Date: Tue, 4 Nov 2014 17:56:25 -0500 From: Theresa Perretti Subject: Control Freak - lesbian/authoritarian Control Freak By Theresa Peretti Theresa.perretti@gmail.com Part 1 This is mostly a tale of fiction although there are some real facts about me annd some of my experiences. This story contains graphic lesbian sex including two teen girls. This story is for 18 and over only. This story is the property of the writer. You may share or repost this as long as I approve and you do not profit from it. "Fuck you, Theresa" yelled my current girlfriend of four months Amber. "You always have to control everything. If I want to get together with her for drinks" then I will. Her being Amber's ex Laura. "You think I'm going to let you get together with her, you know she's trying to get back with you" I said. "Fuck you, I didn't complain when you got together with May. And I know you fucked her." She had me there. Amber and I had been together for two months when I met up with an ex and fucked her. I didn't tell Amber but I guess she knew. Now I thought about what to say next. If I say if you meet up with her we are through but then that leaves her in control of our relationship. No way am I allowing that."Go". "You mean it's okay?"She asked. "No, I meant go, leave. We're done. If you want to take your stuff now, go ahead or I'll pack it up for you," She began crying. I was upset also but I going to let her see me cry. "I can't believe you. You just call it quits? I mean we were only together a few months and I know we had a couple of bumps but I thought..." I cut her off. "Look, I think we both knew this wasn't going to last. Best to cut our losses." "You fucking cunt." She grabbed at me. I pulled her off of me. She gave me a scratch when I pulled back. "You are unbelievable. You're a fucking control freak. It's your way or no way. You want me to go, fine."She opened the door." Pack it yourself and send it to me." She slammed the door. I should have told her to take her things now instead of letting her decide. I'm not a mean person. Amber and I knew it was a totally sexual relationship. We never clicked emotionally because of our personalities. I have to control everything. I've always been that way. My name is Theresa Perretti. It's my real first name not my real last name. My real name ends in a vowel so you know I'm Italian. I am 29, 5',"8". I have C cups. I have long wavy black hair. I also have a nice butt though my mother says I don't eat enough because I am thin. I know everyone writes that about how thin they are but it really is true. I'm also as I said real control freak and I am also a lawyer. Great combination. I grew up in Brooklyn, typical working class area, All Italian, immigrant, first and second generation. My grandparents came from Italy and most of the time spoke Italian to the other immigrants. My father was a NY City Firefighter and my mother a nurse. They joked about when my father became a firefighter he said he would end up marrying a nurse. My mother joked that as soon as she became a nurse she knew she would marry a cop or firefighter. The only people in our neighborhood who were not Italian were some Irish who married Italians. We lived in a row house-the same house down the entire block all about 10 feet from another. The two boys next store were always trying to get a look at me or my sister naked it was so close. Like I would give them a thrill. Their sister I might. I think I was about 11 when I started to notice something, the other girls were talking about some cute guy and I was thinking how cute some of them were. I brushed it off but it was bothering me. One night when I was 12 I started playing with myself like I do most nights. There was this girl who lived down the street- Angela Russo. All the guys wished they could get her. She was 19," 5".'10', great legs, beautiful face, beautiful curves and a big set of tits. She was absolutely beautiful. As I began to finger myself I pictured Angela Russo, standing there in front of me naked. She got into bed with me. I started to moan as I imagined her kissing me and my fingers in my pussy were hers fingering me. I took her breasts and began sucking on them while she continued to finger me. I then began working my way down her kissing her body as I worked my way down. As I fingered myself I heard her say "Do it Theresa, you know you want to. "I imagined myself kissing down to her pussy and began licking her pussy.The orgasm I had was nothing like I had ever had before. I couldn't stop. I put my finger in as deep as I could; I let out a scream. Shit, I was too loud. I suddenly heard banging on my wall, my 15 year old sister Tina's room is on the other side of the wall. She came into my room, it's not the first time she did that; barge in when she heard me playing with myself. I need to get my parents to put a lock on that door. "Jesus Theresa" she laughed," I can hear you almost every night but that was loud. I don't know who you thought you were fucking". I turned red. "At least I got the brains to not shout out like that." She walked out. Yeah, definitely need a lock. It started every night. If I wasn't fingering myself thinking about another girl, it happened in my dreams. I would lick my fingers and taste my pussy juices .At 13 I went on a porn site, my parents trusted me enough to not block out sites. It was the first time I looked at porn. The straight sex did nothing for me; the lesbian stuff turned me on. Okay, so I'm a lesbian. I'm not butch at all; actually I'm a real femme. I also got turned on by the femme on femme porn, not butch and femme. I wasn't ready to act on it, not like I didn't have my pick. I go to an all girl