Date: Tue, 15 Apr 2008 16:50:28 -0700 (PDT) From: Matthew O'Shea Subject: Sissy-boy Baby Michelle transgender teen This Story has been in my mind for a while it is based on one of my Fantasies. All characters are of no living person known to me. The Country is just because I have a great fondness for England and young English men. If you don't like male on male sex, this is not for you. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Chapter 3. Back in with Anne and Peter, I had Jennifer sitting over my knee with a pacifier in her mouth. I put it in there just before leaving her Nursery. Holding her lovingly, giving little kisses to whatever part of her came closest to my lips. She could tell that I was still aroused by it all, as the hardness she was feeling pushing below her nappy covered bottom. Suddenly Anne asked me, "Would you like to be put into nappies also to be a sweet little baby like Jennifer?" I could feel my face going red with embarrassment, as Peter and Anne just looked at me, waiting a reply. Deep down I knew I would love to, only at home with Jennifer. But again, I would love to right now. Then I didn't want to come straight out saying. Oh yes please! I want to be a baby like Jennifer. Instead I just turned my face shyly away from their gaze. Hiding my red faced shyness at the side of Jennifer's neck. Knowing how much I do, now, want to be a little baby Girl. Lifting my head, I just looked at Jennifer, as to say, can I be. I'm sure she could feel my heart speeding up, anticipating a positive response. I got a lovely big smile, I took that to symbolize Yes. "I would like you to be a pretty baby girl with me." Jennifer said while cuddling her head to my neck. Softly and trying to sound babyish, I said "es I'd like be baby too." But felt my face going red as I looked at Anne, then to Peter. Wondering what Peter would be thinking about me now. As I hadn't given any suggestion that I was that interested in being a baby. Well I didn't think I had anyway. I was a little embarrassed, but I did now want to be dressed as a baby like Jennifer. I wanted to be a baby too, I had a warm lovely feeling going through every part of my body. "That's lovely darling, we'll give Jennifer to Daddy to mind." Anne said taking Jennifer from me. Next thing I was holding Anne's hand, like any little toddler would, being escorted back to the Nursery. All of a sudden I realized, I'm wearing all feminine underwear. Do I try and back out, or go on and be found in my pretty undies. My stomach started to turn, the erection I had when holding Jennifer had all but gone. They know Jonathan is a cross dresser, but I don't think they know I'm one also. There again Jennifer would of told them all about me, when she asked if I could visit with her. By now it had become to late to turn away anyhow. "Now sweet heart sit on the cot and let Mummy take those shoes off you." as she helped me onto the cot. Well she's going to see my stockings straight away. Nothing was said about them as my shoes were put to the side. Taking me by hands again, I was helped to stand. The buckle of my belt was released, the zipper lowered, my trousers were allowed to fall to the floor. With the help of her hand one foot at a time was raised so to move the trousers from under me. Still nothing being said, about what she was now viewing. The buttons of my shirt were next, then it was taken from my body. My trousers, shirt and cravat were put on a hanger then placed in the wardrobe next to Jennifer's male clothes. As Mummy was about to hang my clothes up I asked, "Can I have my handkerchief from my trouser pocket, pees Mummy." After getting my handkerchief out, Mummy informed me that. "Little babies don't wipe their own noses, their Mummies and Daddies look after them. Do you want your nose wiped now darling?" "No not yet Mummy, but just in case I do." I said shyly. With that Mummy put my handkerchief on the cot beside me. Saying, "Remember to tell Mummy or Daddy if you need a nose wipe, won't you?" "Now give me a look at you, turn around, now back again. What a pretty little girl we have here." as she came closer to me, think she must of noticed something under my knickers. Because her fingers went in each side of the waist-band, my knickers were lowered. I was feeling rather embarrassed, could feel my face going a deeper shade of red. There was nothing I could do about it, just had to stand there while all my pretty things were inspected and touched. "Isn't that just so pretty," Mummy said looking at my little pettie. At last my knickers went back up to there rightful place. "Would you like to take one of the dollies to cuddle? Mummy won't be a minute." as she was about to depart the room. Quickly I took up one of the pretty dolls wrapping her warmly into my camisole covered chest. Mummy gave a lovely smile before closing the door behind her. I was then left alone cuddling, even talking like a baby girl to the sweet smelling, beautifully dressed doll. Sitting on the cot, still talking to my doll I was, when Mummy returned. To add further to my embarrassment which I had just got over, Peter [or should I now say Daddy] was also standing there. I just stopped talking with my doll. Looked up in surprise, I could feel the redness returning faster than ever to my face. I knew he was there to see this effeminate sissy boy stripped to just his pretty lingerie. My eyes looked downwards in shyness that I now felt. "My! Doesn't she look so pretty." Daddy said coming towards me, "Don't be shy sweet heart, we know Jennifer wears pretty things always and you're like her aren't you? You even say you're a sissy on your lovely panties." he said, touching over the wording `Sissy'. "Yes I know Daddy," was all I could think to say. "That's right, we're going to have you dressed as our little baby girl now with Jennifer. Won't that be lovely?" "Yes Daddy." Came quietly from my lips, while