Date: Sat, 25 Dec 2021 11:50:26 -0600
From: Girl Lover <pedogirllover@gmail.com>
Subject: To love a Little Girl-part 1 (Adult-Youth)

To Love a Little Girl-Part 1
By Girl Lover at pedogirllover@gmail.com

Nine-year-old Amanda stared nervously out the car window as her mom drove
towards her new school, McCallum Middle-High School.  It was so much
bigger compared to her last one.  She and her mom had just moved to
Austin and it was very different from the small town of Killeen where
they used to live.  Too big, too many cars and too many people.  Though
she was only nine, both her mom and the Austin Independent School
District thought it best for her to join the sixth-grade class here
rather than the fifth-grade class at Reilly Elementary.  As they
approached, she became more anxious.
"I miss Dad."
"I know", her mom replied, "I miss him too."
They passed by seemingly hundreds of much older kids on the sidewalk,
moving towards the main building.  As they pulled up to the main doors,
Amanda looked at the other students milling around and quickly noticed
how much taller they were.
"I want to go back to Killeen", she moaned sadly, "Why can't we go
back?"
"My new job is here and it's too far to drive to Killeen and back every
day."  She squeezed her daughter's hand, "Try to be brave."
"Nobody will like me", she continued to moan, "They'll call me names
and say I'm ugly."
"They'll like you as soon as they learn what a good friend you are",
her mom tried to reassure her.  As Amanda got out, pulling her pink
backpack with her, her mom called out, "I'll pick you up at 4:15.
Please try to have a good day, ok?"
Amanda nodded, the sad look in her eyes breaking her mom's heart.  She
went inside, past the noisy din of the other kids, into the school
office.  She peered up at the receptionist at the counter who gave a
slight jump at the sight of her.  The receptionist peered at her through
her glasses, "Why, you're just about the palest thing I've ever seen.
Are you sick or something?"
"I'm an albino.  My skin doesn't have any pigment", Amanda explained
meekly.
"Well, it looks like you need to get some sun.  Why are you here?"
"Today's my first day", she handed over the school letter she received
in the mail.
The woman read the letter, "Oh, you're a new student."  Glancing at
Amanda, she remarked, "Aren't you a little young to be here?"
"Yes ma'am", Amanda replied, not knowing what else to say.
"Well, it looks like AISD put you here anyways.  Ok then, let's find
you a locker."  She looked at a chart.  "Here's one, 431."  She wrote
it down and handed it to Amanda along with a map of the school.
Amanda followed the map as she walked down the hallways to her locker.
She tried to ignore the stares and whispers directed at her from the
other students, but couldn't.  Coming to her locker, she opened it and
began neatly placing things from her backpack into it.  The bell rang,
signaling the start of classes and everyone began funneling into their
classrooms.  Amanda waited till the hall was mostly clear, then she took
out one last thing from her backpack.  A small, stuffed white rabbit.
This was Mr. Bun, her security blanket.  She just couldn't have come to
this new scary school without him.  She hugged him tightly against her
before gently placing him atop her books in her locker.  Closing the
locker door, she ran to her first class.  Stepping inside the room, she
froze as everyone stared at her.  Pulling within herself, she kept her
head down and hurried over to a desk in the corner.
As the day slowly passed, Amanda felt more and more out of place.
Everyone towered over her.  She tried to block out the rude comments,
such as "What's wrong with your skin?" and "Are you a ghost?" and
"Aren't you supposed to be at the elementary school?"
During lunch, she sat by herself at a table watching the other students
as they happily chatted with each other.  As she looked at how happy the
other kids were, she closed her eyes and wished that she had a friend.
When the day finally ended, her mom pulled up to the sidewalk where she
waited.  "How was your day?", she asked hopefully.  But Amanda didn't
answer as she climbed inside the car.  Seeing her downcast look, her mom
hugged her.  "I'm sorry, honey.  Tomorrow will be better.  You'll
see.  You'll make friends."
*****
The next morning, when her mom dropped her off at school, she tried to
cheer her up, "I know you'll make some friends today."  But the day
was the same.  The same stares, whispers and ignoring.
At lunch, after she had finished eating, she went outside to look around
and came to the football field.  The cheerleaders were practicing and she
stopped to watch them.  Seeing how beautiful they were only reminded her
of how unattractive her pale skin and hair was.
When school ended, her mom said a silent prayer, hoping that her daughter
had made a friend.  But when she pulled up to the sidewalk and saw her
sad face, she knew she hadn't.  As they rode home, Mom tried to cheer
her up.
"Do you want to get a pizza tonight?"  Amanda sadly shook her head.
 "How about if we watch a movie?  Do you want to see The Last Unicorn?"
 But again, Amanda sadly shook her head.  Mom fretted as she wiped her
eyes, wanting so much to help her, but not knowing what to do.
*****
The next day, Amanda looked so depressed as she was getting out of the
car, her mom almost wanted to bring her home again.  Once again, the day
passed slowly.
That afternoon in the gym, they were playing volleyball.  The other girls
were ignoring her and even deliberately bumping into her, knocking her
down.  Because she was too short, she wasn't able to ever get the ball.
Then one of the girls spiked the ball right into her face, knocking her
down and stunning her.  The other girls laughed as she slowly got to her
feet, softly touching her tender nose which stung quite a bit.
The coach blew her whistle and told everyone to go to the locker room.
With her nose hurting and her eyes welling up with tears, Amanda followed
the laughing group of girls.  As everyone showered and changed back into
their clothes, Amanda waited until everyone had finished and left before
she would undress to take a shower.  She was mocked enough as it was
because of her skin and hair.  She wasn't about to parade before
everyone with her pale, babyish body.  After she undressed, she went into
the empty shower stall and turned on the water.  Feeling the warm spray
on her skin made her feel much better and she tried to imagine it washing
away all her loneliness and pain.
She didn't want to leave the comforting spray and so when the class bell
rang, she remained in the shower stall.  She knew there wouldn't be any
more PE classes so she could have some peace, away from the awful
students.  She was miserable and just wanted to be alone.  She leaned
forward, resting against the wall.
After a few minutes, the automatic shut-off turned off the comforting
spray of water.  But Amanda still didn't leave.  In the stillness, she
stayed there, listening to the dripping of the water from the shower
head.  After a while, the sound of the dripping water seemed to have
changed.  Becoming louder and heavier.  A soft thudding sound.
Footsteps!  Someone was in the locker room with her.  She gave a slight
gasp, closing her eyes tightly as she huddled against the wall, shivering
in fear.  Praying that whoever it was would go away.  The soft thudding
noise became louder and she trembled as she realized that the person had
just walked into the shower stall with her.
"Please go away", Amanda fearfully whimpered.
She felt a finger slowly sliding down her back as a soft voice whispered
into her ear, "Don't be afraid.  I'm not going to hurt you."  Amanda
drew in her breath as she realized it was a girl's voice.  She felt a
gentle kiss on the back of her neck.  "You are very beautiful and hard
to resist."  She felt fingers on her back, coming around across her
front as she felt more gentle kisses.
"You don't smile much", the soft voice continued, "but I hope to make
you smile soon.  Till we meet again."
Amanda felt the fingers slide down her back and across her butt, then
couldn't feel them anymore.  Again, she heard the soft thudding, loud at
first, then growing fainter as it faded into the distance.  She carefully
opened her eyes and saw she was alone.  She didn't know what to make of
what just happened.
Later that day, as her mom picked her up, her mom noticed she was no
longer depressed, but instead had a thoughtful look about her.  Curious,
her mom asked, "Did something happen today?"
"I don't know."
`What do you mean you don't know?"
"I don't know."
That night as Amanda laid in bed, she replayed in her head the soft voice
whispering to her.  The mystery girl who kissed her and told her she was
beautiful.
*****
On Thursday, Mom noticed that Amanda no longer seemed depressed as she
got out of the car.
"I'll have to work late so you'll need to take the bus home", she
called after Amanda.
Amanda nodded then went inside to her locker.  When she came to it, she
stopped and stared.  Taped to the front of the locker door was a single
small flower.  A dandelion from the lawn outside.  She went over, looking
at it wide-eyed, then slowly reached out to touch it to see if it was
really there.  She knew who put it there.  She glanced around, wondering
if the mystery girl was watching her, but didn't see anyone paying any
attention to her.  As she opened her locker, she gently laid the flower
on top of her books, next to her white rabbit, Mr. Bun.  For the first
time that week since she started school, Amanda smiled.
The hours passed and the day didn't seem any different than before.
Everyone still ignored her.  But just before the last class, something
happened.
As she was getting her book from her locker, a hand suddenly reached into
her locker and grabbed Mr. Bun.  She whirled around to see two much older
teen girls.  One of them, a blond, holding her rabbit.
"Awww...does the little baby want her teddy bear?", she mocked.
"Give him back!", Amanda squeaked in alarm, her eyes wide with fear.
"Come get it."
Amanda reached out and tried to grab it, but the teen held it out of
reach above her as a small crowd gathered around.  Amanda jumped up,
trying to reach it above her head but couldn't.  Then the teen hit the
rabbit hard against the wall.
"NO!", Amanda cried out in alarm, her eyes filled with fear.
 "Please!"  Her voice dropped to a whisper, "Don't hurt him."  The
teens laughed as the crowd of kids cheered it on.  Amanda's eyes quickly
filled with tears running down her cheeks.
"Crybaby!  Crybaby!", the teens taunted her.  Amanda ran towards them,
trying to grab it but the teen tripped her, sending her sprawling on the
floor.  She didn't try to get up.  Her will was gone, taken from her.
She just laid there huddled up on the floor, sobbing bitterly.
"GIVE IT BACK!"
The crowd of kids quickly became quiet at the sudden, menacing voice
which seemed to come out of nowhere.  There was a deathly silence, even
amongst the two teens who watched as someone pushed their way through the
crowd.
"I said give it back!"
Amanda stopped crying.  That voice!  It was the mystery girl!  She looked
around, trying to see who it was.  As the mystery girl pushed her way
through the crowd, Amanda gasped.  The girl was a much older teen, tall
and lean with a well-toned body showing through her dark, grungy
clothes.  She had short, pixyish dark hair and a very angry scowl on her
face.
The blond holding the stuffed rabbit hesitated, "What do you care,
Stephanie?"
Stephanie walked slowly towards the two teens, her hands clenched into
fists, growling, "Do you know what I do to little fucks like you?"  The
other teen bolted and ran, leaving the blond alone.  Stephanie's eyes
flashed angrily, "You wanna mess with me, bitch?"
Not about to risk getting beaten, the blond threw the stuffed rabbit down
and stalked off, fuming.  Stephanie glared at the other kids, who quickly
skulked off.  Alone in the hall, she reached down and picked up the
stuffed rabbit, then came over to the little girl, squatting down to hand
it to her.  Amanda was still sniveling, with tears running down her
cheeks.
"You ok?", Stephanie asked in a soothing voice.  Amanda looked up at
the sinister-looking teen above her, who helped her stand.  Amanda suck
in her breath at the pain in her knee.  She looked down and saw her knee
was scraped.  Stephanie led her to the bathroom and put a wet paper towel
on it.  Amanda sniffed, still sobbing a little, "Everyone thinks
I'm...I'm...a baby."
"No one will think that", the teen quietly reassured her, "And no one
will ever bother you again.  They know what will happen if they do."
 Stephanie carefully rubbed her scraped knee, soothing the little girl.
Amanda looked at her with a mixture of nervousness and wonder.  After a
few minutes, Stephanie asked, "Feel better?"
Amanda nodded, then after a moment, asked quietly, "It was you in the
shower yesterday?"  Stephanie nodded.  "Did you mean what you said?
About me being beautiful?"
"I didn't want you to see me because I didn't know what you would
think if you knew that I was a girl and looked like this.  I hope you're
not disappointed."  The awed look in Amanda's eyes told the teen she
was not.  "Hey uh...would you like to come over to my house?", Stephanie
asked.
Amanda got an uncertain look on her face. "Why?"
