Date: Sun, 2 Aug 2009 18:10:45 EDT
From: Brwnsgrblondie87@aol.com
Subject: My best friend, bodyguard, and lover?  (TG College and or TV)

My best friend, bodyguard,  and ,lover......?

Ok a little bit about myself as of current  I am 6 feet tall medium  brown
caramel skin color (or as black people say redbone ). I am African  American
and Irish descent on account of my dad being half Irish. So I took my  dads
sandy red hair which now after locking my hair and growing it out past my
shoulders is a very blonde sandy red. When I say locked yes I have
dreadlocks  but not your stereotypical dreads your thinking if you can get an idea
with the  color description. No my dreads are thin and very neat and yes I
wash my hair  just like everyone else only I use way more shampoo and
conditioner. So yes my  hair is as I have been told numerous times is beautiful and
it is the reason I  have the look that I have to easily become my true self,
which is another long  story for another day . Quick history on hair I
started dreads 4 years ago from  scalp and let it grow so my hair is all mine no
extensions weave or any bull  that everyone seems to thank black people or
more specifically black girls need  to have long beautiful hair, no I put in
four years hard work. Now the reason I  started dreads is because I am a
long time surfer I started when I was 13 yes I  said surfer for some people who
are not used to the idea of a black surfer yes  that's me. So I started
them cause I have always wanted long hair so I let It  grow and initially when
it started to get a little length I had it braided back  and wore braids for
awhile, but when I would go surfing the waves did not agree  with my braids
and would knock them loose. I grew tired of my braids which I  paid this
neighborhood girl to do coming out so I had her do this double twist  that was
hot back in the early 2000s and still kind of is today  I started  in
summer of 2004. The double twist was sort of like plats but with out the  braid.
So after getting the twists I surfed the whole summer and they  didn't come
out the salt water made it lock together and it became better so I  keep
them in washed them they stayed and grew and now five years later from my
genes and surfing the salt water and the Florida sun  my hair is naturally  the
color it is, oh yes I know its so hard for the uneducated or ignorant
person  to believe that someone of African American  descent could have natural
blonde hair but its natural. Back to description so overall I am 6 foot tall
 blonde sandy red past shoulder length hair and  skinny slim slightly
muscular surfers body with small waist for being male and as I was told my
freshmen year by a girl who saw my legs I have girl legs she was even specific
and said cheerleaders legs I didn't understand at the time, also as a later
girlfriend told me whom I dated for 3 years I have a J lo  booty. Mix all
of that together with the hair and me having  my moms pretty brown eyes
although I am a male to someone who doesn't know me even while dressed as a guy
 people often mistake me for a girl until I project my voice which I have
descent  control over or get close. So that being said that's instrumental in
why I am  transgender. Not going to get into details of origin to much long
story but  every since I was 5 I recall feeling like I was meant to be a
girl but I was  smart enough not to want to catch hell at a young age and
wanted to better  understand what it really meant. So I grew up normal tough
young boy   playing football fishing playing in the mud skate boarding and
surfing most of  which I still do today mainly skateboard and surf. Present all
those sports and  the growing of the hair and trying to hide that girl
inside me has caught up  with me. Surfing and swimming has kept my body in a
skinny slim slightly  muscular frame and waist small and the hair growing long
and pretty you do the  math add it up and what do you get a pretty
transgender. All of what has been  said in this description of me is 100% true you can
email me after story with  input and questions if you would like to get to
know me but here is where   I tell my little fantasy tale with me as myself
and main character but  everything else made up. Oh and I am changing my
real birth name in story cause  I don't want to blast that, however Heather
which my transgender character  becomes is my real true entity name I have
given myself and I do consider it  real.

Going to College with my best friend
Ok so if you read about my  character I made It through high school with no
one suspect of my transgender  being (so I thought). Going to college gave
me a freedom that I hadn't had, I  roomed with my best friend and neighbor
from back home we have an off campus  apartment which he secured because he
is a star d lineman 1st string for our  university football team which
scouted him while he was in high school I got in  on good grades and I happen to
play high school ball with him but didn't want to  take it to that college
level. Besides at the state I am  in it would ruin  my feminine body and make
me big and beefy. With my best friend Josh playing  ball and us both having
classes I hardly saw him during our first semester as it  is fall and he had
games and practices. I took this time to explore my real self  and stop
being Heath and became Heather. I bought  all new clothes sexy  outfits but
nothing skanky and sexy underwear bras and untill I got on hormones  the most
realistic looking and feeling c cup breast forms which made me a nice  36c .
