Date: Wed, 21 Apr 2004 20:20:11 -0700 (PDT) From: kerryann keep Subject: Forbidden Love Forbidden Love Written by: Kerryann (F/f) Fiction It all happened so fast I am not too sure where I should begin. Okay Okay I will start at the beginning and you can decide. It all started when I first went into Rainbow Matchmaker and made that profile of mine. I went around looking at the site and all the lesbian women and straight women looking for something beyond their own private little world. Hmm you may ask yourself what was I looking for? Well I can bullshit and say I was just looking but like I said that would be crap. No I was looking for a friend, a confident. Someone I could share my problems with, someone who would listen and offer advice, someone I could call my own. That's when a woman named Pam came to talk to me. She was sweet and I fell in love instantly she was such a beautiful person to talk to. In my secret mind I was wishing I could see her and touch her. We decided to talk privately because we were the only ones left in the lesbian chat room. Through msn we started to talk about everything and I admitted honestly that somehow I knew her but I wasn't sure how and where I knew her from? My heart raced and my palms started to sweat. All of a sudden she disappeared and I sat there so upset with myself because I thought I had scared her away. The next day I saw an email from Pam and I thought ` Oh my god she thinks I'm batty', but boy was I surprised when I opened the email. She said to me that she felt a connection with me and she was sorry that she left me so quick the night before but her computer died and she was up all morning fixing it. She also said that she would love to get to know me better. Well ladies and gentlemen I thought ` Why not let her get to know the real person behind the name Shagwell.' I also thought ` Maybe this is a hoax it can't be real why would she even consider liking a dumb ass like me, I had lost so many loved ones in the past. Why am I any different then all the other hopefuls she meets whilst I am not online? Maybe I am just another buddy on her list that she contacts whilst online via email or msn.' Anyway a couple of days later another email came from Pam, she said in more depth that she would like to get to know me better and maybe we were connected in some cosmic way, (yeah I thought to myself the cosmic thing is email lol) and she would like to discuss a few more things with me to see if we had anything in common. After that it was email tag with each other we could never really discuss much online because of the time zones and all that stupid jazz. One afternoon I was scanning my emails when I noticed Pam had written a huge long email. So I opened it and got a shock of a lifetime she was coming here. Fuck me I thought to myself what if she thinks I am a fuckin ugly bitch? What if she ... oh fuck all the possibilities that were running through my head. Finally I got my brain in order told her that I would pick her up from Sydney airport and asked when her flight would be. A day later I received yet another email saying this " My Darling Kerryann I will be there tomorrow (fuck me I was soooo nervous and scared) I will see you at the airport. Lovingly Yours Still Pam oxoxoxoxox. I thought this is going to be one heck of a time with her here what if. Ah fuck it I told myself it would be cool. I went to bed because I had work the next morning at 3:30am and then I would finish at 9:30am so it was alright. With that all out of my head I laid my head to the pillow and thoughts and images of Pam danced in my head. She was floating around in my head naked and teasing me to come kiss her. Oh my god I am married I shouldn't be thinking of this. I fell into deep sleep with a smile on my face. I finished work and dashed home to shower and throw something nice yet sexy on. Then Sarah picked me up and we headed to the airport. We arrived just in time as the passengers were just getting off the plane. I scanned the crowd and wasn't paying o much attention when all of a sudden this drop dead gorgeous women spoke up and said " Kerryann darling good to see you in the flesh finally", with that she threw herself into my arms as she hugged me. I thought " I am such a loser she is going to turn around now an go home'. (To be honest ladies and gents she was unbelievably sexy and I was a lesser comparison to the lovely women who stood in front of me). I looked into her eyes and knew instantly this was my Pam and no she wasn't going home, well not just yet anyway. After the intros were made we headed to Sarah's car and got in. We yakked and yakked all the way back to Revesby and to our flat. We pulled in the drive Sarah took her things in and then came back out again. Pam looked at me with a smile on her face and sat back and rested her eyes whilst Sarah got in the car and took off heading towards Cronulla Beach. We arrived there and got out. I walked to the sand and sat down, as did Sarah, but not Pam no she walked barefoot along the shoreline all the way to the point and where my eyes couldn't see her anymore. As she was walking back I watched her feet splash the water up her leg. I watched the sun caress her skin and that made me jealous. Jealous you say well yes I was jealous of the sun because it got to caress her skin and I couldn't. The sun sank low into the sea as it does when the sun sets. Let me take some time out to describe the sun and how I see it. It had an orange reddish glow to it, I was sitting there trying to absorb as much warmth from the sinking sun as I could and was trying to send it her way. I wanted her to feel all the warmth that I now felt in my bones as the sun continued its decent into the dark as it should be. Then the stars started to come out and Sarah said " Time to go home ladies". With that my reverie broke and we headed back to the car. We got in and drove back towards home. On the way we stopped and had dinner at a Chinese restaurant and then headed home. We got in the door and everybody immediately went to their respected rooms and closed doors. We all came out I noticed Pam had had a shower and the way her hair flicked back and forth with beads of water flying everywhere I thought ` Fuck me she is a hottie'. We all went into the lounge room and Sarah switched on our brand new DVD player and put in a movie. We sat back to watch it and the credits started for the start of the movie I asked Sarah to stop it so I could make popcorn. Pam followed me to the kitchen and as soon as we were out