still cuddling the doll like she was my baby. My face still looking to the floor, checking the patten on the carpet. "We must show Daddy your pretty Penis Pettie, mustn't we." Mummy said, then lowered my knickers till I was all on show. With the embarrassment of it all, my little boy wouldn't even give a wink. Although I was now so sexually excited by what is about to happen to me. "My that is just so beautiful," Daddy said, placing my pettie covered penis on his hand. He knew how embarrassed I was feeling, as I was given a cuddle and a we kiss on the forehead. "You'll feel a lot more comfortable when Mummy gets our little girl all dressed up, won't you." I didn't say anything, just shyly nodding my head while playing with the end of my camisole. Daddy then left to go back to see that Jennifer was alright. My knickers then camisole came slowly off, "Mummy will take your bra off, little babies don't need bras. But won't it be lovely when you're a big girl and have nice breasts to play with, just like Mummy." I now stood almost naked before her, even the doll had been laid back on the cot. My nipples were gently fondled then kissed, before I was helped to lie on the cot. Facing away from Mummy, a warm soapy damp cloth was used to wipe all around my bottom, then dried. Using a baby wiper, some baby oil was wiped under my bottom. One of the large boxes I noticed earlier came from under the cot. After taking something out, it then got pushed back. Next I saw a nappy being made ready and placed behind my backside, for me to roll back onto. A pacifier was placed in my mouth, Mummy then pulled the ends of each ribbon, undoing both bows releasing my dainty little penis pettie. To unveil my little boy thing to her for the first time. The scarf on my left leg was the next to be removed followed by the last of my womanly items, my stockings. All this time Mummy was talking baby to me. I must admit, I was really enjoying it also. As baby powder was sprinkled all over my tummy, down over my weenie. The cool touch as it landed, along with the baby smell of the talcum powder. I now felt and knew, I'm just a little baby. The sight of my stiffening penis was ignored, I looked up giving a big smile to Mummy, as she wipe the powder all over my growing boy thing. I tried to apologise for what was happening to me down there. Only for Mummy to quietly say, "ssh sweetheart." holding a finger to her lips as if it were nothing to worry about. I may as well had nothing down there, as the two sides of the nappy were just pulled together at my waist. An extra nappy liner came up between my legs, then the final end of the triangle. Pulling it up snugly between my legs, pinning it safely and securely. I was given a lovely satisfied smile as her hand rubbed gently over the front of the nappy. "Doesn't baby love being in nappies?" I just smiled widely to her, as to say, "Yes! Yes! I really do." The bulge Mummy's hand caressed over must of given the answer anyway. A pair of transparent plastic panties were then pulled up over. I just had to feel the nappies quickly before they were covered. Yes they are real, as I felt the soft flannel protecting me from any we accidents that may happen to a new sissy baby. "Now we must find a really pretty dress for a new baby girl." I was given a kiss and told not to move, "We don't want baby falling out of her cot now, do we?" After sorting out what she wanted me to wear. Mummy helped me stand beside the cot, as the dress and petticoat were lay in my place. I'm sure Mummy could feel the excitement vibrating through me. As I stood waiting to be dressed in what lay on the cot. I had a lovely white silk petticoat put on, followed by a half-slip with lots of ruffled lace around the lower part. Then the most beautiful soft turquoise satin dress with short puff sleeves and two piece collar. The hem of the skirt was raffled, as was around the cuffs of the sleeves. Around the waist Mummy put a lovely Ivory satin sash, tying in a big bow at the back. The ruffled lace of the half-slip helped hold out the skirt making it look so very sweet and babyish. My heart was beating rapidly with the excitement, of what I felt encasing my bottom, plus wearing this beautiful dress. I took out my pacifier, to say "bubby loves her pity dress Mummy." "You do look a real pretty baby, don't you." "es Mummy." Sitting back on the cot, my Tootsies were put into little white sox with lace around the tops. Then pale blue knitted woolen booties were tied on with satin ribbons in lovely bows. My hair was brushed out and back before the matching turquoise satin bonnet went on and tied at the side of my chin in a big sissy bow. I was stood in front of the mirror to have a good look at the "New Me." I just had to give Mummy a big cuddle to say, "Oh, thank you for making me look such a pretty baby." "Does Michael have a little girls name?" Mummy asked. "My name is Michelle," I told Mummy. "That is a lovely name. Would Michelle like Mummy to put a little makeup on babies face." I smiled happily, nodding my head saying "es pees."I love wearing makeup. After just light foundation and powder, a touch of light pink lipstick. There I now stood looking into the mirror at the little baby girl. I never in my wildest dreams ever thought I would be. Let alone have a woman touching me in such a way. Think the last time would of been my real mum way back when I was little. The little makeup just took any signs of maleness my face might of shown away. I'm now so happy and feel so much the baby, Jennifer told me she becomes now, being here. Standing beside me Mummy said, as she fussed with my dress, "So you are now our little baby Michelle, to go with our baby Jennifer." Looking to her I just shyly nodded my head in a happy agreement. Taking hold of my hand, Mummy said, "Will we go show you of to Daddy and Jennifer. Let them see our new pretty little baby girl. Won't that