So with a little work on makeup I made an easy change from a good looking
cute guy to a pretty young woman but with it being such an easy change I didn'
t  make it permanent right away and hadn't let anyone see me like that yet
even  though I knew I could cause its not that I wasn't attractive its just
everyone  knew me as that good lucking kind of girl looking guy with the
long blonde  dreads which is my hair. Now to get an idea how I look being
Heather Amazon a  broad word for description but more accurate I have been told
(true fact) that I  look like Serena Williams only prettier and I think that'
s saying something  cause she is a gg genetic girl that's actually pretty
for being her big muscular  stature for a woman. I have that same body with
legs ass and all . As I got more  into the role of being Heather I was unsure
whether I wanted to start a new life  and become Heather for life I was
afraid of the reception but we are talking  modern day here its 2009 we got a
black president things have changed socially  drastic for a better. I became
care less when I was Heather after awhile about  someone seeing me like Josh.
That's what it took to get me to just be real and  stop hiding. Normally
Josh has practice till about 9 pm so that gives me time to  be around the
apartment as Heather but this day I would discover he had a half  practice. So I
am in the kitchen cooking our dinner like I always do only until  now he
never knew I did it as Heather, I am wearing  some short tight  little white
summer shorts that show off my ass and legs nicely   pink  volcom baby tee
and pink flip flops. Now here I am cooking and I don't hear the  door I never
hear Josh come in until he is behind me I have my back turned at  the sink .
He comes up silently and I get the shock of my life he hugs me from  behind
I froze and dropped what I was holding in the sink, He says in a low  voice
while still holding me in hug I was going to slap fives but seeing you're
a hot amazon I think a hug is appropriate. Ok so I realize he is not mad and
is  not gonna hurt me but I still start to cry he turns me around and I am
looking  up into his green eyes (I am 6 foot  but a real girl in comparison
to Josh  he stands 6'7 almost 6'8 and is wider a solid man of muscle
weighing in at  300).Josh pulls me to him in a hugging embrace (I feel tiny in his
arms the way  a woman should in her mans arms sorry a little old fashioned)
Hey well I cant  call you Heath but uh.... Hey cutie don't cry you look good
(I stop crying and  tell him my name is Heather) fits you, you just added
two letters that's cool.  Your finally being you I have always known you
where different Heather although  you where and are still tough I always could
sense the girl in you I just  couldn't exactly put my finger on it but I know
this is the real you and not a  costume or phased (at this point I am
crying harder in happiness and this big  strong man my best friend's acceptance
of me ).Still holding me consoling me he  says why do you think I have always
been so protective of you  even though  you are my best friend I was extra
protective of you even though I know your no  push over and a strong
fighter. I know thank you for being so accepting  I  pull back he wipes the tears
from my eye I got to get  this food out   and I pull away and finish
preparing meal  he takes his football bag to his  room saying man this whole time I
had no idea I had a hot house wife cooking  these meals I knew Heath didn't
have those skills he says jokingly in further  acceptance and no wonder why
the apartment is so clean he chuckles and goes off  to put his things away.
When he comes back I have dinner ready on table I cooked  teriyaki dolphin
(mahi mahi not flipper to those land locked) with asparagus  white rice and a
nice salad. Damn you cook so good babe he says then he pause  when he sees
my reaction to him calling me babe he says sorry do you mind if I  call you
babe its just you look very babe like to me. I smile and giggle  for first
time since he has been home no I don't mind I was mildly shocked and  im
flattered. He laughs you kno Heath was always a cute kid then he pause and
said that's what I could not put my finger on it you where always that cute
girlish looking kid that never acted girly you controlled yourself .(thinking
to  myself we have a winner he is not just a football cave man he has
intellect  that's deeper then I knew) Your right I say I did control it and did it
well so  I thought. Don't control it he says be you I have a feeling Heath
was not you at  all you have always been Heather. We finish dinner I take
our plates and start  washing everything and he trys to help me with it but I
shoo him to the couch  telling him no he chuckles and says ok wifey I giggle
and play punch him. He  starts laughing did you hit me little girl he says
I giggle im not little to me  you are he says don't think I want spank  you.
