Date: Mon, 21 Mar 2005 22:26:11 -0800 (PST) From: Christianna Phillips Subject: Stormy Road to Discovery This is a fiction sexual story of 2 consenting adult women. All characters are a figment of the authors imagination and if there is any similiarites between people, places or events it is purely accidental. Stormy Road to Discovery I glanced down at the shining green digits of the clock on my dashboard. It was 11:30 and I was still four hours away from home. The roads were slick from the raging storm outside. The pounding rain and the blackness of the night made it nearly impossible to see in front of me. The man on the radio said the storm was to last throughout the night. Damn. I debated whether I should continue driving or pull over and stay somewhere for the night. Reaching back into my memory, I tried to think whether there were any hotels coming up. I was in the middle of no where and hadn't seen signs for over an hour. Damn. Sighing, I kept driving cautiously. There weren't any motorists out on this stormy night but that wasn't my main concern. I didn't want to drive off the highway and be stuck there, hoping that someone would pass and help if I couldn't get my car back on to the main road. About 20 mintues later I saw a sign for the Venus Bar and Inn, seven miles ahead. I quickly made my decision and 10 minutes later pulled up to a small bar. I grabbed my purse and small bag of toiletries and booked it into the bar. It was a small, dimly lit place with boothes lining the far left wall and a few scattered tables on either side of the bar, which was in the middle of the room. There was an open space where there were women dancing with each other. In fact, all I saw was women. Strange, I thought, but shrugged it off and sat at the bar. The bartender, a woman in her early 40's came up to me. She had short black hair and was thick, not fat, but just pure thickness to her body. Attractive in a non conventional way. She looked at me, taking in my hair and white blouse that had gotten drenched from the short run from my car to the bar. I glanced down and noticed my nipples protruding through my bra and blouse. I blushed and she laughed. "Don't worry 'bout it girl. We're all women here...nothing to be embarrassed 'bout. It's happened to us all." I smiled and requested a diet coke and rum. "Car stuck girl?" "No, the weather is terrible and I thought I would get a room for the night instead of driving home. I didn't want to chance being stuck in the middle of a little used highway." She nodded and gave me my drink. I looked around at the ladies in the bar as I sipped my drink. There were so many different types in here. I was used to seeing suburbia housewifes with perfectly coifed hair and knee length skirts. Not this combination of women with buzz cut hair and suits or women in jeans and loose, flowing blouses, or the surburban housewife look alike but not quite...something I just couldn't put my finger on. I shrugged and took another sip of my drink. Seeing something out of the corner of my eye, I turned. My jaw dropped. Two women were in the corner...KISSING. No..no way. I looked again. Oh yes, they were indeed kissing. And not in the friendly way I would kiss my girl friends. The way a lover would kiss another lover. Passionately. Wow. I had never seen anything like that. I had heard whispers of women who loved other women but had never experienced it. It was like I had entered a whole new dimension. I waited for disgust to fill me watching those two woman kissing and caressing each other. When it didn't I was surprised. What shocked me even more was when I felt a tightening in my chest. In seconds my entire world was thrown for a loop. I realized that *I* wanted to be that woman. I wanted to have my head slightly tipped back, with my eyes closed and the gentle hand on my lower back, being kissed...by that other woman. I turned around quickly and the bartender caught my eyes. My face went into flames and I glanced down at my drink, clutching the glass between both hands for dear life. She came up to me and I could feel her gaze on me. I didn't know...do I look up? Pretend she's not there. "Lemme get you a new one girl. That's almost gone." She said. I nodded and pushed the glass her way. After refilling it she hunkered down to my level and looked at me. "Nothing to be ashamed of girl. It's not bad." She glanced over at the two women who were now sitting at a table, one of them leaning her head on the others shoulder. I didn't know what to say to that so I took a drink of my rum and diet coke. She smiled at me. "So you need a room for the night girl?" I nodded, not quite trusting my voice not to crack. "Well, I'm the one to see 'bout that. I own this whole place." "Ohh..okay. Well..yeah..I just need a room for the night." Mental head slap. You are quite the idiot Nora, I told myself. She reached under the bar and took out a key. "Here's a key to room 9. It's ten bucks for the night. So ya have it when you're ready to crash." I reached into my purse and took out a ten dollar bill. "Did you want me to pay for the drinks now?" "Ya done for the night?" I glanced around the room and then at the clock. 