be nice?" I again just nodded my head in approval of that idea, before asking if I could take one of the dolls to cuddle. Mummy agreed that would be lovely, but reminded me that Daddy and even Jennifer would want to have lots of cuddles with their little baby Michelle. I was really feeling so wonderfully babyishly feminine in my new roll as a baby girl. Being in this Nursery, knowing all these lovely things are for Jennifer and now me to play with. Feeling myself so secure in this nappy, my little boy wants to stand up to play, but it can't. I went to touch down there, but Mummy quickly smacked my hand away. "That's not for babies to play with, be a good girl now." I didn't ever think I would of changed so easily to being treated as a baby, as I have done. But now all of a sudden, being escorted out holding Mummy's hand to be shown of to my new Daddy and baby Jennifer. Again I got that rumbling, turning in my tummy, was it the excitement of being shown off or just me being nervous with the anticipation of it. Mummy pushed open the lounge door, there I stood for all to see. Daddy said to Jennifer, who was sitting, cuddled beside him playing with a doll. "Look here come your baby sister doesn't she look beautiful in her pretty little dress." Jennifer, I noticed just clapping her hands saying their's bubby Michelle and pointing to me. I smiled to them as I was taken over to them. Jennifer took hold of my hand, while Daddy put his arm out to cuddle me into him. The rumblings in my tummy quickly disappeared, as I was being excepted by them as a sweet little baby girl. Which I was also beginning to think of myself as being. Daddy sat me on his knee giving me kisses and talking baby talk to me. As I guess he's done a lot of that to Jennifer. I cuddled my head into his warm chest, I could hear and feel the beating of his heart. As well something started poking under my nappy covered bottom. I guess Daddy must be excited too, now have two baby girls to play with. I looked towards Jennifer, who's hand was caressing over my legs, wandering its way upwards, it was wonderful. She whispered in my ear, "You look absolutely stunning Michelle." then gave me a sweet little kiss on the cheek. Oh! This is so lovely sitting here having both a Daddy and equally another baby girl enjoying my presence, as only a baby can enjoy. Mummy had left us awhile, soon to return carrying a tray with two bowls containing mushed up baby food, two baby bottles, a bib for both Jennifer and me. They were nice big bibs that covered all the front of us, with lots of animals all over them. The bibs had plastic backing, so any dribbles wouldn't dirty our lovely dresses. I sat across Daddies knees to be feed and given my bottle, while Mummy gave Jennifer hers. The food was nice and warm and very yummy. After finishing our bottles, which were of fruit juice. Jennifer asked if she could take me to play with her toys. So of we went hand in hand to the Nursery. When we got in there, I just took Jennifer into my arms to give her one big cuddle. "Thank you so much Jennifer for bringing me to your Mummy and Daddies place. I'm really so happy now, I didn't think I was going to be a baby when we left home. But now I want to be a baby just like you." I could only kiss her in thanks. "I'm also pleased you're happy. Cause I was nervous before we left home, wondering what you were going to think when you saw me in all my baby clothes. Plus this Nursery for me." We cuddled and kissed, both our littlies were starting to grow with the excitement as we touched each others nappy covered area. But could go no further than that, as Mummy had us secure in our nappies so our little things couldn't stand up. Plus she told me I mustn't touch and Jennifer knew not to. Saying, "When we get home, we'll have a lot to think of as we enjoy each-other there." She then got down to pull another box out from under the bed. It was full of many toys and things for her to play with. While I was just looking at them all. Jennifer told me, not to be affrayed to do what ever I like, just let yourself go. Feel free of everything else, no one is going to laugh at you or say anything for what you're playing with. I did just that, as I got onto the floor next to her and we play with some toys, drew pictures with the crayons. I'm still useless at drawing. Soon after Daddy arrived in, told Jennifer he's taking Michelle for a while. Then put his hand out for me to hold on too. I quickly gave Jennifer a hug and kiss before we left the Nursery. Back in the lounge I sat across his knee, to be facing Mummy who sat next to as. Her hand fondling over my legs, then she asked, "Do you like being in your lovely baby clothes like Jennifer." I cuddled my head sheepishly into Daddies chest, as I told then, "Yes I really do." "You look a very pretty little baby and we know Jennifer also thinks you do." Mummy said. "The way you loved having Jennifer in her baby clothes, is why I thought you might like to be put into nappies and little babies dress also." "Oh! Thank you Mummy I'm so pleased you did." any sign of my shyness had now left me. Daddy then said, "Would you like to come again and spend a whole weekends with Jennifer as our other sweet darling baby girl?" I felt a happy smile coming over my face as Daddy was asking. I didn't have to think twice, before I answered, "Yes please, I would really love that Daddy." Looking to him then to Mummy, he gave me a nice we kiss. "That's a good wee girl, we're sure you will enjoy yourself as Jennifer does." he told me. I was told there would be NO playing with or touching my little sissy clit or with Jennifer's. That Mummy or Daddy will do everything for me. Except cleaning my teeth and shaving in the morning. Mummy said how Jennifer has no secrets from them. That's how they knew I was an effeminate sissy-boy also, Jennifer had told them that I was like her, loved to be in feminine