Date: Sat, 26 Dec 2020 20:02:31 +0000 From: Daniel Berasaluce Frías Subject: She was he - Chapter 1 - THREE MONTHS ON CAM. She was he -- Chapter 1 -- THREE MONTHS ON CAM. Nifty is the constant source of all your erotic dreams. All kinds of fetishes can be found here. We don't want this website to ever stop. Think for a minute if you can afford it and help sustain Nifty with your donations. I met her one afternoon in a chat. I used to enter every afternoon when I returned from my job. It's a chat room called Dungeon. I don't consider myself a masochist, but it's true that for years my dream has been to obey a dominant girl. My nick is simply cecil written in small letters, cause if you have a nick with capital letters you are master or mistress; a nick in small letters means you're the submissive boy or girl. I'd seen her nick many days, of course: MistressDominica, but I'm shy to open a private room. I talked in the general chat room and my opinions of the BDSM world, which I had hardly entered, were usually taken into account and that's how MistressDominica contacted me and she opened me a private room one day. She started congratulating me for my opinions; she added she usually agreed to everything I said. And she asked me whether I'd like to serve her. Well, that was my dream: to contact a dominant girl so I answered that I would have to know her first but I would certainly like to serve her. And now came the typical interview. First of course she asked what my name was. -I'm Cecil Rathbone, Mistress. -Good, my name's Dominica. I won't tell you my surname so far. Age? -I'm 29. -So am I. What's your job? -I work in the mornings in an art gallery, Mistress. -Good, I work in theater. -Are you an actress? -Let's say I'm an actress. Next question: do you have a webcam? -I have. -Good, I want you to turn on the cam. I want to see you. I like your personality, cecil. Now I want to see you and see your body. -Will you turn on your cam too, Mistress Dominica? -Are you afraid that I happen to be a boy? -No offense, please Mistress Dominica, but I think many boys can be cheated by another boy disguised with a girl's nick. -I'm a girl and my cunt now is on fire with the prospect of having you obeying me on cam. You'll see me on cam in a week more or less, but first I have to check your obedience capacity. If you're good and want to repeat, I could dominate you on cam some days. Soon you will see me, and if everything's ok, we could even meet one day. You told me you live in... (and she mentioned my town), isn't it? -Yes, Mistress. -So now you must decide. I want you to obey me and let me see you on cam. Now! I wanted to obey and I prayed that she was a real girl. I had a boner when I was switching on the cam. Soon I asked her whether she could see me. -I can, you're a really handsome boy and with a beautiful beard. Do you have a girlfriend? -No, Mistress, never have. -A boyfriend? -Of course not, I'm not gay. -Ok, but I hope you're not a homophobe. I've got some really good gay friends. -I'm not, Mistress. Hope you're not angry. It's just that I've never had sex with a boy; I've never desired it. -Good, so now cecil, I want you to obey me. I want to see you without your clothes, absolutely no clothes. -You'll see now that I'm dying with desire to obey a girl. I'm gonna strip. -I'll tell you in which order. Start by removing your T-shirt. I had no doubt and my dick was about to burst in my pants, just following the orders of a girl. Finally! I had always wanted to do this. I hoped Mistress Dominica was a pretty girl, but I've said sometimes in the chat room that I didn't give a damn about physical beauty. I wanted an attitude and if the girl had the attitude I wanted, I'd obey her. So far she was dominant and sweet and I'd spent months loving her opinions in the chat room. -Wow, I hope you have a good opinion of yourself, you're a sexy boy. Your chest is so sexy. Now you'll show me your feet and next will pull down your pants and show me that boner you have now. -You make me erect, Mistress --I said removing shoes and socks. Next she told me to pull down my pants and show her my boner. I dropped them quickly and unhesitatingly and I was glad I was showing her how erect I was. -Let me see you for a while in just your briefs and with that astounding erection. I have of course let my fingers in my pussy. Just ten seconds more. And now drop your boxers. I wanna see everything. So I also obeyed her, of course and was deliberately slow. I hoped she liked my dick. Then I was in slow motion pulling them down a bit more till she could finally see my balls. -A nice dick. Thank you, cecil --she always wrote my nick in small letters-, I hope now those beautiful balls you have wanna cum for me. -It's not usual for a girl to desire to see how a boy cums, Mistress Dominica. -I'm not like any girl. Well, cecil, I see you're talking to me in a laptop and behind you I can see your bed. Now you'll lie on top of it and will show me your ass. -Right now, Mistress. --And I instantly obeyed. She told me I had a perfect ass, an ass she knew many people would enjoy, not only boys, also girls could fuck me and she was used to fucking boys and one day she'd like to fuck that perfect ass of mine, that's what she said. I was not sure I would ever surrender my ass, but maybe to a girl... don't know, but I liked the fact that she told me those words. -And now turn, cecil. You will jack off for me, won't you? -Since you want to see me, I will, Mistress. -So start. And I started. I hadn't ever had such a horny masturbation. For the first time I was wanking for a girl to enjoy. As I did, she was talking all the time, telling me her cunt hurt