Date: Mon, 24 Sep 2007 19:58:05 +0000 From: Tommy Evans Subject: Uriel and Jon 19 Oscar and I were just sitting on my couch relaxing and recuperating from the long session we had in the shower. Neither or us said a single word. We were just holding onto each other watching TV. We were watching the disney channel but I wasn't really focusing on the TV. I was just thinking of Oscar and how much I cared about him. It was so cool to finally have someone I can truly count on. I was glad that things with Jon were slowly fixing themselves and hopefully soon he'd be only my little brother. For once I wanted to do the right thing. I wanted to just be with one boy. One who completely fulfils my desires and who makes me happy. After a while, Oscar broke the silence. "Aaron, my ass still feels a little weird" "O, I'm sorry. I didn't know I was that big" I joked. "Yeah, OKAY" he said with sarcasm. "Well, that was the first time that we used that position so maybe your ass is getting used to it or something. Don't you feel like the first time we did it?" "Yeah, I do. But just a lot different. Maybe im pregnant" he joked. "Well that would suck. I really don't want to have a baby so soon. Would we have to get married?" "Yeah man. I think so. But I don't know man, I don't want to get fat!" he smiled. "I think you'd look very cute in your pregnancy shirts and sweats. Plus I hear pregnant sex is GREAT" I said. "Yeah, but we're going to have to stop having sex until we find out for sure" he said. "That sucks man. But okay I guess" I said. "NAW. That would suck if we stopped having sex" he said as he turned around and got on me. We started kissing again. Just as things were getting interesting my phone rang again and we both knew who it was. Oscar gave me an annoyed look. It was pretty late and Jon was still calling me. "hello" I answered. "hey what you guys doing?" he asked. "O we're watching TV and you?" I asked. "same. Hey what are you guys going to do in the morning?" he asked. "I don't know. What are you doing?" I asked. "just going to church and then I'm going over to your house I guess" he said. "okay well just call. I'm sure we'll still be here by then. We have nowhere to go and I have a feeling we're both going to be sleeping a lot today" "Why?" "Cuz we just finished working out. We ran a lot and then lifted some weights" "You guys work out a lot" Jon complained. "Yeah, well you know, we want to get in shape" "You are in shape, round is a shape" he joked. "Very funny" I said. "Okay well good night Aaron." "Good night Jon. Sweet dreams" I said. I heard him click. "Why does he call so much?" Oscar asked. "I don't know, maybe he has a camera or something and can see us messing around so he calls to stop us" I said. "Well if I was him I would just watch" Oscar said as he fixed himself on me. He was lying between my legs but still facing the TV and we stayed like this for a while. "Have you ever thought what you'd parents would say if they say you with me like this?" he asked. "Well they are probably asleep and wouldn't come to my room right now, plus the door is still locked and well yeah, I try to not think about getting caught with you" I said. "Why is that a shame?" he asked. "No, but it would take a lot of lying and explaining" I said. "Yeah I guess" he agreed. We only watched TV for another thirty minutes and then I turned it off. "Bed time?" he asked. "I guess, I just feel like being cozy in bed" I said. We got up together and went to my bed. We were already in Pjs so we didn't even have to change or anything. We got cozy in bed and we snuggled with each other. "Aaron, I don't know what you do, but you make me feel really good" Oscar told me. "Same thing for you. I've changed a lot since I met you" I said. I was actually being honest. Since I met him I have started to gradually focus on just him and not the other 3. "Yeah, me too. I don't really want this to end Aaron" "Wasn't it you who said to not think about when things were going to end?" I asked. "Yeah, but still, every once in a while I get freaked out. Sorry" "Don't worry Oscar, we'll be fine okay." I said as I hugged him. "Okay" he answered. We gave each other a good night kiss and then we laid in silence. It took a while for him to fall asleep but when he did I took the time to think. I had next to me a gorgeous person. Not a boy, a person. He had awakened feelings in me I had never thought of. He is the one person I enjoy sex, not as a pleasure device, but as a way to show our love. He trusts me 100% as I trust him as well. Eventually I drifted off to sleep, but I made sure I hugged him tight. Even at night I was afraid to lose him. The next morning I woke up and we were still in our same position. I watched him sleep for a while until I saw his little soldier begin to rise through his shorts. I couldn't help to imagine what he was dreaming about. I kept watching him and he had a grin on his face. Then, out of nowhere, he woke up. "Man, you sleep weird" I said. "Why?" he said sleepily. "You got a boner, and then out of nowhere you shook and woke up" I said. "Its because I was dreaming that I was doing stuff" he said. "With who?" "You" he said as he grabbed my dick. "Ooo...that kind of stuff" I said. "Yeah, that kind" "Well, we could do that except, im really tired still" I said. "Yeah, me too. Plus I don't want to do it too much you know. Then we'll get bored of it" "I don't think we could get bored of it Oscar, but yeah we don't have to do all the time" "Woah its already noon. I'm freaking hungry" he said. We went down to the kitchen to have some breakfast. We made some hot chocolate and had ourselves a good donut and chocolate breakfast. As we were cleaning up my doorbell rang. I didn't know who'd come to look for my parents or me at this time on a Sunday morning. Oscar shook his head and walked to the door. I signaled him to go ahead. I heard him open the door. "Aaron, come here" he yelled. I walked over to the door and I opened it wide. I saw Alex standing at my front door. I instantly became furious. "Hi" I said boldly. "Hey I'm Alex, is your brother around?" he asked. "Jon?" I asked. "yeah, that's his name right?" I asked. "Well, see Jon is not really Aaron's brother. They act like it, but not really." Oscar jumped in. "O, so you guys not really blood related?" Alex asked me. "No we're not. He's just really close to me and grew up with me so we act like brothers. Why? What can he do for you?" I asked. "Actually I just have a few forms for him to look at for the basketball team" he said. "O that. Well he's not around. He actually lives around here but he's at church right now" I said. "Can you tell me where he lives that way I can go give the forms to his parents so they can sign them" he asked. Then I looked at the driveway and I saw a new BMW. This bitch had a BMW, what a rich ass. "If he signed up for it shouldn't you have his address in your records?" I asked. "Well he didn't have to, we accepted him because I wanted him on the team" he said boldly. "Well Alex, he lives right behind me. But like I said, he's not home" "Well thank you very much for your help Aaron. You have a great day" he said. Before he walked away he smiled at Oscar. Oscar barely grinned. "So whats that about?" Oscar asked. "This rich boy who thinks he's all that is trying to `mentor' Jon through some basketball team shit" I said. "Does that bother you?" he asked. "No but I don't like the fact that he is looking for Jon on a Sunday" "Why is that bad? Aaron, Jon is going to have other friends man. You can't stop him from having friends" "I