and sat next to me. I put my arm around him. "What is on your mind little bud" I asked. "Well not much. I just wanted to hang with you. I'm so used to it" "O man, oscar, you have no idea of whats been going on" "Well then tell me" "Well, I was here chillin earlier and Jon came up here. He tried talking to me. And then we ended up arguing and well he pretty much told me that I was out of his life." "Aaron, just, forget it okay. Its not like its that important. Look if he doesn't want you in his life then that's his problem. You are too cool to be put out like that" he said as he hugged me. Then he looked up at me. He smiled. I couldn't help myself. I kissed those soft lips of his. He smiled again. "You are so amazing" I said to him softly. "Yeah, I've been told" "HEY! By who?!" "Some girls that want me!" "O really?" I said as pushed him away. "Well yeah, I didn't say I wanted them did I?" "Well no, but anyway, does it matter. I'm not like your boyfriend or nothing am I?" I asked. "You know what, I don't know. I'll get back to you on that one" he said as he hugged me. Just then we heard someone climbing the tree house and he moved a little bit away from me. We were a little freaked. Then...we saw Jon. He seemed a little ticked. "Whats up guys" he said. Oscar almost jumped 2 feet. "Um...hey what up...why you here?" Oscar asked. "Well, this is mine and Aaron's tree house, I wanted to chill" Jon said. "Well, you can excuse us I guess" I said. "Yeah...um...I got to go anyway" Oscar said. He looked at me, shrugged his shoulders and started to leave. "Yeah, just leave like always Aaron" Jon said. Just then Oscar gave me a look. He was trying to tell me to stay and talk it out. I knew it was the right thing to do. I sat down. I waved bye to Oscar and he just gave me an assuring look. "Ok, Jon, whats up. Why did you come here?" I asked. "Why were you here alone with Oscar?" "Because, I mean we didn't invite anyone and well no one came so yeah, we were alone" "Smart ass. I mean what were you doing?" "Just talking, didn't you see we were talking" "Aaron, I don't buy that. You were fucking weren't you?" "No, I don't do nothing like that." "Yeah, okay sure you don't" "I don't, I mean I don't do anything you don't do with Danny" "That's not funny" "I never said it was" "O my gosh! I hate YOU SO MUCH!!" he turned red. I could tell he had no idea what to do. "Well, I'm sorry you feel that way" I said as I got up and was about to leave. "Aaron, don't" he said softly. His voice broke. "Why not? You walked out on me a long time ago" I answered. "Aaron, why are you doing this to me?" "What! Why am I doing it to you? Jon! I didn't do nothing. One day you just changed. one day you decided that I wasn't good enough. Its not my fault. I'm sorry!" "Well, you didn't even...say sorry" "I just did! And why should I even say it!" "I don't know..." he said as tears filled his eyes. I walked to him. I looked down at him. He hugged me. But I didn't hug him back. I couldn't. he was too lost...too confused. He didn't know what he wanted. "Jon, I'm sorry. I really loved you" "Loved?" he asked as he looked up. "Yeah, I don't know anymore" "It's Oscar isn't it?" he asked as he moved away from me. "No" I answered. Well I was not sure if it was or not. "Don't lie to me" "I'm not lying. Jon, whatever I felt for you is dying, little by little. Every second you spent with Danny hurt my love" "Aaron, Danny was just, I don't know. He was real nice. But he's not like you" he said. And well no shit he wasn't like me. No one could ever love him like I can. "Jon, there was never a reason why you should have left me. I don't know why you did it. Everything was fine, one day you just, changed" "Well why did you have to start talking to Oscar?" "Because I thought you wanted that. Didn't you?" "Yeah, at first, but not become all that good friends" "Well it happened, so yeah. I didn't want that" "I could say the same thing about Danny, and I mean I didn't introduce him to you did I?" "No, but still!" "Jon you have to learn that you're not always right." he looked at me. A little angry. "Yeah, you're right. I lost you, you lost me. I guess I'll just go with Danny" "Well, if you really want that Jon, then do it. "I can't stop you. I can just tell you that I care about you and that you are still my little bro" "No thanks. I don't need a big brother. I got enough with Danny" he said as he turned away and walked away. Again I felt my heart shred to pieces. Why did I have to be a dumb ass. Why