Catholic school. There has to be a few. I wanted to be careful, hit on the wrong girl and get labeled for the next five years. It was the first day of summer and everyone went to the community pool. The boys were in rare form. "Hey Tina when are you going to kiss me" yelled Tommy DiBianco grabbing his junk.. I was sitting with some other girls my age when we got hit with super soakers. "Little wet t-shirt contest" yelled Tommy. "That's fucking sick Tommy" yelled my sister. "They're only 14 and you call it a wet t-shirt contest". I looked at the other girls, their soaking bodies, the breasts, some tiny bumps, others getting larger... I starting feeling something and ran into the bathroom. My friend Megan followed me in. "You okay Theresa" she yelled over the stall. I told her I was fine. I came out. She said "I saw you staring at us. Strange. Like you couldn't help but to stare at our bodies. I've seen you do that before." I don't know why but I gave her a kiss. On the lips. Hard. "What the fuck Theresa" she said. I don't believe you did that." Okay, I messed up. I couldn't control myself, one of the few times I lost it. "I'm, sorry Megan, I don't know why I did that..." the next thing I knew she kissed me. "It wasn't all that bad" she said. We ran back to my house, went into my bedroom and had a make out session. I couldn't believe it. The following day I saw Megan. She had a sad look on her face; I knew what she was going to say so with my control freak thing. I said "Let me guess, yesterday was a mistake and it's never going to happen again." "I'm sorry Theresa; I don't know why we did this. I'm definitely into boys, not girls. I wasn't sure how far this was going to go so I want to stop before we do something I really don't want to do." "I guess straight girls kiss sometimes" I said, lying. "I do have to say one thing Theresa, you are a great kisser. I don't know if you are straight or gay but whoever you kiss is going to like it." She walked away, my first of my many red heads. The summer went by. I was constantly playing with myself thinking of one girl or another. I found a new use for my brush. Occasionally I would get too loud and Tina would bang on the wall. I heard her one night and banged right back. The next day she moved her bed to the other side of the room. I don't know if it was because she didn't want to hear me or didn't want me to hear her. There were a few Asians in the school. A lot of them were really cute. The next night I imagined being with one of them. I realized Asians turn me on me on maybe more than redheads. I need to find a red haired Asian, I laughed to myself. She wasn't a redhead but Annie Lynn Cho was very cute. She was 5'3". A cup breasts. There was something about her eyes that turned me on. I constantly grabbed looks at her. When we were changing for gym her locker was not in my row but I peeked into hers , she saw me and flashed her tits, laughing while she did it. What does that mean? Is she making fun of me or is she interested? I found out the following day. I was getting some stuff out of my locker. When I closed it, she was standing there. She looked at me and said "This is really unfair, you got to see my tits but I didn't get to see yours". We went to the bathroom. When we sure nobody was around we went into a stall. I took off my shirt and bra. "Oh those are nice as she put her hands on my approaching B cup breasts. I was getting a bit wet. We kissed. The bell rang and she went out first as I put my bra and shirt. She looked so cute in herCatholic school uniform, U git si wet I had to compose myself before leaving. Later I ran into Annie Lynn in the hallway. "Want to come over to my house? My parents are at work and my sister is going to her piano teacher's house. She nodded and smiled. We took it slowly. The first time we just took off our shirts and bras since we had already done that already and kissed. A lot. I touched her breasts and she touched mine as we made out. The hext time we played and sucked on each other's breasts. The next time we got down to our panties. We were both turned on so I reached into her panties and fingered her. We did that a couple of times until were both sure. Even though I had kissed Megan my first girl was Annie Lynn.My parents were going out Tina had a date, I asked if my friend Annie Lynn could sleep over. After they left we got into bed and pulled each other's clothes off. We began kissing, rubbing our naked bodies against each other. I got on top of her, I held her hand back as I sucked on her breasts. Control thing again. We began moving our bodies against each other. I took the lead. As I fingered her I began playing with her clit. "Oh shit yeah" she said. I put my finger into her; she gasped. I began licking her pussy and as I licked her clit I felt her body quiver, as she came she stifled a scream. Instead of tasting my own juices I had tasted another girls .I moved her leg and got our pussys near each other and began grinding against each other. "Oh God yeah "both of us came. She had a grin on her face as she worked down to my pussy. She began licking my pussy and as she licked my clit I had such an orgasm I let out a scream as we went back to kissing, our breasts against each other, Tina walked in." I wasn't sure if you had a orgasm or a heart attack..."She saw Annie Lynn and I cover up. "Oh fuck" she said and walked out and went into her room. "I guess I better get out of here" Annie Lynn said. It's late. I'll call my parents to pick me up; I'll say I'm having bad cramps or something." I looked at her."You were wonderful even if my sister walked in. I'm going to have to talk to her". Annie Lynn's parents came and as