12:30. "No..I think I'll probably stay down here for a bit longer." "Then you pay then girl." I smiled and thanked her. Someone had turned the jukebox on to Patsy Cline. The two drinks started their effect on me, warming my belly and loosening my sense. I swayed back and forth in my seat to "Crazy" and watched the different women in the room. They were dancing, sitting, talking, laughing, kissing, gazing at each other...and that's when it hit me. None of the couples in this room were any different then other couples. Except for the fact that they were all women, it could have been anywhere. So why were lesbians so frowned upon? Odd. I looked down at my drink and realized it was gone. I motioned for another. The bartender filled my glass up. "So, how long have you owned this place?" The drinks were loosening my tongue, putting me in a conversational mood. "This place used to be my pops and when he passed on I changed the name to Venus 'steada Rooster Bar an' Inn. It's been that way for 'bout 15 years. We have a very specific clientele as you can see." I nodded. "It's a lovely idea. A place where women can come without the fear of having men pawing on them and trying to get down their pants." She laughed, loud and very sexily. "That's the whole idea girl." "Yes, I do imagine." I said thoughtfully. Then without warning... "You have a very nice laugh." She smiled at me. "Thanks girl. You have a very nice smile." I blushed. "An' it's mighty cute when you do that blushin' thing you do." Which only caused me to flush deeper. She laughed again. "So where ya coming from girl?" "I was at a job interview two hours south of here." "For what?" "English teacher." "Ah, how'd that go?" "Ohh it went rather well I suppose. I hope I get it. I would like to move and it's a lovely school." "Jus' outta college?" "I graduated a little over a year ago. I did some traveling and now I'm ready to settle in a career and start thinking about my future." I realized, as I said this, that my future just might be a little different then how I had originally pictured it. This was a fleeting thought through the alchol buzzed haze of my brain so I didn't ponder on it to much. "Would ya like another drink girl?" "No..no I think this is fine. And it's Nora." "Polly." She stuck out her hand. I shook her hand and smiled. "It's a pleasure Polly." "Same to you Nora-girl." She winked. For the next hour we chit chatted. When I looked up I realized that the bar had practically emptied. The last patrons were packing up. The last two ladies out the door waved at Polly and yelled a goodbye. She returned their wave and went to the door to lock it. "Closin' time." She started putting the chairs up on the tables. I stood up. "Please, let me help you." "No no...you sit right down, this is my job." "I insist. You would have gotten more done had I not sat here and taken up your time with my mindless chatter." She laughed that laugh of hers. "Believe me Nora-girl. I enjoyed it." "Nonetheless, I would still like to help you." "Alrigh' alrigh' I see you're not 'bout to back down so jus' help." She grinned at me. After the chairs were up, I washed the boothes and bar top as she put the money from the drawer and papers in a safe. "Rest of it can wait 'til tomorrow." She smiled. "Lemme show ya to your room." "Where do you live?" I asked her. She spread her arms. "Why I live here. My apartment is upstairs as well, jus' on the other side of the rooms." "Wow, this really is your life isn't it?" She nodded. "An' I love it." I followed her up the stairs to room 9. I fumbled with the key and opened the door to a smallish but quaint room with a double bed covered in a green comforter. The walls were beige with a light gold and green leaf trim. It wasn't at all what you would expect in a small, out of the way Inn. A door opened to a small bathroom and there was a clock radio beside the bed. I tossed my purse and toiletries bag on a chair in the corner and turned to Polly. "Well..thank you very much." I smiled. She was staring at me, her eyes burning into mine. My smile faltered. My mouth formed an "O" as she took three steps to me. Her hands found my shoulders and I gazed up at her. Three thoughts flitted in my brain. First, she was a good five or six inches taller then my five foot three. Second, she had the greenest eyes I had ever seen in my life, almost like they were colored with a marker. And thirdly, I was about to experience my first kiss all over again. We gazed at each other for seconds..for hours...for eternity. Who knows how long it was because before I knew it...or eons later, I was being kissed by this woman. Her lips were on mine, gently exploring. My hands reached for something to hold and found her waist. We stood like that, kissing for several minutes before breaking away simultaneously. I gasped and held my hand to my chest. It had been a kiss like I had never experienced. I stared at her, not trusting myself to speak. Even if I had, I wouldn't have known what to say. I expected her to come into me and kiss me again. To my great surprise she didn't. Her hand carressed my cheek. "Good night Nora-girl." She turned and walked out of my room, shutting the door. I stood there still not knowing what to think. I wanted to go after this woman but a part of me wouldn't move my feet. Sighing a sigh of resignition I walked into the bathroom, bringing my bag with me and switched on the light. After brushing my teeth and unpinning my hair I gazed into the mirror. The site that greeted me wasn't terribly unpleasent. I had shoulder length auburn hair and large blue grey eyes. I had my model beautiful mother to thank for my high cheek bones and delicate body. I looked down the length of my body. Full hips and breasts. A bit of a