Date: Sun, 26 Mar 2006 20:42:55 -0700 From: Addie Q Subject: Niki & Jess (les - high school story) Please not, the following story has graphic sexual content. If you are younger than 18, please do not read any further. Copy write by the author, March 2006 I was alone in the dorm room. This was rare, this late at night. My roommate Niki wasn't around, and I was in my little bed reading a book for a class. It was so rare to be alone in the room, the way school and the schedule was set up, it always seemed busy, especially in our small room. But, I couldn't read. The room was quiet and lit only by my bedside lamp. Well - this is a funny thing to admit, but I was touching myself - I was trying to arouse myself. This can be so awkward for me, with all the issues surrounding sex - especially at this school. It's a pretty strict religious environment, and all of us - all the girls at the school have such pressure put on us to be - well, to repress what seems utterly natural. Anyway - It felt so private under the covers. I almost never do this, for some reason it can make me so tense, but it was quiet and it felt good. I had my hand on top my underwear, I was wearing these thin silk panties, and the smoothness of the fabric felt really nice. I couldn't help it. With Niki gone, I may actually really be able to do it this time. It felt nice, and it was so pleasant. I was in no hurry... But then I heard someone at the door with a key, it must be Niki. I quickly sat up and grabbed my book, so it looked like I was reading. I was pretty flustered, and I hoped Niki wouldn't notice anything. The door opened and Niki came into the dorm room looking pale and upset. I could tell something was wrong. "Niki, are you okay?" I asked. "I'm not sure. I - I don't know if I can talk about it right now." Niki replied in a shaky voice. "Are you sure?" I asked "Jess - I can't - not now," said Niki. I wanted to get up, but I thought I should stay in bed. Actually - I thought my underwear might be wet. Niki just stood there, and then sat on the small bed, it was next to mine. She was facing me. Niki had a haunted look in her eye. "Niki, if you want to talk, please know you can talk to me." I said. "I know, and thank you." Niki said. "We are best friends, so don't worry about anything." I said, trying to be as comforting as she could. I was pretty sure I knew where she had been, and I understood why she was upset. She had been with Terri and Marcia down the hall, and I think I knew what had happened. Niki kicked off her shoes. She was still wearing her uniform from the day. This was an all girls' school and the rules were very strict, we had to wear our uniform anytime we were on campus. She had on the wool skirt, tall socks and the shirt with the wool jacket. She usually looked great in the uniform, but there was something awkward about her right then. Niki pulled off her socks, and set them near her shoes. She got up and got her long nightgown out of the closet and walked into our tiny bathroom. She closed the door behind her. Niki would always change her clothes in the bathroom. In all our time as roommates, and as best friends, I had actually never seen her without clothes. And there were only a very few times when I saw her in her underwear. She was very self-conscious about nudity. I know I had changed my clothes in front of her, and she had definitely seen me naked a few times. But, it seemed to make her uncomfortable, so I started to change in the bathroom too. Niki was small and fit. She had a really wonderful figure, and I had even told her that. I was always envious at how petite she was. I was a lot bigger than her; I'm tall with wide shoulders. But her breast are bigger, mine are so tiny. I had once told her that we should trade boobs, it was only a joke, but she very quickly admonished me and told me that my breasts were perfect. That made me feel so good, to hear her say that. Niki walked out of the bathroom and climbed into her tiny bed. She was wearing her long cotton nightgown. It seemed sort of old fashioned. I used to call it her 'little house on the prairie' nightgown. I still had that book in my hands, but I wasn't reading. I put the book down. "I can tell something's wrong. I'm worried. So, whatever you need - I'm totally here for you." I said. "Oh Jess, that's good to know. Thanks." Niki lay there, staring blankly at the ceiling. With the cover's pulled up against her chin. She looked really sad. "Does the light bother you?" I asked. "No, please, don't worry about me." She replied. I thought about trying to read, but the silence was awkward. I was really concerned, something had happened. Niki could be so sad sometimes. She would go through long periods when she didn't seem happy. And I could get so worried for her. After a while, Niki spoke up, "Jess, before I came in tonight - I was down the hall in Terri and Marcia's room." "Yes," I said. "They had - they had..." Niki trailed off. "It's okay, nothing you say will upset me." "They had a disc, and they played it on their computer, it was a video, it was just a few minutes long and..." "Yes..." "It was - oh god, it was..." Niki couldn't say anything else. "Niki, was it, this video, some sort of pornography?" I carefully asked. "Yes, yes it was." Niki sounded like she might cry. "I know, they told me about it, they asked me to come over to see it earlier in the day." "Oh Jess, I'm so embarrassed." "Niki - please, it's okay. You didn't do anything wrong." "They played it over and over, and I can't believe I didn't just leave their room." "Don't feel bad, you didn't do anything wrong." "I feel so - so, dirty." "Oh Niki, don't - I know you better than anyone in the world. You're so wonderful, please don't beat yourself up about this." I felt terrible for Niki. She seemed so upset; all the repression at this school was too much for Niki. She really had a hard time with it and she suffered way too much. We often complained about this place, and why couldn't we go to a normal high school. There were a lot of pressures that came with this place, and we both hated how it could make us feel. She had such a load of issues surrounding sex. So did I, but for some reason, it could be especially hard on Niki. "I'm going to try and sleep," Niki said in a sad voice "Okay, I'm going to turn the light off - I'm done reading anyway, and it's late." I replied. I turned the bedside light off. I didn't know what else to do. "Goodnight Niki, you know I care for you." "That means a lot to me. G'night." The silence was awkward. And I was trying to think of some way to help Niki, something I could do. I was way too worried about her to do anything but stare at the ceiling. I knew I wasn't going to fall asleep. But, I heard something. It was Niki crying. "Niki? What is it?" I asked. There was no reply. I sat up and turned on the light, and said, "Oh baby, it's all right." Niki had her back to me, and she was shaking as she cried. Oh god, it made me feel so sad for her. I got up, and sat on Niki's bed, really close to her. I was wearing those thin silk panties, and an old white cotton shirt, it was a man's shirt with buttons down the front. I put her hand on Niki's shoulder and said, "Shhhhh, baby - I'm here." Oh my