Date: Mon, 10 Jun 2002 23:12:48 -0700 (PDT) From: Ashley Johnson Subject: Ashley's Awakening "Nickie, the sounds you'll hear on the next part of this video are the sounds I made at the time this was taping. I thought knowing this about your mother would teach you it's OK to let go when sexual feelings build up and you're wondering if you dare to plunge over the edge." Karen tightened her jaw, intensifying her focus on the TV screen. "Jenna is incredible. I could never show this to my own daughter," she thought. In the zoomed-in focus of the video, the hands of a spread-legged Jenna rubbed baby oil onto her hairless pussy lips. The oil dripped down her crack and one glistening finger followed it and slid briefly into her anus. For several minutes, she rubbed her labia, then gently pulled the outer lips open, exposing and caressing the inner lips and the base of her clitoris. Minutes later, one hand exited the fixed frame blocked by the stationary camera, returning with a cigar-shaped vibrator. Jenna's now swollen and darkening labia quivered under the buzz massage. When she slipped the vibrator into her wet vagina, her breathing turned to audible gasps. With the fingers of her free hand, she tugged at the neatly clipped pubic hair on her mons, stretching the skin in a way that pulled her swelling clitoris into an even more erect posture. "Oh, yes!" she gasped, accelerating her finger strokes. She continued gasping and stroking, building up intensity. At intervals, she slipped the vibrator out from her vagina, thrust her hips upward, and buzzed into her anus. She continued to stroke, her gasps now mixed with deep groans. "Oh, OHHH!" Her drenched pussy lips had turned a flush red, almost purple. "OHHHHH!" Ten minutes from when she started, muscles tightened, Jenna frigged herself through a screaming, explosive orgasm. For thirty more seconds, the muscle tension visibly easing, she subsided with long breaths and sighs. Abruptly, the video now cut to the same pretty face projected before the masturbation. It was Jenna once again talking through the camera to her daughter. "Nickie, that pretty much wraps up this talk on the birds and the bees. I think this stuff is desperately important, especially what I tried to explain about penises and penetration and protecting yourself, but I also think you need to be open to the pleasure part, too. Making a video you could watch in your own space and on your own time was my best way of sharing these very private things. I love you sweetie, and of course if you want to talk to me about any of this, I'm always there for you." With that, Jenna smiled and blew a kiss into the camera and the picture changed abruptly to static on Karen's TV screen. Karen had acquired this video in the most natural way. She and Jenna had played in the same foursome one Saturday. In the clubhouse locker room after the round, they found themselves alone and Karen said, "Bob and I are really struggling with how to talk to Ashley about sex. She turns 11 this month. Bob thinks I'm the one who needs to talk to her. I agree, but I don't know where to start. How did you and Jack approach this with Nickie? She seems so confident and well-adjusted." Jenna looked at the younger woman. Karen had a terrific shape: thin waist, full breasts, a round but tight ass and long legs. With her high cheekbones, full lips and bright red hair, she turned lots of heads. They had met three years earlier when Jenna's daughter Nicole, now 15, first baby-sat for Karen's daughter Ashley. Karen and her husband Bob continued to hire Nicole in the months and years that followed, so the grownups had an acquaintance, even though they never had become close friends. Jenna debated whether to brush off Karen's question or allow this to get more intimate. She really had no desire for intimacy here. Karen continued, "I keep telling myself, as a mother, giving Ashley the right orientation now is one of the most important responsibilities I'll ever have." Jenna didn't know Ashley, but she felt a fondness for the girl solely from the stories Nicole would tell after returning from her baby-sitting jobs. She decided to drop her guard.. "With us, Jack saw things the same way it sounds like your Bob is seeing them: Here's another job for Mom!" The two women laughed. Jenna went on. "I remember when my own mother talked to me about the birds and the bees. We both were so embarrassed. The way the two of us were feeling that day, our talk couldn't end soon enough. I was