know Oscar, but I don't want him to be around this rich mother fucker." "Why are you jealous he might take your `lil bro' away from you?" "I don't know okay" I said as I shut the door and walked away. I sat on the couch. I was really angry. What if this guy was really out to get Jon. What if he just wanted to fuck him. He has a brand new BMW, a freaking model body, rich parents, and is good at basketball. How could I compete with that? "Aaron, are you mad?" Oscar asked as he sat next to me on the couch. "I don't know Oscar. I'm a little worried. I'm fixing my friendship with Jon and this bitch might ruin it" "Look, just because he has money and because he's good at basketball doesn't mean he's better at being a friend. You are an awesome friend Aaron. And I bet Jon knows that" Oscar said as he hugged me. "Oscar, you are so good man. I love you so fucking much" I said as I kissed him. "Yeah, but he is good looking" he added. "You little ass!" I said as I pushed him away. "But you're way hotter man!" he yelled. "Okay, if you say so" I said. Oscar and I went back up to my room and we lied on the bed again. We talked about school and soccer. Then we talked about our future and stuff. I loved how we could do anything. We had a good time playing games, playing soccer, talking, and of course having sex. I don't think I could ever afford to lose Oscar. We talked and held onto each other until 2pm because his mom called and told him to come home. He got very sad when his mom called but he dealt with it. "I guess I gotta go, but it was awesome being with you Aaron" he said as he got on me. We kissed for a little bit and then he hugged me again. He didn't even bother changing and we hurried downstairs. We walked to his house together and we talked a little bit more about not worrying about Jon and stuff. When we got to his house he squeezed my hand and then headed in. he made a hand gesture saying he'd call me and I turned around and headed home. I still couldn't deal with the fact of this Alex guy looking for Jon at home. It really bothered me. I kept thinking about what could happen until my phone rang. It was Uriel. "Hello" I answered. "Hey dude whats up" he said. "Not much just chilling and you?" "Nothing, hey I haven't seen you for a while and my parents are going over today to your house to hang with your parents. Are you going to be home?" he asked. "Yeah, I'll be home. How come your parents are coming?" I asked. "I don't know. Some business shit you know." "Okay, well yeah I'll be home" "Cool, see you then" he said and he hung up. Well I guess that's cool. I had forgotten about Uriel for a lil bit. Man Oscar was sure changing my world around. Just as I was walking by Jon's house I saw him come out the kitchen door of his house and Alex was following him. They seemed to be talking but Jon was heading towards my house. I slowed down until I saw Jon really heading towards my house. Alex followed closely and he seemed to be talking about something. I hurried up and heard the conversation. "So its not going to be that bad. You have practice on Monday and Friday but Wednesday you get to come and practice with just me. We can work on little things" Alex said. "Well I don't know okay. I can make it on Monday and Friday but Wednesday I don't know because I don't want to practice that much." Jon said. "It wont be that bad Jon. I'll make it fun I promise" Alex was saying until Jon saw me. "AARON! Whats up!" Jon said with excitement. "Not much just coming back from Oscar's house. What you doing?" I asked. I gave Alex a mean look. "Nothing. Hey Alex is here telling me my practices and stuff. Do you think I should practice on Wednesday?" he asked. "Is it a team practice?" I asked. "Well sort of. I'll be teaching him how to handle pressure and lead a team you know" Alex jumped in. "Will HIS team be there and will it be at the gym?" I asked. "Well no, it will be at my house, but it deals with the team" Alex answered. "Then no, if its not a real practice then no" I said. "Yeah, sorry Alex. Thanks anyway." Jon said. "Well Jon, if you change your mind you know I can help you" Alex said again. "Thanks. Its okay, Aaron can help me with it" Jon added. I was very happy when he did. "Yeah, but has he ever won MVP twice in a row and won 2 championships as a captain?" Alex asked. "Well, he's a soccer player, and he's good, and he was captain, so yeah, sort of" Jon answered. "O okay. Well I hope he can really help you a lot Jon. But I will be more than happy to come help. Heck I'll even help Aaron play basketball" he said. "Thanks bud. We'll let you know okay" I said with a little bit of attitude. "Alex, no offense but I'm not really into this whole basketball team really. I'm doing it because my dad is making me. It will be cool if you help, but I don't want it to be my life okay" Jon said. We were still standing in my backyard and I was really happy Jon wasn't falling easy into his game. "Well that's cool little man. I'll be at your practices helping you out all the way. Hopefully you can really be into it soon. I have to get going though, thanks for signing the papers and thanks for your time buddy" "No problem" Jon said as he headed inside. "Well I was just trying to help him." Alex said to me. "He's a complicated kid" I answered. "Yeah I can tell. But I like challenges" he said as he walked away. I wanted to jump on him and pound him to the floor but that wouldn't be too nice. I followed Jon inside and he walked up to my room. He sat on the computer and was looking through some stuff online. I saw on my bed watching him do his thing. "Jon, you were a little mean to that guy" I said. "Yeah, he was too...pushy. Wants me to practice too much. I don't like it" he answered. "Yeah, I wouldn't like it either" "Yeah, plus you were mean too. Not just me" "I know, I just didn't like the way he kept pushing the subject. But its cool. I'll try to be at every practice to help you out. If not I will at least drop you off and pick you up" I said. "Okay cool." he said. He was looking through some new basketball shoes and other basketball gear. "Aaron my uniform and stuff cost 400 bucks" he said. "That sucks" I added. "Yeah, and I need knew shoes" he told me. "Well lets go buy them" I said. "No, I'll be ok with the ones I got for now. Plus we don't play games until next month so maybe next month" "Jon, be careful okay" I said. "why do you say that?" "I don't know. I don't want you to get hurt" "How would I get hurt? You mean like an injury or something?" he asked. "Yeah...I guess" I didn't want to tell him what I meant. "So what are we doing today?" he asked. "I have no plans. I guess Uriel is coming over later with his family" "O, well that's cool." "Jon, you're over everything right. No more problems right?" I asked. "yeah dude. Why would I have problems. Uriel is cool I guess" "You guess?" "Yeah, he's cool okay. I never had a problem with him." "Okay cool" I said. Jon went back to the computer and I went back to my TV. I was watching a car show and I was enjoying having Jon with me comfortably, yet we weren't doing anything wrong. I like the fact that we enjoyed our company. After a little while he came and sat next to me. "Aaron, I'm glad you're okay" he said. "What are you talking about?" I asked. "When I saw you on the floor with blood and all hurt, I thought maybe you..."he didn't finish the sentence. My heart came to a stop when I saw his face and how much it showed pain. "Jon, im here. Ill always be here." "Yeah, but it was my fault" "Jon stop saying that please!" I said as I put my arm around him. He