god, I could see Niki was sucking her thumb. This was something I had seen only few times, and it meant that Niki was really upset. "Come here." I said, and then I put her arm around Niki. Niki turned over and reached around and put both arms around me, I was sitting upright on the edge of the bed. I gently stroked Niki's short brown hair. "You just cry if you need to - I'm here." I whispered. "Oh Jess..." and she sobbed even harder. Niki started to shake, and she squeezed me really tight around my waist. She had her face pressed against my lap. Oh god, I knew my panties were wet, and now Niki had her face there. Niki was crying really hard, sobbing in a way that really worried me. It went on for a long time, this hard emotional release, and I felt so bad for her. She pressed her face really hard into my lap, her nose was literally pressed into my crotch. I thought I should be embarrassed or something, but it was so emotional it seemed to be something tender and important. She was crying so hard that everything in my lap was getting wet anyway. So, I can't imagine she really noticed anything. "It's okay - let it out," I whispered as I held Niki. The crying went on for a few minutes, and now my panties were definitely getting wet, right in my lap, but it was from her tears. Niki was holding me with both arms, and it seemed her nose was pushed against my pubic hair. I thought that she must be able to smell me, and it may sound strange, but the thought seemed really nice. I carefully stroked her hair, with her head in my lap. Little by little the crying stopped, but Niki still held on just as tight. As she stopped crying, I realized that my old white shirt was only buttoned with twice, up near my chest and it was open at my belly. Then Niki said, "Thank you Jess." "Oh Niki, You know I'm here for you. Are you okay?" "I don't know what's wrong with me." "Tell me if you want to," I said. There was a long silence. Then I said, "Niki, if you don't want to talk about it, that's just fine. I'm your best friend and I'm right here." I was still sitting upright on the bed, and Niki was still holding me tightly around my waist and her face against my wet lap. I quietly said, "Keep a hold of me - I'm going to lie down." Then I moved enough to lift the covers and slid in to the tiny bed next to Niki. I had my head on the pillow, and Niki was still holding on around my waist. Niki's head was now on my belly. "Is this okay, are you comfortable?" I asked. "Yes, this is really nice." I carefully arranged the blanket so it covered Niki up to her shoulders. The feeling was warm and cozy. There was a long silence. Then Niki quietly said, "It was that movie, it was so... Oh - I don't know." "Do you want to tell me about it?" I asked. "I really didn't know what to expect, and I was so shocked by it. It was so, I don't know - so graphic." "Go on." "Listen, I've never seen a - well a movie like that before - ever. And they both were really excited to see it. So we all sat there, and when it came on, it was just - such a surprise." Niki said. "I'm listening." "I was just..." Niki trailed off. Then I said, "Just so you know, last night Terri and Marcia asked me over to watch their movie. They told me what it was. And I thought about it, and I almost went - but I just didn't have the nerve to go over there." Niki just held on to me as I continued. "I was - I was scared I guess, scared that I would... enjoy it. So, I didn't go into their room." "Really?" Niki asked. "Yes, so in a way I'm really of proud of you," I said. "I don't feel that way." "What was it like?" I asked. "Oh god, it was so intense. I don't know if I can say..." "It's okay, I'm really curious." "Well ... It wasn't very long, and it showed this woman on a bed and - and this guy was - was, well he was, you know..." "Tell me." Said Jess. At that point Niki explained a little of what happened, and I kept on asking for more details. She sat up a little as we talked, and I could see that she was getting excited and animated while talking. Niki would get a little less embarrassed and then with some prodding from me, she would explain some more. The talking seemed to help. But the way she talked about it, it sounded kind of vulgar. She painted an ugly picture, the guy sounded mean and brutish. The woman sounded sad, like a victim. Niki said, "Terri and Marcia really liked it, and they watched some of the scenes over and over." The way she said it, I could tell she didn't like it the same way they did. Then we got a little giggly. Niki was letting herself get much more relaxed, and the whole thing started to seem sort of funny. She made fun of the music in the movie, and said the woman had obviously had a boob-job. I actually asked a lot of questions. We laughed about it, and then we both got quiet. "Then Terri put in this other movie," Niki said. I could immediately hear something heavy in her voice. "Another move? They have another one?" I asked. "Yeah, they put it in after..." "Really?" I asked. She didn't answer, and she stayed silent. Finally I asked, "Well - what was the other movie like?" Niki thought for a moment and said, "It started with two women - girls, I guess - and they were on a big couch together..." "And?" I asked. "And they took turns combing each other's hair." Niki said. "Go on..." I asked. She went on to explain what they looked like and what they wore. And how they eventually kissed. "Wait, was there any man in this video?" I asked. "No - it was just these two pretty girls." Niki replied. I was surprised, maybe I'm slow, but it took me a moment to figure out what kind of movie this was. I said, "Go on..." Niki carefully went on to say what they did, and now she wasn't giggly at all, her tone was very serious. She told me how they undressed each other, and how they looked naked, and what they sounded like. I could tell by her voice that this movie had huge emotional impact on her. She sounded so sincere and I was completely transfixed by her every word. Then she said, "Is this okay? Should I go on?" I wanted to hear about it, but - I was mostly surprised to hear how emotional this sounded for Niki. Her voice was so weighty, and I rarely heard her like this. "Please - Yes, I wanna hear about it." I replied. "Okay, well - I mean, it gets really graphic." "Niki, please, I wanna hear what happens." She slowly described exactly what they did. I was really surprised to hear her say the things she was saying. I hadn't ever heard her talk like this. She carefully described how the two girls kissed and sucked each other's nipples. I couldn't believe how exhilarating this was for me, hearing her talk - her voice - and the vivid picture she was painting. Whenever she would pause I would ask, "Then what?" She carefully explained how one of the girls licked the others vagina, at that point I sort of gasped. Niki immediately asked, "Oh Jess, should I stop talking about this?" "No," I blurted out. I felt like I must have sounded really turned-on, and I tried to sound calm and said, "Please, it's okay - what happened next?" Niki spent the next few minutes describing things I found amazingly thrilling. Niki talked a lot, and it was really intimate stuff. At one point she explained about a camera close