Date: Sun, 18 Aug 2002 10:45:25 EDT
From: Nysilksissyboi@aol.com
Subject: A Big Sissy Goes Shopping at Lane Bryant

Wow, Who ever would have though a chance visit to a mall to handle a panty
fetish, would have my life end up the way it has!

Ever since I can remember as a kid, I have had a silk/satin fetish, even
would steal my sister's panties as a kid and wear them, a few times a dress
or slip but nothing more than that.  AS a teenager and in college, I bought
myself men's silk underwear and nylon briefs and a few robes and shorts to
deal with my fetish.  But only once I got into my early 30's, did the
desire to wear silk panties hit me, they looked the best, felt the best and
the nicest colors and patterns.  I knew I was gay, and had been in a few
relationships, but I am masc. and was the top, and yet as I sit here and
type this, I see my red fingernails, my gown is flowing over my legs and I
am still in shock!

It all started when I was 34, I had always ordered my panties online, but
one day at the office, I was feeling so horny and yet so confident and sure
I decided I was going to the mall to get me some new panties and a nightie
or 2.  Now keep in mind, I am a big guy, tall and even husky, but smooth.
So, I have to shop at the bigger gal's store.

The day seems to fly by and I immediately drive over to the mall, its dead
in there, so I feel a bit relived and walk right to the Lane Bryant Store.
I go to the back of the store and they have some nice tables covered with
sexy satin panties, I am real nervous and yet I am so drawn to wanting to
buy these sexy panties, the sales gal asks if I need help and I of course
tell her "NO!"

As I start to pick out a few pairs of panties, I feel like I am being
watched. I glance over and see a distinguished looking gentleman in a nice
suit and tie.  He is about 6'5 (nice and tall), in his late 30's/early
40's, and kind of slim but sexy looking. I figured he was hear to get his
wife a gift as he was looking at the blouses and skirts. But he seemed to
keep looking at me.  I thought maybe he was thinking I was a weirdo, as I
was some big guy pulling panties off a table!

I was in such a groove, I bought 20 new panties and 3 new nightie, one long
and 2 short.  I took it all to the counter and of course the sales gal,
took her time ringing it all up and folding everything so nicely.  I
noticed that man was behind me with a sexy silk blouse in his hands to
purchase.  I got a whiff of his cologne and he smelled real nice, but
smelled and looked so straight. I was still nervous thinking he may have
thought this was all for me, but of course, it was!  The grand total was
over $200 and gave the sales gal my credit card, she then told me of a
promotion they have for anyone that purchased over $200 and I needed to
sign up.  She took a clipboard , and asked for my name, I said "Karl" she
proceeded to ask my last name, and my phone number so they could call and
remind me of the sale promotion.  I didn't think anything more of it and
took my bag of goodies and rushed out of the store to go home and try them
on.

2 Days Later, I got home from work and I checked my phone messages, I had a
message from a Tom of Lane Bryant.  Telling me, I had won a ticket to see a
fashion, free merchandise and their new line of men's clothing. (Though I
hadn't heard they were going to add a men's line and wondered how they knew
I was a big and tall man).  I was told there would be a room for me in a
nice hotel in NYC for tomorrow night (Friday), the room would be paid for
and in the room would be much more details upon my arrival.  This whole
thing seemed odd, but yet somewhat exciting, when I talked with the man on
the phone, he said a packet would come in the morning, and since I won, I
would have to be the one to attend "not my wife" but I can use the
merchandise prizes to get her whatever I wanted.  He said this was a show
they offer to men to see what outfits they like their women in.  We hung up
and it almost sounded like he said "Karla, I will see you Friday night" but
then again maybe I wasn't hearing right!

Well, I had planned to take Friday off anyway.  So I went to bed that night
all excited about my free weekend downtown, I figured if I don't like the
show and stuff, I can at least slip some panties on and go to a few clubs.
The FedEx guy showed up at 9:30, the packet had pieces of paper in it
detailing the directions to the hotel, what to do in order to check in and
said the rest of the details would arrive at the hotel later.  None of the
papers had any Lane Bryant logos which seemed odd, but again it all still
looked ok, to make sure I called the hotel and they did in fact have a
reservation for me, they said it was the "Queen Suite" -- I laughed.

