Date: Thu, 06 Nov 2003 16:02:31 -0500 From: Regina A Subject: A Week in the Life (FF, FFF, Voy) By Gina Regetti (Comments welcome. Aagina@hotmail.com) I feel like such a fink for doing this to my own daughter, but I guess I've just heard one too many horror stories. I'm not about to let my little girl fall prey to some Internet stalker. Well, all right, truth to be told she isn't so little anymore. Paula just turned 16, and she's blossomed into a very attractive young lady, with beautiful wavy golden-red hair. I know that she spends a lot of time online, IM-ing her friends and hanging out in chat rooms. I also know that she has a good head on her shoulders, and wouldn't do anything that would knowingly put herself at risk, but the fiends that lurk out there on the Web are very clever about luring sweet young things into their clutches. I comfort myself that I am just trying to protect her. That explains how I find myself standing in her room trying to work my way through the instructions from the computer spy store. I've already installed software on her computer, and now I'm trying to set up a hidden spy cam in the corner of the room. "Mostly people use this kind of equipment to catch their husbands," the woman at the store had told me. "But we do get some parents in here too." That makes me feel a little better. The program is supposed to be one of the best. The spy cam should allow me to monitor her room even from my office, seeing whatever she's up to, while the software captures all kinds of stuff from the computer, like chats, e-mail, IMs, the whole bit. The next day, I check my e-mail. The report from the snooper software is there, but it doesn't contain much. I had no idea that teenagers could spend so many hours talking about such inane stuff! I make a mental note to talk to her about how much she is IM-ing at night. (I can do it in a way that she won't know I'm snooping on her.) But while I'm reading the report, another e-mail came in. This one is an alert that the webcam has been activated by movement in my daughter's room. I try to get the viewing software running so I can take a peek. I don't really expect to see anything going on, just Paula doing her homework, most likely, or hanging out after school. I fumble around, but I can't get it to load properly. Twice the program crashes, and then my entire system locks up. I read the manual again, realize I've forgotten to reboot after installing. Oh well... While I'm waiting I make a quick phone call to one of my clients and we chat for a few minutes. My back is to the computer, but I can hear it coming on behind me. Finally, I got done with my call and spin back around...and my jaw drops. The image filling the screen is surprisingly sharp, and what it shows makes me gasp in disbelief. My precious Paula is on her bed, stark naked, straddling someone's face. All I can see is the top of the person's head, but it's clear that, whoever it is, is eating Paula's pussy. Paula's face is aglow, and she appears to be in ecstasy. I stare as she pulls and pinches on her own hard nipples and grinds her pussy slowly on the person beneath her. Suddenly I realize where I am and what I'm doing. I bolt over to shut and lock the door. If someone sees what I'm up to, it would be hard to explain, especially on company time. Trembling, I make my way back to my chair. Who is this person with her? I've never even heard her mention a boyfriend! Yet here she is having sex in my house. It's my worst nightmare. God, I hope she has the sense to practice safe sex, I silently pray, then feel my cheeks turning red as I realize the absurdity of what I'm thinking. Oh, what should I do? Should I call home? Interrupt what's going on even at the risk of admitting my spying activities? I reach for the phone, but just at that moment Paula drops down onto her elbows as the person moves out from under her. In a moment I'll know who it is. Am I in for a shock! Appearing above Paula's sweaty behind is the grinning face of Jenna, her closest friend, someone who is almost like a second daughter to me—the daughter of Pam, my closest friend. She's laughing and talking (there's no sound on this system) and her face shines with juice...the pussy juice of my own daughter! This is crazy, absurd! What on earth is going on here? I feel like everything I know or love is suddenly crumbling all around me. My head spins, and I feel myself getting faint. How could I have been so blind to this? I sink back into my chair and try to gather myself. Ten deep breaths. Better. I look back on the screen and the two of them are cuddling, kissing, and I feel my heart leap in my chest. What is so bad about this, I think. I really shouldn't be so surprised anyway, and I'm certainly happier seeing Paula with another girl than I would be if she was having sex with some boy. I wonder if, subconsciously, I've been giving off some kind of vibes that Paula has