things all the time. "So don't feel embarrassed or shy about anything you want to do, say or wear. No body is going to say anything, we all have our little fantasies and it's so nice to be able to share them without embarrassment." She told me. Daddy asked if I'd had any blood tests. I told him I had, not long before leaving on my trip and I'm all negative. "That's very good, but we would like you to have another test now. Jennifer will give you the address of the clinic to go to on Monday. Is that alright?" I agreed to that, as I did want to stay with them and knew that I didn't have anything to worry about anyway. Daddy then put his finger in my mouth, telling me to suck on it, which I happily did. I felt it slowly being worked in and out all around in there as I lovingly sucked. My hands went up to hold over Daddies hand, making sure it didn't just come out. I felt Mummy put her hand up under my dress, stroking my thighs. My sissy clit was again fighting to stand, but couldn't do so against the nappy. "Must go and get Jennifer. To tell her the good news." Mummy then slowly ran her hand down and off my knee. Leaving me disappointed, as I was really getting off on sucking Daddy's finger, and Mummy's hand stroking my upper thighs. When Mummy returned holding Jennifer's hand. She sat then putting Jennifer on her knee. Saying, "We have some really good news for our little baby. Michelle is going to come on some weekends to live as your baby sister, would Jennifer like that?" Mummy asked her. "Oh! Yes Mummy that'll be lovely, I'll then have a baby sister to play with, won't I." Jennifer came and gave me a lovely kiss on the cheek, as Daddy still had his finger playing in my mouth, then she went back to cuddle in between Mummies knees. I noticed by the sound of Jennifer moving that she now had dispensed with her pretty panties for more protective plastic panties. We talked for a while longer about my new statice in life, as a baby girl. By this time Daddy had removed his finger from my mouth, wiped it dry with his handkerchief, then wiped the wetness from around my mouth. As he did so I put my hand up to take the handkerchief from him, to hold in my own hands, to play with. I rested my head back into Daddies chest, putting my thumb and a corner of the handkerchief in my mouth to suck on. I do admit I was now really beginning to feel very much the baby, apart from one thing. I had a full bladder, but just didn't seem to be able to let it flow. Even after seeing that Jennifer had done it, mine still wouldn't come out. Time had kept moving on while we were at Mummy and Daddy's, unfortunately, and they were going out for the evening. So it now meant being changed out of our baby clothes. It had to wait this long, till we were walking or should I say Jennifer and myself were wobbling off. Now my bladder at last, let all it held flow free, to their delight, including mine. But why couldn't it of happened earlier, so I could enjoy my wetness for longer. Then I could of been cleaned up again like Jennifer was. We went into Mummy and Daddy's bedroom to be changed, and what a lovely room it is, with a big king size bed also. I would find out later why. A big rubber sheet was placed over the bed for Jennifer to lie on to have her wet nappy removed and her bottom cleaned with a nice soft cloth and warm soapy water, then re powdered with baby powder. Then it was my turn to lie over the rubber sheet for the same process to be enacted. I liked having them changing me, cause I now felt better about them putting my pretty underwear back on me. Even having Mummy tying my penis pettie on and the scarf in its bow around my upper leg. Watching Mummy doing it made me feel, this is the way they want to see me. Yes! I had to go to the toilet again, and did it flow. Daddy took me and just watched as I held my pettie back out of the way, then pat the nob dry with a tissue. With all that now gone, as I walked back to the bedroom holding Daddy by the hand. Plus the gentle fluttering of the soft penis pettie between my thighs. My little sissy clit stood erect for all to see, but not for long. Daddy took it in his hand squeezed tightly on it, as he pushed it down between my legs. It quickly deflated letting my pettie hang prettily between my legs as it should. "That's a good girl, now we can finish dressing you." All ready to go back out into the "grown up world" I was given a big hug and kiss from my new Mummy and Daddy. Telling me how they loved having me visit and were looking forward to my staying with Jennifer on weekends. I also thanked them for taking me into nappies, saying "I just hope I learn to use them like Jennifer does." As it was only a couple of weekends till Easter. I would have to wait till the weekend after that till I could go again. I knew those three weeks would take an awful long time in passing. Even though I would be away over the Easter weekend with Alan and David. Driving back to Kingston, I just couldn't stop thanking Jonathan for telling me about his baby life and now letting me be part of it with him. It was then he told me the way I'm feeling about it all, is the reason why he doesn't have his baby things at home. It would just control his life completely. But now having a Mummy and Daddy to go to, makes him enjoy these times even more, better than he ever did alone. Back at the flat, my jacket and trousers were removed, I was helped into a pretty pale blue satin slip that went with my pale blue camisole. Then a nice frilly pinafore put on me, as Jonathan told me. "You'll have to get used to wearing these and bibs from now on. As babies do spill there food at times." Jonathan also changed into a slip and a pinafore. Then we did each others makeup, brushing out and putting pretty bows in our hair. "Now sit on the bed and tell the lovely dolls and teddies where we have been today and what you are now." Jennifer ordered me. I could