Date: Sat, 5 Jan 2019 19:11:29 -0500
From: anonymous <miracleboatr@gmail.com>
Subject: "MISGUIDED" Part 1 LESBIAN/ Adult Friends

Misguided Part 1
bySapphoLust © 2019

These are my recollections, as I've put them down on paper. I'm Nina
Mercado, a former stripper and porn actress from Vegas who decided to make
a better life for myself. I was born in the southwestern part of Texas and
my family migrated north to Dallas where I went to school. I've always been
an attractive woman and with my Native American dark hair and brown, smooth
skin I was a natural on the strip where I worked for too many years.

I've always been athletic and swam as much as I could to stay in good
shape, even into my late twenties. In high school I excelled in english and
history but my parents didn't have money to send me to college so I left
and went to Vegas to work when I graduated. I worked the clubs did a few
tripple x rated flicks, but nothing that paid enough to justify the dangers
of the gig.  I danced in and around Vegas for too many years before I
realized I could do much more with my life.  I ran into a girlfriend from
my high school days and she helped me into doing something for myself I
could never have dream of doing. I went back to college, got motivated to
get my undergrad degree and followed through to attain my Masters in
Psychology and became a guidance counselor in a regional high school in a
mid-western state far away from Las Vegas.

It's a non assuming town with good values and a job that could help support
me while I decided what to do next.  I've had to accept my addictions and
found recovery from my crack and marijuana habits, but had never dealt with
my overwhelming lust for other sexy women in my life.  Not until I met Deb
and another woman, had I ever been so addicted to hot sex. Although I 'm
bisexual, I'm rarely attracted to men these days. Instead I seem drawn to
older, sultry mature women who want me to dominate them and give me sex as
much as I want them to. I wasn't prepared for what would come next.


It was so strange, I awoke from a dream where I was almost being forced to
have sex, something I have not done, yet. I found myself masturbating
almost uncontrollably after this extended fantasy. This super erotic dream
had overtaken my subconscious mind, where I was taken by three men on at
once.  I didn't see their faces but they were well endowed and very
muscular. One stud fucked my ass as I laid on my side on a huge plush
carpet.  Another young hunk pinched and sucked on my plump breasts. Then
there's this last guy right over me, inches from my face, who's made me
fondle his stiff balls while he stroked his huge cock.  He demanded that I
suck his cock to completion, but I refused.  I awoke just when the guy was
about to shoot his big load all over my heaving breasts. I was confused,
angry and yet aroused by the explicit dream.  It was so strange because I
mostly just consciously think about older women these days.

I laid in my bed wrapped in thought about Lisa, a hot busty porn star I had
never worked with, but was always attracted to.  I fingered my wet pussy
and got my nipples hard as I imagined Lisa sucking on my clit. Her
experienced sharp tongue stimulated my womanhood.  Just the thought of this
made my blood rush down there. My mind throbbed with lustful thoughts as I
felt the warm release of another great orgasm.  I knew I couldn't stay in
bed that morning, there were just too many things to do at work. The more
responsible part of me knew I had to get to work.  I recalled the last
orgasm I had during that forceful dream and realized my labia was totally
extended. My large pink clitoris was very visible, and I couldn't stop from
touching it and fondling my sensitive nips. I really had to constrain
myself, be mature. I got dressed.

These dreams and their psychological roots must have be related to things I
haven't resolved. Or, maybe they're just leftover fantasies from my former
career. I began my daily routine of getting ready for another day at a
regular job. When I looked down on my brown skinned, firm body, I still
felt young and vibrant especially for a woman soon to turn 40.

I make it my business to get to the gym where I love doing aerobics and
other exercises and can still swim 50 laps in the pool. Its one reason I
get so many compliments on my exceptional hourglass figure, accentuated by
my 36DD breasts with silver dollar sized areola, tipped with abundant thick
brown nipples. I adored my sumptuous breasts. The surgeon did an amazing
job years ago. I had a lovely set of natural 32C's but wanted more. In so
many ways it was worth it, but everything has its consequences.

