Date: Sun, 24 Aug 2008 12:18:16 -0500
From: pensuwana lacrox <slacrox@mail.com>
Subject: T Girl

My parents not being able to have children adopted me, but not through a
regular adoption agency but a private firm, mother unknown. I was so
adorably cute, as I got older my folks tried to give me the things I
showed an interest in, such as voice, musical instruments, piano, horn,
violin, and Guitar, as well as dance, modern, jazz, ballet, and swing and
martial arts, aikido, karate, and Tie Kwon Do, learning quickly and going
to matches, getting my black belt in Tie Kwon Do far too young.

Studying privately in Kung Fu and Ninja methods of fighting, opting for
music and dance because of their gracefulness and I really hate to cause
harm to any one, but stacked up almost a wall of trophies before I quite
competing, but continued learning and practicing, also digging in to
witchcraft, demonism, the black arts, Voodoo, magic, the supernatural,
the ones abilities to bewitch and possibly even control others, and as I
became even older, it was apparent I was not going to be a large boy,
possibly not even average, but little, having reached 4-10 and weighing
only 77 lbs, so as a result of that, and me being rather smart, and
skipped 2 grades both of which made me not only 2-3 years younger then
all the other kids, but my size caused me to be pretty well left out of
much of anything except I was in pep, and marching bands, choir, in which
I sing 1st alto standing next to Connie, which in it self is embarrassing
enough, but too high a voice for the boys glee club, but hardy no one in
my grade was my size, but taller, and heavier, and being so much younger
too so I have nearly no friends at school.

Connie who lived next door is a sweet girl who is 2 years older than I,
but has such a nice way about her, mom let me play with her when we were
younger, and she also took care of me when my folks went out of town,
which they did often on the week ends. As she got older she was pursuing
not boys but other girls, without much luck, which was interesting to me
because if I had the guts I'd be looking for other boys, and me being shy
and actually frightened of girls, we were together much less. Their name
is Joseph, she's Constance Ann, her mom, Helen, her dad sorry to say, in
prison for statutory rape, he choice poor Connie, and for a few years she
lived in dread fear knowing any night he'd come in to her room and rape
her more, but she is alright, & plays drums, piano, violin, and guitar
and all she could talk about is one day she's going to put together a
rock group. our name, is Von Richtenholfen, I'm Beverly Jean, where in
hell my folks ever got that name is beyond me, they did want a girl so I
guess they named me that, even though I wasn't one, for at least one of
my names would have been nice if it had been a boys name, mom is Louise,
and daddy is Henry. Mom is a circuit judge, as well as owner of a law
firm, and daddy is a doctor, and has his own medical center, a large 200
bed hospital, with surgery capabilities.

When I was younger they had great plans for me, but as I got older and
stayed so little, now they wonder, because if I don't get any taller,
I'll never be able to demand respect in either field, couple that with
nature playing a rotten trick on me, my facial features, body structure
and even mannerisms are all feminine, with one terrible difference, I
have a stupid cock hanging between my legs, and since I started
masturbating far too young, apparently I'm some what over sexed too.
Grade school wasn't hard for me, I was still too young for any one to see
that I really am different, but by jr. high it changed as other boys
started seeing that I acted too much like a girl, and was actually a
sissy who never went out for sports, or stood up for myself, but walked
or ran the other way to avoid problems with other boys, I started
realizing my sexuality then, and day dreamed of not fucking girls, but
having a boy's prick between my lips, sucking him off, and after a year
went by and I hadn't grown any taller my parents then saw I was really
going to be a small person, so that along with my hair, facial features,
body build, voice pitch, with seems to be a high alto and above, for I
never went through a voice change as all boys do, or as mom asked me one
day when we were alone and having been talking about several things,
"Beverly, do you have any thoughts about your sexuality."

"Not to sound nasty, but you named me right, Beverly is a girls name, and
mom, there's no way I'm not a girl, my voice, hair, features, body
measurements...even my beasts are growing larger than a boys would, but I
do know I'll find some one to love, probably a girl who doesn't care
about my femininity. in fact Connie and I are close."

Connie always did excite me, even though she is a girl, she was a great
looking girl, while I thought I bordered on being a fairy , frightened of
girls and too frightened and embarrassed to find a boy, so I played at
it, dressing in some of mom's old cloths, experimenting with her make up,
combing my hair to look more feminine, so by the time I'm entering high
school my greatest pleasure is dressing in mom's old cloths, using my
spending money to buy nice ones of my own, putting her make up on,
studying her glamour magazines for better ways to look sensuous, and
leaning to smoke because I think it looks so sexy, especially now since
when my folks leave for week ends, and I can be alone, always making some
weak excuse as to why I can't go with them, propping a full length mirror
up so I can watch my self, I jack off like crazy, sucking on a banana,
some times with a cucumber up my asshole, as little by little I build
special toys for myself, like a 10 inch rubber hose, with socks around it
to give it thickness, and a condom over them, attached to a board, that I
set on and move up and down pretending I'm being fucked in my ass, also
another one in front of me so I can suck on it, like sucking a cock,
while I masturbate like a mad sex starved woman being triple fucked, or
sensuously smoking, learning to slowly exhale my smoke so it sensuously
clears my lips, and drifts up my face, all while, frightened to death of
ever actually having a real peter in my mouth.

Getting my dad's digital movie camera and filming my walk, setting,
eating, smoking, virtually everything, then playing it back over and over
again until I've perfected the femininity that is needed to pass for one.
Connie although a confessed lesbian, liked me because of my lack of male
sexuality, and one day as we are talking she asks me, "Bev, you and I and
some others in school know you're gay, why haven't you gotten some boy
yet."

"I don't have the nerve to look for another boy sure wish I did, Connie
can I talk to you about this and not have you laugh at me."

"Listen honey, I'm a lesbian who has yet to come out of the closet so I
know exactly how you feel."

"Do you pretend and play at it."

"Probably not to the point that you do, cause I see you at times very
late, or when your folks are gone...will you dress for me some time
Beverly."

I blushed so much a started sweating, as I meekly ask, "You've seen me
dressed in drag...oh...no...please Connie don't ever say anything to any one."

"Of course not but you've got to do something for me. we're very good
friends, and you seem to enjoy my company. I know I do like you a lot,
and would enjoy us having sex."

"This sure is getting to be an embarrassing conversation Connie, but are
you thinking we'd actually fuck."

"No but oral sex would be nice, I know you dress in women's clothing and
put on make up, so let's pretend we both girls the next time your folks
go away for a week end, and my mom is out, and I'll make you up nice...that
excites you don't it."

"I'm not going to make like it doesn't, but you won't make fun of me will
you...and how did you know that about me."

"You're such a little closet queen, some times when you can, at night you
come out side, dressed and walk around your yard, I see you from my
bedroom window, you sure look sweet and so nice dressed as a girl...Bev
let's face it, you make a better looking girl than you do a boy."

"This is really going to be embarrassing for me, you'd better not laugh
at me."

"You; how do you think I feel, here I am a confirmed lesbian who has
never been with another girl, and you're gay and you've never been with
another boy, we're a sick couple Beverly, I'm not suppose to like boys
and you girls, and here we are, planning to satisfy ourselves sexually
an..."

"How are we going to do that."

"A little marijuana and some whiskey, and nature will take it's course,
so don't sweat what we will do."

So as fate will have it, all together too soon for me, my folks did leave
and for a 4 day week end, on business, and I am at Connie's, primarily
Because I kind of told them since Connie and I get along so well why
can't I just stay there, which made my folks happy because they never
were to pleased about me being home alone all week end, and this way her
mom can kind of watch me, I'm 16, Connie is 18, we're both in the 12th
grade so the 1st day while her mom is working, Connie, says to me, "Let's
do it honey, between the stuff you've got and I've got some old cloths
that I know will fit you perfectly."

"This is going to be so embarrassing for me...can't we just forget it."

"I know what will relax you, here, let me light this for you."

"What kind of cigarette is this, it looks hand made."

"It's marijuana, now try it, and you'll see how relaxed it makes you
feel." A while after I take a few deep drags I see how right Connie is,
for I'm so relaxed I ask, "Connie, you're such a nice looking girl, can I
see you naked."

Exhaling marijuana smoke from her lips toward my face as she replies, she
says, "Both of us, and we'll do more than just see one another."

All we have on is shorts and tops, so soon we're nude, and my peter
starts getting a little stiff, so Connie kisses me, putting her hand 1st
on my breast as she says, "Your tits are soft like a young girls, not a
boys." "I know they just started getting that way a year or so ago."

Then, putting my hand on her pussy as she does, and feeling my prick too,
as very soon she slowly starts kissing my body, and gets me really
sexually aroused, then stops and tells me, "now that I've got you horny
enough I'll dress you."

"You're teasing me, please Connie at least let me jack off."

"Nope, not until you're dressed properly."

Far sooner than I imagined, here I am looking good enough to fuck, so I
say, "Wowwww!!! You do a much better job then I do, gee Connie I do look
great don't I, and with so little make up."

"Now we're ready baby, let's make out, but 1st a condom on that little
peter of yours, because I have the idea you're going to come very
quickly."

Between her feeling my prick and me dressed so feminine and her lips
pressed against mine I come in the condom just as Connie told me I would,
so she takes it off my prick as she says, "Open your mouth sweetie, as I
drain this condom full of your cum in your mouth."

"Do I have to drink it."

"You know you've drank your own cum before, don't tell me you haven't,
here's some sweet cream for you."

"Oh god Connie...you're keeping me so hot..."

"Here baby, lick this...see this is my button and it should drive me crazy
when some one diddles it with their tongue, I know it does when I finger
it."

Then she sucks my prick and I cum umpteen times to her several as we
really sexually arouse the fuck right out of one another. Forgetting
about her mom getting home, suddenly Connie jumps and says, "Oh fuck mom
is due home, we'd better get you looking right ag..."

The phone rings and I hear, "Yes, mom, Bev is helping me with my home
work...sure we'll be fine."

Turning to me she says, "Mom just told me to not wait up for her, which
means she's out on a date and won't be home till morning, so let's make
out until we fall asleep from tiredness."

Some time later as we're kind of drunk, Connie tells me, "I'm going to
get my double dildo and fuck us both, tell me which end you can take up
your sweet little ass darling."

Giggling like a silly girl I reply, "I've had my mom's 10 inch by 6 inch
dildo up my ass honey, give it to me."

Connie really hurt my ass something terrible, but being drunk and stoned
it felt so good I just moaned and lightly screamed for more, after that
we fell asleep in one another's arms. The next day, while Helen slept her
night off, we set talking after breakfast, having a cigarette and coffee,
as Connie asks me, "You know you look good enough to go out in public
dressed in drag, will you let me take you out some night...come on no one
will even know you're not a girl."

"In the light of morning it doesn't sound like anything I'd want to do
yet, but if you get me like I was last night, shit honey, who knows what
all I'll do."

"Well then that's what I'll do."

Back in school Connie and I acted like a couple and the other guys who
only new she was a great looking well built girl couldn't figure out why
she choice me as her boy friend, but I did start getting more respect
from them, then the night finally came, her mom was out, my again out of
town and 1st Connie gets me stoned just enough to be agreeable, dresses
me much older than I am, make up to go along with it, get in her old car
and we go to a teen club, as we walk in I meekly ask, "What am I going to
do if some boy asks me to dance."

"My god Beverly you've had umpteen years of dance classes, surely you can
follow some one on the floor. And see lots of girls are dancing together,
so we will too."

Although there is no alcohol served here, there always is some, and it's
passed around secretly so after a while I begin feeling pretty relaxed,
and since I'm not wearing anything sexy looking, just a rose colored
scoop neck top and light blue full skirt, taupe nylons and 3 inch heels,
Connie finally almost forcing me to let her cut my hair so I have bangs
over my eye brows, and the rest draped over my shoulders, so as Connie
and I are dancing sure as shit these two guys cut in and one named Roger
whisks me away from Connie and the other guy, as we're dancing Roger asks
me, "I'm Roger, what's your name."

"Jean."

"What school do you go to, I've never seen you before."

"I graduated from Central in Silver city mid term."

"You sure are a sweet looking little thing, do you have a steady."

"No, I haven't gone steady any at all."

"That's great cause I've like to take you out some time."

"That probably isn't possible, because my parents don't even know I'm
here tonight, they're really strict with me."

Some how Roger managed to dance us out on to a terrace kind of thing
behind the club, where so fast I didn't even have time to object, he
kisses me, and not a little peck, but a long open mouth tongue filled wet
kiss, which involuntarily not only respond to but I kiss him back, even
put my arms around his neck, he then pulls away as he says, "Between your
perfume and the sweetness of your breath..."

And damn if he doesn't kiss me again, now realizing where this is going,
I pull away as I say, "Please Roger, that's enough."

"No it's not honey, I really need something from you."

Another kiss, and his hand over my padded breast, then down my side, on
my hip, and slowly around to the front of my thigh, as I really push him
back saying, "You're not going to do this, now stop, before this gets
bad."

"Well I guess you're right, it's just that you are so damn adorable, and
sweet looking, you really are you know, any guy would have to be deaf,
dumb and blind to not see this in you, so please give me a number where I
can reach you. Or better yet, will you blow me, come on sweet thing,
these lips of yours are far too irresistible to not have something
between them."

It was probably the mixture of weed and whiskey, but after I'd changed
his mind on what he'd settle for, I softly say, "Ok, let's go to your
car, but that's all you'll get from me."

"Oh you gorgeous little doll, that's all I'll want."

So in his car I gingerly take his prick out and suddenly my whole body is
shaking with excitement so I slowly drop my head, causing my lips to
cover it and even more slowly bob my head up and down, and very shortly
he grabs my head and fucks my lips until he ejaculates between them, into
my mouth and right down my throat, and it's damn good thing I had a
condom on because I came too, and Roger witnessed my climax, very soon he
says, "Wow, Jean you came too didn't you...honey you can stop sucking it
now."

Dreamily I lift my head up and say, "Ooohhh...Roger you taste so good."
"You'd better fix you lipstick before we go back in there."

So I look in the mirror and say, "Oh my god, I'm a mess."

Between me trying to fix my face and fighting him off from trying to feel
me, finally I'm ready, and since Roger is so damn cute, so young and
sweet looking and I get lost in his baby blue eyes as I give him Connie's
number. A few more dances and Connie and I leave, as we're driving home
she asks, "That Roger got to you didn't he."

"I'm in deep shit Connie, I gave him your phone number...and...well...I kind of
gave him a blow job too, and I'd love to make out with him."

"You mean you'd love to have him fuck you don't you...you what, sucked his
cock, you little whore, one dance and you're sucking some guy off"
"Ooohhh...god...yes...but let's face it once he knew I'm a boy, he'd most
likely try to beat the shit out of me."

"You might be surprised, how many guys would turn tail if you accused
them of being gay, but who will think nothing of fucking a gay boy."

"But Connie I want romance, making out, necking and fondling like we do,
if all I can get from some guy is fucked, I'd rather continue
masturbating."

"Good girl exactly how you should feel my sweet."

As we pull in Connie's drive way this car pulls in behind us, and Roger
gets out, and walks over to us, so I get out of the car and tell him,
"Roger you're a nice guy, but I'm not who you think I am, really now
please do..."

His lips pressed against mine stopped my speaking, and his hand so
quickly slips under my skirt, feels, stops, pulls back as he says, "So
much the better, for I far more enjoy my gay side than my straight
side...Jean I'd want you no matter what sex you are. When will you go out
with me."

I turn and see Connie with a big smile on her lips, as she says, "Baby, I
think your prayers have been answered, so go get a taste of the real
thing."

"Roger did you know I am a boy earlier."

"Not a clue honey, you don't look anything like some one in drag, none of
that gaudy shit most queens wear, you look 100% natural...all of which
tells me dressed straight you're probably adorable also, except I still
don't know who you are, how bout it."

"Well...Roger, I'm Beverly Jean Von Richtenholfen, I live right there...but
honey, I like romance, no wham bam thank you maim thing."

Again Roger pulls me to him and kisses my lips, long, and passionately,
feeling my breasts, thighs and even diddling my prick, as he does, breaks
the kiss and with his face next to mine asks, "Something like this." Damn
near crumbling in his arms, I weakly reply, "Ooohhh...yessss...Roger, just
like this."

"Will you go out with me next Sat night, I'll pick you up early so you
can change clothes, into something very nice, we'll do to dinner and
dancing at a club, an adult club. How will that be."

"I'll be holding my breath in anticipation, and longing to be in your
arms."

In the house Connie asks me, "I knew you looked great and no trace of
being a male, but holy fuck baby, your 1st time out and you've landed a
bisexual living doll, who wants you, I mean he really wants you, so baby,
let's make out some or are you too deep in love with Roger."

"You better be kidding."

A little later Connie tells me, "I've got something that you may enjoy
here baby take 3 of these a day, morning noon and night."

"What are they."

Female hormones, they'll help you feel better about yourself."

So I did, and didn't feel anything except I was much freer about how I
felt about myself and my homosexuality, which to me wasn't at all but I
thought of myself as a young girl expressing her sexuality, what I really
didn't notice was my mannerisms, my walk, way of speaking, setting and
even eating and smoking, but of course much of that may have been my need
to feel that way, so the following Sat night Roger picks me up at
Connie's house telling my parents I'm sleeping over night and takes me to
his home where I find no one home, so he says, "I live alone, so take
your time and make yourself as gorgeously lovely as you were last week
end, I'll wait in the living room."

Dressed in all mid night blue, with wet looking flame red lipstick,
silver to dark gray to mid night blue eye shadow, my light blond hair
cascading down over my shoulders, having put a condom on just in case, I
walk out and ask. "I meet with your approved my lord."

"My god Beverly you're the most lovely young woman I've ever seen, our
table is reserved for 8 PM my little pet, we'd best get going."

In the car he offers me a cigarette and watches me smoke it, then says,
"As there anything you do that isn't perfectly feminine."

"Possibly the one main important one, I've never been made love to by a
man, and since I know that is going to happen before the night's over,
I'm as nervous and frightened as a cat on a hot tin roof."