only take a couple in my arms, so had the others sitting very close looking my way. Telling them that, I've been to meet my new Mummy and Daddy, that I'm now being treated as a little baby girl. Strangely enough I quite enjoyed sitting talking to the dolls about it, giving them each a nice kiss, while Jennifer watched me. Not once did I feel the least bit embarrassed about telling all to dolls and teddies. Guess I must be that baby girl now. Then looking up to Jennifer for her approval, I got a sweet excepting smile in return. Placing the dolls on the bed, in no time I was up hugging Jennifer with a tear in my eyes. Telling her how I love her and how completely feminine I'm feeling. After getting something to eat, we sat playing with the dolls, talking about the day and what lay ahead for me as a little baby girl. It all seemed so unreal, yet so very, very exciting. I just wished it was next weekend I could be going back to Mummy and Daddies place. At least I'll still have my sweetheart to talk baby stuff to till then. Jennifer asked if I would like to stay the night, by the look in her eyes, I knew Jennifer wanted my company in bed. "Yes I would love to, but I better ring Alan and let him know." It was OK with him, but told me to be home by lunch at one, because I have a lot to do. Guess I knew what he meant, as I hadn't done any cleaning in over a week. With that phone call out of the way, back I went sitting closely to Jennifer. Taking my hand giving it a soft kiss before saying, "I'll now tell you about going to visit wearing my baby things" Yes I was quite interested to hear all about that outing. Thinking it's OK dressing being the baby at home as we were, but another thing going out dressed like it. I listened as Jennifer told me all. "Well it seems this lady had also put an advert in the same magazine around the same time, regarding Adult babies. So when Mummy and Daddy knew I was going to visit them they contacted her for advise, as parents. So to speak of a new baby. Once they had met, talked and had the same interest. Mummy and Daddy promised if everything went the way they were hoping it would go. Like I was really into being a baby girl for them, they would take me to visit her. After talking it all over with me and I was in complete agreement with it. Arrangements were make for the visit one evening, so I wouldn't be seen in the car dressed in baby clothes. I decided, I wanted to look my very best. So went looking for old baby pattern books and came across this beautiful velvet dress pattern. I knew straight away this is the sort of baby dress I'd love to wear. Next it was get the materials then it was all go. Within two weeks I had the whole outfit made, dress, silk petticoat, satin rompers and the velvet bonnet to match the dress. It looked so lovely hanging in the spare room, I'd try it on most nights just to see myself. I couldn't wait till the weekend for Mummy and Daddy to see it. So rang to ask if I could go to their place one night after work. The excitement of it that day, I couldn't concentrate at work, so had to take half day off. When I got to Mummy and Daddy's place, with dress, petticoat Etc folded neatly in a suit case. I asked if I could please change myself today. Which I was allowed to do, the only thing I didn't wear my nappies because I like having to lie down for Mummy or Daddy to powder before enclosing my little bot in them. After a little makeup it was into rompers, petticoat, finally into this beautiful soft burgundy velvet dress. Oh, the feelings I got running through my body as I looked in the mirror. Once again seeing this beautifully dressed baby looking back at me. I now put on my bonnet, tying the inch and a half wide satin ribbon into a big bow under the left side of my chin. It was all getting to much, the excitement was having quite an effect down below. Quickly I turned walking very shyly like, out to meet Mummy and Daddy. You should of seen their eyes pop out, their mouths opening wide. Nether could say a word, just looking displaying big loving smiles of approval. Mummy got up and came straight to me, taking my hands in hers. Telling me I looked absolutely stunning. The dress she said was so beautiful, her hands were touching all over it. Not to be left behind, Daddy was there also giving his approval of it, as his hands also touched over the beautiful soft velvet dress. Of course Mummy had to look over everything, lifting the skirt to see my petticoat, followed my the satin rompers. Yes with all their positive reaction, I felt so proud of myself. Because it wasn't just another dress, it was a special dress for a big baby. Well next thing a date was made for the inevitable visit to this lady to show off their little baby girl. So the next Saturday night we went to visit. I was to call her Aunty Joy, she was much older than my Mummy. In her 50's I would say. I felt rather uncomfortable with her, I didn't think she liked cross dresses very much. Or was it me she didn't seem to like, I don't know. The whole time there, she never touched my dress, only look at it, saying how pretty it was. Even after Daddy telling her that I make it myself, she make no comment. I was so pleased then, when Daddy said we better get going our little girl looks like she needs her bed. In the car going home, I thanked Daddy for the way he cut the visit short the way he did. Yes he noticed how she didn't seem to like a boy wearing baby girls clothes. The way she never referred to me as a baby of any sort, just kept looking at me. So that was the only time I've been out as a baby." Jennifer informed me, followed by a lovely cuddle and a long warm wet kiss. Jennifer decided we should have an early night, not that either of us were tired. We lay there together touching, caressing each-other over our elegantly feminine silk night gowns. Not much was being said, not much needed to be said. Just the closeness