Date: Fri, 12 Jul 2019 02:48:16 -0700 From: Lolo Lolo Subject: Tracy's Tale Chapter 5 Chapter 5 Weeks passed. Tracy avoided Megan at work as much as she could and it appeared that Megan's interest in her was fading. Tracy was back to wearing her `granny' clothes to work. The sex at home had also improved a little. Jason was away a lot though. Flying all over the USA he would sometimes be gone for two to three days at a time. Life of a pilot's wife wasn't always easy. Being the shy person that she was, she didn't have any friends outside of work. She loved reading and would spend these lonely evenings in bed reading into the early hours of the morning. Her choice of books was always adventure and suspense. The kids kept her busy in the afternoons and her son, Bradley, would help her cook and take up his dad's chores around the house. Bradley was aspiring to become a chef and wanted to one day own his own restaurant. After finishing high school he was taking a break year before heading off to college. He was rarely at home during the day as he spent a lot of time with his girlfriend and his friends. Tracy liked his girlfriend. She was bubbly and energetic and she kept Bradley on his toes. As a teen Bradley had always been popular at school and an amazing athlete. He was offered a bursary to play football at a popular college but turned it down as it was not his passion. As a family they were in no way rich but between Tracy and Jason they made enough to live comfortable lives. Never wanting for anything, within reason, the kids had all they needed and the family had a close knit relationship. Although there was sibling rivalry between the two kids, they would band together against outside influences. Tracy watched Bradley in the kitchen. He was blond with dark streaks in his hair. Tall and athletically built she had no doubts that he would make a success of his career. He had a charm that always entranced the girls but he had also inherited his dads humour and quick wit. This alone would take him far into life. "Mom. Can I ask you something?" "Sure. What's on your mind?" she replied. "Jenny's parents asked me to go with, when they head to Hawaii next weekend." "You will have to check with your dad but I don't have a problem with it" Tracy replied. She knew that it had been a dream of Bradley's to go surf in Hawaii. And Jenny's parents certainly could afford it. Jenny was a year younger than Bradley and still in school. With a pang of jealousy she thought to herself that with spring break starting it was certainly time for Jenny's parents to go globe-trotting again. She and Jason never went anywhere. Even though he could fly anywhere in the country on the airline, he always has some excuse not to go anywhere. Since their marriage they haven't even been out of the state, never mind the country. Feeling rather grumpy at this, they finished making supper and sat down to supper. Only half listening to the kids her mind wandered off into the `could have been' thoughts. Later that evening, Tracy got a message from hubby that Bradley can go to Hawaii and not much else. He was in transit to the hotel and she knew from experience that she won't hear from him until the next day. She felt unusually lonely that evening and cuddling up to Jason's pillow she pulled out her IPad and searched for something to read. Her usual authors just did not appeal to her that evening. Searching the online library, she came across a book that, according to the reviews, was written by a famous female porn star. Tracy checked out the book, and found that it was an autobiography of this actress's life in the industry and her struggles between her sexuality, career and family. Looking at the authors picture Tracy found that it had some striking resemblances to the woman in her dreams. Reading through the book, Tracy felt like she almost found a kindred spirit. The author's struggle with her sexuality, to Tracy, felt like it was written just for her. Tracy finished the book in record time and closing her iPad she reflected on the contents. There were some terms she had never heard before. Things like fisting, bdsm, docking and tranny, to name a few. As it was just after midnight Tracy decided to leave it for another day. Tired she drifted off to sleep. Tracy's eyes fluttered open. Lying next to her was the brunette. Her body was tanned and as smooth as silk. Her perfect curves were covered with a black see through nighty. Her chest was moving rhythmically up and down pushing her perfectly tanned breasts against the flimsy material. Her dark nipples tight and the buds protruded out of the surrounding areola. Tracy let her gaze wonder over the brunettes face. She looked the same as the author from the book. She ran her eyes over the brunette's body. Her gaze lingered on the brunette's flat stomach. Looking further down she felt herself getting warm and her vagina started throbbing. The brunette had a beautiful vagina. With a small landing strip that ran to the top of her vagina, her mound pushed out to meet it. With her legs slightly parted Tracy could see the brunette's lips closed, hiding the deliciousness, waiting to be opened and explored. Tracy found herself naked next to this beautiful girl. Leaning over Tracy ran her hand up the girl's stomach to her breast. Running her finger over the protruding nipple the girl shivers. The girl opened her eyes and looking at Tracy, leaned up and seeking Tracy's mouth kissed her. Her tongue flicked in and out of Tracy's. Their tongues were playing in tandem, each one looking to dominate. The girl ran her hand over Tracy's breast, thumbing her nipple and massaged her breast. Kissing down Tracy's neck, she ran her hand over Tracy's stomach and placed it over Tracy's smooth mound. She took Tracy's, now very hard, nipple into her mouth. She circled her tongue around the nipple and flicked her tongue over it. A groan escaped Tracy and she arched her back pushing her breast harder onto the brunette's mouth. Feeling her vagina lips being parted, Tracy moans harder. A finger was being run over her clit and with circular motions the, fingers probed and played. Waves of shivers ran up Tracy's spine and the feeling was indescribable. Now nibbling on her nipple, Tracy felt the fingers seeking to enter her hole and she opened her legs fully. Waves and waves of pleasure ran through her body as two fingers entered her. Feeling her orgasm approaching Tracy grabbed the girls wrist and pushed her hand hard against her vagina forcing the fingers in as far as they would go. And explosive orgasm raked her body and Tracy woke up from this dream in the middle of this orgasm. She pushed her legs tightly together and she grabbed her breasts in her hands, squeezing as hard as she could to prolong the pleasure. To Tracy it seemed like the orgasm would last forever but as it faded her body relaxed. Settling down she checked the time. It was only 2 a.m. Lying in the dark Tracy wondered, as she did after every dream, whether she was turning lesbian. Then Megan's comment about being bi, popped up in her head. Can one really love having sex with both genders, she wondered to herself. She loved having sex with Jason, but it always felt like something was missing in her life. Was this it? Was it craving for adventure or was she indeed bi? She had nobody to talk to about it. She definitely couldn't talk to Jason about it. With sleep now a thing of the past, Tracy got out of bed and grabbing her laptop made her way to the lounge. Checking in with the kids she found both of them sleeping soundly. After grabbing a bottle of spring water she settled on the couch. She fired up the laptop and started researching some of the phrases she had read. Some of it shocked her. But at the same time she found it rather intriguing. Some of it turned her on straight away. But as with most things the internet can only tell you so much. How Tracy wished she had someone to talk to about these things.