"Come closer baby, let me hold you while I drive, and reassure you that
I'll never do anything to harm you, either physically or emotionally.
I've never had some one like you before, so I'm sure not going to mess up
my chances with one so lovely and irresistible as you...I just can't get
over looking at you, you're absolutely too perfect to even touch."

"I don't know if that makes me feel safer or sadder."

"Don't get the idea that I'm not going to touch you, no indeed, in fact
baby, pardon my way of presenting this but before this night's over, I'm
going to fuck the living shit out of you, and only because you're going
to be begging me to do it...your whole body quivered was that from fear or
excitement.."

"Both I'm afraid."

After we get there that subject is lost in the great dinner and Roger's
exultant dancing, then back in the car as we're driving back to his home,
he pulls me close, places my hand on his bulging prick, as he lightly
kisses my lips saying, "Take it out honey, and fondle it."

Gingerly I unzip his pants and out comes a whopper of a long, thick now
dripping prick, and he asks, "Lick the end of it off honey."

Just as I get my lips around the end of it, he lightly pushes my head
down so my lips cover it all the way so his pubic hair is tickling my
nose, as he relaxes his hold, I lift my head part way, and suck it back
down my throat again, and back so the head of it is just between my lips,
just as both of us ejaculate. The surprise almost causing me to lose it,
and splatter Roger's cum all over us, and mine filling the condom, I give
out with a muffled scream, poor Roger loses control of the car and runs
off the road, stops the car, almost hyperventilating while I have a lip
lock on his sweet prick, breathing heavily through my nose and shaking
terribly, shortly Roger lights a cigarette takes a few deep drags, and
says, ".Mother fucker, that's never happened before...I'm really sorry
honey, to surprise you this way."

"Dreamily I lift my head, some cum resting on my lower lip, and having
succeeded in doing what I wanted, poor Roger totally losing it as I
sucked his cock, I softly say, "You taste so rich and
sweet...ooohhh...my...Roger."

I lick it off and ask, "May I have a drag from your cigarette Roger,
honey." "Sure baby, finish it, I've got to get us home."

Once there, it's like in the movies, where the man and woman rapidly
strip as they're racing for the bed, Roger not paying any attention to my
filled condom, begins making mad, rapturous, 1st making out, then
diddling, then turning me over on my belly, gently slips his prick in my
ass, as umpteen million emotions hit me at once, fear, pain, pleasure,
excitement, joy, happiness, and a fulfillment the likes that I never felt
before, as slowly and methodically he fucks my ass, plunging in as far as
it will go, and every so slowly pulling back out, he lightly pulls off my
bra, fondles my little breasts, kissing the back of my neck, then stops,
laying still, having only our breathing move his stiff prick back and
forth deep in my ass, which is driving me crazy, so I kind of push him
mentally, and he asks me, "Forgive me honey, but I can't control myself
any longer." Then he begins hammering my ass like it is a piece of meat
he's tenderizing, building my pain until I'm screaming for mercy and
pleading for him to please stop, at the same time humping my ass to his
thrusts, as little by little my displeasure and pain subsides to be
replaced with such pleasantness and sexual excitement I actually buck
poor Roger damn near out of the saddle, having one horrifying long climax
that is weakening me so terribly I can hardly move, especially with Roger
laying flat on my body, grabbing my breasts and hanging on tight, he
continues fucking the living shit out of me, until he yells,
"Ooohhh...babyyyy...mother fuck..."

And I feel my asshole being filled with hot cum, as I collapse and pass
out from hyperventilation and fatigue. I must have come to shortly
because his cock is still in my ass as I do, and Roger is asking,
"Bev...Bev...baby...are you alright..." "Ooohhh...Roger...is it always like this."

"Nope, for this is the 1st ride I've ever had that was this wildly
exciting...son of a bitch baby, you're really an exciting piece of ass...and
a fabulous person to be with, can we have a smoke and drink and rest a
while before we fuck any more."

"I'm so glad you want to, because I don't think I can move."

"How does your rear end feel."

"You mean other than it's been fucked royally, buzzes like a little bee...I
think it wants more of that sweet prick of yours buried deep in it."

"1st a cigarette...I'll get them and a drink."

So we lay there our faces so close the smoke leaving our lips pushes
against the other's face as I ask, "Roger, I don't know anything about
you, tell me who you are."

"I'm 22 just graduated from med school and working at the Richten medical
center doing my internship. And as silly as it sounds I think I love you
Beverly."

"How many men and women have you loved Honey."

"Probably dozens, but none did to me what you just did, and I've never
been fortunate enough to fuck a virgin before either, mainly because I'd
always been told they were more of a pain than pleasure, but baby...holy
mother fucker, you're some one very special."

"You do know who owns the Richten med Center don't you." "Victor
Richten...why."

"That's the name my father uses for business purposes, his name is Victor
Henry Von Richtenholfen, so our affair is going to be a very secret one,
not only because of that but Roger I'm only 16."

The look on his face is one of stark amazement and a little fear, as poor
Roger weakly says, "oh, my god...I thought you were at least 18...the way you
look and act...everything about you...why don't you change honey, possibly
it's time for me to take you home."

"Just like that, 2 years turn you off completely."

"I've got to think this out...damn just when I know I've found who I've
been looking for...you my bosses daught...son...this is complicated...get dressed
baby...it's late."

He drops me off, without even a kiss good night, or walking me to the
door.

Then one day about a week later, as I'm standing just off school grounds
smoking, thinking to myself, shit let's face it, there's nothing like
having a 22 year old thing...after that, my ass is golden, even if he
turned tail and ran once knowing how young I was. It did wonders for my
femininity and I was so outwardly brazen, that this boy, James asks me,
"I've been dying for you to come out of the closet Beverly, you're such a
sweet little thing, how about us getting together after school and
exchanging thoughts about our sexuality."

Sensuously letting the cigarette smoke drift from my lips, instead of
blowing it out I reply, "Do you think I'm desirable James."

"Oh...yah...I sure as shit do."

"After school, carry my books and we'll go to my home no one's there
until much later."

Then shocking the piss out of both of us, I kiss James lightly on his
lips, and walk away, swinging my ass just like a whore in heat. As James
gives me a wolf whistle a dozen guys look over at my ass swinging
freely." So after school, James gives me a ride home, I hadn't known he
had a car, and after we're in my house, I ask, "James, may I get you a
drink, and light me a cigarette, would you honey."

"Damn Bev. where have you been keeping this side of you."

Coming over to him, I take a deep drag from the cigarette, and as I
exhale the smoke from my lips, I lean way over and kiss his lips, putting
his drink down, and putting my arms around his neck and pressing harder,
then ask, "James darling, make love to me, fuck me baby, please."

Soon we're stripped enough, making out like bandits, and soon each of us
has the other's cock between our lips sucking madly on them, while I
ejaculate over and over again, but hold him down and keep pumping my
prick back and forth between his lips, until he gushes a river of sweet
cum in my mouth` after a short time, I ask, "Was I worth the ride home,
because you taste very good James, I could get used to sucking you off
darling, but next time will you fuck me honey, because your prick is just
my size, medium raw... and delightfully pleasing to me."

"I'm glad because you sure can suck cock nice, and yes Bev, I'll fuck you
next time if you really want me to."

"Well fuck James, don't you want to, I've got a nice tight little ass
honey." After that, now one step closer, I'm wearing tight jeans, unisex
tops, and even a bit a base blush and eye shadow, but very slight, thigh
high hose and sandals, so the next day, James actually walks me between
classes, and carries my books then as I get out of school and I'm waiting
for James to take me home, Phil walks up to me and says, "So you've
finally decided to come out of your closet, well baby, want my cock
sucked."

"I'm waiting for some one Phil, be a nice boy and leave me alone."

"Fuck you queer, I want to see your lips around my prick."

"Then you'd better fall asleep because that's the only way you'll ever
see it, now I'm trying to be nice about this is please just leave me
alone."

The damn fool reaches for me, grabs my arm and gets flipped landing on
his ass on the ground, just then James is suddenly here, and asks, "What
just happened, did Phil find out that you take Karate."

Looking down at Phil, James tells him, "You'd better just walk away big
shot, before Bev puts you in emergency."

By this time a group of kids are around us, and one of them is Connie,
who asks me, "Beverly you promised me you'd help me with this test we've
got coming in civics remember."

"Oh...yes, that's right, James honey, I have to keep my promise to Connie,
I'll see you tomorrow."

When we're at my home, I ask Connie, "You sounded angry at me for wanting
James, are you."

"As silly as it sounds, more jealous then mad...Beverly, I really like you,
and although I know you'll be going out with men, but can't we be lovers
too."

"I never want to lose you Connie, we've loved one another since you were
baby setting me, but Connie James is the only other boy in school who
hasn't found his sexuality yet, and he's so sweet and shy, if I hadn't
prompted him he'd never done anything but kiss me, in fact I had to kiss
him, possibly he's like me and wants to be the female partner too. But
enough of this, you're right we've got to get you through that civics
test." "Wait, I haven't heard anything about that great looking guy who
took you out last week end."

"We started telling one another about ourselves and as soon as he
realized I'm only 16 and that he works for my father, that was the end of
the evening, it's just as well because he's a doctor at my dad's center,
that wouldn't work out very well."

The afternoon after we have the test, James takes me home again, after
we're in my house, he asks, "Beverly I really like you, but do I have to
fuck you, I'd much rather make out and us suck one another's cocks."
"That's fine James, because I like you too, and don't want to make you do
anything you're not comfortable with."

After another great afternoon of oral sex, James went home and since
Connie passed the test, then one night while Connie picked me up and
says, "Tonight baby we're going to a gay/lesbian club, I've always wanted
to go there, and you should want to, so let's see if we can get out feet
wet, so let me make you up and we'll see who we can find, because sooner
or later you've got to get yourself fucked again by a live cock." "What
about you."

"I'd rather have a nice strong dyke who will fuck the piss out of me, but
either way I promise I won't leave you alone, nor you me, ok."

Since we're out of school and I'm waiting for the fall semester to start
at Berkley, and best of all my parents don't seem to care if I use the
back door when I leave for my nights out, fully dressed in drag, I sneak
out the back door, into Connie's car and we're off to test our powers of
seduction. Once there, Connie orders us a drink and holy fuck they serve
us, so we move to a table in back so we can see all who comes in, both of
us dressed sweet and prissy, me wearing a shirt style full skirt dress,
nude thigh high nylons, and 4 inch heels, and as we are looking around
this Amazon in size, gorgeous black woman sets at our table and asks, "I
can tell by the way you're looking you aren't expecting any one, but
seeing who you can find, I'm Pauline Phelps perhaps I'll do."

I'm half frozen to the chair, as Connie replies, "I'm Connie and this is
Jean, may we know anything about you."

"Sure I'm a nurse at general Hospital, 32, 5-11, 38 D, 30, 40, and love a
mixed three some..."

Then leaning close and kissing my lips faster than I can object, she
continues, "And you my sweet young thing are the best cross dresser I've
ever seen, in fact after tasting your lips, I'd better ask, you are in
drag aren't you, and don't feel bad that I figured it out, possibly it
takes one to know one."

Connie looking very surprised asks, "You're in drag...holy shit, you're
gorgeous."

"A little more than that honey, I'm a transsexual, and I do AC or DC."
That damn Connie never missing a beat replies, "Well Pauline, I've never
been fucked by a man...or actually had any experience with either sex
except Jean and I have fucked a few times, me using my dildo in my pussy
and her ass, and Jean has only limited experience, with me, and another
queen from school."

"Connie none of that had to be told, after all every girl likes to have
some secrets Jean don't be ashamed of you lack of experience, we all had
to start from none, come on honey open up you haven't said a word since I
set down."

"I guess I'm a little enchanted by you."

"Well then..."

Moving closer she puts her arm around me and really kisses my lips, with
a long wet, open mouth, tongue filled, whiskey and cigarette tasting kiss
that damn near makes me dizzy, feeling my submission to her, hearing my
sigh of approval, and experiencing my weak attempt at returning her kiss,
she just as quickly kisses Connie, the same long sensuous way and seeing
her respond the same, says, "Ladies we're in the wrong place, we should
be somewhere private, so how bout it, let's go somewhere quiet."

After a short drive we're at Pauline's apartment, where after she pours
us drinks we set talking, and she says as she exhales the smoke from her
lips toward us, "I do enjoy breaking in young blood, and girls you need
to be broken in badly, so let's get this party going with a joint or two,
here Jean, Connie, light up my pets for the night."

As we smoke the weed Pauline slowly undresses us and kisses and fondles
my cock and Connie's cunt, resulting in me having a hell of a wild
ejaculation and Connie a few orgasms, during this time Pauline had been
undressing and so after we're all naked, we really get into licking,
kissing, sucking and fingering my cock and Connie's and Pauline's cock,
until she plows her prick deep into Connie's cunt while she sucks my
prick, then exchanges orifices and fucks my ass while she tongues and
finger fucks Connie, until she's ready to ejaculate, when she says,
"Swing around so the two of you can catch my cum as I splatter it all
over your faces."

Then back to us licking her prick and asshole, while she smokes, blowing
exhaled smoke in our faces, until she's ready to fuck us again and fucks
me 1st, while Connie and I give one another oral sex, then she all but
forces us to alternate between sucking her cock, as on through the night
it goes until I pass out from exhaustion and fatigue, during which
Pauline continues fucking the life out of poor weakened Connie, until she
passes out too. We awake setting in Connie's car on an empty street, over
half naked and in one another's arms. So I ask Connie, "I'm not sure if
we enjoyed all that or were we partly raped." "Date raped honey, she
doped us with something...but how are you, do you hurt anywhere."

"Not that I can feel so far, how about you."

"That cured me of ever wanting to look around, from now on it's either
you or my fingers."

As we dress and drive home, I tell Connie, "I can't believe we can't find
some one who is nicer about this."

"Beverly baby, you've got more problems than this to think about, it's
damn near day light, and you've got to get back in your room unseen."

Oh my god you're right, what am I going to do Connie, my folks are up by
now...how bout your place, can I get in there."

"My mom is rather liberal in her attitudes toward different things, but
I'm not sure about this, hay wait, mom leaves for work in a short time,
I'll get hell when she realizes I'm not home, but this is important."

But it was too late because while we were talking Connie absentmindedly
pulls in her driveway ad says, "Oh fuck, follow my lead."

As we walk in Connie tells her mom, "Mom this is Carol, a good close
friend of mine, we were, as you see out too late and her parents locked
her out of the house, so until she sorts it out, can she stay her."

"Good try honey, but Phyllis has called looking for Beverly
already...Beverly is this you under all this make up and...damn you sure make
an attractive young woman...ok you two let's figure out what you're going
to do next...Beverly does your parents know this side of you."

"no maim...I think my dad would flip if he found out."

"Yes, I do believe you've got the right outlook on this one, but
sweetheart, your parents aren't going anywhere today and you've got to
get home, and worse we don't have any boys clothing here for you, so
here's an idea, 1st let's get you looking possibly as you did when you
two started last night."

Once Helen has me looking like a beauty queen she calls my mom, "Phyllis,
can you come over please, I have some one I'd really like you to meet."

Soon mom walks in and seeing Helen, Connie and me setting in the living
room asks, "My, Helen who is this lovely young lady, is this who you want
me to meet, and if so why."

Helen motions to me, so I say, "Mom...it's me Beverly...I guess I should have
told you about this long ago."

Mom looks long and hard at me, walks over to me and holds my head in her
hands, and starts softly crying as she says, "Your father and I suspected
this about you, but you never did or said anything that gave us any
clues, how long have you been going out like this."

"Close to 4 months, but I started dressing up and learning how to
properly use make up over 2 years ago."

"My next question is redundant but have you had sex with any one, and
especially any one we know."

"Yes, but no one we know mom, I certainly wouldn't do anything to
embarrass you or my dad."

Then Connie's mom waking up to what is being said, asks, "Constance
although I've known for some time now you absolutely hate men, and no
wonder, but does that also mean you've been sleeping with other girls."

"I held out as long as I could mom, then my needs over came everything
else and I found this nice young girl who thrills and fascinates me so
much I don't care if I ever find another."

But we'd boxed ourselves into a corner with this line of talking and
Helen picks it up as she says, "Considering the amount of time you two
spend together out on week ends, are you asking us to believe the two of
you haven't made yourselves a couple, which is puzzling to say the least
because Beverly you're gay, by the looks of you, and Connie you claim to
be a lesbian, so how does this work."

So I figure it's my turn to say something so I tell the, "Actually very
well, I have no desires to have intercourse with a woman and Connie feels
the same way toward men, so we do a lot of necking, making out and even
more, we give one another oral sex."

So the two of them talk it over and then tell us, "Keep it between
yourselves, if you feel the need to go out and look for others, please
tell us in advance, and Beverly I'm not going to tell your father, he'd
shit if he knew his son is a cross dressing homosexual, now you stay here
and I'll tell him you spent the night with Connie...my god baby you sure
are the most adorable young lady I've ever seen."

So up in Connie's room she helps me take it all off, then down to a pair
of her panties, shorts and a T top, Helen comes back in and asks us,
"Since the 2 of you are kind of going together any way, why not let your
dad know this Beverly, that will help your image with him, and Connie
darling it gives me hope that some day you'll get over what your father
did to you...and please excuse me for asking this again but you two have
really never had intercourse. And how in the world do you keep yourselves
from it."

"Mom," Connie replies, "Are you purposely trying to embarrass poor
Beverly, she's just started having any kind of sex with me, and is still
frightened, she's just like a young girl mom, I'm older, larger and feel
as though I'm her man so to speak."

"Beverly are those your real breasts under that top."

"Yes...they're kind of large for a boy aren't they."

"Too large honey...may I see them, I don't want to embarrass you but this
is strange...Connie haven't you realized Beverly's breasts are about the
right size for a girl her size, certainly not a boy. If it's alright with
you, your mother should see these and possibly take you to a doctor to
see why...even your body build is more feminine then masculine...your hips,
waist...it's quite possible your female hormones are over active, and I'm
not sure if that can cause you a problem or not."

So after she leaves I ask Connie, "Those hormones you gave me, do you
think they've caused this."