up, she said, "You could clearly see the girl's, well - her anus, and things were all wet, and the other girl was licking everything." Then she was quiet, and I had no idea what she was thinking. "Niki, can I ask you something." "Okay." She answered quietly. "You don't have to answer this." "Okay." "Did you enjoy watching the movie?" Niki didn't answer. "Well," I said. "I think that I would have enjoyed it." There was an awkward silence, and I went on to say, "Niki, please don't be upset with me. It just sounds like it would have been really exciting to see." Niki sort of tried to squirm away from me. The single bed was tiny, so there really wasn't anywhere to go, so - with my arm still around her, I held her in place and said, "Oh please, come here." I pulled Niki right back where she had been. Then Niki said, "Oh Jess, I'm just too sensitive about this kind of stuff." "I love that you're so sensitive." I said. And then Niki gave me a big hug. I was lying on my back, and Niki was on her side. I had one arm around Niki, and she had her head on my shoulder. We've had hugged plenty of times, and we've even taken naps together on the same bed. This closeness felt totally comfortable and natural. I kissed Niki on the top of her head. She had short blond hair, and I could smell her shampoo. I whispered, "I love you, Niki." It felt so wonderful to say it, it was so true. She was my best friend in the world. Niki hugged me tight. We lay there like that for a long while, maybe fifteen minutes, and I thought I might fall asleep. This was so nice, holding on to Niki and drifting off to sleep. But, I had no idea if it was okay with her. "Niki, are you awake?" I whispered "Yes." "Do you want your bed back for yourself?" I asked. "No, please stay," said Niki. Then Niki put one leg across my middle and she squeezed me tight. It felt so amazingly good, having her all wrapped around me, squeezing with such intensity. "Okay. Let me turn the light off." I said, and then I reached over and switched off the little bedside lamp. The room was black, except for a pale blue glow coming in the window. I felt so happy and content. "Are you comfy?" I asked. "Yes, this is nice," answered Niki, and she snuggled a little closer. "You're right - It is nice," I said, and then I touched Niki's soft hair, and said "Good night, Niki." The way were laying and the way I was holding her, my hand was on her back, and I rubbed her a little. Niki whispered, "Thanks, Jess. I'm so glad we're friends." "Niki I worry about you sometimes - you can be so serious." As I said this, I gently rubbed her back. "I know, and I wish I wasn't. I feel so closed off." "Don't worry about how you are around me - it's all okay." As I was rubbing her back, I could feel her bra under her nightgown. I was a little surprised, I was pretty sure she never slept wearing it. "Niki, you still have your bra on." I said, and as soon as I said it, I wished I hadn't - it just seemed such an awkward thing to say. But Niki didn't seem fazed, "Yeah, sometimes I sleep with it on - and sometimes I just forget to take it off." She said in a sort of a sad way. "God, I could never sleep with my bra on. I couldn't relax." I said. Niki was quiet for a little while and then said, "I don't know, maybe the stuff in those movies made me feel all nervous. I think I was too worried to take it off." "What do you mean?" I asked. "I didn't want to see myself in the mirror without it on." That sounded so incredibly sad, and I thought I might cry. "Niki, you don't need feel bad at all about anything - Okay?" As I said this I kissed the top of her head. "Especially around me, there's nothing to feel bad about - ever." She whispered, "Thank you." We lay there together in the dark, under the covers and Niki held me tight, with her arms and her leg. It was calm and comfortable. There was a faint glow from the window and the moonlight outside. I could see the outline of Niki, I could see her breathing. It was beautiful. I was starting to drift off to sleep. Then quietly Niki said, "The girl in the movie both had and orgasm." "What?" I said, jolted out of my half sleep. "The girl in the movie had an orgasm." I was awake now, and asked, "What, what happened?" "Oh my god, it was so intense! It was, well - that's why we watched it over and over." Niki said. She seemed eager to talk. "Why didn't you say that before?" "It was just so, I don't know - so intense." "Well, c'mon - Tell me about it." Niki was fully awake and enthusiastic to talk, and I was hungry to listen. Niki sounded so excited while she was explaining, as best she could, the events of the video. All the while, Niki never let go of the tight hold she had on me. Listening to her, oh my god, it was almost too much. And the closeness with Niki, in the dark, just our quiet voices and her warm body wrapped around me. For me, it was wonderfully emotional. It was obviously emotional for Niki too, I could hear it in her voice. As she talked, Niki pressed herself close, and moved her leg so her knee was now on my chest, right between my breasts. I didn't have a bra on, and I wondered if she could tell, if she could feel anything with her knee. And she kept on talking, carefully explaining a lot of very sexually explicit details. She shifted a little, squeezing me tighter, and her ankle was about on my belly button, and her foot was resting on my panties, right on my crotch. Right on the wet spot, the area that was damp from her tears. Finally Niki said, "Oh god, I can't believe I'm talking about this." "Now I really want to see it." I added. And that was the truth. Everything she described sounds so thrilling. "Oh Jess, please, don't make fun of me." "No, Jess - I'm not making fun of you at all. Your descriptions sound - well, everything you said makes really want to see it - I mean, it would have made me really excited." "Are you sure?" "Yes, I'm sure. What happened next?" "Well - The blond girl was on her back, and her nipples were really hard..." "How hard?" I blurted out. I couldn't believe I said that, because it was such an issue for me - and Niki knew it. For some reason, my nipples can get really hard, to the point where it's awkward for me to wear certain clothes, even with a bra. My nipples always seem to show through whatever I wear, even our school uniform - even with a bra. And at a place this conservative, that's pretty un-cool. I've talked about it with Niki so many times, and how it can be embarrassing. And, she's definitely seen me walk across the room naked, so she knows exactly what my nipples look like. "How hard?" I asked again. "Well - she, the red haired girl, had small breasts, they were really pretty- and, she was on her back so her nipples were pointing straight up. They were - uhhm, they were really hard - and..." Niki trailed off, she might as well have been describing me - red hair, lying on my back, small breasts and my hard little nipples. I think she knew how much she was describing me. It was a really weird feeling. Then, I let go of Niki, and carefully moved my arms, setting them above my head so they were lying on the bed, resting with my palms up. It was dark, but Niki could easily feel exactly what I was doing. I quietly asked, "The red haired