let his weight lean on me. Now I sort of had him in my arm. "Jon, it is not your fault. Its no one but his. He was sick in the head. The only thing you did was give him your trust. I can't blame you for that. You just needed some attention" "yes, but I already had yours I didn't need his. I just was stupid" he went on. "Jon, I forgave you already. Why wont you forgive yourself?" "I don't know Aaron" he said as he hugged me. I saw a tear run down his cheek. I hadn't realized how much that incident hurt him. I held onto him. "I'm here bro. I'll always be here for you." I said as I kissed his head. We distantly heard the doorbell and he instantly raised his head and I wiped his tears with my finger. He tried to smile. I gave him another hug. He got up and went back to the computer. A minute later someone knocked on the door. "come in" I yelled. Uriel came in and he instantly noticed jon. "What's Up" he said loudly. "Not much yo. Whats brings you to our side of town" I said. "Just you know roaming the city. What you guys doing?" he asked. "A bunch of nothing. Care to join us?" I asked. He seemed a little different. It hadn't been too long since I last saw him but I noticed he looked better. He seemed a little older. Still had boyish features. He had gel in his hair and he dressed better. Was this the same person I knew? He came and sat right next to me. "So you feel better now?" he asked. "Yeah, I'm almost 100%. Just need a few more weeks for my back to completely heal" I said. "Its been a while man. I still can't believe those fuckers got away with it" he said. "No they didn't. im sure eventually they will get something back" "Yeah I hope so. So you guys been doing this for how long?" he asked. "About half an hour. We just have nothing to do." I said. "Hey Jon, how you feeling?" Uriel asked. "Pretty good." Jon answered. This was the first time these two had a conversation since the Danny incident. "Well, you feel better?" Uriel asked him. "Yeah. I do" Jon answered. Then uriel got up and walked over to jon. "Look Jon, I'm sorry for what I did. I didn't mean to call you all those names and push you" Uriel said as he patted Jon in the back. "I'm sorry too. I didn't mean to call you those names." Jon answered. I was completely shocked. I wanted to be really happy these guys were saying sorry to each other but then again, I don't think I want them to be friends. I don't know why. "Don't you guys have a tree house around here?" uriel asked. "Yeah it's a few feet away in the trees" Jon answered. "why don't we go there and play some card games" uriel added. "Yeah, lets do that" I said. Jon seemed happy about that as well. I grabbed some games and then we grabbed snacks from the kitchen, told our parents we'd be in the tree house and walked outside. When the three of us were walking, I took a second to soak this in. uriel and jon trying to be friends. Just too weird for me. But I went along with it. After all how bad could it be? Plus, I was not going to do anything more with them except be their friend and brother. We had a good time playing UNO and Monopoly in the tree house. We ate chips and drank pop. It was nothing but laughs and jokes and fun. I was having fun with Uriel and Jon together. With no one else around. Just us three. I thought about it, I wondered what it would be like if the two of them, well, found out about each other. And well maybe, give it a try, maybe...a three... I stopped myself before I went any further in my mind. I did not what so ever want to even imagine these two getting involved with me in sexual acts anymore. I shook my head and got back to the games. We kept joking and stuff and it felt really good after a while. I spent most of the time watching them talk and joke. But specially focused on the way they smiled with me and with each other. They were honestly putting their past and troubles behind, and enjoying the opportunity to all be friends. Before we knew my parents called me to tell me that Uriel had to go home. I told them to give us a few minutes. We stashed our games in the little treasure chest we had there. I locked it and then the three of us walked to Jon's house. "Jon you're a pretty cool kid." Uriel said as he patted Jon on the back. "Thanks. You are too" Jon answered. He smiled. I felt my heart melt. Why was I feeling this way! "You guys are nuts. I love you guys" I said as I put my arm around each. I was holding onto both. I couldn't really believe it. We joked for the 5 minutes it took us to get to Jon's house. Once we were there we did our little good bye handshakes. "It was cool hanging with you Uriel" Jon said. "You too Jon. See you next time" Uriel answered. Jon waved bye to me and then walked inside. Then uriel turned to look at me. "Nice kid. I can't believe I hated him at one point" he said. "yeah, well it happens" I said. "I don't blame you for loving him so much" "What do you mean!" I freaked out. I didn't know if he meant what I thought he did. "Well as a little brother you know" "O yeah that" I felt relieved when he said that. "Aaron, im glad things worked out tonight. I really wanted to make you happy. I wanted you to know that im willing to be nice to everyone. Just don't say I don't care about you anymore" "When did I say that?" I asked. "Well you sort of said it when you said that our friendship was just sexual" "Uriel, I just meant I wanted more than just someone to fuck" "yeah I know. But now you know that im willing to work it out" "YOu mean work it out as friends?" I asked. "yeah, if you want that I guess yeah" he answered as he held my hand. "Uriel, I don't know if we should be holding hands" I said. "Why not, you're my hero, my bro, its okay right?" he asked. "Umm...yeah I guess" I didn't know what to say. He kept using my words. When we got to my house he found his parents getting ready to walk out. "Well I guess I'll see you around. I'll call you sometime okay" he said as he patted me in the back. "Yeah man" I said. They walked out and I went up to my room. Uriel seemed to be more grown up. A little more mature and he seemed to turn me on again. Why! I was so mad at myself. I needed to call Oscar. I dialed his number. He didn't answer. I began to panic. Why did I feel this again. I started feeling with Uriel and Jon again. Why. Why couldn't I just be happy with Oscar? Then my phone rang and I heard Oscar's ring tone. I felt a little better. "Hey you called?" he asked. "yeah man. You freaked me out. Why didn't you answer?" I asked. "I was taking a shower. I just finished my homework. What you doing?" "Uriel and Jon just left. They came over. We played cards and stuff" "The three of you together?" he asked surprised. "yeah dude. The three of us" "that's weird man. But cool. Was it fun?" "Yeah, it was fun. I just wish you were there" "No aaron, I don't think I would have felt right" "Why not?" I asked. "Well, I don't really know I just know I wouldn't feel comfortable" "Well its okay. So how was your day without me?" I asked. "It was, terrible man. I was so bored. But hey, I ran into that guy Alex." "What where at?" I asked. "We were at my aunts house and he happened to be around with some friend of his. I guess his friend lives by my aunt and we were shooting hoops." "Weird, but don't hang out with that ass hole" I said. "Aaron he's actually really cool" "WHAT!" I became furious. "No chill out Aaron. I'm not saying he's hot or anything. I just said he's cool" "Whatever man" "Aaron come on. It was just a coincidence. I didn't know okay. Why does it bother you so much" "are you going to join his stupid team