"Baby if you remember your breasts were large even then, and it's only
been months, and they don't act that fast, no I gave them to you to help
you feel better about your sexuality...so what do you think about you
telling your father we're going together."

"More importantly what's going to happen this fall when I start collage,
where are you going."

"Mom has told me I can go wherever I want, do you want me to go to
Berkley where you'll be...and that's another thing we've got to talk about,
we both like variety so how are we going to be sure what happened last
night doesn't happen again."

"I've got to stay on my toes and not take anything to drink or smoke,
it's not that I didn't enjoy Pauline, it's just that we were drugged so
she could do whatever she wanted with us, if we ever meet her again we'll
piss down her fucking throat, because I could have handled her easily if
I'd had my wits about me."

So later that day at home, damn if I don't get a call from Roger, and he
says, "Listen Beverly...I can't seem to get you out of my mind...can you
forgive me for treating you that way after I learned how old you are, and
that you're my bosses daughte...son."

"Daughter is right, for I am far more feminine than mescaline, but are
you so sure you want to have a secret affair with me."

"I am now; after going out with a couple other women and having them
completely disappoint me, not only sexually but intelligently also, I
never realized the women I dated are so dumb."

"Hold the line a minute honey."

I call Connie and ask, "How would you like to have a date with a
doctor...Roger is on the other line and wants me to go out with him, and
honey, I need your help to do this."

"It'll be a straight man and we'll do whatever happens to happen."

"That's right."

"Ok, that should prove to be interesting."

So back on the line with Roger I tell him, "Remember that young woman I
was with when you met me, she's my way out, get her a date with one of
your friends and we've got a date, but make sure he's a nice guy because
if my sweet Connie has a problem you and I will have also."

"So how's next Fri night, where will I meet you."

"We'll drive to your apartment and leave from there."

So Connie and I leave early Fri evening and drive to Roger's where I
change, then on to pick up William Connie's date who turns out to be a
living doll according to her, from there to a night club for dinner and
dancing. So since Connie had a taste of what it feels like to be fucked
by some one who at least had the right equipment for it was excited about
the possibility of it happening again but with some one who is all man,
and enjoys being one. As both of us are in rapture by these much older
men, followed by a drive back to Rogers where we set talking, until
William asks, "Pardon us Roger, Connie and I must get to know one another
much better."

And they go in the spare bedroom, so Roger asks me, "Again I have a
dilemma...you look too perfect to touch."

"Then let me touch you, by doing this."

As I slide off the couch, on to the floor, unzip his pants, pull out his
prick and suck it all the way down my throat, but instead of letting me
suck him off, he then picks me up and carries me to his bedroom where
after undressing us. Proceeds to make such sweet gentle sex to me, by the
time he's ready to fuck my ass, I'm begging for it, so Roger lays me on
my back props my ass in the air and gently slips his prick in it and
fucks me so sweetly while I encourage him on by softly crying,
"Ooohhh...Roger my darling fuck me honey...fuck me...baby...fuck me lover."

Puckering my lips as I start to say fuck, until I feel close to
ejaculating, so I grab my thighs and bend my body so I can get the end of
my cock between my lips and come in my mouth, just as I finish milking
myself dry, roger pulls out as he asks, "Here baby drink my cum too."

And pushes his prick between my lips and ejaculates a pulsating, rapid,
gushing stream of slippery, sticky, gooey, rich, creamy cum between my
lips, then easing himself back down on me, kissing my lips, not caring
about his cum that is smeared all over them, and telling me, "Beverly you
are so gorgeously adorable, such a sweet little thing." As we lay there
diddling one another's cocks and necking, then he asks, "Did I actually
see you suck your own cock."

"Tricky isn't it, I figured out I could do that a year ago, and my god
what a rush, to have my lips around my cock and be able to really suck
it, but this is the 1st time I've ever had my ass fucked at the same
time...ooohhh...mother fuck, what a wildly exciting thrill that is, may we do
it more. After another long session of sweet sex we go out in the living
room, me dressed in only my teddy, and thigh high Nylons and find Connie
and William there, and William tells us, "Connie has given me the honor
of taking her to the Medical Center dinner...how'd you make out Roger."

"Well damn Bill, I haven't asked her yet, so Beverly honey will you go
with me."

Stopping me dead in my tracks, I ask, "Connie do you think this is a good
idea." "Sweetie, you know how different you look, no one will know who
you are." "Wow, this is going to be something to get used to...oh well if
you really think I can pull it off."

So William, now puzzled, asks, "What are you two talking about."

Roger not wanting him to know the truth jumps in with, "I told you Bill,
Beverly is under age, and there are those who work at the med Center who
know her, or at least they know this young girl, not the young woman we
have here with us tonight...believe me honey, no one will think a thing."

So Connie and I take William home on our way, and back at her home, I
ask, "Do you honestly think I can do this and my father will not
recognize me."

"Baby, I wouldn't recognize you if I saw you out of place from where I
would expect to see you, and just to make sure we'll put a wash out hair
color on you, what color would you like."

"Let's go for black, and we'll do my make up to high light my hair, but
what about my dad knowing you and I are going together."

"That's the nice thing about young love, we had a fight and William and I
met in a spa, your folks have to be there early so we have time to do you
without any one knowing about it."

So the night came and Connie and I worked fast to get me ready to fool
even my own father, but not my mother, especially since she'd seen me
dressed in drag. So this is going to be a masterful piece of workmanship.
I bought a gown, long high neck, long sheaves, slit up to my thigh over
one leg, off black hair done in a French twist, nylons and 6 inch heels
all in black. Now it has been over a year since I 1st noticed my breasts
becoming too large for a boy and almost just right for a small girl and
by now they have blossomed into a full size A cup, so with just a padded
bra they look perfect, we went in different cars William and Connie
getting there before us, so as we walked in the whole place stopped to
look at me, and me not knowing if my dress was on backwards or could I
possibly be this gorgeous looking, until my dad comes over, and says,
"Well Roger, introduce me to this ravishingly irresistible young lady you
have."

"Henry, may I introduce Marie Arquette, Marie, this is my chief of staff
Dr. Henry Von Richtenholfen."

"Roger don't take your eyes off her for a second or some one, such as
myself will steal her away from you."

Then mom says, "You'd better not Henry." hen looking at me she says,
"Will you come with me to the ladies, room, my dear, that's something I
need to fix on your dress."

"what..." Then seeing the look in her eyes, I say, "Yes, of course."

Once there, mom says, "It took me forever to recognize you...you're
absolutely ravishing to night Marie, bu..." Then another lady comes in so
we can't finish talking. The evening seemed to be going in the right
direction, until I'm on the floor dancing with another Doctor, and my dad
cuts in, saying, "I've wanted to get you alone all evening, here darling,
in here."

And suddenly we're in one of the examining rooms alone with his lips
pressing hard against mine, while his one hand explores my breasts,
quickly moving down to my thighs, as I even faster push him away saying,
"Dr. please, I will not let me make a whore out of me."

"I'm not making you a whore baby, I know what kind of women Roger goes
with and so you must be one of them, here cunt, if you refuse to be laid,
suck me off."

As he pushes me down in front of him, as a million thoughts rush through
my mind, he hangs on to me, and rams his prick between my lips, and damn
if it doesn't sexually excite me, but then he gets overly rough, holding
my head and brutally powering his cock back and forth between my lips,
and too quickly for me to stop him he ejaculates between my lips,
surprising me so much I jerk away splattering his cum all over us, I then
quickly jab him in his nuts, raise up even faster, hitting him on his
nose breaking it, and knocking him to the floor and run out crying and
run toward the front door, Roger catches up to me and just outside stops
me and asks, "Sweetheart, what happened your lipstick is smeared, and you
look madder then hell."

"Faster than I could have thought my father just kissed me and forced me
to suck him off...let's just leave."

"Oh, no, where is he now."

"I decked him in examination room 6, but I'm not going back in there...just
look at me, I look like I've been assaulted...my god he even ripped my
dress, well fuck that did it, let's go find the son of a bitch."

We find him still in that room nursing a broken bloody nose, so I tell
Henry, "Let's go to your office where you're going to sign a statement
saying you attempted to rape me, and you'll pay for my dress and give
Roger whatever position he wants, or I'll press charges and make sure
your wife knows about this and how it happened."

"You're crazy if you think I'll do that."

"Ok, Roger, honey, let's go, we have an appointment at a clinic where
they can get a sample of Henry's semen off my dress, and then the police
dept, bye now."

Just as we get in Roger's car, Henry leans over and says through the
window, "Ok, you win, whatever you want, I can't have something like this
over my head."

Back in but through the back door the paper signed and Roger now
interning in surgery in Case General Hospital, which he will see to it he
has an appointment.

So then Roger tells him, "Now read it back to us."

As poor Henry does and he gets to the part where he admits to sexually
assaulting me, we hear, "Henry, you bastard, you assaulted a young woman
one of your Doctors brought to this dinner...my god...listen my dear if you
wish to press changes, I'll handle your defense."

"That will not be necessary even though I did not stop him before he
ejaculated in my mouth I decked him afterwards."

"That's very commendable that you can handle yourself so very well, but
you've suffered embarrassment over this and he should pay for that." Mrs.
Von Richtenholfen may I speak to you alone please."

"Certainly my dear, in here."

In another room I tell her, "Mom, we can't do this, it'll come out in
court. This will be a further embarrassment to both of you." "God baby,
you look so different I lost my head...yes you're right, so then what...and
what are you doing with Roger Thurman, I thought we agreed you'd let me
know when you wanted to date other men."

"If this date worked out I was going to tell you, it's just that until I
know if I can feel relatively safe with any one else there was no reason
to say anything."

"So if I understand you, you want to let your father know, he tried to
molest his son dressed in drag...that'll do it, and since he's not going to
be living with us, go for it honey."

So back in the room I tell my dad, "Since I've done such a great job of
looking different enough that you cannot tell I'm your son, how can I
convince you that I am...mom got any ideas...oh...wait, I know, I was adopted
from a private source, which is different in these days, I weighed only 5
lbs, but was fully developed, an honor student at Milford High,
scholarship to Berkley, in pre-law..."

So as I continue poor Henry begins blushing terribly, until he finally
asks, "Then you're gay, and so is Roger...damn baby you sure are a sweet
looking young woman for being a young man."

Then mom explodes, "Henry, I'm calling the police and have them home
while you pack what you're taking and move out."

"Phyllis, this is ridiculous, I made a pass at my queer son, not knowing
who he is, so what's the big deal, no one out side our family has to know
about this."

"Nor will they Henry, or I'll see you jailed for sexually assaulting not
only a young under age boy but your own son...Beverly...with your dress
ripped like that you'd better leave, go out the back door, Roger I trust
you'll take good care of my so...oh...well my daughter."

In the car Roger asks, "Move closer honey, I want to feel your prick as
we drive."

"Then you'd better let me put a condom on or we'll have a real mess."

"Then just set close so I can put my arm around you...I guess we don't have
to wonder if you easily pass for a sensuous woman now do we."

"You have no idea of how fantastic that sounds to me."

That night Roger spends hours necking with me, while he diddles my prick,
going down on it each time I ejaculate, building himself up to the point
where when he finally plows his cock deep in my ass he fucks me forever,
nibbling on my ears, biting my neck, and driving me into pure insanity,
then he lights a cigarette and exhales the smoke directly into my mouth,
getting me so dizzy and lost in his passionate fucking my ass, with one
hand on my cock and I cum all over it so much until I have nothing but
dry climaxes over and over again until from sheer exhaustion and fatigue
I lapse into a euphoric state of delirium, babbling my love for his
expertise in fucking my ass so wonderfully, then suddenly he pulls out
and forces it between my lips and splatters cum all over my lips and
face, then fingers it off me and has me lick it off his fingers, when so
far gone I don't even realize what I'm asking I plead, "Roger...my
precious, let me hold it between my lips until we fall asleep."

"Bev...as much as I hate to do this, I've got to change the subject...please
honey, listen to me, you're going to Berkley this fall, pre-med, where
you're going to run into a lot of available homosexual and bisexual men
who will sweep you off your feet, not to mention you're only 16, You
haven't any thoughts about us becoming a couple have you."

"I hadn't thought that far ahead...you're probably right, but can't we date
some."

So left like that Roger takes me home, where I find mom setting up
waiting for me, 1st she tells me what is going to happen as far as my
father is concerned, which is she'll force him to give up the medical
center or create so much embarrassment for him he'll have to any way,
then she asks, "Please tell me the truth, how many men have you been
with."

"Only Roger, this was our 2nd date...I swear mom, other than Connie no
other...oh...shit...I forgot Pauline, Connie & I went out one night and was
picked up by this gorgeous transsexual who drugged us and fucked us both,
neither of us were hurt, but well what can I say, if I hadn't been
drugged I'd easily been able to take care of her, except, it did feel
really good."

"Alright young lady, after this you keep me informed of your activities,
it will be much more than embarrassing if you're ever picked up for
impersonating a female."

The next day my mom gets Helen and tells her about Connie and my being
date raped by that Transsexual, and Helen tells us, "Look you two Beverly
your mother, and Connie, I have responsible positions, and foolish stunts
like you've already done is not going to be tolerated any more, right
Phyllis."

"Yes, and another thing, you're going to a Dr. and I want to hear what he
has to say about your condition, in fact Helen, Connie if you will would
you come with us."

So the next day the 4 of us go to Dr. Phelps, after a lot of tests after
another week he calls us back and tells mom, "Although this is has
happened before it's only about one in a few thousand, in Beverly we have
an interesting combination of both sexes, all her body's inter sexual
organs are female, so her feminine hormones are fully governing her
appearance, the only male one she has is her penis, and testicles and the
male hormones they put out, she should be dressed as a female, and you
should look to the time when her penis is removes, it's not going to
create a problem hiding her male organs but flattening her breasts can
cause a problem later in life."

"Thank you Dr, Phelps let us talk all this over and I'll call you."

Back home mom asks, "Well darling, what do you want to do."

"Dress as to who I am, but mom do I have to have my male organs removed
now."

"Why wouldn't you, they are of no value to you are they."

"No, but I've got myself set in a direction and kind of enjoy it so far,
I'd rather wait until I find my condition is more of a hindrance...and I
have a wonderfully pleasing man who likes me as I am."

"Well I certainly will not force you into doing something you do not want
to do, so you'll enter collage as a transsexual, with a letter from Dr,
Phelps as to why you dress as you do.

So in school a few days after classes begin, as I'm walking in the hall
this really great looking guy asks, "You're Beverly Von Richtenholfen...you
and Connie Joseph are going together...loosely isn't that right."

"Yes."

"I'm a member of the gay/lesbian club here and Connie has asked for
membership for you two, my name is Francis Wilks...I guess what confuses me
is you two are a transsexual and female, and going together...where does
that fit into our club."

"She didn't say any more about us...well gee can we go somewhere private."

"Sure, come in the room we use for our meetings."

So in there I hesitantly tell him, "Well Fran...you see I'm a bisexual
cross dressing transsexual , but Connie and I have been friends since she
used to baby set me."

"Are you sure you're not a female."

"So what now."

"No I can't let you get by that easy...care for some action between us."

"I don't just turn on and off at will, I have to be wooed, won, seduced,
and whatever after, so if you want to go somewhere to see if I can even
become receptive to your advances...we can do that."

"Well let's go then."

So we go to the local club where this group goes to relax and as we set
after we have our drinks, Fran asks, "So tell me about you being a cross
dresser, because I pride myself at being the sweetest looking one in the
club."

"People tell me I'm so feminine in drag no one can tell that I'm not a
woman, I do not usually go to gay clubs, but straight places and pass for
a female...but instead of us wondering get dressed and we'll see, I'll go
home, and you too, and we'll meet back here."

"Oh...I can't do that."

"Why not."

"I've never been in a straight club in drag before, and as you know it's
illegal to pretend to be what you're not."

"Fran you're a nice man, so here's what, when is the next meeting of the
club and where."

"Next Tues afternoon, 6 PM that room we were in."

"Be nice to yourself, Connie and I will be there to see if we can become
members, sorry honey, but not today."

And I get up a wiggle my ass out of there. Back at home, I tell Connie,
"Ever heard of a guy named Francis Wilks."

"According to what I hear he's the reigning queen of the club...where'd you
hear the name."

He came on to me today, wanted to whatever with me."

The meeting is next Tues, so at the meeting, I ask Fran, "Hi love, so
this is your club may I join."

"Are you a lesbian."

"No babe, bi."

"Then come over here and I'll sign you up."

"Fran...honestly...you do not recognize me."

He just stands there staring at me, then slowly and softly says,
"Beverly...really...this is you...you know we can't come to meetings dressed."

"Well best we do not say anything then...but I told you, I'm all
female...with one little addition, so every one is watching us now, let's
separate."

So they have their meeting and bring Connie in tell her once Beverly
shows up she can become a member also."

So after it breaks up Fran asks Connie, "Can I borrow Jean for a while."

"Jean are you alright with this."

"Sure Fran is harmless aren't you honey."

So we go to his car and set, as I pull out a package of Cigarettes and he
lights it as he tells me, "When we have an out of school gathering, where
we all come dressed, you do know you're going to be the most unbelievably
gorgeous queen there, don't you...and my god Beverly you were right, you do
not look anything like a queen...but like an adorably irresistible young
woman...which technically isn't what a queen is all about...you my gorgeous
little beauty are far and above any queen...are you sure you shouldn't be a
female."

"I never wanted to be a queen, I just want to be a female...I so
desperately want to be a real woman Fran, only one man has had me so far
and as nice as it felt, what I really want is to be able to have a man
the way a woman does, and at the same time I absolutely adore Connie, and
when she makes love to me, she drives me crazy, and it's all oral sex...no
one has ever heard this from me, not even Connie, please don't make a
fool out of me and repeat it."

"You poor kid...you really mean that don't you."

"Just look closely at me Fran these breasts of mine are real, and I
haven't had anything done to cause them, my voice, waist, hips, shit even
my legs, just look."

As I pull my skirt up to my upper thighs, as I say, "Look at these, have
you ever seen any nicer."

"Nope...but I'd sure like to craw up between them." "Please Fran not a
word, ok."

"Ok, but will you go out with me. I'd like making out with you so much."

"Oh...gee...I've got to ask Connie what she thinks about that...I'm basically
frightened to death of men."

"But I'm another...no I'm a queen honey, so I'll never want to have
intercourse with you."

"I'll tell you tomorrow in school, I'd better go now."

So after I get home I call Connie and ask her if I can come over and
there I ask her, "Fran wants to take me out, can we double some how.
Other wise I'm too scared of him to go."

"Afraid of Fran, why Bev., he's a flaming queen."

"He's some one new, and when I'm close to him I become nervous and jumpy,
wh..."

Then Helen walks over to us and says, "You didn't hide your conversation
so I over heard, so listen you two in my work I deal with a lot of
homosexuals...Beverly you do not act like any of them, but more like a
lesbian, or better yet a bisexual woman." So the next day I tell Francis,
"Although it's fine with Connie, please wait until we know one another
better, as of now as silly as this sounds, you scare me Fran, I'm not
sure if what I feel when I'm near you is fear or excitement but either
way, please wait for me to overcome this."

"That being the very thing I love about you, your timid ness and gentle
way, certainly Beverly, but please don't forget I do want to spend some
time alone with you. Once classes started, to my surprise it wasn't known
throughout the collage, just the instructors were told, and referred to
me as Miss instead of Mr. And those who called me by my 1st name had
nothing to change, as little by little I make the complete change to
women's clothing, but opting for slacks and blouses instead of skirts
during this 1st year, adding light make up toward the end of it.

At the beginning of my 2nd year I'm called to the dean's office, where he
tells me, "Beverly, I call you that as informal as it sounds only because
your mother and I were more than close during her time here. But my
reason for calling you in here is to tell you how happy I am to have my
precious Phil's daughter here also, and I know we'll see great things
from you."

"Thank you so much sir, I pray I will don't disappoint you."

Very shortly after my meeting with the Dean, Fran asks again, "Please
Beverly, dress as you want, anywhere, even in your home, may we have some
time together."

"Now since the Dean knows what I really am, I'll be dressing accordingly
soon, so yes, why don't you get dressed in your very best, and so will I,
come over and we'll see from there, but Fran try to look real, not like a
drag queen."

"Then I'll have to ask you and Connie to help me with that, will you."

"We sure will because you seem like a real nice person and we'll enjoy
having you as a close friend, when is the 1st off campus party."

"It'll be over thanksgiving, in 2 month, then can I come to see you this
Fri night."

"Let me check with Connie, but I see no reason why not."

So Fri evening Connie and I get dressed as nice as we know how and wait
for Fran to show up, and once he did, Connie is the 1st one to say,
"Fran, darling you look far too much like a queen, here love let Beverly
and I make just a few changes."

And in only a few minutes as Fran looks in a mirror, he says, "My god you
two are magicians I look about as nature as possible...not really too bad
at all in fact, you two are dressed to go out, where are we going."

"Connie again speaks up and replies, "The Troc for drinks and dancing."

Poor Fran jumps back as he says, "That's a straight club, if we get
caught in there, we'll go to jail." "Calm down,"

I tell him, "We've been there many times, they know us there, nothing
will happen, just keep it soft and feminine."

What happens if I'm propositioned."

"On Beverly's 1st time out she was and convinced the man to let her give
him oral sex, and it went off perfectly, come on get some faith in
yourself, you look about as fuckable as possible, and as it ended up the
man Bev got, is bi, so they've had a great time together."

So as reluctant as Fran is, we leave and go to the Troc, where after
we're served we set talking, and soon this large man comes over and asks
Fran, "May I entice you to dance with me."

And the way they do out on the floor, and soon two more come to our table
and we're dancing also, I know Fran has got to be really nervous and I'm
not far behind him, but James is such a sweet soft caring acting man, I
soon am relaxed in his arms, as he dances us out on the patio and into
the garden, stopping at a bench, and we set, he lights us cigarettes and
asks, "I'm not going to be so brazen as to ask you to come home with me
tonight, but how about a date where we can become better acquainted,
you're such an adorably precious little thing."

"Will you be satisfied with oral sex, because that's all I do, after
enough romance has softened my resistance."

"May I ask why only oral sex."

Thinking to myself, well here goes, it's either the truth, or possibly
getting my ass beat to hell, so I say, "James, there is something you
must know about me, I'm a natural born transsexual all of what you see
nature has given me, but it went over board and gave me male sex organs
also."

"I'm going to pretend I didn't hear any of that, will you go out with me,
I'm sure we can fine satisfaction between us."

"Then I'd love to go out with you James, any time that is convenient for
you."

"In that case can you leave your two friends and we'll leave from here."

"I'll check with them, please wait."

I kiss his lips, long and hard, as he lightly feels my breasts, and says,
"These are real."

"Everything on me is honey, no surgery, although I do want a few minor
things done as I come out more, for you see I'm in the process of coming
out and dressing totally feminine in collage, I already do everywhere
else."

So I find Connie and tell her, "Darling will it discourage you if I go
with James, he seems like a nice man."

"Kissing Frank who she's dancing with she says, "I was on my way to ask
you the same, for Frank and I want to be alone too, check with Francis
1st though we can't leave her alone unless she's made out also."

So I hunt all over and finally see something going on in a car, sneak
over and see her sucking Charles' cock as if it were the last one on
earth.

So I wait until he comes in her mouth and I ask, "Fran darling will you
be alright alone the rest of the night with Charles." Smiling, with cum
dropping off her lower lip, she replies, "Yes honey, I do believe I
will."

So from there James takes me to an after hours club, where booze is
served in coffee cups, and the pot and coke runs free, and he tells me,
"Although this is a rough place it's fun, so if you get into trouble with
any one, yell for George, he's my brother and owns this place."

Everything goes well until James excuses himself and goes to the bathroom
when this giant of a man grabs me off my chair and sweeps me out on to
the floor, squeezing me too tightly and feeling whatever he can reach, I
finally say, "I don't mind dancing with you, even though you didn't ask,
but take it easy honey, I break easily."

"You're such a tiny little doll."

And he kisses my lips, nasty tasting kiss, and is brutal as he does, so I
say again, "Brutality will not get you anything big man."

As I kick him in his balls, slap my hands over his ears and holding his
head, I ram it into my up coming knee, breaking his nose and knocking him
out, so now with his blood splattered all over the front of my dress, I
go back and set down, just as James gets there, sees me and asks, "My
god, what happened." "That guy, laying on the floor, he got too fresh."

Just then Charles comes and drags him out, comes over to our table, sets
down and says, "James, you come prepared with your own body guard...Miss
that was fast work, and he needed it."

"He'll probably have to go to a hospital, I broke his nose."

So James says, "For as small as you are you pack a mighty wallop."

"When one is as little as I am it's best to know how." So after we leave,
James asks, "Am I in any danger from you."

"You'd better be kidding, of course not...here darling let me feel your
prick. What I need from you doesn't have anything to do with self
defense, possibly self preservation but not defense."

"Preservation...from me, how do you figure that."

"I can sense your sexual excitement within you, I only pray I am strong
enough to be all that you need to fully satisfy you longings." "No
precious, it's my job to satisfy you."

"Then this evening will be a very enjoyable one for both of us, because I
can't wait to see you nude."

"Now that feeling is mutual because I believe you've got the sweetest
little body ever."

"Accent on little because I only weigh 77 lbs, but I want my breasts just
a little larger, to a bulging cross between an A and B cup...to match my
hips which are growing wider then my breasts are growing larger. And as
long as I'm going for the perfect body, why not help it along, may I take
your prick out and lightly suck on it honey, I need you to have
ejaculated once before you fuck me, so you'll last very long."

After he fills my mouth with his sweet creamy cum, and we get to where
we're going in his apartment, we more civilized since his immediate needs
are satisfied, we have a drink and light cigarettes and talk some, as we
kiss and slowly undress one another, diddling and fondling the more
sensitive parts of each of us, and soon we laying close with his prick
poking into my crotch, so I startle him and slowly slip his gorgeous cock
up my ass, leaning back some, and bend my spine so I'm closer to his face
and my cock for when I'm ready to cum I can catch it in between my lips.
And sure as shit, I do, and James looks in wonderment as I suck my own
prick, and milk it dry, lifting my head up, and smiling at him, I say,
"Yours is so much sweeter darling, so feed me when you're ready."

"Oh, my god baby you are so hot, and you keep me so hot also, yes love, I
sure will."

As soon he pulls out and I grab it and suck it just between my lips as he
ejaculates, creating a hell of am orgasm and small ejaculation from me,
as I fall back splattering his cum all over my face, hyperventilating and
pass out from exhaustion. When I awake he's cleaned off my face and is
kissing my lips, as I weakly say, "Ooohhh...James...you are magnificent...but
darling are you pleased with me yet."

"Pleased, satisfied, fulfilled, and if you wanted any more, I'd have to
pass."

"No precious, all I need now is you close to me."

As we drift off to sleep, some how managing to wake up early enough for
James to get me to Connie's before day light, and there home, where mom
asks, "You did it again without telling me, who was this one."

"James Troutman, he knows about me, and is bi."

"James is a law student, and works for my law office as a clerk."

"Well he's a wonderfully fulfilling lover too, so thoughtful and gentle,
sweet and tender, any woman would feel happy having been loved by him."

"Well he certainly keeps to himself at the office and works very hard,
but I didn't know he is bi, although it matters little to me, well
darling I'm happy you are pleased and happy with him, so you're gathering
a few nice men you can go out with, but what about your relationship with
Connie."

"The strangest thing ever, she went out with this one man and got sold on
men, bang, just like that, of course Connie really hadn't ever been with
a woman before, the closest thing was me." "What about the other students
at collage; who will be asking you out now that they know you are a
transsexual."

"The one main thing to remember here is that I am very small and to every
one so cute, so let's see what kind of men I attract, the wrong kind I
can tell quickly, and certainly will not go out with them, remember mom
my martial arts is very good, and I'm as quick as lighting.

So I go to the house Connie and I share, and as I open the door, I hear,
"Ooohhh...Willy...oh, my god baby you excite me so much, double fuck me more
darling, I do love it in both ends."

So I peak in her bedroom and she's laying on her belly with n electric
dildo in her cunt, fucking the piss out of her, while Willy fucks her
lips, so I go in my room and try to study, but they're making so much
noise and it's getting actually funny, because I never thought Connie
would ever become so engulfed in being fucked by a man, that she'd carry
on like this, soon I hear her scream, then silence, and Willy says,
"You've finally had enough...well good, cause I'm beat to hell, can I see
you tomorrow." A low, "Hmmm-hmmm."

Is all I hear, so after he leaves I go in there, set on her bed and ask,
"You're enjoying William aren't you." Wrapping her arms around my neck
and smothering my face with cum filled kisses she weakly says, "Beverly,
how can I ever thank you for almost forcing me out of that stupid lesbian
life I thought I wanted...can we cuddle together tonight."

Sure honey, I'm ready for some of your softness. But was I ever in for a
surprise, after we got comfortable, she begins licking my body, ending
with my cock between her lips and sucked me until my climaxes were dry
orgasms, keeping me under her so I could tongue her cunt and clitoris
until we collapsed from exhaustion. A few days later, Ken Bills catches
me in the hall and asks, "Well gorgeous now that your secret is out how
bout a date, I hear you're a fabulous dancer, and there's a jazz dance
contest at the Rover Club Fri night, 9 PM, we'll win hands down from what
I've been told about you." "Oh, wow, that sounds great, how should I
dress."

"Something short and sexy, with tights, let's figure on ripping the
varnish off the floor what do you say."

"Great Ken, you've got a date."

I'll pick you up at 7, for some pre date getting to know one another."

So that evening I'm dressed in a frill skirt barely below my thighs,
tights, 4 inch heels, a very low cut sleeveless blouse, form fitting
around my breasts, my lovely long blond hair loose and draped over my
shoulders, and since there is a slit in the crotch of the tights, every
time I spread my legs too far, what looked like a hairy snatch winked out
at whoever was watching, or one of my nipples would slip out from under
my blouse, all in all it was a great time, and we took the top prize,
whether it was for the best dancers or indecent exposure we weren't sure
which but we got it, so after as we're driving away, Ken asks, "How in
hell did you get that hairy snatch that every one went crazy over."

"I can't show you now, but if you're interested in a little sex tonight,
I'll show you."

"A little you've got me so wound up I feel like I'm ready to come now."

"Well honey, we're not going to waste it, let me have it between my lips,
cum in there, for I love the taste of cum."

So after that he is more relaxed, and soon we're at his apartment, where
I show him, 1st I take off the skirt, spread my legs, see the hair, now
the tights."

"Oh...my god Beverly, that must have pained you all night to have it tied
up behind you ass that way."

"It's damn near useless anyway, so it didn't hurt too much, and look at
all the fun it caused...now it's your turn Ken, show me what you've got for
me."

He undresses and as his cock flops out, I gasp, as I ask, "You' re really
not thinking of fucking me with that are you."

"No baby, but I want you to do your damnest to deep throat it, while I
drain your radiator."

Some time much later with both of us really drunk, Ken slowly slips it up
my ass, and fortunately it wasn't as thick as it looked, but long, my
god, I felt as though it was choking me, and we fucked until we
collapsed, fell asleep, and woke up the next morning in the same position
so he finished then, but I noted that when I 1st tried to walk I was a
little bow legged. By the time our 1st year ended I had more men asking
me out then there were days in a month, so from what I was told I'd
managed to become the whore of the freshmen class, and I didn't even have
a cunt to fuck, during the summer I get my lips enlarged, my eye lids
pulled up just a little, permanent make up applied, and much sexier
clothes, and never left the house without dressing really sexy, whether
it was hip hugging short-shorts, halters that barely covered my tits,
jeans and a T shirt, or dressed to kill, then during that 1st summer,
Connie and I got back together and made the rest of the summer our
special time, on our 1st real date we go to a nice club where we have
dinner and spend some time on the floor dancing, and not allowing others
to cut in, at the table she asks me, "Since I did the one thing I knew I
never would during this last year, that being allow a man to fuck me,
will you do something for me that you also feel as though you'll never
do."

"Connie darling I know where you're going with this, but honey my little
peter will never be of any value to you." "Take these for me they're
Viraga and don't tell me you do not know what that is."

"Of course I will and I hope it helps, I know how much we care for one
another so I'll try to please you in any way I can."

Later as we drive home, she asks, "Set closer darling, let me diddle your
prick."

Between the excitement I naturally have with being with Connie and her
fondling my prick, damn if it doesn't become not only stiff, but longer
than I'd ever seen it, as she says, "How wonderful just as I'd hoped,
this will do us both very well."

"We'd better put 2 condoms over it, I'm damn near ready to come now."

"Then you'd better catch it because I can't and drive too."
"Ooohhh...Connieeee...give it to me...hmmm-hmmm...ooohhh..."

Milking my prick, sucking all I can get from it, I raise my head up and
say, "I'm one really sick perverted bitch, to love the taste of my own
cum like I do."

"I don't think you're perverted, because I rather enjoy the taste of your
semen too."

So we get there and 1st just set having a drink and smoke, before she
moves close and kisses my lips, fondles my breasts and asks, "Undress us
baby, and lick my body as you do me...give me a few orgasms before you fuck
me darling." As I'm kissing and licking her body, I say, "Ooohhh...Connie,
I've loved you for so long."

"Neither of us have been with that many other others, except all those
one night stands you pulled during school, to lose our love darling,
we'll always love one another...deeply...ooohhh...babyyyy...yes...yes...tongue me
dear...hmmm-hmmm..."

Shortly after she's recovered, she says, "Roll over on your back, and
I'll fuck you 1st." from there for the next few hours it was either me on
top or Connie, rolling around the bed, falling off it, fucking our brains
out, taking breaks, having a cigarette, laughing, and quietly wondering
to ourselves what this really means between us, finally my cock begins
hurting from being so hard for such a long time, and I weakly ask,
"Darling can we do oral sex, my prick hurts."

"I have a better idea, let's get my double dildo, I'll fuck your ass and
my cunt, god honey, I'm loving this, aren't you."

By the next morning neither of us can hardly move, and how grateful we
are it's only Sunday. During the day, we set talking most of it, having
light snacks, cigarettes and scotch, as Connie asks me, "I want you for
my own Beverly will you be my girl." "Right now the way I feel if I never
go out with any one else began it'll be too soon, but Connie darling...we
know one another too well, and sooner or later one of us will see some
one we want for possibly only one night, what then."

"Aren't we adult enough to handle that, what difference will that make in
our relationship..."

Then catching me as I'm exhaling the smoke from my lips she kisses me, a
long wonderfully pleasing and passionate kiss, that weakens my
resistance, and causes me to hang in her arms, softly moaning and almost
incoherently saying, "I do so deeply love you my precious darling love."

Over the next few weeks I turn down so many dates with weak excuses,
until one afternoon, as I walk out of school, I see Connie talking to
this guys who she'd gone out with and enjoyed, they kiss and she comes
over to where I'm waiting next to the car and tells me, "Will has asked
me to the dance next Fri night, I'm going with him, would you like me to
get you a date and we can double."

"No, I think I'm going to spend a quiet evening alone, it's been a long
time since I did nothing in an evening when I didn't have classes the
next day."

But I should have known better than that, because Connie hadn't been gone
that night for a half hour when Roger called and asks, "We have seen one
another in months baby, how bout me coming over for a while."

"Sure Roger you're right."

Once here he asks, "Well was I right about the collage men."

"Pretty close, but actually I've been out with only a few, I'll never
overcomes what I am, and the 1st thing I have to do each time some one
asks me out is explain to them that very thing, it's embarrassing for me,
one way around it is Connie and I have joined the Bi/les club at Berkley,
there at least every one knows."

"Your mother tells me you've gone completely feminine now and dress that
way...you look exceptionally lovely tonight Beverly, do you always dress so
provocatively when you're home alone."

"This, a simple robe."

"That barely covers your thighs, and is open to your waist, or did you
change for me."

"Actually I put this on for you, I was nude before...my god I can't believe
what's happening to me...in just this short a time...I want you Roger, I need
you inside me badly."

"You've become more open with your desires since we last were together,
show me Beverly how much do you want my prick inside your precious body."