picked up on. After all, isn't that the main reason why Rick left me, because what I thought was bisexuality turned out to be something much deeper than that? I can still bring back that moment from five years ago when he finally found out, coming back unexpectedly from a business trip, only to find Alexa Danforth and me in bed together, naked and sweaty, with her perched prettily on top of my mouth, making that squealing noise she always made when she came. God, that used to drive me crazy hearing her do that... I smile wistfully, missing Alexa all over again. We still keep in touch, but she moved away the next year. Since then, my sex life has been a bit of a joke, just a few desperate flings with women I hooked up with online and at a local lezzie bar. Suddenly I feel very lonely. And all this time, trying to raise Paula to make her own choices. Which she seems to have done. I look back at the screen, watching as Jenna spreads her legs open to reveal her closely trimmed pussy. Paula slides down between her legs and begins to use her tongue on her friend. They look so comfortable with each other, so happy. So...erotic. With a shudder, I realize that I am getting really aroused watching the two of them. I can feel my own nipples hardening as I stare at Jenna's puffy ones. She begins rolling her right nipple between her thumb and forefinger. Her tongue sneaks out to wet her lips, and I find mine doing the same. I glance at the door, gauging my chances of being interrupted. Slim, I think. Slowly, my fingers trembling, I unbutton my blouse down to my navel, then reach up and ease down the cups of my bra so that my nipples are exposed. I'm panting a bit as I wet my fingers, then begin swirling them around on the tips of my nipples. A moan sneaks out. I can't believe how turned on I am, watching my own daughter and my friend have sex, but something about the illicitness is exciting me even more than the simple act itself. It feels kinky, forbidden. On the screen Paula has her hands on Jenna's thighs, and she is pushing them apart forcefully and jamming her face into her pussy. Jenna is doing what she can to help, humping her butt off the bed to meet her lover's tongue. I reach down and hike up my black skirt. I can feel my panties are already wet. My sweaty bottom squeaks on the leather of my chair, and I find myself smirking. I have just the thing. I reach into my bottom drawer, and pull out a rumpled towel. (Every now and then I take a little finger break at work, though I haven't done it in quite a while.) I work quickly now, my body taking over. I smooth the towel out on my seat, stand up, and pull down my hose and panties. They cling wetly to my pussy lips for a moment, and I rub myself a bit before sinking back down. I'm so horny now, I feel I can cum at any moment. Paula is fingerfucking Jenna now, her lips clamped onto her clit while she slides three fingers rapidly in and out of her wet pussy. Jenna's head is thrown back and she looks like she is screaming. I begin rubbing my pussy hard and fast. I'm close...so close... Three sharp raps on my door and all hell breaks loose. In a panic, I call out, "Just a second! I'm on the phone!" Hoping whoever it is will go away, but I can see their shadow under the transom. I haul up my clothes and frantically button my blouse, trying to make my wet, sticky fingers cooperate. No time to shut off the computer properly. I reach down and shut off the off switch by hand, then lunge for the door. It's Kathy, my no-nonsense boss, standing there impatiently. She walks in without a word, looking around suspiciously. I am trying to ignore my burning face, and hoping against hope that the smell of ripe pussy is not as obvious as it seems to me. She looks around for a moment, seems about to say something, then closes her mouth. She hands me a stack of papers. "Can you look these over, and get them back to me in the morning? I have a 10 o'clock with Peterman." "O-of course," I stammer. "Good girl," Kathy says, almost sneeringly. She starts to walk out the door and then pauses and turns. "I don't know what you were doing in here, Carol, but I have a feeling that it was not work-related. You've been doing good work up to now. Don't disappoint me. And please keep this door unlocked from now on." Then she leaves, without giving me even an opportunity to respond. Not that I think I would have come up with anything useful to say. I feel chastened. And scared enough that I don't dare hooking up the webcam again. *************** When I get home that night, Paula has dinner on the table, some nice baked chicken breasts, a salad, and some fresh beans. She is positively glowing, and I wonder what she would say if I reveal that I know why. But I keep my thoughts to myself, letting her pour me a glass of wine and listening to her chatter about her day. "What did you do after school?" I ask idly, though I glance at her to see her