couldn't I just say yeah, I love you and hug him and kiss him and keep him with me. I slowly walked home. I knew I fucked. But man, my anger got the best of me. And now I had really pushed him away. Part of me wanted to say to hell with it because now I had Oscar and Uriel. But still. Jon, he was really special. I love him to death. I really do. I lied to him. I know I did. When I got home I lied on my bed. I had no clue what to do. I was so tired. I took a shower and then I went to bed it was tough getting to sleep but I just had to. The next day at school was weird. I felt really down and really depressed and even on the way to school I was so sad. And oscar knew something was wrong so he barely talked. I mean for breakfast he just talked about simple stuff. Didn't even touch the topic of Jon. Usually at lunch I'm really talkative and I talk to the few friends I have now but still, I felt so shitty. I was quiet. Everyone asked what was wrong, I just said I had a long night. I really did. When I had class with Josh, he seemed really happy and he was talking like we were best friends for life. Which, I mean its okay because I found out he's actually really cool but still we weren't all that close. He said he'd love to come soon but he's busy with school work and football and stuff. So I said its okay that I'd give him a call soon. Then when the bell rang I went to pick up Oscar. We went to soccer practice as usual and everything was okay, I sort of talked to Josh, but he was playing another game. He was trying to show me that we were friends but that we didn't have to be close all the time. That was totally fine with me. The weekend took forever to get here. By Friday I was feeling a little better and after soccer practice me and Oscar decided to hang out and go out to eat. I wanted to really hang out with Oscar. During the week we didn't really have a chance to hang after the club house incident because he became busy with some housework. But he had permission to be out today and I was so happy. Right after school we drove over to Olive Garden and we had a blast there. We didn't even bother talking about stuff that made either of us sad. Just talked about plans for the future and plans for the summer. We wanted to do so much. Go camping, go to a theme park, go to parties, just everything. I loved being with him. I loved every moment I spent with him. Of course every second of my life I thought about Jon. I could not get him out of my head. And being with Oscar didn't help because he seemed so much like him, I don't know why. Maybe because they were best friends at one point. I'm not sure. All I know is that I hadn't seen him in person in a while. I've seen him through my window, sitting in his kitchen eating. Just by himself...maybe thinking. Whatever. So yeah I was with Oscar and we had a blast. On the way home he was holding my hand. "Aaron, I'm so happy you feel better. I know Jon really made you sad. But dude, come on. You act like if he was your boyfriend before" "Yeah, I know its stupid. I feel better." "I know I can tell" he said. "So, what else are we doing today?" I asked. "I don't know maybe we can go to the movies" "YEAH!" I said with enthusiasm. "I want to get scared" "But there are no scary movies that I know of. Most of them are just lame you know" I said. "Well, then we can watch whatever. As long as we're not at home because that is just pure boring" "OKay, I'm with you dude" I said as I drove over to the movie theater which was not too far from where we were at anyway. When we pulled in I almost had a heart attack. Right next to us, well there was one car between us, was Jon and Danny. They were just getting off the truck as we pulled in. But I noticed something different, Jon seemed, angry. He seemed unhappy. Was Danny forcing him to hang out with him? No it couldn't have been. Anyway, Oscar saw them and he looked at me. He just focused his eyes at mine. "We'll be fine right?" he asked. "Yup, just fine" I answered. We got off my car and headed towards the theater. I would be just totally fine if Jon didn't see us but I guess Danny told him because he looked behind and saw me and Oscar walking. He shot off the most angry look I've ever seen him give off. Its almost scary. But what could he be mad about. He was at the movies with Danny, all I was doing was taking my friend out to the movies because he was bored. And well I already knew they had a relationship going and Jon knew I that I knew. So in a way, if anyone