Date: Sat, 15 Feb 2003 21:45:26 +0000
From: Donna Osborne <babs1u@hotmail.com>
Subject: Heaven

I will always remember that first night we met, it was my 21st birthday!!
The original plan was to go on a pub-crawl around 21 pubs then end up in
our fave local afterwards. I'd started the drinking about midday and had
managed a lager, a bottle then a shot alternating in each pub we went to.

We'd given up all hope of making the whole 21 after about number 14 because
we were all drunk and didn't want to walk any more, so we headed towards
the end pub. Me in my birthday suit consisting of a pair of really large
blue overalls' painted with fluorescent orange paint and glitter, it must
be a student thing. We were no further than a minute away from the pub when
I saw her. I had seen her around about twice before but never truly looked
at her. But this time I had no choice, she was scooting down the main road
in a bottle bin, I couldn't believe it!! I had never seen anything so
ridiculous yet so desirable in my entire life. Her name so I had been told
was Mel.

After what seemed like hours of staring, I watched her slip out of her new
found transport and hit her head on a shop window with a thud. I could do
nothing else but laugh along with everyone else that had witnessed this
comedy fall. That was the moment I knew I wanted her, it may have been the
alcohol at the time, and the lack of presence of my then girlfriend Sarah,
but I knew that if I didn't get to know her I would go mad.

The night went on and we all got chatting, she said she'd seen me around
before and had heard a lot about me, so we carried on chatting and playing
drinking games till it was time for the pubs to shut, obviously by this
point we were all pretty much away with the fairies and floating around on
a cloud of alcohol, but still we decided to go back to mine to drink
further into the night.

After what seemed like a lifetime, the party dwindled down to four of us,
myself, Mel, Elaine and Di. Mel was insistent on getting rid of her friend
Di by sending her off to a secret lady friend, so with very little
persuasion we were left with just three of us. Mel unfortunately (or maybe
not) passed out on my bed leaving me and Elaine to carry on with the
festivities. Maybe this should have been my chance to get closer to Mel but
how could I cheat on my girlfriend? I had never done that and didn't plan
to, so I grabbed a quilt and slept on the floor with my mate.

The soberness in the morning was as easy going as the drunkenness the night
before, Mel and me were getting on like we'd known each other for months.
We went to the pub for lunch and to discuss the previous nights
festivities, when out of the blue I got a phone call from Sarah, my
girlfriend, saying she was coming over to see me. I didn't know what to do
and as my heart sank, I thought I'd lose my chance with Mel. I decided to
take my chances and introduced Mel to Sarah. Instantly there was tension as
I feared, could they both read what was going on in my mind.

We all started to drink again, except Sarah as she had to get the train
home later on. When the time came for me to walk her back to the train
station I invite Mel along in the hope that things would ease up, but it
didn't and the fact that I had been drinking didn't help matters.

As I left Sarah at the train station I knew she had sensed there was
something wrong, no longer than an hour later I received a text saying you
like her don't you. I could do nothing but admit it, and although I had
technically not done anything wrong I felt awfully guilty, but I just
couldn't bare to be apart from Mel.

We finally departed company late that evening, but met up again the
following day to watch a world cup football game. Once again we had a few
beers and did some of the most outrageous things you could imagine, not in
a rude way just in a drunken way, and I have to admit it was one of the
best nights of my life. That night Mel passed out in my bed again but this
time I joined her nervously, scared to touch her but wanting to more than
anything. I could feel her breath on my skin and hear her heart beat so
close as she slept. All I wanted to do was hold her but I knew this was a
forbidden fruit. I lay as close as I dared and didn't move till morning.

We woke together, again with no awkwardness as more than often can be
experienced. As I walked her home I knew she was the one for me. I longed
to call her mine and hold her in my arms every night before she went to
sleep, but what could I do?

That day was a Wednesday, Mel had already told me that she wouldn't be
about that night because she had an exam in the morning, so I headed up to
the uni bar for a drink with my housemates girlfriend, Vik. We were only
going for one but when we got up there the temptation was too much and soon
we were starting our fourth pint. I'd heard that there was going to be a
foam party that night, but I was indecisive whether to go or not. Another
drink and it had been decided that we should go home and get changed then
head back out again.

I called my best friend Sam, who almost immediately appeared at my door
with 2 bottles of Shiraz and 4 cans of lager. Vik was out of it by this
time, so me and Sam headed off, rather drunkenly, to the foam party. I
stood at the bar earnestly looking for Mel, even though she'd said she
wasn't out, when I caught a glimpse of someone that looked like her, my
heart skipped a beat as I glanced again.....it was. I thought the best
thing to do was pretend I hadn't seen her, so as not to make me look like i
was following her around town or anything.

Sam and i moved away from the bar, toward the dance-floor, where due to the
copious amounts of alcohol consumed I found myself dancing. The foam
started pouring down from the ceiling, we were both covered, then the next
thing I knew, Mel was standing right in front of me, stone cold sober and
dripping wet from the foam. She smiled and said hello and we started to
mess about in the foam. The look of her soaking wet gave me butterflies and
made my knee's go weak.  As I was struggling to come to terms with the site
of this gorgeous girl, t-shirt and shorts clinging to her tanned and toned
body, I found myself underneath her on the floor.

I looked deep into her sensuous brown eyes and we began to kiss, the other
people in there became a mere haze as I lay there with what I can only
describe as the girl of my dreams. Nothing else mattered at that moment.
The kiss finally ended after what had felt like hours and I awoke back on
the floor in the uni, covered in foam with the most beautiful person I had
seen smiling down at me. I couldn't believe she had picked me, out of
everyone in there she had actually chosen me! We were always within metres
of each other for the rest of the night. Sam had long disappeared after a
woman, but I knew he would return when the time came to for us to go home.