"Because I really like you.  I want to spend a little time with you."
"But why would you like me?  Don't you think I'm weird?"
Stephanie stroked the young girl's hair, telling her quietly, "I think
you're beautiful."
"What about school?"
"We won't get in trouble."  Stephanie led her out of the bathroom and
down the empty hall towards the outside exit.  Once outside, they walked
across the parking lot towards a black 1960 Dodge Charger with a bumper
sticker that read, `My other ride is your mom'.  Stephanie opened the
door for Amanda and then started it up.  They headed down the road and
Stephanie smiled at the nervous, excited look in the little girl's eyes.

A few minutes later, they pulled into the driveway of a house and went
inside.  Taking the girl by the hand, Stephanie led them to a bedroom at
the end of a hall as Amanda tried to take in what the house looked like.
It seemed as if no one was home.  The bedroom was messy with a set of
barbells on the floor, completely different from Amanda's own room which
she kept neat and girly.
As Amanda stood by the bed, looking at the clutter scattered around the
room, she noticed the older teen watching her.  Then before her eyes, the
teen began taking off her clothes right in front of her.  Once she was
naked, Stephanie gave a quiet chuckle at the comical look on the little
girl's face, then walked over, kneeling down in front of her so that
they were face to face.
"Do you like seeing me naked?", she asked quietly.
Amanda couldn't answer.  Her heart was pounding so hard, she thought it
would burst out of her.
"You can touch me if you want", Stephanie encouraged her, "Would you
like to touch me?"  Amanda gave a slight shrug.  Seeing how nervous the
little girl was, Stephanie gently took the girl's hands and brought them
to her breasts.  "How do they feel?"
"Soft", the girl finally spoke in her small voice.
Stephanie leaned closer, but Amanda pulled back.  "I just want to kiss
you", Stephanie told the apprehensive little girl.    Stephanie pressed
her lips against hers for a brief moment, then pulled back.  "Did you
like that?"  Amanda nodded.  Stephanie began pulling Amanda's shirt up,
but Amanda held it down, looking at the open door with a frighten look.
 "There's no one here.  It's just us", Stephanie spoke tenderly to
her, soothing her anxiety.
Amanda hesitated, whispering, "I don't want you to laugh at me.  I
don't look like you."
"Please let me see you."
Stephanie gently raised the girl's arms and pulled the shirt off,
dropping it on the floor with her clothes.  The little girl folded her
arms shyly across her chest, casting her gaze down upon the floor as she
blushed fiercely.  The older teen gently coaxed her arms away from her
body, revealing her tiny pink nipples.  "You don't need to hide."
Unbuttoning her shorts, Stephanie pulled them down, revealing her tiny
cotton underpants with cartoon animals on them.  `OhmyGod!  She is so
fucking cute', Stephanie thought.  The shorts and panties soon joined
the shirt on the floor.
"Lay back", Stephanie told her and as Amanda laid back on the bed,
Stephanie slid her fingertips along Amanda's sides, causing the little
girl to giggle.  Stephanie continued grazing her fingernails down her
sides and chest until the child was squirming around and giggling
furiously.  Stephanie stopped and as Amanda propped herself up on her
elbows to watch her, she spread Amanda's legs to see the bright pink
cleft between them, the only bit of color on her pale white body.
Stephanie touched it, pushing her finger against the soft folds, feeling
the smoothness of the supple, hairless skin.  She pushed her finger in
slightly deeper, causing the child to suck in her breath.
"How does that feel?", Stephanie asked.
"Kinda tickles."
Stephanie continued her ministrations and then to the utter shock of
Amanda, leaned down and placed her mouth upon it.  Amanda felt something
warm and wet moving around and pushing against her and her legs
instinctually clamped together against Stephanie's head.  "Wha...What
are you doing?"
Stephanie pulled back with a smile, shushing her, "Just enjoy it."
 Stephanie was looking right at her, her eyes locked onto hers.  To
Amanda, it was the strangest feeling.  A rather nice feeling like a
massage.  She gave a shiver as a ticklish sensation went through her.
She began to feel little tickles all over as the older girl continued to
watch her.  The tickles became stronger causing her to feel tired and
short of breath.  She fell back onto the bed, staring up at the ceiling
as the incredible sensations coursed through her.
"I-I feel s-something.  Wh-What's happening?", she asked.
Stephanie reached out, taking the little girl's hands to calm her.  The
feelings became more intense, almost painful.
Stephanie kept her eyes on the little girl, watching as her face turned a
reddish color as she strained and gave out choked cries.  Her legs
suddenly kicked out as she gave a soft cry.  The girl then laid limp on
the bed, breathing hard.  Stephanie crawled up alongside to hold her.
Suddenly they heard a door close and footsteps running.  Amanda opened
her eyes and turned to look at the door as a little girl, a little
younger then she, appeared in the open doorway.  Amanda gasped and
futilely tried to pull the bedsheet over her naked body.
"Get outta here!", Stephanie yelled angrily at the girl in the doorway.

"Who's that?", the girl exclaimed.
"NOW!", Stephanie jumped up, prompting the girl to quickly dashed back
down the hall, yelling "Mommm!"
Stephanie slammed the door.  "Shit!"  She came back over to the bed,
"Shit!  Shit!  Shit!"  Amanda looked at her, a very distressed look in
her eyes.  Stephanie sighed in frustration, telling her, "I guess we
better get dressed."
Stephanie reached over and grabbed both of their shirts.  She handed
Amanda her shirt while pulling hers on.  In her dazed state, Amanda was
having quite a bit of difficulty trying to get her shirt on.  She had one
arm poked through the neck line and was unsuccessfully trying to pull the
rest of it on.  Down the hall, a woman's voice called out, "Stephanie?
Are you in there?"
"Yes!" was Stephanie's curt reply as she was trying to help Amanda
with her shirt.
"Why aren't you in school?  Get out here!"
"I'm busy!"
"Get out here now!", the woman yelled.
"Fine!"  Stephanie had just managed to get Amanda's shirt on, then
discovered that it was on inside out.  "Dammit!"
She tried to fix it but the woman called out again, "Now, Stephanie!"
"C'mon."  Stephanie helped the little girl off the bed and dressed
only in their shirts, they walked out into the hall and to the living
room.
A middle-age woman was standing there, a look of disbelief on her face.
 "Why are you here?!  The court said that you can't cut school!  And
who is this?!"  She pointed to Amanda.
The little girl suddenly poked her head out of the kitchen, a cookie in
her hand, "Yeah!  And why are y'all naked?!"
The woman whipped her head around to her, "Beth!  This isn't any of
your business!  Go do your homework and stay out of the cookies!"  The
little seven year-old girl, Beth, came out with a frown and walked down
the hall to her room.  "And close the door!", her mother called out to
her.  The door closed and the woman turned back to her older daughter,
"Why are y'all naked?!"
"This is Amanda", Stephanie explained, "She's new and was having a
hard time at school, so I brought her here to make her feel better."
Mom looked at the little girl, who was still out of breath, with her
cheeks flushed and her hair a mess.  "What did you do to her?!"
"I was just making her feel good!"
"What do you mean by that?"
"The same way you make Dad feel good!", Stephanie scowled at her mom.
Mom looked again at the little girl, noticing how she was undressed, out
of breath and her hair was a mess.  Mom turned to Stephanie with a
wide-eyed alarmed look, "Did...did you..."  Stephanie nodded.  "Jesus
Stephanie!", Mom muttered quietly to herself, "How...How could you...do
something like this?!  She's just a child!  She doesn't understand
these things!"
"Well, she does now!", Stephanie raised her voice defensively.
Mom ran her hand across her face in exasperation, "This is bad.  I
mean...really, really bad!"
Then Mom heard a tiny, frighten voice.  "I'm sorry.  Please don't tell
my mom."
Turning her attention to the little girl's terrified face, Mom's heart
went out to her.  "Honey, you're not in trouble.  Please don't
worry."  Mom paused a bit, then asked, "Did you um...like...what
Stephanie did?"
Amanda nodded, "It felt really good."
Mom rolled her eyes, mumbling to herself, "Oh, I bet it did."  Then she
asked, "How old are you?"
"Nine."
"Nine?!", Mom glared at Stephanie, "You had sex with a nine
year-old?!"
"She liked it!", Stephanie replied back just as angrily.
"What were you thinking?!", Mom demanded, "Does her mom know she's
here?"
The front door suddenly opened, interrupting their thoughts, and a
middle-age man came inside.  He stopped in his tracks, "Do I want to
know what's going on?"
"Stephanie, we'll talk about this later", Mom continued, "Right now,
get her cleaned up and take her home.  Don't you dare send her back to
her mom looking like that."
Stephanie took Amanda's hand and led her back to her room as Mom watched
them leave.  The father came in and took off his jacket.  "Who is
that?", he asked.
"George, Stephanie's done something really bad."
Dad reached inside the fridge and took out a beer, "Stephanie's always
doing something really bad.  That's why she has a police record and is
on probation."
"No, I mean really really bad...beyond bad."
"Did she kill someone?", Dad asked half-jokingly.
"No, but just as bad.  She...", Mom had to force herself to say the
words, "...had sex with that little girl."
Dad lowered his beer in mid-drink, "You mean...she forced herself on
her?"
"No.  The little girl, Amanda, didn't mind it at all.  In fact, she
liked it.  And Stephanie...seems to care a great deal for her."
Back in Stephanie's room, Amanda asked, "Is she going to call my mom?"

Stephanie knelt before her as she straightened her hair, "No."
Amanda still looked a little unsure.  She turned her shirt around and
said, "I'm sorry you got in trouble."
"I'm not in trouble.  Don't worry about it, ok?"  Amanda nodded.
They got dressed and a minute later, went out to the car.  In the car,
Amanda didn't say anything for a while, then she asked, "You won't
tell anyone what happen, will you?"
Stephanie took her hand, giving it a little squeeze, "It'll be our
secret."  Amanda gave a small smile to this.  A minute later, Amanda
asked, "Stephanie?"
"Yea?"
"Does this mean we're friends?"
"Yeah."
Amanda thought about that then said, "Thank you for being my friend."
They pulled up to a small house that Amanda had directed Stephanie to.
Amanda opened the door, gave a small wave to Stephanie before running
inside.  Stephanie watched her leave, thinking about what she said.
 `Thank you for being my friend.'
*****
An hour later, Amanda's mom came home and Amanda eagerly ran over to
her, "Guess what!"
Mom set down her purse, as she looked at the excited look on her
daughter's face.  "You had a good day at school?"
Amanda nodded happily, "I made a friend!"
"Really?!  That is so great!  I told you it would happen!", Mom
exclaimed just as excitedly, "Tell me all about `em!"
Amanda started to, then quickly stopped, "Welll..."  Amanda wondered
what she could say.  "Her name's...Beth.  And she's really nice and in
my grade.  And I got to go to her house and we uh...played some
games...and...had a lot of fun!"
"I am so glad you finally have a friend.  You needed one so bad", Mom
headed for the kitchen to start dinner, "Maybe you can invite her over
here sometime."
"Uhhh...yeah", Amanda replied awkwardly.
Amanda felt bad for lying to her mom, but she just couldn't tell her
that her new friend was twice her age.  And she certainly couldn't say
what her new friend did to her at her house.
*****
When Stephanie returned home and walked in, Mom was waiting for her.  "I
still can't believe what you did.  Taking somebody's child so you can
have sex with them?"
"I didn't force her to do anything.  I made her feel good.  What's
wrong with that?", Stephanie responded.
"It's against the law."
"She liked it.  How is it different than giving a massage?"
"It's different!", Mom snapped at her.
"How?"
Mom faltered, then exclaimed, "I don't know!  I just know that at that
age, it's hard for a child to understand things.  Sex is very emotional
and if you start playing with her emotions, you can really hurt her."
 Mom then asked, "How can you be attracted to someone so young?"
"I don't know", Stephanie told her in a tense voice, "She's all I
think about ever since I first saw her.  I can't get her out of my
mind.  Whenever I see her, she makes me feel..."  Stephanie pondered how
to explain it, then simply said, "The girl...is...sex.  Everything she
does is sex."
