Date: Sun, 9 May 2004 13:39:44 +0100 From: Emma Harris Subject: Be careful what you wish for (Control) Firstly let me explain a little about my self, I have been married for 30 years to my wonderful wife Marie, for as long as I can remember I have had TV / CD desires. Over the years I have collected then thrown away many items and for the most part Jean has been unaware or uninterested in my TV activities. Twice she has caught me dressed this has always resulted in a great row. I must point out, Jean is quite advantageous in bed, but has no interest in cross-dressing, that is before the date below. The date was 20/04/04 a not very surprising date except this was the date my life changed. I had for several years been asking my wife to take a more dominant role in our marriage. I am sad to say she showed little or no interest in donning this more dominant request that is until the above date. Thursday the 20th of April should have been like any other, but this what made this day different was the fact my wife took a lover for the first time to my knowledge. Every Thursday my wife and her friend go to a local pub quiz night, for some time a man has been chatting to the ladies, Jean told me about this but insisted it was all harmless fun and there were no sexual undertones. I was somewhat sceptical but never the less very excited at the prospect of Jean getting propositioned by a relative stranger. Jean insisted nothing improper would happen, but over the weeks denied this with less and less commitment. I must point out I encouraged Jean to go along and see what may develop. My hope was that in the end Jean would become the lover of this stranger, even if he were taking an age about making a direct advance to Jean. On the night of Th 20th I dropped Jean and her friend off as usual and went home to amuse my self. I had done my cleaning and the ironing pile was finished so I was about to spend an hour or two on the NET when my plans were interrupted virtually a second before I clicked on the web browser. In that moment my life changed, thirty seconds later and Jean would have received the engaged tone and who knows if her nerve would have held, but timing is everything and I stopped my net connection and answered the phone. I knew it was Jean but her voice was strange to say the least, in an uncharacteristic serious voice started the conversation with these words "are you really serious about what you are always asking for? Yes or no" in that instant my fantasy could become reality or not. With virtually no hesitation I said YES. Jean next words were like hot knives of pain / passion ripping through my groin, "when I get home be in your room, with the door closed and under no circumstance come out until I tell you it is clear". After tonight things are going to be different so one final time are you sure? All I said was YES. Jean's final words before the phone went dead were "only I know you are in the house so be very quiet", then before the line went dead Jean said, "I love you and thanks". All that was left was the dialling tone. In a fit of panic I tried to re-dial but her phone was now switched off, for good or bad I was committed. For a fraction of a second I thought about going onto the pub to stop things, but this thought only lasted a split second, my fast swelling erection made sure I would let events take their course. The next hour was an eternity, so to pass the time and I followed Ma's instructions and stayed in my room I worked on my fear of discovery. I dressed in my black thong, having first inserted my BUTT plug, and then on the top of these I wore a pair of Jean's used undies. Next I wore light tan support tights and finally to emphasise my impotence a large strap on dildo, I then place Jean's night shirt on and to finish my control appearance a simple pair of earrings and a string of pearls, If I rushed out now I would look so foolish I knew I would remain and wait my permission to leave. At about 11-20 a car pulled up, this must be them; I strain and can just make out Jean's voice talking and a somewhat deeper voice answering. When they came into the house Jean must have opened the staircase door as I clearly heard her tell her guest it was all right as Jean (of course she didn't use my female name) was away for the night at his mothers and apart from the dog the house was empty. I sat there in my room in a strange cereal state somewhere between panic and sexual paradise. What I had dreamed about for many years was happening in my own front room, my fantasy was taking shape and form in a kind of detached slow motion. All I had were sounds, and my mind was filling in the details. I could hear the lounge fire being light and then the curtains being drawn. Was my wife and she soon to be lover undressing, kissing fondling each other, no I was getting to far a head. The stage was being set for my wife to be unfaithful, in total excited anticipation, I was rooted to my bed, dressed in such a self-imposed demeaning way as to make me powerless to intervene and stop any of the events even if I had wanted to. In a clear voice Jean told her friend to sit down relax and put on some music, as she would make coffee. I could hear this normal conversation passing backwards and forwards between Jean and a man whom I had never met, and would in all probability be soon making love to my wife, it all was so normal, I was included, but not part of the main drama. I jumped like I had been struck when the kettle clicked to indicate it had boiled, the rattling of the spoon in the cups sounded like thunder crashing, the next few words from Ma made my head spin, She told her guest to drink his coffee and to make himself comfortable. She would be a few moments. Her last words were don't go away I will be right back. Even above the music I could hear Jean say, back in a moment don't go away, you won't be sorry. My heart nearly stopped and I leapt off the bed as my bedroom door opened, Jean came in looking at me and smiled at the way I was dressed, and In a quiet voice simply said nice. She told me to turn round and in total shame and humiliation I simply did as I was bid. I am pleased to see you have got into the mood, the way you have dressed your self meets with my approval, I will give you your reward later, Then In a some what sterner tone I was ordered not to masturbate, I was informed I would need all my juices later. Then I was told not even for the toilet was I to leave my room, I must sit still and not move about, Jean was not going to have her night spoiled by anything. Just before she left, Jean gave me a coffee and was then gone. No more than two minuets later she was back almost causing me another heart attack. Jean had changed into, a pair of black "G" sting panties and nothing else. When she went back down stairs to her guest dressed like that he would be in no doubt what was on offer. Jean gave me a quick kiss on the mouth she was gone, this time however she did not return for over three hours. After that night our lives changed, the next day Jean ordered me to draw up the following contract, I will let you know how we are getting on Rules No masturbation without permission! The basic rules Jean & I have Sex only when earned250 points 1.All sexual favours must be earned 2.Me to perform oral sex to orgasm on Jean10 points 3.Foreplay to orgasm on Jean10 points 4.Oral sex no orgasmminus 50 points 5.Foreplay to no orgasmminus 50 points 6.Body massage1 point 7.Foot massage1point 8.Cleaning 25 point per hour 9.Ironing25 point per hour 10.Warming bed5 point 11.Wear mistress used under ware minus 10 points 12.Mistress to have sex with other lovers100 points 13.Clean mistress up after sex with lover 100 point 14.Refusal of any task set by mistress minus 100 points 15.Service mistresses friends25 points