girl, where were her arms?" There was a long pause, and Niki whispered, "They were, on the bed - over her head." As she said this, I thought I could feel her shake a little - as she held me tight. Then I asked, "How did her breasts look?" "What?" "How did her breasts look, with her arms like that?" Niki spoke so softly that I could barely hear here. She said, "With her arms like that, it made her breasts seem really small, really flat - like a little girl. And - she looked really pretty." I lay there for a long time in silence, with my arms on the bed - over her head. In this pose my breasts seem really small, really flat - like a little girl. Niki was holding me tight, and she felt so warm and so sweet. We were both still and quiet. I think we both realized how intense and strange the moment had become. For me, it felt wonderful and calming. And, I could feel Niki's foot on my damp panties, it felt so small and delicate. Whatever was happening - it felt really emotional and true. Maybe I should have felt confused or worried, but I didn't. I felt good. Then I moved my arms back around Niki and held her close. "What happened next?" I asked, as casually as I could. "Well - the girl with the dark hair was on top and she was..." "Like - lying on top?" I asked. "No, she was..." Again, she trailed off. "Please Niki, I really want to hear this." I said. Niki took a deep breath and continued, "She wasn't lying on top, she was on her knees, kind of squatting so her - I mean, so her - her vaginal lips were right against the red haired girl's erect nipple. The camera was really close, I mean really close - and she rubbed herself back and fourth and her nipple was pushed up inside." "What?" "Her nipple was hard enough to slip in..." "Slip in? What do you mean?" I interrupted. "Her nipple was inside the other girls vagina, and - and everything was so wet." "How wet." "It was wet enough that it dripped down over the red haired girl's breast, and down between her little boobs, all over her chest." "Oh God," I whispered, and Niki must have heard the lust in my voice - I sounded like I was moaning. "Their skin was so wet, I mean it was all slippery, enough to make the nipple slide really smoothly." I was entranced by Niki's voice, it was like a drug, "Go on..." "The red haired girl kind of held her breast, so she could help rub. And she rubbed it slowly back and fourth, over and over - over and over." "Go on..." "I don't know how she did it, but you could see the nipple was inside, and it was slippery and wet. And she was rubbing it against her - well, her clitoris." "You could see that?" I asked. "Oh yeah, like I said, the camera was really close, and she kept rubbing and rubbing, and it got wetter and wetter." "Oh god, Go on..." Niki must have heard the excitement in my voice. I was getting so turned-on by her description. I know that she could tell, and she seemed like she was trying to get me even more excited with ever-more vivid descriptions. "Please - Go on..." "The girl on top started to - well, she started to kind of shiver." "Go on..." "She was moaning and it looked like she lost control, like her hips were rubbing - like it was uncontrollable..." "Go on..." "This went on for a little while - there was this weird rhythm, and the girl on the bottom kind of arched her back, to push herself in more." "Go on..." "There was this kind of wet noise, I mean - the kind of squishy sound and it was really clear on the video - that sound." "Go on..." "And it got faster and faster, and then she..." "Go on..." "She kind of trembled, and screamed and she - she..." "What?" "She - well, was shivering, and she kind of squirted all over the other girl's breasts." "What?" "I mean - well, she literally squirted right on the other girl's breasts." "What?" "It looked like she was peeing." I think that I kind of gasped. I took a deep breath and then I said, "Oh my God, Niki - It sounds wonderful." "Yeah, I made them show that scene over and over," Niki said. "Really?" I asked. "Oh God, I mean - like twenty times." Wow - I couldn't imagine, and to hear it from Niki was just electric. We lay there in silence for a few minutes. I think I was breathing harder than maybe I should have been, and she must have felt it. And, I realized when were both hugging each other really tight, it was like we were both frightened. Niki was clinging to me, and I could smell her hair. I finally broke the quiet and asked, "What did she sound like?" "You want me to explain it?" "Yes - really, how did she sound?" I asked. "Well, I guess she moaned, and sort of screamed." "How?" "Jess, do you want me to sound it out for you?" "Yeah, please." "Really?" "C'mon..." "Oh my god, okay I'll try." And then Niki started to breath deep and pant. Until tonight, she had almost never mentioned sex around me, and now she was mimicking an orgasm. I was absolutely shocked at how excited she made me. It didn't last long and she said, "I can't do this, I feel so funny doing this - sorry." "Oh my god Niki, it sounds really - I don't know, really powerful." I said in a shaky voice. "Please keep going." Niki said, "I don't think I can..." "Please Niki..." I begged. Niki started again and kept on moaning and breathing, and as part of it she seemed to squeeze me even tighter. I couldn't help it, but I squeezed her tighter too. We were clinging so desperately, I was worried my arms might start to get sore. "And - and she kind of squealed out, 'I'm coming - I'm coming!' and then..." "And then... what?" I asked. "Well, she came, and things got really wet. That's when she kind of - well, squirted all over the red haired girl's breasts." Niki said in this really happy way. I was speechless. Niki was always so private and tense, and to hear her say 'coming' and to hear her so excited about it was enormously exciting. I couldn't believe she said it. For a long time we quietly lay there together. I felt so close to Niki, and I wanted to share something with her. Maybe it was bold of me to say this, but right then, it felt so natural to be honest with her. Then I softly stated, "Niki, I'm going to tell you something I've never told anyone." "Jess, it's okay - I won't tell anyone." I paused, and then slowly said, "I have never - I've never had an orgasm." After a moment, Niki responded, very quietly, "Neither have I" I nervously said, "Oh Niki, we're quite a pair - aren't we." She replied, "We sure are." Right then, I was very aware that her small foot was gently resting on my wet underwear. At this point I had no idea if they were wet from her tears, or from listening to her talk. Now I wanted desperately to talk even more, it had become so liberating. It was a huge turn-on, and I wanted more. I wanted to tell Niki about me - secret things. I slowly said, "I have tried - I've tried to do it myself, a bunch of times, but I always get, oh - I guess I get nervous." Then I added, "Oh Jeez, I hope that wasn't to personal." Niki said, "No. At least you tried. I'm too scared to even do that." She sounded like she was happy, like she appreciated me being so honest. Then I said, "I've tried it in bed, here - but I was so nervous." Niki asked, "Was I in the room?" "Yes." "In your bed, right next to me?" She asked. "Yes" "Really?" "Yes" Oh