"Is that how you think of her?", Mom asked, "Don't you have any
feelings for her?"
Stephanie nodded, "I really like her."
Friday, the last day before the weekend.  Amanda eagerly got out of the
car and waved as her mom drove away.  She wanted to find Stephanie but
didn't know where to look.  As she walked through the main doors, she
was surprised to find Stephanie waiting for her.  She walked up.  "I
didn't know if you still wanted to be friends."
"I do", Stephanie grinned.
Together, they walked down the hall to Amanda's locker.  As they went,
Amanda immediately noticed a big change in the other students.  They were
no longer pointing at her or whispering.  They were looking at her in a
different way.  A respectful way.  She looked up at the older teen beside
her and understood why.
*****
Later that morning in her algebra class, Stephanie's mind wasn't on
algebra, but rather on a certain nine year-old girl.  She kept picturing
the girl standing in front of her.  Dropping something on the floor.
Bending over to pick it up.  Then while bent over, pulling down her pants
and panties while looking back and asking in her sweet little voice,
"Would you like to fuck me?"
Stephanie groaned, "What is she doing to me?"  She looked at the clock
for the umpteeth time and closed her eyes in frustration.  Still twenty
more minutes till lunch.
Finally, the lunch bell rang and Stephanie went to the cafeteria, looking
for the fifth-grade class.  There, she saw Amanda sitting on the end of
the table.  She came up to her.  "Hey, do you want to eat lunch
outside?"
"Can we do that?"
"Of course."
Stephanie bought a burger and a roll for herself, and they went outside
to a bench under a tree.  Amanda looked around, enjoying the cool breeze,
as she took a bite of her fish sticks,
`Where did you go to school before coming here?", Stephanie asked.
"Clifton Park Elementary.  It's in Killeen.  I miss it.  I use to watch
the helicopters go by during recess and wonder if my dad could see me."

"Helicopters?"
"At Fort Hood.  It's an army base.  My dad was a helicopter pilot
there."  Amanda grew quiet, looking down sadly.
Noticing her sad face, Stephanie quietly asked, "Did something happen to
him?"
"He died in a crash last week.  Me and Mom had to move so she could get
a job here in Austin."   Amanda paused a bit, then added, "He gave me
Mr. Bun a few days before.  It's all I have left of him.  That's why
Mr. Bun's so special to me."
"I want to see you again after school.  Could you come over to my house
and maybe spend the night?"
"Really?", Amanda asked in a surprised voice, "Like...Like a
sleep-over?"
"Yeah.  Do you think your mom will let you?"
"Oh wow!  A real sleep-over!", Amanda gushed, "I hope Mom lets me."
 She pulled out her phone and dialed her mom's number.  As the phone
rang, Amanda whispered to Stephanie, "Don't say anything.  I don't
want her to hear you."  "Mom?  My friend wants me to spend the night
with her.  Can I, please?...."  Amanda turned to Stephanie and
whispered, "She wants to know if it's ok with your mom."  Stephanie
nodded, then Amanda turned back to her mom.  "Yes, it's ok with her
mom.....Uh-huh.....Please Mom, I really want to.....I CAN?!  OH THANK YOU!
THANK YOU!....I will.....I love you too.  Bye Mom."
Amanda hung up the phone and exclaimed gleefully, "She said yes!"
"Does she know you'll be with me?"
Amanda vigorously shook her head, "She thinks I'll be with your
sister.  This will be sooo cool!  I've never had a sleep-over before.
We can stay up all night and watch TV.  And tell each other secrets
and..."
"Maybe we can do some other things", Stephanie added, "Like what we
did yesterday."
Amanda gave a little gasp, whispering excitedly, "You mean like...when we
were both naked?  And you were touching me and stuff?"  Stephanie
nodded, a hopeful smile on her face.  "But what about your parents?",
Amanda asked worriedly, "Won't they see us?"
"Don't worry about them."
*****
That afternoon, after school let out, Stephanie told her mom that Amanda
would be spending the night.
"She wants to?  And her parents let her?", her mom asked.
"Her mom thinks she's staying with Beth."
"Who's staying with me?", Beth poked her head out of the kitchen with
a cookie in her hand.
"Nobody", Stephanie told her.
"Beth, I told you to stay out of the cookies!", Mom scolded before
turning back to Stephanie, "Why did she tell her mom that?"
"Because she doesn't want her mom to know that I'm going to fuck
her."
"Would you please stop talking about her like that!", Mom cringed,
"And I told you, she's too young to understand these things."
"She knows we'll be having sex."
About an hour later, they heard a car door slam.  Stephanie ran to the
window and peeked out, exclaiming excitedly, "She's here!"
Mom came over and looked out the window too, "Get out of here!  I don't
want her seeing you!"  As Stephanie went into the hall, out of sight,
Mom continued watching them through the window.  "OhmyGod!  They're
both coming to the door!"
Checking to make sure Stephanie was out of sight, Mom nervously opened
the door.  Amanda's mom introduced herself, "Hello, I'm Alice Hyatt,
Amanda's mother."
"Florence Castleberry", Stephanie's mom greeted her.
"Thank you so much for inviting Amanda to spend the night", Ms Hyatt
said, "You just don't know how much this means to me.  We're new here
and Amanda has had such a hard time making friends.  It's been a very
difficult time on both of us since her father's passing and I am just so
thrilled that she finally has a friend."
"Well, she's a very sweet girl", Stephanie's mom replied while
forcing a smile.
Amanda gave her mom a hug before saying hello to Stephanie's mom and
going inside.
Amanda's mom turned to leave, "If you need anything, just give me a
call."
As Amanda's mom left, Stephanie's mom closed the door with a troubled
sigh, "I can't believe that just happened."
Stephanie came out with a big grin, "I'm going to have so much fun with
you.  C'mon."  She took Amanda's hand and began leading her to the
bedroom.
"Stephanie!", Mom chastised her, "She just got here.  And she's your
guest!  She's not some object for you to use.  You need to be a gracious
host."  Turning to Amanda, Mom asked, "Amanda sweetheart, do you
understand what Stephanie wants to do with you tonight?"  Amanda nodded.
 "She wants to uh...ummm...
"She knows we're going to fuck", Stephanie interjected.
Mom gave a very disapproving look to Stephanie, "Don't talk about it
like that!  It sounds so dirty!"  Turning back to Amanda, she continued,
"And are you ok with Stephanie wanting to...to..."
"Fuck", Stephanie interjected again.
Mom glared at her, "I told you I don't like that language!  It's
making love."  Turning back to Amanda, "Are you ok with what you and
Stephanie are going to be doing?"  Amanda nodded.  Mom sighed unhappily
before asking Amanda, "Did you bring everything you need?  Do you have
something to sleep in?"
"Uh-huh!", Amanda nodded as she laid her pink Hello Kitty backpack on
the table.  She opened it and reached inside, pulling out a nightshirt
with baby farm animals on it.
"Ain't going to be needing that", Stephanie interjected yet again.
Mom glared at her, silently mouthing, `Stop it!'
Amanda pulled out a small book and opened it to show the flower from her
locker pressed between the pages, proudly telling them, "Stephanie gave
this to me."
"Stephanie...", Mom exclaimed, looking at Stephanie with new eyes,
"That is so sweet."
Beth looked up at Stephanie, "You gave her a flower?!  Hahahahaha...Are
you in love?!"
Stephanie lunged angrily at Beth, who narrowly ducked out of the way and
ran behind Mom.
"Stop it, you two!", Mom told them both.
Amanda continued pulling things out.  She pulled out her stuffed rabbit,
"This is Mr Bun.  And these are my Calico Critters!"  She showed a
little toy rabbit, a few inches high, dressed in clothes and set it on
the table.  "This is Hopscotch..."  She pulled out an elephant,
similarly dressed, "This is Elwood..."  Last, she pulled out a mouse,
"...and this is Marshmallow."
"OhmyGod!  These are sooo cute!", Beth exclaimed, picking up the
elephant.
Amanda looked up at Stephanie, asking hopefully, "Do you want to play
with my Calico Critters?"  Stephanie did not look impressed and shook
her head.  "I also brought some coloring books."  She pulled out a
Barbie coloring book and a box of crayons.  Again, Stephanie did not look
interested.  "Aaaand some movies."  Amanda pulled out several DVDs,
laying them on the table.  "So, what do you want to do first?  Do you
want to play I Spy?", holding up an I Spy book.
"I want to fuck", Stephanie told her matter-of-factly.
Mom gave her another scolding look, "Stephanie!  I told you I don't
like that language!  Or your attitude!  Tonight is supposed to be gentle
and loving, not some boorish, crude rutting like you're some randy billy
goat!"
"What's this?"  Beth was holding one of the DVDs, titled The Last
Unicorn.
"Oooh!  That's my favorite!", Amanda gushed, "It's about a unicorn
who needs to find all the other unicorns."  She turned to Stephanie,
bouncing on her toes with hopeful excitement, "D'ya wanna watch it?"
"I think that's a great idea", Mom told her, "Beth, help her put it
in the DVD player."  Beth and Amanda ran off into the living room and
hunched over in front of the DVD player.  "Stephanie...", Mom told her
quietly, "I want you to stop looking at her as a sex object."
"I can't help it!", Stephanie pleaded, "I try!  I really try, but
it's what I told you yesterday.  The girl...is...sex.  I mean look at
her!"  They both glanced at Amanda who was bent over the DVD player with
the top of her panties peeking out from above her shorts.  "If she were
to ever get the hiccups, I don't think I'd be able to hold myself
back."
"C'mon Steffi!", Amanda called out as she ran over to the recliner,
"The movie's starting!"
Stephanie went over to the recliner, sliding into it behind Amanda so
that Amanda was in her lap.  As the movie played, Stephanie wrapped her
arms around the girl as Amanda snuggled into her.  As the animated movie
played, Amanda would point out what was going on in the movie and every
time there was a song, and Stephanie would notice Amanda quietly singing
along.  This aroused Stephanie even more as she whispered in the girl's
ear, "I can't wait to fuck that little pussy of yours."
Amanda turned around to give her a look of disgust, "That's gross!"
 And this too aroused Stephanie even more.
Back at the dining table, Mom watched the two curiously.  Despite
Stephanie's callous remarks earlier, it was clear that she truly cared
for this little girl.  Half an hour later, her husband came home.  As he
walked up to Mom, he asked, "Why is she here again?", referring to
Amanda, "Didn't you tell Stephanie to stay away from her?"
"Stephanie invited her to spend the night", Mom raised her hands
futilely, "And her mom suddenly showed up to drop her off.  I'm telling
you George, that was the most horrible, awkward moment.  And her mom was
just so...grateful and appreciative for letting her stay here.  And I just
stood there and lied through my teeth about what my daughter was going to
be doing to her daughter later tonight."
"Would you rather Stephanie be out somewhere causing trouble as she
normally does on a Friday night?"
Mom thought for a bit.  "You know, this is the first time that she's
actually stayed home instead of being out with those hooligans.  Maybe
having that little girl here isn't such a bad idea after all."
Stephanie was thoroughly enjoying the feel of the little girl against
her.  Her hands lightly running along the little girl's body, at times
drawing her attention with a wondering look whenever Stephanie's hands
would slide under her shirt or down her shorts.  Every now and then, she
would kiss the back of her neck.  As the movie was ending, Stephanie was
upset to find that Amanda had fallen asleep.  She closed her eyes in
frustration, whispering, "Shit!"  All of her expectations for tonight
were gone.  She carefully raised up from the recliner, holding the little
girl against her in her arms.
Mom watched the pair, thinking how similar it looked of a mother carrying
a sleeping baby.  She came up to them quietly, whispering, "She's tired
Stephanie, let her sleep."
Amanda half-opened her eyes and yawned, "I'm not sleepy."
Stephanie smiled in relief, "Good, because I'm going to bang that ass
of yours like a drum."