soon as they left Tina came into my room, we just kind of looked at each other for a while. "So" she asked" so you're a lesbian? I mean I know of a girl who experimented... "That's not the case here sis. I've known this for a while. You happened to walk in on the first time we went all the way.' "Don't remind me. I mean it was funny walking in on you when you played with yourself but this was, jesus I am sorry." "Better get used to it. Your sister is a lesbian. I really need to get a lock on my door." Then we got serious. Are you going to tell mom and dad?" "No, why would I do that? It's not my business. You need to tell them when you're ready". "Are you okay with this"? I asked. "Okay with it? I don't know. I just found out an hour ago so it's going to take me some time to get used to it." She paused. "You're my sister and if it makes you happy I guess that's okay". She paused. "At least she's cute." We laughed. "No big dykes for me," We laughed. She came over to me and gave me a big hug. "I'll get used to it as long as you don't scream again. And get the fucking lock for your door". We had another laugh. Well. At least I had great sex tonight I thought. A couple of days later I finally got my father to put a lock. No key but I could lock from the inside was our compromise. Annie Lynn and I continued to have great sex. Every time we found another position, another way of touching. We seemed to be able to get each other off in different ways. If we knew if her parents were out or mine we'd be together in a second. On the winter break in senior year in High School the family took a vacation. While I didn't want to be away from Annie Lynn but we were going to a resort in Jamaica and my parents wanted it to be a real family vacation. I had to admit I had a good time; water skiing, kayaking and Tina and I getting drunk when our parents weren't watching. There's no drinking age there and the drinks are free. We ended up getting blasted followed by holding up each other's hair as we threw up. We were back from vacation. I couldn't wait to see Annie Lynn. As soon as we got some time alone I began kissing her. She broke off for a second I looked at her and knew I wasn't going to like what she had to say. "Are you breaking up with me or did you do something like cheat on me?" "I didn't mean to". Shit, when I said that I wasn't expecting her to have really done that. "There was a party and and his parents weren't home and I got a little drunk and got curious so I had sex with Jimmy Napoli". I was stunned. "You had sex with a guy. Jimmy Napoli."I was unbelievably angry. "How could you? How could you do that to me? I was in tears. "I figured I would tell you before you found out from someone else. I am so sorry Theresa I love you." "You have a strange way of showing it." The only way I could be angrier was if it was another girl. "We are done." She begged for forgiveness. "Go to confession and ask for forgiveness."And that was it. My heart was broken but I remained in control. Actually it wasn't done yet. Just for control and some revenge I did something I swore I would never do; I had sex with a guy. Jimmy Napoli to be precise. I didn't like it, especially when I sucked his cock. I didn't want to but I wanted him to brag how I was better than Annie Lynn. He went down on me and and no idea what to do. We fucked, I faked an orgasm. It was not something I liked and I had no interest in trying it again just in case it would be better than Jimmy and I never did again. I made sure Annie Lynn found out and he felt I was better in bed than her. Control freak strikes again. I graduated High School. I got into NYU and hoped to also go their law school afterwards. I got into student housing, I really didn't want to live at home and at the idea of living in Manhattan excited me. I went to a gay and lesbian dance, spotted out a cute Asian girl. I had about six girlfriends in college all redheads or Asian. I got into NYU Law School! I had dreamed since I was 10 of becoming a lawyer and I had gotten into one of the top ones. Afterwards I started working at a law firm and moved myself slowly up. I was so busy that my love life consisted of my fingers and a vibrator (though I prefer my fingers). I had a few one night stands and then met Amber. We know had that worked out. A month after I broke up up with Amber, my boss gave me a couple of mental health days. I was working hard and gave me the days so I didn't burn out. I would never burn out, the other associates may burn out but I took the days. Including the weekend five days. I went into a bar and checked out the scene. I leaned in to order another drink when I saw her a few feet away. A redhead Asian! It must have been died but it looked real. She was tall, maybe an inch or two taller than me. And a set of C cup tits. She had on a tight black dress which showed very nice curves. Body wise she was unlike any Asian woman I had been with before. I figured her about 35. I started smiling at her and as I was about to walk over there, She signaled me with her finger to come here. "Good, you saw my finger and came right away." "Actually I was walking over here when I saw your finger." Like I said, with me it's all about control. She looked at me and asked my name. "Theresa, you look so Italian. That happens to be my favorite dressing." No subtlety there. "I'm Sophia and I think I am going to change your world." She had me under a spell with her body, her face and that beautiful red hair which looked so real. I wanted her. I nodded. I was no longer in control. To Be Continued I hope you liked Part one. I'd like to hear your comments. Part two will be coming soon. theresa.perretti@gmail.com