I taunt him and stick my  tongue out you wouldn't then that would make you
gay for touching me. Oh hold up  he says now I know your still genetically
male but to me you're all girl woman  is the correct word and the way you
look to most looking that don't already know  you, you look like a girl don't
think cause your not small you actually look  like a women's college
basketball player hell they got girls 6'5  taller  then your 6 foot with that said
he slapped my ass and went to the couch. I stood  there a little shocked how
good he took me being a girl. I finish cleaning up  and come join him on
the couch I sit with space between us and he turns and  looks at me and grabs
me and pulls me next to him stop fronting with those guy  rules of space ok
he says I tell him ok. In fact its time we get out of  the apartment and go
show you off he says we will go for a drink  he sees  the look of terror on
my face relax cutie you'll be by my side the whole time. I  don't know I
say I am afraid of what people are going to think . Its going to  happen
sooner or later you cant stay inside forever, come on he says he shuts  off the
tv and grabs his keys come on lets go to the watering hole (our local
college bar) ill drive he stands up and pulls me to my feet  I need to  change I
say.  Why you look cute and dressed like most of the girls that go  there
you don't need to get all dressed up he says, with that he grabs me by the
waist and ushers me to the door (thinking to myself only this big man can grab
 me and guide me like that he makes me feel so small ) As soon as we step
out we run into Ryan and Chad two of Josh's Teammates  Chad the  cornerback
 Ryan Wide reciever. I try and get behind Josh as if to hide  like they didn
't see me but Josh grabbed me around the waist again and had me  standing
next to him. Chad hollers out whats up Juice, Josh's football nick name  Chad
and Ryan eye me I can tell they know who I am Ryan just kind of gawked in
what I guess was  amazement. Chad hollers out damn whose this hot amazon.
Josh speaks up for me this is Heather my roommate Chad steps closer to greet
as  if we never met Ryan mutters but I thought at which Chad nudged him and
he  stopped and looked away I extend my hand to him in meeting and he pushes
it off  and hugs me. Ryan getting the program steps forward in greeting and
hugs me but  I can tell it was a little awkward for him he will get there I
think. So whats  the happening tonight Chad says me and Ryan where about to
go check the hole  (short for watering hole). That's where we where about
to go too Josh says why  don't you and Ryan ride with us you know I got room
in the truck. Ryan seems to  come out of his initial shock and interjects
yea that's cool he chuckles I know  you got room in that monster truck ass
f-250 he says you big wheeling redneck  grinning, Josh thumps him and in his
best southern accent  he says now  listen here boy I aint no redneck I am just
slightly Country we all laugh at  that one and chorus slightly? We walk to
the truck and Josh says besides if was  a real redneck non of yall could
ride in my truck seeing as your all black he  chuckles. We get a good laugh and
get to his black F-250 that sits on 20 inch  black rims with the chrome lip
40inch Mickey Thompson's tires he proably has at  least an 10inch
suspension lift along with some other modifications like his  loud exhaust and sound
system. (I actually love his truck and drive it every  chance I get been in
it plenty of times ) but he did surprise me by coming over  to the passenger
side and open the door for me and placing his hands on me as I  climbed up
like a safe guard Ryan and Chad get in the back He has the super crew  cab 4
door. So we get to the hole as usual it takes a min to find a spot good
for his monster truck. We see its crowded Josh sees my worried look and says
don't worry your fine you got 3 big guys with you I dare someone to get out
of  line with you,  Ryan's warmed up you look good relax he says besides
your  with the Juice (secretly I kind of like that name for him) He goes on its
been  awhile since the Juice and us had to mash on someone  were about
ready. So  we walk in and everyone knows the Juice and Ryan and Chad  there
starters  too 1st string. So everyone looks to see them and welcome the star
football  players Heath is usually who would be there but here I Heather stood.
