Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2014 13:06:24 +0100 From: Leslie Carr Subject: Virgin chapter 1 (b, b, 1st, cons) Virgin The noon bell rings and that's school done for the day. It's a "Baker" day or to be more accurate a half a "Baker" day. Apparently years ago an Education Minister called Ken Baker brought them in for school staff to have meetings and discuss school matters. For some reason it's only a half day today but I'm not complaining as I shove my books into my bag and quit the classroom. I'm almost at the end of the corridor, near the double doors that lead out into the schoolyard, when I hear a call from behind me. "Hang on Steve I'll walk along with you!" Brian Jackson, from my class, is catching up to me as I slow down my pace. He heads home in my general direction and we do occasionally walk that way together. He's not a "best mate" but I like him well enough. He's a bit quiet like me and also like me he tries to avoid trouble or arguments. "Sure Bri take your time there's no rush." Once we're out in the yard and heading for the school gates I feel I have to say something, rather than just amble along in silence. "A half a day off then Bri. I'm not complaining about that am I?" "Me neither Ste. Got any plans?" "Nah I got most of my notes for tomorrow written up in class while things were quiet so I guess I'll just goof off the rest of the day." There's silence for a while as we walk down Sycamore Drive; under those trees that give it its name. Then Brian moves even closer to me and glances at me, nods slowly, and then changes our conversation's direction totally. "You know Ste I like you a lot." "That's cool mate and I like you too. You never get involved in any trouble and you don't hang around with any creeps either." "Mmm Ste that's not exactly what I was trying to say. What I meant by that is I'm... attracted to you. "That way" if you're getting my meaning." I don't do anything more noticeable to anyone in the Drive than trip over my own feet and nearly fall over. I think I've done pretty well to stay upright after having just been told that basically my classmate's gay and he fancies me. Sorting out my feet I turn my head to look at him and he seems quite cool and calm. "Bri this isn't a wind up is it?" "A wind up? I'm sorry what do you mean?" "Look you've never done anything like this before as far as I know but did Jimmy Bishop or one of his oppos put you up to this? He's really got it in for me since he insisted on picking a fight with me and I flattened him. He never bothered finding out I've had over 2 years karate training. Is he trying to get at me through you and a set up?" "Ste I have nothing to do with him any time and I'd never do anything like that to you. Look I mean what I said. I'm attracted to you and if I've shocked you then sorry. Did I shock you?" It's funny feeling and a funny question. Look I'm 12 going on 13 and kids my age nowadays are supposed to be streetwise and know what's what. I'm a bloody virgin in truth! I know how to get myself off; I guess all boys and likely girls figure that out on their own but that's it. Oh we have school sex education lessons about how babies are made etc but lessons on how you do gay sex? Nah never. We do have a school policy about non discrimination on grounds of sexual preference, colour, race, or religion, but that's no help here. I mean a lesson on how a sexual virgin is supposed to react to what Bri's just said would be a big help. "Shocked? Well more surprised I suppose. I'm mean it's a bit out of the blue isn't it? I never had a hint you were even gay never mind that you were interested in me out of everyone in our class." "Not shocked is good. Look if you don't want to talk about this anymore we can leave it as it stands." While he's saying that I'm chewing things over in my mind. I don't think it should be left in silence. I need to get things out in the open and sorted out; and sort my feelings out too. What makes me even more confused and mixed up is I've never had "those kind" of feelings about anyone; not girls and certainly not boys. I've seen boys at our school going on about one of the girls and saying "I'd give her one" and I just mainly tried to avoid those conversations. That got me the rep of being a bit of an innocent know nothing I suppose. Now I'm wondering how I'm reacting to thinking about liking boys. "No Bri lets not leave it at that! I think we need to talk about it. Look "Burley Park's" just across the road so lets go in and sit down so I can talk this out with you." "Fine with me Ste. Look mate you're handling this really well. It was a bit full on the way I put it but it seemed the only way. I've had you on my radar for a while but you never even seemed to notice me." A little way into the park there's a raised area that looks down on the lake and which has benches spaced along it. One of those benches is under a big old oak tree and shaded from the sun. Dropping my book bag I settle down and Brian sits alongside me. I suck in a deep breath and put my words into order in my head before opening my mouth. "Okay Bri I didn't see it coming but I'm not shocked all that much. Like I said more surprised. Look can I ask you a question that's bugging me already?" "Ask away mate it's