Date: Tue, 9 Oct 2012 12:29:15 +0200 From: John de Frece Subject: DR JEKYLL AND MRS HYDE DR JEKYLL AND MRS HYDE What can I do ? I live an insane life. I'm half a man and half a woman . Every day I wake up, get dressed in a a proper suit and tie , kiss my wife good bye and go to my regular job as an accountant. Fortunately I'm self employed so I fix my working hours as I want . I start work early every day between 8.00 and 8.30 . I work really hard flat out , no breaks ,until 2.30 . That's when my real life and work start. I put the phone on "follow me" take a few files to work on and leave my office. I take a bus or taxi into town to a tiny flat which I rent . It consists solely of a room with a bed, a table,TV and DVD unit, a cupboard and a miniscule kitchen and a bathroom shower and toilet Within a minute of arriving I am completely naked.I just can"t wait to undress. I put my horrid men clothes in the cupboard. I shower, shave again , douche my bottom so that it is squeaky clean and begin to put on my makeup . Oh god, how I love to put on makeup . I'm actually quite proficient at it now -- well I"ve been doing it long enough so I should be !Then its on with the false tities, hair extensions waist clincher and stockings and stilettos. My "private ' telephone has been on since 1 o"clock and men are already ringing for "details" I have a standard reply for them:- "Hi my name is Sandra , I'm a feminine boy, beginning tranny, completely smooth body long real hair, full makeup , red finger nails . I'm 39 completely passive, average height, average weight and average cock. I'm wearing stockings, garter belt and very high heel shoes. Silicon breasts .mini skirt. I just look like a whore I always suck naked cock and you can cum in my mouth or on my face. I swallow . that costs $30 . For an additional $15 you can fuck me anally with a condom I live at... I'm available until 9 o"clock tonight " Now just like any other business I have no idea who will arrive, how many and so on I am a nymphomaniac .Simple as that . I admit it . I must have cock all the time and I must be dressed as a woman . Without both those things I simply cannot imagine existing. They are the essence of me . I will never give them up .Sure I tried a few times and lasted for a few months before I found myself yet again on my knees and on my back with the endless cocks penetrating me day in and day out . I love looking at myself in a mirror . My long legs encased in nylon ,clipped to the straps of the garter belt. Standing in my high heels . I'm getting hard just writing about this . I love it when a man comes in and takes me standing up whilst I look in the mirror . I guide his erection into me whilst I bend over submissively to take his manhood in me .Cocks slip into me so easily these days -- just a little bit of gel , a whiff of poppers , open the condom and slip it on him with my mouth , then I turn around presenting my fuck hole for his use. I'm bent over looking in the mirror whilst he stands behind me pounding his cock deep into my so experienced hole , my earrings swinging back and forth as I writhe on him , then I put my hands on my ass to open it even more for his convenient access whilst he deeply penetrates my hole . Then when it is just too much to stand in my stilettos, I move onto the bed whilst his cock is still imbedded in me and let him carry on pounding me mercilessly whilst I cry in ecstasy .Then when he's on the verge of cumming , I turn over ,whip the condom off and take his manhood into my mouth so that he can spurt his hot essence into my willing mouth -- which I do not hesitate to swallow after opening my mouth and showing him the hot juice on my lips and tongue. This is the essence of pure whoredom. Its where I belong . It's the real me Or then again when I insist on them mounting me with my legs high up in the air whilst I beg for them to pound me hard as I lay open and defenseless before them Sometimes I instruct them to lie on the bed opposite the mirror , their legs dangling out of the bed. I mount them from the back .Watching my reflection i n the mirror, I point the rock hard penis to my opening, place it at the entrance to my fuck hole and then violently descend on it so that I can feel it thrusting hard up my unresisting orifice. I love the sensation especially if it is the first penis of the day So many men . Of all sizes and varieties .Every cock different in some way from the previous one .Always the anticipation and excitement " whats it going to be this time ? how long will he last ? can he do me twice ? " I never get bored with them Even the regular guys who walk in , hand me money ( which I slip into my stocking top) drop