too?" I asked. "No, he asked me to but you know im not into that" "Oscar, I love you" "I love you too but why do you get so angry. You don't even give the guy a chance" "Yeah you're right. I'm sorry" I said. "Just relax okay. And believe me, he's not anything like Danny. He wont hurt Jon" "Well, hopefully not" I said. "Aaron, I have to go to bed but I love you. don't forget that okay" "Okay I wont. I love you too" I said. I heard him click. I was so angry. Why! Why does this ass hole have to come into my life and in contact with the boys I care about. Now he close to Oscar too. I really hope that they just played basketball and that no numbers were given out or anything. Well then if this guy wants to play games then I will have to think of something. I only had one idea at the moment and that was to befriend him and to see how exactly he does things. Maybe, he wasn't even trying to do what I think he is, maybe he's just a really nice guy. Hopefully its that. I jumped in the shower and then into my Pjs. I lied on my bed and tried to not think about any problems. The next day at school was too long and too boring. Oscar started riding the bus to school because his mom thought it would be better for him. I don't know why but he did. I hadn't given Jon a ride yet and that's just because he likes riding the bus with his friends. Now I wasn't even excited to get to school. I barely made it through the day and when I went to my last class I was a little happier. I sat next to Josh as usual. Even though nothing had happened between us in a long time we were still cool in school. We joked and texted each other during class. It was the only time when I had a good time during school hours. He told me to wait for him after school. When the bell rang I waited for him outside the classroom. "So whats up?" I asked. "Aaron, can I ask you a question?" he asked. "You just did" I joked. "Stupid. Okay well, look. I know we don't really hang out after school. I know how you feel. But, tell me, that kid, your neighbor, are you guys..." he stopped when he saw someone walking by us. "Umm...why do you ask?" "Because, have you heard of some guy named Alex Green?" he asked. "Hm...I know a lot of guys named Alex" I said. "Okay well he's a rich kid, star of the city youth basketball team" "Yeah, I heard of him. Why?" "Okay, well, he used to mess with me too" "What do you mean mess with you?" I asked. "Well, he's your age. But he goes to private school. He was the one who took my cherry" "You mean you..." I stopped before I got too far. "Yes. He's really cool, but he gets really bossy" he went on. This was starting to worry me. If he messed with Josh, and now he's befriending Jon and Oscar, that's not very good. I became furious inside. "Okay Josh, so you fucked with him?" I asked. "Yes, I did. But then he got sick of me and told everyone that I was a fag that I tried doing stuff with him. Of course I denied everything but I never played anything with him anymore. He's almost in every sport." "that stupid jock" I said. "Well my point is, that kid, your neighbor. You better watch out for him. Alex might want to do more than what you think he does" "How do you know about them knowing each other now?" I asked. "Well my cousin is on that team even though I keep telling him to get out. But yeah he told me that their new captain was some new kid who barely knew what he was doing" "yeah, I don't know why they chose Jon to be captain I thought you guys vote on that or something" "Well, captains tend to have to hang out with the team coach. And Alex took upon himself to be the coach of the 11-13 year old team." "He coaches that team on his own?" I asked. "Well he gets help from his dad because his dad owns the city leagues but yeah" "o that's not right. Well I'll have him on check don't worry. Thanks for the advice" I said. "Yeah no problem. But now you owe me. A suckie suckie in the bathroom?" he asked. "No sorry Josh. Maybe you can find some other guy to mess with" I said. "Yeah, well I tried" he shrugged his shoulders and walked away. I walked to my car furious. This guy meant bad news. And I could really do nothing. I'm not into the whole city league shit. And if his dad owns everything the guy can do as he pleases. This is not good for me or Jon. I got in my car and drove home as fast as I could without getting a speeding ticket. Today was Monday which meant Jon had his first practice today. I need to be there in order to see just how this guy acts. I got home really fast and waited for Jon to call me. A few minutes later Jon texted me telling me to pick him up in 10 minutes. I went up to my room and washed my face and did my hair again. I wanted to look sharp for some odd reason. Then I got a message from Oscar telling me to pick call him when I got home. I told him I'd pick him up at 5 and take him to dinner. Then I ran to my car and drove over to Jon's house, just a few feet away. He came out with his team sweats on. He looked really cute. He jumped in the car. "Aaron, I don't really want to go to practice. I wish I could skip this shit" he said. "Well, Jon, your parents paid already and you're team captain." "Not because I wanted to be" "I know but what can we do?" "Hold my hand at least" he said. "Okay" I said. I grabbed his little hand. Then he turned the radio up and we drove to the gym. Once we got there I walked him into the gym. He had a little pass that had his picture and everything on there. The guy at the door stopped me. "Only he can come into practice" he said. "That's stupid why?" I asked. "Closed practice" the guy said. "O really? Since when is a city team so freaking important. We paid for this shit." I said angered. "I'm sorry you can't come in. coaches orders" he said to me. "Well you tell your fucking coach to stick his head up his ass." I said. "Well I won't practice unless he's here" Jon said. "I'm sorry kiddo. Can't help you there. Talk to your coach" the guard said. "Well then I'm out of here." Jon said. He walked out and began walking with me. "That's some stupid bull shit" Jon told me as we walked back to the car. "I know, since when are these practices closed" I asked. "JON!" we hard someone scream. Alex ran out to us. We turned around. "Whats the problem?" he asked. "Well they wont let Aaron in" Jon said. "it's a closed gym sorry. For the teams safety you know" Alex said. "He's my brother, how is he going to hurt us?" Jon asked. "Well not really. You're not blood related" "That doesn't fucking matter" I said. "Jon you have to practice or you wont be in the team" Alex said. "Well then fine. I don't care about your team anyway." Jon said as he pulled me and we kept walking. "Okay Jon. He can come in" Alex said. I didn't get why they made such a big fucking deal. it's a kids basketball team. What the fuck! "Umm...I'm not sure I want to anymore" Jon said. "Jon your parents already paid. They wont get a refund. I'll let Aaron in I don't care" Alex added. "Okay fine." Jon said. We walked into the gym and the stupidest thing is that there were other parents there. So why not let me in? was he trying to just not have me there. Did he not want me to get in the way. I sat on the bleachers next to some lady. "So which one is your little brother?" she asked. "O um number 10" I said. "Nice of you to join your kid brother at his first practice" she added. "Yeah" I said and I got up and moved. Weird people up in these places. The practice seemed stupid. Jon didn't seem to be having a good time and all they did was run around and pass the ball around. They introduced Jon as the new team