Date: Tue, 28 Jun 2022 01:57:19 +0000 (UTC) From: malibug4 Subject: Julie - Mr Napoli - 3 - Losing my Virginity... ------------------------------------------ Please consider donating to keep it alive by donating here: https://donate.nifty.org/ ------------------------------------------ Took me awhile to write this next installment... ---------------------------------- I try and tell myself I can't believe what happened, but I knew that I had been wanting to him to be my Daddy for awhile, and I was glad to be his. After recovering from Mr. Napoli fondling me to my first orgasm, we cuddled on the couch together, I was lost in post orgasm bliss, but quickly wanted more, I wanted to explore. I wanted to touch. I found myself feeling and rubbing his crotch and knew it was pleasing him as we began to deeply kiss and make out again. There is nothing that excites a girl more than passionate kissing and feeling a man grow hard. I fumbled my way around his pants and belt with him guiding me too his penis, and knew instinctively what I wanted, cock ! I was amazed at seeing and touching him (still do today and love it !) I awkwardly kissed, licked and sucked through an awkward blowjob that of course had a happy ending, I needed no encouragement or instruction to swallow, cleaning him up after and hearing the words I love, "Good girl, Julie" ! I wanted more but didn't know how to ask, I was so lucky that he "knew". Our relationship changed and he would have clothes for me to wear and schooled me in rules. I was a girl from now on and needed to act like it, he was strict but not mean or hurtful. Use the ladies room. You sit to pee. He showed me "feminine hygiene" -- tampons, pads and douching (little did I know he was preparing me for losing my virginity). Shaving my legs and body even though I had very little hair anyway, it's what women did, so I did, part of the rules, i was a girl now. He helped me with fashion "items", i didn't even think of, bracelets, hair bands, I was having a great time, and we became adventurous taking car rides, shopping trips to the mall and walks in the park. Learning too apply lipstick and makeup was a dream come true. Sometimes we'd run into people he knew and I was so scared, but he protected me and made me feel safe. I knew by how he interacted with them if I was his "girl" Julie or his "daughter" Julie, it always excited me [more stories on that later]. I was becoming very comfortable as Julie, but wanted more, sexually. Slowly he showed me things about a man, and since I was still just about to start high school, there were many things I didn't know. This was 84, and the age of XXX home video was starting too boom. I loved when he'd ask me if I wanted to watch a movie with him, of course YES ! It was his way of introducing me too sex. The "mainstream" porn was mesmerizing enough, and I became skilled in oral sex, He knew I wanted to lose my virginity, but teased me on it. He began to play with me more and more, using toys on me, he'd admonish me for masturbating myself to orgasm. Rules, a girl only orgasms with her daddy's permission. Videos progressed from heterosexual to fetish, some were gay movies and others were girls like me with men, i loved them all and fantasized about being them in. We began to watch more and more gay movies, twinks, feminine girly men, transvestites and cross dressers, sissy sex, usually always older men, which I loved. Our love making had progressed to almost penetration, I was desperate to lose my virginity before high school started ( I don't know why, but somehow it seemed important for a girl to do). I practically begged and he agreed (Looking back, I'm sure he secretly was loving it !) He told me that losing my Virginity would have "real" consequences. How he'd have too cum inside me, no condom. That it would hurt at first, but it was part of becoming a woman. He said it would take awhile to get used to being penetrated, but he knew I'd be a good girl and adjust too it. He said the arousal of penetration will cause blood flow to increase and my boobs would get firmer and my nipples would harden (which was happening anyway from whatever pills mom was giving me), how a girl orgasms is so intense I may want to cry. He also told me, that there was no turning back, that once he started, I couldn't say no, and that I would be his "girl" forever. He also said it was different for me. Since I wasn't a real girl, but i wasn't a real boy either, than if he did this, if he deflowers me, cums inside me, that I will never be able to become a real man, I will always be a sissy, a sissy girl for men. He told me how I would always desire a mans penis inside me after this, that I would never be able to satisfy a woman as a man, that he would change me forever. All these things just made me more excited to say yes, yes, please Daddy. And so it was that I finally got to my goal of losing my Virginity to Mr. Napoli, my Daddy, I willingly asked to be his sissy girl. He