tummy. Definetly not skinny by any standards but shapely. I was pleased with my body. Sighing again, I clicked off the light and pulled off my clothes, folding my blouse and skirt neatly on top of the dresser and changed into a night shirt. I crawled between the sheets and stared at the dark ceiling. My mind was a jumble of thoughts, all of them concerning Polly. I was exhausted after the long day and finally fell asleep. My eyes snapped open and I looked over at the clock. It read 3:45 AM. I had only been asleep for less then two hours. I crawled out of bed and got a glass of water from the bathroom. My eyes were gritty so I rubbed them. I reached back into my sleep clogged brain, trying to figure out what had woke me up. Ah yes, a dream. Polly had come into my bedroom and woken me up by peppering my face with small kisses. She'd kissed her way down my breasts and tummy and that's when I woke up. What would have happened after that? I desperately wanted to find out. I flounced back onto the bed in a state of indecision. I was not the aggressive type. My mother, despite her beauty, had been very demure and proper and had raised me to be so. I had never kissed a man until my senior year of high school and that had been barely anything. At least not compared to the kiss I had recieved from Polly. Perhaps it was the drinks from earlier or perhaps I was feeling very brave. I'm not sure what caused me to do what I did but that's not really the point. The point is that I did it. Opening my door, I quietly stole my way into the dimly lit hallway and went to the area where I believed Polly's apartment to be. The door didn't have a number on it so I assumed it to be hers. I knocked ever so lightly on the door and stood there, my bare toes curling into the carpet, heart pounding against my rib cage. I felt the same way I did when I had given a speech in high school. My forehead felt like a small sheen of sweat had covered it and my palms were slightly damp. I wiped them on my night shirt. Stage fright. That's exactly what it felt like as I waited for her to come to the door. I prayed that she was asleep but I prayed even harder that she was awake. Less then a minute later the door opened. There she stood in men's pajama bottoms and white undershirt. I could see the dark color of her nipples through the undershirt and my mouth went dry. What was I doing? I didn't even know what to say. I hadn't planned this out at all and now I was standing at this womans door like a complete idiot waiting for some intelligent thought to enter my brain. Not even intelligent...just anything to say! "Um..I hope that I didn't wake you up." "No, not at all. I was just reading." Ah ha, safe territory. "What are you reading?" I asked. "Pride and Prejudice." "Ahh I read that in high school. I enjoyed it." I said lamely. Polly smiled. "So you came over to see what I was doin'?" "Oh uhhh...no. I just..." Why had I come down here in the middle of the night, wearing only a night shirt? I wasn't sure of the answer so I merely shrugged. Polly nodded and stepped back, holding the door open as an invitation to step into her apartment. I hesitated for a few brief seconds before stepping in. Upon entering, there was a hallway that lead into a small living room. There was a round coffee table in the middle of a tan over stuffed couch and chair. There were brown throwpillows on the couch. The walls were beige and no carpet was on the floors. They shined a beautiful mahagony. There was a masculine touch to the apartment but it was obvious a woman lived in it..why I couldn't tell, perhaps it was because I knew a woman lived here. Book cases lined the walls stuffed full of books of every title. There was no television to be seen and a record player sat in the corner. It was comfortable and welcoming. Polly lowered herself onto the couch and curled her legs underneith her. She folded her hands behind her head and stared at me. "You're more then welcome to sit down girl." I caught her eyes and bit my lip. I still didn't know why I was here or what to say. She laughed. "I'm not gonna bite ya girl. Go ahead an' sit down." I couldn't continue standing there like an idiot so I sat down in the chair. I folded my hands demurely in my lap after pulling my nightshirt over my knees. "So." I said. "So." She mimicked. I laughed then, realizing how rediculous I was being. Why was I so nervous in the company of this woman? There was no reason. After admitting this to myself I relaxed. We started discussing books and our favorites. During one point in the conversation, I was stressing a point and had moved to the couch to explain what I felt about Polluck's art. By six AM, we had out talked ourselves. I glanced down at my watch and made a small groan. "Oh no. It's already six. I didn't sleep very much and I was planning on driving home today." Polly put her hand over mine. "Stay another night girl. You don't wanna be drivin' on no sleep an' the storm is supposed to keep goin' throughout the day. Rain and lack of sleep while drivin' isn't a good combination." I nodded. "I suppose you're right. And all that's waiting for me is my apartment. There is no harm in staying one more night." She smiled at me and leaned over into me. For a moment, I thought she was going to kiss me again. My heart stopped and my eyes started closing. I felt her hand on my forehead and realized she was just brushing a stray lock of hair that had fallen into my face. A rush of