I've never had to dye my hair. I've always loved its jet black luxurious
texture. Most days I don't miss my former lifestyle, but occasionally I get
pangs of lust that won't quit unless I watch a super heated lesbian flick
and masturbate to it. I love those ones with the busty babes in it I used
to work with just a few years ago. I love seeing is Lisa Leggs work. She
was so hot! I've heard she's left the business too, and is just doing her
art, painting nudes or something like that. Lisa and I never did a scene
together, but I wish we had, we both have such an affinity for women, it
would've so fuckin' hot!  I struggled to lose these distracting sexual
thoughts and get myself ready, but it's always been a struggle.

While I applied my make up, I thought back to all the changes I'd made
these last few years. Many things had changed, but my heavy lust for women
of all ages had not. It had only grown more and more intense with each
passing month.  A real relationship with any woman was a distant smudge on
the horizon.  I only engaged in casual sex these days and didn't even
question why.


My job was to be a guidance counselor to all the students in this small
high school where the ages ranged from 13 to 18.  All the young vibrant
students, especially the young women at the school, were causing me to have
to dress more carefully. Just the other day one of the more attractive art
teachers came up to me and I realized I was getting aroused by her sexy
appearance, but luckily I was wearing a flowing blouse with a good bra
which hid my stiff nipples.

Many of the faculty and students must think I'm a bit strange with all the
conservative dresses I wear compared to their more fashionable, skin tight
pant suits and shorter dresses.  And these days I had to be more
conservative in my dress or I'd be in real trouble and get fired.

But for some strange reason today I said to myself, "fuck this shit, I need
to own my sexuality today."  I chose to wear a more revealing mini skirt
today and a nifty light orange ribbed sleeveless top. And since there was a
bit of a chill still in the air, I wore my leopard skin jacket to work
today too.

I have to keep a very visible presence in a large office that doesn't allow
me much privacy at all. If students wanted to talk to me in private, I
usually use the music department's practice rooms. The music department of
the Mid Western High School is situated close by and we're advised to use
the out- of -the way, sound proof rooms for most of the controversial,
difficult students who might need some privacy.

It seemed like the average busy day with staff meetings and regular
appointments with students needing advice on the next step in their
educational process. Around 2pm I got a call from our Vice Prinicipal, Ms
Melanie Daniels, who I suspected knew somethings about my prior career. She
wanted to meet me outside the school in a store. That was unusual but I
knew I had to show up and listen to her in any case.  Melanie was a fast
paced woman in her late thirties who considered herself a feminist who
believed that women deserved to be not only treated equally, but that we
were owed something for all the years of servitude to the mem. I totally
agreed with her, but her radical thoughts were far from what the parents of
most of our student class wanted for their children.  Melanie was a very
smart, strong leader.  She was also a strikingly well dressed woman who
carried her buxom figure well, but she didn't hide her voluptuous body one
bit. Almost everyday she'd wear a more revealing outfit. She had very
muscular full arms and loved to wear sleeveless dresses in summer.  Or
she'd wear skirts that showcased her shapely leg muscles and sometimes even
a low cut sweater with a work out bra underneath that made it easier to see
her full sized, firm breasts. She was a dark brunette with shoulder length
silky hair.  She always had a pleasant demeanor and was good to everyone
she worked with at the school. We didn't really know one another too well,
but I remember that she complimented me on my looks more than once, which I
found appealing. She was still one of my superiors and I had to show her
the utmost respect in every situation.  To my surprise the address Melanie
had given me was the well known high class lingerie store, which almost
stood out in this very republican town. But the store did a brisk business
to all types of women around the area. I entered the high profiled lingerie
store and found Melanie Daniels in the rear contemplating some very racy
underwear.

"Hi Ms. Daniels," I said, in an affectionate, business like way. We were in
the back section of the store.

"Dear, please call me Mel or Melanie, we're co- workers remember,?"

"Sorry.  Okay, Mel, is there something you need help with?" I asked
politely.

"Nina, One of the teachers showed me site on the web today and it was a
triple X rated site with videos and pictures of a woman who looks a lot
like,"

"Yes, that was me," I interrupted her to say. "I quit that job over a year
ago and have no control over what they put up. I was paid to do that work
and I told Mr.  Jensen that when he hired me," I said to her in a defensive
firm voice. She motioned me into the one of the larger dressing rooms. I
thought she was going to fire me.  I really did.

"Nina, you are one brave woman! I've never seen such a hot woman with such
talent for kids and I'm working with you everyday!  I knew about the site
along time ago too. I've been subscribing to another site you're also
featured on, and masturbating to a steamy video you did with another
starlet where you both fucked each other on the beach..." Mel whispered all
of this in one breath quickly to me as we stood in the dressing room.