was doing something wrong it was him, not me. Either way, Oscar pinched my arm so that I snapped back to reality. I smiled at him. The line for the tickets was hefty and since we didn't want to wait right behind them we went to the opposite line. I could feel the tension even though we were a couple feet away from each other. I could feel Jon's eyes watching me like a hawk. Just then Danny put his arm around Jon's neck and he was holding him. That really irritated me and I looked at Oscar. "Just because he's trying to piss you off doesn't mean you have to do the same" he said as soon as I looked at him. "Fine" I said. He read my mind damn it. So anyway, we got our tickets and all I asked for now is for them to watch a different movie. If they got tickets for the same movie it was going to be heard unless we sat somewhere really far from them. Anyway, we walked into the hallway and sure enough they were going to the same movie. So I tried to walk as fast as possible without leaving Oscar behind. We sat close to the top of the theater and we had lost them. I was so happy. I thought that maybe I could forget we were in the same room. Not too far from each other. I hated that feeling. I couldn't help it. I wanted to see where he was at, I wanted to know what he was doing. I wanted to be with him. I don't know why! Why did I feel like that. I had Oscar right next to me. He was on my side, he showed me he cares, not like Jon who only let me down. And here I am thinking about Jon. Just then I felt a strong feeling, and I looked down in front of me to my right, it was Jon and Danny. I knew Jon was watching now. I knew he saw me. He sat there on purpose. Danny bought him popcorn, candy, anything Jon wanted. I could see him eating candy. The movie started and well, since it was Friday it was quite full. There were a lot of people around us so Oscar couldn't really be close to me. Every so often I would catch Jon looking toward us, watching us. And well I knew he was watching but I didn't know if Oscar knew. Then it was clear to me. Out of the nowhere, halfway into the movie, Oscar sunk more into his seat and grabbed my hand under the cup holder. We locked fingers. Just then Jon turned around and I could see him. I could see his eyes focus on our hands. Just then I saw Jon whisper something into Danny's ear and soon I could see that their arms moved and well they moved to the same direction so I could see they were holding hands. I wasn't about to play this game. I tried to ignore it. Key word try. For the remainder of the movie Oscar still held onto my hand and didn't say a word. He was so into the movie. Little by little we felt more comfortable because there was really no one next to us. They all went to the rows in front of us. So as he felt more comfortable I felt as he started to move his hand more over to my side. He was resting his hand and my hand on my leg now. It was ok. It was a little better for me. But well to him it must be something cool I guess. Anyway, as the movie continued I felt him try to reach for my balls. When I noticed that I smirked at him. "So that's what you want?" I asked softly. "I'm just playing man, can't I play" he asked. "Sure, you can play all you want" I answered. "Hey, I'm thinking maybe I should sleep over today" he added. "Well, that's cool. We'll talk about it after the movie okay." I said. "Okay" Then we focused back on the movie. It wasn't all that interesting which is probably why Jon kept watching us over here. Well at least now I know that Danny is nothing compared to me. If he was, Jon wouldn't be worrying about what Oscar and I were doing through the movie. I mean anyone could ask Jon what it was about and he'd probably have no clue what happened. When the movie ended Oscar and I quickly left the building and walked over to my car. Jon was trying to keep up with us but we just pretty much ran. When we got to my car Oscar looked at me. "So, that was unfair. I couldn't even watch the movie comfortable without knowing that Jon was there watching our every move and that you fell for it and didn't do anything because you didn't want him to see" "Oscar, chill out man. I was with you wasn't I?" "Yeah, but I sort of noticed how you looked over there so much" "No I didn't I was watching the movie the whole time!" "Aaron, I'm not stupid ok. I know you watching over Jon. He can watch himself ok" "Ok, don't get mad you jealous boy" "I'm not jealous, I cant loose you to him. He's not even like us" "Yeah, you're