Date: Wed, 5 Dec 2018 12:12:12 -0700 From: Gay Faggot Subject: How I found my true self part 3 the following is mostly the true story of me and journey to being a true sissy whore I have change names to protect the not so innocent. But this really did happen, I'm sorry for any spelling mistakes and Grammar errors. I still live in AZ, and have great life Please feel free to write me and let me know what you think of me. feel free to write me at GayBottom319@gmail.com ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Vacation was coming to an end, It was time to start thinking about getting back to real life. How was I going to do that. I had never been this happy. All I really wanted to think about was Cock, Sucking cock, getting fucked and finding sexy outfits to turn men on. The only other thing that was taking over my very other thought was where could I get my next hit of coke. I had become an addicted coke/coke whore, And I had never been happier. I loved it. I didn't want to go back to my normal life. But I had too. Sara was just waking up, she was so beautiful, her full 36C breast, Her nice long hard 7in cock, her sweet pouty lips, shoulder length dark brown hair. I cant wait till I look as good as Her. She came walking into the living room where I was sitting, Thinking about what to do. What's wrong Hun? Sara Asked I'm not sure what do in two days, My Vacation form the bank will be over and I really need the money form that job. But I don't want to go back to that life. That's a tough one Honey. She replied with a sweet smile. Also we haven't herd from Mary in days, She not answering her phone, I'm worried about her and Dave. Arn't you? I asked I am, she said, But I sure when Mary wants to talk to us she will. I did call around Dave isnt at any of the local hospitals. Where the hell are they. Look hun, Said Sara, there is something about those two you need to know. Dave and Mary are brother and sister. What!!! I yelled. No way. I caught them Fucking more than once. that's crazy. Oh you don't know the half of it. One night while in a coke fueled bit of insanity, Mary told me that they started fucking when they where teenagers. Apparently one night Mary walked in on Dave while he was Masturbating, She got so turned on she jumped him, I think she said she was 14 at the time. They started sneaking around and doing it every chance they could. According to Mary, Dave was amazing and could last as long as he wanted. No other man at that time could do that. Well she is write about Dave being amazing, I said, But still her own brother. Im not sure how I feel about that. Jackie, said Sara, your a gay faggot, wearing a very sexy set of pink panties, matching bra, in 4in heels also pink. who are you too judge. we both laughed, she was right, who was I to judge, Im a whore, and love it. But what about my job? I asked. You should dress in a nice conservative dress, modest heels , well find you a nice short hair wig. Go as who you are and be proud. I bet no one says a word to you. She smiled Lets go shopping before we open the store today I said, We went to a Ross dress for less, I remember this because its the first time I tried a dress on at a store. this was so exciting for me, For Sara it was just another day at a clothing store. We walked thru the store and found three nice full length dresses, I took them to the dressing room, very nervous that someone would stop me. No one did. WOW. This was such a turn on, I walked into the dressing room, slid off my pants to revel the pink crotch less panties I had on, and threw off my blouse and took a look at myself in the mirror. All smooth, no hair from the neck down, I was really proud at how good I had become at shaving. the waxing I had done was holding up really good too. WOW I'm hot. My little clity had become quite a limp little thing mainly due to all the coke I had come, I didn't care about that anymore. I slid one the first dress, It was knee long, Black and white, with the glue on breast I had on, I was filling it out rather nicely. except for my hips. I want wider hips I thought. Over all I loved how it looked. The next dress went down to my ankles, I didn't like it at all, it made me look like an old woman. At this point Sara knocked on the door, How are you doing, Can I see you? She whispered. I opened the door to let her in, Not bad she said as she held up her middle finger with a little coke on it to my nose. I couldn't sniff it fast enough. Oh that's good I thought. You look nice, but that's not a good fit. take it off she said. I did, I told her I really like the first one, I turned to grab the first one, as I did she grabbed my ass. it sent tingles threw my body, I was so horny and wanted to cock now she started to squeeze my boy pussy, you want it now? don't you. You slut. Yes I replied and a heavy breathe. she started to slide her middle finger in my whole. I was pushing back on it, I wanted more. Suck me she whispered in my ear. I spun around to find her dress lifted exposing her full hard 7in cock staring at me, calling me, And I wanted it in my mouth, in my boy pussy. I fell to my knees, and took all 7in my hot wet mouth. it tasted so good, she had some precum leaking out already. The salty taste was so addicting to me. I sucked her till she couldn't get any harder, then I slowly stood up and licked her lips and whispered in her ear "fuck me please" she grabbed me by the hips and spun me around and bent me over, I felt her Hard cock tease my whole, she rubbed it up and down along my crack, it was all I could do not to let out a loud moan. Her tip started its way in, Not fast enough for me, I wanted it, I needed it, I craved it. The tip went in, I pushed back, she leaned in, Her cock went all Ball deeps, just the way I wanted it. she started to thrust back and forth, Her full cock penetrating me in the Small dressing room, this was awesome, Heaven. She started going faster, I want to cum now she said, Faster and Faster, more out of control, she came, and came, filling me with her hot cream, till it was dripping down my legs. words can't express how happy it made me. Just know it was my boy pussy that made Her cum. she fell over on my back, in my left ear she whispered, your a very good obedient whore. You know that? I nodded yes. "Thank you Miss Sara" I said weakly. Buy the first one she said, Now lets find you some shoes. When we walked out of the dressing room there was man sitting