I returned to my hotel, disappointed in how Anna responded to me, but presuming that she suffered post-climax guilt. It wasn't unusual for someone who participated in erotic activities that were not socially acceptable to be wrought with guilt upon climax.

I've seen it before, and it's never a welcomed sight.

When I arrived in my hotel room I checked my email and found one from Anna which read:

     "Dearest Bill,

     I'm afraid you may never forgive me for the way I treated you.
     I am so very sorry. You did something truly wonderful for me and instead of
     showing my appreciation, I threw you out.

     I am so very ashamed, Bill – can you find it in your heart to forgive me?
     Please call me.

     Anna"

Even though she had treated me badly, I thought I understood the situation. As a genetic male, Anna's femme self was looked down upon in Asian society, and she probably felt shame when she climaxed. I hoped that I could help her get past it. The remorse expressed in her email made me feel especially compassionate toward her.

I dialed her telephone number.

"Hello," answered Anna.

"Hello Anna," I said, "this is Bill. I'm sure you have a lot of conflicting thoughts going through your head. I want you to know I'm not mad at you and I'd like to help you sort through the difficulty."

Thank you, Bill," replied Anna, "I thought I would never hear from you again. Can you come over tomorrow?"

I agreed and hung up.

The next day when I knocked on Anna's door, she opened it and invited me in. I did not see her until I was inside, and then saw that she was wearing a thin robe; beneath she was naked, except for pink panties.

I took Anna in my arms and pulled her close to me, kissing her tenderly. She kissed back, fully engaging this time, and pressed herself against my leg. I felt her hard clitty, signalling her arousal.

As we kissed, Anna let her robe slip off and stood there, wearing only her pretty pink panties.

"I have disrespected you, Bill," she said, "and I am sorry. I will submit to your will and endure any pain you may impose upon me."

"Pain?" I asked, "why would I inflict pain upon you."

"You are very large," Anna replied, "and I'm sure it will hurt a lot when you take my virginity, as you have a right to do."


"I don't want to TAKE your virginity!" I said.

Anna began to cry, responding, "you don't want me . . ."

"I pulled Anna to me and said, "Yes, of course I want you!"

"But you don't want my virginity?" she asked.

"Yes, but I will not TAKE it," I said.

"If you don't take what you want," Anna asked, "how will you ever get it?"

"You will give it to me," I said, "when you are ready, you will offer it to me."

"Bill, you are a strange man indeed," said Anna.

I kissed Anna and said, "I find you incredibly desirable, Anna – I value and respect you."

"I thought I would atone for my actions yesterday by surrendering my virginity to you," she said.

"You will not surrender it to me," I said, "but I would love to have you give it me."

Anna dropped to her knees and unzipped me. She took me into her mouth and quickly sucked me to erection. She made me feel so wonderful and soon I filled her mouth with my semen.

I lifted Anna to her feet and kissed her. "Thank you, Anna dear," I said, "that was wonderful."

I led her to the couch and had her kneel on it, leaning onto the back of the couch. Her pretty buns were facing me, and I knelt on the floor behind her and pulled the back of her pink panties down. Her buns were truly beautiful, and I kissed each cheek several times, and then licked her crack. Anna moaned with delight, which encouraged me.

I gently spread her cheeks exposing her tender rosebud. I kissed her rosebud and Anna began to squirm. I extended my tongue into her as I reached between her legs, touching her clitty through the panties.

Suddenly her panties became wet and I realized that I had made Anna climax just by kissing her rosebud.

Not wanting a repeat of last night, I took Anna in my arms and held her. I told her how wonderful she was. I led her to the bedroom and we lay together, embracing. We lay together, spooning, with one of my hands on her breast and drifted off to sleep.

A few hours later we awoke and resumed kissing.

"I was so surprised when you kissed me back there," said Anna, "and what you did for me was incredible!"

"I am very glad I did and love the way you responded," I said.

"Bill, I think I am beginning to understand you," she said, "but you are so different. I want to give you my virginity, if you want it."

Yes, of course I want it!" I said, "but I also want to take you out."

"I've never gone out with a man before," she said, "and I don't have anything to wear."

"Don't you have any dresses?" I asked.

"No, I'm sorry," she said, "I have very little."

"Let's get on the internet, Anna," I said, "and find a local dress shop."

"We went to Anna's computer and searched for local dress shops. We found several, some of which had web sites. We browsed the websites and found some really pretty dresses. I told Anna to choose the one that she would most want to wear to dinner.

Anna smiled and looked at several dresses before deciding on one that had a pretty floral print and lots of frills. I told her to choose the color she wanted and the size. She did and when we finally got to the check out screen she turned to me and said, "this is nice, but I can't afford it."

I told her to just reserve it and I would get it for her tomorrow. Her eyes lit up but then she protested, "I can't let you buy this for me."

"I'm not asking, Anna," I said, "I'm telling you that I'm getting it for you, so we can go to dinner tomorrow night."

It was getting late, and I had to leave. I took down the store information, kissed Anna and departed.

As I went back to my hotel room, I felt that I had made progress with Anna

  To be continued . . .

Feel free to contact me with your comments or requests.
    –Bill Beaumonte (oral_guy_2000@yahoo.com)