right..." I said but I don't think I sounded so convinced. "He's not, I mean I don't think so. You should know he's your best friend isn't he" "Was, he was my best friend" he corrected me. "So you guys don't talk anymore?" "Not really. I don't think we'll be talking after the tree house incident" "Yeah, well that sucks. Well you have me...is that enough?" "I think it is, it should be" he said as he grabbed my hand. We drove off to my house and we didn't look back at Jon. I honestly wanted to forget him. I really did. It was a little hard thought because our parents were friends and well my mom sometimes invites them over for dinner. I don't know how that's going to work out. I just hope it doesn't happen anytime soon. We arrived at my house a little while later. My mom was cooking and I was a little surprised because it was like 8pm. Who cooks at that time. Well it was a Friday so maybe some people were coming over. Usually is the case but what can I do. She waved hi to us and then Oscar went upstairs to call his mom about staying the night. "So mom, is it okay if Oscar stays the night?" I asked. "Sure, but honey, when did Oscar start being so close to you?" she asked. "A little while ago. I'm also his big brother. He doesn't have anyone to look up to you know. And well, Jon has been acting weird and stuff so he doesn't have anyone to hang out with" I said. "O well, that's not good. Okay well just don't make a mess because we have people coming over. Maybe you should shower" she said as she sniffed me. I hated that. I walked upstairs to my room and I found Oscar still on the phone. He said okay and then hung up. He looked over at me and smiled. Then he hugged me. "Yeah, its cool. She said I could stay" he said. "Ok, well we going to have people coming over so, I guess we should take a shower" I said. "O, well, its cool I guess" he answered. "Yeah, I guess we could take one together" I winked at him. "That would be a little weird, but okay" he said not sure about it. "No its okay, besides we don't want anyone finding out and well its kind of hard to explain why we both taking a shower at the same time" "Yeah, I'd say that's kind of hard to explain too." he said as he laughed. So I handed him some boxers I had that fit him and then I told him to choose from my closet something he could wear. I had some clothes that could fit him. Then I went over to my couch and sat down. I just sat and thought about tonight and how we could possibly have a really good night. He didn't take too long in the shower and when he came out he was just wearing boxers and the towel. I walked up to him and hugged him. Then he kissed me quickly and walked into my closet. I went to the bathroom and quickly jumped in the shower. I didn't want to take a long time since I didn't want to be without him a long time. I finished up quickly and then dried up really fast. I threw on my clean boxers and then I put my clothes in the dirty bin and then I found Oscars on the floor. I put them in the bin too but not without first smelling his shirt. It smelled of him. O I loved his smell. I don't know what it is about him. When I got out of the shower and walked into my closet he was still in there. I found him having a hard time choosing. So I threw a pair of sports shorts and sports shirt. And I grabbed the same. Just different colors. He looked at me and smiled. "Now we look like twins" he said. "Yeah, that's hot" I said. I grabbed his hand and pulled him to the bathroom. I was putting some moose in my hair to make it nice and slick and then I stood behind him and then pulled him back to me. His bubbly ass was right on me and it felt so good. I put moose in his hair and made it all cool. Then he turned to face me. I hugged him. "You are so...hot" I said as I held him. "Thank you" he smiled. I slowly grabbed him by his ass and kissed him. He was so sweet. I was loving every minute of being with him. After a little bit of tasting his sweet tongue I realized that we might have company and making out in the bathroom isn't a good idea. So then we went to my bedroom and sat on my bed. We were listening to my iPod together and just talking. We were just lying next to each other and well it didn't seem like a bad thing. We were talking about songs and stuff and mainly just relaxing. that's what I liked about us. We could do simple stuff like that and enjoy it. Seconds later I saw the door open. I didn't think anything of it. It anything it was my mom asking us if we were going to