I spring out of my chair like a banshee screaming, "Fuck me you bastard."
Landing on him smothering his lips with mine as I reach down and grab his
cock and pull on it until he yells, then slide down his body, unzipping
his pants as I do, pulling him with me so he's laying on top of me with
his cock between my lips, so he pulls his pants down fucks my lips a
short while, slides down my body, lifts my ass and plunges his prick deep
up my ass and fucks me like there's no tomorrow, reaches down, pulls my
head to my cock as he says, "Suck your prick for me honey." Ejaculating
gallons deep in my ass, as I fill my mouth with my cum, then he pulls my
face to his and kisses my lips harshly, then says, "you haven't got a man
have you."

Tears running down my face I softly reply, "No...it's just been Connie and
I for months now."

He pulls out and lays beside me kissing me as he says, "Beverly you're
too much of a nympho to have only a woman, even a dildo will not satisfy
your desires."

"I did manage to fuck ever available man last year, all one night
stands...and about as much satisfaction too, so you are right about the
nympho part of my nature, other than you and one other, I'm as lonely as
possible for pleasing lovers, why did you come looking for me."

"I'll be honest with you, only because you are a fantastic fuck, so god
damn much better than any one else I've been out with, they weren't worth
it."

"That's great, because that's what almost any one who's fucked me,
amounts to in my mind, like I said except you and a guy named James, a
law student who works for my mother."

"Would you mind if I stopped by for a piece of you tender ass every so
often."

"Any time baby, I doubt if I'll have any one else here, except Connie."

"That's right, where is she tonight."

"Out getting her brain fucked out, she and I have the same problem now,
we can't stay away from men and each other."

"I'll bet you anything if you had your male sex organs removed you'd be a
different person, and less sex starved, remember what you told me before,
you want to be fucked in a pussy, which you do not have...but damn it
Beverly, you can have one, so why are you putting it off."

"Keep talking because I have just little reason for not doing it any
longer."

So I schedule it for over thanksgiving holiday, and never told any one
but mom, and telling Connie I was spending some time with my mom, and she
was in the clinic with me, I was there 2 days, and all I had to do is
refrain from any sex below the waist for a month. So the 1st thing that
happened was when I got back to the dorm, Commie says, "You look
different some how...what did you change."

"I finally had it done, the one thing that has kept me from being the sex
I always wanted to be."

"You had your cock taken off."

"Yes, at long last, now I need not be concerned about how some one else
looks at me."

"Can I see it."

"Better you wait until I stop bleeding, not from the surgery, but would
you believe it, my monthly periods began as soon as my uterus was opened
and my vagina in place, and no sex below the waist for a month, and then
I'll have to break it in just like I was...I am a virgin...me a virgin, with
so many pricks up my ass over the past year, and your dildo, I doubt if
my femininity will cause my sex partners to change, because every one in
school knows I'm a transsexual, so if I want any one who is straight I'm
have to go looking else where. Have I caused you to feel differently
about me."

"Well of course you have, closer and now finally I have a real female to
have as my sex partner."

"Ooohhh...is that ever a relief to hear you say that."

"Who talked you into it."

"Roger, the last time he was here, while you were out remember."

"Roger, I thought he like you the way you were."

"Roger's bi, Remember, and then he realized how much I wanted this he
just kept talking until I phoned my mom and she made the appointment, I
choice not to tell any one but mom because...well besides being really
scared...oh, shit, I hated to think of losing what might cause me to lose
you."

"Lose me, my precious darling you've made me to happy, I much rather
tongue you pussy then suck on that little cock you had, and just think of
how glorious you sex life will be now, oh, god darling what you've always
wanted, to be fucked like a real woman, and not in the ass, even though
you enjoyed it, now at least you won't have to because there is no other
place, now my precious little whore, you're an honest to god 3 way girl."

"Wow, that didn't take long 2 days as a complete woman and already I'm a
whore...well fuck, I was known for that last year when I didn't even have a
cunt to fuck. So other than me tonguing you for the next 4 weeks darling
that's all we can do."

"That's going to drive you out of your mind too isn't it...I shouldn't have
said that...I'm so very sorry darling."

"Why, you know damn good and well I'll orgasm like crazy as I do, so an..."

A knock on the door stopped my talking and Connie opens it and there is
Roger, he looks at me as he says, "You've done it haven't you, I see it
in your eyes."

"Well shit, I wonder if every one will. But don't get excited no sex
below the waist for a month, and Roger darling don't ask me to let you
see it, because I'm having my monthly period."

"How is that possible, you were a male..."

"No, didn't I ever tell you, I never was, nature just put that male organ
on a female...me."

"You mean to tell me inside you always had all your feminine organs...isn't
that one for the medical books."

"I don't think it'll be written up, one in a few million has this happen
to them."

"Still it's worth celebrating about, why don't the two of you get dressed
nice and I'll take you out for dinner."

So Connie says, "No you two go, Beverly is the one of us you're most
interested in."

"Now that just isn't so, because you're both gorgeous women and I love
the company of lovely women, so get ready."

The next few weeks were more difficult than I thought they'd be, because
all my guys wanted to take me out, and I had to beg off, but I also told
them why, the 1st one after I told him just stands there staring at me,
until he says, "You actually have been a female all this time, how did
they ever miss that somewhere during a physical exam."

"Gee Brad, you know I never thought to ask that, but then I never really
had much contact with Doctors before this, although I am a rather small
girl, I've always been very healthy."

"When did you 1st learn about your female organs being inside you."

"How long has it been...over a year."

"And you didn't do it then...I wonder why."

"I don't have a good reason, possibly it was what I knew verses what I
wasn't sure of."

"I noticed you said no sex below the waist, dos..."

"ok, let's go out, and I'll satisfy you if you wish."

That's why the weeks went by slowly, because I did have a date every
night I wanted one, but could only suck the guys off. The time came when
I could do more, but the 1st time was with Connie, as we were making out
she began fingering my clitoris which was made from the most sensitive
part of my penis, the little piece of skin under the head of it, and she
was driving me wildly insane, then as we became more sexually aroused,
and reversed ourselves, as she started tonguing it, as she gently began
finger fucking my new virgin pussy my orgasms started to cause me to go
ecstatic, almost to the point of convulsions, wailing and crying, moaning
and sobbing, until I began hyperventilating getting so dizzy she had to
stop, and calm me down. After a while Connie asks me, "You are that
sensitive, oh honey, this is going to take a while."

"I feel better now, do you think anything is wrong."

"No I think you're letting your emotions runaway with you, you've wanted
this for so long and now it's here, your excitement level is so high, as
soon as I touched you, you began reacting almost violently. So let's
stop, have a joint and something to drink, let's get you a little high,
and we'll give it another try."

So as we set there doing as Connie suggested, she asks me, "Do you think
you're breasts will get larger."

"I hope not too large, as tiny as I am I don't want to be top heavy, I'm
a full A cup now."

"Do you still weigh about the same." "Just 80 lbs, if I wasn't so short
I'd look like a fence pole...Connie I'm getting orgasmic as shit...can we
please try again...please..."

"Ok, but remember control yourself, a lot of this is in your mind
remember, and this time I want you to just lie there, have another joint
and a drink and I'm going to do you."

After only 20 minutes I am so tired she had to quit, then I tongued and
finger fucked her, after a rest on my part. With classes every day, and
Connie patently either finger fucking or tongue fucking me nightly after
another week, we tried her dildo, the smaller end, but I couldn't take
it, so we went back to her fingers, and over the next few weeks no less,
we got me so she could dildo fuck my pussy, not that I ever stayed very
calm during it but continued to completely go insane during her fucking
me, until finally one evening as we are just setting talking she tells
me, "This is just going to be the way you react to some one fucking you
darling, and the absolute wildest most exciting piece of ass any one will
ever have. No one will ever feel cheated after having you as a fuck
darling, just make sure you warn them in advance to hang on tight or
they'll be bucked out of the saddle."

"Is all this to make me feel good or to discourage me from going out with
any one."

"It's all complements, baby, I just wish I could honestly respond to some
one as well as you're going to."

"Gee, I always thought you are very responsive aggressively so, in fact."

"Not like you, you're a human dynamo. Now the question is who are you
going to give yourself to 1st."

"If you will let's go out and find some men who do not know us."

"Only if we stick together all night through, just in case either of us
gets a rough one, not that I can be of much help but you can."

So over the week we plan a night of looking for the right men for us, and
the place to find them, choosing an up scale club called the Embarcadero,
Connie is 19 and I'm 17, so possibly we'll both get served, if not I'll
just have to Drink Pink Ladies, I do my hair in a French twist, a spandex
mini dress, nylons and 6 inch heels all in midnight blue, wet deep red
lipstick, over my permanent make up, and deep blue eye shadow, and we go
there, get served easily. And are setting close to the dance floor, we
get there around 9 and by 9:10 both of us are on the floor dancing, after
hours and 6 different men, we finally find 2 who seem nice enough and are
attractive enough for us, as we're all setting at the table, the man I've
got named Joseph Camerari asks me, "You do know by now Will and I would
enjoy your company after we leave here, any chance of that happening."
Before I have a chance to reply, Connie says, "No chance at all. consider
us a sure thing, as long as we all go to the same place."

"That's simple, we room together, well not in the same room of course
but...well you know, then if that's the case why don't we leave, it's past
midnight.'"

Taking our car Connie ride with Will and I with Joey as he asks me to
call him, in the car he puts his arm around my shoulder, slides me closer
as he says, "I didn't want to say this before but you are the most
adorably tiny woman I've ever been with, may I ask how tall you are."

"4-10...not much of me is there."

"And you are so petite, what size do you wear."

"I have to get my clothing especially made for me, my size only comes in
teens, but if that was a way of finding out how much I weigh, 80 lbs."

"And so perfectly put together...a pleasant little package if there ever
was one."

As his hand moves to my breasts, and I exhale a deep drag from my lips
toward him as I reply, "Thank you, although I am small, you will not be
disappointed in my ability to please you."

"Some how I knew that during our 1st dance."

Once there, they waste no time as each of us are led into a different
bedrooms, and as soon as he closes the door his lips are pressing against
mine, and his hand is moving around my breasts, down my skirt, under it,
and to my pussy, where he stops as he says, "No underpants, you were
expecting to get laid tonight weren't you."

"There's no sense in looking for a man and not looking to get laid as you
put it."

"How do you put it."

"I expect a pleasant morning of sucking your cock, and getting fucked
royally, isn't that what your thinking is."

"Hot damn a woman who has her head screwed on straight...you damn right
baby, so let's get to it."

"Oh, honey I'm with you."

Stripped and laying on the bed he begins making out with me his hands all
over my body as I become so sexually excited I move down his body and
suck his cock between my lips all the way down my throat, as I hear a
gasp, and he asks, "Mother fuck honey where did you put it all."

I lick his balls, crotch, back to his cock, as I slowly suck it all the
way to its hilt and back to its head, when suddenly he pulls me up to his
face, and says, "Set on it honey, fuck me."

"Yes Joey, for sure."

As I set up and rotate my ass on his prick, as I light a cigarette, and
he goes crazy, while I begin slowly starting to moan, cry, wail and move
faster and faster, until he rolls us over and oh, what a night, as my
violent responses creates the same in him, and both of us go wildly
crazy, rolling off the bed, over and over again, then too tired to
continue, he stops as he asks, "God damn honey, you've got to be the most
wildly energetic fuck ever, are you always so responsive."

"Only when the man who is fucking me is as wonderfully pleasing and
fulfilling as you...ooohhh...Joey, you are fabulous."

"I'm not done yet either."

Over an hour later he ejaculates a pulsating gushing stream of cum deep
in my pussy. It seems to take forever for us to recover; then I slide
down and begin sucking his cock back up, and he softly asks, "Let me come
in your mouth honey." Looking up at him I hmmm, "Hmmm-hmmm". And later he
does, and he tastes so sweet, it's so thick, creamy and rich. After we
cuddle close and he asks, "You are spending the rest of the morning
aren't you...it's 4 now."

"Hmmm-hmmm."

About 10 later that morning he wakes me with a long sweet kiss, and asks,
"Let's have a quick shower."

"Why did you wake me, I was dreaming of you fucking my ass."

"Well I'm happy I did because that's what I'm going to do in the shower."
"Ooohhh...How marvelous of you."

Much later Connie and I leave for our dorm room, on the way she says, "Oh
my god what I've been missing by not getting out like this, are you
seeing him again, I sure am mine...Will is unbelievably satisfying, I never
realized a man could have so much stamina."

"I wonder how old these guys are."

"Will is 28, an associate attorney in a law office, Joey is 26 works in
the same office."

"Do you know which one."

"We didn't really talk that much, and by the sounds of it either did
you." "Time went so fast there really wasn't much of it to learn to know
one another."

Once we get home and have something to eat, as we're still talking about
out night, the phone rings and when I answer it, it's Joey, saying, "I
know this is too soon but is there any chance you're not busy this
evening, I have to know if you are real, or a fantastic dream I
imagined." "After a request like that how can I refuse."

"Dress casual we're not really going anywhere, I just have to be with
you...now put Connie on if you would, Will has something he wants to asks
her."

So Connie has the same request, so they get here but in different cars,
and Joey and I leave, and all I have on is hip hugger short-shorts, and a
very small halter, and as I slide in the car I ask, "Is this casual
enough."

"You're as adorable as a Barbie Doll, and about the right size too, so
let's get to know more about one another, you 1st."

"Well. I'm pre-law at Berkley, honor student, my mother owns a law firm,
Hamilton and Associates, I'm 17, very close to 18, and in my 3rd year, I
wear permanent make up, never wear a bra, very seldom panties, and I'm
probably the most orgasmic female you'll ever meet, bordering on
nymphomania...oh, yes, I never dated in high school, was to scared of most
every one, except Connie, who seduced me in the 10th grade, and we still
have a great sexual relationship."

"Well I asked for it, so you're bisexual, which sex do you prefer."

"Most likely men."

"Well, so why men."

"They have that simply gorgeous prick hanging between their legs that I
cannot seem to ever get enough of."

"I can testify to that, well let me see...wait, you said your mother's law
firm in Hamilton & assoc., that's where Will and I are associates. So I'm
26, graduated from Harvard law, nothing special in grades, but I did get
through, I've never had a desire to be sexually involved with another
man, and I believe for my age I've probably had far more than my share of
women, something Will and I wonder if we'll ever experience is having two
women at once, and to be honest with you, almost any time we get a double
we ask them if they're interested, so are you."

"Let's get to know one another better before we try a three some."

"I can handle that, do you enjoy movies, stage plays, what."

"I'll be disgustingly honest with you, I just found my sexuality and
until I get my fill of it, I'm not interested in anything but exercising
and expanding my sexual knowledge and expertise, since last night, and
how marvelous you are, I'd love nothing better than to spend a whole day
and night with you, nude, in the bedroom and doing every thing we can
think of that will fascinate us."

"This sounds strange possibly but you act like a young girl who has just
began her sexual experiences, and now that I know you and Connie are
lovers, I wonder if I am the 1st man you've ever been with, and if so why
me a stranger, instead of some one you know. Be truthful with me had you
ever been fucked by a man before last night."

"It seems as though you know the answer already, so I'll explain it to
you, Connie began going out with men, but I was still a little scared of
the idea, until she talked me into it, and we went looking last night,
and happy day, I found you, when I could have been picked up by a real
creep. And possibly gotten myself hurt."

"But you also talked about liking men more than women as if you'd had
experience with both, so how do you explain this."

"I won't, a lady has to have some secrets, and this one is mine."

"Slide closer, I want to feel your body next to mine, so where can we go
to be alone and do some of this experimenting you were talking about."

"Across the Golden Gate Bridge are some little roads where the kids go
and neck, want to be a kid again, park and make out, when's the last time
you made out in a car."

"Ok, I'll bite when did you last."

"Wellll...I never have...so let's do it." So we park and start necking out a
storm, and just about the time he gets my shorts off, and I have his fly
open and his cock out, a flashlight beams in the window of the car and we
hear, "Ok, you two look old enough to have somewhere better than here to
do this...my god, Joey, is that you."

A quick scramble to get his cock back in his pants, but I can't get my
shorts on so I cover my pussy with them as Joey looks out and says, "Damn
it Phil, can an old man have a little fun, Bev, honey this is a very good
friend of mine from collage, officer Phil Hartman."

"Well hello Beverly, you sure do look inviting no wonder you've got
Joey's attention...but honestly Joey, it isn't safe here any more, some
younger people have been raped and robbed, necking around here, and
you've got a perfectly good apartment for this."

"Bev wanted to play teenager, she'd never made out in a car, and shit
buddy, it's been high school since I have, so thanks for the warning
we'll be going now."

So as we drive off Joey laughingly asks, "Well genius, got any other
great ideas as to where to go."

"Why can't we go to your apartment."

Because Will and Connie are there, and I want you alone tonight, shit,
I'm going to rent a motel room, that'll do it."

"Get some scotch 1st, and not shit either, good single malt."

"Yes your ladyship."

So in a motel room as we're half laying on the bed having a drink and
smoke he asks me, "Did I hear you say you're only 17."

"Oh, oh, here it comes, please don't tell me I'm too young for you, not
after you've thrilled and excited me so."

"Well," he says, smiling, "It depends on how long it is before your 18th
birthday."

"What's that got to do with it."

"Come on just tell me."

"5 &1/2 months.":

"Good enough you're practically 18, so fuck it, come here you little
wench, so I can find out if last night was a fluke or not."

We wrestled around on the bed, making so much noise the people in the
next room hammered on the wall yelling, "Hay, some of us are trying to
sleep."

So we quieted it down some and continued fooling around, him tickling me
until I screamed, and shortly the manager is knocking on our door, so I
answer it, with only my shorts on, and as he stared at my tits, I meekly
tell him, "We're sorry sir, we just eloped and well...gee..."

"Let me put you in a room where there's no one on either side of you,
then unless you try wrecking the place you can make all the noise you
want, and honey you've got sweet little breasts there."

"Thanks, I'm a stripper at a local club, so if you want to see all of me,
come to the Top Hat some week end evening.".