On the way home, I was talking to Sam about what had happened, when the
heat that I had felt suddenly drained from me, what about Sarah, what would
I tell her? I had completely forgotten about my girlfriend. I woke late the
next morning dripping with guilt, as I picked up my mobile to call Sarah my
heart jumped and I felt sick. What would she say? How could I feel so
different emotions inside me at the same time, I was still rushing from the
kiss and yet so sick from the guilt, all I could do was tell the truth.

I couldn't believe I had broken all my principles for one kiss, yet it had
felt like a little ray of light had been wrapped around my heart. Sarah and
I carried on for the next week to keep at the relationship, but she no
longer trusted me, and neither did I. How could I trust myself, Mel was
gorgeous.

It wasn't long before the kissing became a regular occurrence, nothing was
spoke of a relationship but we were inseparable. It wasn't common knowledge
at the time but we planned to bump into each other on occasions so our
friends wouldn't suspect at first. A local Gay pride festival was the major
break through. We had met up in a pub near the park and started drinking
and soon we were holding hands like children, chatting and giggling.

We went our separate ways at one point as we'd arrived in different
company, and met up later in the local Gay bar. I'd been drunkenly
persuaded to have my face painted in rainbow colours so I could hardly be
missed, and one person I didn't want to notice me was Sarah. But there she
was, looking straight at me. As she approached I could do nothing but look
at the floor, had she seen all that had gone on? We went outside to talk,
which turned into a big argument with tears streaming down both our cheeks,
mine mixing in with the face paint, staining my t-shirt. We parted company
rather harshly after about 20 minutes and I went to the toilets to try and
do something with the painted mess on my face.

Mel appeared giving me the biggest hug in the world, and once again we
shared that magical kiss. Our lips barely parted for the rest of the night,
although I was aware of some stares from Sarah and her friends. I didn't
care, I felt in heaven and I wanted everyone to know.

Then I remembered something that Mel had told me not long after we had met,
she was going to France for 5 weeks when term ended. I couldn't believe I
had forgot, what was I going to do? It was hard, and the time passed very
slowly. The text messages were ever flowing and post cards came one after
the other through my door. As they say absence makes the heart grow fonder
and I was counting down the days till her return.

The day Mel finally arrived back, we were instantly an item. There was no
doubt about it, I was hers and she was mine, I could see no end to it. This
was how it was suppose to be, we were best friends and yet lovers at the
same time.

The first night we spent together as a couple was amazing, both a little
nervous. Mel had only one previous girlfriend and being 3 years my junior
was less experienced, but it was me who was more nervous, I wanted this to
be perfect. I closed my eyes and all I could imagine was her. A couple of
drinks before hand had helped take the edge of things, but this was it now,
no turning back. I wanted her more than anything.

My hands were trembling as I slowly began to remove her clothes, each inch
of exposed skin made the warmth inside me grow, I wanted to feel her body
against mine, taste every single inch of her tanned skin. I couldn't
believe how I was feeling. Her breasts, her legs her stomach, every part of
her to me was perfect. Our naked bodies pressed against each other for the
first time, if I never took another breath from that moment on I would have
died the happiest women in the world.

We kissed and the heat intensified, still hesitant I began to run my hands
over her toned stomach, my lips tracing her cheek to her neck, tasting so
sweet. Not wanting to leave a single inch untouched I followed every curve,
every muscle with my gentle kisses, listening to her moans. My hand slid up
toward her hardened nipple, I began to tease and roll it in my fingers and
the moans increased, I couldn't take much more, I had to feel her, be
inside her and taste her. I kissed her tenderly once more, her sweet lips
better than I had remembered, as I slid my hand down over her rippled
stomach to the heat that I craved she shivered and smiled at me. I knew
this was right.

Teasing her pubic hair, softly so as not to alarm her. I could feel my own
heat rising as my cheeks began to flush, I needed to cum but not yet, she
was the most important thing I had ever had and this was her night. I
inched closer to her wetness the heat radiating onto my hand, i ran my
fingers between her lips and felt her, she was soaking and this time it
wasn't foam. I slid one finger inside her, her inner walls begging for
more. That wasn't the plan, not yet!

I felt her clit harden to my teasing, circling slowly, dipping rhythmically
back inside her for more of her juices to play with. As her breathing
increased so did the consistency and pressure of my movements, I wanted her
to cum and I knew she was close. As her hips joined in the rhythm I sensed
the beginning of a trembling in her legs, this was it now no turning
back. My tongue replaced my fingers, and a moan escaped her lips, the taste
was pure heaven, and I'll never forget. I was inside her now, I could feel
her tightening around me, her hips moving faster, breathing erratically.
Her body began to convulse as the most angelic sound escaped from her
mouth. I watched her as she came, a face of pure pleasure, so much that I
cannot describe. Her juices sweet on my lips and wet in my hand.

I moved up to kiss her, share the sweetness that I tasted. Her eyes like
stars, looked at me with complete contentment, as we kissed she held me,
and I never wanted to leave. So was this love???

I love you babe, and I never wanted to let you go.

"How can I forget you when you're always on my mind?
How can I not want you when you're all I want inside?
How can I let you go when I can't see us apart?
How can I not love you when you control my heart?"

I hope you enjoyed this story, it was based on a real event that is
obviously still close to my heart. I would much appreciate any feedback
that you wish to give email to babs1u@hotmail.com