reaction. She doesn't skip a beat. "Oh, Jenna came over and we did some homework together." Um-hmm, I think to myself. Biology? Or Chemistry? "Oh, really?" I say instead. "I've been thinking about inviting Jenna and her mom over to a barbecue this weekend and to use our pool. Maybe we could even have them stay overnight. What do you think?" Is this really coming out of my mouth? Has my brain gone haywire? "That would be AWESOME!" Paula shouts, and hugs me. "Jenna can sleep in my room!" Yeah, I think, and probably in your bed. But I just smile, and we sit down to eat. I wake up in the middle of the night, my nightie sticking to the sheets. I feel damp between my legs, and with a start I realize that I'd been having an erotic dream. With a shudder, I lie there recalling it. I had been replaying the scene from the afternoon, only this time I wasn't just watching. I was participating. Paula had been sucking on my left tit, Jenna on my right, and both the girls were fingering my wet pussy. I reached down now and began fingering it. God, I am wet, I think, and I begin making up for the frustration that has been building all day, ever since my aborted climax in the afternoon. I soon let my fantasies run wild, and by the end, the two girls are locked in a sweaty 69 next to me while Kathy humps me madly with a strap-on. I have two tremendous climaxes that leave me breathless and sweaty. Afterwards, I am so aroused I can't sleep, and I get up and work my way through Kathy's reports. By then, it's almost 5:30 and there's no point in going back to bed. On a whim, I do something that I haven't done in months, switching on the Quickcam perched on top of the computer. I move my mouse over a tiny icon, doubleclick it, and my screen fills with tiny squares, most of them showing the faces of people like me. One of them, in fact, is me and the rest are people trolling for a webcam partner. When I first bought my webcam, I was like a kid in a candy store, and I spent many nights camming with other women, even the occasional couple. At first, I was very wary about the whole thing, reluctant to do too much. But I quickly realized that if I hooked up cam to cam with someone else, it was all pretty anonymous. And sometimes it was sexy as hell. I'd had some pretty wild sessions with others. Gradually, though, I'd felt more and more uncomfortable—dirty even—about doing that kind of thing online. I look closer. Most of the squares are filled with men, some of them wanking on camera. There's something pathetic about the sight of these lonely souls doing this for just anyone who cares to see, and I feel a kind of wave of self-revulsion sweep over me. Is what I am thinking of doing all that different? I almost shut down the program. But just as my hand twitches on the mouse, a few new squares open up. One of them catches my eye instantly, a dark-haired woman about my age, wearing a white robe. I watch her for a moment, see her eyes looking intently at the camera, no doubt scanning the squares just as I am. There is almost an illusion that are eyes meet, but I know the chances she is looking at me are remote. I see her glance down. Typing, perhaps? Then I almost jump, because a line of type appears in the chat box. Mary38:> Hello? I look at the square, see the tag below it. It's her! CarolCam20:> Hi... There's a brief pause. These first moments are always awkward. I wait anxiously. Mary38:>What are you looking for? Hmm, I think. The direct approach. Oh well...here goes. CarolCam20:>Someone to cam with. Mary38:>Someone like me? I smile and look at her square, see that she is smiling too. CarolCam20:>Someone exactly like you. It only takes a few seconds for us to exit the main room and hook up privately, cam to cam. I turn off my self-viewer and expand her square on the screen. CarolCam20:>You're lovely, Mary. Mary38:>I was just about to say the same thing about you, Carol. Your real name? CarolCam20:>Yes. Mary38:>Me too. Scoot back a bit. Let me see more of you. I slide the chair back. I can feel my nipples poking out against the thin cotton of my nightshirt. On a whim, I reach up and pull on them. Mary38:>Mmmm. That looks nice. But I wish I was doing it. I scoot back in. CarolCam20:>Me too. On the screen I see the vee at the top of her robe suddenly expanding, and realize that she is opening her robe. It falls open, and her bare breasts bob in front of my wide eyes. Her nipples are large and puffy, my favorite kind. She wets her finger with her tongue, and I watch as she slowly traces the wet digit around the tip of her right nipple. I find myself wetting my own lips. Mary38:>Now you. With only a slight hesitation, I reach down and catch the hem of my nightshirt, pulling it smoothly up and over my head. My own tits catch slightly in the material, then release, swaying. It feels delicious to be naked, and a new surge of desire rushes through me. I can tell already that this is