determined that the same thing wouldn't happen between me and Nicole. I wanted her to have the benefit of everything I've learned, so she wouldn't have to find her way in this dangerous world, guided by trial and error and hearsay alone." "So, what did you do?" Karen persisted. Jenna explained how when Nicole was 11, she and Jack came up with the idea of creating a video for Nicole. Jack then had purchased a penis look-alike dildo, condoms, a vibrator clearly designed for penetration, and some other props. Then she had actually created the video, explaining about HIV infections and trying to present sexuality in the most natural way she knew how. "Jack helped me edit the tape before we showed it to Nickie. In the beginning, I thought Jack should do the camera work, but then I decided that no, this is Mom talking to my daughter, one on one -- no boys allowed! My approach might not be the right approach for other mothers. But Nickie has watched the video more than once, it opened a door for us to talk about a lot of sexual things we otherwise might never have talked about, and I think today she is handling her sexuality responsibly and very well -- knock on wood!" Karen paused. She felt respected. Jenna's openness acknowledged her own assessment of the importance of orienting Ashley. She looked at Jenna closely, perhaps for the first time. Inside that fit and attractive thirty-something package was a courageous and serious Mom. No wonder Nicole was turning out so well. "Thanks, Jenna. This gives me something to think about." One night the following week, after returning home with Bob from a party, Karen paid Nicole for the evening's baby sitting and got back in the car to drive the girl home. "Nickie," Karen said, "Please tell your Mom that I apologize if I was supposed to keep this a secret -- I haven't mentioned it and I'd never mention it to Bob, and of course I haven't said anything to Ashley, but anyway I asked your Mom for ideas about talking to Ashley about puberty and everything, and your Mom said that a home video helped with that when you were about Ashley's age." Nicole, a budding teenager, dark-haired, tanned, pretty and trim like her mother, didn't flinch or squirm. "Mom's video helped me a lot. Mom really loves me and wants me to grow up safe but not all repressed and uncomfortable about sex. I mean, I'm going to make mistakes. But I think what I learned from Mom has helped me to control the situation when I'm with boys, even older boys, and still have fun. I definitely think you ought to make a tape for Ashley. She's ready for it." "She's ready for it?" "Well, she asks me questions like, `Do you let boys touch your breasts?'" I tell her, "Ashley, that's stuff you ought to talk to your Mom about." Karen asked, "Could I watch the video your mom made for you?" Nicole paused. "I need to ask Mom before I say `Yes,' because the video is kind of personal, especially some parts. I'll let you know. Bye." They had arrived at Nicole's house, and Nicole jumped out of the car. At first, Jenna was quite upset to learn that Karen had related their clubhouse conversation to Nicole. Then she remembered she herself was the one who had first mentioned the video. Why wouldn't Karen be curious? "So, what else has Ashley asked you besides the thing about letting boys touch your breasts?" Jenna asked her daughter. "Ashley would ask me about anything, I'm sure, if I let the conversation go in that direction, but I don't. She's like any other 10-year-old. I'm sure she'd like to know if I ever tried to pee standing up." Mother and daughter laughed. The next time Nickie sat for Ashley, Jenna dropped her daughter off, and when Karen came to the door, Jenna motioned to Karen to approach the car. In the driver's seat with the motor running, Jenna held up a VHS cassette. "Nickie thinks the world of Ashley, and she said she told you that you ought to make Ashley a video. Well, if this helps, I'm happy, but letting you borrow it makes me a little uncomfortable. Most people won't understand what I did here. Taken the wrong way, this could hurt me, hurt Jack -- even hurt Nickie." "I'll watch it tomorrow morning while Bob's playing golf," Karen replied. "No one else will know. I thank Nickie and I thank you." In the section preceding the masturbation sequence, Jenna's presentation had been expository and blunt, delivered in a forceful yet friendly tone. She sat on a carpet, fully clothed, surrounded by props. She used the dildo to show how a condom is