It was a  mixed reception some where openly in shock others kind of leered
but most looked  on with smiles most of the girls where really friendly,
some of the guys look as  if they where ready to start calling names but one
look at how Josh was near me  and the look he gave that offending person they
kept quite. It turned out to be  cool we had a pool table section just us
with some other teammates of Josh and  some cheerleaders and there friends.
Josh's other teammates where all nice to me  except for two Scott Jared and
Michael Mayor. They kept looking at me nasty and  didn't talk to me  Josh,
Chad, or ,Ryan but as they pointed out they where  never friends with the two
and didn't care and just said ignore them. Hey  guys  Josh says now Scott and
Michael are some real rednecks that's why  there on that tripping backwards
racist sexcist method. The boys shoot pool I  join a couple games and just
have drinks with them the cheerleader crew sitting  at the table near our
pool table comes over. The boys acknowledge the two  approaching blonde
cheerleaders as Shaina and Marlee   Shaina  being taller about 5'10 near my
height  and Marlee being shorter at 5'6.  They where two pretty girls like most
cheerleaders Shaina's Long blonde hair was  dark like dirty blonde and she
had brown eyes, Marlee had straight long blonde  almost white hair and blue
ocean eyes almost green . Shaina and Marlee come up  to me  Shaina comes forwar
d I don't believe we've met they have knowing  innocent smiles as we've
seen each other before but never introduced (although I  was Heath at time),No
we have not met before I am Heather I say and hug both of  them. Shaina
looks me up in down and says you look good it suits you Marlee  comes in yea
its about time you came out your shell your beautiful come hang  with us we
can probably help you with a thing or too, yea that would be cool I  say .They
take me by the hand introduce me to all there friends and i go through  the
pleasantries. there friend that I thought was most endearing to me and I
think I found a potential best girlfriend was Dana. Dana was another tall
girl  kind of amazon like me but a little smaller she stood 5'11 light brunette
almost  blonde thick wavy hair  that was almost to her waist she was a
beautiful  mix of African American
and Australian  with light brown eyes, and she  told me that she understood
me and really wanted to help in any way she could  she has a slightly older
brother that has chosen the same paths as me but  further along and on
hormones and has had implants. So all in all my first  outing and re
introduction to my college peers was good. The boys came over and  where ready to go we
said our good byes and paid the tab and where back in the  truck Josh did
the door thing again for me (he is so sweet). We got back to the  complex and
we said good bye and I hugged Ryan and Chad and they went to there
apartment and us to ours. It was later then I knew when we got in  about  3:30 am
we  both had stuff to do tomorrow I went and washed my face of  makeup and
moisturized my face brushed my teeth. I finally don't have to hide  wearing my
baby doll nighties anymore I put my silk pink baby doll on let my  hair
down to one side over my shoulder. I go out to kitchen to get water and  there
stands Josh getting water too in nothing but his football gym shorts we
both kind of gawk at each other in a bit of lust. He looks like the hulk to me
6'7 300 and all muscle I think I swayed where I stood infatuated by his
stature  and how vulnerable I was in his big presence. He breaks the silence
gosh your  beautiful with out makeup even you've changed with out changing you
look more  beautiful now that you've released your inner self it shines
beautifully  through. I almost fall over with his praise He comes and pulls me
into his arms  for a hug I want to say good night  and take you to your room
ok I get  water, he grabs me around the waist and walks me to my room when
we get there he  pulls me to him again in a hug that was a little longer
then you know he  surprises me by kissing me on my forehead and saying good
night sweet heart I go  in my room and fall happily asleep while he goes to his
room and is conflicted  slightly but needs relief. Josh knows he is very
attracted to and aroused by me  now that I have let him see the true me but he
is conflicted with what it means  and society and what will people say when
he professes his love for his wifey as  he now coined her he chucked it
over and says F it will get there when we do but  right now thinking of her in
that pink baby doll I need some relief and he  indulged in some relief
thinking of what he might do to the unknowing sleeping  Heather if he weren't so
conflicted right then and there. So he relieved himself  and went to sleep
happy with the prospect of his wifey. The next day we pretty  much get back
to our busy separate college lives . I become good friends with  Marlee ,
Shaina , and, Dana the cheerleading crew. So with the majority of the  school
being nice and not treating me different I didn't have a hard time with  my
social transition. My teachers didn't even give me a problem  in fact  two of
my male professors will not say names but paid me an awful lot of extra
attention and  not in a bad way , they where not the only two my male
classmates and peers that where not intimidated by my height and stature or the  so
called wrongness of me as the backwards uneducated ignorant would tell you,
 they would flirt with me and where very nice to me but I think most held
back  because they knew I was proably going to end up juice's girl whenever
he wasn't  playing football or In class his was with me, and I mean yes we
are best friends  known each other since the age of 5 but anyone looking could
tell it was  becoming more then friends. Sometime has gone by with me not
seeing much of Josh  with his football season peaked and class but its now
winter break and he is  done with football for the season Just weightlifting.