going to be good. Mary38:>God, you are gorgeous, hon. Play with those tits for me. Can you lick them? I nod, suddenly eager to please her in any way I can. I lift my right tit and let my tongue tease the nipple, then do the same to my left one. Mary38:>That is hot. I love it. I wish I could do that but mine aren't quite big enough. CarolCam20:>Your tits are perfect though. I love your nipples. Would love to suck on them... Mary38:>Oh hon, I would love that! Where do you live? For a second, my little warning alarm flashes, but I mentally turn it off. CarolCam20:>Outside Washington, D.C. Mary38:>No kidding? I am in Falls Church!!! CarolCam20:>Alexandria!!! This is the first time I have ever cammed with anyone this close. She must be about 10 miles away. Mary38:>Are you thinking what I'm thinking? CarolCam20:>Umm...maybe? lol Mary38:>We need to talk more...but first things first. Right now we need to get busy. I stare at the screen and watch as she stands up, shrugging off the robe. Her face is above the viewer now, but her trimmed pussy is perfectly framed. Again, my tongue sneaks out to lick my lips as she spreads herself for me, opening her lips with her fingers so I can see the pink wetness inside. I reach down and start playing with myself as I watch, then roll the chair back slightly so she can see me. She sits again, spreading her legs up onto the arms of her chair, and for a few minutes we just watch each other, and rub ourselves. I am really wet. Mary38:>Do you like using toys? I nod, and we each go off to get our favorites. I glance at the clock. Almost time for Paula to wake up. I feel a sudden sense of urgency. CarolCam20:>I didn't realize how late it is getting. I only have a few more minutes. Mary38:>Time enough, though. Right? I nod, and we each start using our vibes. I watch as Mary moves hers expertly over her clit, then lets it play up and down her wet slit. I try to match her motions with mine, and almost simultaneously we find our holes and shove them inside. When she pulls hers out I can see the shine from her juices. She's close, and I am too. Mary38:>Now rub your clitty for me and we'll cum together. I follow her instructions, starting slowly, then moving faster and faster. My fingers are flying now, and Mary's are a blur. I love looking at her eyes as her mouth falls open and she starts to cum. Like looking into a mirror, as I feel my own climax washes over me. Mary38:>God...nice one. CarolCam20:>It's been awhile. Mary38:>Really? That's hard to believe. Not seeing anyone? CarolCam20:>No. Not for awhile. Listen, I have to go, but this has been lovely. How can we keep in touch? Mary38:>Easy as pie, hon. I'll give you my cell and e-mail. I copy them down, and we say our goodbyes. It's only when I get up to head into the shower that I hear the telltale creak of floorboards in the hall. I was being spied on. ********************* In the shower, water coursing down my body, I have time to gather my thoughts. So she was watching me. That makes us even. But I can't help wondering what she is thinking, watching her mom get off like that with a complete stranger. How much did she see, I wonder. I finally decide to just pretend she didn't see me, unless she says something. Which she doesn't, even on the drive to her bus stop. "'Bye, Mom!" she says, as she climbs out of the car. "I'm going to stop over at Jenna's after school to do homework." She says it like a statement, not like she's asking, and is off before I can even respond. It doesn't take much imagination to figure what they'll be doing. Five minutes later I'm mired in traffic, but feeling strangely peaceful. I decide to put the time to good use, and dig out my cellphone. "Pam? It's Carol." "Carol! God, it's great to hear from you. Here our daughters are together every day, and we hardly ever see each other." I almost say something, but bite my tongue. I do want to talk to her about Paula and Jenna but now doesn't seem like the right time. "Listen, Pam. I was wondering if you and Jenna wanted to come over on Friday for a cookout. It's supposed to be a beautiful day and I thought we could use the pool...maybe even have you stay overnight, if you're game." "That sounds lovely! A mini-vacation. That's a great idea. I know I don't have to check with Jenna. She loves spending time with Paula. In fact, they're coming over today to do homework. I was going to have Paula stay for dinner if that's okay with you." "Sure, that's fine." Again, I bite my tongue. "I'll plan on seeing you around 6ish on Friday,then?" "Sounds great. Can't wait, hon." I hang up. More waiting in traffic. My fingers drum on the wheel. I glance over at the phone again. Pick it up and dial from the paper I stuffed in my purse. "Hello?" "Is this Mary?" "Yes? Who is this?" "It's Carol. From, um, from this morning?" "Oh my gosh! Carol! Hello! I didn't expect to hear from you this soon. I was just getting ready to leave