unrolled onto an erect penis and to demonstrate manual male masturbation. She described male ejaculation. Then she said, "Sweetie, I could stop here but that would leave out a very important chapter. Boys are going to want to climb on you, they'll be hard and hot, you'll feel or see some of them cum and you may even help them cum at times. What I need to add now is this: You, my girl, are going to get hard and hot, too. Recognize and accept that sexual feeling is going to play a role in who you are and what you do. And so now I'm going to switch gears on you and stop the lecture part of this tape. When the camera cuts to the next part, it will be focusing in on my privates. I'll be disappointed if this embarrasses you. We have been straight with each other about so many, many things, and I want to be straight with you about sexual pleasure, too." After the concluding blown kiss on the video, Karen's TV continued to spray static as she struggled to get a grip on herself. Had viewing this video been a turn-on? Jenna's willingness to insert the vibrator into her own asshole -- that part of it had made Karen damp. She and Bob sometimes watched porno films when they had sex, but today's experience was awakening a different excited feeling. Now, Karen started to touch herself. What really was getting her hot, she realized, was the idea of Nicole watching this video. She fantasized the pre-pubescent Nicole in her own bedroom, reaching into her panties and playing with her own pussy and the rim of her asshole. Karen reached behind her back and unfastened her bra, then sank into the couch and with thumb and forefinger, rolled her nipples into hardness. Soon she was frigging her pussy in earnest, and she made herself cum. By the time she arrived at Jenna's that afternoon, Karen had enough composure not to avert her eyes. "I had no idea what would be on this, Jenna," she said, extending her hand to return the cassette. "I really admire what you did, but Bob and I -- I know we just aren't up to this. Thanks anyway for trying to be a friend." Later, Jenna told Nicole about Karen's reaction. "That's really too bad for Ashley," Nicole said. "She really wants to know some of this stuff. It's time somebody told her. Oh, well." Jenna was glad to think the episode had come to an end. Weeks later, it was Nicole who sparked the revival. Nicole had never shared with her mother the discovery of Karen's and Bob's porno videos. On several occasions after she first found them, Nicole would watch the videos after Ashley had gone to bed. Although Nicole considered much of what she saw to be ugly and brutal, she did frequently touch herself while the tapes were playing. Over time, she developed a particular preference for a tape that featured lesbian lovemaking. More than once she asked herself whether Karen, like the red-haired beauty being licked by her video partner, was red-haired all over. "Oh, Hi, Nicole," Karen said, opening the kitchen door. "I didn't know you were coming over." Nicole walked inside. It was a Friday afternoon, near the end of summer. "Whatcha got there?" Karen asked, pointing to a paper bag in Nicole's hand. Dressed in a loose top, loose shorts and sandals, her red hair pulled up off her neck, Karen was peeling carrots over the sink. Nicole's button shirt was cut off above her bare belly button. Below the smooth, tanned skin at her waist, Nicole's white stretch short shorts, hugged the curves of her buns, and in the front even revealed something of her pussy contours. Karen looked. "I know you don't think you can make a video for Ashley like the one Mom made for me," Nicole started. Karen now was entirely focused on the girl. "Well, I think you can, at least the part where you explain stuff. I thought that if I saved you from having to go buy all those embarrassing things, then at least you wouldn't have an excuse and you'd try. I mean, Ashley really needs to hear from you on this." At that, Nicole reached into the bag and removed the dildo and the vibrator. Karen took the dildo, held its base to the kitchen table and rolled the fingers of her other hand around it, simulating a jerk-off. At that moment, the door swung open and Ashley burst inside. She was wearing a bikini bathing suit, the top little more than a cloth strap covering the nipples on her non-existent breasts. "Wow, Mom," Ashley said. Karen's naturally red complexion flushed in crimson embarrassment. "Ash, that's something I brought over," Nicole interjected. "Your Mom