their pants without even bothering to take their shoes off, ram their cocks into my mouth, I suck for maybe a minute until I am rewarded with their hot load ( I am an expert cocksucker and I can finish a man in seconds if I want to ) . They pull up their pants and leave . the whole episode lasting for maybe 3 minutes . I am used as just a hole a receptacle, they dump their loads and leave Do"nt think for a moment that I feel humiliated being nothing more than a cum dump. I know what they think about me (only after they have done with my mouth) -- and -- I don"t care. Because I am using them for my requirements. Nymphomaniacs just have to have be continually penetrated . We need penis inside us all the fucking time So here I am dressed as usual like a slut waiting to be fucked . I do this every day. Sometimes I have 3 or 4 men a day, sometimes -- none at all ! At around 8 in the evening, I remove my make up, wash and dress and- hey presto -- I'm a" man" again . Then its back home to the family and a "normal existence as a respectable husband and father . Oh if only they knew! And whilst I'm leading this life I am performing with my wife regularly , muff munching her nearly every night and simultaneously conducting an affair with a long standing mistress who loves me pissing on her and anally banging her . Funny really- I have no problem fucking either of them when I am in male mode. But as soon as I am Sandra -- there is no way I can fuck a man! In feminine mode I must always be the recipient . Pity really because so many men want me to fuck them !If I could do it I would make much more money . I have to say that I still find it odd that so many men want to be fucked -- why do they want ME to do it?. Why not go to a real man who will bang them hard. Why come to a person who really wants to be a girl ? Go figure How , you may ask , do I have the time for all this activity ? Well " where theirs a will there's a way " I don't have any other hobbies -- just fucking and being fucked .Anyway -- what can be more fun than fucking! As it happens , my wife has to go away on work matters at fairly regular intervals -- for a few days at a time . I always look forward to these trips because it means that I can really indulge in whoredom to my heart's content and get as much cock in me as possible whilst she is away. Instead of going home every night , I simply put on my fuck boots , take a taxi to that part of town where the streetwalkers work and join in the fun! The girls and trannies are not too happy to see me , but if its at the weekend they are less hostile because there are fewer of them . Once on the street its never too long before a man will come up to me and ask me the price . I tell him the cost of a blow job and a fuck . If we do a deal , I will take him into a nearby alley and depending on what we agreed, take his money, drop to my knees or turn around and present to him my back hole. Either way, I am penetrated quickly .These guys are so horny that it doesn't take long before they explode into either my mouth or the condom . I return to the street and wait for the next penis to roll around requiring relief . There have been many occasions in which I have had a queue of men waiting patiently in line to fuck me. Sometimes I will take them 2 at a time- one in my mouth , the other in my ass . There is really no limit to my depravity This is the best way to get really properly fucked and men easy.15 I can work all night . then I go back to the flat and collapse! when I wake up I start the whole day again What of course I really like is being gang banged . It doesn't happen very often unfortunately . When it does its pure ecstasy . A guy will phone me, arrange a price for say 5 men. He will collect me, then take me to a hotel or room or sauna . The men will all be naked with erect cocks and within minutes I will be on my knees sucking on each cock as if my life depended on it ! I do the rounds with me spinning on my high heels taking each cock in turn. Then I"ll take one of them lay him on the bed , sit on his cock whilst taking another in my mouth and one in each hand. If there is a spare going around I will alternate . the object of the exercise is to get them to a point of cumming and then they will each in turn spunk on to my face so that I will be completely facialized and dripping with hot juice . I look in the mirror and see myself-just as a cum dump slut and no more. Exactly what I've always wanted to be. For this service I am paid handsomely . I wipe the cum off my face and return to my flat. I'm pretty tired by now as you can imagine . But there is always tomorrow and the challenges of more cocks,sucking and being fucked !