the house." "Well, if now is a bad time, I can..." "No, not at all. It's great to hear your voice. It's just like I imagined it would be." I laugh nervously. "I bet you say that to all the girls." "It's been awhile for too, Carol." There's a silence for a few moments. We both know what comes next. "I think I have to see you," I hear myself saying. "I was hoping you would say that. When?" I can hear the desire in her voice. "Tonight?" Quickly, I tell her about my daughter, and about my unexpected window of opportunity that evening. "I'll make us dinner, love. But we may want to start with dessert." "You're making me wet, Mary. Again." And we both giggle. I feel like a naughty schoolgirl. ******************** It's a long, impossible day at work, and Kathy seems hell-bent on playing boss bitch with me. But I behave myself, and by the end of the day even earn a grudging compliment from her. She even lets me go early! I look again at the directions that Mary e-mailed me. Looks easy enough, although again traffic is a nightmare. But finally, I reach the exit on 66 and make my way to her street. I look around as I pull up in front of her house. A nice area. Quickly, I check my makeup. I wish I put something sexier on that morning; I've got on gray slacks and a white blouse. Certainly nothing special. But I have a strong suspicion that I won't be wearing clothes for long. I try not to run up the walkway, and ring the bell. In seconds, I see Mary's face peeking through the side window, and then she's opening the door. I catch a glimpse of the short, floral-pattern kimono she's wearing, but then she pulls me inside and we are kissing. It's a very wet kiss, and it goes on for awhile. I finally pull shakily away, gaze into her grinning face. Then she leans forward and kisses me again, and I yield to her completely. I feel her fingers fumbling at the button on my slacks, then the zipper descends and her hands are pushing down the front of my panties. Her fingers find my wet slit and begin to frig me furiously. "Ooooohhhhhhh," comes from my throat, or something to that effect. It's been way too long since someone did this to me and she knows just where to touch. I look at her and she's grinning. "I want you to cum for me, baby. Just let it go. I can tell you want to. Just let it cum. We'll take things slow after that." I realize that I've been holding back, not wanting to be selfish in my pleasure, but Mary's given me the permission I need. I lean against her for support, spreading my legs so that she can curl her fingers and thrust them up inside of me. It only takes a few seconds and then I am cumming, screaming with the joyous release as she continues to knead my pussy. I'm weak in the knees, and she senses that. She helps ease me down to the plush carpet, and I lie there, totally spent, as she skins off my pants and panties. Weakly, I manage to unbutton my blouse as she stands over me like an Amazon woman. Then she undoes the sash on her kimono and lets it fall open, and I gasp as I look up at her. Mary's beautiful, that's my first thought, but not in a conventional sense. There are certain women who just have something about them. I don't know how to describe it exactly. She's a bit too plump, I suppose, to fit society's screwed up notions of honest beauty, her bottom a little too round and full, her breasts not quite in proportion to the rest of her but capped by those puffy nipples. Mostly what I think as I'm gazing up at her from the floor is, this woman's body is built for sex. She leaves the silk kimono on but open, and then kneels and sits on my belly, sliding around a bit so I can feel how wet she is. She helps peel off my blouse and bra and then gives me a soulful look, gazing deep and serious into my eyes as she takes hold of my nipples. I groan as she begins to roll them between her thumb and forefinger. "Remember what I wanted to do this morning?" she asks. At this moment, I don't, but I am mesmerized by her. I just nod. She leans down and captures my left nipple in her mouth. "Ahhhhhh," I hear myself moan, as I feel her working it stiff with her teeth and lips. She stretches the nipple taut, then holds it somehow with her lips while using just the end of her tongue really fast on the sensitive end of the tender nub. It feels unbelievably good. She does the same with the other. "God, I want you," I hear her murmur, and the feeling is completely mutual. Dimly, I'm aware of a turning of legs and torso. The end of her robe drifts across my face, and then she resettles. Her pussy is there, wet and inviting, as she slowly lowers herself onto my mouth. I can feel her hot breath near the entrance to my own pussy, but she takes her time. She seems fascinated by the bushy black hair on my mound, and I feel her grabbing it in her lips, pulling on it gently. It hurts, but in a good way. I reach up and take hold of the cheeks of her ass and pull her pussy down tight against my mouth. It smears wetly on my face, and I search for and find her slit with my tongue. I want to make her cum the way she did me, and I am rewarded by a moan coming from her. I begin to tongue-fuck her, reveling in her tangy juices and wanting more. She's working on my clit now. I can feel her insistent tongue going flick flick flick on it and almost unconsciously my butt is lifting off the carpet, hungry for more. I try to match her with my own tongue as I slide my face lower. I take her clit in my mouth and suck it and the surrounding flesh hard and fast, then lash her button with my tongue. She begins to rock on top of me, grinding herself on me, and I can tell she loves it rough like this. My fingers get busy. I let them trail up and down the cheeks of her bouncing ass, then slide them along her sweaty crack. Then, I'm there, my fingers teasing around the stiff rim of her asshole. I hesitate, knowing this kind of thing is not for everyone, but Mary's throaty moans encourage me to continue, and I begin to push my index finger into her ass. Like touching a match to dynamite, she's suddenly thrashing around uncontrollably on top of my face, a gush of juice actually spurting from her pussy. I'm drenched but deliriously happy that I've made her cum like that, and I don't let up. I can feel my own orgasm starting to build even as I slide my finger deeper into her ass, beginning to fuck her in earnest. She's got her tongue deep into me now; I can feel it swirling around inside me, drinking me, urging me on. And then we are cumming together, me screaming again but this time the scream is swallowed by the wet folds of her pussy, and more juice is gushing out of Mary. For long minutes, we continue tonguing each other lovingly. I have an enjoyable, shiver-inducing little aftershock, but mostly we are just enjoying the closeness of the moment. Nothing is more intimate than this. Finally, Mary climbs off her perch and turns around to face me. That's when she bursts out laughing. "What?" I ask. "What's so funny?" "You, girl, are an absolute mess. God, I'm sorry. I'm not usually a gusher but, hon, you are something else." I laugh, and we kiss each other. I've never felt this close to someone this fast, and it feels a little scary. Mary seems to understand, and we lie for a while just holding and stroking each other. Finally, she stirs a bit. "Are you hungry, darling? I've got dinner all warm in the oven." Playfully, I reach down and cup her pussy, still moist from our lovemaking. "Yeah, I'll bet you do, you minx. I'm famished. And I could kill for a glass of wine." "No reason to get that rough, baby. Coming right up. After this, that is." She rolls over on top of me as I spread my legs to give her room. She works her butt so that our pussies are together tight, then even tighter. It feels wonderful, then she leans down and it feels even better, nipple to nipple, tit to tit, then mouth to mouth, tongue to tongue. For several minutes, we're just two people making love, just sharing that special joy that only comes once, the sweet joy of the first time together. Then, Mary hops up, and goes off to the kitchen. More slowly, I get myself up and gather my things. It seems silly to get dressed, but I can't help feeling a little self-conscious being completely nude. The feeling evaporates when I walk into the kitchen, though, and gaze at Mary bouncing purposefully around the stove, her lovely tits swaying with her motions. She looks up at me and smiles, and I smile back. "I could eat you up," I say, completely honestly. "Am I missing something?" she replies with a grin. "I thought you already did. Not that I mind if you come back for seconds." I walk over and completely make a nuisance of myself, reaching around and cupping her tits in my hands. She turns her face so we can kiss again. "Keep that up, Carol, and we'll never eat." "I'll try to behave, lover. But I've got all I want right here." This feels good with her. Better than good. I release her and let her pour me some zinfandel. "So what's for dinner?" I ask. "Mary's Luscious Lasagna. Mama's recipe, and it never fails." "Never fails?" She turns with another saucy smile. "Never fails to bring `em back for more." ****************** Later, we're catching our breath as we finish another bottle in bed. I look down at my body, trembling and coated in love sweat, and I can't help laughing. "Now what's so funny?" Mary's voice asks from next to me. I look over at her. She's as sweaty as me, and the strap-on cock she's wearing gleams with my juices, catching the light from the streetlamp outside the window. "I was just thinking that I don't think I've ever been so well and completely fucked as I am right now." We both burst out laughing. "I know what you mean, darling. I think I may have worn us both out with that last one." "I think I love you, Mary. Is it silly to say that so soon? I've never