planned a special weekend around it, I had permission to stay the weekend with him, I was so excited, no boy clothes. I was apprehensive and nervous. I had dreamed of this, my fantasy was becoming reality. I was careful to be extra feminine all week, mannerisms, walking, remember to smile at men, doing my nails, including toes in candy red and practiced wearing heels all week. I dressed for him on Friday, wearing a special outfit, a simple white dress, short at the knee, straps that crossed across my budding breasts, wearing matching white bra and panties with lace scalloped thigh high stockings. My mom had given me a pair of her heels with an ankle strap and simple white pearl earrings. I looked like an elegant teen prom date, who wanted to "go all the way". My Mom helped me with my makeup and I was ready for my weekend getaway. He was so sweet to me, as he picked me up that day at my Mom's house, opening the car door for me, I made sure too let my legs show as I carefully got in the car, I think he was as anxious as me, we drove straight to his house and we couldn't keep our hands off each other, I loved every touch and kiss. Settling into the couch he brought me a glass of wine to settle my nerves and I probably too quickly drank it but it was just as quickly refilled and finished again. He had a gift for me, a jewelry box, Oh, my head was swimming (alcohol !), was he proposing, he wasn't on a knee, his handsome smile and hand under my dress had me at ease and gushingly smiled and opened it, a simple gold bracelet with the stenciled words, SISSY, i fumbled to put it on when he said, "no silly girl, it's an ankle bracelet", he expertly moved his hand down my legs and had my legs across his lap and fashioned it too my left ankle, I felt so sexy, I was glowing from hormones and I was his, he picked me up and carried me to the bedroom. My head was swimming from it all, too much, too fast, but I knew i wanted this, touching, kissing, making out, my dress was off, and I watched him as he removed his shirt and admired his chest, I tried to maneuver off the bed wanting to touch him, but he told me not to move, removing his pants his penis was fully erect and I was proud to have that effect on him, I closed my eyes as he climbed on top of me. I had no idea what to do, but his hands ran up my stockings and he told me what a special girl I was, he messaged my ass and I knew he was trying too loosen me up, orally and with some lube, his work was relaxing me and soon I was in heat, moving my bottom as he fingered me, moaning and sighing, he encouraged me with words like princess, pretty perfect girl for Daddy, he spread my legs and began to move up, kissing me. I was spread, in his bed, missionary style, my bra pulled down, panties gone, wearing thigh highs with heels on, a look i still love today ! I felt him continue to press against me and knew he was entering me, I had practiced enough with toys to know to relax but its different when someone else is pushing something in there ! He told me too stop wiggling my butt (what did i know right), here is where i got scared, but he did tell me once we started i couldn't say no, I closed my eyes and wished it was over ( I know, but it's true, right at that moment, that's what i thought). At that moment, I thought he was "in me", little did I know, he was just starting, but his skill as a lover was incredible (as i was about to learn). He began to kiss me deeply, pushing his tongue inside my mouth, almost mimicking what was happening below, I greedily accepted the distraction and simultaneously he told me too open my eyes, I let out the biggest most satisfying moan as he used that opportunity too look in my eyes as he slid his cock completely inside me. It felt like i was going to be split in two. I felt tears run down my cheeks, and he held me in that position, panting almost, still in heat, penetrated bare by my Daddy, a virgin no more. I kissed him, and beamed him my acceptance, slowly he rocked me back and forth and I began to feel things that were wonderful, the sensation of what it means to truly please a man, watching him take me, seeing the love and lust in him at the same time, and then new feelings and waves of orgasm came over me as he really began to make love to me, felt the most intense orgasm as he cooed too me sweet names only lovers use and I knew he was cumming inside me. I was in bliss as he collapsed on top of me, he stayed in me. As he pulled out I felt a warmness between my cheeks and knew I was leaking cum, he was still hard enough to re-enter me, pushing it back inside me. I had stained the sheets like a real virgin, but with cum, I was in love, and cuddled in his arms, I was so tired i was beginning to doze off when he told me, get some sleep girl, we have company tomorrow, I have some friends I want you to meet.... ----------------------- If you want to read more, let me know, I'll continue to write down what happened. Julie malibug4@yahoo.com