diappointment filled me. My eyes snapped back open and I saw her grinning at me. My eyes lowered and my teeth found my lower lip. I chewed for a moment, then looked at her. "Polly." I started, then stopped. What was I going to say? I wasn't even sure until it all started pouring out of my mouth. "In the hallway, last night, when you...when you kissed me..." "Yes?" "Well...I enjoyed it. And I keep expecting you to do it again but you don't. Why is that?" Oh Lord. What had I just said? "I didn't wanna be making you feel like you were being pressured girl. Plus, you'd had a bit of drinks in ya last night." "Well...I don't feel pressured at all." She stared at me for a moment and then leaned in as she had moments before. This time it wasn't to brush my hair out of my face. This time, her lips captured mine and her hand intwined itself into my hair. I returned that kiss with as much passion as I could give. Bringing my hands up to her shoulders I drew her closer and a small sound escaped from my mouth. She gently pushed me on my back, never breaking the kiss, and laid on top of me. It was a heady experience, this kiss. Her breasts pressed against mine and our legs were entwined. Finally she broke away and studied my face. "You really are beautiful Nora-girl." She murmured and leaned in to kiss me again. This time the kiss didn't last as long. She kissed me for a few moments then moved her kisses to my cheeks and down to my neck. Spreading light bites and kisses down my neck she brought her hands to mine and squeezed them lightly in question. I squeezed them back as a yes. She kissed back up my neck to my lips and caught my mouth in an almost bruising kiss. I gasped and pressed my body against hers. Pulling away, Polly herself up to her knees and looked at my body. She smiled a gentle smile and brought her hands to the bottom of my nightshirt. My teeth immediately found my lip as I stifled back my nervousness. I wasn't quite sure what would happen and I was terrified but breathless with anticipation at the same time. Slowly, ever so slowly, she inched the shirt up my body, exposing my legs, belly and breasts. She pulled the shirt over my head and tossed it to the side. I swallowed hard and stared at her. I could feel my eyes widen. She brought her hands to my belly and lightly drew them up my body to my face, cupping it in her hands and kissing me again. I pushed her up and moved to remove her undershirt. Throwing it over by my nightshirt I stared at her breasts. They were larger then mine, full and round with dark nipples that stood out against her skin. I, of course, had seen other women naked, but it wasn't something that I really paid attention to. I had always averted my eyes in shyness because it wasn't proper to stare at another naked person. Now I couldn't tear my eyes away from her. My gaze slid from her breasts up to her face. There was a look in her eyes, something I wasn't familiar with. The green had darkened to an almost forest green and I realized what I was seeing. Passion, fire...I had caused this look in her eyes. It was a wonderful feeling and I wanted to...I don't know. I wanted to make it more. We kissed yet again and again, she kissed down my neck. This time, however, she didn't stop at my neck. Her mouth moved down my chest to my breasts. She drew my nipple into her mouth and I gasped, my hands grabbing her head and intwining into her short hair. She sucked and nibbled on my nipple before moving to my other one. It felt SO good. I had never experienced anything like this. The farthest I had gone with a man was some light petting and kissing. There was something similar to an itch between my legs. I had felt that before, when I touched myself in the privacy of my room in the dark. I knew there was only one way to rid myself of that itch... Polly's hands moved down my sides to my legs, lightly rubbing up and down with her fingertips. I pressed myself against her wanting her to do things that I didn't even know how to put into words. She laughed lightly and kissed her way down my belly. Ohhh yes, I knew I wanted her to do something there. I was shaking from the need I felt. She came to my hips and nibbled around them and to my inner thighs. Oh Lord...Oh my Lord. I wanted her to move her lips about an inch to the right. She kissed and licked down my legs and then back up, continuing up my belly and back to my breasts, pausing at them for a few moments then to my lips. I grabbed her head and pulled her to me and kissed her deeply, moaning. "What do you want Nora?" She asked, her voice low and husky. I shook my head. I didn't know how to say what I wanted. It didn't seem right, asking for it, especially asking for what I wanted her to do. "I don't believe that my love. Tell me what you want." She prodded. "I...I want..." She nodded at me. "I want you to..." I just couldn't say it. Polly brought her hand between my legs, sliding a finger between the lips. "Do you want this?" I nodded my head vigorously. She leaned in and put her lips by my ear, catching it between her teeth. "Would you like me to put my mouth down there Nora?" "Oh...Oh God, yes!" She smiled and kissed me briefly. Sliding down my body she spread my legs and pressed her finger on my center. I moaned and my hips jerked up to meet her. She laughed lightly and slid her hands under my hips and brought me to her mouth. Her tongue find it's way between my lips and began to wirlwind of movements, moving back and forth on