Date: Tue, 27 Jan 2004 00:50:11 +0100 (CET) From: Marta Subject: Columbia part 2 We separate our ways at nine pm. It was time for me to go back to my room and she had to meet some friends to go clubbing later. She asked me to join them but I excused myself saying I really need to catch some sleep. That was part true but mostly it was because I was already wet and I all wanted was to get back to the room and masturbate myself thinking of her. I know it sounds weird, but the only thing that I wanted to do was to rub my clit thinking about her perfect body and her blue eyes until I reached orgasm. So we say each other goodbye and I headed as fast as I could to my room. My roommate wasn't there and probably wouldn't return until monday night so I have all the intimacy I could desire. I undressed and laid naked on the bed. Slowly I grab each breast with my hands and began rubbing my nipples. They got hard fastly 'cause I was already excited. Thinking about Dani was my only occupation right now. My hand found its way to my pussy. I was very wet. I ran my fingers through it and then bring them to my face to smell my juices. Oh! This was feeling really great. Then I started rubbing my clit, slowly and in circles. I began moaning her name, begging her to make love to me and I really got the feeling she was there with me. My clit was getting really big and hard and with my thumb still caressing it I put two of my other fingers inside my pussy and begin finger-fucking myself imagining all the things I would love to do to Dani. A few seconds later, I had the most beautiful orgasm I ever had until that moment. Something exploded inside of me. There were thousand butterflies all over my body. I was feeling exhausted and I was really covered in sweat, so I headed to the bathroom for a shower and then got some sleep. Sunday sun first lights awoke me. It was 10:30 pm when I went to the bed so it was perfectally normal that I awoke with the dawn. It would be a beautiful day and I would be spending it alone, but I still was feeling really wonderful. The thoughts of the day before came to my mind and I couldn't help but smile. It had been such a beautiful day!! And I was glad to not had blown it up as I usually did. After breakfast, sun was shining brightly in the blue sky of an October sunday morning. I took my guitar and headed to Central Park. I had done it a few times and met some people that also played the guitar. We used to jam a little bit. I wasn't really good at playing guitar but I really love it and, is what I believe, that's the most important part of playing an instrument. So, there I was, dressed casually, with my pack of cigarettes and my a can of diet coke trying to get to play some songs. I was relaxing myself a little when I saw a tender moment of a couple of lesbians. It was so sweet, I could tell from the distance that they really loved each other. It came to my mind the song (i) get lost by Eric Clapton and started to play. "I'm sorry, or should I say I'm sorry if I hurt you You know you hurt me too, but you Get lost inside your tears And there's nothing I can do Cause I get lost inside my fears That I'm nothing without you" I was singing with my eyes closed and when I opened them I saw some people sitting in circle around me and smiling. I blushed and I thought of going, but they begged me to sing them another song and so I did. I went back to my room near 1:00 pm. I was really hungry so I headed to the dining room to grab some food and plan what I would do that afternoon. I spent some time in the spare room watching the tv and went I came back to my dorm I couldn't believe what I saw. There was a note from Dani. She said she had come to see me and I wasn't there and left a telephone number to call her. I didn't think it twice. I ran to the telephone and call her. "yes?" "Dani, it's me Marta" "Hey Marta, it's nice to hear. I see you have found my note" "Yeah!. I'm sorry I wasn't at the dorm. I was having lunch" "Girl you don't have to be sorry" she laughed "I don't expect you to be 24/7 at your dorm and to eat it's a human need" I reminded myself not to be so touchy. "Well, why did you come?" "I wanted to know if you had plans for this afternoon. I really had a great time yesterday and I thought we could go to the cinema" I couldn't say no. I wanted to see her badly. I needed her like the air I breathed. It was then when I realized I was officially in love with her. "Yeah, sure, right. Where do you want to meet me?" I asked "Oh, I'm not really far from the residence, so let's say, I will pick you in 15 min. Is that ok?" "Sure. See you" and I hang up I had fifteen min. left to have a shower and find something casual but nice to wear. First I tried the only dress I had taken with me but it was too elegant and I was sure she would think I was crazy or something like that. So I put on a pair of jeans, a black shirt and grab my black coat. Exactly fifteen minutes after the call she was knocking at my door. "Hey marta, you look great" I turn on myself as if I was a model to show her my clothes. "You don't look pretty bad yourself. So what movie are we going to see?" "I just haven't thought of anyone in particular. We could go down and then choose." "Ok. Let's go then." The movie didn't start until an hour an a half after, so we went to take a cup of coffee. We started chatting and of course we never went to see that