felt this close to someone this fast." She leans to kiss me, the wet tool pushing up against my thigh. "No, Carol. It's not silly. I feel it too. Like I've been waiting for you to get to me all my life." She pauses, and grins again. "Cue the violins." We both giggle. After a bit she speaks again, more quietly. "Now that we've had a good life-altering fuck..." She has to pause because we both crack up. "Tell me about lovely Carol. What makes you tick? What's your last name?" I'm laughing so hard now I'm crying, but eventually I stop. I know what she means. "My last name is Harding, but my maiden name is Regetti. Italian, of course. Let's see...I grew up in upstate New York, went to college at Cornell, met my husband Rick there. We had one beautiful girl, Paula, who's 16 and turning into quite a handful. And hubby, well, Rick..." And out of nowhere, the tears start falling, and then she is holding me and rocking me, and licking the salty tears off my cheek, hushing me. I never know where these crying jags come from, but they don't usually last long. I manage to blurt out the story of my dissolving marriage, and then I tell her what's been going on with Paula. Mary turns out to be a good listener, though when I'm done I regret dumping all this on her so soon. I apologize, but she won't have it. "Baby, we all come with baggage. It's part of life. And I wouldn't worry too much about your girl. She's just experimenting, and there's a lot worse things she could be doing. As long as she's doing well in school, she's probably happy. Do you think the other girl's—what's her name? Jenna?—do you think her mom knows about what's going on?" "I don't know. I'm having them over for a pool party and sleepover on Friday. I was hoping Pam and I might have a chance to talk about it.Say," I suddenly have a thought, and turn to look at Mary. "Why don't you come over too? I could certainly use the support." "Oh, I don't know, Carol. I wouldn't want to intrude." "Don't be silly. I want you there. Isn't that enough? In fact, I've got a feeling that you and I are going to be seeing quite a bit of each other." She resists a bit longer, but I think it's just for show. Friday should be interesting, I think, as I drift off to sleep in Mary's arms. ********************* "—and this is my new friend Mary." I see Pam's eyes widen a bit, as she takes in the sight of Mary on the chaise lounge by the pool. My new lover's well-tanned curves are only slightly concealed by the revealing white bikini she has on. She's just taken a dip and the suit clings to her body like a second skin, her nipples jutting out invitingly. Even Jenna ogles her. "Nice to meet you," Pam says, leaning down to shake hands. "How do you know Carol?" "Oh, we just bumped into each other and hit it off," Mary answers, flashing her teeth and winking slyly at me. I don't think the other two notice. "Last one in's a rotten egg!" It's Paula, bounding out of the house in her emerald bikini, her long red hair flashing in the sun. She dives gracefully into the deep end, then surfaces with a shriek at how cold the water is. "Yeah, that'll get us in," Pam calls out with a laugh, but she slips off her terry robe. She has on a demure blue one-piece, but she looks fabulous as always. Pam is one of those perfect blondes that make other women wince in envy. She's a good friend, though. She follows my daughter into the pool and Jenna is not far behind. I'm a bit surprised that Pam allowed Jenna to wear a thong bikini, but, heck, we're among friends, and she certainly carries it off. "Going in?" Mary asks. I have on my favorite yellow bikini, but only the top is visible, since I am wearing a sarong. "Not now, hon," I answer quietly. "I need to mix the drinks." "Oh, let me help." I smile at her, even though I suspect she has ulterior motives. Sure enough, no sooner do we get inside than she pushes me against the back of the door, kissing me hungrily. I've missed her too, and we kiss for several minutes, one eye on the water fight happening in the pool. Then she helps me with the drinks. "I can see what you mean about Jenna," Mary says, as we work. "She's a sexpot. Easy to see where she gets it from though," she adds, looking out at Pam, who's poised on the diving board. "Straying from me already, are you?" I say, giving her a good hard smack on her ass. Mary yelps, and protests. "Not a chance. You're not getting rid of me that easily. Just thinking that three can be fun sometimes too." I burst out laughing. "With Pam? I don't think so. She's been married for 15 years." Mary turns to look at me, a serious look on her face. "You were married." I just look at her, not knowing what to say. I look back at Pam. It's hard to imagine... Certainly, I've never had any inkling that she might... Mary helps me take the pitcher of margaritas out, along with the glasses. After talking it over with Pam, we decide it's okay if the girls have a little also. We sit and joke a bit, enjoying the late summer twilight. Then I look over at Mary, and something—the drinks? The happiness I suddenly feel?