So, I jumped in the shower, packed my bags for the weekend (of course put a
few panties in there) and headed off to the city! I got there by 3 pm as
the letter requested.  I went to the front desk and checked in, they only
asked to see my id and said all the charges were covered.  They gave me a
key to the room and said to enjoy, I asked where the fashion show was, and
they said they didn't have one, but it could be at another close hotel.  I
went to my room, I walked into a beautiful room, it had a large bed with a
red satin comforter and pink satin sheets.

I waited for the bellman to bring my luggage, but didn't seem to show up
yet.  Suddenly there was a knock at the door, a bellman had at least a
letter for me.  I took the letter and opened it up, it told me the show
would be at 5, someone would come pick me up, and I was to take a shower
and in a few minutes, new clothes from their new line would arrive and I
was to wear them to the show.  I wondered how they would know my size?  But
I was gullible, I stripped and jumped into the shower, I took a nice hot
long shower and stepped out, I dried off and walked into the bedroom, I
noticed a box on the bed and my clothes that I wore to the hotel were
missing.

I opened the box, on top of the tissue paper, was an envelope addressed to
"Karla", I was in shock , I ripped open the envelope and started to read,
"Karla: I know you want to be a sissy, I can tell you like the finest silks
and satins and want to be a man's sissy", " In the box is a cute outfit for
you that I expect you to be in when I arrive, make sure everything is on
your body when I get there, if not , I will report you to hotel security
and the police, NOW GET DRESSED"

Boy was I scared, but what could I do, I had no other clothes, I call the
bell desk, they couldn't find my suitcase. And I was naked in my room. I
looked under the tissue paper, first was a sexy pair of purple panties, I
slide them on, followed by garter and stockings, there was a purple satin
bra, and then a pink satin blouse (it looked the same as the guy that was
behind me at Lane Bryant on Tuesday), Now it was all coming together, He
must have overheard my phone number and he was watching me closely when I
bought those panties, but why did he bring me here and what was going to
happen, I slid the blouse on and then their was a silk purple skirt
followed by heels (thankfully not to big), In the bottom of the box, was
lipstick and perfume, I looked at the clock it was 4:55, I quickly went
into the bathroom and put on the lipstick and perfumed , I looked in the
mirror and though I had a mans hair cut and looked like a man, the clothes
looked great and they felt just as great.  My cock was now hard as well, I
was not sure if it was from the silks or the anticipation of what would
happen.

The phone rang, of course, I jumped, I answer it, "Karla are you ready?",
Yes SIR I replied, "Go lay on the bed with your face down in the pillows,
do not move until I tell you" he immediately hung up.  I did as I was told
and went to the big satin bed and laid on it with my face in the pillows.
Suddenly I heard the door open, I heard him walk in, as he did he came over
to the bed, he told me not to move and slid his hands up my legs, under the
skirt and massaged my silk coved ass, he pulled them out and suddenly , he
grabbed my head and told me to close my eyes, as I did , he blindfolded me
with a silk scarf.

He ordered me to roll over, as I did, he tied my arms to the posts and then
my legs, I was there tied up all spread out.  He walked away, but then I
suddenly heard sounds from a camera, he was taking pictures of me, now I
was getting scared, I yelled " What are you doing?"  He quickly slapped me
across the face, told me I do not talk unless granted permission and if I
yell again he will gag me as well!  I told him I saw scared and "bam" he
slapped me again, he told me I am not to talk. He stepped away, it was
quiet, I heard him again when it sounded like he was undressing and I heard
his zipper go down,