there staring at us. Did you two enjoy yourselves he asked. Why yes we did, Sara Answered, I was too embarrassed to say anything, I thought I recognized you two from the store on Scottsdale Rd, when you came in. he said. OMG, I said, I remember you, you've been to the store a few times, Huh? Yes I have he said as he held up his phone, Sara and I looked closer at it, He had the video of Dave taking my virginity a few weeks back on it. I have masturbated to this video so many times, he said, you have suck a great ass gurly. I giggled, You should come by tonight then, Ill be there. He laughed, Ill take you up on that gurly, he said as he walked away. Sara and I looked at each other and laughed, Lets find me some shoes. We walked over to the show section, size 13 woman's shoes are not a common size so the selection was very limited. We did find a pair black pumps with a two in heel. Perfect, I thought. We checked out of Ross, went back to the Apt, Got cleaned up, Her cum was still leaking out of my boy pussy. I've come to love that feeling. I find it sexy I changed into a school girl outfit, a nice mini plaid skirt and tie off t shirt, black nylons and a pair of 5in high pumps, bright pink of course. I decided to do with no panties at all tonight. Sara said she loved the outfit, and no panties was a perfect touch. Sara was dressed very similar to me, but with red panties and 6in heels. God she was so hot. What are you going to do it that guy form Ross shows up? she asked. Ill let him fuck me, I said, He was kind of cute, And I saw he quite a buldge happing. I giggled. Just then the my cell rang, It was Mary, About time. Hello, I answered. Jackie, this is Mary, So glad I got you. Where have you been? I asked. Jackie, Dave Passed away last night, His heart couldn't take it anymore. Mary said with a small stammer. OH NO, I cried. How are you doing Mary? where are you? Jackie, Listen, I want you and Sara to run the store for me for a bit, take care of all the gurls. keep this going. I'm taking Dave home to bury him. I don't know when I'll be back. And Jackie, If I find out you two whores are stealing from me, you both will be punished to no end. Understand?! Yes Mamam, I said. Good gurl. I know you two are my most trusted gurls. Ill call you in a few days. Bye She hung up quickly. Sara, Dave dead, I said Sara started to cry, "No" she said. that can't be. He was our rock, What are we too do now. Mary want's you and I to run the store for a bit, till she comes back. Lets go to the store and we will let all the gurls know what going on and we will continue on, Business as usual. When we got to the store guess who was there waiting at the door, Yep it was the guy from Ross, with a big buldge in his pants. it was big. I wanted it. We all went inside, He took a seat while Sara and I got the store opened up. I came over to see how he was doing and asked him his name. Matt, he replied. Well Matt, I leaned over to him and gave a very hot open mouth kiss, and reach down to his cock, OMG, at least 8in. You wanna play honey? I asked. Yes he said, I have 200 dollars. that's enough hun, come with me, I said as I pulled him up from the chair by his cock and led him to the office. You Party hun I asked. Yeah. he said. I took out some coke and poppers, I snorted some coke, and gave him some. His pants were already down around his feet. his cock was raging hard. I fell to my knees and started licking his shaft, and balls, I could tell he hadn't had any on a long time The head of his cock was leaking pre cum, it tasted sweet, and salty. I took his head in my mouth, licking the slit in the end, he started to moan, I want to fuck you, You slut. I took his cock out of my mouth, stood up, got out a small bottle of gun oil, lubed up his shaft as softly and completely as I could, Then I bent myself over the desk, Come fuck me stud, I said He walked over and started to slide it in, The head of his cock was pretty wide, I had to adjust a little to let him in, But he slid in, all the way. I pushed back, thrusting back, rocking back and forth on him, He grabbed my hips, and held me tight, pulling me to him, his cock letting me know this is what I made for. Pushing deeper and deeper into me. he reached around and grabbed my tits. squeezing them, God I wish they were real. Your a sissy whore arnt you? she said, Yes, I said, please fuck me harder. He did, slamming his cock faster and harder into me, my boy pussy taking it all. loving it. he started to jerk, he was filling me with his hot cream, He came hard. it was coming out of my pussy just as much as it was out of him. he kept thrusting his cock in me, more cum filled me with every thrust. he like so many other fell over on top of me. covered with sweat. He pulled his now limp cock out of my, a small amount of cum followed it out. Your a great fuck whore, he said, I will be seeing you again, I giggled, turned around to look at him, he looked back at me, we kissed, it was a hot. his tounge exploring my mouth. he reached around me with both arms and held me tight for minute. he got dressed and left quietly. I sat at the desk for a second and compose myself, put down a small line of coke, that helped me relax quite a bit. Sara came in, "how was he whore"? she asked really horny. I replied. I don't any man has cum that much in me. Sara laughed, God your such a slut, she said. We have work to do. two of the other gurls are here the rest on their way. We should tell them about Dave, and what Mary asked us to do. This will be the first time I will meet all the gurls, I was more nervous about this then I was at Ross this morning. I guess I'm getting more comfortable being a slut than I thought. All the gurls showed with in the next hour, We closed the store and sat them all down. The new of Dave's passing was taken with tears and sadness. They seemed ok with the idea of Sara and I running things till Mary's return. Thank god for that. The last thing we need is a power struggle here. When we reopened the store there was a line of men waiting to cum in. Some with cash in their hands. I think we are going to make a lot money today I said to Sara. She smiles, I hope your pussy is up for it Bitch. It is, I said with a smile. By the end of the night I had taken 15 cocks in me. I was dripping cum out of my boy pussy like crazy. Then didn't seem to care how many had come before them inside me. the same for any of the gurls. My story doesn't end here.