--makes me speak. "Hey, everyone. Please listen for a moment. I've got a little announcement to make." Everyone turns to look at me. I get a feeling that only Mary has an idea what I'm about to say. "I'm sure all of you are wondering why I invited Mary to our little get-together tonight. It's simple really. I wanted all of you to meet her. She and I...well...we're a bit of an item. We're seeing each other." The others blink at me a bit uncertainly. Time for directness. I take a deep breath. "We're lovers." Mary smiles at me, and comes over to take my hand, and there is an awkward moment of silence. Then Paula speaks. "All right! Mom, that is great!" "Yeah, Mrs. H.," Jenna chimes in. "That's great for you." She turns to look at Paula, and a meaningful glance passes between them. I look at Pam. She looks stunned. Finally, she smiles. "You seem very happy, Carol. I'm happy for you too." There's an odd tone in her voice. Not insincerity, but...something. She turns and walks quickly into the house. I glance at Mary, and then follow her in. She's in the kitchen, leaning over the sink. She turns, and I can see tears flowing from her eyes. "Pam? I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you. What's wrong?" "Oh, Carol. You don't know how long I have longed to be with you in that way. Didn't you know? Didn't you have any idea?" "W-what?" "Carol, Peter and I have not slept together in at least 10 years. After we had Jenna, we started drifting apart, and I started realizing, well, realizing that I was a lot more interested in other women than I'd been willing to admit. Now I know. I'm a lesbian, Carol. I've just never had the courage to admit it openly like you did tonight." Now it is my turn to be shocked. I don't know what to say, so I say something stupid. "Does Jenna know?" "Yes, of course she does. She's one also. Didn't you know that she's been sleeping with Paula?" I gulp, knowing I can't hide the truth from her. "I just found that out." When I admit how I had spied on the two of them, Pam, to my surprise, begins laughing. "What's so funny?" I ask, trying to keep from getting angry. "Oh, Carol, you dear sweet girl. It would have been a lot more fun if you'd just asked them, instead of going to all that trouble. I can definitely testify that it's a lot more fun being with them than just watching them." It takes a couple of beats for the meaning of what she said to sink in. "You mean..?" She nods. "Forgive me, Carol, but your daughter is pretty irresistible. And Jenna and I have been having sex since she went through puberty." I findmyself suddenly clutching the sink for support, then feel a steadying hand on my back. It's Mary. "Hey," she says. "Hope I'm not intruding." I look at her, and I smile, shaking my head slightly. She turns to look at Pam, then takes hold of my left hand and her right. "Pam. Carol. I feel like maybe it's not my place to suggest this, but...I think maybe we can just cut through a lot of this stuff if we just open up a bit. I'll be frank, here. Carol and I have something special going, and I'm not about to give that up. But I don't think I am off base if I invite you—and the girls too, if you think we should—to join us upstairs. I don't know about you, but margaritas always give me a bad case of the hornies." Pam bursts out laughing, and pulls Mary to her. They kiss, and I feel the merest twinge of jealousy. "I like you," Pam says. Then she leans to me, and we kiss. This feels right. Up we go, but without the girls. Maybe that will come with time, but I don't think I'm quite ready to cross that frontier just yet. Pam and Mary seem to be acting on some invisible plane of communication I'm not privy to. In tandem, they begin working on me, unwrapping my sarong like they're opening a present, unsnapping my top, peeling off my bottom. Then their tongues begin working magic on me, Pam on my right, Mary on my left, circling my nipples, closing on them, making love to them. I find I can barely stand, and they help me to the bed. Another silent agreement has them each choosing a foot to bathe with their tongues, and then, achingly slowly, they begin ascending my leg, laving every inch of me. By the time they get to my thighs, my legs are flopped completely open and I am ready for anything. Mary moves to my pussy first, while Pam stands and peels off her suit before gracefully straddling my head with her powerful thighs. She smiles down at me, then takes hold of my hair gently, and pulls me up to suck on her. And suddenly, I feel I am exactly where I am meant to be, surrounded by the women I love. I drink deeply from the pussy of my oldest friend, while my newest friend lovingly eats me. It's been an interesting week. And I have a feeling that life will only get better. The End