I could see where this was going. Mel apparently had planned to come on to
me strong all along. I had thought about coming onto her before and would
love to fuck her too, but I knew we couldn't do it right there! She was
adamant and took off her top quickly and kissed me on the mouth.  She
wrapped her arm around me and held me close, I felt her breasts against my
outfit and they felt great, but I was concerned.

"Let me see your luscious body Nina," Mel demanded.

"Mel," I pleaded, but she was on fire. It was obvious I had to satisfy her
at all costs and then I'd take it from there.

"Nina, I'm 35 and I can't stand my marriage. I've been a lesbian in the
closet for too long, I need some relief!"  She whispered into my ear in a
frantic state of mind She was horny and hungry for a woman a I was the
likely target.  In some ways she was like no other woman I'd been with
recently, and it aroused me to no end.

She helped me out of my blouse and wanted me to undress, but I hesitated,

"We can't do anything here Mel, let's figure this out and meet somewhere
safe," I said as I noticed how beautiful her body really was.

Mel caressed my face and shoulders and kissed me again, our tongues met as
our bodies warmed to each other.

She put her fingers up my mini and found my wet mound under those panties
quicker than any man could. She had me.

"Suck my tits, Mel suck on my hard nips babe," I told her.  Melanie leaned
down and took my ample breast into her wanting mouth and tongued my nipple
into a nice erect state.

"Ommnnghhhh," The Vice Principal moaned as she sucked my heaving breasts
with one hand and then yanked off my panties to get to my naked vagina.  We
caressed each other for a few minutes and then I went down on her lovely
pussymound. Mel sat in the bench stall as I pulled off her panties and dove
my face into her modestly hairy mound. I stroked her warm labia, parting it
with my experienced tongue as I massaged her ample breasts simultaneously.
She covered her mouth with her hand as she moaned in lust for me to take
her to orgasm. I dove my entire mouth into her wetness and she complied by
lifting her hips into my wanting mouth. I grabbed her ass and held her
close as my tongue lashed at her swollen clitoris. She cried a high shriek
which I thought had to be heard outside the dressing rooms. Soon enough,
this hot woman flooded my mouth with her cumjuices as I swallowed them down
as fast as I could.

We both realized we had to take this somewhere safe, and got dressed
quickly.

"We'd better buy something too, or else they'll think we were shoplifting
or something," I said as we got dressed.

"Good idea, I'll buy this nightie and you can get those panties over
there," she motioned to a row of colorful thongs. "I'm buying!"

"Thanks Mel,"

We kissed and hugged she gave me her private number and I gave her my
address and told her to call me later that night. To our amazement the
clerks were in the forward part of the store and hadn't heard us.

We left the store separately and headed back to work, but I hadn't come and
was very aroused. I went back to the ladies room at school and cleaned
myself up for my last few appointments. I realized that I had one the
hottest students in the school to see in just a few minutes.


Debbie Wattenford was one of my new cases. Debbie had been caught drinking
and having sex in the Teacher's lounge.  I knew it was imperative for
Debbie to realize how damaging the drinking was to her life. Debbie was
scheduled to come in for a 3:30 appointment and was already 15 minutes
late. I picked up her file again, and read between the lines about the
broken family, constant moving around, the older brother trying to abuse
her sexually. All these facts were very common characteristics, which
pointed out how dangerous a situation the young woman was in.  Debbie lived
with her mom, who I had the pleasure of meeting at a parent -teacher
conference a month ago. I remembered how stunning a woman she was. A very
intelligent woman with a great figure too. I had to admit to fantasizing
about making love to Debbie's hot mom, Jannelle, after that first meeting.
My mind stop wandering about her as Debbie strode in the door of the
guidance office towards my desk.

Debbie had a svelte, olive skinned body. She was exceptionally beautiful
and I found myself immediately highly attracted to her, which made my job
more challenging. I knew it would be the end of this good job if anyone
found out I was even attracted to this woman, never mind having sex with
her. I was committed to not getting personally involved at all and to just
help this senior student get out of high school.

"I'm like, so sorry I forgot about this meeting, my girlfriend reminded me
when it was almost too late, so like, why am I here now?" Debbie said,
catching her breath as she sat down in the chair next to my desk. The
office was still buzzing with people coming and going, the end of the day
routines and such. It was a very distracting atmosphere.

