Date: Wed, 22 Dec 2010 11:18:04 -0500 From: Johanna Johnson Subject: Johanna , my first love - TG Teen My early years Hi, I'm Johanna from Johanna and Daddy and just want to share how I became who I am today. I hope you enjoy. Let me know. I was getting ready for Daddy dressing in my sexy corset and stockings and I started to remember how this all started. I always had a interest in my mother and sister's clothes as I was growing up. I was a chubby little thing and when I started to lose weight around 13 or 14 years old I was left with a slightly feminine shape with nice hips and budding breasts. I wondered about this and loved to run my hands over my body. I was almost hair free on my legs and body and would experiment with shaving, feeling that if I didn't have any hair no one would know the difference. I would run my hand over my legs and up my body to my chest, rolling and pinching my nipples between my fingers. I found this very exciting and it would make me hard. I started to stroke myself while I did this and found that I liked it even more and would come easily. I started to wonder if I would make a fair looking girl and when no one was home I would go to my mother and fathers room and sit at her makeup table and try to look like her. I started to let my hair grow a little longer as time went by and it made me feel more feminine. I know it was taking a chance in school thought a lot of boys were letting their hair grow long and I wasn't bothered. I was a nerdy kid and didn't have many friends. My closest friend was my cousin, and I think he just put up with me because I was his cousin. He was bigger that me and more of a jock while I was smaller and more of a book worm type. He hung around with the sport guys and liked to play football. He let me hang with him when he was alone but generally left me to myself. I think he put up with me because he knew he could count on me to help with his homework and exams. He also let it be know that anyone who bugged me would have to answer to him. I think I adored him and had a crush on him, although I was afraid to show it because he would not have anything to do with me if I did. My mother was always at my grandmothers house because my grandmother was sickly. She usually left the house in the morning to go to work and didn't come home til 10 o'clock. My sister was away at her first year in collage and dad was on the road for his work a lot. So I was left home to my own devices a lot. I liked to go through my sisters clothes as we were about the same size, me being about a half size smaller. I also was close in size to my mom and even looked like a cross between her and my sister. The more courage I had I would wear more and more of their clothes and lingerie. I loved to put on pantyhose and liked the feel of being all encased in them. I also like to wear a garter belt and stockings. One day my mother called and said that grandmother was feeling especially down and that she was going to go after work and stay the night. I decided that when I got home from school I would have a whole day to be in fem and couldn't wait. I planned to dress like a college girl and clean the house and make dinner for myself and then redress in evening clothes for my evening. I got home and went right into the tub and shaved myself all over and put lotion all over myself. I felt so smooth, I was getting excited.I spent the day in a denim skirt and blue top with blue bra and panties also a pair of my sisters old flats. I cleaned the house, watched soap operas and read my mothers woman's magazines. I felt so feminine. About 5 o'clock I started preparing for dinner and went up to change into something sexier. I planned to have a nice dinner, watch some romantic movie and then use my mothers dildo on myself. I planned to pretend it was my cousin, Jim. I took a long bubble bath and made sure I was shaved everywhere. I put lotion all over my body, making sure to rub a lot into my rear end for later. I picked one of my mother's brazelette's in black and black stockings. She had a pair of red high heels that fit me and that I had practiced walking in even if they had 4 inch heels. I put the brazellette on and put a pair of pads I found in my sisters drawer into the cups and it gave me a nice little set of breasts. I pulled each stocking up my shaved legs, they felt so smooth and sexy I almost came when I clipped the garters. I pulled up a pair of spandex panties and tucked myself between my legs. I didn't want to ruin the look of the dress I had picked out. I put the heels on and went over to the dressing table and started to make up my face. I fixed my hair into as feminine style as I could and put on foundation and powder like I have seen my mother do. I put on eye liner and eyelash extender along with a mix of grey and red eye shadow. I