captain and most boys didn't care. After about an hour of actual practice they said it was open gym and that the boys could shoot around. Jon quickly came to find me. "Lets go" he said. "Already, don't you want to make some friends?" I asked. As much as I wanted him to get away from this I didn't want to encourage him to not try hard. "It's okay I'll make friends later" he said. We got up and he was grabbing his things when Alex came up the bleachers. "What you're not going to join your team in open gym?" he asked. "No, I have homework to do" Jon answered. "Jon, why are you not happy to be the leader. don't you see that you have to lead these guys?" Alex started again with his captain talk shit. "it's the first practice. They don't even care" Jon said. "Okay I challenge you and Aaron to a game. Just for fun" he said. "Um...okay" Jon agreed. I wasn't too happy about that but whatever. We went down to the court and Alex picked a boy from the team. It was 2 on 2. The game started and Alex seemed to be all up on Jon. Always behind him and at one point I swear I saw him reach for Jons balls. When I saw this I jumped in and used my body to take Alex down. "that's a foul" the other boy said. "No it was legal body use" Jon jumped in. Alex got up and he seemed angry. Jon made the first basket. But then Alex and the other boy began to dominate the game. Jon stuck to the kid and I used all my strength to push Alex down. He was strong but still didn't know how to use his body right. I always said that being in soccer was way harder then being in basketball and that's why. In soccer you constantly have to use your body as a way to defend yourself. "Well, Aaron, if you play clean maybe you can keep up" Alex said to me. "We're only down by 8." I said. "Okay, well you're still loosing" he replied. I pushed him down with my body again and I scored. After a while and after the boys got tired we called it a game. We lost but at least I got a little anger out of me. Jon seemed to be real tired and he tugged my hand to get going. "Okay well go get changed and we'll leave" I said. He ran to get his things and then to what seemed to be the locker rooms. Alex followed me to my seat. "Aaron, that was some rough game you played" he said to me. "Yeah well, I'm sorry. I'm not used to playing basketball" I said. "Its okay. I can also beat you in soccer" he said. He did not just say that. Soccer? Nope. That was my GAME. My life. "Really? Then how come I never played you?" I asked. "Because our league does not play with your public school league" "Well, if you want to I'll go join a team and school your ass." I said. "You stand no chance. You're not a true athlete. Look at you. You're out of shape" he said as he hit my stomach. "What just because I'm not all fucking skinny doesn't mean I can't play soccer. And dude, I'll school your ass in soccer" I said as walked away. "Okay, we'll plan a soccer game. You get a team together and I'll get mine" he said. "Okay, whatever" I said. Jon then came out of the locker rooms and walked with me. "JON. See you Friday" Alex said as he patted Jon on the shoulder. "Yeah" Jon agreed. We left the gym and were walking to my car. "Did you like it?" I asked. "I guess. I don't know. I wish I didn't have to be the leader." he said. "Well sometimes its cool to be the leader. I was captain" I said. "Yeah but you worked for it, you wanted it. I just got picked" "yeah, well then prove to them and to you that you are a good captain then" I said. "Yeah, but I don't want to be like Alex. He's cocky" "Yeah, can you believe he said he could beat me in soccer?" I asked. "NO huh! He did? What a retard" Jon laughed. We drove home and again he made me hold his hand. I felt so comfortable at that point. Jon didn't even show a single sign of liking Alex. Of course Alex was trying his very best to get Jons attention but it flew right by Jon. It was only 4:45 and I still had to go get Oscar and go to dinner. Jon didn't say much so I texted Oscar. He said he'd be ready and to beep when I got there. "Jon I'm going out do you want to come?" I asked. "Sorry I can't. I have to do homework. You know how my mom is. Maybe tomorrow" he said. "Okay no biggie" I said. I dropped him off and he seemed really happy that I went with him. He waved good bye as I drove away. I got to Oscar's house in like 2 minutes and I honked the horn. He peeked through his window and then took like a minute to come out he door. He was wearing really nice jeans and a shirt that made him look really cute. It was a dress yet sporty shirt. All I know is that he looked really good in it. I couldn't believe that this little hottie was all mine. He jumped in the car. "Hey looking good there dude" I said. "Thanks. I dunno I got this shirt yesterday and I figured I'd wear it" he said. "So where do we go?" I asked. "Anywhere man. I'm starving" "How does, red lobster sound?" I asked. "No, not a big fan of fish" "Hm...hooters?" "Naw, too many hookers" "Hm...olive garden?" I asked. "Hm...not into Italian food" "Oscar where the hell do we go then?" I asked. "I don't know man. Something we haven't gone to. Something that isn't famous. Something that is just ONE place. Not a lot of them" "Hmm...you mean something exclusive? Do you want something fancy or more family type?" "I don't know Aaron. You choose" he said as he buckled up. "Okay" I said. There is a restaurant a few miles from where we lived that seemed to be really nice and fancy. I always wanted to go there so I decided why not. We drove there and we didn't really talk about much except school and homework and maybe plans for the weekend. He's been getting used to my fancy tongue so he didn't get too excited as the valet parking guy came to us. In fact we had done valet parking about 3 times already. The first time he felt weird. Now he was like whatever. We walked into the restaurant and it was fancy as hell. Everything was nice and neat and luxurious. There were mainly middle aged people having whine and dinner. "Um...wow" Oscar said. The hostess greeted us and she was beautiful. "Are you guys meeting your parents here?" she asked. "O no we're by ourselves today" I answered. "o okay. Just two? Would you guys like regular seating or would you like to try our Extraordinaire section?" she asked. "Whats the difference?" I asked. "Pretty much seats. Regular seats or extra comfortable seats" she answered. "I'll take comfortable." I said as Oscar looked around and stared back at the people who kept looking at us. "Just so you know it is an extra charge is that okay?" she asked. "It's fine" I said. We got sat in these cubicle type thing. The server had to open a little curtain to get to us. It felt very private and the seats were extremely comfortable. The menu was so nice and the cheapest thing on the menu seemed to be a $16 Burger. That was crazy. But whatever, we ordered our drinks. "Aaron, this is the nicest place we've been to" he said. "I know, I wish it would have been a more special occasion" I said. "We could make it one" "Okay Mr. Oscar how can we make it a special one?" "How about, we make it, our promise dinner." "explain please" I said. "We'll promise each other to always try our best to be with each other and to not be jealous of anyone. And not let ANYONE break us apart." "Okay, sounds good" I said. We grabbed our cups and made a toast. "We promise" we said together. We ordered our food and we had an awesome time. Everything was delicious. The server was amazing! I found out that each server only gets 2 tables. And they have to give amazing service. I told him I owned