eat. But then I looked up. It was Jon. It seemed like everything was going wrong for him. He kept looking for me at the bad times. He simply looked at us and started to leave. I looked at Oscar and he shrugged his shoulders. I knew he had to come back, he wasn't going to go downstairs with no one. "Jon come back" Oscar said. "For what" he said as he came back. "So you can hang with us. You're going to go downstairs and do what?" Oscar asked. "Nothing, hang with my bros. Aaron doesn't want me here" Jon said sadly. "Did I say that?" I asked. "No, but I know you wanted to" Jon added. "Don't be putting words into my mouth I didn't say" I said. Oscar punched me. "Ok, lets play Jon. Want to play a video game?" Oscar asked him. "Yeah, I guess" he answered. They got up and went over to my couch and looked through my games. I was too angry to care. Why did Oscar act so nice to him. I thought he was on the same page I was. I walked out of the room and went downstairs. I found a lot of people there. And I saw Jon's parents. Now it all made sense. I said hi to them and my mom winked her eye at me. I wonder if she didn't tell me Jon was coming on purpose. I don't know if she was trying to surprise me but man it sure didn't work as a surprise. I went up to my room and Oscar signaled me to sit next to him on the couch. Of course I was going to do that. There was no freaking way that I was going to sit next to Jon knowing that he was mad at me. I sat there, saying nothing, nothing at all. I did not speak or anything, just sat there and watched the two of them play. Every once in a while Oscar would look back at me and smile. I still did not understand him. Why was he being NICE! After all Jon had done to me! After everything I went through, he's nice to him! Well I tried to not think about it because I trust Oscar. He must know something I don't know or he must have a plan. After a little while, Jon turned to look at me. It was a quick, but very intense, stare. Sort of as if he was trying to prove a point to me. What point could he prove? That he broke my heart? That he left me alone when I needed him? That he really meant the world to me and now he's gone? I really did not get the kid. After all I did for him. I was beginning to get extremely mad and uncomfortable even if it was MY room we were at. "So, you staying the night Oscar?" Jon asked. "Yeah, we didn't know there was a party" he answered. "Yeah, neither did I. my parents just told me to get ready to go out. It didn't realize it was here. But then we walked through the back yard and I knew it" Jon continued. "Well, its cool. You can hang with us right Aaron?" Oscar said. "Of course" I said with a lot of enthusiasm. Oscar pretty much shot me with his eyes. "Aaron, I'll leave if you want me to. I didn't want to interrupt you and Oscar from whatever you were doing" Jon said as he looked me in the eye. "Now Jon, that wouldn't be very nice of me to tell you to leave. But I mean maybe Danny is outside looking for you." I answered. "You know what. Danny is a better friend than..." Jon began to say but Oscar jumped in. "Dudes, you got to stop this. It's stupid. So either you are friends, or nothing but just stop fighting." "What do you care Oscar, all you ever wanted was to be with Aaron. To take my spot" "What spot are you talking about Jon! You are still his little brother! He can't ever stop thinking about you!" "Jon, look, until you realize that Danny brainwashed you and that he's using you, then you come and yell at me." I said. "Aaron, look, I'm sorry but both of you are stupid. I'm going to go watch TV in the other room and you two stay here." Oscar said as he got up. I heard the door shut and then Jon just looked at me. "Great, now you pissed him off" I said. "Yeah, I know. I guess no fucking for you tonight" Jon answered. "Well I'm sorry if that's why you're mad, because you couldn't go with Danny and fuck him!" "No actually, I'm not because we did it before I left to come here" "Well that's nice to know" I wanted to sound as truthful as I could but those words really hit me. They really penetrated my heart. "Yeah, it was really nice" he added. "Im fucking sorry I wasn't good enough ok. Now don't come and ruin my friendship with Oscar. I understand he's your friend too but don't ruin my friendship wit him" "Aaron please. You two don't have a friendship, you two are going out" "What makes you say that!" "I'm not stupid. You're doing the same things you did with me" "No I'm not. You ARE my