Date: Tue, 14 May 2002 23:04:50 EDT From: Cancer33SS@aol.com Subject: "As Love Performs" lesbian beginnings I couldn't believe the amount of people in the bar when I walked past the money taker and entered the door. The crowd was jumping to the beat of some loud, soul thumping dance music as I walked to the counter and ordered a beer and shooter. I knew heads would turn when I showed up wearing all of my dark garb. I wore my long black coat and combat boots. My newest crew cut glowed blonde in the wall mirrors as I whipped by the single women sitting on stools along the wall. All eyes were on me as I walked on by. I shook hands and smiled like I always do. I waited for the tequila buzz to kick in and for my feet to absorb the echo of the bass pounding off of the elusive black walls, that I only guessed to be there somewhere in the dark. I don't know why the roar of the crowd attracts me so much. There's something about being on the dance floor in perfect sync with hundreds of people...moving in rhythm like we all came from the same womb. It's almost as if everyone's heart is beating on the same note. I felt sexy. The leather pants crunched between my thighs as I strolled into the mass looking for my next sexual prey. I always take the time to stop and hug the beautiful ladies because I never know which one of them holds the key to my next fantasy. I spotted her across the room. The smoke screen seemed to part and her smile ignited something deep in the pit of my soul. I knew at that moment I had to have her. I had to be coy though. I had to play the game. She fit in like a crystal glass on a worn picnic table. She was much to elegant and sophisticated for this underground element. I inched my way between the hot bodies of party patrons to investigate further. Smells of perfume and alcohol tainted breaths passed under my nose, but I never lost focus of the object of my desire. I lit a cigarette and slipped into the vacant stool behind her. I listened quietly as her laughter seemed to drown out every other sound in the place. She flung her hair in my face and turned to apologize, but no words came from her full lips when our eyes met. She smiled, lifted her glass in my direction, and gulped down what I assumed to be vodka. I ordered another drink and had the waiter bring her a round. I lifted my glass and laid a twenty down, then disappeared before she had a chance to thank me. I sat the empty shot glass down on the side bar and stepped out on the dance floor. The music crept into my ears like a long lost friend and every muscle in my body responded. I shut my eyes and let the sound waves carry me like a vessel on a restless sea. When I opened my eyes again she was there in front of me. Her eyes were like blue crystals and she stepped in closer. She turned around and moved her firm ass against me. The muscles in her shoulders flexed as she waved her arms above us. My hand moved out and gripped against her hip as she ground her ass into my crotch. Her dress was short and I imagined her pantyless as my hand slid down along her thigh. We danced an erotic dance. It all felt so familiar, but I knew I had never met her before. I would never forget eyes so enchanting. I couldn't help but imagine her naked, moving against me with such rigorous emotion. She grabbed my hand and led me across the floor. The strobe lights flickered like some unrealistic dream slowing down and capturing every movement...frame by frame. I followed her in anticipation. At that point I would have followed her barefoot through fire. She pulled me up the stairway that led to the stage. I thought that she might be feeling like an exhibitionist, but then she bypassed the dancers and opened a door on the back wall. I stepped into the black room behind her and pushed the door shut. The music and all of the loud laughter was muffled and nothing but pitch dark surrounded us. I felt her hand reach out and grasp mine. She pulled my body hard against hers. Her lips crashed seductively into mine and her tongue darted inside to find mine. Her kiss was like the bite of a black widow. My body felt limp and I fought hard to keep my balance as she gripped my leather covered ass. I felt heat gather in my pussy and I gasped for a breath as she guided my hand under her dress. My clit throbbed as she guided that same hand to her mouth and began sucking my fingers, and then once again she pushed it back under her skirt. Two fingers slipped easily into her folds. With my sight completely rendered, my other senses seemed to be magnified a thousand times. She was as hot as molten lava, and very slippery. I moved my fingers inside of her as she delivered another explosive kiss. I felt her inner muscles grip my fingers as I moved them in and out. " I want you to fuck me " she whispered in a low growl. Her words were the invitation I had hoped for the moment I first noticed her. In an instant she had pulled me back out onto the stage. She looked straight into my core and smiled an evil smile. I spotted one of my friends on my way out the door and gave her the sign that I would be leaving without them. Outside, the night seemed silent. My ears were still ringing from the heavy melodic tunes. I lit a cigarette as we walked to her car. She took the smoke from my hand and threw it down...pushing me, with her weight against the car door. Her body fit perfectly on mine. She told me that her name was Tasha. I introduced myself, as we slipped into the bucket seats. "I think we should go back to my place" she suggested. How could I resist? We pulled up into her driveway. Her house was fabulous. I felt like I had stepped onto the set of "Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous." The cobblestone driveway led to a huge white house. White columns lined the porch and I smiled as a maid greeted us at the door. "Marie, I won't be needing you tonight...please do not disturb us" she ordered. I felt like a kid with a fistful of dollars being led into a candy store. "Breakfast will be ready at 9, Tasha" was the response from a cute, obedient servant, and we headed down a long hall. "The bathrooms are there" she pointed to the right. I followed her, in awe, into a huge bedroom. Her bed had a canopy and white silk draped over the posts. She offered me some wine and I watched as she