of how strongly she was piercing it with her fingers and at the same time she praised everything of me. She not only told me that I was cutest and had a very sexy body; she praised my dick, my balls, that gorgeous ass I had been brave to show her. But what moved me was that all the time she praised my personality and told me once and again she was getting to know me and I was sexy and brave, just what she wanted. I had to scream that I was cumming and asked whether she would like to see it. Of course she told me she did want and I shouted out loud in my first cum for that girl. Now she asked me whether I would like to serve her every day. I answered that I did want to see her and after some questions, she knew the best hours and I told her I would be on cam at 5 every afternoon. So know I turned off the webcam and I expected to see her again tomorrow. Now I started a habit of masturbating every night in my bed thinking about her. An impossible to find thing! A girl who wanted to see me naked and jacking off and wanted to see me cumming! That was the dream of my life. Maybe some other days she would like other things but I'd do anything she asked me. The next day when I returned from the art gallery, I was looking forward to five o'clock to see her again. That's what I was thinking as I was going up in the elevator to the fifth floor where I lived. I saw I was already hard when I finally was in the big corridor where my flat was. The building was so recent that I almost had no neighbours. None at least in the flat across the corridor. On my left there were ten flats, and only three of them had neighbours. Just on my left lived my neighbour Morgan. He was single and worked in a shop selling household appliances. I lived in the corner of the corridor, but then it turned right. And on my right, adjacent to my house lived my neighbour Daniel. He was single too and I think he is a ballet dancer. Well, I don't know why the fuck I'm telling all this. But it's the same. My arousal has made me become distracted. There she was in fact at five when I turned on the webcam again. She asked me to strip and told me today once I was totally nude and before wanking, we would talk, for she wanted to know me and make me hers. Once I stripped and with a high boner, she made me lie on my bed again, but now showing her my frontal nudity and she started to talk to me. She told me she wanted to make me really hers. I could be her slave, or if that word frightened me, I could just be her obedient boy. She asked me many things about myself, not sexual things, and she told me that's how she liked dominating, becoming the friend of her slaves first and whenever I had a problem, hers would be my shoulders to lean on. Then she told me just a little bit about herself, mostly how she loved the world of theater but she didn't go deep in the subject. I believed she was an actress, but maybe it was something related to theater, but not exactly that. I decided I had to surrender to her, to obey her, to become her friend, and maybe that way she would trust me one day and tell me more about herself. Now I should wank again for her to see and once I came, knowing I would be tired now and not desire to do it, she asked me to lie on my chest again and once she saw my ass, she added. -It's not a boy ordering you. I'm a girl. I guess you've never had anything inside your little ass. -Never, Mistress Dominica. -I order you to enter a finger up your ass and finger-fuck yourself till I tell you. All the time I'll masturbate looking at you --and seeing me with a lot of doubts, she added-. Now, you're on the verge of keeping me or losing me, so it's up to you, but if you really wanna be dominated by a girl, you would even have to do things you don't like, for my pleasure. So now you choose, unless you fuck yourself with your finger, you'll lose me forever. I sighed but told her I would do it and soon I was with my little finger inside my ass. I expected a stronger pain but it was nothing. I could do it and I heard her constantly encouraging me. After a while, she told me. -Enough for today. Soon you will see me. But so far, I want you every day, when you turn on the webcam, lying totally nude on your chest on the bed and with a finger inside your ass. See you tomorrow, my hot cecil. For a week, it was almost always the same. I waited for her with my cam on, totally nude in bed lying on my chest and with a finger up my ass. I had first to fuck myself and later I would wank for her. A week after I had started to serve her, she told me she would turn on her cam. I would finally see her, but all the time, till she told me I could finally take it out, I had to be with a finger up my ass. Now it would be my ring finger. So with that finger rubbing my ass I noticed her cam was slowly on till finally I could see her! I could not believe it! What a sexy girl. Indeed she was near thirty; she was blonde and had long hair reaching her shoulders. Her boobs were absolutely big sexy boobs, though she was with her clothes on. It was the sexiest girl I'd seen in years and I would really like to have sex with her. -So do you want to obey me now once you know me? --She also had a laptop. -More than ever, Mistress Dominica. You know that I would have desired to serve you even if you had happened to be an ugly girl, but oh my God! I hope you allow me to tell that you are the sexiest girl I've seen in years. You know I've told you that I wank over you every night. Now I only wanna have your permission to keep on doing it once I know you and find you a really sexy lady. She was slow to answer but she told me I would not see her every day. I could see her today and