So with this new free time  Josh is paying a lot of attention to me and
keeping me with him, he's starting  to get touchy with me and I don't mind we
usually end up wrestling which in most  cases its him holding me down and Im
squirming as he tickles or spanks me. With  this free time with our break
Josh decides we should take a trip to the little  lake house his parents own,
now I have been there through out the years plenty  of times its more like a
cabin one bedroom bathroom little living room and  kitchen ,so how did I
not remember there's only one bed oh boy. So we go to the  cabin  the first
day we just mess around in the woods on the four wheelers  and grill some
food. Josh says well we only have one bed but its big enough and  we used to
share beds back in the day he says, I smile shyly and say but its  different
now , Josh cuts me off no its not your still my best friend and we  will share
that bed he says smirking. I smile you better not snore and you  better
stay on your side he chuckles and says whatever. So first night we sleep
together nothing happens Josh falls asleep quickly and I did right after that.
Next day we take the boat out fishing long day, That night getting ready for
bed  Josh says I don't think you where comfortable last night you don't
have to sleep  in shorts and tee cause of me sleep in your nightie or thong in
shirt like you  normaly do. I look at  him are you sure he chooses to play
around and be  funny he comes up and pull my shorts off  im screaming and
giggling stop I  say as he strips my shorts to my thong and wrestle me onto the
bed he starts to  spank my thong covered ass playfully but a little hard I
squirm giggling I say  stop it Josh not until you stop being shy with me he
says laughing ok ok I say.  I can feel he's is spanking me differently he
spanks then grips my ass and then  stops im surprised and stop squirming. He
gets up and turns off the lights and  gets in bed with me we talk for awhile
he feels me shivering after awhile  because its cold he is laying on his
back and im laying on my side facing him as  we talk he says awww your cold
babe he grabs me and pulls me to him and has me  rest my head on his chest and
wraps his arm around me with his hand resting kind  of on my butt. I look up
and ask him if this is ok he silences me with the kiss  that changed it all
he lightly kisses me on the lips then forehead and says good  night baby
and he gives my butt a squeeze as we doze off. As usual im the first  to wake
and it seems we changed sleeping positions last night and I ended up  with
my back to Josh with him holding me in spoon position and even in his sleep
he is holding me tight. I think what really woke me was the fact that his
morning wood was damn there through his boxers and between my  cheeks. I
knew I wasn't ready then to answer that one it felt big and kind of scared me.