my fault for hitting you with this the way I did. I forget everyone isn't as open about sex as I am." "Okay Bri then why me?" He looks genuinely puzzled when I ask him that. "Why you? What do you mean?" "Bri everyone I've heard talk about you says how good looking you are. You're a "looker" you're bloody gorgeous!" He gives me a bit of a sly grin when I say the last word. "Gorgeous? Oh well maybe you have been noticing me?" Now this is a wind up but not a nasty one so I grin a bit myself. "Yeah I've heard them and I'll bet you have too mate. "He's prettier than most girls" or I know girls that'd give their eye teeth for his skin and hair" So why me? I'm not gorgeous or even pretty am I?" Now there's not a trace of a grin and I'm sure the wind up isn't around right now. "Don't put yourself down Ste. Who said you're not pretty? I didn't! There's one other gay boy in our class thinks you're stunning and remember it's me that said I'm attracted to you." "I'm a stunner? We're back to wind up time again aren't we? You're the one with the looks not me." He drops his hand onto my thigh and squeezes it hard. "Ste why should I only fancy someone who looks just like I do. Ever heard of opposite's attracting? Okay I'll blow my own trumpet. I'm gorgeous! And you? You're a stunner and your kind of looks are what I like. Believe me now?" Jesus he means every word he's said! Well I'm not confused about him but now I'm confused about myself and my feelings; or lack of feelings. I bend forward to look down at the asphalt and then right back to stare up at the sunlight through the oak leaves. This gives me time to mull things over again before speaking. "Okay I believe you but now you better listen to me and believe what I say. I've never looked at a boy and thought I liked him the way you mean. Remember I see plenty of naked boys when we change for gym, swimming, and after karate practice. On the other hand I've seen lots of girls in bikinis at the beach and I even saw Melissa Coates, who lives at the back of our house, naked. I never worked up much interest in her either. So here's the thing. Am I gay? I dunno. Am I straight? Dunno about that either. Bri I'm a genuine 100% virgin is what I am." He's turned sideways on the bench so he can look at me eye to eye. "Ste what would you do if I kissed you right here and now?" Before I say a single word I glance around where we are sitting. The nearest living human to us is an elderly guy taking his Spaniel for a walk. Out on the lake's edge there are a couple of people fishing but nobody really close by. "I honestly don't know Bri!" "Well let's find out then!" He leans in close to kiss me full on my lips; and to my surprise it doesn't feel dirty or disgusting like a "queer" kiss is supposed to. His lips are soft and his mouth tastes nice as from a breath mint or spearmint gum. I don't pull away, I just sit there exploring how I feel, until Brian is the one that pulls back. "Well how did that feel? At least you didn't faint, scream, or change from the handsome prince into a frog!" At first I can't speak and have to swallow hard a time or two. "That was nice Bri! It felt nice but does that mean I'm gay too?" He grins and shrugs. "Maybe and maybe not. You know some boys and girls experiment with being gay and then move onto the opposite sex. Maybe you will maybe you won't but there's one thing for sure. I'd like to kiss you again if you'd like me to?" I have to take another glance around. I guess I'm not as cool and confident as Brian. There's a woman with a pushchair starting up the rise and she's closer than the man with the dog had been. Somehow now though I seem not to care if she notices us or not. "Yeah I think I'd like that." Brian leans in again and this time, when he kisses me, I find I'm trying to kiss him back. I realise he must think I'm a hopeless bloody amateur but then again I am one. This kiss goes on a lot longer and next I can feel the tip of his tongue on mine just before he breaks off for the second time. What he can't feel is that my cock has got stiff and hot from the second kiss. I'm also breathing hard like I've been running on the track. "Oh my lord!" Not my best line but it'll have to do. Brian is grinning a different style of grin. Gentler but happy? "Now that went well and you did pretty well for a virgin like you said you are." That woman with the pushchair is passing us now and has a sort of doubtful look; as if she's not sure if she really saw what she thinks she saw. I'm tempted to wave to her and call out that yeah Brian has just kissed me. That worries me a fair bit because I usually never act wild like that! Next though my mind asks itself what happens now. I decide I'll leave that up to Brian. I think the next move is up to him. Also my cock is still straining against my briefs! "So nothing bad happened did it? You said you weren't shocked just surprised and having me kiss you doesn't seem to have scared you off." "Brian what do we do now?" I said it was up to him so asking him seems the only way to go. "Well maybe you come home with me and you practice how to kiss a bit more?" That one sentence scares me more than it should. I'm gnawing my lip as Brian looks as me steadily. When I reply things come out a bit jerkily. "Look Bri I ... well