Date: Mon, 8 Nov 2004 05:05:04 EST
From: Swallowboy10@aol.com
Subject: dad hated black men - i serve them  (gay interracial)

My father was very strict and very prejudiced towards black people. He
tried hard to drill his values into me. He always said nigger and never
let me say black person. He was also very against homosexuals. He raised
me to inherit his set of values, but my urges led me down an opposite
path.

At a young age, I was more interested in boys than girls. As I approached
my teens I had become exclusively attracted to men. I didn't have the
slightest desire for women and was very attracted to guy's. I would
secretly explored men's asses in tight jeans and checked out muscles and
their fine bodies. I looked at all guy's and wondered what it would be
like to make out with them. I fantasized about sucking their necks and
kissing them. I dreamt about snuggling up to them and caressing their
chest. I snuck peeks of cocks at public urinals as often as I could. I
enjoyed sizing up crotches every chance I got. I was a full-fledged gay
before I reached 13 years old. My dad had no idea I was queer and I kept
it hidden from everyone. My growing desire to experience male sex was
intensifying and hard to suppress.

When I was 13, a guy caught me peeking through the cracks of the
coverings on the windows of an adult bookstore. I was of course trying to
see dicks on the magazines. He asked me how old I was and I told the
truth. He said, "well you're to young to go inside. I'm a friend of the
guy working inside there if you want me to see if you can come in with
me." I was surprised at the offer and stumbled out an, "ok, if you want
to." I started getting excited about seeing cock on the mags. He told me
to hang on and went inside. He came back out in a minute and said, "come
on kid. He said it's ok. I'm Bruce." I followed the adult inside the sex
shop and immediately was flooded with wall to wall cock pictures. I was
naive and innocent and felt lost about what to do. I was staring at the
magazines, checking out the different cocks on the covers. He went to the
counter for a moment and came over to me and said to follow him. He led
me to the back of the store and into the peep shows. I followed along
like a puppy dog as I noticed many men loitering the dark halls. Most of
the men were black guys. They said nothing, but I knew they were all
checking me out. He went into a good sized booth and I went with him.
Bruce dropped some tokens and switched the channel till he found a gay
film. A hot stud was sucking a big cock and I drooled. My escort unzipped
and opened his crotch to release a hefty uncut cock. He said, "is this
what you wanted to see kid?" I didn't reply with words. I sat in the
chair and we took our positions. His dick to my lips and my lips opening
to greet it. I worked his dick hard with my eager young mouth and he grew
to 8 inches. He moaned while his cocksucking teen boy slurped his dick. I
was not an expert dick sucker yet, but did my best to enjoy his delicious
boner. I loved playing with his foreskin and he complimented my
fascination. I bobbed my head back and forth to his pubes trying to suck
in as much shaft into my mouth. He rocked back and forth and gently
fucked my young queer face. After only a minute or two of sucking his
grown cock, he stopped me and told me to look. He pointed to the wall and
as I turned to see, a beautiful thick black dick was sticking through a
gloryhole. I practically pounced on it and  my lips enveloped my first
black cock. I savored the long veiny shaft while my moist lips hugged to
the dark gift. I saw the massive boner pointing to my mouth while feeling
the other end stuff my teen face. I was overwhelmed at how magnificent
the ebony dick felt in my young white faggot mouth. Bruce watched me
worship the incredible black wand and encouraged me to suck his big black
dick. I didn't need the support but welcomed him watching me be a queer
white boy for black dick. I rejoiced in being able to freely express my
homosexuality and wanted it to be witnessed. Bruce told me he would be
right back and left the booth. I was in wonderland and my only concern
was to pleasure the magnificent black offering in my mouth. Bruce
returned shortly and had 2 black men with him. Seeing the guests, I dove
down on the cock in the hole so they could also witness my lust to be
queer. I loved having an audience and they all made comments about my
young age and my love for dick. Their words amplified my delight and