"Deb, it's almost the end of the day here, and I absolutely have to speak
with you. I have the report written by the Principal and the teachers who
found you having sex in the teacher's bathroom.  Follow me to the music
department practice rooms, where we can continue this conversation in
private, okay?"  I said. As we headed out the door I noticed Deb's eyes on
me, she must've noticed my legs in the more revealing mini skirt.  I lead
the young attractive student to the end of the hallway and down a short
flight of stairs.  We closed the room to a glass walled practice room and
sat facing one another.


"This place is creapy Ms Mercado, " the young woman said as she eyed the
broken music stand and the huge tuba sitting on the floor.  It was a dingy
room but it had to suffice for my

one on one private conversations.

"Deb, you can call me Nina, we can keep this informal right now, okay?"  I
was trying to lessen her resistant attitude to just being there.

"Thanks, Nina, I do love your outfit.

"Oh... do you like it, really?"

"Yes, it's very... sexy.  I've noticed its not what you've typically worn
to work." Deb was very observant.

"We should talk about what the administration wants me to do with you,
Deb. You could be looking at some serious problems here, let's talk," I had
to direct the conversation back to the reason for her being there.

"Ok, I didn't realize it was that serious, Nina,"

Deb finally shucked her denim jacket and got serious when she saw me review
her file.  The upper torso was just gorgeous!  Her subtle shoulders and
firm ripe breasts were tough for me to ignore.

"Debbie, the Principal has told me that you have been found drinking and
having sex in the bathrooms. Personally drinking at your age is not a great
idea; it will mess up your intestinal system, your mind and mess with your
moods way too much to make it seem worthwhile. But I understand the
pressure to drink, believe me. I just want you to think before you take the
first drink next time.  Please try to reflect on how you were feeling when
you decided to drink.  Consider this and come back to me and let's discuss
it, Okay?

"That's it?  Just tell you how it goes next time and we'll discuss it?"

"That's right, for starters.  I'm going to tell the Principal that we had
this chat and you will not be drinking in school any longer, Okay."

"Okay, but..."

"No, you're not off the hook that easily," I mused.

"Oh, ummnn," Deb's mind raced back to what happened last week.  I could see
her eyes darting immediately, trying to conceive cover stories in her mind.
A typical reaction by young people.

"Now, you were having sex with Tom in the teacher's ladie's room.  First,
how did you ever get in there? And you'll have to elaborate on why and how
you thought this was an acceptable behavior for school?" I said, waiting
for a juicy answer.

"Well, first the room was wide open, so we went in. Second, Tom has this
terrific large thick cock and he tempts me with dirty talk all the fuckin'
time!"

"Give me an example of how he 'tempts you'?" I asked, with touch of
sarcasm.

"So he'll give me a kiss and a hug g'bye before we go to class and
sometimes he makes me feel how hard he is right in the hallway! Then if we
think no one is around he'll grab my ass and fondle me before he leaves.
It turns me on a lot!  Sometimes he'll tell me how he loves to lick my
pussy until I come in his mouth."

"That's how he tempts you? I'm no virgin Deb.  You can tell me what really
happened in there. You'll have to do better than that Debbie," I said. I
wanted to hear her retell the sticky details of how she was fucked by her
hot varsity boyfriend.

"Well he says it differently, Nina!"

"So tell me HOW he tempts you so I understand, and tell me what he looks
like, in your mind. How does Tom make you get all aroused that you let him
into the ladies room on the second floor of the building for sex during the
class change time?" I raised my voice and stared at her and demanded to be
told all the salacious details.

Deb thought for a few seconds, and finally looked at me as she sat
cross-legged on the plush couch, her firm calf and thigh muscles exposed.
I admit, I must've been a bit impatient, but my pussy was very aroused by
seeing Deb's adolescent breasts bobbing in that cotton halter-top, the
outline of her nipples was a very alluring image.

"Come on Nina, Tom is really hung! He's a varsity football player with a
great hard body and he has like this very thick, nine inch cock, with a
crown which is so freekin' big! It feels so good in my mouth too! I just
love it when he shoots his big load down my throat. I love the way he
tastes too!" Deb said in her raspy voice, looking straight into my eyes for
effect.

a moment passed.