god, I was suddenly aware that my heart was pounding. Could Niki feel it against her head as it lay on my shoulder? It was beating so loudly, she had to have noticed. "Was I asleep?" Niki asked. "I think so." "Jess, you tried to? Really?" "I can't believe I just told you that." I said. Niki said, "Oh no, Jess - it's okay." "I'm sorry." I don't quite know why I said that. We lay there for a moment, the only sound was my bounding heart. Then, Niki very quietly said, "Wake me up next time." "W-what?" "Wake me up next time" "Niki?" Then Niki squeezed me really tight and whispered, "Jess, I would love to watch." "What? Oh Niki, you're kidding, aren't you?" I said. Oh god, how did my voice sound? What could I say? I was so incredibly excited, and she definitely must have heard it in my voice. "Jess, no - I'm not kidding." "Oh god, Niki - It would be too, I mean - I don't know..." I stammered. Then Niki asked, very slowly and quietly, "Do you think - if I was watching, do you think you could come?" "Niki, I don't know, I don't think I could - it would be too..." I trailed off. I was really surprised at Niki, but I was also getting emotional, I thought I might start to cry. "Please." said Niki in a pleading voice. "I - I don't know if - I mean - I would be too..." I was mumbling and in shock. Niki whispered, so quietly I could barely hear her. "Oh Jess - I think it would be really nice." "Shhhhh, Niki," I said. What I wanted to say was that I would love too let her watch, I wanted to show her, right now. I was enormously excited. But, I just lay there quiet and I touched the top of Niki's head, and gently stroked her short pretty hair. Niki moved her foot, it felt like she pressed her toes just a little down in between my legs, onto my wet underwear. I kissed the top of Niki's head, and her little foot pressed harder. "Jess, I tried to - just once, and - I got so..." Niki said. "Go on." I whispered. Tell me - tell me, I thought. Tell me - I want to hear you talk... "I couldn't - I mean I didn't really do it, I don't think..." "What happened" I asked. "I - got so wet that it scared me, I had to stop." I asked, "What do you mean, it scared you?" "I didn't know what was happening - I never had that happen before, and it was just so wet." "Really? What happened? How wet?" I asked, and now I know that I sounded really turned-on. The thought was so thrilling. My heart was on fire, she had to be able to feel it pounding. Niki slowly answered, in a tiny whisper, "So wet that I was sure the sound it made would wake you." "The sound?" "The wet sound." she said. "H-how wet?" "I mean - like, it was pretty wet..." "Really?" "Yeah, I didn't know what was happening - I mean, it got really wet," Niki whispered. "Niki, can you tell me - I mean, how wet?" "Well, I really thought I had peed on myself. Oh god, there was a really big puddle on the sheet. ." "And - was I in that bed, right here, right next to you?" "Yeah - I didn't want to wake you." "Oh God, Niki. Are you sure you - I mean, did you come?" Then Niki slowly spoke, each word careful and deliberate, "I'm not sure what happened. My panties were off, and everything felt so good - I mean really good." "Go on..." I whispered. "Then, suddenly - my hands got all wet. My heart was pounding, I thought I woke you. And - I was sitting in that puddle, and it was really hot and the wetness had dripped down in between my butt cheeks, and it was really slippery, all in my bottom. I reached my hand around to feel inside my - well, my ass between my cheeks, and it was - everything was so warm and slippery." I couldn't believe she said that, but it sounded so delicious. I was breathing hard and I made no attempt to hide it. Then I kissed her again. Gently, on the top of her head. We lay there under the covers, both of us very much awake. This was like some beautiful dream. I was gently playing with Niki's short hair. I was so shocked that I didn't really know what to think. Then, Niki hugged me really tight, it was a desperate emotional hug. It sort of squeezed the air out of me. "Jess, it feels so good that I can say all this to you." Niki said. "Niki, It does - It feels really good to hear it." I said. "I love you so much," Niki whispered. "I love you too." The silence was strange. I wanted to talk more. To say more. To hear more. I wanted to hear Niki talk. I was amazed at what we had both said, and I wanted more. Then I said, "Niki, just before you came in tonight. I - I wasn't really reading." "What do you mean?" "Well, you were gone, and..." "What?" "And - I was in bed..." "Tell me, please." Niki asked. "I was, I was in bed touching myself." "Really?" "Yeah, I was - really." "Like - masturbating?" "Yes." "Did you come? I mean - did you orgasm?" Niki asked. "No. I was just, I was only touching myself." "What, I mean - how were you doing it?" Niki asked. I couldn't believe she was asking me this, she sounded so happy and eager, it was like she was asking about my favorite music. "Do you really want to know?" I asked cautiously. "Yes." Now her foot was definitely pressing hard into my crotch, on the soggy spot on my panties. "Well, I was on my back..." I said cautiously. "Like you are now?" "Yes." "And what were you doing?" Niki asked, in a really open way, it felt nice to hear her voice. It was really soothing for me. "Well, I had my hand on - on my underwear." "Go on," Niki said. "I don't know if..." "Oh Jess - Please tell me." "Niki, do you really want to hear this?" "Yes." "I was, I was... Oh Niki, it's just too..." "Oh please." I realized that she really desperately wanted me to explain. And it was so nice to hear her so excited and happy. I decided at that moment not to be shy or to hold anything back. I wanted to tell her everything. "I spread my legs out, pretty wide." "Like they are now?" "Oh no, a lot wider" "How wide?" So I slowly spread my legs under the covers, to a point where Niki had to move a little to the side to make room. But she kept her small foot firmly in between my legs. I was somehow really comforted by this, really - it felt warm and loving, with her toes pressed on my damp panties. Then I said, "They were this wide." When Niki moved, her face ended up on my chest; and she moved just a little more. Now Niki's face was pressed directly against my small breasts. Even though I'm taller than Niki, my breasts are smaller. And now, without a bra she must have been able to feel my hard nipples against the smooth skin of her cheek. Niki was clinging onto me. Her hands and arms were on my skin under my thin cotton shirt, it was really desperate the way she held on. It felt sweaty and hot. She rubbed her face against my flat chest and I could tell she was breathing a little harder. "Then what?" Niki asked "Then I put my hand on top of my underwear." "On top?" "Yeah - The fabric is really thin and smooth, and it feels really good." "It does?." "These are silk, they aren't fancy - but it feels nice. It's smooth." "Go on." "I put my hand over my pubic hair, and then I let my fingers rub on my - well, my vagina lips through the smooth fabric. I did this slowly until they get a little bit wet." "How long does that take?" Niki asked. "Oh, not long, maybe a few minutes." While I was saying