I told you Karla, not to talk, and yet you did twice, for that you will
prove what a great cock sucker you are, Right?  With that I could feel his
warm cock near my lips; I was so scared yet at the same time felt so horny
and excited.  I started to lick around the cock as he swirled it around my
lips, he started to push against my face, and so I opened my mouth, he
slowly slid his hard cock in, it was nice and smelled so clean.  I licked
on it and started to suck it more and more, his hands grabbed my head as he
started to fuck my face, He quickly stopped and told me that from now on, I
would be his sissy boy slave, no exceptions and no way out.  I would belong
to him and do all the he needs and wants.  He jammed his cock back in my
mouth and asked if I agree, Hell I wasn't thinking about what he really
said I was horny and figured this was just some sex game to him, He told me
if I took his cum, I would be his wife forever, "yeah right I thought" he
pounded my mouth with his cock, then all of a sudden he show a huge load
right down my throat. He made sure every drop was left in my mouth for my
enjoyment!  He pulled out and told me from that point forward I was now his
and would do all he wanted.


He got up, got dressed and started to untie me, he took my blindfold off
and he was in fact the man from Lane Bryant.  I told him that this was fun,
a bit different, and said I had better get going, "BAM" again he slapped
me, told me this was no game, I was to do only as told, he then pointed to
the TV and there was a video of me getting dressed, followed by his cock in
my mouth.  He proceeded to tell me, that if I want this kept quiet and no
one else to see "our movie" then I would do all that he asks and requires!

He had me get up, I was scared and nervous now for real, I wasn't sure what
he wanted, the game seemed cute, but I wasn't certain I wanted more.  He
grabbed a bag he had with him and pulled a wig out, he told me to go in the
bathroom and put it on; we had an appointment to go to. I went into the
restroom wondering what he was talking about "What appointment", I
wondered. I never had put on a wig before but slid it on as best I could
and walked out, making sure I said nothing, I didn't want to get slapped
again.

He told me we were leaving, he was going to make me ever more feminine for
him.  I was instructed to stay near his side, not to speak and to not make
eye contact with anyone other than him.  Now, I was really scared, yeah I
was in drag and a wig, but I wasn't at all passable, I knew whoever saw me,
would think I am some linebacker in a skirt and blouse.  But what could I
do, he grabbed me quickly gave me a big long kiss and as he did he grabbed
my silk covered cock, squeezing them and whispered in my ear ? You better
behave and don't you dare disappoint me or try and run!"  With that he
opened the door and nudged me out. We walked down to the elevator, and
thankfully no one else was in the hall way.  The elevator door opened, we
walked in, thankfully again it was empty, but suddenly it stopped on the
tenth floor and 2 teenagers walked on, I kept my head down, but I could
hear them giggling and yet wasn't certain if it was at me.  Finally the
elevator opened at the lobby, the kids walked out first, then Tom grabbed
me by the arm and walked me towards the front door, fortunately the lobby
was slow, but of course the bellman, opened the door for me and looked
right at me with a peculiar smile!

Tom hailed a cab, opened the door for me, and told the cabbie what street
intersection we had to go to. We drove along for about 15 minutes, I could
see the cabbie looking back at us with a smirk on his face, but he drove us
to our destination.  It was a huge building with no signs on it, I was
still confused as to what was going on, Tom led me to the front door and we
rang the bell, the buzzer sounded and we walked in.  Tom again grabbed my
arms and we waked down a long hall way, till we got near the end, he
knocked, and a beautiful woman answered, She was so excited to see Tom, she
greeted him with a kiss and asked who I was, Tom said " Tina, this is going
to be my wife, Karla, take her and do all that is necessary!", " I will be
back in 3 hours, if She gets out of line, you know what to do" With that,
he pecked me on the cheek and left.