she would tell me when I could see her again. She asked me whether now I would obey her and I told her I'd do anything she asked me. She told me she would not turn off her cam today so I could look at her all the time, but today I should spank myself. I could start with soft spanks but later she would ask me for a strong intensity. Having at last known her face, I'd do anything for her, so at once I started softly spanking myself. She asked. -Does it hurt you? -Just a bit, Mistress Dominica. -Now I want you to spank yourself really hard, even if you cry. You want to obey me, so cry for me, my hot cecil. And in fact my eyes soon were rivers of tears, for once I'd seen her face and saw she was enjoying, I really wanted hard spanks cause I wanted to cry as a way to show her I was happy crying for her. That day I also jacked off for her and now we started to be on cam every day. Well, I didn't see her but she was so sexy that I expected to soon have the chance of watching her again one day, and maybe I could even watch her naked. The first month I was serving her, I never got tired of stripping for her, masturbating for her, even twice some days, for she told me she liked watching me masturbating even if the second time, I didn't feel like. Of course soon I was lying on my chest in bed and I had to finger-fuck myself of spank myself. She even ordered me to stick two fingers up my ass. She repeated one day she would fuck me, so she wanted to prepare my ass for a dildo one day with which she would fuck me. Being the wonderful girl Mistress Dominica was, I had no doubt now: one day I'd give her my ass. It was a horny month; I couldn't believe I had been serving her for a month. One day of the second month when I was on cam, I told her I hadn't had the time today to have a shower first. She asked me whether I was sweaty. I answered that I really was. Then she gave me a new order. -Of course I'd like you to serve a boy one day but meanwhile I want you to taste yourself. I want you to lie on your bed and wanna see you licking your feet and pits and if you happen to like one of those tastes, you'll wank over it, do you understand? Well, I'd never tasted a boy, but this would only mean tasting myself. I told her I would obey her, lied on my bed and started licking my own sweaty feet. It was not a bad taste and I even enjoyed my own flavor and told her. She nodded and asked me to lick both for a good while and then I should start with my sweaty pits. As I was licking now my right foot, I lost my fears when I noticed I was enjoying the stench of my pits. Finally she gave me the order to raise one of my arms and start licking my armpits. It was a new discovery but I loved my tastes. I had enjoyed the flavor of my own feet but now I was really relishing the taste of a boy's sweaty armpits. I told her I would masturbate. I had to; it was a real need now to try and cum with my own sweat, so scrumptious I found it. Mistress Dominica told me that was a fun I could have with myself after now whenever I wanted, whenever I was sweaty. I had to nod, and resting my tongue just a bit in my second pit, made me shoot a load that she did see. A week later, when I was naked and lying on my back in bed comfortably jacking off, I told her I would have to stop for I was bursting and needed urgently to piss. But she gave me a new order. She told me to get a glass from the kitchen, bring it to my room and piss in it. Later she wanted to see me drinking my own piss. I was dubious. Were it not that she was a really sexy girl, I would not have done it, but she was sexy as hell, was giving me orders and I was surprised that I wanted to go to the kitchen and obey her now too. It was five arousing minutes that my heart was pounding, knowing I'd do it and thinking I would be disgusted but I would obey that sexy dominant girl. When she saw the glass, she ordered me to piss now. I would do it but it cost me some time, so hard I was but finally I was filling the glass. Before she gave me the order I was expecting to obey, I sniffed my own piss and it was not an awful smell, as I expected. I knew I would drink it when she told me and finally I heard the order. -Drink it, my hot cecil, you can. I gulped it down with security. The first drops disgusted me a little but soon as the stream was coming down my throat, I started to enjoy it and drained the glass securely and with a happy face and even a big boner, she would tell me later. Once I had drunk everything she asked me. -So did you like it? -It's been a big surprise but you've seen my cock so erect that you can really believe I have enjoyed. -Good, you're obedient, cecil. We won't do this again but it was a new test to see how obedient you may be. The third month she gave me a new challenge. -You know one day I'd like to fuck you and you also know you really wanna be fucked by a girl, so tomorrow you must go to a sex shop and buy a big dildo. I want to see you fucking yourself with it. Soon we'll meet, but if you really desire the chance that we meet one day, first you have to also obey me in this. I had a lot of doubts then about myself. I wanted to obey her, I did. I wanted to even be a bit humiliated. But maybe this was too much. Nevertheless I really wanted to meet Mistress Dominica and knew the time was approaching. So I had to do it, sure I would not enjoy this but for the first time thinking that it was not my fun that mattered but her fun. So the next day I did go to a sex-shop and bought a dildo, with a red face before the employer. What could I tell him? I said nothing but was sure he thought the dildo was for me, to fuck myself with it. I was totally scarlet when I turned on the