think it made my green eyes stand out and look sexy. I finished with a bright red lipstick and some perfume I liked. I slipped on my mothers red dress that came to mid thigh and just covered my stockings. I put on a pair of gold and pearl clip earrings, I am going to have to get my ears pierced, some bracelets and I was ready. I looked in the mirror and saw a pretty, sexy girl looking back at me. I felt so good, I wished I had a date. I walked around a little checking myself out in the mirror and started downstairs to make my dinner. As I walked towards the kitchen I heard my cousin, Jimmy,say. " Hey John, I thought I would come over for dinner and hang out since you're alone tonight." I froze in panic, not knowing which way to run, when he came around the corner and stopped his eyes going wide. He just stood there staring at me and then a big grin started on his face. "Well, well what do we have here'" he said. " I thought there was a strange girl visiting but I see its you." "You look beautiful by the way", he said. I thought I was going to faint, I didn't know whether to run or cry. I couldn't speak. I just stammered. Wait a minute did he just say I was beautiful?? He said,' I always thought you were a little feminine but I never expected this. How long have you been doing this. I mean, you look so perfect as a girl, if I didn't know you I would never have guessed." I just stood there and felt tears start to form, I said," Oh Jimmy, please don't tell anyone, I'm sorry, I'll go change." He came over to me and put his arms around me and said," Hey, hey calm down, don't cry you'll ruin your mascara. You look so pretty, I won't tell anyone. It will be our secret. OK?' I sniffled and said,"OK, thank you for being so understanding. I've always been interested in my mother and sister's clothes, they make me feel nice and I feel pretty, not like when I dress like a boy." " Well you certainly do look like a girl and a pretty one at that." "What do I call you, I can't call you John."? I thought a minute and said, "I like the name Johanna, and I think it fits me." "OK, beautiful Johanna, I like that", he said. I looked up at him and he leaned down and kissed me on the lips. My heart started to beat hard and fast. My first kiss with a boy and with the boy I wanted to kiss. He reached down and caressed my bottom as he kissed me sliding his tongue into my mouth. I was having trouble breathing I was so excited. Jimmy, oh Jimmy, I thought I want to be your girl, don't stop kissing me. In a little while he did stop and said how about making dinner and he would make us a drink and we could talk this over. "Yes, sir'" I said and swayed on my heels into the kitchen looking over my shoulder at him and giving him a shy smile . I told him to bring me a glass of wine while I made dinner, I had everything out to make pasta and started the water boiling while I made a salad and heated up some sauce. He brought me a glass of wine and told me to kiss him if I wanted it. So I did. We kissed while the water was heating and he had me pinned against the sink counter. I felt so feminine and small in his arms, he pushed against me as we kissed and I could feel his hardness rubbing my tummy. I was getting horny and it was a good thing the water boiled and we had to stop to put the pasta in. I told him we had to calm down or we wouldn't eat. We sat at the table and he kept looking at me and telling me how beautiful I was. I told him to stop in about a million years and gave him my best sexy smile. We finished dinner and I started to clear up the dishes. As I walked back and forth to the sink he kept watching my stocking covered legs and butt. He told me I had super nice legs and he kept touching them when I got near him.. As I was rinsing the dishes he came up behind me and put his arms around me kissing my neck and rubbing his hardness against my rear. I leaned back and we kissed. I said, " Oh Jimmy that feels so good. Why don't you grab us a couple of after dinner drinks while I freshen up and I'll meet you in the living room." I went to the bathroom and peed and tried to calm down. I was excited and terrified at the same time. I didn't know what to do but I knew I wanted more of Jimmy. I put on more lipstick and made my way out to the living room. Jimmy was sitting on the couch and had turned on some nice music. I sat next to him and took my drink. He said, " Tell me all about this, I always felt you were a little feminine, but never would have guess that you dressed in girls clothes or that you made such a pretty one." I told him about my experimenting with my mother and sisters things and that this was the first time I really had a chance to dress this much and for this long. He said he would never have believed that this was the first time. I was very happy that he thought that and