reinforced my devotion to men. The entire event was perfect and it got
even better when the 2 black hauled out their whopper cocks to offer me.
I took one in my mouth and the remaining two were jacked with my hands. I
sucked the new black dick and switched my mouth to the other to show each
of them my grateful attention. The men in my booth told me to go ahead
and keep sucking the dick in the gloryhole. I focused my soothing young
lips on the first guy and beat off the 2 in my booth. As I gobbled the
scrumptious cock, Bruce leaned down and said, "yeah baby, suck that big
black cock. That big hardon needs to shoot its' cum. Suck that dick boy,
make it that black cock blast a big load of cum down your throat." until
that point, I hadn't consider the end result. I was a little
apprehensive, but my lust leaned me towards agreeing with Bruces'
statement. He added, "when that dick gets ready to shoot, you pull your
mouth off and open wide. Stick out your tongue and I'll jack him off to
shoot his load in your mouth. Still a little reluctant, I sucked with
continued affection and decided I would do as he said. I sucked the stiff
dick while I beat off the 2 other black dicks for another 5 minutes. The
man feeding his dick into my mouth jerked and we could hear him against
the wall. His climax was approaching and we knew it was time. I pulled
off and Bruce grabbed the thick cock and began to pump. My mouth was
opened and tongue stretched out with the big boner pointed right at my
waiting throat. Bruce stroked and squeezed the dick and had bulls eye aim
when the sperm started to blast. It startled me to feel the forceful jolt
of cum slam in the back center of my tongue. Bruce said, "oh yeah, here
it comes. He's shootin for ya. Gonna pump a big load of nut drink into
your little mouth. Take that cum load from this black dick boy. Eat up
the creamy sperm you cock sucker. Gonna fill up your hungry mouth with
this black cock baby maker cream. Eat all that sperm you little faggot
queer." More dense bolts of thick sperm kept being launched into my
mouth. The roof of my mouth was being battered with shots of cum that
bounced off to land on my tongue deep in my mouth. Several powerful bolts
of well aimed sperm was pooling in my mouth and collecting near the
entrance to my throat. The potent guy feeding my mouth delivered an
immense serving. The black men watching commented how they liked seeing
his cum race into my mouth. They couldn't believe how hot it was seeing
my young pale face accepting the large volume of black male sperm. I
could feel the thick cum stacking up on my tongue. The man must have
splattered 9 lengthy ropes and the attack began to dwindle to the last
few dollops jumping from his dick to land more to the front and center of
my tongue. I could begin tasting the essence as it dressed my tongue more
towards the front. I noticed a salty flavor and my interest elevated. I
was eager to taste more and I noticed the serving was over from the cock.
I closed my mouth to evaluate my first taste of male sperm. Luckily, the
donator gave me a gracious amount to review. I used my throat to work the
large volume from the back to the front for my tongue. His load was quite
thick, so I had to work to make it move forward. I began getting more
flavor and with determination, I moved the large glob of cum onto my
tongue. The taste was salty and I knew I was enjoying it. It had a nutty
flavor but was very unique. I moved the thick load around my mouth and
took in the taste. I quickly became thrilled tasting his sperm and
feeling the creamy smoothness. I thoroughly explored the special treat
and Bruce commented, "yeah boy taste that load of cum. Work that black
man's sperm all over your tongue. Eat up that cum boy. Swallow down that
hot sperm like a happy cock sucker. You know you love to eat sperm
faggot." He was right on target and I knew it. I was more than happy, I
was overjoyed. I worked the cream to extract maximum flavor and loved the
taste. I was a happy faggot cocksucker. I swallowed with expressed gulps
and felt the sticky cum cling to my inviting throat. the taste of
delicious sperm lingered in my mouth and I knew the only place in the
world I could get more of it was from the nuts of man. I wanted much,
much more to taste. I wanted men to empty all their ball liquid onto my
tongue. Knowing there was 3 more cocks to expand my life as a queer, I
went wild sucking more cock. I had a new purpose and that was to get
these dicks to unload their sperm for me to eat.