"Can I smoke down hear?" Deb said, feeling nervous about sharing all her
stuff about Tom.

"Are you kidding? No.  Now tell me more about how you were feeling about
Tom and how he seduced you into the bathroom, and who's idea was it
anyway?"  I feigned annoyance to keep up my part.

Deb squirmed in her chair, crossed and uncrossed her legs.  For an eighteen
year old, she held it together pretty well during this faux interrogation.

I studied her body language as she sat there. I sensed her arousal, and it
was easily confirmed by her stiff nipples which pierced through her thin
top.

"I loved to be with Tom.  He's not my first guy, and we don't just have
sex, we're good friends too!  I try to help him with his homework, and we
fool around naked.  He likes when I sit on his face and he gets to suck my
clit and play with my breasts, he's a good lover Nina!" Deb was really
opening up to me, and I loved it.

"Ummnnn, sounds good to me too! Okay, so maybe now I can see how he tempted
you that day," I said smiling at Deb. We both laughed a bit at the obvious
mutual attraction to the image of a man's well endowed member and his
talents with cunninglingus.  I also wondered what it would be to get Tom
and Deb together for a great threesome.  I wondered if she enjoyed women.


"Have you ever sucked him off at school before, or was this just a first
time?" I asked, hoping for more embellishment by my prize sex addicted
student.

"Nina, are you serious? We've been fucking and sucking in the men's room
and the girl's room for months now. The only reason we've got caught was
that someone ratted on us!"

I tried hard, without avail, to get the focus back on my school job for the
moment. But instead I accidently hiked up my skirt a bit higher, and let
Deb see the curves of my inner thighs as she sat opposite me. She spied my
dark thong, I could see her eyes going there.

"The Principal is really upset with you, and I told him I would help
straighten you out on this matter today. He sure you have a drinking
problem."

"I really don't drink that much!" She insisted.

"So what did Tom do to finally get you into that ladies room?"

"He tried to put his finger right up my skirt and finger my pussy in front
of everyone as he kissed me and told me he'd lick and suck on my pussy
until I came in his mouth," Deb said, with not an ounce of shame or guilt
in her voice.

"Is Tom really good at licking you, does he really make you come?" I really
wanted to know.



"Yeah, he's a pro. He does me so good most of the time, I can't hold back
when he's on his game!"

"And so that's what you two did that day, when Mrs. Lewis discovered you?"
I was writing this all down for later so I could make my report.

"Not exactly. Mrs. Lewis found me with Elisa Torino." Deb admitted to
me. Deb watched my response to her admission of her lesbian encounter
carefully. I wasn't really shocked, but I was confused.

"Oh Okay, now I am confused a bit here!  Apparently the report is not that
clear," I said, as I glanced down at the forms given to me. Fuck the forms,
this girl was getting me horny!

"Deb, you have to come clean now and tell me everything!  Straighten out
the record here please!"  My attempt to dig more into that salacious
afternoon.

"And what were you doing with Elisa?" I wanted the details on this, but
knew I had to be patient.

"She's that really prissy honor's student, isn't she?" I interjected. I
thought I knew the girl, a person who could be very difficult.  I had only
met Elisa once. She was an honors student trying to get into

Harvard or MIT.

"Yes, she came onto me in the girl's bathroom, just the day before I got
caught with Tom," Deb seemed relieved to admit this to someone she seemed
to trust. She glanced down almost in shame but in the direction of my bare
thighs.

"Is that ALL that happened, she came onto you, tell me the truth Debbie!" I
had to uncover all the delicious details.

"A few days before in gym locker room, Elisa came up to me, and says she's
always had a crush on me and she'd like to help me with my term papers, so
we agreed to hang out. We began seeing one another secretly, because her
Mom would shit if she saw her hangin' out with me."

"And then we met by chance in the girls room and she wants to play. We
began fondling and touching each other and that's when Mrs. Lewis must've
seen me sucking and licking her clit. Elisa shaves most of her pubic hair
and its really nice to lick her, then we rubbed against each other in the
stall until we're both all hot and that's when I went down on her for a
second time. And I'm sure Ms. Lewis was watching us for more than a few
minutes before she stopped us."

"Is that why she also told me that you were touching yourself in her class
the next day?" I still had to tell Deb about the note Mrs. Lewis sent to
me, but she didn't make a reference to how long they were in the bathroom.

