Date: Thu, 6 Oct 2005 19:15:55 -0700 (PDT) From: Christy Smith Subject: Six Years Too Long This story is meant for people above the age of 18. This is a true story and the names are changed. If lesbian sex offends you why are you even here? Just kidding please stop reading this. 18 and over.omments email me at yourdog1981@yahoo.com It was just another November day a typical school day. Kids screaming fights going on and the simple peace of my office :) God how I love to shut the door and walk away from it all. The day wasn't so bad a few issues here a few issues there but nothing more or less than normal. So again I was staying after school to tutor kids and as always Sarah was the only one who showed up. Sarah and I have a very unique friendship she's a wonderful kid and a smart on to but lord does she need some help sometimes. :) So this was a typical day I was helping her with math as ALWAYS and she was staring at me and nodding her head at ever word, but something didn't feel right. Maybe I knew maybe I just knew. I was on my knees explaining a problem and she was sitting in a chair. I got up to go to my desk and she grabbed my arm and i turned to her ( my first mistake) she leaned up and kissed me. I about passed out. This was not right I just couldn't do this. I backed away and said WE CANT DO THIS. Tears formed in her eyes and then fell from her cheeks. We sat there me in shock her sobbing for a few minutes, finally i could hear her say why. Then she got louder "Dammit Why cant we be together. I love you I know you care for me why cant we love each other why cant we be together." I sat there even more stunned by this confession. Why wont you say something she screamed she was standing up now the tears falling hard and fast to the ground. I finally stuttered we just cant. That's when she grew some balls and said dammit Kasey I cant let you go and kissed me hard and deep this time. Without even thinking I kissed her back my tongue slipped past those beautiful lips and began to explore her mouth. All the while I was thinking how wrong this was but dammit how good she tasted. Her hands began running all over me and that's when I pulled away. It was me this time who began to cry and I said "Sarah we cant do this, it doesn't matter if i like you or not whether i care for you or not this isn't right we can't do this I am your teacher. My tears we falling hard and fast now and she was sobbing, she grabbed her books and ran out. It was 3 days before she returned to school, I saw her in the hall before 1st period she walked up to me and apologized said it would never happen again and walked away. Sarah stayed with me at that school for two more years and left in the middle of her senior year. I never asked why I just let her go. It wasn't until four years later that we saw each other again it was my 30th b-day and man did I feel old! I was out having dinner with some friends when this women at a table next to me kept staring at me. I just assumed it was the party hat my friends were making me wear on my head so I brushed it off. About half way through the celebration I got up and went to use the restroom. As I came out of the stall there she was.. Sarah all grown up 21 now and man did she look beautiful. She just stared for a minute and then hugged me. I hugged her back no harm no foul right. She was legal now. We did the normal how are you bs, and she said happy b-day I said how did you know and she pointed to my hat. I laughed and pulled the string from my chin and pulled it off blushing a little, I pointed to my hat and said friends and she said no girlfriend? I said nope not in a long time. I told her I had been to busy at school. She laughed and said still being wonder women hunh. I smiled and said I have no life. She laughed and said you never did. I said who are you here with she said my girlfriend. I smiled even though it hurt and said oh how long have you to been together she said 6mnths or so, but i am leaving her tonight. I must have looked shocked because she said she's to young to much drama i brought her here to break up with her just haven't done it yet. I smiled and she must have noticed b/c she said does that make you happy i said yes without even thinking about it. I mean happy for I tried to recover. It was then that she grabbed my hand and placed a business card in it, and without another word she leaned in a kissed me. It was like all 6years of loneliness faded away i wanted her so badly I could taste it. She kissed me with such passion and force my knees went out but she grabbed me and held me. When our lips parted she smiled and said happy b-day and walked out. When I composed myself enough to go back to my table my friends were all asking what happened and i said i ran into an old friend. They shrugged it off and ordered another round. Towards the end of the night I watched as Sarah broke the news and watched the tears of the scorned heart. The x got up ran out of the doors and I never saw her again. Sarah glanced at me ordered another drink and sat back. At the end of the night I was very drunk and I am not good when i am drunk. My friends all bid me Farwell and I began my walk home. I only lived a few blocks from the restaurant and i just had to breath some air. I was about halfway home when i heard footsteps behind me then i felt arms wrap around my waist. I almost screamed but then i felt this gentle kiss on my neck and heard these simple words. "Now can I have you forever" I turned around to see Sarah with tears in her eyes. I kissed the tears away and said yes now you can have me forever. We walked hand and hand to my house just basking in the glory of us. We never made love that first night. We were way to drunk we just laid in each others arms talking about what had been what was and what could be. I found she was working on a degree in teaching because of me and I smiled, and I also found out she moved away because she could bare the thought of being near me but not being with me. When she came back and found out I was still in town she had to see me and it was just by chance that we meet up that night. it was the next day a Saturday when we first made love. We had gotten up around noon and decided a shower was in order. I watched her undress and she was just so beautiful. At 5 foot 11 her body was perfectly curved and it was just beautiful i felt inadequate around her but she took my hands in hers and said i think your beautiful. We stepped into my shower and washed up. I was almost ready to get out when she kissed me. Her moth was like a fire I could not put out. I reached for her grabbing anything i could. Touching her all over her hands followed suit. Suddenly I pulled away and she got scared. Oh please don't do this she sobbed. I said baby I want to do this right. I grabbed her hand and took her to my bed I laid her down and began kissing ever inch of her body. She moaned as my lips neared her pussy. She was shaved and I was in heaven. I began tracing my tongue around her lips letting her get used to my touch. The I moved my tongue around her clit and began to suck on it. Her nails dug into my back as she arched her backed and pushed her hips into my face. I slowly slid into her and felt some resistance. Oh my god she was a virgin! I looked up at her I guess I look shocked because she said I waited for you Kasey all I ever wanted was you. Tears feel from my eyes as I took her virginity. We made love for hours that day. Sometimes it was urgent sometimes it wasn't passionate and sometimes it was slow and soft but it was always loving. I have loved her for 10 years now not counting her time as my student. We have two kids now and I just celebrated my 40th b-day. We went back to that same restaurant we found each other in so many years ago. I love you Sarah I always have and I always will. You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, 'I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.' You must do the thing you think you cannot do. Eleanor Roosevelt One thing I learned about being who I am, and dealing with ignorance is to have a sense of humor about it. Humor in my opinion is the best weapon anyone can obtain.