It took the black guys a long time to shoot and Bruce fed me first. He
told me to suck him deep as I could when he got ready. He mobilized my
head with his dick as deep I could suck it. My lips secured around his
shaft, I felt his cock pulse and his sperm flow. He was so deep, I had to
swallow right away. As I felt his cum hit my mouth, I gulped each shot
into my throat. I really wanted to taste the load, but also liked gulping
it right as it was being fed to me. I was definitely proving and showing
that I was a serious cum sucking faggot. I gobbled down his sperm and got
very little taste to savor. Not to be disappointed, I soon had a big
black dick aimed at my mouth and it's owner telling me to open up for his
hot load of cum. Relieved I was getting ready to be served another cum
load to taste, I opened as wide as I could and rolled out my anxious
tongue. All eyes stared as a third gift of creamy sperm was being placed
on my tongue. I felt his generous load pile up and cover all my tongue.
The taste poured in and I was overjoyed again. The guys said a bunch of
ooohs and aaahs about how my tongue was caked with his white sperm. He
turned my pink tongue completely white with his ebony sperm load. I felt
it weigh on my tongue and hoped he kept shooting more. He ended his
decorating of my inviting white boy tongue and I repeated my survey of
his unique treat. This load had less salty taste and was a little bitter.
I tasted a definite chlorine like tang and even more so fell deeper into
my affection of sperm. With my second good taste test, I had two
different samples and I loved both of them. I knew I would hunger for a
lot more. I swallowed down the black mans' wonderful cock drink and
displayed my delight to him with a big smile. Bruce had enough and told
me if I wanted to stay that I could, but he had to leave. I definitely
wanted to stay and told him thanks. He left and the black feeder went
with him. I went back to sucking the last black dick and worked for his
cum to leave his balls and reside in my throat. As I worshipped the huge
black boner, a white cock came through the glory hole. I ignored it and
the ebony suckee asked me why I didn't take it. I stopped blowing him to
tell him that I only wanted to suck black dicks. He said, "yeah, that's a
good white boy. You know you should only suck black men. You're pretty
smart for a young little faggot. Stop for a minute and wait here for me.
I'll be right back cock sucker." He put his dick in his pants and left
the booth for about two minutes. I was beginning to get nervous when he
opened the door and came back in. He had 3 black dudes with him. I was
excited at what I knew was pending and he said, "I told my brothers that
I had a young white faggot who needs some black dick in his face and
loads of cum shot down his throat." They all commenced pulling out their
cocks and I went for the first one that got his out. They stood around me
as I rotated from cock to cock. After a little while of them allowing me
to be their cocksucker, one guy said, "does our little faggot boy want to
eat some cum? You want our black cocks to shoot our loads in your throat
little sissy queer?" I looked up with my child face and said, "yes I do.
Will you please let me have your cum in my mouth sir?" He said, "I know
you do boy. All white faggots want black man sperm in their belly. Get
ready for it cocksucker. Since you said please, I'm gonna to fill you up
with my nasty cum you little queer." I excitedly took my position and
gave him his target. He stepped up and pumped his dick right at the
entrance of my thirsty mouth. I felt his cum bolts attack my mouth. He
shot a big load and stepped back to watch me savor his sperm. I repeated
my routine and studied his cum taste. I swirled the smooth creamy sperm
throughout my grateful mouth until I gulped his male essence into my
belly. The show triggered another stud and he took stage in front of my
face. I offered my open orifice for him to empty his nuts into. At the
same time, another guy stepped up and said he couldn't wait. They shared
space and both began pummeling my mouth with two tremendous loads of
black cum. My mouth was filled nicely and I took an extra long time to
taste their delicious gifts. My cheeks puffed as my tongue strolled
through the two tasty cum loads. I forced the rich sperm back and forth
through my teeth as I got a thorough tasting of the precious fluid. I
took big swallows to get the yummy sperm into my belly. The huge volume
made my throat walls crazy as it oozed down my welcoming throat.