cam that day. I had the dildo on my bedside table and I knew she would make me obey her with the dildo, that's what I had bought it for. I didn't want to do it but I intuited that unless I did it, I would never meet her. Finally I was warned that she had turned on her cam. -Hi, slave cecil. Since you don't object to that word, I'll call you like that. We will meet in a couple of weeks but you must be willing to be my slave. You'll be treated as sweetly as I've always treated you but I happen to desire seeing you playing with your ass, you have to do it. An obedient boy is not only a dick, not for me at least. You must also give me fun with your ass, so did you buy a dildo today, cecil? -I have, Mistress Dominica. -Well, show it to me. My face had never gone redder than at that moment when I took the dildo from the bedside table and showed her. -I can see it's a big dildo that you've bought and it's red, why red? -Don't know, Mistress, red has always been my favourite colour. -Get it, and suck it as if you were sucking a dick. Probably I will never tell you to suck a dick, but you are to lick that red dildo imagining you're sucking a cock and telling me. Start, slave. I learnt then that one of the things I liked more after that day was being constantly red before her. The more I blushed, the more certain I was that I would leave all prejudices behind to please that girl. Hoping she would never make me lick a real dick, but fearing that her domination might one day take me there, at least I grabbed the dildo as if it were my dummy, and totally red took it to my mouth and started to lick. I was uncomfortable but at the same time enjoying the point of degradation she'd taken me to and more certain that I could at least do this. -Are you imagining you are sucking a cock, cecil? -I'm not Mistress. -Then do it, now. Imagine it's a real dick that you're sucking and tell me. At that point I started to have many doubts about myself, thinking I could maybe go as far as a girl took me. I noticed my dick got totally hard when at last I abandoned myself in her power. I wanted to be dominated and this was domination, doing things I didn't like because of somebody else's fun. But after a little while, she talked again. -Now, cecil, you're about to be my slave as I want and as you know you want. One more test: you know it would finally come to this, so stick the dildo in your ass as deep as you can. I want to see you crying again for me. You know I'll never beat you, but I love watching your tears, out of the pain a dildo up your cool ass can give you. Obey me, slave. How to describe red? I was as red as the morning twilight, as red as a bonfire at its height but I did what she had told me to do. That was the moment when I started to not be myself. I was hers and she wanted to make me cry and I didn't think twice, turned so she could see my ass and stuck it in so violently that I started crying uncontrollably. -Cry for me, you hot boy. Fuck yourself for longer even if you cry. Tears never stopped as I was for a quarter of an hour fucking myself mercilessly. She was uttering her arousal and told me sweet words. Well, I could have found a different girl but I'd found Mistress Dominica and this is what she liked watching, so thinking again I wanted to belong to her, I fucked myself strongly and to hell with the pain. I knew she'd love to take my ass, so I had to open myself up to have an ass prepared for her. Finally she made me stop and told me that was all for that day. -For the next two weeks I want to see you playing with that dildo both in your mouth and in your ass and if you do, I'll tell you a date: we will meet in August 3rd. Goodbye for today. She'd given me a date. Finally I could see her. I dreamt with August 3rd, and I spent two weeks playing daily with that dildo and now it didn't hurt me. My ass was getting used to it and I told her I'd fuck myself for her every day but was dreaming with the day she herself would fuck me. On August 2nd she spoke to me again. -Do you know Spain Street? -I live very close, Mistress. -In that street there's a bar called Captain Ahab. We could meet tomorrow at five. Eureka! Tomorrow was the day. That morning at work I had to go to the toilet and jerked myself off. I didn't eat much that day, but went to the shower and dressed up for her. I wanted to be elegant for my first time. I dreamt with showing her my house or maybe she would prefer to take me to hers. I wanted to see her naked; I wanted to have a session. My beating like thunders I finally left my house and in just five minutes I was in the terrace of Captain Ahab. She wasn't there yet; I remembered her face very well. There were two tables occupied then. I saw that in one of them was sitting my neigbour Daniel. Surprisingly he started to talk to me. -Are you waiting for Mistress Dominica, Cecil? -Oh how on Earth do you know that? Are you a friend of hers maybe? -Mistress Dominica won't come --I looked at my neighbour with sad eyes and his next words took me aback-. Mistress Dominica does not exist. -Doesn't she? I have seen her with these very eyes. -Mistress Dominica is me, your neighbour Daniel Blear. I apologize for having cheated you for three months. I had to at least come to our appointment and tell you and sincerely apologize. I couldn't control myself. I'll leave you now --and he stood up with the intention to leave me. Freedom can move your life and it can be seen even in the hardest conditions, together with love and friendship, happiness and beauty. Have a look at the life of eight beggars who live together at: https://luces-delatierra.blogspot.com/ or in English at: https://lightsoftheearth.blogspot.com/