this, and I didn't really know I was doing it, I was playing with Niki's short hair, and rubbing her head. She had her head right on my chest, and I was running my fingers all over her hair and playing with her little ears. "How wet does it get?" Niki Asked. "Uhhm, it's hard to say - it's wet enough to feel, and my panties start to feel wet, and that makes my fingers slide in a really smooth way." Then Niki quietly asked, "Jess, can you... can you?" I paused and took a deep breath, I knew just what she was trying to ask. I quietly said, "You - you want me to do it - do it right now?" "Yes." I took my left hand off of Niki's head, and calmly put it over my panties, like it was the most natural thing in the world. The way Niki had her leg over me, my hand was now against her foot. We were so close that I know Niki could absolutely feel everything I was doing under the covers. My right hand was still wrapped around Niki's back, hugging her. I slowly moved my left hand, I was already pretty wet from everything, from the tears and the talking, and it felt so wonderful. This went on for a few minutes, and I could tell Niki was excited too, she was gently moving her face across my chest. She was rubbing directly across my hard nipples under my thin cotton shirt, the sensation was unbelievable. Then Niki asked, "Jess, can we turn the light on?" "What?" I asked. "Can we turn the light on" "Are you sure?" "Yes, I really want to see." So I took my hand off of Niki's back, and turned on the small bedside reading light. Suddenly, the dorm room was lit and it was a weird shock to see, to really know that this was really happening. The lam was small, and the light had a pale orange color. We were both under the covers, but Niki carefully grabbed the comforter and pulled it off, and let the entire thing slide onto the floor. My head was on the pillow, and I could easily look down and see both of us, Niki's head was on my chest. It was so obvious my nipples were hard, and Niki was looking down at my hand, on top of my thin panties. She was holding onto me tightly, with her hands across my middle. "Are you wet?" Niki asked. "Yes, I'm wet." "How does it feel?" "Oh god, Niki - it feels wonderful." As I said this, I realized that I was starting to cry, and maybe Niki could tell by my voice. Small tears were forming in my eyes. "Tell me what you're doing." I paused and collect myself before answering, "Now, it's wet enough that - um - I rub my..." Niki whispered, "Tell me." I carefully spoke, "Oh god - it's wet enough that I can feel my clitoris, that I can rub it." "Are you doing that now." "Yes." "You can feel it through the silk?" "Yes." "How does it feel?" "Oh God, Niki - It feels so good." Now - with the light on, I could watch Niki, and she was gently moving her face across my thin shirt. She was rubbing agents my hard nipple. She was gently caressing them, through my shirt, with her cheek and nose and eyelids. The feeling was so delicate, and sensual. And now, with my right hand, I was gently touching her hair, and her ear, and her neck. Niki asked, "Jess, do you... Um, do you ever touch your breasts." "Well, not really, maybe a little." "I do..." Niki said. "How? What do you do?" Niki said, "Well, my breasts get really sensitive. And, um - the nipples get really sensitive when I touch them." "Oh Niki, that sounds really nice," I said. "It feels so good." She whispered. "Uhhhm, can you show me?" I asked. Niki let go of that intense grip around my belly and awkwardly started to move until she was sitting up, on her knees. Now was looking down on me. She had on her long nightgown, and she looked so tiny and pretty in the lamplight. The look on her face was so precious, the look of her looking at me. "Oh Niki," And I started to rub faster. The scene was magical. Niki looked so pretty, and I could tell she was focused on my hand as it rubbed against my wet panties. And my nipples looked so hard under the fabric of my shirt. Niki stared down at my hand for a moment, and I tried not to rub to fast or too hard, everything was just too perfect. Then, Niki carefully put her hand up to the buttons on my shirt. Oh my god - she was really doing it, but I could tell she was nervous. "Niki, it's okay." Niki moved her hand up and slowly undid the buttons, and carefully opened my shirt. Now my small breasts were exposed, and she was staring wide eyed at my incredibly hard nipples. I was breathing a little faster. "Oh god, Niki!" I literally moaned. I was shocked that it came out like that, so passionate. Niki stared at me wide-eyed, her mouth hung open and she looked stunned. I was still rubbing myself as smooth and steady as I could. She didn't touch me, I don't know if she could have touched me, she just sat there staring. I knew that my small breasts and hard nipples must have looked similar to what she had carefully explained, just a few minutes before in that scene in the movie. "How wet are you?" Niki asked, while staring at my breasts. "Oh god - I'm wet." Niki was next to me on my right side. She was sort of frozen as she looked at me. "Niki, I - I need you to move," I said. "What? "I need you to move." "Tell me what you want me to do." I asked, "Sit up." And Niki sat up tall and kneeled on the bed next to me. I moved myself higher on the bed, with my head on the pillow against the headboard, so I could easily see everything. "Move down, by my legs." And she moved there. Now I was directly lined up with Niki. My legs were spread wide, and now she was sitting facing me, between my knees. "Move closer to me." I said. Niki moved a little, and she was kneeling right in-between my thighs. We were just barely touching, her knees against the inside of my thighs. "Oh god - oh god," I panted. "Jess, you look so pretty..." Niki seemed hypnotized. She had been holding me tight - just a few minutes earlier, and now she seemed like she was afraid to touch me. She was completely focused as she watched me. I moved my hand from on top of panties, to inside - and I kept on rubbing, slow and smooth. I said slowly, "Niki, I - I need to take my underwear off," I was panting a little. "Please, take them off." "Really?" she asked. "Oh please." She looked at my hand, and then she moved down and put her fingers on the elastic of my panties. My hand was moving inside the thin silk fabric. "Niki, please..." I pointed my legs out straight up in the air, towards the ceiling, and she pulled them off. It was unbelievably thrilling, I repositioned my legs, spread wide. Niki was sitting upright in her long nightgown, staring at me. I had my pants off, and I was rubbing my wet clitoris. My shirt was open showing my bare breasts. Niki looked positively haunted. Her expression was complete astonishment. She stammered, "Jess, I - I..." and then she stopped. "Oh god, Niki. Help me get this shirt off." And that came off too, with Niki's help. Getting it off was a slow gentle process, and Niki was unbelievably tender. I was totally naked now, and rubbing myself while Niki sat between my legs on the tiny bed. She was looking down at my wet hand between my legs. She seemed hypnotized. "Jess, you look so beautiful." Niki said. My hips started to rock, and I said, "Niki, I love you so much." We just