of our bodies, the sound of the others breathing, the delicate smell of each-other perfumed body. The look of love we gave to the other, the gentle soft kisses spoke volumes for what we were feeling and thinking. After a little while we did have a play, before cuddling up together drifting off to sleep for a while. There is no point in writing about what we did each time we woke up. Other than to say, each meal was a gastronomical delight for both of us. Just think of two young feminine Sissies, whose hormones were running rampant. Yes a very satisfying night we had, Oh Yes! Jennifer did remain a virgin. It was more like two thirty by the time I got home again, well I couldn't leave Jonathan to early now could I? Alan and David had gone out by the time I arrived home. But had left a large note sitting on my bed, that I would be unable to miss it. Of things I must do before the night is over, Oh my God! one is to write a letter home. Gather mum must of rung worrying about me, as I haven't written since I've been here. Knowing Alan as I do, he would of told her a letter will be on its way come Monday. And knowing Alan as I still do, he'll have lots of words to say to me when he gets home. Ever since I first met and moved in to flat with him, he's been like my guardian, my big brother. Yes he's very firm with me, but I do respect and love him very dearly. I know he thinks the same about me. So I guess there is a late night coming, just when I'd love to be sleeping. It was about 4pm when my peace and quietness was broken. I tried to keep out of their way, but knew I couldn't really. Then David came to get me saying Alan wanted me. To add fuel to the fire I answered David trying to speak nice, like copying him. Only Alan heard me and thought I was being rude, which earned me a good firm slap across the face. Quickly I had to explain myself saying. "I'm not trying to be rude, I wouldn't be rude to David, cause I like him a lot. I'm just want to learn to speak nicely like he does and the others I've met since being here." I turned to David then saying, "I'm very sorry if I've offended you, but I really, really didn't mean to, I just want to speak nicely like you do." With that he gave me a big hug saying he felt honoured that I wanted to speak like him. Now that's happily settled, it's time for the big lecture from Alan. All in all it wasn't so bad, I've had much worse, I wasn't punished this time. But I'm not going to bed till I have a letter written to my parents. Plus I'm to write at least once a fortnight from now on. I was thinking, it's a good job Alan won't be marrying a woman and having kids. I could just imagine how firm he'd be on them. Or would he be different with his own kids. I would say, more than likely, he's is really a softy at heart. After a late night, it seemed not long after, that my duvet came off. Letting the cold morning air wake me. It was Alan all ready for work and wanting the letter to post. Thankfully I had it sealed up, or he would of read it. As he was leaving my room I called him back asking, "Can I have a kiss before you go?" Then telling him how pleased I really am to have him controlling me as he does. After a kiss and a hug, he ruffled my hair saying. "You're a good kid really even if you are a sissy one." Quickly I had to remind him he's only three years older than me. "Yes but I'm not a bitch," he fired back at me. I could only giggle as I tried to say, "Yes, but you liked using it, you butch thing." He turned poking his tongue out at me before departing my room. Before they left David came to say goodby and also tell me to get out of bed, it's daylight hours now. I had to remind him that he hadn't been up till lord know how late trying to write to his parents. Without telling a we lie here `n' there. I asked him for a kiss also, only to be turned down saying, "I don't kiss girls wearing nighties. If it were a boy then I would." "God you are such a bitch, yet you're so handsome and sexy looking, dressed as you are." I said trying to sound quite hurt, but the smile on my face didn't play along. "OK just a quick one or Alan will think I'm turning straight." With that he came over bent down, at the same time resting his hand firmly over one stiff throbbing bulge on my person. I could only moan long and loud, as he pushed downwards. "Oh, didn't you like that after all? Well I'll never offer you one ever again, if that's all the thanks I get." as he stood looking satisfied for hitting the spot. "I hope you're not going to play with it now. I think you should leave well alone, Jonathan will be upset if his cream supply is running short." at the same time blowing me a kiss. I had to remind him, I'm at the prime of my life and can produce cream, faster than any Cow. I can be milked more than twice a day. With that he hit back by saying, "Tonight I think Alan and I might see how much milk we can work out of you." With that he left saying, "Have a nice day girl." Once I got up, showered had something to eat, then cleaned up a bit. I went as ordered to have a blood test, which did return a negative result, a few days later. On the Tuesday night I got a phone call from Jonathan, he sounded serious as he said, he wanted to see me tomorrow at lunch time. He wouldn't say why or anything else about it. The whole conversion was very short and to the point. Said he had things to do so had to go, but will see me at 12:30 tomorrow outside his work. I didn't know what to think, was thinking all sorts of things. He never even called me `love', `sweety' or any such endearing name as he has. Didn't Anne and Peter really want me to go again. Was what they said all a come on, getting me stimulated over it all, then drop me off. I've been on that road a few times before. Didn't Jonathan want to see me again, I didn't get that impression on Sunday. But he could of been talking with Anne and Peter who don't want me