"Don't you dare!", Mom admonished her, "I want you to be gentle with
her and if she wants to go to sleep, let her."
Stephanie sighed, "I will."
"And don't keep her up too late."
"I won't."
"And remember, be romantic and sweet."
"Ok!", Stephanie said impatiently.
"I'll see you two in the morning.  Goodnight, Amanda."
"Good night", Amanda replied.  As Stephanie continued, Amanda told her,
"Wait!  I need to get Mr. Bun."
Stephanie went over and grabbed the stuffed rabbit, handing it to
Amanda.  In the room, after setting Amanda down, Stephanie pulled off her
own clothes as Amanda simply stood there, watching her.  Once naked,
Stephanie came over as the girl asked, "Are we going to do naked stuff
now?"
Stephanie nodded, "Mmm-hmm", then proceeded to undress her.  As her
panties came off and felt the cool air on her body, she instinctively
covered the little slit between her legs.  Stephanie pulled her arms away
and laid her down upon the bed.  Gazing at the naked little girl,
Stephanie licked her lips as her fingers slid across the girl's sides.
Amanda gave a little start and giggled at the ticklish feeling.
Stephanie smiled, tickled her more and soon, the girl was wriggling
around with fits of laughter, trying to get away.  This soon became a
game to Stephanie.  She would reach out, pretending to grab the giggling
little girl as she would scoot away, trying to stay out of reach.
Finally, the giggling girl backed herself into a corner and could go no
further.  Stephanie pulled her out from the corner and laid her down,
laying down against her.
"I'm so glad you're here", Stephanie whispered, taking her in her
arms.
"Me too."
Stephanie kissed her, relishing the awkward fumbling that the little girl
gave in return.  After several seconds of Amanda's clumsy attempts,
Stephanie told her, "Do your lips like this."  She puckered her own
lips to show her.  Amanda did.  "Ok, close your eyes."
"Why?"
"Because that's what you do when you kiss."
Amanda closed her eyes and puckered her lips.  Stephanie pressed her lips
against hers and momentarily stuck out her tongue, trying to push it
through the girl's tightly pursed lips.  "Don't have your lips so
tight together."
"But your tongue will go in my mouth."
"That's what I'm trying to do."
"Why?"
Stephanie sighed, "Too many why's.  Sticking your tongue in someone's
mouth is just something that feels good."
"But it'll be icky and get germs in my mouth."
Stephanie closed her eyes as she silently laughed to herself, "Ah, such
is little girls."
"Here, lemme show you."  Stephanie leaned closer and touched the tip of
her tongue to the girl's lips, encircling them.  Then her tongue went a
bit further inside and came across Amanda's tongue.  Amanda gave a
slight start at the strange feeling, but let her continue.  With
Stephanie rubbing her back, it quickly began to feel good and she soon
relaxed.  But then, she suddenly jerked back, exclaiming, "Your fingers
are in my butt!"
"I know.  Do you like it?", she wiggled her fingers in the girl's butt
crack.
"It feels funny."  The girl had a confused look on her face as if she
were trying to figure out how to describe it.  Stephanie's finger traced
back and forth along the inside of her butt crack, briefly pressing
against her butthole.  Amanda unconsciously clenched her butt cheeks,
giving a small gasp.
The girl's gaze turned to Stephanie's breasts with a look of curiosity.
 "Would you like to touch them?", Stephanie asked.
"Is it okay?"
"Of course it's okay.  Go on", she encouraged her.
Amanda reached out and poked them with her finger, impressed with how her
finger sank into the soft flesh.  She grasped it in her hand and
squeezed, remarking, "It feels like a squishy ball."  She took a breast
in each hand and proceeded to squeeze them, over and over again.
Stephanie closed her eyes, relaxing as her hand casually slid along the
girl's backside.
"Hey, move over here", Stephanie pulled her waist over so that Amanda
was straddling her face.  Stephanie pulled her down so that Amanda was
now sitting on her face.  Then Amanda felt something wet in her butt.
"Ahhh!", Amanda gave a soft cry as her butt clenched.  "What are you
doing?!"
Stephanie pulled her face from underneath momentarily to say, "Just
giving this little butt of yours some love.  Go back to my boobs."
Amanda tried to, but kept losing focus because of the distracting
feelings from Stephanie.  Then she felt Stephanie's tongue in her
pussy.  She couldn't imagine why Stephanie would want to do such gross
things.  It just didn't make sense.  But as it continued, it didn't
feel so weird anymore but rather nice.  She sighed softly, "I like that,
Steffi.  Keep doing that."  She reached out, grasped Stephanie's
breasts.  The feeling grew stronger, more intense so that she felt little
jolts of pleasure pinging throughout.  "St-Steffi...I feel weird...I-I
think I'm...going to pee."  Stefanie kept going and Amanda propped
herself up, her breath coming in pants.  Then suddenly, she felt the most
incredible feeling coursing through her,
"Ohhh...Ohhh...Ohhh...OHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!..."  She fell limply on top of
Stephanie.
Stephanie gently rolled the girl off of her and rubbed her chest while
she rested.
Amanda opened her eyes, asking weakly, "Did I pee?"  Stephanie shook
her head.  Amanda took a deep breath, then wondrously exclaimed, "That
was so amazing!  It was like the best thing ever!"
Stephanie leaned over and kissed her, "I know."  Stephanie leaned back
against the head of the bed; her legs spread wide.  She beckoned to
Amanda, patting her pussy, "Now it's your turn."
Amanda hunched over and first looked at it, then at Stephanie.  "What am
I supposed to do?"
"Play with it."
A look of confusion crossed the girl's face, "What do you mean?"
"Stick your fingers and tongue in it."
Amanda's confused look turned to disgust.  "Are you kidding me?!
Uh-uh!"
"It's what I did to you", Stephanie reasoned with her.
Amanda thought about it, turning it over in her mind, then she stuck a
finger out and gingerly touched it, then gave her finger a sniff.  Next,
she leaned closer, eyeing it closely, then after a moment, she gave it
another cautious sniff.
"Don't pee on me."  Stephanie rolled her eyes in disbelief, huffing in
exasperation.  Amanda touched it again, tracing her finger along the
outer lips.  Feeling more comfortable, she began earnestly exploring,
looking at and touching everything, which added more fire to Stephanie's
lust.  Stephanie pulled back her lips, revealing the glistening pink
inside.
"Whoa!", Amanda exclaimed in an impressed voice.
`Such is little girls', Stephanie thought.
Amanda reached out and stuck her finger against the wet flesh.  "It's
all icky!"
Stephanie rolled her eyes again, "Keep touching it."  Amanda did; even
sticking her finger inside the hole within.  Stephanie trembled, closing
her eyes tightly shut as the most incredible feelings surged through
her.  She hissed as her fingers tightly clenched the sheets.
Then it abruptly stopped as she heard Amanda asking, "Did that hurt?"
"No", Stephanie answered breathlessly, "It felt really good."  After
taking a few breaths, she told her, "Keep doing that."  Amanda did and
as her finger probed deeper inside, Stephanie asked in a ragged voice,
"Stick your hand in."
"It won't fit."
"Yes, it will."
Amanda slowly pushed her hand into the hole as little rivulets of juice
streamed out and ran down her thighs.  "FUUUCK!!!", Stephanie cried out
hoarsely.  Amanda looked up in alarm.  "Fuck!  It's big."  Stephanie
took several deep breaths.  "Move your hand around."  Amanda tried to
but she couldn't move much.  Still, it was enough to set Stephanie off.
Seeing the little girl's hand between her legs caused her whole body to
convulse.  She bucked her hips as Amanda jerked back fearfully, pulling
her hand out, along with a gush of juice.  "Oh shit!!...Oh shit!!...Oh
shit!!...", Stephanie gasped throatily.
"I'm sorry!  I'm sorry!", Amanda cried out frightfully.
"It's ok...It's ok...", Stephanie quickly raised up, trying to calm
her, "You didn't hurt me.  It was just too much."  Seeing how scared
the girl was, Stephanie embraced her tightly, "I'm ok.  You didn't
hurt me."  Amanda nodded, a scared look still in her eyes.  Stephanie
wiped a tear from her cheek, "You remember how good it felt to you?"
 Amanda nodded.  "Well, it was ten times that for me.  You made me feel
very good."
"I did", Amanda asked, her voice a mixture of relief and wonder.
"Oh God, you did.  I don't know how you did that."
"I don't know either", Amanda echoed.
Stephanie pulled the little girl to her as she laid down with Amanda's
head on top of her chest.  Stephanie slowly recovered as her breathing
slowed back to normal.  For a long time, neither spoke.
"I can hear your heart beating", Amanda whispered, "My heart's
beating too.  It's saying I love you."  Stephanie looked at her.
 "What's your heart saying?", Amanda asked.
Stephanie thought about everything that she had ever felt since she saw
this mysterious pale girl in the hall at school.  Her desire for her.
Her anger at how the bullies hurt her.  Her lust for her in the shower.
And her never wanting to be apart from her.
"I love you too."
*****
The next morning, Amanda awoke and yawned, Mr. Bun clutched in her arms.
She looked over at Stephanie beside her, still asleep.  Scooting over,
she gave her a kiss on the cheek.  Stephanie sleepily half-opened her
eyes, "Why are you up so early?"
"I keep thinking about how last night was sooo amazing!  What are we
going to do today?", Amanda beamed.
"Sleep", Stephanie murmured tiredly, closing her eyes.
"I'm going to see what's for breakfast."
Amanda hopped out of the bed and went over to her backpack, pulling out
some clothes and getting dressed.  She left the room and timidly went
down the hall into the dining room, peeking into the kitchen.  There she
saw Mom at the stove, flipping a pancake.  She turned and saw the little
girl peeking at her.  "Oh, hello there, Amanda."  She grabbed two
plates from the counter that were already filled with eggs, bacon and
pancakes and carried it to the dining table.  "Here you go", she told
the little girl eyeing it hungrily.  Amanda eagerly sat down and began
eating.
Sitting across from her, Mom asked in a curious voice, "Did you get
enough sleep last night?"  Amanda nodded as she poured syrup on the
pancakes.  "Amanda...", Mom's tone sounded concerned, "This is a very
special time in your life when a girl needs her mother to answer any
questions she might have...and it just kills me that we have to keep this
from your mom like some dirty secret.  Please don't think that what you
and Stephanie are doing is wrong, because it's not.  I used to think
that children were too young to understand these things, but I can see
that you're not."
Amanda drank some orange juice and quietly mentioned, "Mama wouldn't
want me to be with someone like her."
"I know what you mean.  Last night, she wasn't...too rough with you, was
she?"
Amanda shook her head as she took a bite, then said, "She kept saying
bad words.  I mean really, really bad words."
Mom sighed again, "Yeah, she does that.  Oh, I forgot to ask, how did
you two ever meet?"
"Me and my mom just moved here and I don't have any friends.  Nobody
wanted to be my friend because of what I look like and nobody talked to
me except Stephanie.  She told me I was beautiful.  And she kissed me.
It made me feel so good.  And when these mean girls took Mr. Bun, she
made them give him back to me."
"That is so sweet", Mom said in wonder.
Stephanie came into the room, coming over to Amanda and giving a long
kiss to the back of her neck, whispering to her, "You were so fucking
good."
As Stephanie took a seat beside her and took some of her bacon, Mom gave
her a disapproving look, "I just can't believe the things which came
out of your mouth last night in front of your guest!"
"I can't help it!  She makes me say those words!"
"Could you at least hold it down?  We don't want to hear that and I
certainly don't want Beth to hear that kind of language."
"When you have a little girl's hand shoved up your pussy, you try
holding it down!", Stephanie remarked.
"That's exactly what I'm talking about.  Amanda doesn't speak like
that.  Why can't you be like her, genteel and courteous?"
At that moment, Beth came into the room, asking, "What was all that
yelling last night?"
Mom gave Stephanie an exasperated look, "See?"  Mom then told Beth,
"Stephanie and Amanda were just being too loud."