Tina looked me up and down and told me right off "Karla, Tom is a great
friend of mine, I am glad to see he has founded what he always wanted, - a
wife" " we have our work cut out so lets get started:" I felt since Tom was
gone I could speak, I told her I was scared and didn't want to do this,
"Bam" then she slapped me, She told me I was not allowed to talk, Tom was a
good man and I was to do all he wanted, she would help me, but I Had to
listen!  She told me to follow her, we went through another door and inside
was a Beauty Salon, It had 4 chairs, one woman was getting a perm and never
bothered to look up when I walked in, I noticed other then Tina, the only
helpers were very effeminate men, in tight black spandex outfits and yet
pink collars.  One of them, his name was "Sissy" was helping the woman with
the perm. Tina called for Prissy, and Missy to help her with me, the first
thing they did was order me to strip in the changing room and the lay on
the table.

I still wasn't certain what was going on, I thought this had to be a dream
and I could wake up and it would be all over.  But, I laid on the table,
Prissy came in and strapped me down, Missy then came in and started to
spray a liquid all over my legs, and arms, my arm pits and even my crotch.
He then unstrapped me, rolled me over and did the same.  He had me get up
and go into the shower room, where they both proceeded to wash me down and
I noticed all the hair on my body was sliding down the drain! They toweled
me off and handed me a very pink satin pair of panties and a satin robe to
put on.  With all this attention from guys, my dick got real hard,
especially as they slid the panties on me.  Suddenly Missy slid her mouth
on my cock, Prissy whispered in my ear that Tina hated to see hard cocks
and they would help me Missy was sliding her mouth up and down my cock boy
it felt good, he really knew how to suck, he was working my cock up and
down I was going to explode quickly, before I did, Prissy shoved my pair of
panties in my mouth to gag my moans Missy was still working my cock hard
and took his hand to squeeze my balls, as he did that I let loose and shot
my load into his mouth, but as I enjoyed the feeling of shooting my load, I
felt this hard pinch in my ass.  It really hurt, I quickly turned around
and saw Prissy pulling a syringe out of my ass.  He looked at me and
smiled, Missy then whispered in my ear, it was a double dose of hormones to
get me started!  Here I thought I was getting an innocent BJ and instead it
was to trick me into getting a shot!

Missy pulled my panties out of my mouth, slides them back on me, and led me
to one of the chairs.  Tina quickly came over, "Karla is everything all
right, I am not sure but suddenly I sense your already getting more like a
lady!"  She giggled and had the boys strap me into the chair. "Now lets go
a few steps further, shall we? Asked Tina.  She ripped the wig off of me,
and started to work on my hair, as she did, Prissy worked on my fingernails
and Missy did my toe nails.  I never had felt so pampered, yet I am not
sure what the outcome of this would be!

Prissy stopped and gave me a cup of tea, He resumed what he was doing and
before I knew it, I was feeling very drowsy.  Next thing I recall is
hearing Master Tom, "Tina, what a great job you and the girls have done,
she is great, she will make a great wife, its great to have a sister like
you" Tina fired back " Tom you know I just want to see you happy and I am
glad Karla is the one for you, I can't wait till the wedding, now get her
out of her and make her the real woman she needs to be!" I opened my eyes
and in front of me was a mirror, my hair was beautifully done, it was even
colored!.  My ears were sore and then I saw I had 2 earrings in each ear,
both my fingernails and toenails were a nice shade of pink and I ever
noticed my face had make-up all over it, I did look a lot more feminine.
But I still wasn't certain what was happening and why, Master Tom then
walked over, he planted his lips on mine and forced his tongue in my mouth
as his hands went all over my body.  He pulled his mouth off me, and said
this would all make sense soon and he would tell me what is going on but
first we had to eat dinner.  Just as he said that, Missy showed up with a
new pair of gold silk panties and then he slid them on me, Prissy came in
and put my stockings and garters on, with a matching gold bra.  Missy said
for now, he would have to stuff tissues in my bra and so of course he did.
Master then pulled out of a garment bag , a nice long red satin gown and
slid it over me.  He then took me by the hand and said "let's go eat"