Nothing was said until we were relocated, then Joey says, with a smirk,
"A stripper, where did that come from."

"I was beginning to become embarrassed, so I had to say something that
would stop him from staring at my breasts, shit they aren't that much any
way."

"But on you they look like a lot, because the rest of you is so tiny...now
where were we." "I was sucking your cock, you mean you forgot."

"I want to give you oral sex, something I knew I'd never do, but in this
case where no one else has been in there, I want to try it."

"Only if you really want to, and if so, wonderful, because I I'll really
enjoy that very much."

So the way we go in the old 69 position and he drives me wild, with his
tongue and fingers, as I orgasm umpteen times, secreting vaginal juice
all over his face, something he hadn't counted on, and after he
ejaculates a gusher of a pulsating stream of semen, he lifts his head up
and weakly asks, "Do all women ejaculate this much as they have
climaxes."

"You got me, I've been with only one, and she did, how do I taste,
because you are so sweet, thick, rich, creamy and down right delicious I
could live on your semen."

"Now is that an expert opinion or is it just your way of making me feel
better, because actually your whatever it is, is rather flat and watery."

"Joey, where's your sense of romance, you're suppose to tell me I tastes
delicious, just like I said of you."

"Again truthfully, how many other guys am I competing with."

"There's only one other man who has a real interest in me as of now, but
he hasn't fucked me yet."

"Will you go to the office party with me next week end."

"Boy that was a quick change of topic...yes, I will...my mother should get a
kick out of seeing me with one of her Associate attorney's."

"She'll know ahead of time because we have to give the name of the person
we're bringing."

"That's even better, then she'll phone me asking where I met you, what
should I tell her, certainly not that you picked me up in a bar."

"Where we met is hardly a common bar, that's the nicest night club in
town, so tell her."

Late the next morning Joey takes me back to the dorm, where Connie is
still asleep, but much later after she finally wakes up she tells me, "We
didn't sleep all night, that man is a human dynamo, but god do I ever
love the way he fucks me, so where did you two go."

"A motel, where we laughed so much and had such a great time, mostly
learning more about one another. He asked me to the office Xmas party
next week end."

So did Will ask me, what will you mother think of you going out with one
of her attorneys." "Better a professional man then who knows what. Let's
ask her, in fact it's been a few days since we have seen her let's go
over, after I call."

So at mom's I tell her, "One of your attorneys has asked me to go to the
Xmas party with him, Joey Bishop, is this alright with you."

" well Beverly darling you sure know how to pick them, he's one of my
best associates, if not the best."

"And another named Will Comings has asked Connie."

"Well that's good these men are both very good associate attorneys, you
girls are doing well as far as the men you're finding for yourself,
Beverly can I assume then you have had sex with Joseph."

"Oh my yes, mom and he's a dream."

"And Connie you've decided to try men also, this is great news does your
mother know."

"I've been waiting to be sure this is what I really want, so far it's
perfect, I can hardly believe I've been so dumb as to miss this. It was
Beverly who got me to do it, we went to the Embarcadero, and these two
lovely men kind of picked us up."

"Well you girls do not settle for anything but the best, the Embarcadero
is the most exclusive club in town. Beverly, you look more gorgeous each
time I see you now."

It was Wed of that week as I walked to my dorm, there is Joey standing in
front of it, so I ask, "How did you know where to find me."

"I work with your mother remember, have time for me tonight."

"You must be a mind reader too because I don't have any home work that
has to be done by tomorrow, where are we going." "Picnic, everything is
in the car, so let's go."

Joey has just a sports shirt and pants, and I'm dressed in a shirt style,
full skirt middy length dress, and sandals, so he drives us to a secluded
place, on the other side of a small lake where there's a large picnic
area, but we're on the other side, where there's no one except us, a
small dirt road took us there, so setting close to the lake, we have our
lunch, then he pours us some wine, lights cigarettes and asks, "Just in
case you haven't figured this out, I'm making this a blitz type of
romance, I'm going to continue seeing you regularly until you voluntarily
surrender completely to me, or involuntarily, either way I will overwhelm
any resistance you may have and win you."

"After you've won me what will you do, lock me in the tower, so that only
you can even look upon my radiance and irresistibility."

"Heavens no, I want you out in public where every one can see how very
fortunate I am to have such a gorgeous young lady all for myself."

"In that case I will not resist, but allow you to not only continue
seducing me, but fucking my every orifice as you see fit, and as often as
time permits, such as now...following a long session of making out to get
me nice and wet for your lovely cock, so my gallant knight take your
reward."

Much later as he's laying on top of my tiny body, gently plunging his
cock deep in my cunt, suddenly he's roughly pulled off me, and as I look
up there are 3 men, and one says, "Willy hold him, while I finish his job
here."

I glance over and see another man with a gun pointed at Joey, as this
asshole is lowering himself on me, and gets my knees in his nuts, and a
karate chop to the neck, literally bouncing up I do a round house kick
and knock the other one out, and dive for the third who has the gun, it
is fired, uselessly in the air, as the heel of my hand breaks his nose,
and my knee crushes his nuts, and another round house kick and he's out,
turning back to the 1st one I fire umpteen blows at his face knocking him
out, then going to Joey who had been hit by one of them with the but of a
gun to keep him out of the way and scared of them I ask, "Joey are you
alright."

Still scared and in wonderment over what he just witnessed, he says, "You
took on all three of them, alone...while I set here too scared to move,
fine male protector I am." "Let's not by concerned about that, let me
phone the police and have them come and get these asshole would be gang
rapists."

After the police get here they start talking to Joey, "Well Mr. Bishop I
don't know how you managed to do this, but there's a hell of a reward for
capturing this rape gang."

"No officer, I was hit on the head and held at gun point while that one
began raping my girl, and she came alive like an explosive cannon and
took care of all three of them."

So the officer asks me, "And can you explain how you did that."

"Here officer my license, I'm registered at the city, county and state as
my hands and feet being lethal weapons."

Then another officer comes near and says, "Beverly, remember me. 3 years
ago at the state finals where at the end you took on all comers, and won
the best of the best trophy...but there's something different about you."

"Can I tell you later Hank, please."

It took us forever at the police station, and finally after we leave Joey
says, "I feel so foolish a 4 foot girl saving my ass, I should have been
able to do something."

This 4 foot girl started martial arts training when I was 3 ending in 3
different schools, aikido, karate, and Tie Kwon Do, plus a lot of private
study, I'm small, fast as lightening, and the least likely to be any
threat to any one, please do not begin feeling this way, in my mind no
one has a chance against me, but look at it another way if one of these
monstrous bastards had hit me, it would be all over for me, my only claim
to fame is my speed."

So by that time it was late enough so Joey takes me home, promising to
not be intimidated by me, then the night of the party at mom's office
gets here, and I try to dress looking older than I am, and to my surprise
very few of the employees recognized me, then at some point in the
evening this woman attorney who has been with mom for years gets me alone
and asks, "You've had your sex changed haven't you."

"Yes I just had that damn male organ between my legs removed, now I'm a
complete woman."

"Does Joseph know this about you."

"I haven't gotten up enough nerve to tell him yet."

"It may be too late now because I'll be surprised if it does slip out
from some one who knows you."

"Oh...my gosh, I never thought of that, do you really think some one will
say something to him."

"Well actually no one has any reason to, but you know people, some times
they just let things slip out without thinking, but to be honest with
you, you should tell Joseph."

"That's why I went out and found some one I didn't know, so all that
would be behind me, little did I know he worked here, but you're righ..."

Then Joey comes up to us, kisses me as he says, "May I speak to you alone
Beverly, pardon us Francis."

So back in a cornet Joey tells me, "Some dumb ass just let it out that
you are a transsexual. There isn't anything to that is there."

"The best way to explain this is to get my mother, and in to her office
so she can show you, what this is all about."

So mom gives him the Doctors report and the results of the operation, and
by now even a write up in the American Medical Journal. He stands there
just a very few seconds, then says, "This is fantastic, simply
unbelievable, so you're one in a few million, well I'm not going to let
this interfere with the way I feel about you, so let's forget it, you're
far too much of a preciously perfect little doll to have anything cause
me to stop loving you, thank you Phyllis for taking the time to show me
this, now let's all get back to the party."

After the party's over as we drive back to Joey's apartment he asks me,
"It must have been difficult for you during the time you had a prick
hanging between your legs, and knowing you were a female."

"It was, and really the reason I went out looking for some one who didn't
know me was for this just reason, so it would never have to come up, you
really don't feel any differently about me do you darling."

"I'll be truthful had you been a male and changed your sex yes, I
wouldn't have been able to handle that, but this is an entirely different
situation in that you were always a female. So how can I feel any
differently toward you, and even more in love because of your strength of
character and ability to overcome such overwhelming odds, so are you
ready for another night of sensuous seduction, and lasting fucking."

"With you, always."

Joey and I keep close company all during my last year of pre-law, and as
soon as summer begins I start law school, looking to graduate in a year
and a half or 2 at the most, and begin clerking at my mother's firm.
Mostly doing research work in the evenings because my days were full of
classes, then one evening as I was working in the back office, I hear
voices from another office, and after listening I realize it's Joey and
some woman, and they aren't working either, unless one could consider
working on one another, working, so sneaking to where I hear them I see
Joey with her bent over his desk, and he's fucking the shit out of her
ass, then I recognize the woman, it's one of the secretaries in the firm.
Well we really did not say we were going together regularly, I had just
assumed that, so I go back to my research and try to forget what I saw,
until I guess they'd had a little too much to drink because I hear them
getting closer to where I am, and with so much papers out I cannot just
leave, and suddenly there they are looking in the office I'm working in
as the woman says, "Oh, don't mind her baby, she's just the owners
daughter, who used to so her son...ain't that a crack in the ass if there
ever was one, a real perverted transsexual working right here with all us
good straight people."

Joey cracks up, laughing, then realizes who I am, and grabs her and runs
out of the office dragging her behind him, as she's still laughing at me,
and I burst out crying, because the kids in school never treated me in
this terrible way, at least not to my face, drunk or not. Since we're out
of regular collage Connie and I are living back at home, because she's
done and nursing at a hospital, and I'm driving to law school, so really
upset and not knowing who I can talk to I go to a bar, and setting at the
bar having a cigarette and a scotch, not paying much attention to any one
there, this man sets next to me and asks, "May I get your next drink
honey."

"Sure, why not, names Beverly and you."

"Frank Williams."

"What do you work at Frank."

"Construction, my crew is remodeling the Phelps Bldg. On Center and 4th,
know it."

"Yes, I work close to there, in a law firm, as a clerk...Frank pardon my
forwardness but are you by chance lonely tonight."

"Sweetheart I wouldn't be in here past midnight if I weren't, what do you
have in mind."

"Let's get a bottle, and a hotel room and see if we can't cure our
loneliness."

"Well this is a new one, I think I've just been picked up."

"That's right baby, you sure have."

In the room as we're setting on the edge of the bed drinking and smoking,
he says, "You have a sad look honey, can you tell me why."

"Just another 2 timing man, that's all, I should have been ready for
this, because I've had enough experience with men to know they can't be
true."

"I don't pretend to do true, I just take what comes my way, enjoy it for
as long as it lasts, and move on."

"Teach me to be that way, by 1st fucking the piss out of me tonight...and
reminding me as you do we're just a one night stand."

"Honey, you are far too young and adorable to get to this place so early
in life, surrender yourself to me and at least for now, I'll take you on
the ride of young life."

Without a word, I stand up and unzip my dress, which falls to the floor
revealing me naked, as I say, "Now let me undress you, as I give you a
tongue bath as I do."

After a long blow job, which surprises the shit out of him for as long as
I held him from coming, he fucks my cunt, until I roll us over so I can
fuck him, and we go at it for over an hour more before he explodes deep
within my pussy, then breathing hard, and gasping for his breath, he
weakly says, "The dumb son of a bitch who went out on you should have his
balls cut off...you're about the most exciting fuck I've ever had."

Weakened myself from his show of stamina, I reply, "Then we've both had a
new experience because you're one for the record books yourself, if you
haven't got anywhere to go tomorrow morning, spend the rest of the
morning with me can you honey."

"I'm far too comfortable right here, so why move."

"So do you do anything besides clerk in that law office."

"1st year law student."

"Pardon me for saying this, but you're a classy looking chick, what were
you doing in a dive like Joe's place."

"Looking for a real man, not one of those pansy assed attorney's like I
thought I've been doing with for the last year."

"This is none of my business but what happened."

"I was working in the office last night late doing research on a case,
when I heard voices in another office, went to see who it is and there he
is, fucking one of the secretaries, while she was leaning over his desk,
that was bad enough, but shortly they came to the door of where I was
working and she said something really rotten about me being the daughter
of the owner, shit, every ones got to be some one, so what's the big deal
about me being the owners daughter, if that meant so much why would I be
clerking there, instead of some other big time position."

And by then I'm crying again.

As he holds me in his arms, he asks, "How old are you honey."

"Just 18."

"And this attorney."

"26."

"So he was fucking you when you were 17...17...you're through collage at 17,
hay you must be smart...my god baby, you've have your law degree before
you're 21, you gota think on those things, fuck this asshole, by the
sounds of him he didn't deserve you, you're far too good for bastards
like him, now cuddle close to me honey, rest your head on my shoulder and
let's get some sleep, later I'll take you for breakfast."

We awake around 11 and he says, "We've got to shower, you want it 1st."

"Let's shower together, perhaps you'll think of something original as our
soapy slippery bodies are sliding next to each other's."

So as we do, I turn around so my back is to him as I ask, "Frank, fuck my
ass, will you please."

As I lean over and grab the fixtures. So he plunges it deep and fucks my
ass like this is the last piece of ass he'll ever have, after we dress
and get something to eat. Then as we're standing next to our cars, he
asks, "I don't want to sound corny, but I'd like to see you again,
possibly a real date, do you enjoy dancing." "I love to dance, can we
make it a Fri night so we can do this again, or even longer."

"Give me your number, I'll call when I have another week end off."

As he starts to get in his car, I ask, "Frank, please kiss me." "Sure
baby."

And we go our ways. By the time I get home, mom says, "Joey has been
calling all morning, something about asking you to forgive him."

"If he calls again, tell him there's nothing to forgive, I got the
picture last night."

"What happened last night, you were working in the office, from there I
assumed you two must have gotten together."

"No he was fucking Sally in his office last night, and they came by where
I was working and she called me a sick perverted transsexual, and he
didn't say a word, so there's nothing left to that relationship."

"May I ask where you've been."

"With a delightfully pleasing man by the name of Frank Williams, a
construction crew chief, who without knowing anything about me, treated
me more like a lady, than Joey ever did...mom do you think others in the
office feel that way about me."

"Darling...Sally's on her way out the door, she doesn't know it yet, but
her work is so lousy, no one wants her as their secretary any more, plus
she's made a pass at every attorney she's worked for there, Joey has her
now, looks like he took her up on it, but what they did last night in the
office is strictly against company policy...I'll have to find a way of
getting that across to Joey without involving you."

"There's no way you can do that because I don't think they left anything
behind telling any one they were there."

"Let's go over to the office and see, now before Mon and every one else
gets there."

So we go there and looking in his office, mom finds lace panties, under
his desk, with Sally's name across the ass of them, and vaginal discharge
in the crotch, so as she holds them up with her hand she says, "I believe
these will be enough, don't you."

"She was rather drunk, as he was also."

"So he's been bringing her here, instead of to his apartment, because
Will would know then, I now wonder how long this has been going on."

"Well mom, how long has she been his secretary...give it, a few weeks from
when she started."

"That would be about 2 months."

"For the last 2 months that son of a bitch has been fucking both of us,
and of course she knew about me...mom, I'm not coming back to the office
for a while, my school work is heavy any way, so I'm going to concentrate
on that...I can't face these people now...some how I didn't think it would be
like this, I thought people were more adult then this." "I'm going to
have a meeting in the office and find out if my employees are so Juvenal
they can't handle this change in you."

"Be sure you believe that's a good ideas, and it won't make it worse."
"No, what I'll do is kind of sneak the meeting in on them as a casual
thing with just the employees, I know none of the attorneys feel
differently about you, they'd better not my god they're professional
people, in fact possibly the Doctors findings told to them again might do
the trick." Monday while I'm in classes mom does the trickiest thing,
from the regular employees, she has a few she can count on because
they've been with her for so very long, these secretaries casually talk
to others and lead into talking about me, and as it works out over a week
of small conversations, mom finds, Sally, Annette and Rosalie who have
rotten feelings about me as being a freak. Then she brings Joey into her
office and tells him, "The janitor found these under your desk last
Monday morning as he was doing last minute clean up before opening, tell
me Joseph, how did your secretaries underpants get under your desk, some
time over the week end...and as you can see they've been worn."

"Miss Hamilton...oh, boy...we were screwing around in there Fri night."

"You knew Sally had been through every other assistant here, you were the
last one before she was out the door, is this your way of telling me you
wish to go with her."

"I really want this job Miss Hamilton, if you let me go, I'll have a
terrible time getting another."

"You're on probation for the next 3 months, foul up once more and you're
out of here, and I will not give you a good review. Dismissed. Send Sally
in please...Sally this was your last chance, you did it again, and once
more you succeeded, only this time you choice my office to carry on your
escapade here are the panties you left under Joseph's desk, were you too
drunk or did you purposely try to get him in the same position you are
now in, unemployed. Please do not use me as a reference you'll be
disappointed in what I have to say about you, dismissed."

"Don..."

"No, you don't have anything to say about this, good bye Miss
Herrington."

Then mom called a meeting of all the people working in the office,
attorneys included, passed around the Doctors report on me, and said,
"What you're reading is 3 Doctors reports about my daughter Beverly, all
of us were to blame for her sad beginnings, for whatever reason no one
looked inside her, if we had we'd known she has always been a she, and
the only thing any of us went by was the obvious, Beverly is not a
pervert, nor is she a sick transsexual, considering some day she will be
running this law firm, those of you who have anything but good feelings
about her, better leave now. I do not want to hear any more nonsense
about Beverly, and for your information she's planning to be through law
school in a year and a half, she is that brilliant, with a photographic
mind, and she's also a speed reader, and was valedictorian every years of
pre-law at Berkley. If any of you have private thoughts on this, come in
my office and we'll talk about them."