Having swallowed my sixth load of cum from black men elevated my craving.
The more I tasted their sperm on my tongue and felt it filling my tummy,
the stronger my desire for their sperm feedings grew. The guy that
brought in the three cum givers told them I wanted to suck black dicks
only. The men arranged for all the black guys in the place to come into
the booth and feed me their sperm loads. I was so thankful and had been
treated to a steady stream as they left and shared the news with the guys
loitering. I stayed at crotch level for 3 solid hours begging for more
black men to cum in my mouth. They rewarded my pleas and I got to swallow
about 30 loads of cum. I sat with my mouth open waiting for any guy to
shoot his load for me to eat. I wanted to stay and keep eating sperm from
the black dicks, but I had to get home to dad.

I didn't eat much dinner with dad, cause I had already had a nice
nourishing meal of delicious black men's sperm. My bigot father who hated
queers and blacks had no idea that his only son was a committed faggot
and devoted to black cock.

I began cruising the black part of town to find dick to suck. I
befriended a man who understood what I was and he let me suck him off
every day. The man was Amos, and he soon got other guy's to join when I
went to his house and I was drinking a nice amount of sperm daily. He
cleverly came up with a plan to supply my hunger for black cum while
earning money at the same time. He constructed a glory hole in his closet
and solicited the neighborhood straight men. He told them he had a white
girl giving head at his place. He charged them 5 bucks for head and 5
more if they wanted her to swallow their load. Many of the black men
eagerly accepted the offer to get a blowjob from a white girl and every
time, they spent the extra 5 to shoot in her mouth. The white girl was of
course a white boy not yet 14 years old. The privacy of the glory hole
hid the truth.

As our plan developed and was ready to be put in motion, I went to Amos's
house straight from school. I went inside through the back door so our
scheme wouldn't be revealed. I took position kneeling at the glory hole
and my first client came in for his head job. I excitedly peered through
to watch him unzip and haul out his limp lollipop. My mouth was open wide
aching to be filled as I felt his luscious cock on my tongue. I wrapped
his prized penis with my lips and started making love to it. In short
order, I had the man's dark lovely cock rock hard with my moist lips
caressing it's shiny skin. I was so delirious with passion as I had new
strangers' ebony sex weapon enjoying my queer romance. The donor had no
clue that his cock sucking white babe was really a black cock loving
white boy faggot. I worshipped his magnificent dick with my usual
devotion. After 30 minutes of my lips making out with the big black dick,
he pulled out and bent to the hole to say, "ok bitch, I'm ready to shoot
this 2 weeks of built up load. I paid Amos to dump in your mouth. When
I'm done, I want you to hold it so I can look through and see how much I
filled your slut mouth." With my young voice that was very passable as a
girl's, I replied, "ok, I will. Shoot that big load for me." He returned
his cock and I went to town coaxing his nuts to explode. I was hopeful
that his words were true and his cum was a large load that was built up.
I heard him grunt and felt his cock begin. My technique was to tighten my
soft, wet, queer lips as hard as I could and suck hard with small strokes
on his shaft. He launched a dense bullet that was quickly followed by a
second power shot. I knew right away, that his sperm serving was
exceptional. Like the second dose, the third creamy treat shot like it
was from a cannon. My tongue and walls of my mouth were being blasted
while I continued my work to draw out as much sperm as I could. He pelted
my cum reservoir over and over with 10 generous bolts of rich tasty cum.
As he dwindled splattering my mouth, his dick oozed out a few more
donations to ice the cum cake. I had held his offering like he wanted and
he crouched down to look at his gift to me. He said, "now let me see that
white juice in your mouth bitch." I held my mouth open and felt the
sticky load cling to my tongue. His sperm was so thick it was kinda
lumpy. I worked it around to give him a good show. He said, "damn girl. I
didn't know I would feed you that much. You got a mouthful of my black
cum and it's shining white. Let me see you swallow it you black
cocksucking bitch." I closed my mouth and pushed the goo up to the roof
of my mouth. The load was extremely thick and I could feel the heavy
consistency against my tongue. I marveled at the taste, which was very
strong and delicious. I swished the heavenly sperm throughout my mouth,
as I adored the sensation. The rare thickness of the dick snot thrilled
my tastebuds. The ebony sperm played with my tongue like the two were
children on a playground. I so loved his unusually thick and flavorful
ebony sperm while the mouth pleasing treat danced all around my sperm
receptacle mouth. Our first customer was very gracious with feeding me a
nourishing helping of his sperm cells swimming in their ocean of semen.
My belly was ready to set up home for the tiny tadpoles once they swam
down my throat to live in my tummy. I knew his babies needed a good home
to go to and my tummy was ready to welcome them. I couldn't wait to have
his live sperm cells grace my belly with their precious presence. I knew
he needed to see my swallowing, so I gulped a healthy amount of his
abundant spermatozoa while they were happily playing in their new home. I
felt his smooth man chowder crawl into my throat and I licked my teeth
and gums snatching up all the taste. My first helping of black male sperm
was now where it belonged and I gave it's creator a thank you and begged
him to please come again soon.