a restaurant and I asked him if he made money or not since he only had 2 tables. He told me he made an average of 200 bucks a night. That is amazing. Oscar and I were falling move in love as the days went by. There wasn't a doubt in my head that he was the one boy I could really love. When the curtains were closed we tried to hold hands. I also had taken my shoes off and I had my foot in between his legs and played with his dick from time to time. We got out of that restaurant at quarter til 7. We really liked it. We swore to come back at least once a every two months. On our way home we weren't really holding hands. Instead we were holding onto each others' pinky finger for some odd reason. It felt, better then just holding hands. I don't know why. "I loved that place man. I loved being there with you" I said to him. "I know I liked it too. Aaron, do you think that when I get older we'll be able to be real boyfriends. Like go out and kiss in public?" he asked. I was honestly shocked. I don't think I ever expected him to ask such a question. "You know I've never thought about that. But I don't think that we'll do that because neither you or me want to be embarrassed" "Yeah I guess. I don't think I could ever tell my dad or my brothers. Or Jon" "Yeah me either." I said. "its okay Aaron. We are happy the way we are now. We can keep like that even when we are older. Maybe we can be "room mates" when I get older" he said. He really emphasized the room mates part. "yeah maybe we can be room mates" I said. We pulled up to his house minutes later. When I pulled up to his house my jaw dropped. In front of his house was Alex's stupid car. I was really mad now. Why oscar now? "Hmm...got a visitor huh?" I asked Oscar. "What would he be doing at my house?" he asked. We got out of the car and Alex was talking to Oscar's dad outside. "hey Oscar this nice guy here says he's got a new soccer team starting. Wants you to be in it" he said as he saw us. I waved hi to him and he smiled. Alex's jaw also dropped when he saw me with Oscar. This guy was really getting on my last nerve. Oscar's dad went inside and both Oscar and I walked up to Alex. "What?" oscar said. "Well I have this new indoor soccer team going on. I know you're on the soccer team at school and I'd like for you to be in it. No fees no nothing. Everything paid, its sort of like a project. Would you be interested?" Alex said. "I don't know. I don't think so. I don't have enough time on my hands sorry" Oscar said. He looked at me to kind of reassure himself that it was the right thing to do. It was not that he didn't have the time, its just that he must be feeling weird because why on earth would he pick him. He must have looked into Oscar's records or something in order to find out he was in the soccer team. "Come on don't you think it would be good for him Aaron?" Alex asked me. "I don't like making decisions for him." I said. "So, you hang out with Aaron a lot?" he asked Oscar. "Yeah, and about your team, I don't think so man. Sorry. I got to go do homework now. Thanks anyway" Oscar said as he opened the door and I followed him to his room. I didn't even bother looking back at this stupid idiot. There is no way that Alex is up to ANYTHING good. I was already told by Josh that he was bad news and the way he's been hunting down Oscar and Jon has just really not helped him. Now I was really going to be on his toes. I will make sure that he does not even lay a single hair follicle on Jon or Oscar's body. When we got to his room he sat on his bed and he signaled me to sit with him. "Now he was a soccer team too?" oscar asked me. "well I guess. Are you going to join?" I asked. "No are you kidding ME!" "just wondering you know. don't do it because I don't like him" "No its not even that. I just don't honestly have the patience to go to practice with stupid little kids. Half the time they don't pay attention" "O okay. Because you are so much older than those little kids are huh!" I said as I pushed him on the bed. We started wrestling around until he ended up on top of me. For us, this was like where auto pilot took over. He bent down and kissed me. Then he completely lied down on fop of me. Both of our boners were now crushed up together. We made out for a little while then I decided to go home before it got too late. I pushed him off softly. He pouted. "Why?" he asked. "it's a school night. And someone could walk in or hear" I said. "fine." "don't worry dude, save it for the weekend" I said. "okay fine. Lets go ill walk you out" His parents were already up in their room so they couldn't really notice anything happening. We walked up to the door and he looked around. No one was around so he kissed me one last time. We said our good byes and I headed to my car. I had left my phone there and I got a text from Jon. It read- Aaron plz call me. So I dialed his number. "Hello?" he answered. "Whats up?" I asked. "O hey dude, my mom is going to go to the airport real quick. Can I sleep over?" he asked. "Yeah, sure. All your homework done?" I asked. "Yeah, its all done" "Okay well I just left Oscar's house so how long do you want?" I asked. "Just come over now" he said. "okay be there in a few minutes" I said. I drove over to his house and when I got there he was already waiting outside with his backpack. He got in the car and smiled. "Well you're very happy" I said. "Not really. But its okay. She said I don't have to go to school tomorrow if I don't want to" "So that's why you're happy" "Yeah, but I guess I'll go because everyone is going" "Hmm...I don't know. We'll see okay. Maybe I'll stay home with you" I said as I messed his hair up. "Aaron, can we go get some ice cream?" he asked. "Hm...I guess." I said. I felt his little hand look for mine. I felt like I should take it away. To stop these kind of things to happen. But then I thought about it, and if I at one point told him it was okay for brothers to hold hands, then it would be contradicting myself. I decided to just hold onto his little hand. "So, if we don't go to school what are we going to do?" he asked. "Well I don't know. Watch movies, play video games. Simple stuff." "Can we go shopping?" he asked. "Again? Boy you really like shopping now" "Well I like it when im with you" he smiled again. "Yeah, I guess. But we'll see okay. I'm not promising anything" "Okay, but can you please really think about it?" "Yes I will. I promise" I said. We went to the nearest DQ to get some nice ice cream. It was really good. We got home at around 9 and we headed up to my room. Jon went straight for the Xbox and he started playing. I went to my computer to check my email and to look at some things I needed to buy. After a little while I went to my couch to watch Jon play. He got up from sitting on the floor and tried to sit on the couch. I was lying across so he made me pick up my legs, then he put my legs on his. So in a way he was sitting under me. Then he scooted more towards the middle of my body (my ass). I didn't say anything. He was a big boy and he knew what he was doing, and he also knew what he shouldn't do. We stayed like that for a while. Then he started moving his hands around my legs. At one point he sent shivers through my body. He got too close to my privates. Again, I let him do whatever. If he actually started touching then I would I say something. We heard a knock on the door. Jon scooted a little bit farther away from my ass and my mom came in. "You guys should go to sleep. Its late. You have school tomorrow" she said. "Actually mom, jon's sick. So I'm staying home with