Date: Sat, 29 Oct 2005 13:07:25 -0700 (PDT) From: Christy Smith Subject: Only in my dreams This story is for adults (aka people over 18) if this isn't you please leave. If not enjoy, please do not post on other sites without my permission. Email comments to whosdog1981@yahoo.com Only in My Dreams Have you ever wanted someone so bad you could taste it? Ever just think of them and smile. When you see them your whole world turns upside down. Their voice makes you wet, and the very mention of their name sends chills up your spine. Have you ever felt like that? The truth is with this women nothing has ever really happened. I guess it's what would have if I had my way. I don't have my way and even though I love them more than they will never know. There are two many barriers, and two many challenges, and not enough time in the world. Angel is my best friend we have known each other as long as I can remember. We meant in the first grade so we were 7 now at the age of 27 it's been two decades of tears, laughter, sorrow, pain, and undeniable happiness. I am not sure when I feel in love with her but it's been the most beautiful thing. Most people would think that I would be miserable being love with a women I can't have but I wouldn't change it for the world. The weirdest thing is angel is just as gay as me. She is such a tomboy. She wears the long shorts and the tight tees, but has shoulder length brown hair and these eyes that make it all ok. To make this story even more complicated Angel has always had a thing for me, but I have never told her about my thing for her. Why you ask? Have you ever wanted to do something so bad, and you wait, and you save up you do whatever ever you need to do to get this, and when you finally reach that goal it's not as wonderful as you thought, or it just plain sucks. I don't want to ruin my fantasy I want it all in my mind so none can ruin it or take it away. It's safe there among my dreams, in my mind, but it's never safe out in the open. So here are some pieces of fantasy there mine all mine. Fantasy # 1 When Angel touches me on accident her hand brushes against my leg, or her foot touches mine, or her ass rubs against my stomach my mind wonders. It normally happens after were cleaning up after dinner so were in the kitchen doing dishes. What happens is she says oh sorry what I want to happen is this. I turn her around so she faces me I take my hands and place them on her face and kiss her deeply. Our tongues intertwine and our bodies meld together. I then pick her up lay her on the dinning room table and rip her pants off. I then climb on top of her, thrusting 3 fingers deep inside her warm cunt and fuck her till she screams for me to stop. Fantasy #2 We love scary movies and we love to watch them in a movie theater not at home. She usually ends up on my lap or wrapped around me. After the movie and during my hands never leave my side and we never mention it after we leave. What I want to happen is as she begins to sit in my lap I slowly kiss her neck, nibble on her ears and caress her arms. Then she slightly tips her head back and our lips meet in a soft gentle kiss then she turns back around. My hands run up under her shirt caressing her breasts and she softly moans. We sit there for a while as my hands explore ever inch of her upper body. Flicking her nipples under her bra, rubbing her beautiful toned stomach, and brushing the tips of my fingers up her sides. Then when she thinks I am going to stop I undo the button on her jeans and slid my hand between her underwear and her now soaking cunt. As we sit there trying not to get noticed I slid the tips of two finger inside of her. At this angle there not deep enough but the teasing drives her nuts. As I tease her hole with the tips of my fingers my thumb massages her clit. She is so close to cumming and she's not a quite one. I whisper in her ear to be quite. Just then her body begins to shake and her finger nails dig into my forearms her juices explode onto my hand, and her nail digging drives me nuts I cum all over myself. I slowly slide my hand out and lick my fingers. I whisper into her ear much better than popcorn, and I smile. She buttons her jeans back up and we watch the rest of the movie my arms wrapped around her beautiful body. Fantasy # 3 Another thing that Angel and I love to do together is drive. She usually drives and I usually control the radio. We always end up holding hands though. Nothing ever happens, but what I want to happen is. She takes my hand as normal and I slowly take each of her fingers and run the tip of my tongue over each one. Then as a small moan escapes her lips I take her fingers one by one and slowly suck them past my lips and let my hot mouth run all over them. My tongue caresses ever inch of her long fingers. Then I slowly pull her finger in and out of my mouth allowing my teeth to gently scrape over her fingers. As I do this I slid my hand under her shirt and begin massaging her beautiful breast. As she moans louder now she tries to remain in control of the car. I slowly slip her fingers out of my mouth and move my head under her shirt I move her bra asides and begin sucking on her nipple. Slowly sucking it in and out slightly