So I ease out of his arms as not to wake him and make us breakfast. Josh
wakes  half way through cooking and hugs me from behind while I stand at stove
good  morning baby doll he says as he kisses me on the cheek and when I
turn to look  up at him he kisses me on the lips proving last night was no
fluke. Im near  breathless from him I barely manage a good morning back  he lets
go smacks  my ass and says don't burn breakfast baby, His quick humor
brings  me back  to character I say it will be your fault if I do You!. So we eat
breakfast and  he tells me we should go for a ride on the 4wheelers. So
when we get out to the  trailer he says we only need one just ride on the back
with me. I give him  a quizzical look he says come on we don't need to
waste gas cutie he chuckles.  You just want me to hold on to you I say smiling
he says your right now quit  giving me lip he says jokingly before I spank
you right here over the 4wheeler.  I play pout and say in my best little girl'
s voice but I wanna ride me own (I  think I like playing along with him when
he says he is going to spank me).  That's it you little princess he says
with that playful smirk uh oh I say and  giggle as he is coming towards me I
run and he chases me around the woods (the  family cabin is in the woods with
no one around for miles except the lake and  people in the lake and there
is another cabin across  from our side of the  lake) He grabs me and picks me
up and actually puts me over his shoulder im  giggling and flailing
(thinking wow I have never been handled like this )he  spanks me with  me
defenseless over his shoulder I playfully scream. He  walks me back to 4wheeler and
He smiles I aint kidding when I said I was going  to bend you over and spank
you across the 4wheeler. (at that point I am riled up  and frisky) as he
puts me down I put my hands on my hips and pull a stance I say  in a sexy
flirty but funny voice oh yea is that what turns you on country boy  bending me
over your 4wheeler and spanking me huh ( I can tell something is  happening
he still has that joking demeanor but he seems to have got a little  stiff
and has paused just stares at me I see lust in his eyes im doing something
right . (I have on the daisy duke cut offs and white tank top looking a little
 like a country girl well hot country girl mind you) I bend over the four
wheeler  go ahead spank me I say laughing I glance back and can see he is
stunned and  actually literally stiff  there is a bulge in his pants he is only
slow for  a second as he moves over to me I hear him mutter oh my god he
slaps my ass but  he is not exactly spanking it he slaps it every now and then
but he is mostly  feeling it grabbing and griping it and feeling and
rubbing on my legs(at this  point im ready for anything and turned on by him to
the point of no return ).  Josh says stand up baby as I do he turns me around
to face him and pulls me to  him quickly and is kissing me like he may never
kiss me again im kissing back  but he is in go mode I let his tongue
overpower mine and melt into his arms. As  he holds me close I can feel his dick
is solid and is poking me he kind of  grinds it on me. After awhile of
kissing and feeling him poking into me I start  to feel him through his jeans with
my hands rubbing him he lets out a low moan  and says baby fuck 4wheelers
lets go inside and before I can say anything he  scoops me up in his arms
rescue style and carries me back in the cabin   straight to the bed where he
puts me down and is quickly on top of me and where  kissing madly again with
him grinding his dick into me harder. I begin to rub  him again  and unbuckle
him and take his pants off and boxers  and  grab his dick for the first
time direct contact. I start to stroke him it feels  so good in my hands I don'
t think he could possibly be any harder and it has to  be like 8 inch maybe
bigger. I decide I want to put it in my mouth and make him  lay on his back
and slide down and take the first dick ever in my mouth . Its  different at
first and a lot to take in with his size but I quickly get with it  and he's
moaning swearing it's the best he's ever had, I just do what I   liked
girls doing to me when I was getting head. While im sucking him he takes  off
my shorts and is rubbing and grabbing my ass all of a sudden I feel him
going between my cheeks and he puts a finger in my ass while im sucking him I
moan on his dick nearly making him cum. God your tight baby He says your
really  a virgin back there huh baby I moan an um hm into his dick which he
twitches  hard and I feel his orgasm is near. Baby baby wait stop fuck im gonna
cum   he says he trys to come out of my mouth but I hold him there and
surprise myself  as I nearly deep throat him and he cums in mouth. I surprise
myself the most and  him when I swallow it down. He is breathing hard almost
gasping after his orgasm  he is silent for a minute then he says oh god I have
not had head like that  before, he smiles you have to be my girlfriend now
I wont take no for an answer  he chuckles. Well after what I did I cant say
no I giggle , I feel his finger is  still in my ass and he starts moving it
in and out again I moan then with his  other hand he starts touching me down
there he starts to stroke my girl stick  which is just that compared to his
im not small but like a 7 to his 8 something.  He says baby I wanna make
you cum you need it he fingers and strokes me on till  I scream and cant hold
it and cum all in his hand. I collapse on the bed and he  wipes up and is
quickly back with me kissing me and holding me in the bed I just  lay there
and rest in my new boyfriends arms, Suddenly I wonder whats its gonna  be like
when he fucks me.
_brwnsgrblondie87@aol.com_ (mailto:brwnsgrblondie87@aol.com)  The  real
Heather email or if you have aol and im on instant message me with any
comments questions feedback if i should make this into a series cause it can  keep
going. I have been reading stories on here for a year or two now and wanted
to try my hand at it.
Heather Lynn Harvey