my clitoris. At the first touch of her tongue on me I moaned loudly, then clapped my hand to my mouth. She stopped for a moment and shook her head. "No Nora. Don't cover up your noises. I love to hear them." I moved my hand away and she continued. I was completely on fire, my body writhing against her mouth. Digging my hands into her hair, I gasped and moaned as one of her fingers moved inside of me. The combination of her tongue and finger drove me over the edge and I jerked up, a scream building in my throat. My breathe came in gasps and my breasts were heaving up and down. I could feel the pressure building inside of me, starting where her tongue was and moving throughout my entire body until it exploded bringing me to heights of pleasure. The scream erupted from my throat and my fingers dug into her scalp as the orgasm wracked my entire body. I fell back, gasping, expecting her to stop. When she didn't, a whimper escaped my mouth. Polly continued licking my clit and this time slipped two fingers inside of me. She curled them upward and used her other hand to spread the folds of my clit, putting her tongue directing on the most sensitive part of me. She lightly moved it back and forth as her fingers inside of me curled against what I know now, as my G-Spot. Within moments I was wracked with another orgasm, this one more intense then the last. I was jerking up and down against her, unintelligible noises escaping my mouth. My head was thrown back and my body was covered with a light sheen of sweat as my toes curled into the couch and I grabbed at air. Finally, I fell back into the couch. Polly slid her body up mine and propped herself up on her elbows on either side of my head. She grinned at me. "Well Nora-girl. That was possibly the best damn thing I've ever had the pleasure of causing." I laughed, embarrassed. "Don't be embarrassed girl. It was amazing." I smiled at her. "That was...I don't know what that was. It was unbelievable. I've never...never experienced anything like it." She grinned. "Glad I could help ya girl." "I want...I want to do that...to you, that is." I stammered. "Do you?" She asked. "Oh yes! But...I've never done anything like that. I mean...I've never even been with a man." She smiled. "Well darlin', this is better. Much better." I rolled her off me and stood up, pressing her on her back. I went to the bottom of the sofa and pulled the pajama pants down her legs. I looked down at her body. It was beautiful to me. I wanted to do so much but didn't know where to start or even how to do it. I looked at her and she smiled patiently. Biting my lip, I knelt on the couch and touched her breasts. I cupped them in my hands as best as I could and rolled her nipples between my fingers. Her beathe caught in her throat. I leaned down and tentatively licked one nipple, then the other. Then I brought them into my mouth, squeezing her breasts together and going back and forth between them. Polly's hands found my long hair and pressed me to her chest. Then I kissed down her belly and gazed between her legs. It was now or never. I chose now. Lowering myself on the couch I spread her legs as she had spread mine and kissed her thighs. I slid my tongue between the lips and marveled at how it felt. It was soft and wet. A taste like I couldn't describe filled my mouth, not unpleasent at all. I licked her clit once, twice and looked up at her. Her eyes were closed and a small smile played on her lips. Bringing my concentration back to the task before me, I licked again, softly, slowly up and down the entire length. I stuck my tongue in the hole as best I could...that didn't really seem to work so I went back to her clit. I tensed my tongue up and made it pointy and licked up and down slowly, repeatedly. Then I started to go faster. Polly was moaning softly as I grasped her hips in my hands and used my tongue on her. Her moans got louder and closer together and I was excited by them. I put fingers in her like she'd done to me and pumped them in and out of her as I made circles on her clit. She pushed her pelvis against me. "Ohhh...ohhh yes...Oh yes Nora, yes...mmmmm..." She was moaning and gasping and suddenly her muscles contracted against my fingers. Her entire body got tense and a low, long moan came out as she came. Suddenly she pushed me away from her. I looked at her questioningly. "Nora-girl, that's good darlin'. I can't take it more then once." She pulled me against her and slowly her breathing became normal. We lay like that for a few moments and then she pulled me up and brought me into her bedroom. Upon waking in the early afternoon we made love again, this time we did it at the same time, her on top of me, head between my legs. Polly and I spent all day in bed. She worked that night at the bar and I spent the night again in her bed. The next day, I had to leave. She held me against her and kissed me softly. "Nora-girl, I want you to know you're always welcome here. I don't want ya to think you have to return jus' for me though. You have a job waitin' for ya and a long life to live." I looked at her questioningly. "Jus' go girl. You'll understand later." I went. I ended up not getting the job but was given a position in another state. I moved and was never able to return to the Venus Bar and Inn. Polly was my first and she'll have a special place with me forever. She helped me discover my true self and because of her, I was able to lead a full, true life of complete happiness.