bro... o wait... I meant you WERE my brother. Now apparently, I'm no one to you" "yeah, yeah, say whatever Aaron. You're just jealous because I LOVE him, and I never ever LOVED you!!" when he said that my heart was completely devastated. I just couldn't handle it. I got up and sat on my bed. Just then Oscar walked in. "So what, everything worked out?" he asked. "Yeah" I said as I walked to my bed and lied down. "OK...well at least there's not going to be any more arguing...right?" he asked. "Yeah, no more fighting" Jon said as he beamed his eyes at me. I lied down listening to music and then I went on my computer while they talked and played games. I sort of wanted to give them their own space. It was true, I didn't' want to ruin their friendship, but I didn't want my friendship with Oscar get ruined either. Then I looked over at Oscar and then I said sorry and I walked out. I wanted to know what they would talk about if I left the room. I knew I could listen to them because there was a vent next to the TV and it was right by the room next door so I could use that little listening toy I bought at the spy shop and listen in. "Yeah, I knew he'd end up getting up and leaving" Jon said. "Why are you guys doing this. Weren't you like best friends?" "Yeah, I guess but he's a fag you know. Just annoyed me" "Jon, why are you so mean to fags. For all I know Danny could be a fag" "No he's not! He's like my brother" "Jon, how do you know he doesn't you know just want to get near you" "Because, he's not like that. He's really cool" "Ok, well then whatever. Just don't expect me to stop talking to Aaron. I know him and he's a good friend" "Yeah, until he wants to fuck you" "WHY do you say that! What is wrong with you?" Oscar asked preoccupied. "I don't know. I just felt like it I guess" "Jon, is he really? Did you guys do anything?" "NO! that's just sick!" "Ok, just wondering. Sometimes you sound very sure of what you are saying. I start thinking maybe its true." "Why, do you want it to be true?" Jon was intrigued. "No, why do you ask that?" "I don't know. Maybe you like him" "What that's sick. How could I like him!" "I don't know you tell me" Jon said. "no, I don' like him. Do you?:" "No, that's nasty" "what about Danny?" "What about him?" "Do you like him?" "NO, he's just my big brother" "Right okay. Well Aaron is like my big brother. Nothing sick going on. I don't know why you keep bringing something like that. Why is it in your head so much" "I don't know okay. Look Aaron doesn't really care about you. As soon as Uriel comes back into his life he'll just leave you for him" "That's the problem with you Jon, you think that just because someone has a new friend you have to forget the others. Its not how it works." I had enough of this and I decided to come back to the room. I wanted to show Jon that I could be an adult and not be all immature about this. So I walked into the room and as soon as they saw me they changed topic. Then I sat over by Oscar. I tickled him and he started laughing. "Stop it I'm trying to play" Oscar said. Jon just gave me a dirty look. And he kept looking over at me. Then I turned to see Oscar and he just smiled. I got up and walked over to Jon. I picked him up, he was a little hesitant. I threw him on the bed and started tickling him. He was laughing and trying to push me away. Then Oscar came and started tickling me and next thing I know we are all in the bed hitting each other with pillows and laughing. I sat down and started laughing. Then Oscar lied next to me and Jon sat. "Well, that was fun" Oscar. "Yeah, I guess" Jon said. "Look Jon, I don't want you to be mad at me anymore. Look I don't care about Danny. You can be his friend, I don't care. As long as you don't keep changing. As long as you stay yourself. I will always be here for you" I said. "I'm not changing" Jon defended himself. "Yeah you are!" Oscar jumped in. "I am?" Jon asked. "Yeah, buddy. A lot. You are meaner, you are distant, sort as if you are too good for us." I added. "Yeah, sorry about that" Jon said. I felt something was different with Jon. I hadn't noticed but he had a look of pain in his eyes. I didn't even want to think about Danny hurting him. I would freaking break every bone in his body if I found out something about Danny hurting Jon. Just then we heard Jon's brother coming to get Jon. Jon got up and walked to the door. "I guess I'll see you guys around" he said as he walked out and closed the door. I was so lost. I mean I wanted to run and to