"What were all those funny noises?", Beth asked, "What were y'all
doing?",
Mom quickly interjected before Stephanie could, "They were just...playing
a game and got too excited."
"Ohhh, can I play it?", Beth asked.
"No!", Mom told her agitatedly.
"Why not?"
"Because we were fucking!", Stephanie decided to clear up the
confusion.
"I want to fuck", Beth asked, "Can I fuck?"
"NO!", Mom told her in an upset voice, before scowling at Stephanie,
"See what you've done!"
"She doesn't know what it means", Stephanie replied.
"Yes, I do!", Beth said matter-of-factly before asking Mom, "What's
it mean?"
"Never mind!  And I'm done talking about this!", Mom announced before
taking a deep breath to clear her head.  "Beth, your breakfast is in the
kitchen."  Beth went into the kitchen with Mom reminding her, "And stay
out of the cookies.  Stephanie...what were you and Amanda going to do
today?"
"Round two.  We did round one last night."
"There's more to a relationship than that.  You need to get out.  Do
things.  Have fun.  Learn about each other."
"We did things and had fun and learned about each other last night",
Stephanie told her.
"You know what I mean."
Beth poked her head out of the kitchen, "Are y'all in love?"
"Beth, that's none of your business", Mom told her.
"Do you kiss each other?", Beth squealed, causing Amanda to give a
nervous blush.
Stephanie jumped up and started for Beth, an angry look on her face.
Beth disappeared back into the kitchen.  "Stephanie, sit down!  Beth be
quiet!", Mom yelled at both of them.  Taking a deep breath, Mom turned
to Amanda, "What do you like to do?"
Amanda thought about it, "Well, back in Killeen, I would play with my
friends."
"We could hang out with my friends", Stephanie offered.
"Don't you dare take Amanda around those creepy thugs!  They're
nothing but trouble and I want you to stay away from them!", Mom warned
her before thinking about how they could spend the day, "There's lots
of places you can go.  Let's see...there's..."
"Hippie Hollow?", Stephanie suggested.
"No!"  Mom thought some more, "There's Zilker Park and South Congress
and..."
"Sixth Street?", Stephanie offered another suggestion.
Mom sighed, "You're not helping.  Maybe y'all could go to Highland
Mall."  Turning to Amanda, "Would you like to spend the day at the
mall?  They got a toy store, an arcade, two book stores, a food court,
water fountains..."
Amanda brightened, "There's water fountains?"
"Three of them."
Amanda turned to Stephanie eagerly, "Oooh!  Can we go there, Steffi?!"

"What are we supposed to do at the fucking mall?", Stephanie asked her
mother in an annoyed tone.
"Spend quality time together.  Have fun and hopefully Amanda's
politeness will rub off on you."  Then Mom added, "And no fooling
around!"  She narrowed her eyes at Stephanie, "Can I trust you to keep
your hands to yourself and..."
She noticed that Stephanie's hand was under the table with Amanda
glancing down at her lap.
"What are you doing?", Mom asked Stephanie.
"Just having a little fun."
"See?!  This is what I'm talking about.  You had enough fun last
night.  Why can't you just spend the day together without you trying to
fool around with her?  I can just see you trying to take her over to the
department store to check out the mattresses."  Mom sighed as she
thought about what to do, then turned to Amanda, "I'm putting you in
charge of Stephanie."
"What?", both Stephanie and Amanda said together.
"Stephanie, I can't trust you to keep your hands to yourself and stay
out of trouble so you need to mind Amanda.  Amanda, that means reminding
her to be good and don't let her try to take you to some empty part of
the mall."
"I DON'T NEED A FUCKING BABYSITTER!", Stephanie exploded.
"Yes, you do and since I can trust Amanda to be good, that's why she's
in charge."
"Does this mean I'm the boss?", Amanda asked with a hopeful smile.
"Yes.  Can you handle Stephanie and make sure she behaves herself?"
"Uh-huh", Amanda nodded her head, pleased that she was in charge.
"I can't fucking believe this!", Stephanie muttered angrily before
scowling down at the little girl, "What makes you the boss of me?"
"Because I know how to be good", Amanda proudly replied back.
Stephanie closed her eyes, cursing angrily, "Motherfucker!...Fucking
shit!..."
"Stephanie...", Mom told her quietly, "You know you can't be touching
and kissing a little girl out in public.  I know how much you care for
her and a healthy relationship is more than sex.  It's about learning
who the other person is so you can make them happy.  Spend some time with
her.  See who she really is."
Stephanie huffed in annoyance, but as Amanda told her, "It'll be
fun!", she gradually gave a small, reluctant nod.  "Can we go now?",
Amanda asked her.  Stephanie stood up and together, they headed out the
door to Stephanie's car.
*****
Minutes later, they were walking through one of the entrances to Highland
Mall.  They headed to the store locator map and Amanda looked at all the
stores.  Stephanie pointed to the theater, "Let's go in there."
Amanda looked at it with a questioning look, "Why?"
"So we can have a little fun."
Amanda's eyes widened, "No.  Your mom said you can't be doing that
here."
"Mom doesn't have to know..."
"She said I need to keep you outta trouble and she's trusting me."
Stephanie glared angrily at the little girl standing defiantly before
her.  At any other time, whoever stood before Stephanie would have ended
up battered and bruised, but Stephanie cared too much for this little
girl to do anything to cross her.  She closed her eyes in exasperation.
`What is this girl doing to me?  How does she affect me so much?'  She
sighed heavily, then asked, "Fine.  Where do you want to go?",
Stephanie asked, an annoyance in her tone.
Amanda looked back at the map then gave a big gasp.  She took
Stephanie's hand, hopping in excitement, "C'mon!  C'mon!"  Amanda
took her hand and led her down a corridor past several shops until they
came to...
"The Disney Store?", Stephanie asked.
"Uh-huh!  I know you'll absolutely love it!", Amanda squealed
enthusiastically as she ran inside, pulling Stephanie along with her.
They came to a huge bin full of stuffed Disney characters.  "Wooow!
Look at all of them!  Which one's your favorite?"  Stephanie didn't
answer and only frowned.  "Look!  Look!", Amanda picked up one of them,
"It's Tigger!"  She bounced him along the side of the bin.  "Oh, I
wish I could get this."  As Amanda played with it, Stephanie thought
about how much she cared for this little girl and seeing the joyful look
in Amanda's eyes gave her a peaceful contentment.  A desire to do
whatever she could to make this little girl happy.
"You really like that?", Stephanie asked.
Amanda nodded, "He's got the bouncies like me."  She bounced a few
times to show her.  Amanda then reluctantly laid him back in the bin to
go look at the T-shirts.  As she looked at various shirts, she asked,
"Which one do you like?"
"One that's a little too small so your nipples will poke out."
Amanda scowled at her, "I don't want my nipples to poke out."  As she
looked at various other things, Stephanie went back to the stuffed animal
bin, then to the register.  Amanda came up to her, "Ok, let's go try
and find the water fountains."  They left and Stephanie handed her a
plastic bag.  "What is it?", Amanda asked as she looked inside, then
gave a small gasp as she picked up the Tigger stuffed animal that was
inside.  She looked up at Stephanie in disbelief, "Did you buy this for
me?"
"I thought you would want it."
Amanda threw her arms around Stephanie, gushing, "Oh thank you!...thank
you!...thank you!  But I don't have any money to get you something."
Stephanie gave her a sly smile, "I think I know a place where we can get
something."
They trekked through the mall until they came to a store called
Spencer's.  The complete opposite of The Disney Store, it sold rock
music accessories, piercings, bongs and towards the back, things of a
more adult nature.  And that's where Stephanie was heading towards now.
They came to the back wall where several white boxes were hanging with
funny-looking pictures on them that Amanda didn't recognize at all.
Amanda glanced at the boxes with a confused look on her face, then picked
up one of them, trying to figure out what the picture was, "What is
this?"
"That's a butt plug", Stephanie casually replied, "You stick it in
your butthole."  Amanda dropped the box as if it were a snake and backed
away a couple of steps, a repugnant look on her face.  Stephanie took
another box of the shelf, "I think this will do."  She led Amanda to
the register and paid for it, then handed the box to Amanda.
As they left the store, Amanda asked, "What is it?"  She looked at the
picture of a pink tube-shaped object and the words "Rocket Bullet" at
the top.
"Oh, it's just something that tickles you", Stephanie replied
enigmatically.
"I like being tickled", Amanda thought back to how fun it was when
Stephanie tickled her last night.  She read some of the other words on
the box.  "Super...powerful...vibrations", then looked up at Stephanie
with a questioning look.
"It means it'll tickle you really good."
As they continued, Amanda saw a water fountain ahead and ran towards it.
She bent down and touched the water.  "Look at all the coins!", she
pointed out the coins that people had tossed in.  Amanda watched as the
water spouted into the air.  And Stephanie watched Amanda.
"Do you think you can spend the night again?  Will your mom let you?"
Amanda happily exclaimed, "Let me call her!"  She pulled out her phone
and after chatting for a minute, Amanda hung up and cheerfully told
Stephanie, "She said it's ok!"
"Does she still think you're spending the night with Beth?"
"Yeah", Amanda regretfully replied.
They continued walking past the stores, glancing into the windows to see
their wares.  As they passed a sports apparel store, Stephanie saw that
Amanda had stopped to look at the display window.  She noticed that
Amanda was looking sadly at a large poster of the Dallas Cowboy
Cheerleaders.  Stephanie didn't understand why Amanda seemed sad.  The
girl looked at her reflection in the glass and saw her pale,
sickly-looking skin and hair, then back at the gorgeous women with their
perfectly tanned skin, posing sexily in the poster.
"Steffi?  I want to be pretty."
"You are pretty."
"I want to be pretty like them."
Stephanie grimaced at the poster, "Why?"
"Because I'm not."
"Who did I spend last night with?  You or someone like them?",
Stephanie asked her.
"Me."
"And who do I want to spend tonight with?"
"But you're the only one who thinks I'm pretty", Amanda moaned,
"Everyone at school thinks I'm a weirdo."
"It doesn't matter what everyone else thinks.  Look at me?  Do I look
like them?", Stephanie pointed to the cheerleaders on the poster.
Amanda shook her head.  "And do you want me to look like them?"  Amanda
shook her head again.  "They are not you.  All that makeup doesn't make
them beautiful.  It's who you are that makes you beautiful."
Amanda hugged Stephanie.  "Thank you.  For everything."
"Do you want to see some other water fountains?"
Amanda pulled away, a joyful look on her face, "Yeah!"
"The ones here are kinda small, but I know where a big one is."
Twenty minutes later, they were walking through the parking lot on Red
River Street at the University of Texas.  Then, Amanda saw the biggest
water fountain she'd ever seen, the LBJ fountain.  "Wooow!"  She
joyfully ran down the hill towards it.  Shouting to make herself heard
over the crashing water, she yelled out to Stephanie, "This is
really...really big!"  Stephanie smiled.  They spent the rest of the day,
looking around the campus until late afternoon when they got back to
Stephanie's house.
*****
When they walked in, Dad was working at his computer.  "Hello, you two.
Mom told me you went out for the day.  Did you have fun?"
"We saw the biggest water fountain in the world!", Amanda exclaimed,
"And look what Steffi bought me."  She held up Tigger.
Dad then asked Amanda, "Did Stephanie behave herself?"
"Yeah!", Stephanie replied back in annoyance, "She wouldn't let me do
anything."
Mom came in from the back yard and when she saw Amanda holding Tigger,
"Oh, that is the cutest thing!  Did you get that at the mall?"
"Uh-huh!  Steffi got it for me!"
"Why Stephanie!  See!  You can be sweet."
"And look what else she bought for me!", Amanda proudly showed them the
Rocket Bullet box with the very obvious picture of a vibrator.  "See,
it's pink!  And Steffi says it tickles!"
Mom and Dad were aghast, to say the least.  "Stephanie!  How...how...how
can you be so sweet...and then so disgusting at the same time?!  She
doesn't even know what this is."
"She will tonight!", Stephanie smirked.
"You're spending the night again?", Dad asked.