Then one day Frank calls me, "This is my 1st week end off honey, let's go
paint something red, if you've got any western clothes wear them, we're
going to the Corral for some good old fashion western dancing and rough
drinking, are you up for it."

"Sounds great, when will you be here." In an hour can you get ready that
fast."

"For you, 15 minutes will be enough time."

So we go to this really wild place where during the time we're there 3
different fights break out, and we see the bouncers and owner really busy
with this wild bunch, then 3 large men come over to our table, one grabs
me and pulls me right up off my chair, and the other 2 hold Frank down in
his, and this nut says, "My but ain't you a cute little doll, let's dance
baby."

Without a word but 3 very quick blows his on the floor, as I look at the
other two as I say, "You two are in the wrong place and at the wrong
time, now get your asses away from us, or I'll be in jail for killing
you." Then the bouncers are here as one asks, "These guys bothering you
little lady."

"They were trying, the one on the floor had a hold of me, big mistake,
huge mistake."

Then Frank says, "Rog, you should have seen this little lady deck that
asshole, so fast I didn't even see what she did, Bev you're a hell of a
body guard."

So they were kicked out for the night and we went on with our fun,
finally leaving possibly a little too drunk, and driving a very short
ways to the nearest motel, fell on the bed and passed out, we awake
around noon and I ask, "Which one of us is so god damn dumb we get so
fucking drunk we pass out...do you remember doing anything so mother
fucking stupid before."

"Nope not me, it must be you...come here you little bitch, I've got a
nights of fucking to catch up on."

As he's driving it in and out of my cunt, I tell Frank, "Slow down honey,
I want it everywhere to day...ride me like the dumb assed cunt I really am
honey...ooohhh...god...frank...I'm going to let lose...with a big
o...aaaahhhh...ooohhh...my god..."

My orgasm knocked the poor man right out of her saddle. So as he
struggles to mount me again he says, "You do that again and I'll slap the
fuck right out of you."

"Ooohhh...baby tell me more, I love a mean acting and talking rough man."

After we ware ourselves out so bad, we call the office and after a lot of
talking we actually get some booze and food, and fuck the rest of the
day. So some time after dark that night, having to stop and pay for
another night, he tells me, "You're more mother fucking fun then any
bitch I've ever taken out, and rough talking god damn just like a man,
except no one will ever mistake you for one, my god you are such an
adorably cute little doll."

"And I love your rough way of fucking me Frank, it stimulates me
something wild, I get so fuckin' horny when I'm with you, you're as sweet
and gentle as a lamb to me, and roughly brutal when you fuck me...were you
ever married."

"Yes, she ran off with some asshole salesman, left me with our daughter,
who I raised, and she's a nurse now."

"I'd like to meet her some day, she's got to be a great person just like
you."

"She was, then she got snooty and thinks she's too good for her old man
now...which reminds me, you told me you are the daughter of the owner of a
law office, which one."

"Hamilton & assoc."

"Then your mother is Phyllis Hamilton...well shit honey, you're worth your
weight in gold, what are you doing with a slob like me."

"Careful, say things like that about yourself, and I'll so more than slap
the fuck out of you, I don't let slobs fuck me, just very nice pleasant,
gentle men...much like yourself...kiss me Frank darling, and fuck me much
more."

Around 10 that night we go back to the Corral for something to eat, drink
and do some dancing, and Rog comes to our table, and says, "It took me
all day yesterday to figure out who you are Miss, you're the junior
Karate champ of the state for 3 years, a few years ago, god Frank she
took on all comers and mopped the floor with them, quick as a snake and
damn near as deadly, licensed and registered with the police dept."

"Now how in the world do you remember that, and so long ago."

"You stomped all over my son, and he's 6 foot, he came out of that match
with a whole new attitude about girls, let me tell you."

Later as we drove back to my place, I kept wondering why he referred to
me as a girl back then when I was still carrying that damn cock around,
but actually with my name, and being so tiny, chances are many took me
for a girl.

We get to my home and I ask, "Come in for coffee Frank darling, my mom
should be up by now."

"No, I can't do that, it's one thing for you to run around with me, where
no one knows you, but to meet your mother, me."

"Now you stop that right now, and get your ass in the house."

So as I'm making coffee and Frank is setting at the table, mom walks in
the kitchen, and says, "Oh, so this is the man who has taken all your
time these week ends...Frank Williams is it, happy to know you Frank, I'm
Phyllis...one thing I'll always say about my daughter, she knows how to
pick her men, you look like you'd be a great deal of fun Frank."

"Well between the two of us we seem to scare up a lot of it, I don't
suppose you'd like to go with us some time, possibly I can find another
like me for you,. That is if you like country/western places, we go to
the Corral."

"Oh, my god the only time I've been in there, there were fights doing on
about all the time."

"The new owner doesn't put up with that, we still have some but he stops
then quick, name's Roger Dultry, ex chief of detectives for the country."

"Oh, yes I know Roger, he and his wife and my ex husband and I used to go
out at times...you know Beverly I haven't really done much dating since
your father left...yes I will if you're sure."

"Wow, mom that would be great."

So after a while Frank left and mom asks me, "He's a rather roughed but
nice looking man what does he do...oh that's right Construction, do you
know how old he is."

"I've never asked but he looks close to 50, strong as an ox and so smooth
in bed. Frank thrills and excites me so, I just love the way he fucks me,
none of this wham bam stuff."

Joseph is still calling you, and says he will not stop until he talks to
you, don't fool with him darling he's on probation as far as the firm is
concerned."

A few days later Roger calls and asks, "It's been weeks baby, how bout
you and I ripping up some dance floor."

"Gee Roger I didn't think you wanted me any more since my change because
I haven't heard from you."

"A bit of foolishness on my part, can you forgive me."

"I will if you do something for me, especially since you're bi, this
shouldn't be a problem for you."

"Are you trying to seduce me into giving you oral sex."

"Why not, I'll be giving it to you, please believe me it'll be so sweet
you'll think you're eating candy."

"Ok, you got a deal, but if it's not forget it."

"Pick me up in an hour, we'll go to your apartment and fuck all night if
we have to, to become friends again...you got food and booze, possibly a
little grass."

"Oh, boy are you ever asking for it to night."

After I'm in his car I move real close and put my hand on his cock over
his pants as I say, "It's been too long since I've been with some one I
can be myself."

"You still have that stigma inside you, wondering if. Well darling take
it from me, no, there is no if, in fact you've made some changes since I
last saw you, and all great, I can hardly want to have those luscious
lips around my cock."

"Well then give it to me, because I'm always hungry for sweet cream, you
know that." After we get there, I tell him, "I have to show you
something, I did this especially for you, look."

I raise my skirt, and with no underpants he sees my bare pussy, as I say,
"I shaved it just for you, perfumed it too, and there's a very special
gift waiting for you in side."

"Oh fuck, I can't wait, I've got to taste what you have for me."

Quickly he undresses and after only a few kisses he's reversed us and
tonguing and as he starts to put his finger in my pussy, he stop, sucks,
and pulls away, saying, "Bubble gun...oh fuck baby."

And for the next how ever long we do one another orally, me sucking his
cock, even after he comes, and me having umpteen orgasms as he chews
bubble gun tonguing and finger fucking my cunt, until out of sheer
exhaustion we quit, gasping for our breaths, and panting like bitches in
heat, as Roger weakly says, "Damn I've missed you...so tell me how
conservative have you been since you now have what you've always wanted."

"Believe it or not I've only dated 2 men, one for quite a few months and
the other for only a few weeks now."

"Some how I thought you'd go a little crazy and lay every one who came
close to you. But I'm happy you did not, it shows that you are far more
mature than your years."

"Not only that but I'm now faced with the possibility of pregnancy and
that scared the shit right out of me, so I take the newest and best
recommended birth control pill plus I use a diaphragm and even encourage
men to use a condom."

"If you're that worried why not have your tubes tied, that way if you
change your mind they can be opened up again, I don't understand this,
why hasn't your mother told you these things."

Although we are close, for whatever reason I rarely talk to her about my
personal feelings, stupid right."

"But yet you tell me these things, do you any one else...like Connie."

"No, not even her, you seem to be my confessor."

"You fell in love with me back then didn't you, and as it seems possibly
you've never gotten over me...what I wonder about is why didn't you come to
me after you had your change."

"I had some damn fool idea I should find some one who didn't know me,
which seemed like a good idea for quite a while until he started fucking
some one else, and still acted as though I was the only one, until the
damn fool brought her into the office late one night when I was working
and actually came to where I was and she called me a sick perverted
transsexual, what's worse he said nothing. I think I must have cried all
the way home after that."

"Let's get off this, and back to us, and what we are doing to one
another, only now it's time for me to do it to you."

A few nights later Connie and I go out looking again, because after Joey
screwed up on me, then Connie got so mad at Joey she didn't want to see
Will any more, so after a few days of satisfying ourselves sexually we
went out, and this time we go to a nice bar, where there's only a jute
box for music, as we're setting at the bar, I ask the bartender, "What's
chances of a couple girls picking up some nice men in here."

So he yells, "FRAN, come here buddy...what do you girls think of us, we're
off in a half hour, if you like country/ western we can all go to the
Ranch House, for some heavy drinking and wild dancing."

"Connie honey either one of these guys move you."

"This is your idea baby, you pick 1st." so leaning over the bar I lightly
take Fran's shirt, hold him in place and kiss his lips, and he fires it
right back to me, so I say, "What do you say Fran, can you handle a 4-10,
powerhouse dynamo."

"You fucking A I can baby, Phil, are you satisfied with Connie."

"Sure am, so girls please wait for us. So once they're off we leave in
different cars, with Fran riding with me and Connie with Phil, and when
we get there, wow, a nice country dancing club, no rough stuff at all,
I'm propped up on 6 inch heels so I'm 5-2, and Fran is only 5-6 so we
make a good pare. As on the floor he rests his hand on the cheek of my
ass, and squeezes it every so often, which causes me to jump, until I
say, "Listen cowboy, I'm as sensitive in my ass as I am my pussy, so
unless you want to see it running down my legs, better treat me gentle."

Then spanning the cheeks of my ass with his hand and one finger in my
crack, I gasp, and sigh as I exhale, and say, "Well fuck if this is what
you want already, let's go somewhere and fuck, cause I'm more than
ready."

Where have you got in mind." A motel with double beds, because Connie and
I do not separate with men we do not know."

Off the floor to the table where he says, "Come on Phil, these girls are
too mother fucking hot to stay here."

Connie kisses Phil and says, "Now you're talking our language."

This is a new one for both Connie and I, as they fucked in one bed and us
in the other, and after Phil came and they were laying there having a
smoke, we are still humping like wild people, me screaming my brains out,
humping my ass to his plunges, my legs and arms wrapped rightly around
him, chewing on his ear, sucking his neck, and generally going ape shit
crazy, Phil asks Connie, "Is she always so fucking wild."

"My little darling is the hottest piece of ass any one will ever have, if
they ever come up for air, let's ask them if they want to swap."

"You two swap...holy mother fucker, you bet darlin' Fran and I swap anytime
we get a chance, but few do."

"Beverly is what is known as a masochist nymphomaniac, while I'm just a
nympho, we both love fucking endlessly, and cowboy if we don't have men
we fuck one another, care for a lesbian show before the next go
round...look here she goes."

As my orgasms hit their peak, and I literally buck poor Fran right off my
saddle, just as he was ending his ejaculation, which splattered all over
us, and I collapsed, gasping and breathing heavily, I weakly say, "I'm
sorry honey, but damn baby you are one hell of a mother fucking piece of
ass."

Looking over at them, laughing at me, I say, "Alright you two, if that's
all you got to do, get us a smoke and drink, fuck Connie, you hurry too
much."

So as we lay there, two on a bed, Phil asks, "Connie tells me you two are
bisexual lovers will you fuck for us, and we'll jump on you when it gets
too hot for us." So I tell them, "As unaccustomed as I am to having an
audience...Welllll, this sounds like fun, Connie you started this didn't
you, gee darling if you're that hungry for me, we could have stayed
home."

"And miss these hot men, fuck that baby, I just want it all, after you
and I go at it, we'll swap men, ok."

Then Fran asks, "Just for the records what do you two do for a living."

Connie answers, "I'm a nurse, and Beverly an attorney, we grew up
together, and I seduced her when she was only 14...now looking back I'm not
sure who seduced whom."

As Connie and I start getting into position for tongue fucking one
another, Phil asks, "You girls do like it in the ass don't you."

I reply, "Hmmm-hmmm."

As we get at it, shortly driving them mad so they drive their cocks in
our asses and fuck us so sweetly, and after every one is pleased with
that action Fran asks, "It's fucking near morning, let's get some sleep
and have breakfast later today." So I ask, "Fran will you sleep with me."

After breakfast later that morning as we're setting at the table nursing
a cup of coffee and a cigarette, Phil asks, "I'm not going to leave this
at chance, will you give us your phone number."

"Our cell numbers, then only one of us answers, and if it's busy, chances
are some one has gotten to us before you."

Fran laughs as he says, "I can believe that, dollars to donuts, any one
who fucks either one of you keeps coming back for more."

After that night I have to buckle down and really study, because law
school just keeps getting more difficult, until finally I graduate and
take my license exam, and begin work at mom's law office as an associate,
and right off the bat, Joey corners me and asks, "Isn't there something I
can do to make up for what I did that was so callous and unforgivable."

"I think you just said it, unforgivable, now please don't bother me any
more. Not long after that Marie Arquette, one of the partners asks me,
"You know this case I'm working on, it's going to take a lot of research,
can I count on you for help, come through for me and you'll be 3rd
chair...I'll have all the references brought to your office."

"That will be fine, I'll get right on it."

All that afternoon and through the night I researched this case and found
all of what Marie needed to go to trial, as I kept feeding her
information as she questioned different people, Marie then asks me, "You
cross this one, see what you can do."

As I did, I began to realize I was seeing something about her, every one
else seemed to have missed, so I pushed forward, until the judge says,
"Miss Von Richtenholfen you are badgering this witness, either stop or
I'll hold you in contempt."

"Sorry your honor."

And I go right back from where I left off. Marie was pissed off at me,
and was trying to shut me up, until finally the judge says, "Bailiff take
Miss Von Richtenholfen to a holding cell."

Then I asked just the right thing and the witness screamed, "Yes, I
killed the bastard, and I'd do it again." And breaks down crying, as the
court room is so still one could almost hear people breathing. After the
judge asks me and Marie to come to her chambers, where she says, "I don't
know if the legal system in this state can handle two of you, between
your mother, and now you, I must say though, nice work Miss Von
Richtenholfen, although you were taking a large chance, if she hadn't
confessed."

"I knew she crack, your honor, I saw something in her earlier that proved
to me she'd murdered the dead man. I will say though you almost had me
locked up before she did."

As we're walking out of the court building Marie asks, "Let's celebrate
this win, will you have dinner with me, at my apartment."

"Yes, I'll enjoy that very much, so at her apartment later that evening,
after we've had the catered dinner she had ordered as we're setting on
the couch, Marie asks me, "You know Phyllis and I have a loose
relationship, I'm rather hoping you and I can establish one also, Beverly
you are such an adorably precious and irresistible young woman, setting
this close to you, is difficult without taking you in my arms and making
wonderfully pleasing and satisfying sex to you, would you allow me."

My breathing should have already told her, so I lean closer and kiss his
lips, then say, "I'm yours Marie, do with me as you please."

"Oh, god you are adorable."

We started necking on the couch, half undressed we make it to the
bedroom, and after a long session of finger fucking one another, and
umpteen orgasm each, we rest, Marie lights us cigarettes and as we're
laying close, she says, "Even as small as you are you're almost more than
one person can handle, how do men ever keep up to you."

"Most of the time I'm rather to far gone to notice if they're keeping up
or not, as much as I truly do enjoy women, men have that gorgeous cock,
that feels to me as though they're going to choke me with it every time
they slip it in my pussy."

"That's bad enough as far as I'm concerned, but those bastards also want
to fuck us in our asses, and have us suck those nasty things."

With that I decided we'd best get off this subject, so I ask, "Marie,
darling may I have your pussy between my lips, just lay back and enjoy me
darling for I do so love to tongue pussy, watch me as I do, because I'll
smoke this cigarette and I'll emit the smoke from out of your cunt."
"Ooohhh...you filthy little slut...yes, by all means do."

By the time she's had all she can stand poor Marie tightens her legs
around my head until I thought I'd pass out. After as we lay close having
a cigarette, she asks me, "Beverly you certainly are an assist to the
firm, I'm going to talk to your mother about you having a closer
relationship directly with the lead attorneys, with your mind you are far
too valuable to be wasted behind the scenes, in your cross today I heard
you mention testimony that was days old, and you brought it up like you
were reading it."

"Thank you so much Marie, but not because of our relationship."

Letting the smoke from my lips be slowly exhaled as I continue, "I
hesitate to jump ahead of others there, for obvious reasons, I have
enough to live down."

"Screw that, and the others if they deserved it they'd have it now...enough
talk, I have to know you much more."

A little later as I'm setting on her a dildo humping itself between us,
and I become hysterically insanely euphoric, I scream,
"Oh...Ooohhh...Marie...love me darling...you thrill and fascinate me so...Ooohhh..."

And I collapse on her body crying loudly and sobbing my love for her
fucking me so wonderfully satisfying. She turns it off and lays next to
me kissing my lips and saying, "Please my dearest calm yourself, Marie
will take care of you."

Still later after I've calmed down she says, "You do everything to it's
fullest do you not my precious...how can this tiny body of yours take all
this excitement and expended energy. So you have any one you're seeing
regularly."

"I can never promise any one a relationship, I'd far too much the
butterfly I'm afraid. I do very much enjoy you Marie, but I know myself
far too well, I'm like a kid with a new toy, and until I grow out of this
faze I can not promise what I know I'll never be able to fulfill."

"Of course my dearest, I of all people should understand that, because
you do have a new toy, and you must be able to exercise it until you're
satisfied, and find the one you care about more than any other. Do you
have any other women lovers."