hold him, to kiss him. To make the pain go away, but I couldn't. I had someone else. Oscar looked at me. He smiled, and then he put his arm around me. "Come on don't be so sad" he said. "Why do you say that?" I asked. "Aaron, I can tell by your eyes. He's your little brother I know. I know you miss him, but Danny took over." "I know. But its so hard to let him go, just like that. We hadn't talked in a while and today, I just, broke the ice. He was so happy." "Yeah, but don't worry about that, he'll come back when he knows you better than Danny" I lied down with him. Looked right into his eyes. I kissed him. "You are the greatest thing to ever happen to me dude" I said. "Why do you say that?" "Because I'm with you and you make everything go away. And you are so young, how do you do it?" "I don't know. I'm just good I guess" "You guess?" I asked. "Yeah" he answered. "Well lets go downstairs and grab some food" I said. We walked downstairs and there were still a lot of people. I don't know the reason why my parents have these get little parties. They get annoying sometimes. But we walked into the kitchen grabbed some food and ran upstairs. We ate in my room and we were very careful to not spill because well moms you know, they are a pain when it comes to carpet stains. We didn't really talk about anything important. Just blabbered on about sports, cars, and crazy stuff. It was awesome so how we could talk about serious problems, or we could just chose to forget everything and just relax. Sometimes I couldn't believe he was only a boy and that at times he was better than Uriel. In the short time knowing Oscar, he had already gained my complete trust and he even made me forget uriel at times. After eating, we watched TV for a while. We let the food settle in our stomachs. Then I looked over at Jons window. I don't know why I did but I saw something horrible. It was open and I saw Jon, but he was Danny. And they were holding, and Danny...he threw him. I saw it. Well I saw the shadows. I looked at the time and it was 1 am. That was fishy. "Oscar, I need to go over to Jon's house" I said. "Why?" he asked. "I just do. Can you please wait here?" "Is something wrong?" "No, I just want to talk to him." "Well yeah of course, you guys need to talk" "Ok I wont take long I swear dude" I said as I kissed him. He lied back on the couch and watched tv. I ran downstairs and I saw Jon's parents still there. Now that was even more fishy. I ran outside and through the back yard. The back door was locked but I knew the garage door was always open. I went in through there and quickly ran up the stairs. Everything was moving so fast through my mind. Then I stopped I wanted to hear what was going on. I didn't want to make a big deal out of nothing. So I crept up the stairs and listened behind Jon's door. "JON fucking stop being a prick! Just do it!" Danny yelled. "Ok ok. Fine. Just don't do it too hard like the last time okay" Jon answered. "Fine baby, just spread your legs" "Like this?" "Yeah, perfect" Danny said. This was hurting me so much. I thought something was going on. Like he was hurting him. But no, Jon was okay with it. I wanted to get in there and just beat the living shit out of Danny. But I knew I couldn't. it was Jon's decision too. Then I heard Jon. "O my god! AAAAHHH..." he moaned. "yeah! Come on Jon, you can take it! Come on!" This was too much for me. I heard the bed, I heard them panting. I couldn't take it. I walked downstairs and left. I couldn't take much of this. The anger over took me. I didn't know what to do. I walked inside my house and ran upstairs. I found Oscar in bed. He was still watching TV. The only thing that came to my mind was the same thing Jon was doing. I locked the door and turned off the lights. Then I slid into the bed. Oscar looked at me. "Um...whats up...what happened?" he asked. "Nothing. We just talked. We agreed to, just be see where things go." I said as I took the controller from his hands and turned the TV off. I got on top of him. I looked down at him. He just, looked at me. I kissed him. I was eating his mouth. I was tasting every part of his lips and his mouth. He stopped for a second. "Whats wrong?" he asked. "Nothing, why?" I answered. "You're never like this" "I'm just, horny" I answered. "hmm...ok" he said as he continued to kiss me. I slowly took his shirt off. I touched his soft stomach and his cute boy chest. I took my shirt off and he kept kissing like this. Enjoying every part of our mouths. I