"What's cli...tor...al?", Amanda read from the box, slowly pronouncing
each syllable.
"Give me that!", Mom took the box from her.  "I just can't believe
you sometimes!  What do you think she's going to tell her mom?"
"Oh, I don't tell Mama anything about Steffi", Amanda told Mom,
"She'll think she's bad."
Beth came into the room, asking, "Are you spending the night again?"
"Yeah, Mama said I could", Amanda answered.
"Do you want to play Nintendo with me?", Beth asked hopefully.
"You have a Nintendo?"
"Yeah, a Switch.  I've got Tennis and Mario Kart and Mario Party and a
whole bunch more.  C'mon!"  She ran to her room with Amanda right
behind her.  Beth turned it on and they began playing.  As they played,
Beth looked at Amanda and asked, "Are you and Stephanie in love?"
 Amanda nodded.  "But you're both girls."
"She's the only person who likes me and thinks I'm beautiful.  She
makes me feel so good inside, I don't care if she's a girl."
"So, what were y'all doing last night?"
"It's...It's private", Amanda balked.
"I know you kiss each other.  I saw", Beth told her, "What else do you
do?"
"N-Nothing...We just...kinda...touch each other...and...", Amanda felt her
face turning bright red.
Beth made a face, "Why do you touch her?!"
"It's just...something we like to do when we're naked."
"YOU WERE NAKED WITH HER?!", Beth's mouth dropped.
Amanda tried to explain, "It feels good.  Especially when she kisses my
coochie."
"SHE KISSES YOUR COOCHIE?!"
"It feels really good."
"Why would it feel good?"
"I don't know.  It just does."  Amanda then added with a grin, "You
know what else she likes to do?  She likes to lick my butt."
Both of them cracked up laughing at this.  Beth wiped her eyes, gasping
in between her laughter, "OHMYGAWD!  I can't believe Stephanie does
that!"
"Does what?", a menacing voice sounded behind them.
Beth and Amanda looked back.  Stephanie was standing in the doorway,
frowning threateningly at Beth.  Beth quickly stopped laughing and Amanda
saw the fearful look in her eyes.  Amanda scowled at Stephanie and
marched over to her, "We're having a private conversation."  The
little girl futilely tried pushing the older teen out of the doorway.
 "You...need...to go...somewhere else", her voice strained as she pushed
to no avail.
"Private conversation, huh?", Stephanie watched the girl trying to move
her.
"Yes!"
Stephanie turned and left and Amanda closed the door behind her.
"Wow", Beth whispered, "I thought I was in trouble.  She never listens
to me like that.  It must be cause she loves you."  Beth thought for a
while, then asked, "What's it like being in love?"
"It's hard to describe.  It's something you feel.  In your heart.  And
all you want to do is be with them."
Beth asked, "How will I know if I'm in love?"
"You'll know.  You'll feel it."
*****
Later that evening at the dining room table, Stephanie closed her
notebook.  "Are you finished with your homework?", her dad asked.
"Yeah", Stephanie answered dryly.
At that moment, Amanda and Beth came in with Amanda coming up to
Stephanie, "Do you want to play Calico Critters?"  Stephanie shook her
head, taking Amanda and pulling her against her.  "You want to color?"
 Stephanie shook her head, bringing the girl closer so that their noses
touched.  "You want to watch a movie?"  Stephanie shook her head again
as she kissed the girl's neck, her breath, hot and musky.  Amanda then
whispered, "You want me to take off my clothes so you can lick my
butt?"  Stephanie nodded.
Amanda pulled back with a smile, "We'll do that later.  Let's watch a
movie first."
Stephanie glared at her, crying out crossly, "You are such a fucking
tease!"
Amanda ignored her, "I know a good one you'll really like."  Amanda
took her hand, pulling her to the living room.  Stephanie sat in the
recliner as Amanda looked in her backpack and pulled out a DVD.  She put
it in the player and the movie began as Amanda crawled into her lap with
an eager look.  As the movie started, a little girl began singing.
? "Maybe far away, or maybe real nearby.  He may be pouring her coffee.
She may be straightening his tie.  Maybe in a house, all hidden by a
hill.  She's sitting playing piano.  He's sitting paying a bill." ?
"What the fuck is this?!", Stephanie growled angrily.
"It's Annie!", Amanda replied happily, "Don't you like the song?"
"I don't want to watch this shit!"
Mom came over to have a closer look, "Hey, I remember this!  It's
Annie!  I saw this in the theater back in the early eighties when I was a
younger than you, Amanda."
Stephanie started to complain again, but as the song continued, Stephanie
heard Amanda singing along and relented.  What surprised her was how
turned-on she was to hear Amanda singing.  Her hands came around Amanda,
pulling her more into her lap as she kissed her neck.  "I'm going to
fuck you good tonight", she whispered in Amanda's ear.  But the movie
dragged on forever and though Stephanie relished every bit of the girl's
adorable singing, this foreplay could only last so long before it became
frustrating.  "Can we watch this later?"
"Uh-uh.  This is the good part", Amanda replied, much to Stephanie's
vexation.
"You said the other part was the good part."
"They're all good parts."
Stephanie sighed, closing her eyes, breathing out, "Fuck!"  She felt
the little girl pressing into her as Amanda leaned back and rested her
head against her breast.  `What's happening to me?', she wondered,
`I've always gone out with my friends, and now...all I want to do is to
be with this little kid.  Am I in love?  Is this what my life will be
like from now on?'
Finally, after what seemed a lifetime of sweet, but irritating torture
for Stephanie, the movie ended.  Stephanie jumped up with Amanda in her
arms.
"It's still early", her dad asked, "You're going to bed already?"
"Yep!", she replied with Amanda in her arms.  She looked about,
"Where's that vibrator?"
"The what?"
"The sex toy that you and Mom freaked out about."
"Your mom took it, but I really don't..."
"MOM!", Stephanie yelled.
"Stephanie, I'm right here.  You don't have to yell", Mom poked her
head out of her bedroom.
"Where's my vibrator?!"
"Are you really going to use that?"
"Hell yeah!", Stephanie replied emphatically.
"But Amanda's so small.  You're going to hurt her with something like
that.  And will you put her down; she's not a cat!"  Mom went back in
her room and brought it out, handing it to her, "I want you to be
careful with this.  Don't put it in too deep because she still has her
hymen and..."
"I know!  I know!", Stephanie took it and went to her room with the
little girl still in her arms.  Closing the door behind her, Stephanie
laid Amanda on the bed and quickly pulled off her own clothes, dropping
them on the floor before tearing open the box and putting batteries in
the vibrator.
Amanda slowly pulled off her clothes and laid them neatly on the shelf
nearby.  She looked curiously at the pink object in Stephanie's hand as
it suddenly came to life with a quiet buzzing.  She reached over and
touched it but was disappointed that it didn't seem to do anything.
 "It doesn't tickle."
"That's not where it tickles you."  She slid it in between Amanda's
butt cheeks, causing her to give a slight jump.
"Not in my butt!", Amanda quickly covered her butt with her hand.
Stephanie held the buzzing toy, asking aloud, "Now where should I put
this?"  She reached out with it and Amanda quickly scooted back,
watching it warily as if it were alive.  Stephanie moved closer and
again, Amanda scooted back, backing herself into the corner again with a
playful smile.  Stephanie came up and touched the buzzing toy against the
bottom of Amanda's foot.  Amanda quickly jerked her feet back and tucked
them under herself with a small giggle.  Stephanie moved the toy to
Amanda's knee causing Amanda to squirm around a little.  The toy moved
up her leg and Amanda watched with a nervous sort of delight as it got
closer and closer to her coochie.  Stephanie slowly dragged it across,
then up and down her tiny bald slit.  When it slowly pushed inside,
Amanda gave a surprised gasp at how Stephanie was actually putting this
thing inside her.  She could feel the buzzing vibration stronger now.
"Do you feel it tickling you?", Stephanie asked quietly.
"Uh-huh!", Amanda nodded, her eyes full of wonder at how the pink toy
was sticking out of her.
"Where is it?", Stephanie asked, knowing full well where it was, but
wanting to hear Amanda say it.
"In my coochie!"
Stephanie took a deep breath, absolutely loving to hear the little girl
say `coochie'.
"Do you like it there?"
"Uh-huh!  It-It's tickling more!"
Stephanie moved it around, being mindful that she couldn't push it too
far in.  She leaned closer till she was right next to Amanda's pussy,
studying the pale outer lips and the bright pink inside.  She pressed the
vibrator up against the top part where her clit was, though it was too
small for her to see.  She then stuck her tongue into her pussy.  And
Amanda watched this with the most wide-eyed expression.  As she watched,
she noticed how the vibrations seemed to grow stronger and that she
seemed to be out of breath.
"I can really feel it now", Amanda said.
"Does it feel good?"
"Y-yeah...I...I really like it."
Stephanie began to taste the girl's juices, not much, just a little.
She was too young to make much.
"Oooh, Steffi!", Amanda panted, "It...It...It's really starting to
tickle!"
Stephanie continued, bringing soft cries from the girl.  She felt Amanda
grabbing her head, her fingers digging painfully into her hair as her
thighs closed on her head.  Stephanie winced from the pain, but didn't
dare to interrupt the girl's pleasure.  `She's really feeling this",
she thought.
"Steff...Steffi...Wh-What...is...ha...ha...oh...oh...oh...oh...oh...oh..."
 Stephanie watched the little girl in awe, cherishing every adorable
expression on the girl's face as her body went rigid with a long,
drawn-out groan.  After a moment, Stephanie pulled out the vibrator,
turning it off as Amanda lay limply, her chest heaving.
After a moment, Amanda opened her eyes, "That...was...was...wooow..."
"It tickled a lot, didn't it?"
Amanda nodded, still out of breath.  After a minute, she asked, "Do you
want me to tickle you with it?"
"Ohhh yeah!", Stephanie nodded.  Amanda picked up the vibrator and
looked at it.  Stephanie flicked the switch, turning it on, and again,
Amanda heard the little buzzing noise.
"Now what do I do with it?", she asked.
Stephanie spread her legs, "Just stick it in here."
Amanda laid down on her front, and touched it against the outside of her
vulva.  "In here?"
"Push it inside."  Amanda pushed it in slowly.  "Keep going",
Stephanie encouraged her.  Amanda did.  "Mooorrreee."  Amanda kept till
it was all the way in.
"Now what?", she asked.
"Now move it in and out."  Amanda looked at her dumbfounded.  "Just do
it."  Amanda shrugged her shoulders and did.
Stephanie squeezed her thighs together, magnifying the vibrations within
her, and sighed deeply.  After a few minutes, Stephanie told her, "Lick
my pussy."
"Eeewww!  No way!"
"There's no pee!  You were okay with putting your hand in there last
night..."
"Yeah, and you peed on it."
"That wasn't pee.  It was...something else, but it wasn't pee."
"It's still gross", Amanda insisted.
"Can you please just try it?"
Amanda leaned close and gave Stephanie's pussy a cautious sniff.  Then
she hesitantly stuck out her tongue and barely touched it.  With no
disagreeable taste, she gave another cautious lick, then a few more.
Pulling away, she asked, "Like that?"
"Just like that."
So, Amanda went back to licking here and there.  It didn't make any
sense to her, but she figured it must feel good as it did when Stephanie
did it to her.  She could hear the faint buzzing from the vibrator which
still had the end of it sticking out.  As she was licking the top part of
her pussy, she noticed Stephanie's hips moving around quite a bit and
heard strange groans as if she were in pain.  She knew she wasn't, but
it was still disconcerting.
"Yeah, right there!", she heard Stephanie's ragged voice call out.
Amanda kept licking the little nub at the top of Stephanie's pussy.
 "Push it with your tongue", Stephanie guided her, "Yeah...just like
that..."  She gave a violent jerk from the sensations.  "Keep...keep
going!  Move your tongue back and forth."  After a short while, she felt
Stephanie's hips bucking, as if Stephanie were trying to push her off.