The beginning of our glory hole invention being serviced by my whore
mouth took off with a spattering of customers. As word of mouth spread,
the clientele list exploded. Within a month, we had a constant stream of
black dicks lined up to have their testicles emptied. Before my
fourteenth birthday, I was getting cum loads to eat every day by 30 to 40
black men. Amos offered to share the money with me, but I told him it was
his and getting the sperm to drink was plenty of income for me. On the
weekends, I was fed close to 100 loads each day. Over summer vacation, I
spent every day from morning till night swallowing dick protein shakes
from our customers. I was very healthy and always energized from the
enriching nourishment of my diet, which was mostly sperm. I was fed
enough creamy cum to rarely need any solid food. On the full days of a
100 or more loads, I was ending the day with a belly full of yummy black
man's cum.

My father was to self-centered to question my constant absence from him
and gave me free reign with my schedule. I stayed employed slurping up
the continuous ebony sperm for the 4 years till I was turning 18 years
old. since I was out of school, I could spend every day dining of the
black studs sperm loads and I fully intended to. I decided I needed to
live with Amos to maximize the time I could eat cum. Before I moved from
home, Amos and I planned a going away present for my bigot father.

I had been wearing makeup and lipstick so the clients believed I was a
girl when they looked through the hole. I also loved being a pretty woman
and I should try more because I am much more of a lady than a man. I am
very feminine and a big sissy who is more natural in her state as a girl.
I began living all the time as a woman as I should do. I never pretended
to be a man and understand I am merely a slut girl who is supposed to
service males.

Our parting gift to dad was a video. It began with me telling him I was
moving out and he won't know where I am. I added that the movie he is
going to see is going to piss him off big time. That he will want to beat
my ass because of it. I told him that if he wants to kick my ass, he
would have to watch it because at some point during it, I'll tell him
where he can find me.