around Jonathan. He just seemed so cold like the weather is on the phone tonight, I just don't know. I told Alan and David about the call, but they couldn't help. Except to listen sympathetically, as Alan has on my previous disappointments. I knew they couldn't, but just wanted to tell them. At least I wasn't crying this time cause I still don't know why he'd drop me. But didn't say anything to them about being a baby on the Saturday. I knew they wouldn't understand, as I wouldn't of either and didn't really till I had been taken there. Alan gave me a big hug, telling me not to get myself to upset, you'll find someone else in no time. I appreciated that, but all I want is my Jonathan the one I love right now. Needless to say Tuesday night was a very restless one with the tears wetting the pillow slip. At least I had a good sleep on Monday night. I got up the same time as Alan and David, as I wanted to get everything done. Then I showered and dressed nicely to meet Jonathan outside his work place on time. Before Alan and David left they both gave me a big hug and kiss wishing me all the best. Saying I'm sure things won't be so bad. Alan also gave me his work number, just encase things don't workout and I need him. I feel so lucky to have Alan, he's always there for me. I just hugged him so tightly saying, "Thank you I love you so much Alan." Yes he knows that already, but why not tell him again. Looking in the mirror before leaving, yes I looked great, just the way I want to. Only wish I could be feeling a lot different than I do. Going to meet Jonathan, yet feeling all tensed up inside. Walking towards the tube I kept trying to think of what I should say. Like to get in first if he does want to drop me. I couldn't think of anything, times like this the thinking process of the mind always disserts you. I was waiting nervously outside Jonathan's work for when he came out at 12.30pm. for lunch. The first thing he said was, "You're looking very nice," I tried to give a sweet smile as I said thank you, but the tension in me held it back. At the same time I told him he is looking stunning himself, as always. We got something to eat and went down to the Embankment to talk. I was asked why I'm so quiet. "I don't know what to say or even think after your call last night," I told him. Jonathan found a possie to sit, but didn't reply to my statement, just gave me a vague look. "Well sit down so we can talk privately," I was told. I knew it wouldn't be very private with all these people around having lunch. Most of them seem like damn tourist also. I know, I'm still one of them, I guess. "Can't we find somewhere more private," I asked, "This could be quite embarrassing, what if I cry or something." "There's nothing to worry or cry about," he assured me. My heart was racing, those butterflies were bouncing around against the walls of my stomach. I'm sure I'll be all bruised in there by the time they are finished the battering of it. As I sat in fear of what I'm about to be told. Hoping also I don't make a fool of myself in front of all these tourist. It would just be my luck for someone from Wellington to be right here. That knows me and would tell Mum about it, when they get home again. If not ring them up tonight while its all fresh in their mind, like. "Hello Caroline, how are you. Well the reason I'm ringing is Bill and I were having lunch down on the Embankment today and saw your boy, what's his name now. Oh yes that's right Michael, he was with this other young lad who seemed such a nice boy. Then dear do you know what, Michael just started crying his eyes out. For what seemed no reason, He's still such a child isn't he. Well must go dear, the phone card is running low. We're having a wonderful time, see you soon. Bye darling." Yes I could just imagine some old dear doing it. I didn't know where to look, so the ground between my legs seemed the best bet. As I nibbled on a sandwich I was given, waiting to hear of my fate. Wonder if it's like this waiting on death row, for the executioner to call your name. In silence Jonathan ate a sandwich, drunk some of his chocolate milk. Glancing my way at times, asking why I'm not eating. "I'm not hungry," I lied a little, but don't think there was any room between all those butterflies fighting in there. Jonathan then put a finger under my chin to lift my head up to face him. I could feel tears welling up in my eyes, then a couple trickled down my cheek. Using his finger to wipe them away, silently he just looked straight into them. Then after a few seconds, which seemed like minutes. He took a deep breath, then came straight out and said. "Now, I want to know what you would think about coming to live with me?" I blinked a few times, my mouth just dropped open, it hit me like a lightning strike. My mind went blank as I took in what he'd just asked. That was the last thing I was thinking of, what he had to say to me. My mouth opened but nothing would come out for a while. I could see and feel my eyes watering up even more so with relief, after all I was thinking he was going to say to me. What do I do, what do I say. Damn it!! I just wrapped my arms around him so very tightly saying. "Yes!! Yes!! Oh God Yes!!! I would love to." I don't know what people thought as I hugged him, we kissed and neither of us cared who saw. It was tears of happiness that ran down my cheeks, taking my hanky to pat them away. I realized it was the handkerchief Jonathan had given me. OK I knew I put it in my pocket, as I always do. But this time to give back, as I would no longer want anything of his. Even the garter was in my pocket to chuck back at him. Now I would be keeping them, close to me as ever. But I happily used this hankie anyway. I told him how I was feeling after last nights call. He thought I would be thinking all sorts of thing that's why he wouldn't say anything. "The element of surprise, is good for