"Tell me Deb, do you like to touch yourself in front of others?" I knew I
was skirting a very careful line here, but I also wanted to get her total
confidence and trust.

"Sometimes, I do. I like, just fondling my breast or rubbing my clit, yes
is that SO bad?" Deb looked at me seriously.  I could see she was possibly
attracted to me.

"It's not appropriate behavior to do anything like that in class my dear! I
said quietly looking directly into her eyes, trying to develop some real
trust.  Mrs. Lewis says you were almost masturbating in the front row of
her class last week."  I had to tell what was in the report, but in truth I
also wanted desperately to see Deb stroke her clit and massage her swollen
breasts right there in front of me. I could feel my wetness fill my thong
as she told me all this stuff.

"Nina, Mrs. Lewis is HOT! She marches around in a extra short mini and fish
nets a lot, and sometimes with no underwear!"

"Really!"

"Fuckin hey! Really." Deb folded her arms in front of her tits, which
instead of hiding those lovely twins, made them seem more prominent.

I immediately thought about trying to meet up with this instructor to see
if that was truly the case. That would have to wait for another day too!

"So, wait, who caught you with Tom?"

"Another teacher. Miss Maxwell," Deb frowned.

"And how was that resolved? By now I was really aroused by taking Deb
through this discussion of her past sexual exploits in the school. I'm sure
Deb picked up on my aroused state but she was not going to say anything.

"She told Tom to go to her room and I think she gave him a blow job, but
she didn't ask anything of me, but she obviously reported me to the
Principal."

"I'll have a talk with Mrs Stacy Lewis and Mona Maxwell when I can about
all this, and we'll straighten it out before it gets any messier."

I thought about Deb's honesty with me, and the mixed up way the account was
written down by someone in the office. I wanted to delve deeper into Deb's
sexuality if she'd let me. My guess was she'd be very into it!

"I'm not sure you have a drinking problem, Deb. You may be using sex as a
way to suppress feelings of hate and distrust for your family," I told her.

"Will you consider taking some suggestions about your sexual adventures?"

"I don't think I have a problem with sex, I love fucking both women and
men." Deb said, in a very definitive way. She surely felt comfortable being
a young bisexual woman, which was in itself very refreshing.

But Debbie still looked confused and sullen. I picked up on her change in
mood and asked her if everything was all right.

"I feel so weird 'cause I discovered some things about YOU this weekend."
Deb said, looking right into my eyes.

"Me?" I asked pensively, as I crossed her arms in front of my chest, almost
imitating Deb's behavior a few minutes prior.

"Yes, Nina. this's been on my mind all week since I discovered this DVD
over the weekend. Tom brought over a disc for us to watch and you were the
star in it! Tom loves women with large tits and especially men with large
thick cocks, and I enjoyed it too. We fucked all night while the video
played on in my bedroom," Deb told her, finally relieved to get her secret
out.

"Okay, so now you know about my life as Nina Medina, the porn star!" I
said, smirking but I was very worried about the implications. I've thought
it too many times. I wondered how many other students, especially the horny
guys in the school, would be beating off to images of me taking cum all
over my body.

"We found a few more of your triple x rated shows last week and they're so
fuckin' outrageous! You have one of the hottest bodies I have ever seen and
I cannot fuckin' believe you are my guidance counselor!" Deb said to me.

"Well, Yes, so now you know that I have been a porn star before this. But
what does it matter what I did for a living before coming here? What REALLY
matters is that we all care about you and you may be using your beautiful
body to squash your feeling about your family issues."

"So who cares, my Mom?"

"She doesn't care if I get drunk after school or before, she doesn't care
who I fuck or when I masturbate, all she cares about is her job," Deb said,
almost in tears.

"Listen to me Deb, I care about you. Your friends care about you and your
Mom cares about you also,"

"You care?"

"Yes, why is that so unusual?" I was lost in my lust for this beautiful
student and I didn't know what I was doing.

I reached into my purse and took out my business card which had only my
work phone number and room. I jotted down my home address and cell number
for her and told her to call me anytime to discuss this situation.  I was
honest with her that I had to file a more detailed report and she may be
suspended but not for more than a few days.  Deb took it well and thanked
me for listening and trusting in her.

We left it at that and I was hopeful that she would reach out to me at some
future time. We'd see what happened then.

END Part 1