him. His mom went out of town" I said. "Hmm..." she looked at me and Jon. "How sick?" she asked. "Very" Jon answered. "Okay, well, if you need any medicines let me know. Hope you feel better Jon" she said as she kissed me good night. She left the room and Jon got out from below me. "That was really easy man. It takes a lot for my mom to let me stay home from school" Jon said in amazement. "Well she knows I'm good with school. And I have easy classes for the most part" I said. "Yeah I guess so. Well I'm tired" he said as he got on top of me. He held onto me. I just lied there waiting for his next move. "You're a very comfortable couch slash brother" he said as he giggled. "I'm a couch too now?" I asked. I could feel his little balls on my stomach. It was really good. But I had to stop him. "Jon, why are you on me?" I asked. "Because it's comfortable" "Yeah, but you are squishing me man. I can't breathe a lot" "O im sorry. Well lets go to bed then." he said. "yeah but we gotta change first" I said as I pushed him off. I walked into my closet and he followed. I grabbed some comfortable shorts and I changed in there. He did the same. I tried to not look. But I couldn't help it. He's beautiful. That soft, tender, golden skin of his makes me want to lick him all over. I turned away and headed to the bed. I got the bed all ready and fluffed the pillows. I got onto my usual right side of the bed and he walked up to the bed. "I think I'll sleep without my shirt today" he said as he got in bed. I was a little shocked and scared. Having him next to me, sleeping, no shirt, that was not going to be good. He got in real close to me. "So Aaron, what are we going to have for breakfast?" he asked. "I don't know man. that's a long time from now. Worry about sleeping. Than you can worry about breakfast" I said. I looked at the time and it was a little past 11. "Yeah, I guess. I can't wait til tomorrow" he said. And then his phone rang. I was surprised. Who would call this late. I didn't know the number and it had no name on his phone. He handed it to me. "I don't know who it is" he told me. I took the phone and opened it. "Hello" I answered. "Hey, sorry I think I have the wrong number" the voice said and hung up. It was a guy. "Weird, I guess they had the wrong number" I said to Jon. "Yeah, too weird" Jon said as he hugged me. Then the phone rang again. Same number. I answered again. "Hello" I said clearly. "Hi, is this Jon's phone?" the voice asked. "Who is this?" I asked. "O I'm a friend of his" "Do you know what time it is?" I said. "I'm sorry. Look I'm his coach. Are you his dad?" "No. I'm not. And I don't care who you are you shouldn't be calling at this time ALEX!" I said. "How do you know my name?" "Don't worry about that. Don't ever call Jon's phone at this time. In fact don't even call unless its important." I said very angry. "Is this Aaron?" he asked. "Yes it is. What can I do for you?" "What are you doing with Jon's phone?" "Don't worry about that. And I'm with him right now. Is there something you'd like me to tell him?" I asked. "Umm...just wanted to know if he's thought about that training on Wednesday" "Didn't he already say no to that?" "Well...yeah but I was wondering maybe he changed his mind" Jon was looking at me very weird. Then he took the phone from my hands. Pressed a button and then put Alex on speaker phone. "Alex, don't call me this late. And if its about practice stuff you can call my house and leave a message okay" Jon said. "O hey Jon. Have you thought about it?" Alex asked. "Yes I have, and I said no already. Sorry" Jon answered. "Well I was just wondering. You guys have a great night" Alex said. "O we will thanks" Jon said. He winked his eye at me. "So, what is that all about? Calling you at this time? Who gave him your number?" I asked. "he has to have it for emergencies and stuff" Jon said. "O okay. Well, lets watch TV okay." I said as I turned on the TV. We watched TV for a while, he moved around and had his head resting on my side. He had his hand around me and it was too close to my dick so I decided to hold onto his hand. At least it would stop him from touching anything else. We were pretty comfortable and we watched a couple of shows. We talked very little, just watched TV. There was the occasional question or joke, but nothing major. Just two good, friends, watching TV together. After a while I felt his hand lose grip and I heard his breathing get slower. I looked down and he had fallen asleep. I couldn't believe it. My little Jonny. He was with me again. Just like in the beginning. Just, holding onto each other. Not more than that. Maybe this is what I loved so much about him. The fact that we both made each other feel very comfortable and safe. I slowly moved his head off of me and got up so I could help him move onto a more comfortable sleeping position. I slowly picked up his body and moved him to the side of the bed. I got in bed and turned around to hold him. I felt his skin touch my skin. So soft, so gentle. I wanted to have his skin all day every day. Then he slowly moved more back and was now comfortably putting most of his weight on me. His bare boy back was touching my upper body. It felt so warm. And then I mentally slapped my face. I loved Oscar. Why was I drifting away onto Jon again. Bad me. Bad me. I still held onto Jon but it stopped myself from having the awkward mental images. I slowly fell asleep myself. I woke up in the middle of the night. I looked at the time and it was 4:35am. I then looked over to my side and there was Jon. With his angelic face, sleeping. His juicy lips were so close to mine, I could feel and smell his cute breath on hitting my face. I felt his legs in between mine, our arms around each other. I simply smiled. Its amazing, the feeling of having someone in your arms, someone you love and care for. Someone who has shown you that they love you and that no matter what comes in between the love you have for each other is indescribable. I leaned in and kissed his cute button nose. "I love you" I whispered. I don't know what I mean by love anymore. Maybe I love him for being Jon, the person. Not the boy who I used to mess around with. But the person he turned out to be. I couldn't fall back asleep. I lied on my back for a while. Looking up at my ceiling. Why did I have to get myself in this position. Oscar and Jon. Not to forget the run ins with Uriel, Luis, and Josh. Of course it felt more bad to me because I thought Uriel was the first and only boy to ever be in my life. But I thought wrong. Now, he was just one of them. And even though he's very special to me and has his own place in my heart, he is no match to Jon or Oscar. I was taken away from my thoughts when I felt Jon climb on top of me. "I love you too Aaron" he whispered. "What?" I said. "you said you loved me. I love you too" he said softly. "How long have you been awake?" I asked. "A few minutes. I felt you kiss my nose" he said. "O. well...why are you on me again?" I asked. "Cuz you're comfy" "Well go to sleep" I said as I put my arms around him. He put his around me. He rested his little head on my chest and I massaged his hair. It was weird for me because usually having a kid on me would turn me on and I'd have a raging boner by now, but with Jon, I was okay. I was not excited. I was just enjoying the moment. We both fell asleep like that. I woke up at 9am with him on me still. He was still sleeping like a baby. I waited for a while just thinking and watching him sleep. ************************************************************* The next 2 weeks