looked at each other for a long time. "Tell me what to do." "Take off your nightgown." "What?" "Please, Niki - Take off your nightgown." With that, she started to undo the buttons down her front. She was the most delicious wonderful and perfect image in the world. I was utterly transfixed, as she undid the long row of old fashioned buttons. She was sitting on her knees, and then she sat up and lifted the nightgown up and over her head, and dropped it off the bed. She was now kneeling between my legs, staring at me, wearing just panties and a bra. I propped my head up a little higher on the pillow to see her better. She looked so sensuous in the light of the tiny lamp. "Oh Niki, I - I ..." "Are you - Are you going to come?" "Yes, I think so." "How can I help." she asked. "Oh Niki..." "What can I do?" Then I exclaimed, "Oh god, your panties are so wet!" I hadn't noticed until that moment. There was a large damp area that made her pubic hair show through her thin white underwear. Niki looked down at herself, and she tried to cover the wet spot with her hands, "No! Please, no - it's beautiful." I said, and Niki gently moved her hands away so I cold see. I was transfixed, and I stared with wide eyes. I said it again, "It's beautiful." She stood up tall on her knees with her legs spread, so I could totally focus on her wet panties. "You're so wet..." I whispered. Then Niki looked down at herself, and she seemed so surprised and pleased. She was young and fit, with an utterly beautiful body. Her breast were just a little bigger than mine, and they were perfect and round and lovely - and her white bra made them seem so firm, in a way that only young woman's can be. She could be so nervous about herself, and her sexuality, but right now, she was defiant and happy. She touched her wet panties, and she looked so joyous. It was like she was proud that she could be so wet. "Oh - Niki," I moaned. "Do you think you'll really come?" "I think so..." I kept rubbing, letting Niki look directly at me, at my wet open vagina. I was looking up at Niki, and she was so radiant. She was tall on her knees, and wearing only her bra and wet panties, she looked so amazingly pretty. But, she seemed haunted - like she didn't know what to do. She was afraid to touch me, like it was too intense. Niki carefully reached behind her back, to the clap of her bra. It was obvious what she was doing and I squealed, "Oh Niki, Yes - yes - yes!" Niki undid the clasp and let her bra slide off. Now Niki was just wearing her wet panties, and she looked so happy. Her breasts looked so firm and round, and her nipples were big and pale, almost the same color as her white skin. "Oh Niki - oh god - your - breasts are - so pretty," I said, almost crying. "Jess..." I started to move my hips, I couldn't help it, it happened spontaneously, and Niki could only stare at me. I couldn't believe how electric I felt, how incredibly turned-on I was. She was directly between my legs, looking at my naked body. Niki sat there, and asked, "What can I do to help?" "Can I - can I..." I could barely ask, I was breathing so hard. "What? Tell me." "Oh Niki..." was all I could say. The sight of Niki, and everything that had happened so far was wonderful, but it was also so incredibly intense. I realized that something was wrong, I didn't know if I could keep going, I must have changed my expression because Niki sensed my change. "Jess, what's wrong?" "I - I don't know if I can, I mean - I feel tense or something." I said. "What can I do?" Niki asked. "I don't know..." I slowed down my rubbing, and Niki looked concerned. She stood up tall on her knees. "Can I help?" I had reached some sort of plateau, and I couldn't get beyond it. This was the same reason I had to stop every other time I tried to make myself climax. The mood was changing into something frustrating. "I - I don't think I can..." I stopped, and then I thought I might cry. My eyes started to fill with tears, and my mouth was a trembling frown. Niki didn't say anything. Instead, she looked me right in the eyes, and then slowly took off her wet panties - and now she was completely naked. I gasped, and put both hands up to my mouth and stared without blinking. She looked more beautiful than I could imagine anything being - ever. She tried to smile and asked, "Does this help?" Her blond pubic hair was thin and wet, like there was almost none at all, She looked so magical, so lovely, and she stood tall on her knees so I could see everything. "Niki," I whispered, "Yes, that helps," my hands still at my mouth in an expression of amazement. "Do you think you can come?" She gently whispered. "Oh Niki - I don't know..." Then she took my knees in her hands, she had been reluctant to even touch me just a moment before. But her hands on my knees felt like a jolt of energy. She pushed my knees high to my chest and spread my legs wide. I didn't fight it, I let her move my legs apart. She was focused on my wet crotch. "Oh god Jess," she said in a shaky voice. It sounded so intense that I thought she was frightened. "Are you okay?" I asked. "Yes - yes, I feel wonderful. It's just that..." "What is it?" She spread my knees wider and moved herself lower to look more directly between my legs, and I think I moaned from the sensation. "It's - it's..." "What?" I asked. Niki inhaled and spoke carefully, so I would get the full impact of every word, "Jess, your - I can see everything. And - oh god, you're so wet and the skin in-between your - your butt cheeks is so incredibly smooth and you've dripped down into it and it's so wet." I wanted to say something, but all I could do was breath harder. I moved my hips, and it felt almost involuntarily, so now I was pointing my crotch up to her so she could see better. Niki went on, "Jess, your hair - your pubic hair - is so thin, and so red, and so wet - it's beautiful." Niki paused and slowly said, "And - and your..." and she couldn't finish. "what - tell me?" I asked. Niki carefully replied, "Jess - your anus..." "Niki - tell me." "Oh god, your anus - it looks so tiny, and it's pink - I didn't - I mean - I never thought it could be so pretty." At that point I grabbed my own knees and pulled them as wide as I could and arch my pelvis up toward Niki, trying to show her everything. "Oh god Jess - You're, it's so wonderful - your vagina is all open - and wet - and it's..." Niki stared down for what must have been a full minute, and the whole time I watched her from my pillow. Then, she looked at me and whispered, "Oh Jess, I need to..." And she leaned forward and gently kissed my open vagina. I thought I might scream, the sensation was so intense. She was enormously gentle, and I could watch everything she was doing. I held my knees tight against my own shoulders, and I didn't move at all. I stammered, "Niki - Oh god - Niki..." Niki paused for a moment, and asked cautiously, "Should I stop?" I blurted out, "No -Don't stop - I love you." I was shocked at my response, but it was involuntary - and true. Niki put her mouth back in between my legs. She slowly started to build in intensity, and what was just gentle kissing turned to licking and then sucking. She was getting incredibly into it. She started to suck my small clitoris, and