the soul." I was told. It wasn't the soul I was concerned about, it was just the mind and body of Michael. My heart rate slowed to its normal beat again, those butterflies took off for some other poor persons stomach. Leaving me feeling on top of the World. In Love with a Beautiful Sissy Boy, like myself [I'm not meaning I'm beautiful, just a sissy-boy]. Oh how I would loved to of stood up telling everyone around. That I love Jonathan!!! But it's not the British thing to do, is it. So when in Britain, do as they do. Just show your lover how much you care in the most affectionate way possible for the moment. I took his hands, holding them tightly, giving them little kisses all over. One partly nibbled sandwich now lying on the ground awaiting the arrival of the pigeons. Once I'd settled back on Earth, but still blurry eyed. Jonathan also informed me, that I have to meet his parents [yes his real ones this time] for there blessing. They want to know what I'm like, just looking after their little girls interest. He said with a girly smile. Plus he's also been in contact with a chap he knows very well. Who manages a Departmental store in Kingston, to see if he could get me a job there. Hopes to hear back from him this afternoon. In no time Jonathan had to return to work. But he would ring me tonight, when we can talk without all these eyes on us. Something I hadn't even noticed, since he asked me to live with him. We picked up our little mess, even the remains of one nibbled sandwich for the rubbish bin. As we walked off hand in hand, like a couple of Fairies. I felt I was on cloud nine, with the most beautiful loving angel. I'm sure the whole embankment was now empty. As I couldn't see any other living person around us, or was I just blinded in a hypnotic state by being in Jonathan's presence. After leaving Jonathan, feeling so relieved, a pleasant stunned happiness within myself. I was still on cloud nine, skipping along on air towards the tube station. Instead of going home to no one, I decided to catch the tube up to Euston and buy myself those silicone breastpads like Jonathan's. But knew I couldn't tell Alan about then, he'd use the belt across my backside for wasting all that money at this point in time. Well my backside would be spared of his belt this time, as I didn't buy them. While having a coffee and looking around at Transformations, I noticed they have lots of things for adult babies. So I bought some disposable nappies and plastic panties for myself. Thought I could start wearing them while I'm by myself. Get use to doing my wee wees like a baby would in them. I was still so happy about Jonathan inviting me to stay with him, that I even told the lady at Transformations. That my lover had just asked me to live with him, that's why I'm buying these. It wasn't till after I had left the shop, I realised what I had said to her. Don't know what she must of thought, she didn't seem surprised or anything, it's to late now. But my face went red with embarrassment thinking what I said. Knowing also, I'll be going back there again, soon. Oh well. Once at home with my goodies and another look wishing I could wear one now, but time was against that. The only place I could find to hide them from the prying eyes of Alan would hopefully, be my suitcase. Time seemed to drag till Alan and David got home. I was so looking forward to tell them my exciting news. I had all the house work done, dinner prepared, was just ironing their shirts for tomorrow as they arrived home. Thought it best to keep myself busy or I would just sit daydreaming. Thinking of living with Jonathan, or will it be living as Jennifer and Michelle. Either way the thoughts of dressing up all the time, being my real feminine self. Yes, able to indulge myself in playing with the dolls, something I've always wanted to do. Yes from a much younger age, I was envious seeing little girls playing happily with their dolls. Wishing I could be doing the same thing. Plus I'll also be able to explore and entertain the new baby in me. I didn't even have time to make a cup of tea, when I heard the front door opening. Interrupting my private little World of sissy girly thoughts. Quickly I turned off the iron and seemed to run towards Alan and David's bedroom door. It was open as normal, but still I knocked to get their attention. Soon as David turned his head and saw me, he gave Alan a nudge saying, "look at this one will you." "What do you mean by that?" I fired at him, as I stood in a sluttish pose. One hands on my hips, the other up lightly touching my hair, left leg forward and slightly bent, head tilted to the side looking downwards. You know how I mean, I'm sure. Next thing Alan looking at me before saying, "God you are a proper Street tart, aren't you." I could wait no longer, I almost fell over myself. As I rushed to wrap my arms around him, giving him a quick kiss before telling him my wonderful news. "Jonathan wants me to go live with him! Isn't that wonderful?" I said wrapping my arms even tighter around his midriff and another little kiss before saying. "He really must love me ah!!." "So all that going on and getting up tight last night was for nothing." Alan said "You are so much a bloody girl, always getting worked up over nothing." With that he gave me a beautiful kiss on the lips, then said. "You'll have to bring him up so I can meet him. As I didn't get to talk to him at the party. Plus you can't move in with him without my permission." he said with a big smile on his dial. I knew he was only joking. With that David chimed in asking for his kiss, I obliged. Telling him, "You'll have to be careful where you put your hands from now on when kissing me." Satisfied with his kiss, he said he wants to meet my lover boy also. As at the party it was Chris that told him about Jonathan and everything went so quickly from there. = = = = = = = = = = = = Chapter 4 coming soon.