I mean I think I'd like to but... well yeah then but...!" Brian takes pity on me at last. "Look you won't have to do anything with me you don't want to. We can go as slow as you like." "Well okay then." Three words only but they could be taking me anywhere. Then something waves a red flag in my head. "Bri what about your parents?" "Oh they're cool with me being gay." "What? They know you're gay? No that's not what I mean. Wait! You mean you want me to come back with you and like be kissing you with your folks there? I... !" He takes pity on me for the second time. "Calm down Ste! Look we haven't done anything yet except kiss each other. I don't expect you to "come out" to anyone right off let alone do it to my parents in our house. You can relax because they won't be home until around 6 tonight. You ready to go?" "Yeah I'm ready if you are." When I say that I feel like biting my tongue, considering the situation and a possible double meaning, but it's too late for that. Picking up my bag I trail alongside Brian. It turns out he lives in "Pine Tree Close" which is off "Sycamore Drive" so we don't have far to go and my nerves don't have time to get even tighter than they are now. His home is much like ours in that it's a 4 bedroom semi detached house with a small front garden and a run in for a car. There's also a garage at the front so if Brian's mum and dad both have a car then they've room for two parked off the roadway. Brian unlocks the front door, an alarm begins to beep its way down, until that is he taps in a code to shut it down. I shuffle my way inside behind him then he turns and locks the door behind us. "This way!" Brian leads me into a big rear lounge, nicely furnished and carpeted, and mostly pulls the curtains across the French Windows which look out onto a bigish back garden. "I'm not worried if the neighbours watch us but maybe you'd like a little privacy? You can put that book bag down now and why don't you take off your blazer?" I just now realise I'm standing here like a dummy still toting a bag of books while looking at Brian and wondering what happens next. "Uh oh yeah sure." Glancing around I drop my book bag in a corner out of the way and slip off my blazer then stand there holding it. "There are coat hooks just outside in the hall; hang mine up too will you?" Brian's holding out his blazer towards me and he must think I've suddenly caught dimwit fever or something. "Er oh yeah okay!" After hanging both blazers up I walk nervously back into the room. Why am I so nervous I'm thinking to myself. We sat in the park kissing in public and I liked it. It's because we're alone here and I have no idea what we do next. Oh yeah we're gonna kiss but what happens after that? How long can we just kiss? What do two boys do once they stop kissing? I guess I'll soon find out! When I walk back inside Brian's sitting on the bigger of the two sofas and he pats the cushion next to him. He's also taken off his tie and undone the top three buttons of his shirt. "Come and sit here Ste!" I cross over to him like a robot to settle next to him. Thank heavens he's the tutor because he takes charge and I don't have to do anything but let him be the boss. Unlike in the park this time he puts his arms around me to pull me close. Then he's back to kissing me as softly and as expertly as he was earlier. At first I sit there like a zombie but then I just have to do something or he'll think I've fainted with my eyes open. Without thinking about it my arms go around him and now I find I'm kissing him back. I may not kiss as good as he does but I'm suddenly very enthusiastic about it! We do pause! My tie feels like it's strangling me so I wrestle with its knot, tug it down, and toss the strip of cloth aside. Before I can do it Brian pops loose one, two, and then three shirt buttons, just like he did for himself earlier. And then delightfully his mouth is back with mine. After a while I'm breathing fast and Brian seems to be warmed up too. Pressing me back against the seat cushions he kisses me even harder and now his tongue slides into my mouth. It feels weird at first but soon I find I love the sensation. Experimentally I move my tongue over his and somehow he tempts and teases my tongue into his mouth. I let my tongue go deep inside and he's sucking on it. Should I be gagging like this? I don't feel anything but soaring excitement! At last I pull my mouth away from his to suck in air as I tremble like a leaf. Brian's giving me a long slow smile. "For a virgin you're a fast study and you're a great kisser. More?" It's all I can do to just nod as I suck in a deep lungful of air. His next kisses are blisteringly hot as the couch's leather creaks softly beneath us. Now he's moved down to nuzzle my neck and he kisses my earlobe then his tongue tip explores the hollow near my collarbone. My cock is iron hard and throbbing as Brian wriggles part way across me. His thigh finds itself pressing now on my hot hard-on. He slows and I can feel his own body stiffen, he raises his face to look at me and his cheeks are as flushed as mine feel, his voice sounds thick as he speaks. "I think either we'd better stop or I take things further. Do you want to go further?" I can barely get my words out from behind lips that want more