right then I knew it was going to happen. "Niki - don't stop - I'm going to come..." With that she sucked and licked even harder. Her hands moved under my ass, and she started squeezing both cheeks, they were wet and slippery. I was breathing harder and she was making loud sloppy sucking noises. My pelvis started slowly pumping up against her mouth. Suddenly, her tongue moved down a little - Oh my god, she was licking my anus - and I was even closer to exploding. "Niki - Oh god - oh god..." This went on for a few minutes, and I couldn't believe how excited it made me. Then she moved back up to my clit and I watched her - her beautiful face was sopping and glistening. Then I watched as she tried to push her tongue as deep as she could, up into my vagina. I could feel the ecstasy, and I had no idea I could feel this way. I let go of my knees and wrapped my thighs around Niki's head, and I literally started to hump her face, and I started to shudder and then I started to moan - and then I felt like my whole body was vibrating. Then I kind of blurted out, between gasps, "Niki - Oh god - I love you!" Niki started to lick harder than I could have ever imagined. And then it happened. I'm not totally sure what I did, but it was loud and I must have screamed. I felt like my whole body, my whole soul - everything, just released in some giant explosion. It lasted for what seemed an eternity. Then I squealed, "Niki, yes..." The sensitivity of my clitoris had just multiplied, and her tongue felt like electricity. I'm not sure what happened next, I was flooded with an intense rush. I screamed her name again, and I was overcome with a hot wave of passion. She sucked hard, as I convulsed in a heavenly climax. "Oh god- Oh god..." I stammered. Then, as it subsided, Niki looked up at me and said, "Jess - that was so incredible." Her face was literally dripping and she looked absolutely like an angel. I was so overcome with emotion, my first orgasm, all I could say was, "Niki - I love you." With that, Niki crawled up and kissed me, and her face and lips were wet, hot, slippery and delicious. The kiss from Niki was right on my lips, and she kissed hard. She climbed right on top of me, and straddled me. And without any hesitation, she started to rub her crotch against my belly. She whispered, "I love you too." I was still breathing hard, and trying to kiss - and now Niki was rubbing her wet vagina against me. We kissed, and I could taste the wetness, my wetness all over her sopping face and lips. Then Niki broke off the kiss and moved so she could kiss my nose, my forehead and then the top of my head, and she moved a little more. All the while rubbing her slippery lips against my torso. Niki was inching her way up along my belly with her crotch. At first I wasn't sure what she wanted, but I could tell she was trying to do something. Then I realized what it was, she wanted to do what she had seen in the movie. She had talked so much about that scene where the one girl came on the other girl's breast. She had obsessed about it. As soon as I knew, I said aloud to Niki, "Please - relax, I can..." and I trailed off. "What?" "Niki, hold onto the headboard of the bed." Niki had to lean over me to grab the wood frame at the head of the bed, and in doing so she was hovering above me. Her perfect breasts hung down near my face. I carefully put my hands on her firm ass - and moved her so she until she was squatting directly above my small breasts. My nipples were unbelievably hard, and they poking straight up as I lay on my back. I arched my back and touched my nipple to her wet vaginal lips. Immediately she shuddered knowing what was about to happen, and said whispered, "Oh god - Jess..." "Please Niki," was all I said. She pushed her wet crotch against my breast, and I pushed back. Niki carefully repositioned her knees, and her hands on the headboard so she could firmly press herself into my hard nipple. And then she started moving herself faster. I couldn't believe what I was seeing, Niki was naked, and on top of me with her full breasts above my face, and she was rubbing her wet vagina against my hard nipple. My hands were on her tight little ass, her vagina looked so beautiful, and wet. Her pubic hair was pale and blond, and thin like a little girl's - and it was all wet and glistening in the orange light of the tiny lamp. I was looking up - at my wet hard nipple, and her swollen open lips. Earlier, when Niki said she got wet - I had no idea what that really meant, but now - I finally understood. It was amazing. Looking at her, I could see my own breast getting soaked and slippery. Niki started pumping faster. Niki asked, "Is it inside?" I moved my hand from Niki's butt, to my own small breast. I held it as best I could, and pushed the nipple against her wet lips. Niki asked again - in a panicked voice, "Is it inside?" "Yes - it's as deep as I can get it." Niki thrust herself even faster, and said, "Oh god, it feels good." The sensations were electric. She was starting to pant, and my face seemed just a few inches from her sopping pink vagina lips. "Niki, you are getting so wet," and it was true, my breast was getting unbelievably slippery with all the wetness. I could see her clitoris, it was plump and round, and just inches from my face. I carefully tried to push my hard nipple against it as Niki rubbed. As soon as I touched it, Niki gasped. "Oh god..." I asked, "Do you think you can come?" "Yes - it's gunna happen." Niki panted. Her rhythm changed, and it was almost like she was no longer thrusting - but quavering, with her wet clit against my hard nipple. She was holding onto the headboard, and her breasts were shaking with each shiver of her hips. And she was looking down at me, and my breast, at my tiny nipple. She was moaning like some little girl, in a way more intensely than she did when she acted out the sounds from the movie. Niki was lost in some heavenly place. "Jess - Oh god - Jess!" Niki stammered. And then she started to shake, and shiver, and it happened, she cried out my name, and suddenly my chest was hot and wet. My face was so close, and she was squirting - a strong stream of hot liquid. It looked like she was peeing, and it was so thrilling. I screamed out, "Yes!" Niki pressed herself hard against me, and the squirting stream splattered as she pushed against my small breast. It was splashing on my face, and Niki was panting, and quivering, and thrusting her hips. I couldn't believe what was happening, I could smell it, I could taste it - and I was sent to some higher realm. The stream of liquid slowly subsided, and Niki seemed to heave and thrust with the powerful waves of the orgasm. "Oh god Niki" I whispered. Niki seemed to melt, she hung onto the headboard and panted, taking deep breaths, her whole body rocked with each strong inhalation. I was overcome by emotion, an intense love, and it was washing all through me. Niki and I looked at each other, with a tremendous longing in our eyes. I ran my hands across her body, across her hips and breasts. She silently mouthed the words - I love you. And then I did too. She let go of the headboard, and our bodies met, and it was slippery and warm - and we clung to each other in a lovers embrace.