 "SHHHITTT!!", Stephanie gasped loudly.  "Oh godddd...Oh
godddddddddd...Oh gooooooooddddddddddddddddd!!!!!!"
A second later, Amanda gave a loud squeal as Stephanie squirted on her
face, "EEEWWWW!!  Stop it!  Stop it!"  Stephanie glanced up to see
Amanda furiously wiping her face, "You got all that icky stuff all over
me again!"  Stephanie chuckled at the sight.  "It's not funny!  It's
yucky!"  Amanda went into the bathroom to wash her face.
Coming back out, Amanda asked, "Why'd you do that?"
"I can't help it.  It's just happens."
"Well, don't do it anymore."  Amanda crawled over to lay beside her.
Stephanie, still panting, turned over so they were facing each other.
 "How do you do that to me?"  Amanda shrugged.  "That's how you do
it.  Because you don't know all the little things that make you so
sexy."  Stephanie kissed her, "No wonder I can't resist you."
She raised up over the girl, running a finger down her chest.  Her finger
went slowly back and forth across her ribs, bringing forth little
giggles.
"I like that", Amanda whispered.
"I know."
"Will it always be this good?"
"Yes."
*****
Amanda awoke to something touching her.  She opened her eyes and turned
to see Stephanie stroking her body.  Stephanie grinned and tickled her,
causing Amanda to shriek with laughter.  Pulling the little girl on top
of her, Stephanie cupped her face.  "Last night was wonderful."
"I liked it too."  She laid her head between Stephanie's breasts.
 "What do you want to do today?"
"Stay here with you."
Amanda traced a circle around the teen's nipple, marveling at how soft
the breast was.  Suddenly, the phone rang.  Amanda jumped up in surprise
and looked around for her backpack.  Going over to it, she pulled out her
phone and her face became alarmed.
"It's my mom!  Shhh!", she put a finger to her lips.  "Hello Mom...But
I was going to spend the day with Beth."  She looked at Stephanie, an
anxious look on her face.  "I know...uhhh, do I have to?", she sighed,
then replied, "...okay.  I love you, bye."  Amanda hung up the phone.
Her voice was dejected.  "Mom says I've spent enough time over here and
I need to come home."
Stephanie sat up, an upset look on her face.  "Do you have to go?!"
 Amanda nodded sadly.  "Can't you tell her that...", Stephanie tried to
think of something but couldn't.
"Mom says we need to do some shopping, then I need to finish unpacking
the moving boxes in my room and do my homework."
"Why does she have to take you away from me?!", Stephanie yelled.
Amanda came back to the bed, crawling into Stephanie's arms.  "Well,
I've been here all weekend", she tried to reason with the furious teen.

"I don't care!  I just...FUUUCK!!!"
"Stephanie?!"  They both heard Dad's voice coming from outside the
door, "What is all the yelling?"
"FUCK!..FUCK!...FUCK!...", Stephanie continued to scream, loudly
pounding the wall with her fist with each word.
The door opened and Mom came in.  Amanda jerked the blanket over her
naked body, burying herself so that only her face poked out.  "Have you
lost your mind?!", Mom asked, "What's wrong?!"
"Amanda has to leave!", Stephanie yelled.
"My mom called...", Amanda explained, "...and Steffi is a little
upset."
"A little?!", Mom told Stephanie.  "This is no way to act.  You know
she can't very well live here.  She has to go back to her mom sometime
today."  Stephanie didn't look consoled.
"We'll see each other tomorrow, Steffi", Amanda tried to cheer her up.

Stephanie turned to the little girl still buried in the blanket, the rage
gone from her voice, "What am I supposed to do without you?"
Amanda thought for a while, "While I'm unpacking, I can call you and we
can talk."
"It's not the same.  I won't be able to see you or touch you."
Stephanie pulled the girl against her, not wanting to let her go.  Mom
marveled again at how much in love Stephanie was with this little girl.
 "Amanda...", Mom asked.  Amanda turned to her.  "Do you think your mom
will let you come here after school?  Maybe you can tell her you want to
do your homework with Beth?"
Amanda thought for a bit.  "I think so.  She started a new job and says
the highways here take too long and she might as well work till six.
I'll ask her when I get home."
Mom nodded then told Stephanie who was still holding her, "Don't keep
her long."  Mom then left, closing the door behind her.
Several minutes later as Stephanie pulled up in front of Amanda's house,
she gave her a last kiss before Amanda stepped out of the car and walked
inside her house.  A couple of hours later, Stephanie's phone rang.
 "Hello, Steffi?"
"Hey!", Stephanie cheerfully replied.
"Guess what?!  Mom said I can come over to your house after school lets
out!  Not just tomorrow, but every day!  Isn't that great?!"
"Yesss!!", Stephanie breathed a sigh of relief, "I still wish you were
here though.  This vibrator's just not the same without you."
They chatted for an hour till Amanda's mom told her to get off the phone
and do her homework.
*****
The next day on Monday morning as Beth stepped inside her second-grade
classroom at Reilly Elementary, she was greeted by a strange woman.  Beth
went to her desk and sat down, waiting with the rest of the class to see
who she was.
"Hello class", the woman addressed them, "I'm your new teacher, Ms.
Lewis."
One of the boys blurted out, "Where's Mrs. Kruse?"
"She had her baby and is taking time off to take care of him.  Now I
want all of you to get out your math books and turn to page 33."
The day passed slowly for both the students and thirty-eight year old Ms.
Lewis.  And as with all classes during her fifteen year teaching career,
she quickly got to know the mannerisms of her new students.  Which
students were mindful and which ones tended to goof off.  And there was
always at least one student who tended to daydream instead of working on
the assignment.  Like the little girl in the third row, staring off into
space instead of working.  The girl seemed to be staring at her for some
reason.  She looked at the name tag on the girl's desk.
"Beth!"  The little girl jerked suddenly, knocking over her workbook,
which fell on the floor and alerted the rest of the class. A few of the
other kids giggled as Beth leaned over, red-faced and picked it up.
 "Please get back to work", Ms. Lewis directed her.  Throughout the
rest of the day, Ms. Lewis noticed that the little girl kept daydreaming
and had to be constantly reminded to stay on task.
*****
Over at McCallum Middle-High School, Amanda was having a little trouble
of her own at the library during her lunch break.  She had quickly eaten
and was in the aisle with Stephanie, looking for a book on gems and
minerals.  She was hunched over, searching the bottom shelf of books when
she felt a finger sliding down the back of her pants.  She jerked her
head up to frown at Stephanie standing beside her.  "Stop it!", she
whispered, pushing her hand away.  For the past ten minutes, Stephanie
hadn't given her a moment's peace and was constantly touching her.
"Well, why do you keep bending over and tempting me with that sweet
little ass of yours?", Stephanie countered in a playful tone.
"I'm trying to find a book", she stood up, and walked a little further
down the aisle.
"By wiggling your ass at me?", Stephanie teased.
Amanda frowned again, scolding her, "I don't wiggle my...you know what!
You just need to learn to behave yourself."
"You make it too hard to behave."
"Well, you can help me find this book", Amanda handed her the piece of
paper with the book title written on it as she continued to scanned the
shelves.
Stephanie groaned in frustration, telling her quietly in no uncertain
terms, "I don't want to look for a book.  I want to fuck!  Now!"
"You're gonna hafta wait", Amanda casually replied, not paying her any
mind.
"I don't want to wait!", Stephanie impatience began to give way to
anger.
But Amanda continued to ignore her, much to Stephanie's aggravation.
*****
After school let out and the couple walked into Stephanie's house, Dad
greeted them both.  "Hi!  Did you two have a good day at school?"
While Stephanie ignored him with a disgruntled look, Amanda cheerfully
greeted him, "Uh-huh!"
"Do you have any homework you need to work on?", Dad asked.
"I hafta read this book for my book report", Amanda opened her
backpack, pulling out the book she checked out from the library.  "See,
it's about gems and minerals.  Here's a diamond...", she pointed to a
picture in the book, "...and here's a ruby..."
"C'mon!", Stephanie tugged her hand, "You can show him this later."

"What's your hurry?", Dad asked.
"I want to have plenty of time with her before she has to go home."
"Didn't you spend enough time with her at school?", Dad asked, not
realizing what Stephanie was referring to.
"I couldn't fuck her at school!"
Hearing the commotion, Mom came into the living room, "George, I told
them they could come here after school so they could have some private
time together."
"Private time?  Doing what?"
"They just want to have a little time for themselves so they
can...uh...um..."
"Fuck", "Stephanie finished for her, "We're going to be fucking,
Dad."
"What about her mom?", Dad asked Mom with a wide-eyed expression.
"I told my mom I'm going to be studying with Beth", Amanda told him.
"And you're okay with all this?", Dad turned to Mom.
"They're just having a little bit of fun together.  And I would much
rather have Stephanie here at home, than out somewhere with those thugs
she hangs out with."
Dad thought about this for a second, then agreed, "Yeah, can't argue
with that."
"Now Stephanie, if Amanda has a lot of homework, I want you to give her
some time to work on it.  After all, that's what she's supposed to be
doing here anyway", Mom told her.
"But she's been teasing me all day, begging me to fuck her!",
Stephanie complained.
"Teasing you?", Mom asked, obviously unconvinced.
"Yeah!  She kept doing all those sexy things, like bending over and
humming those fucking songs from that stupid movie."
"Annie's not stupid!", Amanda protested.
"Stephanie...", Mom sighed, "She's only nine.  She doesn't know how
to be sexy.  That's just your perverted mind."
"She's doing it now!", Stephanie insisted, pointing at the little girl
who looked back in confusion.
Mom glanced at Amanda, then at Stephanie, "She's not doing anything.
Do you honestly expect me to believe that she's trying to turn you on?"
"Yes!  She has that look on her face!"
Mom shook her head in exasperation, "I don't know what to say.  You're
being ridiculous."
Amanda spoke up, "You should see her at school.  She's always touching
me in the library and trying to put her hands under my clothes."
"I told you to keep your hands to yourself at school!", Mom chided
Stephanie.
"I can't help it!  She keeps wiggling her ass at me!"
"I do not!", Amanda exclaimed, wide-eyed in shock.
"C'mon!  Let's go!", Stephanie took her hand and continued to her
room.
"Stephanie, when you're through, I want you to leave her alone so she
can work on her report", Mom called after them, "And I don't want to
hear any disgusting words coming out of your mouth."
Once they were in the bedroom, Stephanie wasted no time in pulling off
her clothes before coming over to Amanda.  She tried to unbutton
Amanda's pants, but her fingers kept slipping off in her haste, unable
to get a grip on the small button. She quickly lost her patience, yelling
out angrily, "Why do you have to wear these fucking things?!"
Amanda giggled at her frustration, knowing that Stephanie wasn't mad at
her.
"Stephanie?  What are you yelling at Amanda for?", Mom called out
outside the door.
"She's not mad at me, Mrs. Castleberry", Amanda assured her, "She
just doesn't handle things well."  Amanda turned to Stephanie, "Let me
do it", as she easily unbuttoned her pants, then pulled them off along
with her cute white cotton underpants.  This time with pictures of Mickey
Mouse.
As Stephanie laid down looking up at the girl, Amanda playfully climbed
on top of her.  "Ha haaa!", she joyfully exclaimed, "Now I got you and
you hafta do what I say!"
Stephanie smiled up at her, "So, what do you want me to do?"
Amanda's determined face suddenly had a questioning look as she realized
she didn't know.  Stephanie couldn't help laughing to herself at how
utterly adorable this girl was.  Her mom had asked her a few days ago how
she could be attracted to someone so young.  This is why!  The sweet
playfulness that only a child could have.
"Do you want me to spank that cute little ass of yours?", Stephanie
suggested.
"Nooo!", Amanda scolded her.  "You hafta...KISS MY BUTT!", she
exclaimed proudly, "And you hafta tell me it tastes good!"
Amanda rolled off of her and bent down on all fours with her butt
sticking up in the air.  She waggled it back and forth, singing, "You
gotta kiss it!...You gotta kiss it!"