of his lips. "Please! I can't stop now Brian. Go on!" He nods and his fingers busy themselves with the buckle of my belt, slipping it free, then the button on the top of my trousers is loosed. Above my fast breathing the noise of my zipper being slid down sounds unnaturally loud. Even as he kisses me again, fast and lightly, he's pulled my shirt free and undone the rest of the buttons. His fingers trail over my chest and my flat belly then ease my trousers just down to my hips. Irrationally, all I can think of at this exact moment, is I'm glad I'm wearing new dark blue briefs. Those briefs are stretched by my hot and swollen cock as Brian's fingers ease my flesh free of the tight cloth. "What a lovely cock!" I'm dazed and amazed and panting with excitement as he trails his fingers down its length. "Really?" My lips feel thick and my tongue clumsy as I speak. "Oh yes! So nice and smooth, long too." I blurt out my next words. "Can I see yours?" "Of course you can." Moving away from me just a little I watch as he opens his shirt all the way and then unbuckles his belt like he did to mine. I'm running my eyes over him as if seeing him for the for the first time. He's pale skinned like me with silky blond hair where mine is wiry red. His features have a slightly feminine cast that makes him as lovely as I've heard lots of girls, and a few boys, bitterly, say he is. He stands to push down his grey school trousers and his white briefs with them. His cock is long and proud like mine. Maybe mine is slightly longer than his; maybe his is slightly thicker than mine. He's right. His cock looks lovely to my eyes. "Can I touch it?" "Oh please yes I'd like you to!" Hesitatingly I reach out to touch his smooth flesh and stroke the curve of his cock. He shudders as I do. "I think I want to give you what you need Steven." I'm gulping what seems to be a big lump in my throat and I want to keep touching him. Gingerly I cup his balls feeling his velvety flesh under my fingers. He steps out of his briefs and trousers, and now clad in just his open shirt, he moves a pace away from me and my exploring fingers. "I think we'll need these or we'll mess things up!" "Mess things up... Oh yeah!" Brian's picked up a box of paper tissues from the nearby coffee table and pulled free a wad of them. I realise exactly where he's coming from and I'm past the point of no return by a long way. "Here! Turn a little this way." Now he's seated behind me on the couch and one hand moves around my waist to cup my balls; the way I just did to him. The other takes hold of my aching cock. Forefinger underneath it and thumb atop it Brian eases back my foreskin to free the swell of my helmet. I moan softly as the dark red bulge is revealed. "God that looks so wonderful Ste! I said your cock was lovely and it is." The wad of tissues rest against my trembling thigh as Brian begins to to smoothly pump my cock, with his finger tucked under its helmet and his thumb resting atop of it. Incredible sensations flood through me as I lose my virginity for sure and certain. "Tell me when you're cumming Ste. Tell me when you're nearly there." His words are soft in my ear as he's kissing the side of my neck, while his fingers pick up the pace, and he's wanking me faster and firmly. I can't understand why I haven't cum by now; I'm that excited. That's it! I'm too excited! My cock's so hard it feels like I'm locked up. Then something happens to launch the rocket so to speak. Brian's close up behind me and against me, kissing my neck, who'd have thought how good that can feel, when he shifts just a little more as he works my cock. I feel the smooth curve of his cock pressed against one buttock and as it touches me I feel a hot flash inside my balls. Heat builds and starts to soar up the barrel of my cock. My brain works just in the nick of time. "Jesus I'm nearly there! I'm cumming!" Without breaking stride, so to speak, Brian looses my balls and grabs the wad of tissues, the fingers of his other hand fly faster, and then my body bucks and jerks as my cock fires a first wad into the tissues he's just wrapped around it. I scream! I actually scream out loud as it happens! The ecstasy seems to just go on forever even though I realise later this only lasts for seconds. Through the mists I hear Brian. "Tell me when to stop. Do you want me to stop?" "Noooo!" He slows a little, works more gently, but he doesn't stop as I gasp and grunt. Finally I'm spent and drained and he does halt his hand. "Good?" Just one questioning word that calls for a long reply. The trouble is I can scarcely speak. My first attempt just ends in a hiccup or something like that. A hard swallow and a cough before I can speak. "Good? Oh Jesus fucking Christ that was good." I realise I've just used the "F" word that I hardly ever do since my folks hate to hear it. Brian kisses me behind the ear which is another nice place to be kissed. "Well I thought you might just have liked it. Hold still while I fetch some more tissues." Looking down I get the point. The tissues he wadded around my cock as I came are sodden and matted with my cum cream. When Brian eases the soaked paper away a single big bead of thick juice oozes from my cock for him to mop up with the fresh tissues. "Be right back!" He walks