or so were full of busyness. Between work and school I hung with Oscar and Jon. I kind of tried to work it out with both of them. It was mid November now and we had a few inches of snow on the ground. Not enough for snowball fights or anything. Jon's basketball was going okay. Alex was still a pain in the ass and he didn't really try anything stupid with Jon because I was at all of the practices and I watched him with hawk eyes. He sort of tries to keep a good relationship with me but I know that inside he's burning up thinking that he has this battle lost. Oscar and I kept a very good relationship going on. We started spending less time together because of family things and school projects. But we still hung out as much as we could. He had to get this tutor on Wednesdays to help him with some school work. His parents wouldn't let me do it because they said we probably wouldn't focus and well I guess they're right. I noticed a little bit of a change in him but I think its normal. He's a growing boy. We stopped messing around too much. It still happened but not as much as before. Well, it is Saturday and its Jon's first official game. I told him and Oscar that I wasn't going to be able to go because I had to work. I wanted to surprise Jon with a big sign. I went to the store to pick it up and I had invited some of Jon's friends to come with me so they could help me hold the sign up. Oscar told me he was going to go to his aunts house to help her clean something so he couldn't go. It was cool. We got to the gym 10 minutes before the game started and I sat Jon's friends in the firsts rows in the middle so Jon could see the sign. I walked around the gym to try to find the bathrooms. As I was walking I saw a kid that looked just like Oscar. I was surprised. He was supposed to be at his aunts house. I followed him and he went into a semi dark hallway. He walked into a room but forgot to shut the door. I slowly crept up and put my head near the door to listen. "Oscar it freaking took you forever." I heard Alex. My heart froze. How could it be! My oscar? "I know dude. I had to clean my house and stuff." I heard oscar say. "So where's your boyfriend?" Alex asked. "He's working I guess" "Are you ever going to tell him that you're done with him?" "I don't know Alex. I really care about him" "Well you can't date us both" "I'm not dating you Alex" Oscar replied. "But you're fucking with me" "Doesn't mean I'm dating you" "Okay whatever. I'm still surprised about you. I was working on Jon so much I barely noticed you" "Yeah, well Jon seems to always get the attention" "Oscar, you're cute too. Why do you say that? is Aaron giving Jon attention that belongs to you?" "Well not really, I mean he's friends with him. But sometimes I wish he didn't care about him so much" "Oscar, is Jon...gay?" Alex asked. "No he's not. Why?" "Just wondering. Maybe...him and Aaron..." "Shut up no. no. that's impossible. I know them both. Aaron wouldn't cheat on me" "But you cheated on him" "I know but he's not like that." "Oscar, you're one sick person" "I'm not. I just, like money, and sex. And you have both" "Doesn't Aaron?" "Yeah, but, he doesn't use it like you. I mean you took me to meet famous basketball players" "Don't forget the fancy hotel where I fucked you the first time" I heard Alex say. I was on the verge of breaking into the room and beating the shit out of Alex. But I held myself back. I didn't know what to do. I had to play it smart. I lost Oscar. O well, I knew it was too good to be true. I slowly walked away. I thought and thought and thought about what to do. Nothing came to my mind. I was just so mad. I worried about Alex hurting Jon that I didn't bother protecting Oscar from that asshole. I mean I was still in a relationship with Oscar but I clearly heard him say he cheated. What can I do! I decided to surprise them all. I went back to my seat and waited for the game to start. When the players came out I signaled the boys to raise the big sign. Jon's eyes lit up when he saw me and the sign. It read `You're the BEST JON! From your bro Aaron'. He waved hi to me and I could tell how excited he was. And then I saw Oscar and Alex walk to the team bleachers together. The seats where the substitutes sit. Oscar saw me. His eyes opened wide. He didn't know what to do. He simply sat down. He looked over at me through out the whole game. I just watched my lil bro play his game. He did so well. Scored quite a few points. He was named player of the game. When it ended I walked into the hallway and I waited for Jon. He came out of the locker rooms so happy. His friends where cheering him on and he literally ran to me and hugged me. As he was hugging me Oscar came with him. "Jon you did great. I guess after all you were the captain huh?" I asked. "Yeah I guess" he said as he smiled and he showed his cute dimples. "Jon, I'm so proud of you" I sad as I hugged him again. Then oscar came up. "Hey! You made it" he told me. "Yeah, so did you. How did you get home from your aunts so fast?" I asked. "Umm...I didn't go. But I didn't call you since I thought you were at work" "O really. Okay. Well I wanted to surprise Jon and since you said you were going to your aunts I didn't tell you about it" "Well you surprised us both" he said as he laughed. "Yeah I did" I said. I threw a little bit of sarcasm in there. Alex came up to us and I could feel the tension between him and Oscar. O I wanted to pound Alex to the floor. "Jon, you're the best. I love you so much bro" I said as I picked him up and hugged him. "Stop it not in front of my friends" he said. "Well lets go celebrate" I said. Alex simply walked away when he saw that everyone ignored him. That stupid blond haired hooker. They followed me to the truck and to my surprise Oscar did to. In fact he sat in the passengers seat. On the way to the ice cream shop he tried to hold my hand. I didn't let him, not only because of what I had heard, but because the kids were all in the back. "Aaron, are you okay?" oscar asked me. "yeah baby. I'm fine" I said softly. He simply smiled. I took them to DQ for ice cream and bought all 5 of them anything they wanted. After spending a half hour in there I took everyone home except Oscar. Jon told me to come back to his house for dinner after I dropped off Oscar. I agreed. When it was just me and Oscar in the car I felt awkward. I wondered how long he had been cheating on me and if that is the reason we stopped having sex so much. When I pulled up to his house, he looked at me. "Aaron, you seem mad. Did Jon make you mad?" he asked. "No, it wasn't Jon" I said. "Then who?" "No one don't worry about it. Why don't you go call Alex. I bet he'd make you laugh" I said. I don't know where that came from. "Aaron just because I sat with him don't mean shit. I went with Jon. He told me I could see down there to see better" "Yeah, I bet he did. I bet he also charged you a blow job or something" "Aaron why are you being a jealous freak? I would never cheat on you" "NEVER SAY NEVER!" I raised my voice. It really shook him. "Aaron, are you, doubting me?" he asked. "I don't know Oscar. I don't know" I said. "Well I'm going to go okay. You need some alone time" he said as he got out. Alone time my ass. I needed to go find that fucker. To show him that he messed with the wrong person. I some how put that behind me for now and I drove to Jon's house for dinner. To be continued... Thanks to all my readers for the awesome emails. I have one more chapter coming. I hope you guys are enjoying the story. Thanks. Again email me at Tommy199212@hotmail.com