Date: Sun, 18 Jan 2015 20:28:48 +0000 (UTC) From: Beaumonte Bill Subject: Bill and Ann Part 21 I am an older married man who has dated many cross dressers and transgender women over the years. At first it was a kinky "walk and the wild side" but over time I came to really have feelings for the person, and that became more important than the intimacy we had. The movie "Soldier's Girl" was very moving and helped me realize that I really wanted to LOVE a transgender woman. I have had several truly wonderful loving relationships, and have come to believe that if I knew what I know now when I was young, I would have married a transgender woman. This series is a fantasy in which I imagine what that life might have been like. It is set in the late 1960's, when I was a teen. –Bill (oral_guy_2000@yahoo.com) Bill and Ann Part 21 As beautiful as Ann normally was, she had been amazingly beautiful in the lavender lingerie. I just couldn't get it out of my mind. As I walked to Ann's house the next day, I couldn't help but wonder what surprises lay in store for me today. I arrived and Helen invited me in. I wrapped my arms around her and said, "Mom, thanks so much for helping Ann with that wonderful outfit yesterday." Helen smiled, and said, "I thought you would like it." "Like it?" I replied, "I love the way Ann looked – she was, well, radiant!" "I knew that she wanted to do something really special for you, so I took to get something special," Helen went on, "something I have never had." Ann came into the room and greeted me with one of her wonderful kisses. I was so blessed to have both Ann and Helen in my lives. We sat on the couch and talked about the future. We had both done well high school, especially math and science. We had applied to XY-U in their co-op program in engineering. I wasn't sure if either or both of us would be accepted, but if we both were, we would be able to work in industry getting experience while earning money that would pay our way through school. Ann applied in the mechanical engineering program while I applied to the electrical engineering program. As part of the co-op program we also had to apply to and be hired by a corporate sponsor. We both applied to large companies in the same city, within an easy drive of XY-U. If we were accepted, we would both be working and going to school together, and would be able to share an apartment. Actually living together was a dream we both longed for. We talked about getting married, and when that should happen. At first we thought it best to get married after we got our degrees, but if we are able to share an apartment, we could get married even before starting our college work. We seemed so very compatible, but living together might have its surprises. A little thing like changing Ann's hormone dosage made a big difference – what other surprises lay ahead of us? We agreed that we would live together for at least a year, and then get married after we understood what we were getting into. Helen said it sounded like a mature decision, and we all hugged. ========================= Over the next few months Ann noticed that I enjoyed looking at other girls. I explained that I was just looking and found her to be the most beautiful girl in the world. Ann confessed that she had been noticing other guys and wondered what it would be like to be with them. I told Ann that I had no interest in being with other girls – Ann was the only one for me. Ann said that when we got married that she wanted it to last and not have us each wondering what it would be like for others. "Bill, I love you," Ann said, "but I think we should both see others and make sure of our devotion to each other." "I already know I'm devoted to you," I said, "I don't need to date other girls." Ann started to cry and said, "I need to be sure, and I hope this is not a terrible mistake." She removed her ring and handed it to me. I wasn't ready for this, and my eyes started to tear up. I tried to be strong, not wanting to seem like a wimp, but it felt like I was being torn apart inside. "Just keep it," I said, "even if you don't wear it." "No," Ann replied, "you can give it back to me if you still want me, but for now we need to explore." I reluctantly accepted the ring back, putting it in my pocket. "Ann dear," I said, "please promise me something – stay away from guys at our school." "Why?" asked Ann. "If they discover your secret it will ruin your life here," I said. "I'm planning to keep my clothes on," Ann replied, "and I'm sure not telling." "When you are with a guy," I continued, "they may want to touch you, and they may be faster and stronger than you think. If they happen to put their hand in the wrong place, your life will never be the same." Helen added, "Bill is right dear – you have to be more careful than other girls. You've come a very long way – don't throw all that away." "That's going to be very limiting," said Ann, "how do I meet boys if I can't meet the ones I see every day?" "Go to dances at the other high school," I said. Helen agreed and said she would let Ann use her car to go to dances at the other school. Ann agreed, and told us both not to worry. I kissed Ann and told her I would always love her. Helen walked me to the door and told me that Ann just didn't understand what a wonderful guy I was, and hoped she would be back with me soon. She hugged me and I left for home. To be continued . . . Feel free to contact me with your comments or requests. –Bill (oral_guy_2000@yahoo.com) Please support this website by donating to nifty.org