Date: Mon, 30 Aug 2021 22:57:36 +0000 (UTC)
From: malibug4 <malibug4@yahoo.com>
Subject: Julie Learns

Julie learns

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This picks up from my last story, where my Mom had known of me wearing her
clothes and had seen me having oral sex with an older boy.

https://www.nifty.org/nifty/transgender/young-friends/julie

In her room, she obviously had prepared in advance.  She had a dress, meant
for me as it would not fit her.  I struggled to figure out how to get in
it, but she had now calmed down and was helping me.  Now wearing a dress,
still in panties and pantyhose, she pulled out a shoe box and had me put on
a pair of low heel girl pumps.  I was in heaven.  She began brushing my
hair (which i always wore long), and carefully put in a barrette. She
sighed and said, "Tell me what you were doing with Roger"?

That's how Julie started, a sissy girl, at 11, oral sex with an older boy,
trying to figure it out !
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From here my Mom allowed me to be fem and even introduced me to her father
and another man too help me, this didn't happen right away, but slowly as I
continued to explore this desire with in me and while i was still hiding my
desires, my Mom knew.  I don't think she knew what to do about it, it also
excited her in some way.  She began giving me her birth control pills
daily, to make my brests grow and my testicles shrink.

It seems I was obsessed with dressing, and too an extent learning about sex
at the same time.  I could not wait to get off from school, get home and
change.  My "collection" of things was growing, pornography magazines, girl
clothes, not just panties and pantyhose, but skirts, dresses and even some
lingerie items.  Having found pornography I had to have those sexy lingerie
items I saw those women wearing, baby dolls, teddy and other lingerie.

I began sneaking out dressed up, growing up in Hamilton Sq, (central) NJ,
it was easy to go to a mall or park.

I remember going to K-Mart and buying a lingerie set of teddy, stockings
and thigh-highs.  I blushed so red when the cashier said too me that
"someone was planning on being a naughty girl!", but inside I was proud she
called me a girl.  I even tried getting into an adult book store on Route
33.

I had become my friend Rogers regular cock sucker.  I prided myself on
being really feminine for him and he had learned to enjoy himself, no
longer cumming so quickly.  We had even begun french kissing.  It was
delightful to feel his tongue in my mouth and butterflies would dance
around my stomach as I wiggled my tongue around his.  We were trying for
more but it was obvious neither of us knew what to do, and he would hump
against me, but never able too penetrate me, I was having a burning desire
to have a real man, an older man.

At this time I was trying everything to be noticed by men.  I had a desire
to be seen by them, and I wanted to touch a man, I wanted to suck, lick and
hold a real mans cock, like I had seen in those magazines.  I wanted to
lose my virginity to an older man!  I was 12 years old, exploring and
wanting more.  My Mom was now aware of my exploits and very concerned about
me "going out" and how men would take advantage of me.  I was not heeding
her advice as in my mind, I wanted to be taken advantage of !  But I was
living in a fantasy world, she knew in the real world i could be in danger.
She decided I should not be left alone while she was not around.  I was
shocked when she told me her Father would be coming to "watch" me and that
she had told him "all about me" !  I didn't even know what to say, I sat
stunned, my mind whirring through endless possibilities.

It was 1983, and when next I came home from school, Pop-pop was there.  In
my normal routine, I'd have run right up stairs and changed too a skirt or
dress, but now I didn't feel comfortable, Mom said she told him, but did
that mean I could still prance around the house in lingerie and pretend...I
doubted so.

Pop-pop was in the living room, and had me sit down with him.  Definitely
it was awkward, and he kissed me hello, this was new and I was getting
those horny signals I loved too feel.  He had brought a VCR, he put in a
movie, Flash Dance, a rated 'R' movie !  I still remember it was the first
R rated movie and first movie at home.  He sat back down and what before
seemed uncomfortably close, now felt comforting, with Pop-pops arm around
me, I snuggled up, with him to watch.  As we watched he kept caressing me,
and could feel him growing in his pants, I said nothing but carefully moved
and rubbed up against it as i snuggled into him.  It was about the time in
the movie where Alex removes her bra from under her sweatshirt when Pop-pop
paused the movie, and asked me, "why aren't you wearing your bra today ?"

I could feel my face flush red, it's one thing for him to know, but now
it's out in the open.  I didn't know what to say, I played dumb and silent.
The silence was forever, when he said, "I know, so go change and come back
down we'll finish the movie."

I was so excited, I bounded off to change.  What to wear for Pop-pop ?  I
decided on a blue satin dress, I knew I had to wear a black bra like Alex
and panties, pantyhose, leg warmers and flats...a cute teen girl.  I
lightly walked into the living and gave a little twirl, loving the
delightful feel of the satin, pantyhose and air up my dress !

Pop-pop smiled and looked delighted, his pants tenting. He motioned for me
to join him on the couch and it felt wonderful to snuggle next to him.  We
finished the movie together.  I had no idea what was happening, were we
"doing something", what do I do ?  It was all exciting, and taboo at the
same time.  I knew I wanted to see what was in his pants, but it just
didn't happen. Mom soon came home and he left, I watched the movie again
with Mom, sitting with her and marveling at being able to watch a movie in
our living room.

I asked Mom if it was ok to sit with Pop-pop close like we were now.  She
did not miss a beat or act surprised at all and said, "yes, he can be your
Daddy now, just like mine."  From then on I called him Daddy.

Every day now Daddy was waiting for me when I got home.  Sometimes I
already was wearing female clothes and other times I'd change for him.
Even a cheer leader outfit complete with a bow for my hair and pom-poms.
It was always very sexual, but not sex.  He didn't want to go there, though
I kept trying.  He loved me as a girl, and I felt accepted as one in his
presence.  We would even go out and he was always bringing up boys at
school, I gave him the typical girl response that the boys at school were
immature and I wanted more.

This slow seduction continued for several weeks and culminated in him and I
preparing too watch a movie, excited at another heavy petting session on
the couch with Daddy I was determined to make a move.  My eyes lit up wide
when he started the movie and it was XXX,La puberté sensuelle !
[Sensual Puberty ] (later I learned when I looked for it, that it was
sometimes called, "Schoolgirl Tricks").  My face must have said it all as
he smiled and we watched, his excitement obvious, and somewhere in that
movie, it happened, we went from petting and caressing to kissing, deep
kissing, by now I had learned with Roger how to kiss well, and I was
determined to show Daddy all I knew.  I don't know how I went from kissing
to his penis, but it was there, and wow, I was amazed, but I could barely
stop to admire it, as I didn't want to him to stop me.  Daddy was
uncircumcised, I did not know what this meant, all I knew it was the most
beautiful cock I had seen and quickly went to work giving him the benefit
of everything I'd learned with Roger.

Daddy's hands were inside my panties and playing with my boy cock.  I
didn't slow down or question anything, I wanted to taste his so much I was
inserting my tongue inside his foreskin to massage the head of his penis as
his cock was in my mouth.  His cock was so big I could stroke it, compared
to Roger's little cock, I struggled and chocked in trying to swallow it,
but i was in heaven and Daddy was cooing and encouraging me, he even called
me "Oh, Linda, such a good girl", my Mom's name.  I was soon rewarded with
the biggest amount of cum it was everywhere as i tried to swallow and all
over my face, he must have been glowing as I looked up at him, covered in
cum, the smell was intoxicating.  I realized he was looking past me...I
turned and my Mom was watching and I knew she was not mad by the smile on
her face, "Took you long enough, your Daddy's been needing that for weeks
!"  Now I knew, he wasn't calling me Linda, my Mom was watching the whole
time and he was talking too her !  Mom sat next to us and then quickly got
up and said we both needed to go the quickly freshen up in her room, I
pulled up my panties and hastily fixed my skirt as she pulled me into the
bedroom.

In the bedroom she helped me quickly change and showed me how too put a pad
in my panties and we went back downstairs, almost like nothing had even
happened !  Though every chance I had I bumped into Daddy and looked at
him, and he was freely touching me when he was near, I was finally in
heaven.  [Mom and I played later that night, but that's a different type of
story].

Daddy and I were always careful but this was a short lived time as soon my
Mom explained too me that he was going to retire to Florida!  I was
devastated and cried, very emotional, (I think those estrogen pills were
working!)  I was still a virgin and disappointed in myself, I had come up
with a whole fantasy world with Daddy there and how he would make me a
woman, and now he was leaving !  How did I not know this and why does know
one tell me anything I yelled at her, my outburst was quickly met with a
slap and a spanking, reminding me of my place.

The last week with Daddy was great and I tried to do more with him.  It's
not only boys that don't know how to get to second or third base, sometimes
girls have the same problem!  But he told me I was too young too lose my
virginity and I need to be 13.  He told me I would meet a boy, of course I
protested and told him I'm not interested in boys and they don't know how
to treat a girl like me.  He was perplexed and I told him how Roger and I
tried too have sex but he couldn't get it in, very embarrassing, but I was
a basket case, my world was collapsing.  Who would watch me now I asked ?
Daddy calmed me down and he asked if wanted to meet a friend of his, Mr
Napoli.  Mr. Napoli needed someone to help him around the house and needed
a girl like me he said...

-- End of Julie Learns

I will have to see if there is desire start a whole series for Mr. Napoli,
after my Daddy introduced us.  I had a whole sexual awakening with him, he
names me Julie, I have my first orgasm, oral sex reciprocated, I lose my
virginity to him at 13, explore being his girl, introduces me to the sissy
lifestyle, breeding, meeting other men, pornography at xxx theaters and the
adult book store I tried to get in.

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