didn't know kissing was this fun. Then he spread his legs and I was between his legs. This was so amazing. I have to say I had never felt the need to just kiss someone. Usually I want to do the whole thing you know. I mean once you're in the position why not, but with Oscar, we were so patient, and we enjoyed every part of this. I felt his boner in my stomach and I'm sure he felt mine on his ass and we just kissed. After about 10 minutes of a serious make out session I slowly took his shorts off and then came off his boxers. Then he sat up and told me to lie down. He took off my shorts and boxers. He played with my dick for a little bit. I couldn't handle it. Wow, he was amazing. Then he started giving me the best blowjob I had ever received. I was in heaving. I didn't do anything, he did everything. I only let him do this for a little bit or else I could cum in his mouth right then and there. I pulled him up to me and now he was between my legs and his dick was hitting my balls. "Have you done this before, with anyone else?" I asked. "No, why?" he answered. "You're so fucking good at it!" I said. "Well I've watched a lot of movies" he said with a grin on his face. "oh..." I said as I turned him so that he was lying on me but with his dick in my face and his face on my dick. I engulfed his dick and started sucking him off. It was a while since I had really enjoyed doing this. It was amazing. We both knew exactly what to do, we both gave each other the best pleasure in the world. I was fingering his hole while I did this and he was enjoying it so much. We were both getting real close to our climax but we kept stopping and we kept making sure he lasted a while. We probably sucked each other for about 10 minutes. Which is a lot when you are about to cum. Then, he sat up. He looked at me and smiled. He sat on my stomach and then bent down to kiss me again. "Hmmm..." he moaned. Then he backed up more so that he was sitting on my dick... but it hadn't gone in. he felt it and he was moaning. "Ok Aaron, fuck me" he said. "Ok..." I said softly. I got up and I held him while I placed him face down on the bed. I spread his legs and then I massaged his hole. He was moaning. I told him to keep it quiet and then I had an idea. I took the controller and put on music. Nice, loud, relaxing music. No one could hear anything now. So then I licked his hole. He was gasping for air. He twitched when my tongue touched his sweet pink hole. Then I dropped tons of spit in his ass and massaged it in with my finger. Then I massaged his bubbly ass. It was amazing. Then, I got ready and started to get on him. I put my arms around his stomach. And little by little I slid all of my dick into his ass. He was in pain, I knew it but he dealt with it. He held onto me. He knew I was going to take it slow. We were one at the moment. Our bodies joined together. I felt his insides, so warm, so tight, and slippery. After a little while he started to push up and I knew he was ready. I slowly pulled out a little and plopped back in. he was moaning so loud now. He loved every second of this. And I kept going, and going and going faster, and then I would slow down just to enjoy it. He was meeting my thrusts and he was moaning like no one has ever moaned before. And then, I pulled out and I turned him around. I told him to raise his legs and then I slid in between his legs and then this way I could see him while I made love to him. His eyes were locked into mine and we were sharing such a special moment. I was really pushing in and he was taking it all, he was pushing too. He held onto me and I held onto him. Just then I went faster and faster and harder until his hole started to put pressure on my dick and I knew he was having his climax. That made me lose it and I unloaded shot after shot after shot of cum into his hole. I quickly signaled him to run to the shower. We jumped into the shower stall and I turned the water on. He was still in shock I guess. He hugged me. "Aaron, that was the coolest thing EVER!" he told me as he held me. "I know, it was the best for me too" I said as I kissed him. I saw the cum dripping from his hole. "Wow you're cum felt so good inside of me, and it feels good when it drips too" he giggled. "Wow..." I said as I kissed him again. We quickly finished and then we unlocked the door and jumped in bed. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Sorry it took so long. But I hope you enjoyed. Emails go to Tommy199212@hotmail.com Thanks for reading.