After the intro of the video, you see a woman sitting pretty on a sofa as
she smokes her Virginia Slims. She wears a beautiful white skirt and 4
inch heels with all the proper adornments. From out of view, a nicely
dressed tall black man approaches her and extends his hand. I knew the
white girl with black man would infuriate dad. The attractive blonde
woman takes the strong hand as he helps her off the couch. The two move
to the center of the room and embrace to slow dance. The lady rests her
head on his masculine shoulder as the two move together with the music.
The man whispers in her hear and she responds to look at him for a
romantic moment. Their faces move together as their mouths open. The two
begin a deeply sensual kiss expressing their attraction for each other.
Their lips stay locked as they move in unison to the soft music. Her
hands explore his manly shoulders and back while her mouth stays with
his. He moves his hands over her backside and they reach her ass. He
gently squeezes her ass while the kiss or dance never breaks. As the
increasing mutual desire accelerates, he turns to lead her down a hall as
she holds him and the camera follows. They enter a bedroom and lay
together locked in each others arms. Interrupting the kisses only to
remove his clothes, the man is naked. The blonde kisses the black mans
neck and kisses her way down his nipples and abs to find his black dick.
She takes the forbidden fruit into her lips and pleases her lover. The
woman suckles his long dark woman pleaser for 5 minutes. With her back to
the camera, she moves up and lifts her skirt. She places the huge dick to
her butt and eases down to put it in her anus. She takes the entire
length of the big black cock into her ass. She starts riding on the stud
with long motions on the thick dick. The dark black monster vividly
contrasts her creamy white flesh as it moves 10 inches in and out of her
accommodating asshole. She leans into her lover and kisses him with
expressed lust while working his steel cock into her sexy butt. The two
movie stars make love this way for 20 minutes. The man yells he is going
to cum and she hops up to kneel on the floor. The stud stands and his
dick is point blank aimed at her open mouth as he pumps it with his hand.
The camera has a close side view of her pale white face stretching out to
receive his male spirit. The sperm races from the end of the dark tool
and speeds directly into the white woman's mouth. Again more strips of
ebony cum transfers into her open mouth. Firing several portions of solid
white cream, the black cock settles its delivery. The white lady turns to
the camera as the screen fills with her open mouth that is heavily
covered with shimmering white sperm. Her lips meet as she makes movements
that display her studying the taste of his nut liquid. Her throat
contracts as she takes the cum into her esophagus. With the camera still
very close, she opens and licks her teeth to extract the remaining sperm.
Her oral demonstration clearly depicts how wonderful the black man's cum
tastes to her. The camera steadily moves out to show her face for the
first time. As it now reveals her beautiful face, she smiles wide. I take
my wig off and say, "hi dad. Hope you liked the show. I guess now you
know that your son is a faggot. A faggot that loves to get fucked in my
ass by big black cock. A sissy queer who worships black men's sperm. For
the last four years I've been sucking black dicks and eating gallons of
their cum. I promised you I'd tell you where you can find me, but first,
hold on a second." Amos turns his round ass to my face and I bury my face
into his crack. I spread his cheeks and munch his asshole. I lick his ass
and occasionally give sighs of pleasure and say it's so ripe and smelly.
I comment how tasty his black stinky ass is and I love licking his ass
juices. I eat his butt for a couple minutes and turn back to the camera.
I tell father, "remember the other night when I brought you that plate of
lasagna from the kitchen? You know, you loved it so much, you nearly
licked your plate clean and had seconds. Well, the reason you liked it so
much was because I added a very special seasoning. I had saved up 20
loads of cum from the studs who have been feeding me their sperm to
swallow. After the lasagna finished cooking, I lifted the top noodle of
your serving and poured a nice helping of their ebony sperm on it. I
still had cum in the rubber so I put more delicious sperm in the other
layers of your meal. I knew you would be pleased and I was glad to see
you so happy eating my secret recipe. I know how you feel. I don't
usually eat food anymore, because I'm lucky and get black men to feed me
sperm non-stop. On the rare occasions I eat food, I do make sure I get a
stud to add cum to it. I love having them completely cover my toast and
eggs with their yummy sperm. Of course, they also shoot a few healthy
loads in my coffee. So yes, I can relate to why you kept telling me how
delicious that lasagna was. I just wanted to let you know that I am a
faggot married to the black male population and am spending the rest of
my life doing anything they tell me to do. I love black men and am
thankful they allow me to suck their cocks and assholes. I'm especially
grateful that I have hundreds of black men every week that shoot their
sperm down my queer throat. And to keep my promise, you can find me -
kneeling to lick clean a black man's dirty ass or suck his dick until he
unloads his precious sperm on my tongue. I just couldn't be like you and
hate black men. I need to feel my mouth stuffed with their big cocks deep
down my faggot throat and I need their testicles to feed me cum. Bye
father, and wish me luck in eating ebony men's sperm forever.