dragging my teeth across it. Her hands slam on the steering wheel trying to grasp on tightly. I then begin to move my hands down her jeans and begin massaging her pussy over her jeans. I cup my hand over her jeans and begin to move harder and harder and harder. I slowly move my hands up to her button and undo it. I slid my hand down her pants and massage her clit with the tips of my fingers. She is moaning loud now, and gasping for breath. That's when she pulls the car over (of course were on some deserted road in the middle of no where my fantasy not yours) slams the car into park, undoes her seatbelt and climbs on top of me. She begins kissing me shoving her tongue down my throat. Her kisses are fierce and passionate. I want to cum right then and there, but I hold it in. She then says get in the backseat. I obey and climb in the back. In one swift motion she is back of top of me pulling my shirt off with one hand and undoing my bra with the other. She begins to kiss me again this time with so much force it knocks the wind out of me. I then gasps for breath her tongue is exploring every inch of my mouth. Her hands are all over me, softly touching my neck, rubbing my breast, running all over my side, grabbing at my thighs. She then begins to move her lips down my neck nibbling, kissing and licking ever inch of my neck. She slowly moves down sucking my left nipple pulling it in and out, my head feels like its going to explode I just want to scream. I began whimpering because I just needed release. She slyly smiled and me and said "baby what do you want", I just looked at her with my best pleading eyes, she came up and kissed me hard and passionate. She said is that what you wanted ? I shook my head no, she moved to my right nipple and began sucking on it, she stopped and said is that what you want? I again said no she moved down and began licking my stomach and said is this what you want I again shook my head no. Then in one very fast motion she undid my jeans and had them on the front seat. She then plunged two fingers deep inside of me and said is this what you want. I screamed YES! As she began pumping her fingers deep inside of me she came up and kissed me gently this time. Then I did something that even surprised me I got up and sat in her lap. So that her fingers went even deeper into me. By this time her pants were off to so I slid my hand past hers and slowly pushed three fingers into her cunt. So there we are me on her lap getting my pussy fingered fucked so hard and me fingering fucking her with such force I thought I was going to hurt her. That lasted for what she liked hours me riding her hand and her pushing against mine. Until I leaned into her ear and said "baby I can't hold it anymore I have to come." She smiled and said "baby I don't want you to hold it anymore, cum all over me, cum for me baby, oh please cum for me. I didn't need anymore encouragment I slamed my pussy down on her hand and she pushed back it was then I had the greatest orgasm of my life. My body shook so hard, my eyes literally rolled to the back of my head and I screamed so loud I thought the windows would break. I came and I came and I came. I am not sure when I stopped, but as soon as I did she began moaning louder and louder, and then I felt her pussy squeeze around my fingers and she to came very, very hard, her juices flowed all over my hand. And just kept pouring out, sweat was pouring down both of our bodies and our hands were still buried in each others cunts. I was thinking about getting off but then I plunged my hand deeper in to her and she screamed in pleasure as I did this I began riding her hand so hard I thought I would break it but without missing a beat she fucked me with such force I thought I would die. We came together the 2nd, 3rd and 4th time. It was then that we both came close to passing out. We decided to slow down and relax, I slowly slid off of her knowing I was going to miss that hand inside my cunt. I laid down on the seat, and we both started to get dressed. We laid there for a while, just holding each other, caressing each other, I played with her hair and she messed with my ears, we kissed without force this time but with such love and passion. We laid there for almost two hours before we got up and drove home. When we did get home, she walked me to my door, and as she was going to kiss me goodnight, she took my hands in hers "Kayla " she said I smiled at her "yes baby what is it" she smiled back with tears in her eyes and said "I love you I have loved you for 20 yrs" , and I have fantasized about you for just as long you are my world" With tears in my eyes I smiled back and said I have fantasized to, and I do love you. So I was wrong my fantasy my favorite one in the whole world came true. I was better than I could've ever imagined, and I have loved her for a year now. Ok well 21 years now.... You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, 'I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.' You must do the thing you think you cannot do. Eleanor Roosevelt One thing I learned about being who I am, and dealing with ignorance is to have a sense of humor about it. Humor in my opinion is the best weapon anyone can obtain.