Date: Sun, 15 Aug 2021 14:56:01 +0000 (UTC) From: malibug4 Subject: Julie: How It Started Don't forget to support Nifty with your donation. I'm often asked how "it started". I don't remember exactly "when" i started wearing women's clothes, but it was around 9. I'm an Only child, raised by step-mother, Aunts and cousins, so i was always around females and i began too realize i should have been female too. So of course I began to wear my step-moms panties and pantyhose. My step mom was a school teacher and a very "proper", "smart" dresser, so i had access to dresses, skirts, slips, I loved to dress up in them and pretend to be her. I began too wear her panties and pantyhose under my clothes. She of course found out, scolded me, spanked me, which strangely excited her and she'd grind into me, i didn't know what an orgasm was, or what was happening, sometimes after we'd fall asleep in bed cuddling. Sometimes she'd ask me if i wanted to be a girl, her daughter as she spanked me. This cycle of sneaking around in panties and her things continued. I was now wearing panties she had bought me too school, sometimes with or without pantyhose and slowly girly things would appear in my dresser, bras, pink shirts, short shorts that were obviously feminine. I never questioned it and began to wear them. Around 11, there was an older neighborhood boy, Roger he had the paper route (remember those?) and went to the same church, so he was trusted. He would probably be considered autistic in some way today, he didn't talk a lot, but was obviously functional (the paper route). He became a regular playmate, (action figures, hot wheels, not a sex playmate yet, but we're getting too that !). I don't even know how it started, but we'd end up very close, and he'd touch me, I made no efforts to stop him. We continued playing and more and more i looked forward to him and i playing in my room. He was becoming more and more aggressive, pinning me down, the panties were obvious, but never talked about, putting his hands down my shorts, the back of them! I had no clue what to do, but i liked it. He would play with my ass and work his finger in me, I remember not knowing why he was doing that, I did not know how sex worked. During one of these play times, I would begin to kiss him on the lips, not a tongue kiss yet, but definitely a kiss, it was exciting me and i was now touching him back, playing under his shirts, and through his shorts i could feel him growing hard, I had too see and touch it. This continued for quite a few weeks. Somewhere in this same time, i began to find Pornography, at my cousins while exploring things like cosmopolitan, Seventeen and other girl magazines and catalogs (wow - Frederick's of Hollywood !). I found her stash of Playgirl and Penthouse. I was learning about sex from them...I liked the articles as much as the pictures (yeah right !). - How too be a better kisser. - How to give a perfect Hand-job. - oral sex. Every time I saw these things i was imagining being the girl in them, or admiring the guy in them. I didn't know it, but i was becoming a sissy girl and wanted it. I continued playing with Roger, and knew I was going to give my first Blowjob to him (who else was there?). Repeatedly during our times together i kept trying, but it just didn't seem to work out, but i could tell he knew what i was trying to do and finally it happened. I had his shorts down, I didn't think too look or admire, i didn't want the opportunity to be missed, I immediately put it in my mouth ! Now what ? I didn't know what to do ? I tried remembering what i read and saw. I think he was as shocked as me ! Quickly I began too kiss the head of his penis, and almost immediately he was cumming, I didn't know what it was. At the same time he pushed and the whole messy thing was in my mouth, leaking out, I swallowed. He immediately got up and left. I was bewildered what why he left, did i do it wrong ? (in hind site it was probably his first bow job and was embarrassed at blowing his load immediately and the normal guilt of gay sex at that age). The next day it was like nothing happened. But as soon as we were back in my room, we were rolling in the bed and this time there seemed to be no resistance as his shorts were down and i was able to finally see all of him. He had so much hair compared to me, I was enthralled and finally able to explore my oral fantasies. We continued like this for weeks, usually him leaving quickly after. Afterwards, i would usually hump the bed, and orgasm, I say orgasm, as felt the pleasure of cumming, but did not cum like him yet, i was still too young, but would make a wet spot in whatever panties or pantyhose i was wearing. This is where Mom comes back in, and she sees me giving him a blowjob. I don't' know "exactly" what she saw, but she saw enough to know and sooo embarrassingly confronted me in the middle of me dry humping the bed after he left ! She immediately yanked me by my arm up, I was expecting the standard spanking session, but instead, she insisted i get dressed immediately. I started to take the pantyhose off, by now, my throbbing penis had shrunk to nothing, and i was trying to hide myself by covering it with my hands. No, NO she shouted, "don't take them off!", I said get dressed, "Little girl !", she pulled me to her room. In her room, she obviously had prepared in advance. She had a dress, meant for me as it would not fit her. I struggled to figure out how to get in it, but she had now calmed down and was helping me. Now wearing a dress, still in panties and pantyhose, she pulled out a shoe box and had me put on a pair of low heel girl pumps. I was in heaven. She began brushing my hair (which i always wore long), and carefully put in a barrette. She sighed and said, "Tell me what you were doing with Roger"? That's how Julie started, a sissy girl, at 11, oral sex with an older boy, trying to figure it out ! From here my Mom allowed me to be fem and even introduced me to her father and another man too help me. If you liked this let me know, malibug4@yahoo.com Another story, Julie tells Mom... Don't forget to support Nifty with a donation.