it made me feel even more like a girl. I leaned against him and he put his arm around me and pulled me close. I looked up at him and he leaned down and kissed me on the mouth sticking his tongue in my mouth touching mine. It felt like electric shocks as he put his hand on my leg and started rubbing my stocking leg. I put my hand on his chest and rubbed all over his nipple and chest. I started to unbutton his shirt. What was I doing? I couldn't stop myself, I wanted to touch his bare chest. I wanted him to touch me. I wanted to be his girl. I wanted. I wanted. I wanted. He started to rub my chest and kiss my skin just above my breast and the top of my dress. Oh boy! He was kissing down the front of the dress and moving his hand farther up my leg. I pulled the top of my dress down so that my little breasts popped free. He leaned down and took my nipple in his mouth and I thought I would die. He kissed and nibbled on my nipple, I couldn't wait any more I reached over and grabbed his manhood through his pants. It was so hard!. I massaged him and then swung my leg over him and straddled his lap. He grabbed my breasts and pinched the nipples as he kissed me and shoved his tongue down my throat. I rubbed my self back and forth against him until I thought I would come in my panties. I was panting like a freight train and so was he. I slid off his lap in between his knees and pulled his zipper down. I stuck my hand in his pants and released the object of my desire. I had never touched or even seen another boys manhood before and I marveled at how hard and soft it was at the same time. He was a lot bigger than me and thicker too. I loved it. I put my hand around it and stroked it up and down. I liked the way my painted nails looked holding him. I leaned down and tasted to tip with my tongue and licked up the drops of precum on him. It tasted nice. Mn, I think I am going to like this. I licked up and down and all around his hardness. I took him in my mouth and savored the heat and softness of him. I ran my hand up and down and around and started to suck on him.. I reached down and released my little guy and stroked myself as I sucked him. I was such a girl. I could lick and suck him forever, I didn't want to stop. He had his hands around my head and was rubbing my ear lobes, it made me hornier. He was in control of me. He started to moan. He said" Baby, doll, honey. Oh that feels so good, I don't think I can hold much longer"! Mn, Mm I muttered and sucked and jerked harder. I felt him start to pulse and stiffen in my mouth. He started to cum in hot gooey spurts of delicious cum into my mouth. I swallowed and pumped up and down as fast as I could. My little guy erupted at the same time Jimmy did and I came in my hand. I wanted it too, I wanted to mix mine and Jimmy's together. I reached up and licked my hand and then sucked Jimmy into my mouth again, running my tongue around mixing our sperm together and swallowing it all down. It tasted marvelous, I wanted him to keep coming, but he started to squirm pulling my mouth off him. I kissed his thighs and leaned my head against his leg rubbing his leg up and down while he did the same to my head. I felt so good and I think he did too. He pulled me up against his chest and held me telling me how great I was and how much he loved me. I know it was the moment but it sounded great and besides a girl can hope, can't she. We sat on the couch and I turned around and lay on his lap facing him. I snuggled against his chest and kissed his neck. He had one hand around me rubbing my bottom and massaged my breast with his other hand. I felt so good laying there as his girl, even if it was just for tonight. He kissed me and I felt him starting to get hard again. I reached my hand down between us and held him while we kissed. He pulled away and said, " Wow, I can't believe I'm ready again. You turn me on, Johanna."! I was so pleased that I could do that to a man, especially my man. I know what I wanted him to do next but I was a little afraid of what he would say or if I could go through with it. I wanted to be his woman all the way. I stopped kissing him and got up. I reached for his hand and pulled him up. "Come with me handsome, I want more from you and we have the whole night. Can you stay?" "Sure,he said, I'll tell my mom we are going to a movie and that I will stay here to keep you company because your mother is gone. She will think its nice of me to watch out for my little cousin." Little did she know how much looking after I would need. I led him upstairs. He kept trying to sneak his hand between my legs and it tickled. I giggled and told him to stop before we fell down the stairs, but I did like it. I stopped on the stairs and put my hands around his neck and kissed him, reaching down and giving his hardness a squeeze. I led him