leaned over to turn the water on in her sunken Jacuzzi. I thought to myself how she was way out of my league. I, being a struggling musician, felt like I was the one being the amusement tonight. I accepted the wine offer and she motioned me to the bar where I found the bottle chilling on ice. I opened the wine and poured up two glasses then took a seat on one of the stools. This seemed too well planned. I felt like my number just happened to be the next one up. She must have detected my thoughts because I almost choked on her next sentence. " I have watched you for months Sam. I have followed you to every club you have played. This night was well planned out and you can give my regards to Tina for making it happen." Tina was one of my friends that had been at the bar this night. " I made up a special room just for this night baby. I have wanted you for such a long time. " Her long blonde hair hung down around her eyes, and I felt like I was in the presence of a goddess. Maybe I had been reluctant because I was afraid of falling. Regardless of it all, it was too late. I was under her spell. I sipped the wine as she undressed. Her body was firm and tanned. She was without a single flaw and she looked incredible. She kept direct eye contact with me as she teasingly slid the skirt down her long legs. I gulped the wine and looked on attentively as she slipped slowly into the bubbly water. She told me that she was tired of all of the games and that she knew about my variety of women. She told me how long she had looked for love and how many dead ends she had ran into during her search. She said everything I wanted to hear, and nothing I wanted to admit. I finished up my wine and walked over to the edge of the bath. I lifted my shirt off, stepped out of my boots, and unzipped my pants. Her stare almost made me blush, but I wanted her more than anything I had ever wanted in my life. I lifted my feet out of the pants and slipped my socks off and then slipped into the hot water beside her. She moved up on top of me. Her kiss was a kiss of love and my heart beat faster with each movement of her tongue. She parted my legs with hers and I felt her smooth mound rub against mine. The sensation of her body against me in the water seemed like heaven, and I felt a sudden fear that I might actually fall in love again. She moved harder against me and my legs parted further so I could feel every inch of her womanhood against me. Her pace quickened and soft moans escaped into the steamy air around us. She humped harder and within seconds I felt her body quivering in orgasm against me. We kissed deeply and she told me that she had a special treat for me. She stepped up out of the water and again I watched in wonderment as she toweled herself dry. I got out behind her and wrapped the towel around my waist. She grabbed the wine and the two glasses and we walked out into the hall. Our wet feet squeaked on the ceramic tiles and we tip toed carefully like two panthers stalking prey. We rounded a corner. She opened a huge oak door and I followed her in. I had to take a second look when she flipped the overhead light on. Iron cuffs hung from the far wall. Burgundy drapes decorated the long windows and the floor was accented with black carpet. A rotating, round bed turned slowly in the center of it all. The whole room had an eighteenth century gothic look about it. I walked around in circles amazed at the recreation and the time taken to replicate the era. A grand piano sat in one section of the room and a magnificent candelabra set on it's casing. "On this night you will perform for an audience of one Samantha...and then I shall perform for you." She laughed out and twirled across the floor flying her towel like a cape above her head. I was completely captured. I walked over to the piano and eyed the keys. It was more exquisite than any upright piano or keyboard I had ever banged out music on in my lifetime. The whole setting made me feel like I was the star of the show and I was overwhelmed with gratitude. I rewrapped the towel around my waist and then pulled out the bench. The finish was so polished that I could see my reflection. A distorted image of me was there on the seat, and for once I was smiling an honest smile. I grinned in her direction. I think the look on my face left no reason for words of appreciation. I took my place at the piano and fingered the keys softly. I looked back at her as the lights dimmed and her towel fell to the floor. She leaned in to kiss me again and lit the candles above us. Her gorgeous body eased in beside me and quietly she waited. My hands felt at home as I began playing a soft, sultry song that I had written about a painting of the ocean I had viewed in a gallery in Paris. Every note seemed to mesmerize her as I poured my heart out onto the ebony and ivory keys. I played for what seemed like hours and then carefully shut the cover. She wiped tears from her face. " I have never heard you play with such beautiful emotion" she spoke out softy. She had given my music meaning. Every low paying gig in every low class piano bar had all been worthwhile because one person felt the depth of what I was feeling when I played. I took her face in my hands and kissed her with love. " I want to make love to you" I requested and I led her to the round bed in the center of the room. I dropped my towel and eased her body back with mine, kissing her as we laid back on the bed. The room was moving in two ways, from the wine and the motion of the bed. We were spinning out of control and neither one cared. I licked down her neck. She smelled wonderful and her skin was hot to the touch. I moved down her chest and paused on each nipple feeling them become erect between my lips. I inched my way down her stomach. Her abs were firm and defined from her dedication to her workout regimen. I eased down even further. I pushed her legs apart with my hands and then eased them slowly under her bottom, gripping her firm ass. Her scent was erotic. I looked at her shaven mound as a drop of juice seeped out of her folds and ran down onto the black, silk sheets. She was wet for me and I wanted to taste her. I tongued her outer lips. They were swollen with anticipation. I lifted her up closer with my hands and slipped my tongue deep inside of her