of sight I pulled her close to me and kissed her lips. When we stopped she looked at me surprised but soon had that eat me look in her eyes so she pulled me closer still and attacked my mouth with her tongue. I could taste the sweetness of her tongue. The heat from her mouth. The small amount of saliva, which I greedily gobbled down my throat. She was making my pussy throb and I groaned because my nipples were rock hard and begging to be sucked, touched, or released. She seemed to sense my need as she lifted my top and placed her hands over both breasts and cupped them through the material. I almost came on the spot but didn't. I stopped her and moved towards the microwave and placed the popcorn in and set it then got drinks. We headed back to the lounge room but not before I fixed myself up. I sat next to Sarah and Pam sat at my feet. The movie started down in my chair and got comfy. Half way through the movie I felt a hand caress my feet I looked down and Pam was subconsciously massaging my feet I tried hard not to moan because her touch was sending electric shocks all the way up to my pussy. I felt her hand creep up to my thigh and massage it. Anyway I somehow managed to get through the movie then the next one. Before I knew it Sarah said she as off to bed. I kissed her heatedly and she went off to bed. I sat there for a little bit longer and Pam grabbed my hand and we sat snuggled on the couch together, my head resting on her breast. I decided time to go to bed I kissed her lips and headed to my room. I went in and got undressed and laid next to Sarah who groaned and snuggled closer as we spooned each other. But to no avail I couldn't sleep I sat there staring at the ceiling knowing that somewhere down the hall Pam was doing the same thing. I got up and went to the kitchen to make myself a coffee and whilst the kettle was on I went to check on Pam when I opened the door my chin hit the floor. I could see her silhouetted by the moonlight. She was naked and was groaning I looked closer (I had to come further in the room to see her so I crept in) she had a huge vibe stuck in the folds of her pussy and was ramming it in and out of her pussy. I could smell her scent from where I was standing and it was driving me crazy. I backed out of the room and headed back to make my coffee. I sat in the lounge room and sat on the futon laying my head on the softness of it. I had just closed my eyes when I felt a hand creeping up my leg and start to massage the outside of my pants where my pussy was now sitting. I groaned and opened my eyes and there stood Pam totally naked. She leaned forward and kissed my lips and I grabbed a handful of her hair and pulled her into me deepening the kiss. I managed to get my hand under my own and caressed her nips as they sat there begging to be touched and sucked. I took my mouth away from hers and attacked her breasts. I licked and sucked each nipple as she lung to me grabbing my hair and pulling me closer to her body. I sucked and pleasured those nips until she pushed my head between her legs I understood her longing and nestled my head there and licked her softly making her legs tremble. I parted her pussy lips with my thumbs and gazed at the treasure before me. It was so beautiful I knew before long that I would be devouring it and drinking the juice that was now leaking from her pussy lips. I stuck my tongue deep in her hole and licked and tickled with my tongue. I didn't touch her clit, as I wanted to let her savor her orgasm as I brought her to it. I pushed my finger deep into her pussy and felt her push towards me. I then commenced to lick her top to bottom back to front. As my tongue skimmed her ass she groaned so I stayed where I was and licked to the center and back out again. I licked the center of her behind and felt her move against my tongue and heard her moan softly. I took the finger out of her pussy and place it in her other hole as I attacked her clit biting it and sucking gently. I felt her body tense and start to vibrate so I sped up my process and tongued her faster until I clamped my mouth over her hole and was rewarded with a mouthful of girlcum. I let her fall gently against the lounge as I slithered my way back up her body where my face was covered in tiny kissed and she kissed me passionately on the lips. She rolled me over grinned wickedly and said " My turn". She kissed me then traced her tongue around my lips. She kissed my neck, which sent shivers racing through my body and made me giggle. She nibbled on my earlobe and sucked my ear into her mouth. She lowered herself until she was at my breasts which she lifted and placed a kiss on each nipple. I felt her lick my nipples and tease them with her tongue as I started to moan. Through moans I gasped out " Bite them please but not too ah... hard". So she nibbled on them gently making my knees buckle and my body to quiver. She licked them until my nipples started to hurt a bit. Then when I thought she was going to eat my nipples she kissed and licked my stomach. Then kissed my pussy just at the top I grabbed her head and tried to pull her between my legs but she wasn't ready obviously for that. She kissed the tops of my legs and licked her way down each leg . Then without warning she flipped me over and started to butterfly kiss my back and lick her way down until she reached my behind which she caressed and tickled with her tongue. The heat that was coming from between my legs was almost killing me with desire. I felt her place her hand between my legs as she teased just the lips of my pussy I felt a tingle down there and I think I had a small orgasm because cum started to leak down my legs and run down through the crack of my ass where she licked it up. Only when I thought I would die of sexual hunger did she nestle between my legs and take gentle licks and nips at my pussy making me groan and beg her to eat me. Which of course she did but extremely slow and seductively. She took her time devouring my pussy as I felt her tongue enter my heated folds and penetrate my soul or so I thought. I felt her swipes at my pussy as my cum leaked out of me and slid down to my ass. She never missed a drop as she was eating me out I felt her tongue hit my clit. That's when it happened I felt my body tense up, my legs to shoot out and lock into place and the quivering to wrack my body and then my orgasm shot out and so did my cum. I watched her drink it all down and then wipe her face . She slithered back up my body and we kissed.... THE END! (or is it)