wanted to talk to you about boys and sex and all that stuff. It's time, don't you think? Anyway, I guess I didn't know you'd be here." "So you're the big expert and know-it-all, making plans with Mom?" Ashley snapped, irritated that Nicole, whom she had considered her own friend, now was seen to have a separate relationship with her mother. Nicole wanted to placate the younger girl. "Heck no," Nicole said. "I mean, your mother's married and experienced. I need to learn, too." At that, Nicole turned her face to Karen, who now found the courage to take the lead. "Girls, let's take this into the family room," Karen said. There, Ashley and Nicole sat next to each other on the big couch, and Karen sat cross-legged on the carpet, facing them. Nicole realized that Karen was not thinking about videos. She intended to make her presentation right then and there! Karen held up the dildo. "You've heard the word `hard-on' or `boner'. When a man gets excited, his penis looks like this." "That looks so big, Mom." Ashley said. "Could all of that really fit inside you?" "Well, yes. You know what I'm talking about when I say `vagina,' Ashley. When a woman gets aroused, which is another way of saying she gets sexually excited, the vagina gets moist and it expands. That lubrication and expansion are what makes it possible for a big penis like to fit inside." "Can you show us, Mom?" Ashley asked. Karen paused. Nicole felt a tingling. "There's some vaseline in the bag," she offered. Ashley looked at Nicole approvingly. "Well, it's just us girls," Karen said, and she stood up, unfastened her belt, unzipped her zipper and dropped her shorts. She was wearing black bikini panties. "I really ought to get a towel," she said, and she exited the room toward the back of the house. A few seconds later came the call, "Girls, come back here. And bring the bag." Nicole followed Ashley into the master bedroom, where Karen already had pulled the covers off the king-size bed. The sheets looked like silk. "This makes more sense than a towel," Karen said. There was a little bench at the foot of the bed, and Ashley and Nicole sat there, so close together that their hips touched. Standing beside the mattress at the side of the bed, and facing the girls, Karen now peeled off her panties. She had perfect tan lines. The hair on her mons was indeed bright red. Her pussy lips were shaven and white. She picked up the tube of vaseline and smeared it over the head of the dildo. Then she raised one leg up onto the bed and positioned the dildo under her crack. There was no jiggle in her firm white buttocks. She pushed upward once, then twice, not with great force, but her face showed discomfort and frustration. "Like I said, for this to work, the woman needs to get excited," she said. I'm just not excited, not now anyway. If you will let me get a little kinky, we'll be OK. OK?" The girls nodded, enthralled at Karen's spectacular display. "Ashley, first I need for you to unbutton Nicole's blouse," Karen said with a quaver in her voice that she quickly controlled. Nicole did not resist as Ashley leaned in front of her and one by one freed the buttons all the way down to Nicole's waist. "Nicole, take off your blouse now," Karen said. Karen was starting to slide a gooey finger into her pussy lips. Nicole's teen-aged breasts puffed over the edge of her teen-aged bra. Karen continued to stroke herself. "OK, Ashley, now take off Nicole's bra. Once freed, Nicole's conical breasts jutted out and up, her dark red areolas tipped with stiffening red nipples. Karen's voice now was punctuated by panting. She continued to stroke herself. "Ashley, aren't they pretty? You'll have pretty breasts in a few years." Ashley started to put her hands on Nicole's breasts, then held back. "It's OK," Nicole said, swiveling on the bench to face the girl more squarely. She took the girl's hands and placed them on her nipples. "Please. Touch me." Karen spoke again. "Nickie, I don't think Ashley has had much experience yet with kissing. Put your arms around her and teach her how to kiss. I mean real kissing, open mouth kissing. Ashley, let Nickie's tongue play inside your mouth." Nicole unknotted Ashley's strap and pressed against the girl. She first kissed Ashley softly on the lips, then slid her mouth over Ashley's mouth in a circular motion, nibbling at Ashley's lips. Finally, she coaxed Ashley to accept the penetration of her tongue. Ashley's hands pushed up against Nicole's shoulders, but Nicoles hands met