out through the door that leads into their kitchen and as he does I take in his slim legs and the flashes of his firm buttocks as his shirt tail swings. He returns after I hear the clang of the lid of likely a waste bin. As he nears the couch I can see his cock is up hard and as stiff as mine was. I know exactly what I need to do and say. "I want to do that for you now Brian!" He's standing smiling down at me with his hands on his slim hips. "Well I'm glad to hear that Ste. I do need you to take a turn with me you know." "How do I...?" Brian sits down next to me on the sofa hooking an arm around me and resting his head on my shoulder. "Don't get yourself worried Ste. Just do things as if you were doing it for yourself." I reckon I'm more nervous now than I was when Brian first touched my cock. That was a good nervousness because it was a first time thing and I was wanting it to happen. Now I've got to do my best to please Brian. We end up on the sofa with positions reversed. I'm behind him this time as I take his cock in my fingers and tentatively make a start at my turn. Each time I make a firm stroke his foreskin slides smoothly back to free his helmet then forward as my hand moves forward. I've got my free hand stroking Brian's belly because I like doing that to myself when I'm playing with my own cock. Seems like he likes it too as he wriggles each time my fingers roam over his belly. He's liking what I'm doing for sure, liking what both hands are doing. His breath is hissing between his teeth as I up the pace of my fingers. One of his hands is clamped on the back of the sofa while the other grips me just above my knee. "Uh! Yeah! Keep doing it like that. Oh my God yeah now!" Feeling Brian jerking and rocking I use the tissues in the nick of time as his first big spurt erupts and he almost growls as he cums. His head's snapping back and forth at each hard pump of my hand and I can feel the tissues drenched against my fingers as I drain him as fully as he did it to me. "Whoooo!" With his back resting against me I can feel him suck in a huge breath before he lets it out to make that noise. He wiggles around a little as if getting comfortable to settle back on me. "Damn it! If that's what you do to yourself every time you get yourself off it's a wonder you can walk to school." "I did good then?" "You did "me" good for sure. Gimme some more of those tissues will you Ste? This sofa's new and mum would kill me if I messed it up "Oh yeah here you go." One clump of tissues wiped his cock more or less dry and then another lot wraps the soggy mess up safely. Brian leans back again and then suddenly I giggle. "Somethin' funny Ste?" "I was just thinking I keep a box of "Kleenex Man Size" tissues in my bedroom for the sake of my bed sheets." "Man size not boy size?" I giggle again at that. "Well we both seem man sized when we get hard Bri!" After another round of giggles things go quiet with Brian resting his back against my chest and me just occasionally kissing his neck; because he likes it and I like doing it to him. After a while I stop doing even that, because my cock's just starting to tickle and tingle again, and I'm wondering if we might start up all over again if I keep at it. It sort of comes out all on its own accord. "I think I better go home now Bri'!" He nods slowly. "Yeah I think you should too." "Huh? What?" He's felt me stiffen and grabbed my hands to clasp them flat against his belly then he's giggling again. "I'm not trying to get rid of you so I can sneak in another boyfriend Ste but I know how you feel. I felt the same after my first time with a boy and I needed to think things over. I think you should go home and think about how you feel about us and what just happened." "Yeah I guess you're right Bri'!" I hate moving my body away from his but I get up and tug my briefs up along with my trousers. Once my shirt's buttoned up I tuck it into the waistband of my trousers and re-buckle my belt. Bugger the tie I just shove it into my book bag. When I slip my blazer back on Brian's decent again. Mind you I prefer him indecent! At the door I'm not leaving without saying and doing something. First I pull him close and kiss him very hard. I think maybe that does take him by surprise just a little. Then I try to order my mind before the words blurt out. "I guess I'll see you in class tomorrow. Brian I'm so glad you told me how you felt about me because I'm really sure I feel the same way about you." Then I kiss him again even harder and open the door to leave him. Down the driveway and at the gate I turn round and wave at him where he stands at the front door. He waves back and sod me if he doesn't blow me a kiss before cracking up into another fit of the giggles. That does make me feel much more normal and then I think to myself "Who says the two of us aren't normal" and I realise I think we've done nothing strange or wrong. As I lengthen my stride along the pavement and head for home my face suddenly breaks into a huge grin. I'm not a "Virgin" anymore and maybe I've got myself a boyfriend like some boys have a girlfriend. I can't wait to sit down and talk to Brian in school tomorrow and the only cloud on my horizon is wondering if I'll ever have the nerve to "come out" to my folks like Brian has.