"Connie, the girl who seduced me the 1st time, she and I have been
constant lovers between the men we date."

"You're such an adorable tiny little thing, I just have the feeling I
should some how protect you from men."

"Again thank you so much Marie, my precious love, but they need
protection from me, I do have a black belt in aikido and have been junior
national champ 3 years in a row, I'm registered and licensed with the
state."

"Emotionally my darling, you're not protected in that way, how many times
have you been hurt, in this short time."

As I started crying I reply, "I had to learn to take them as they are,
bastards all...and never count on seeing any one of them past the time I'm
with them."

"Yet ever since your father proved to be what he is, your mother and I
have carried on this loose relationship, never asking for more than the
other is willing to give."

"Please my love, let me learn in my own time, you have proven to be a
wonderfully pleasing lover, and I will be more than pleased to go

Out with you whenever we can, can we please leave it at that."

"Of course my precious, since tomorrow is Sat, may I seduce you into
staying the night."

"I've been praying you'd ask, oh my yes, for I do so love being in your
arms."

"You enjoy being mothered don't you darling. You do not need to answer
this if you don't want to, but did you mother and father give you much
love as you were growing up."

"Being adopted I probably received more than my share of love from them
both, I think it was them loving me as a male, when I knew I am a female
that made the difference in the way they did, because now I cannot get
enough loving from either sex. In fact you are the 1st person I've ever
been with whom I haven't tired so terribly they collapsed on me, yet
you've managed to fulfill my desires and needs completely, and the only
time I became unmanageable is when we were using that damned able dildo,
as much as it sexually excited me it also drove me insane in euphoria."

"Will you let me take you out a few times and spend time together like we
have tonight, just to see if there may be more to this than meets the
eye, as of now."

"Yes, I'd like that very much."

We drift off to sleep shortly after that, and I awake to breakfast served
beside the bed, for both of us. Later as we're setting on the bed having
coffee and a cigarette, Marie asks, "I'm going to bring it up in the
partners meeting Monday to have you working closer to all of us, your
load will be very full, because you'll be working on several cases at
once, do you believe you can do it."

"I know I can, not trying to sound arrogant but whoever my real parents
are, they gave me a computer for a mind, the only difference being
nothing can be deleted from my mind."

Soon we should have you tested to see how much of your brain cells you
actually use, considering more all humans use only 5% of it, where as
they consider the geniuses of the earth have used over 25% or more, the
abstract thinkers like Einstein and Hawking may even use much more. Do
you ever think in abstract terms."

"Nothing I can speak of, please do not ask more."

"Now you puzzle me, what is it darling."

"Just a childish idea, I used to think that I had the powers of a
sorceress, even though I haven't bothered to experiment with it, the
practical world and all its applications have rather filled my attention.
I've buried myself in law, reading all I can on past cases and guessing
on future decisions." Fortunately Marie passed by what I said, but
shortly her desires for my body overwhelmed her will to get up and get
ready for the day, as she gently pulled me to her and kissed me madly
saying, "I must have more of you, before you leave."

"Ooohhh, yes, Marie, I need much more of you also."

Later at home mom says, "And who did you spend all this time with."

"I hope I haven't offended you, but Marie."

Mom has never been warm and fuzzy to me, but for some reason when I told
her that she leaned close took me in her arms and kissed my lips
passionately, then said, "Oh, how wonderful, Marie has been a great help
to me emotionally, she's such a warm loving person did you feel that way
when you were with her."

"Yes, I did, and do, she would be very easy to love."

During the week in another trial, that Marie is doing once again she asks
me to cross. Having felt something earlier in the trial that day, after I
ask a few questions I call a witness that testified yesterday to the
stand, and Marie looks at me as I smile, and she sets back not knowing
exactly what's coming but knowing something is, so by using double
negatives and reverse questions, I get the witness so confused when I
say, "You know he forced you to do this, will you let this innocent man
take the fall alone."

He bursts out crying, and implicates another witness who was not even
under suspicion, who instantly stand up in the court room yelling, "You
son of a bitch we had a deal."

And the court room goes crazy, those two are arrested, and as Marie and I
walk out she says, "That was like magic, can you logically explain to me
how you arrived at that."

So taking her back through the days of testimony before today, and using
a bit of hypnotic mind control I make her see the connections leading up
to what I did today, but this time I get in the papers as being the
genius of the court room at only 19, and shortly after that Roger calls
me, and says, "Beverly even if you're going with some one may I please
talk to you." "You sound terrible, what's wrong."

"Please may I come over and see you."

"Sure Roger, come on."

So after he gets here we go up into my room where he tells me, "I got
married a few months ago, a cute little queen, she's a doll, except now
after this short a time she won't let me touch her."

"You...married...what in the world were you thinking, shit, leave her."

"We bought a house, under Calif law, if I desert her she takes it all."
"Well there's also a law that says a husband has certain rights as far as
his wife is concerned, and if she's denying you those rights, you can
divorce her, and if we can prove that she once was giving and now will
not let you touch her, possibly she'll get nothing."

"You can get around the 50-50 law here."

"What I just told you refers to a marriage between a man and a woman, so
if Calif is willing to marry two people of the same sex, it has to abide
by it's laws the rest of the way. I must confer with my mother on this,
may I call her up here."

"Sure."

So with mom here I tell her the story, and she agrees with me, but tells
me, "Are you fully aware of how difficult it will be to 1st prove she was
openly giving just 2 months ago, and now is not."

So I say, "Friends who know them can testify as to how she was in the
beginning, and a tape recorder can tell us how she is now, plus a
detective checking her out to see if she's got another lover...Roger after
I win this for you, you're going to owe me big time."

So mom asks, "Beverly, do you want to tackle this 1st chair, it's
terribly soon for that, only if I can assist you."

Jumping up and hugging her and kissing her lips, I say, "Oh, mom would
you."

"So how much is this going to cost me."

Mom laughingly replies, "To hire the head of the largest law firm in
Frisco, and her daughter, Doc, you haven't got that much, so you and
Beverly will have to work something out, I'm doing this to prove to the
state of Calif, same sex marriages are a lot of bullshit, Beverly is
doing it because she's never stopped loving you."

So we set to work finding those who will testify to how close they were
only 3 months ago, we also find another lover, and get pictures, a tapes
recorder proves how little she cares for him now, and we go to trial and
actually win it in only 2 weeks of daily trials, shutting her out
completely, so after as Roger and I are setting in a restaurant back in a
corner he asks, "How much would this have cost me."

Mom alone is $10,000 a day plus expenses. I'm not a partner so I'm not
sure of how much I'm billed for."

"What did your mother prove by doing this case."

"She did it to have the experience to write a brief to the state supreme
court showing them how foolish gay couples are. Granted; other have short
marriages also, but mostly in Hollywood, not in Frisco."

"So what do I owe you."

"Actually I should pay you, this is a big case for gay rights, and I was
1st chair, you have helped me so much on my way to becoming a partner in
my mom's firm, we used your situation to further my mother's fight again
gay rights in this state."

"But you're bisexual."

"So is she, what's that got to do with this, we do not protest against
the states right to limit what we can and cannot do, behind closed doors
we practice what we please...and...and do not get the legal system into it."

"Will you still go out with me."

"Darling you forgot my payment, you bet you sweet ass I will and guess
what you're going to do for me."

"And I look forward to it, and lots of sweets with it."

"Do you like banana splits."

"I simply adore banana splits, when can I have my 1st one."

"Later tonight, after we go shopping that and gum balls, and bubble
gum...is your mouth watering yet, mine is looking forward to sucking that
gorgeous cock of yours...by the way Roger, she is a cute little thing,
were you thinking of me when you were thinking of marrying her."

"Yes, I am, and wishing you'd be mine still, I've got a home we could
live in."

"Roger, darling not that many nights ago, a lovely woman asked me the
same thing, god but she is gorgeous, and wealthy too, the perfect female
lover, satisfied me beyond belief, and I'll tell you the same thing I
told her, I'm like a kid with a new toy, and until I become used to it
being there, and do not become so aggressively stimulated every time some
one fucks me, in all fairness, I will not settle for only one person, for
instance right now I have 6 men lovers and 2 women, working on a
third...and I love my life, and it's variety. So you see darling as of yet,
I couldn't be true to any one, remind you of some one."

"I was true to Vicky while we were still close, and how did you know
different."

"I just knew, let it go at that, but what does make me feel good is that
every one of them were small either women or men, tiny as can be and so
cute, you really are deeply in love with me aren't you my precious, would
you want to change that...be truthful with me."

"Well...yes...I do wish I could get you not out of my mind but not be always
there in the front of my thoughts...more like you, to simply adore me when
we're together, but not pine over me when we're not."

"That would be only fair, so I'll work on it, because I really hate to
see you so unhappy, because as mom said I do love you, but only when
you're with me, because as it ends up I'm in love with every one who
fucks me, and I love them all the same. Now darling are you hungry enough
to work for your desert."

Poor Roger sucked my cunt, and got gum balls, bubble gum, whipped cream,
ice cream, and a whole banana before the night was over, and we smeared
whipped cream all over ourselves in the process, and I damn near froze my
pussy, swallowed 4 ejaculations of his sweet creamy cum. We showered
after and he fucked my cunt from behind, and we separated and went our
ways, me knowing when he calls next, his interest would only be for my
ass, and not love. Having spent my time with men holding back their
ejaculations, but wanting them to be just enough in love with me to keep
coming back for more, I've just turned one loose, and I wasn't sure how
much I pushed him away, since I really don't practice my witchcraft much
I'm not sure of the results I'll get each time I use it. Fran calls me a
few days later and asks if Phil and he can take me out."

So I reply, :now you boys wouldn't be thinking of double teaming you
would you."

"Would it scare you off if I say yes."

"Heavens no, it'll only cause me to be more excited, what time and are we
going to the same place."

"We know you love country/western, so why not, and the motel is close.
Later as we're setting in the room I tell them, "Just a moment of
honesty, please never tell any one about these parties we have, we all
enjoy them too much to lose them and if it gets out to the wrong people,
I'll be in a lot of trouble, enough said, now let me undress you, because
I need desperately to feel your naked bodies close to mine."

"Why are you such a wild woman when it comes to being fucked by more then
one man at a time."

"I'm just a whore, Fran you darling man, and Phil I didn't have near
enough of you last time."

So Phil takes me in his arms and kisses my lips passionately and says,
"Possibly, but a sweet wonderfully pleasing whore."

Shortly they are both fucking me, one in my ass and the other in my
pussy, with me between them, wailing and moaning my pleasure and
fulfillment over their so perfectly done fucking as orgasm after orgasm
sweeps through my body causing me to begin crying in so much happiness
and lustful wanton enjoyment, then I get a picture of myself being fucked
by these men and my crying becomes that of a young woman who realizes how
terribly filthy she really is, but my sickness will not let me stop or
even want less men, but even more waiting to fuck me, standing over us
gloating them on and calling me terrible names that fit me too perfectly,
and as Phil says, "I'm ready to come baby where do you want it."

"Between my lips, into my mouth, for I love the taste of men's cum. Soon
Fran ejaculates in my mouth too, and the rest of the night is filled with
sick, perverted, debauchery , with them fucking different orifices and
ejaculating in my mouth each time they come, until from sheer fatigue we
collapse and fall asleep. the next morning after we get our shit together
and are ready to leave, I ask them, "You're going to really know I'm one
sick slut after I ask you this, but next time, bring a few more men with
you, you guys pooped out on me before I was ready to quit and extreme
fucking keeps me sharp for the court room, but remember no names, use my
middle name Jean."

So Fran kisses me and says, "You're one loony cunt Jean, but we sure do
love fucking you, see you next time."

Monday morning as I walk into the office Marie catches me and asks,
"Darling I tried to get a hold of you this week end, your mother told me
you were out...all week end."

"Please do not ask me where I was, I'd rather not have any one know."
"Will you please come to my home for a short time this evening, besides
the case we're finishing up, Beverly, I need you terribly."

"I want to get to know my mother much better, can I bring her, the three
of us can enjoy each others company even more."

"Phyllis has asked me to talk to you about that very thing, I will talk
to her today, she'll be so pleased you feel as you do."

So when I get home that evening mom tells me, "Marie told me what you
said, I had not been aware of your feelings in my direction. I've never
really been as warm toward you as I should have been, please darling may
I try to make it up you now."

"I would like that very much mother, you are such a lovely woman, and
I've thought for a long time how wonderfully satisfying a sexual union
between us would be. Your breasts are so full and round, not like my
little ones, and I'd love to suck your nipples and fondle them."

"I told Marie you and I would get to know one another tonight in my bed,
you'll go see her tomorrow evening, if that is to your liking."

"Perfect, I've wanted this for so long, so very long."

Tears just began coming out of my eyes, as she kissed my lips softly, as
we slowly undressed and began what I'd dreamed of for years, my mother
and I loving each other, kissing, hugging, fondling, and tongue fucking
one another's cunts. "Oh mom, how long I've wanted you like this, with
your lovely pussy in my mouth."

We worked on one another until poor mom who hadn't had that much sexual
activity pushes my head away from her pussy crying, "Please
Beverly...that's enough darling, come around and lets diddle one another."

"Yes mom, you are so exciting I lost track of time, I didn't hurt you did
I."

"No my precious, you are so pleasing and fulfilling to me, the touch of
your lips against mine is so wonderfully pleasing to me also."

The next evening Marie and I worked on the several cases she had going,
and in each one I spotted how we can win it, some of the times taking a
real risk of being questioned by Marie as to how I knew what I did, then
around 10 PM she says, "Since we don't have to be in court until 10 AM,
stay here with me tonight darling I'm so desperately in need of you,
please my precious."

"Of course my dearest Marie, you know how I feel about you and what you
do to me."

Marie is a large black woman and is so inviting because her skin is so
soft and almost creamy to my lips. She never shaves her pussy and I love
to lick through her hair to her tunnel of love, as she licks and sucks on
my bare pussy, using her tongue on my clitoris to drive me totally
bonkers as she does, and we fall asleep our lips so close, we tickle one
another's lips with our tongues before we drift off to sleep, after 3
fast trials where I just happen to nail the real guilty person, we go out
to celebrate, and run into Connie who has just gotten out of work, so she
asks, "Is this a private party or may I join."

So I say to Marie, "Marie, this is Connie, my oldest and truest friend
and lover...and it's been so long since we've been together, may Connie
join us tonight, Connie this is Marie, 2nd attorney in my mom's law firm,
and a fabulous lover."

So Marie leans close to Connie and kisses her lips so gently and sweetly,
Connie all but blushes, and says, "Really if I'm intruding I'll just move
on."

Marie takes her arm as she says, "I've been looking forward to meeting
and getting to know you ever since Beverly told me about you being the
woman who 1st seduced her, and what a fabulous job you did in training
her to be so adorably pleasurable, so you are more than welcome to join
us tonight, we'll have to break early because of work tomorrow, but...well
then let's go now."

Once at Marie's home she serves us drinks and smokes and we set getting
acquainted until Marie, pulls Connie to her and passionately kisses her
lips, quickly moving her hand on to Connie's breast, and softly saying,
"Let us undress my sweet young ladies, I hunger for your favors."

And that starts a wild time of cunt licking, finger fucking, making out,
tongue baths, and all of us becoming so orgasmic before we have to leave
Connie and I are far more than pleased and satisfied by Marie's
expertise, as Connie tells me, "Wow, Marie is really fabulous isn't she,
I never climaxed so much before, she literally wore me out, and so
pleasantly so."

"Yes, I do love her so, and she has done wonderful things for my career
at the office...she wants me for an exclusive sex partner, do you think
I'm missing the boat by not submitting to her offer."

"Oh, darling I'm the wrong person to ask that, because if you do, then
you and I will not have our times together, even though they have become
few and far between."

"Are you still dating all those men."

"Oh, yes, every night I can, I'm so wrapped up in one's arms or another,
I don't even know when day light comes, let's face it darling we're both
a couple of nymphomaniacs who just never seem to get enough prick."

"I'm getting hungry for another gang bang, let's get 6 men, and you and I
start things out with us making out, and have 3 men on each of us, so
between drinks, smokes and them trading off, it'll last hours."

"Beverly you are such a slut of a whore, ain't it a kick."

"The more debased and degrading, perverted, and the more debauchery there
is the more fulfilled and pleased I am with it, so let me call Frank and
see if he's interested in a real old fashion gang bang, Frank's my
construction crew boss, and he loves it down and dirty."

It takes a few weeks before Frank has off and can round up the necessary
men we want for a weekend of debasement and debauchery, and we meet them
at the Carrel where after drinking just enough to loosen them up we go to
Frank's cabin where we won't be bothered, and as soon as we're there, I
say, "Excuse me guys but I feel much better naked."

As I unzip the back of my dress and it falls to the floor revealing me
naked except for my thigh high nylons, and exhaling cigarette smoke from
my lips, I kiss Connie's and feel her cunt as I say, "Come on darling
let's get hot."

And soon the two of us were naked laying on a bed making out like
bandits, soon to be pull apart and triple fucked by them, with all 6 of
them changing orifices and a different man in each, until 3 hours later
after they'd all ejaculated in one orifice or another, and Connie and I
felt like we were swimming in semen, we stopped for a rest, and one of
them, a Fred asks, "So is this how prostitutes take their vacation."

Connie laughs as she replies, "You got me honey, I'm a medical Tech,
working for my MD, and Jean is an Attorney. We just happen to both be
nymphomaniacs too."

Then they all banged our assholes, then our cunt, then we sucked them all
off. Stopping between each for refreshments and smokes, then toward the
end of out orgy then triples teamed us again and we showered, dressed,
and left, me reminding them they never knew who we are, or what we do for
a living, but from Fri night around midnight to Sun afternoon, we were
fucked so many times, and had so many prick between our lips, and so much
semen pumped into us, Connie and I shushed when we walked. Driving back
home,

Connie says, "I think one of these a year should hold me, how bout you."
"Right now if a man pushed his cock in my mouth I'd probably vomit,
perhaps 6 was too many, personally I'm ready for some sweet soft loving
from my mother, why don't you call Marie and see if the two of you can
get together."

"For right now, all I'm going to do is sleep."