into my sisters bedroom, seeing that it was bigger than mine, more feminine, and she was away. I told him to sit on the bed while I went to the bathroom and freshened up. I took my make up bag that had all my essentials in it. I cleaned up, re did my makeup and of course made sure that I had plenty of lube in the right place. I went out to find him sitting on the bed with his shirt and shoes and socks off and his jeans open with his big hard manhood sticking up in the air. I think he was pleased to see me, He He. I turned on the stereo and found a blues station that I like, it played the best sultry music. I slinked over to the bed and gave him a big kiss on the mouth. As he reached for me I moved out of his reach and told him to wait, I wanted to dance for him. He looked at me with a lustful look and grabbed his penis and started to slowly stroke it. I started to dance to the music, a hot bluesy number. I pulled my skirt up to just above my stockings and blew him a kiss, which he returned. He was staring at my legs, I pulled the dress over my head revealing my brazelette, I reached up and caressed my breasts and pulled them out of the cups. I had nice small breasts and my nipples we like erasers sticking up. I touched my nipples and my knees almost buckled. I danced trying to act like a stripper would, tuning around, sticking out my butt and leaning over towards him cupping my breasts and blowing kisses at him. "Come here, you sexy thing" he said. "Oh, do you like what you see honey, Do you want more"?, I said. "Come here and find out" I went over to him and got down on my stockinged knees, I felt so hot. I crawled between his legs, kissing my way up his legs and thighs. I licked his testicles and kissed my way up his beautiful penis. When I got to the top I tried to get as much as I could in my mouth. I got most of it in before I started to gag and had to pull off him. It was a wild feeling. I started to lick and suck on him bobbing my head up and down. He told me to wait he wanted more, as I slid my mouth off him I could see the nice red ring around him from my lipstick, Mm. He pulled me up and pulled my panties down, and I stepped out of them holding onto his shoulder. He leaned down and took me in his mouth, wow, what a feeling. He kissed and sucked my little guy for a minute and then turned me around and kissed my butt and started to lick my hole. I squealed, it felt so good. He pulled me onto the bed and started to roll me onto my knees. l told him no, I wanted to have my first sex on my back like his girl, I want to face him and kiss him. I reached over to the night table and grabbed the tube of lube. I put a pillow under my rear and he got on his knees and moved over to me. I put a good amount of lube on his penis and spread my legs. "I'm ready, my man. Please go slow, this is my first time". I was a little afraid but determined to be a woman tonight. He started to ease him self into me, it hurt at first, but the lube helped and I felt him pop past my sphincter and he was inside me. I asked him to wait a second while I got used to him. He leaned down and kissed me on the nipples and then on my mouth. "When ever your ready, lover", he said. "I"m happy just being this close to you and in you, your so beautiful." I melted and put my legs around him and pulled him all the way in me, I didn't care if it hurt. I wanted him. "Fuck me, honey, fuck me, I want you so bad", I said. I held him tight and my penis was the hardest it had ever been. It was between us rubbing on his belly. It felt so good. He started to move in and out of my rear, coming almost out and then plunging as far in as he could get. When he moved in I tightened my legs around his back pulling him into me a far as I could. He kissed me on the mouth, my eyelids, all over my face, my ears. I kissed him back as well as I could, I was almost swooning from the sex and kisses. He kept pounding into me, ten minutes, fifteen minutes, more. I was in ecstasy, my first time and it was great. He finally started to breath harder and said he was feeling ready. "Please cum in me, fill me up, I want to be your woman." I put my hands around his back and sunk my nails into him, kissing him for all I was worth. He started to pulse and I felt him cum in me filling me. I was his woman, I loved it. I started to cum on his belly. I think I passed out for a second. I didn't care. I said," Jimmy, I love you, I love you, I'm your girl, please love me." "Johanna, I do, I do love you". I didn't know sex could be this good. I want you to be my girl. I want more of this" " I'm your girl, Jimmy, when ever you want me" I put my arms around his neck and kissed him all over his face and neck. I held him close on top of me, it felt so good. "Stay with me tonight, Jimmy, I promise to try even better tomorrow" and fell asleep.