tunnel. Moans of enjoyment fell out for my ears as I stiffened my tongue and swiped it firmly against her clit. I freed one of my hands from underneath and slipped two fingers deep inside of her hot, wet pussy. I felt her inner muscles expand as I slipped in a third finger and lowered my tongue on her again. I moved in and out as she lifted her hips and lowered them against me. " Oh fuck me baby" she moaned out. I moved in and out faster and licked harder against her clit. I felt her pussy grip my fingers hard as a wave of orgasm invaded her body. She bucked against my face like a caged, wild animal raging with a need for freedom. I sucked her pulsating clit into my mouth and another orgasm took over where the first one left off. With a few more hard shudders, her body fell limp on the bed in my hand. I licked the remainder of her offering from her satisfied crevice and she jerked as my tongue moved softly up across the top. I moved up on top of her and kissed her as her shallow breath blended in with mine. I could feel her heart beating in her chest like the repercussion of bass drums in an orchestra. Her mouth tasted of wine and of passion. Our tongues entwined again as she pulled herself together for another round. "I want you in the cuffs" I heard her say. So I jumped to my feet and jokingly ran over to the wall cuffs. " Like this" I asked, as I clicked one wrist captive in the iron chains. She walked over and said "No, like this." She shut the other cuff firmly around my other wrist. " Spread your legs for me" she said in a demanding tone. I watched on as she also clicked the ankle chain into place. The sight of this soft, feminine woman in total control of me sent a sensation across each breast and then circled in on an already drenched pussy below. I watched on as she strolled back across the room to the candles and smothered each one. The room grew darker and darker until a could barely see one flame still flickering, and then total darkness. I listened eagerly wondering what was going to take place next. I heard nothing. My heartbeats got faster as I waited for what seemed like hours. I felt like calling out but was to bold to show my fear, so I stayed still and quiet in hopes that some noise would ease my tension. In a flash, before me she flicked the lighter and lit a candle she held tight in her delicate hand. The blue in her eyes seemed even more vivid as I squinted my eyes to allow them to adjust to the brightness. She held the candle upright and I watched as the wax melted and gathered inside the rim. She held it above me and tilted it slowly. The hot wax spilled over the edge and fell down across my breasts. The pain made me wince as she blew the flame out once more. I felt her tongue move out against me. It traced the trail of cooling wax across my nipples and a sensation of desperate need swallowed every emotion I had. I needed her to fuck me now. She pulled my hard nipple into her mouth and circled it several times with her tongue. I felt liquid anticipation slip out of my throbbing pussy and run out onto my inner thigh. She led a trail down the full length of my body and slipped her tongue lightly against my clit. I moved out from the wall wanting her to lick me harder. I needed relief. She kept a distance letting only the tip of her cold tongue touch. I was sweating now. I felt like the vein in my neck would burst at any moment as I tried desperately to hump against her. I collapsed my full weight into the chains as she moved away out of reach. I was left alone again. Left alone with only the darkness and the silence. My only thought now was to touch myself, but the chains made it impossible, so again I waited. With each passing moment my need to be relieved grew greater and greater. She was there again in front of me. She was unseen, but I felt her presence as thick as glass in the darkness. I heard a snap, and then another snap. Then her mouth covered mine. She stepped back and I managed to speak out. " I need you Tasha." " How bad do you need me?" she ask. "Bad enough to beg?" she questioned. I was following my role well. All I wanted at this point was for her to fuck me senseless. "Yes, I will beg...please, fuck me Tasha!" She moved her body against me again and I felt the tip of a toy rubbing inside my folds. I moved my weak legs apart. With one plunge she filled me up with her toy. I moaned out and the chains clinked as I tensed at the satisfaction. My pussy was so ready that it ached as she slid in and out. It was a glorious ache. I arched my back as she slipped almost completely out and then slammed her dick back inside of me. One of her hands was on my shoulder and the other on my ass and she moved in and out of me like a pro...guiding me against her. I quickened the pace. I was going to explode and it was just a matter of seconds. She moved in and out faster. Her body sticking to mine as we fucked against each other. I tightened my inner walls as she slide in and out again and an orgasm erupted in the pit of my soaked pussy. My body gyrated in massive convulsions against her. She slipped her toy in hard again. I climaxed again as she pushed in deep. My body fell limp against hers. My wrists burned where the iron had rubbed my flesh during the erotic battle. My body was covered with beads of sweat and she held me tight in her fragile arms. I had never experienced this amount of pleasure before in my life. Our deal was complete. I had performed my best for her, and she well exceeded performing her best for me. We kissed as she unchained my wrists, and she rubbed my thighs affectionately as she uncuffed my ankles. We spent the rest of the evening spinning on the round bed drinking wine, making plans and making love. I was held captive in more ways than one that night. My heart was branded in a way that I never dreamed possible. I had never felt more complete in my entire life and I wasn't about to let fear keep me from this long awaited happiness. I fell in love with Tasha the very first night I met her. She had loved me for weeks and I had no clue. I knew, without a doubt, that we would be performing private concerts for each other for years to come. Like what you read? Don't like what you read? Let Samantha know by sending an E mail to Cancer33SS@aol.com. All comments are appreciated.