We left the salon and the building out front was a Limo, Master Tom opened
the door for me. I slid in the car and he sat right next to me, insuring
his hands were on my legs.  The driver sped off and Master Tom started to
put his tie on.  We pulled up to a very fancy restaurant, the valet opened
the door and I slid out as best I could to look ladylike and figure out
these dang helps, The valet saw I was struggling and asked" Ma'am can I
help you?"  Ma'am I thought wow that was a first, he helped me up and
Master Top Took me by the arm and walked me into the restaurant.  Everyone
in there knew Tom, we even were given a private table in the far back of
the room, where no one could really see or watch us.  We sat down, the
Waiter came over and asked if we wanted anything to drink, Tom told him,
"we are celebrating tonight, Karla has agreed to become my wife, bring me
the best bottle of wine you have!"  AS the waiter left, Tom grabbed my face
and pulled it to him, he again kissed me hard and told me he was so happy
he saw me at that Lane Bryant store.  He reached into his pocket and pulled
out a beautiful expensive ring with a huge diamond.  He grabbed my hand,
slid it on my finger and told me how glad he was that I was going to be his
wife.  AS he said that, a bright light flashed and I heard the whole
restaurant applauding.  I looked up and saw a cameraman, and everyone was
staring right at us. It seemed so embarrassing!  But yet, there also was a
nice feeling to it and I started to think this may not be bad after all.

The wine came and we had a celebratory toast, over dinner, Master Tom
started to explain things.  He knew he was gay, but had an important job
that required him to either lead a closeted life and have a few safety
dates or find a male that wanted to live as a sissy boy wife for him.
Since he was tall, he preferred taller woman and really liked plus sized
woman, He had a few dates, but none was what he really wanted.  Then one
day, he saw an article about Lane Bryant.  The story had mentioned that
Lane Bryant's best customers were men, men that were not buying clothes for
wives or girlfriends, but instead for themselves!  So he developed a plan
to scope out some stores and if he found the man he liked he would grab
onto them.  He told me I would have a great life with him, he had enough
money to keep us both happy and as long as I was obedient, did all that he
wanted, he would give me that great life. Finally, he said I could talk, I
told him I was scared, nervous and yet excited all in one. I liked
cross-dressing some, but wasn't ready to give up my regular life and live
as a woman. I told him this whole evening was exciting and great but I
wasn't certain I could get used to it or wanted to.  He slid his hand under
my gown all the way up to my panties, he was caressing my cock under the
table and again kissed me hard.  He pulled his lips off and was still
caressing me when he told me that I would have to get used to it, all would
work out and there was no turning back, the more he talked the more he
squeezed my cock and balls, They started to hurt, I winced and as I did he
slid his tongue in my mouth, he kept squeezing and tears welled in my eyes.
He told me I was his wife and I better get used to it.

After that, we got up left the restaurant, every table we passed, people
were congratulating us and telling me what a lucky lady I was.  We got back
into the limo and sped back to the hotel.  We got to the hotel rather
quickly and right into our room, Master Tom told me to go into the bathroom
and take a nice bubble bath and to make sure I douche real clean, he would
shower in the other room and meet me back in the bed in 30 minutes.  I
walked into the bathroom and noticed the douche kit was set out and ready
on the countertop, a sexy night and panties were also laid out and my bath
was already drawn I stripped my gown and bra and panties off, (threw all
those tissues away). I noticed my nipples were more sensitive then normal
and started to wonder if the shot was kicking in already.  I slid into the
warm sweet smelling bath tub and laid my head back to think what I have
gotten myself into

So I soaked for about 15 minutes and then it hit me, I had to douche, as I
said before I was always a top before and liked my bottoms clean as well,
but never had to do it myself and if he wanted me to douche then it could
only be one thing, he planned to fuck me that night as well!  I always
wondered what it would be like to get fucked and guess now I was going to
get my chance.  I took the enema bottle filled it up and did my thing; I
made sure my insides were nice and clean.  I grabbed the panties they were
such a soft silk and royal blue with black lace, the nightie was baby doll
length, no doubt short enough to give him access to whatever he desired.  I
saw a bottle of perfume on the counter and figured what the heck and
sprayed myself all over to smell real sweet for him.