movie. The more I talked with her, the better I knew she was the girl I had been waiting for. The problem was she didn't know I was a lesbian and I didn't know if she liked girls and I didn't want to tell to her. I didn't want to ruin the beautiful friendship we were developing. "Wow it's getting really late" she said looking at her watch "Time flies when I'm with you but I have to go home now. Tomorrow is a tough day" "Let's go. I'll walk you home." "And how will you return to your dorm. Hope you're not planning on going back walking." "Me walking?? You really don't know me." I laughed at her strange look. "I'll take a cab Dani" she breathed in relief. Her home was half an hour walking from where we had been. We continued talking all the way. She asked me about my family and I asked her about hers. Finally we reached her door. "It's here." "ok. I've had a beautiful time Dani" I said "Me too. It's great to have met you. There's like an special feeling between us. I'm sure will be great friends." "I'm sure too. I get the same feeling" In fact, I got the feeling that I loved her. "You know you have beautiful hair. Long, straight and with that strange blonde. Mine is horrible." She said touching my hair slightly. "Dani, your hair is perfects. It really fits you. I loved these little curls you have. They make a perfect match with your face" "You're saying that to make me feel better but we both know my hair is really bad." "I don't think so." We looked each other and then burst into laugh. "I see you on tuesday for your tuition time." "See you on tuesday Dani" Then she gave me two kisses one on each cheek and said "I like this tradition of giving two kisses" and then she entered the building. I couldn't believe. She had just said she liked my hair and had given me two kisses. I was the happiest girl in the whole world. I couldn't wait to see her on tuesday. Time went slowly. Monday was awful. I got sleep on class and then stuck on a lift for about one hour. But I was happy to know that I would see her the day after. Finally, tuesday afternoon arrived. I saw her waving me hello from the distance, so I stood up and I waited for her to reach me. Then I leaned to gave her two kisses. "Hey, beautiful, how are you today? Ready for your lesson with your ugly tutor" she said smiling. "Yep." We worked for the next two hours. I didn't catch anything of what she was saying. I couldn't stop staring at hair. All in her was beautiful. Her long curly hair, her blue eyes, her lips.. "Earth calling Marta.. Earth calling Marta" I heard her say "Uh... I'm sorry I zoned out for a sec." "A sec. I don't know where you have been but you have been there all the class" "I'm sorry. I have a lot of things in my mind." I tried to sound as polite as I could. "Would you like to finally go to the cinema today?" she asked "yeah sure." "Then let's go. We'll grab something to dinner later" That afternoon we finally made to the cinema. I don't remember much about the movie, I don't even remember the name. I only remember it was the first moment I touched Dani in a loving way, though she took it another way. We were watching a terror movie. I wasn't scared at all but she was so she took my arm to, hold my hand strongly and hide her face behind my back. I told her it was only a movie and then hug her. I had my left arm to behind her neck all the movie and my right hand holding hers. I felt like the boyfriend who tries to protect his girlfriend and I felt really good. After the movie, we went to an Italian restaurant to have dinner. Then it happened. "Marta,Can I tell you something really intimate?" she asked nearly whispering "Of course, sweetie. I promise I won't tell a soul." "From all those time we have spent together I can tell you are a girl someone can confide in and I want to tell you something" I was getting scared. "So.." "I don't know what's happening to me Marta. I feel extremely good when I'm with you and all I can think is about you. I never thought I could fall in love with a girl. I always have gone out with boys and been happy with it. But I met you and all changed. It's a strange feeling but it's like you were the one I would like to spend my life with." I looked astonished. "Leave it. I know it's weird and that you'll probably won't talk to me again. I'm really sorry Marta." She stood up and was ready to leave. "Dani, wait!! ... please sit down. I have something to tell to you." She came back and sit with her coat still on. "Dani" I began "I have the same feeling. I'm a lesbian but I didn't want to tell it to you because I didn't know how you would react. But now you've told me how you feel I think it's right to tell you about my feelings." "Marta, what's happening to us?" she asked with tears in her eyes. "Baby, I think we're falling in love with each other" I answered her taking her hand into mine's and kissing it. "I don't know what to do Marta" "Me neither. But I don't want to hide this feeling anymore now that I know you're feeling the same. Guess, we should continue being friends, take it slowly and see what happens." I said to her "Guess you're right. I love being with you Marta. No one has ever made me feel like the way you do" "And no one has ever made me feel the way you do Dani" I said back smiling. And the we both start laughing. "Baby, we should get out of here. It's late and we both have classes tomorrow. I'll walk you home" Contact: