Becoming Ben's Part 15    
          by Bill Beaumonte (oral_guy_2000@yahoo.com)  



This work of fiction contains explicit material intended for an adults over 18. If you are under 18 or are offended by non-traditional sex do not continue.  




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Author’s note:
When a gender dysphoric man tries his best to be a man, including military service, perhaps it is time to be the girl he was meant to be. I hope you enjoy this work of fiction!

    We had one more round of drinks and I told the guys I was with that I needed to get home.

Jason insisted on driving me home and I accepted his offer. Jason said, "Thank you for keeping my secret."

"Were you one of the guys forced to suck the dancer?" I asked.

"Yes, he said, "but found I really liked it, and really wanted more of it, but if people knew I would be disgraced. They turned me into a faggot."

"It was wonderful to suck the cocks tonight," he said, "and I appreciate your cooperation."

"I have no desire to expose you," I said, "but I think you may have a difficult future, hiding such a desire."

"Will you do me one great favor?" Jason asked.

"What would that be?" I asked.

"Friday night there will be a large crowd and I would like you to volunteer for the free glory hole booth, and then let me in to do the sucking." he replied.

"That will give you a good time then, but I think you need something more permanent. I will do it for you on Friday night if you will promise me something."

"Oh?" Jason replied, "what must I promise?"

"To come to the coffee shop at the Girl's Dormitory and date any of the orange badge girls." I replied.

"But everyone knows that they are not the same as you!" Jason protested.

"Yes, but they are girls, and very beautiful ones at that," I explained, "you can tell your friends that you have become so drawn to them that you simply could not resist."

"I don't know if I have the courage to do that," said Jason

"If you do, you can suck cock every day and nobody will suspect a thing," I said, "but if you don't, you will forever be guarding your secret, which one day will come out – how would you feel then?"

"Ok, I'll do it," Jason committed.

Jason drove me home and thanked me.

I entered and went to Ben, kissing him. He was anxious to hear what had happened and I recounted the entire evening, except I did not give Jason's name.

"I'll bet those dancers have made quite a few secret cocksuckers," Ben said.

"In a way it seems cruel to do so,” I said, “kind of like giving a child a single piece of candy but deny them any more."

"I suppose it is like that, but even worse, since they risk disgrace if they act on their desire." Ben said.

"You hatched a clever plan for your cocksucker friend." Ben continued.

I took Ben in my arms and we retired to the bedroom. After making love once again we drifted off to sleep.

The next morning I awoke before Ben and found him to be hard as usual in the morning. I took hold of his large cock and stroked him to full erection. Ben moaned but didn't seem to wake just yet. He was on his back and his cock was like a telephone pole, massive and straight. I lubed my ass and climbed on top of him, my rosebud pressed to his cock head. I pushed down and felt him penetrate me. Ben came fully awake with an incredible smile as I slid down on him, taking him in as far as I could. I bottomed out and paused there.

"Now this is a pretty nice wake-up service you have!" declared Ben.

I returned the smile and raised myself up and down, riding Ben. As I continued my ride, Ben took hold of my already erect clitty. I lengthened the stroke as much as I could, with Ben almost popping out of me when I was up all the way, and taking a little pain every time he bottomed out. Ben put some lube on his hand and fondled my clitty, bringing me close to climax.

"Please stop," I said, "don't let me cum until you have."

Ben stopped handling me and I quickened the pace of my ride. Ben added to the stroking by raising himself time with my stroking. Ben gasped, "I'm cumming!" and soon his body went limp, though is cock still filled me.

As Ben caught his breath, he resumed fondling my clitty, and soon I shot onto Ben's stomach. As Ben's cock softened in me I found I could sit down all the way onto Ben. We looked into each other's eyes and Ben scooped up some of my cum with a finger and put it into his mouth.

"You shouldn't do that," I said.

"Why not?" Ben asked, "I love to swallow my lady's girl juice."

After Ben had swallowed all my juice he put his hands on my shoulders and pulled me down to him and kissed me. I lay upon him, his huge soft cock still inside me.

I thought about how much my life had changed since the Army. I went from an unhappy wimpy man to a very happy sexy girl!

Realizing that I couldn't spend the day like this, I got up and went into the bathroom to clean up. I returned with a warm wet soapy washcloth and cleaned up Ben.

We showered together, joyfully washing each other's special parts. As we dried off, I inspected my new tatoo. I really liked it, though it was still tender, and there was a little skin peeling. I rubbed some of the aloe lotion on my skin, which was nicely soothing.

We got dressed and had breakfast. Ben told me that a dance instructor would be coming to instruct us after lunch, but if I wanted to go visit the girls at the dorm I there was time.

I agreed and Ben drove me to the Girl's Dormitory.

  To be continued . . .

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    –Bill Beaumonte (oral_guy_2000@yahoo.com)