I walked into the bedroom of the suite, he was laying on the bed in only
silk boxers, He told me to come lay next to him. AS soon as I laid down he
rolled into me and started to kiss me, aggressively, with his hands
caressing my body.  His hands worked down to my breast and he rubbed them
for a while, he kissed my mouth, then my ears and sucked on them and my
neck, he then slid under the nightie and started to work on one nipple at a
time, one nipple would be in his mouth being licked, sucked or lightly
bitten and the other nipple was being teased by his hands and fingers.  He
would alternate his mouth from nipple to nipple, it seemed for a good half
hour making me moan and groan.  He worked even lower and pleasantly
surprised me by taking my cock in his mouth. He slowly licked it at first,
tip to the base up and down, all around, eh then slowly built up a nice
rhythm, I was so close to blowing my load when he stopped and pulled my
panties totally off, He then buried his face in my ass and was eating my
hole, boy he was good I could feel that tongue sliding all over and in and
out, he was making me crave his cock in there.  I never had a better
feeling before.  He again stopped as soon as I enjoyed the rhythm and went
back to my cock and again took it slow to start and built up a nice rhythm
again , but then he sped up I knew I was going to cum but he wouldn't pull
off and suddenly I shot into his mouth, he seemed to take my whole load,
but after he drained me he came up and kissed me and fed back to me all of
my cum and told me to swallow it all! I never had my own cum before and yet
now I was getting it whether I wanted it or not.

When he pulled his mouth off mine, he looked into my eyes and asked if I
was ready to be his real woman, I told him truthful I wasn't sure, with
that, he spread my legs and lubed his cock up and said " Ok Karla this will
make you my woman, after this, you will be mine and you will love me
forever and I will love you the same".  With that being said, eh slowly put
his cock at my cunt lips, and slowly slid his cock in. He pushed hic cock
all the way into me and started to slide it back and forth, the point of
almost coming out and sliding it back in, each time picking his pace up and
other times slowing down, occasionally thrusting and jamming his cock
deeper and deeper in me.. Most of the time, when I had fucked someone, if I
gave them 15 minutes I thought I was doing well.  But with Tom it was close
to an hour, he wasn't just fucking me, it was love making.  As he kept
thrusting his cock in me his hands and mouth were all over my body. I could
tell he was getting close, when he stared to fuck me, it had hurt, but as
the session went on, I loved that feeling of his cock in me, It was so
great to feel a man like Tom deep in me.  His pace was really picking up,
he looked me deep in my eyes and asked if I was ready to be his woman, I
was so loving his cock in me, I was ready I told him, I was really falling
for him, he had broken me by now and that hour of lovemaking made me want
and need him so badly. I looked back into his eyes and said "yes TOM, I
WANT TO BE YOUR WIFE" With that, he shot a huge load deep into my hole.  He
made sure every drop was left in me, when he finished he collapsed on me
and said he just marked me as his woman.  He reached over a grabbed a butt
plug and shoved it into my hole, telling me he wanted his love juices to be
in me all night so they will dry into me, marking me as his.

Well as the night went on, 2 more times he pulled that butt plug out and
put his own cock back in me and 2 more huge loads.  I have to admit I was
falling for him and I was ready to do all he wanted.

One year Later

Well, its been a year since that first weekend, 4 months ago, Master Tom
and I got officially married, though few knew what I had on under my dress
and panties.  Over the last year, I have really fallen in love with Master
Tom, he has bought me the nicest clothes, had me get hormones, some minor
surgeries to make me look a bit more feminine (but we will never have the
final surgery done, he likes that little thing between my legs) and now I
am living 24/7 as his woman and his wife and I couldn't be any happier.
When he comes home, he always has another way of making me real happy, I
have grown to love our long hot love making sessions, I can't help but
thing how glad I was that I finally got up the courage to finally go to
that Lane Bryant Store!!

Hope you all like, one day I do hope this really comes true for me.  Feel
free to email me nysilksissyboi@yahoo.com