them there and brought them back to her breasts. Nicole was feeling wetness in her own pants and feeling Ashley's mouth relax and surrender to the older girl's penetration. When she released Ashley, she looked softly and reassuringly into the young girl's unsure eyes, and gestured with her head back in Karen's direction. Karen continued to struggle with the dildo. "Is it OK if I rub your breasts?" Nicole asked, sitting up now from the bench and moving toward the bed. Stepping behind Karen, Nicole took the dildo from the woman's hand and set it aside. The she lifted Karen's top over her head and unclasped her bra. As Karen pulled the bra forward off her firm full breasts, Nicole squeezed out of her own shorts and removed her panties. Her hands cupping Karen from behind, her moist pussy pressing into Karen's buns, Nicole spoke again: "Let's lie down." "Ashley, what your Mom wants to show us is how to really let go," Nicole said, motioning to Ashley to join them on the bed. "Ashley, your Mom's tits are so firm and her nipples are getting real hard. Let me lie here toward the top of the bed." Nicole placed pillows under her shoulders and head. "When you're with people you can trust, ask for what you really want most of all." She looked at Karen. I'm going to spread my pussy lips. Will you get down over me and use your tits to touch me hard where it feels good?" Karen fondled the girl's breasts with outstretched hands, and then with her lips and tongue. Then she slid down slightly along Nicole's body, alternately brushing her hard nipples over the girl's clitoris and pressing the meat of her breasts into the girl's mound. Nicole took Ashley's hand. "You lie this way, Ash," Nicole said, positioning the girl at 180 degrees to herself and Karen below her. "Ash, your Mom is rubbing her pussy now against my leg. That feels good, but what you need to do is find her vagina and asshole and very gently buzz this around the edge of both of them. She handed the younger girl the cigar-shaped vibrator. "Put some vaseline on it first. If she wants to take it into her asshole or up her vagina, she'll put her hand over yours and the two of you can do that together." Karen now slid her trunk off Nicole's leg and tilted at an angle to the side, giving Ashley better access. "Ash, back up toward me a little way," Nicole said. The two girls and the woman now formed a sort of triangle on the bed. Ashley lay on her side, her head and hands poised over her mother's hips. Karen, reaching down between her legs, guided the girl's hand to deliver a humming massage that alternated between her pussy lips and the rim of her anus. From the side now rather than from below, Karen sank her face into Nicole's open pussy, the wet dark hairs now matted to both sides. Nicole moaned and pressed herself against the woman's tongue and mouth as Karen flicked at and then sucked the flesh at the base of Nicole's clitoris. Ashley's hips and thighs were now convenient to Nicole's hands, and Nicole reached out and started to peel the bikini bottom off the little girl's ass. "Ash, now I'm going to put my finger you know where. Always remember, you're the only one who knows how it feels for you, so wrap your hand around my finger and guide it only where you want it to go." Ashley's hairless pussy, two puffy mounds, now offered itself to Nicole's face and hands. Nicole moistened it with her tongue, then pulled her head back to her pillow and pushed a lubricated thumb pushed into Ashley's crack while a finger slipped through the girl's legs to enter her asshole. Ashley saw and felt her mother's muscles tense as Karen squealed and groaned, plunging the vibrator deep inside with fevered jerks, raptured in a long crescendo of orgasm. Nicole was right with her, clutching Karen's breast to her own pussy, thrashing wildly through her own orgasmic joy. As she came down from her peak, Nicole pulled back her probing hand from Ashley's crevices. "That first cum isn't easy," Nicole said, starting to catch her breath. "You're starting to get wet, you got that far. We don't have to force anything more that that right now. With the rubbing we've already done, you're going to be a little sore. Let's cool down." Karen, panting and gasping for air after her own explosion, now rolled over on her back. "Ashley, sweetie. You OK? What have I done?" Nickie propped herself over the woman, playfully bumping her nipples against Karen's the tips of Karen's bulging breasts. "Everybody's doing fine," she smiled.