"With pleasure", Stephanie purred as she raised up and pushed her face
into Amanda's pale white bottom.  Amanda felt her warm wet tongue in her
butt crack and giggled.  "Does it taste good?"
"It's delicious", Stephanie answered in all sincerity.
Amanda giggled furiously, singing out, "You think my butt's
deeelicious!...You think my butt's deeelicious!..."  After a while,
Amanda gave a sigh, surprised at how nice it felt.  She gasped and
shivered as she felt Stephanie's tongue pressing against her anus.
She whispered, "I can feel that all the way to my coochie."
"So can I", Stephanie whispered back.
Amanda's eyes closed as her arms felt wobbly.  With her breaths coming
deeper and more slowly, she laid down, looking at the tiny hairs standing
erect on her arms.  "I have goose bumps", she whispered excitedly.
Unable to hold herself back, Stephanie leaned close and softly kissed
her.  She could tell that Amanda still didn't know how to properly kiss,
but she didn't care.  The inexperience is what turned her on.  She could
feel Amanda breathing through her little nose, little puffs of breath
against her lips.  Stephanie flicked her tongue, every so lightly,
against the girl's lips.  Wrapping her arms around the child, Stephanie
cupped her little bottom as Amanda panted little breaths.  Feeling the
little girl's warm skin against her caused her to shiver with
excitement.
"St-Steffi?  Can you please lick my coochie?", Amanda quietly pleaded.
Stephanie could see that the girl had her legs spread, inviting her.
Overcome by the sheer lust that the little girl so easily brought out of
her, she wasted no time with a slow build up, but immediately pushed her
tongue against the tiny pussy lips, licking along the slit.  She felt her
tongue falling in between the lips and tasted the salty, musky scent
coming from the girl.  As her tongue worked its magic, Stephanie slowly
pressed a single finger into the tiny pussy.  She was surprised at how
easily it went in.  `This girl is really turned on', she thought.
As if she had agreed, she felt Amanda's fingers grabbing her head,
pulling on it.  "There...there...right there...", the child gasped.
Stephanie concentrated upon the girl's clit as her finger probed
inside.  Hearing Amanda let out a little moan, Stephanie didn't dare
touch herself because she knew she would cum instantly if she did.  Her
hand reached out, sliding along Amanda's body, feeling her heart
pounding as her little body shivered.  Amanda's whimpering cries grew
louder till they subsided.  Stephanie felt her shivering grow still and
crawled up beside to hold her as she rested.
After a moment, as her panting subsided and her face not quite as
flushed, Amanda's eyes opened somewhat and she looked at Stephanie.
Stephanie tickled her ribs, sending her into a fit of giggles.  Sitting
up, Amanda told her, "I need to do you now, but don't squirt that yucky
stuff on me."
"I'm definitely going to squirt."
"Then I'm going to use my hand", Amana decided.  She touched the
opening of Stephanie's pussy, feeling how wet it was.  Sticking out her
first two fingers, she pushed the in, marveling at how wet and warm it
felt.
"Push it in all the way", Stephanie said as she watched eagerly.  With
a very determined look, Amanda wiggled her hand through the somewhat
tight opening.  "Wiggle your fingers."  Amanda did and Stephanie felt
the most incredible feeling coursing through her.  "Oh shit!", she
gasped.  Amanda watched as a gush of warm fluid covered her hand and
spilled out onto the bed sheets.  Grimacing at the mess, she pulled out
her hand.
"Ewww!  That is so gross!"  She crawled off the bed and went to the
bathroom to wash it off.
Coming back, she crawled up and laid down.  Stephanie pulled her over and
kissed her, "That felt sooo good."  Stephanie slid her hand down her
back and curled her finger so that it went into the girl's pussy.
Amanda gave a slight start.
"It still tingles", she told Stephanie.  She glanced at the time and
saw that she needed to work on her book report.  Reaching over to pick up
her clothes, she got dressed and left the bedroom to get her backpack.
In the dining room, Amanda set her backpack on the table.  Mom came over
and upon seeing Amanda's tousled hair, told her, "Oh Amanda, let me get
my brush."  She got her brush and began straightening Amanda's hair.
 "Sending you home looking like this would not be very proper at all."
 Seeing her flushed cheeks and the dreamy look in her eyes, Mom asked,
mostly to herself, "Should I be jealous of you?"
"Huh?"
"Oh nothing.  It just looks like you had a very enjoyable time with
Stephanie."
"I did!  Except that she squirts all this yucky stuff all over me."
Mom smiled, "Yeah."  Stephanie joined them.  "Did you get that all out
of your system?", Mom asked.
"Mm-hmm."  Stephanie leaned over and kissed the top of Amanda's head
as the girl read her book.
The next day, as school was ending and the other second-graders were
leaving the classroom, Beth was getting her things ready to leave when
her new teacher, Ms. Lewis called her over.  "Beth, I noticed you had a
hard time paying attention today.  And you had trouble yesterday too."
"Yes ma'am", Beth sullenly replied, her face downcast.
"Is there anything going on at home that you would like to talk about?"
 Beth shook her head somewhat sadly.  "Is one of the other students
giving you trouble?"  Again, Beth shook her head.  Ms. Lewis could see
that something was troubling the girl.  Beth wouldn't even look her in
the eye.  "Beth...can you look at me?"
Beth slowly raised her head up and as her eyes came within view, Beth
suddenly seemed terribly embarrassed and she moved her gaze away.  "You
sure there's nothing you want to talk to me about?", Ms. Lewis asked.
But Beth shook her head, clearly troubled about something.  Ms. Lewis
sighed.  "Ok, you can go home.  I'll see you tomorrow."  Beth quickly
left with Ms. Lewis staring after her, wondering what was the matter.
When Beth arrived home, she impatiently waited for Stephanie and Amanda
to come home.  She desperately needed to talk to Amanda about something
that had been troubling her over the past two days.  She did her homework
on the couch, checking the time every now and then till she finished,
then she turned on the TV.
Finally, the door opened and they came in.  Amanda was in Stephanie's
arms and they were passionately kissing.
"Amanda?", Beth called out, a distraught tone in her voice.  "Can I
talk to you?"
Amanda looked up at the sound of her name, but Stephanie ignored her
sister, walking on by.
"Amanda?", Beth called out as Stephanie continued carrying Amanda into
their bedroom, closing the door behind them.
"Sweetie, you're going to have to wait till they're finished", Mom
told her.
"But they always take too long", Beth grumbled.
"I know.  You just need to be patient."
So, Beth kept had to content herself to watching TV for the next hour
till she saw Amanda come out and plop down tiredly on the couch next to
her.  "Amanda?", Beth whispered, "Can I talk to you about something in
private?"
"Sure", Amanda replied, still a little out of breath.
"I need to talk to you in my room.  I don't want Mom and Dad to know."

Amanda followed her to her room and closed the door.  Amanda saw her
messed-up hair in the mirror and tried to straighten it.  "So, what did
you want to talk about?"
"Remember when I asked you what it was like to be in love?  And you told
me I would know?"  Amanda nodded.  "I...I think I'm in love."
"Who is it?"
"We got a new teacher yesterday.  Her name's Ms. Lewis and she's so
beautiful and I can't stop thinking about her."
Amanda could see that Beth seemed troubled.  "Does she know?", she
asked.
Beth vigorously shook her head, saying in an agitated voice, "I can't
tell her!  She'll think I'm just some weird little kid.  And I can't
tell Mom and Dad cuz they'll tell Ms. Lewis and she'll laugh at me and
tell all the other teachers!  I don't know what to do."
"Maybe you could ask her out on a date.  You know, like to a movie or a
romantic dinner."
"But I don't know what to do on a date!", Beth pleaded worriedly,
"Don't you and Stephanie go on dates?"
"No", Beth replied disappointedly, "She just wants to...do stuff in her
room."  After thinking for a bit, Amanda simply said, "I don't know
what to do.  I think you should ask your mom."
*****
That night after dinner, Beth waited till her mom was alone in her room.
 "Mom?"
Mom turned towards her, "Yes?"
Beth meekly came into the room, "I need to tell you something."
"Hmmm", Mom noticed how timid her daughter was being.  Quite unlike
her.  "Let me take a guess.  You did something wrong at school and got
in trouble for it.  Is that it?"  Beth shook her head.  "No?  What is
it?"
Beth came into the room and stood beside her, shuffling her feet
nervously.  "How did you tell Dad that you liked him when y'all met?"

"Why do you want to know that?"
"I just...", Beth stared down at the floor as she felt her face grow
warm, "...want to know if you really like someone, how do you let them
know."
Mom took her daughter's chin and raised it up so she could see her
eyes.  With a slight smile, she asked, "Do you like someone?"  Beth
didn't answer at first, then gave a small nod.  "I mean...like like?"
 Again, Beth nodded.
Thoroughly intrigued, Mom asked, "Who is it?"
In a faint whisper, Beth answered, "Ms. Lewis."
"Your new teacher?!"  Beth nodded.  "How can you have a crush on her?
She's way too old for you."
"But I can feel it", Beth told her, "Amanda says that being in love is
something you feel in your heart.  And I do.  I can feel it.  I really
want to tell her but don't know how.  Could you help me go on a date
with her?"
"A date?!", Mom exclaimed, "Are you serious?!  You honestly think
you're old enough to go on dates?!"
"Yes!", Beth answered crossly, "I'm not a baby!  I'm seven!"
"Exactly!  You're seven, not seventeen!"
"But Amanda is only two years older and you let her and Stephanie be
girlfriends", Amanda countered.
"That two years is a big difference.  And besides, they're good for
each other.  Amanda keeps Stephanie out of trouble."  Mom sighed.
 "You're just a little girl.  This is what we used to call puppy love.
It's not real."
The instant the words came out of her mouth, Mom immediately regretted it
and saw the damage that they did to her daughter.  With tears in her
eyes, Beth cried out, "It is to real!  I can't help that I'm little!
I...I..."  Beth ran out of the room and Mom heard her door slamming close.

"Way to go", Mom quietly told herself.  As she went into the hall, Dad
met her.
"What happened?", he asked.
"I just need to have a talk with Beth."  She went to Beth's door and
knocked.  "Sweetie?..."  No answer.  She slowly opened the door
partway, peeking in, "Can I come in?"
Inside, Beth was lying face-down on her bed, sobbing.  Mom came in
quietly and closed the door.  Coming over, she sat on the bed beside her.
 "Beth...I'm sorry.  I never should have trivialized your feelings like
that.  Part of it is that I just don't see how this could work.  And
also, I'm not ready for you to be doing such grownup things."
"But I really like her", Beth's small voice came out between her sobs,
"I...I can feel it."
"I know you do, but that doesn't mean she'll like you back.  To her,
you're just a little kid."
"But she's different", Beth insisted, "She likes science as much as I
do.  And she likes puppies like I do.  And her favorite color is blue,
same as me.  Stephanie likes Amanda, so why wouldn't Ms. Lewis like
me?"
"There's a much smaller age difference between Stephanie and Amanda.
They're only eight years apart.  You and Ms. Lewis are probably thirty
years apart.  Besides, I wouldn't use Stephanie as a guide to go on."
 Mom sighed and rubbed her back, "I'm sorry, but it just seems as if
the odds are against you here.  There's not only the age difference, but
how do you know she likes girls in that way?  And teachers aren't
allowed to get involved with their students.  Do you expect for both of
you to fall in love and get married?"
Beth nodded, "You and Dad did."
A long moment passed, then Mom said, "Tell you what.  I'll help you the
best that I can, but you've got to expect that this will probably not
work.  She might already have a boyfriend or simply isn't wanting to go
on any dates."
Beth turned over and sat up, cuddling up against her, "I know.  But I
need to at least tell her how I feel.  I want her to know that someone
truly thinks she's beautiful."
Mom put her arm around her, "If this actually works, I don't know how
I'm going to tell your father about this.  He thinks that one pedophilic
relationship in the family is too much."  Mom thought for a bit, then
said, "I may have an idea for what you should do."